Not very long after this a very exciting
thing happened. Not only Sara, but the entire
school, found it exciting, and made it the chief subject
of conversation for weeks after it occurred.
In one of his letters Captain Crewe told a most interesting
story. A friend who had been at school with him
when he was a boy had unexpectedly come to see him
in India. He was the owner of a large tract
of land upon which diamonds had been found, and he
was engaged in developing the mines. If all
went as was confidently expected, he would become possessed
of such wealth as it made one dizzy to think of; and
because he was fond of the friend of his school days,
he had given him an opportunity to share in this enormous
fortune by becoming a partner in his scheme.
This, at least, was what Sara gathered from his letters.
It is true that any other business scheme, however
magnificent, would have had but small attraction for
her or for the schoolroom; but “diamond mines”
sounded so like the Arabian Nights that no one could
be indifferent. Sara thought them enchanting,
and painted pictures, for Ermengarde and Lottie, of
labyrinthine passages in the bowels of the earth, where
sparkling stones studded the walls and roofs and ceilings,
and strange, dark men dug them out with heavy picks.
Ermengarde delighted in the story, and Lottie insisted
on its being retold to her every evening. Lavinia
was very spiteful about it, and told Jessie that she
didn’t believe such things as diamond mines
existed.
“My mamma has a diamond ring
which cost forty pounds,” she said. “And
it is not a big one, either. If there were mines
full of diamonds, people would be so rich it would
be ridiculous.”
“Perhaps Sara will be so rich
that she will be ridiculous,” giggled Jessie.
“She’s ridiculous without being rich,”
Lavinia sniffed.
“I believe you hate her,” said Jessie.
“No, I don’t,” snapped
Lavinia. “But I don’t believe in
mines full of diamonds.”
“Well, people have to get them
from somewhere,” said Jessie. “Lavinia,”
with a new giggle, “what do you think Gertrude
says?”
“I don’t know, I’m
sure; and I don’t care if it’s something
more about that everlasting Sara.”
“Well, it is. One of her
‘pretends’ is that she is a princess.
She plays it all the time even in school.
She says it makes her learn her lessons better.
She wants Ermengarde to be one, too, but Ermengarde
says she is too fat.”
“She is too fat,” said Lavinia.
“And Sara is too thin.”
Naturally, Jessie giggled again.
“She says it has nothing to
do with what you look like, or what you have.
It has only to do with what you think of, and
what you do.”
“I suppose she thinks she could
be a princess if she was a beggar,” said Lavinia.
“Let us begin to call her Your Royal Highness.”
Lessons for the day were over, and
they were sitting before the schoolroom fire, enjoying
the time they liked best. It was the time when
Miss Minchin and Miss Amelia were taking their tea
in the sitting room sacred to themselves. At
this hour a great deal of talking was done, and a
great many secrets changed hands, particularly if the
younger pupils behaved themselves well, and did not
squabble or run about noisily, which it must be confessed
they usually did. When they made an uproar the
older girls usually interfered with scolding and shakes.
They were expected to keep order, and there was danger
that if they did not, Miss Minchin or Miss Amelia
would appear and put an end to festivities. Even
as Lavinia spoke the door opened and Sara entered
with Lottie, whose habit was to trot everywhere after
her like a little dog.
“There she is, with that horrid
child!” exclaimed Lavinia in a whisper.
“If she’s so fond of her, why doesn’t
she keep her in her own room? She will begin
howling about something in five minutes.”
It happened that Lottie had been seized
with a sudden desire to play in the schoolroom, and
had begged her adopted parent to come with her.
She joined a group of little ones who were playing
in a corner. Sara curled herself up in the window-seat,
opened a book, and began to read. It was a book
about the French Revolution, and she was soon lost
in a harrowing picture of the prisoners in the Bastille men
who had spent so many years in dungeons that when
they were dragged out by those who rescued them, their
long, gray hair and beards almost hid their faces,
and they had forgotten that an outside world existed
at all, and were like beings in a dream.
She was so far away from the schoolroom
that it was not agreeable to be dragged back suddenly
by a howl from Lottie. Never did she find anything
so difficult as to keep herself from losing her temper
when she was suddenly disturbed while absorbed in
a book. People who are fond of books know the
feeling of irritation which sweeps over them at such
a moment. The temptation to be unreasonable and
snappish is one not easy to manage.
“It makes me feel as if someone
had hit me,” Sara had told Ermengarde once in
confidence. “And as if I want to hit back.
I have to remember things quickly to keep from saying
something ill-tempered.”
She had to remember things quickly
when she laid her book on the window-seat and jumped
down from her comfortable corner.
Lottie had been sliding across the
schoolroom floor, and, having first irritated Lavinia
and Jessie by making a noise, had ended by falling
down and hurting her fat knee. She was screaming
and dancing up and down in the midst of a group of
friends and enemies, who were alternately coaxing
and scolding her.
“Stop this minute, you cry-baby!
Stop this minute!” Lavinia commanded.
“I’m not a cry-baby ...
I’m not!” wailed Lottie. “Sara,
Sa ra!”
“If she doesn’t stop,
Miss Minchin will hear her,” cried Jessie.
“Lottie darling, I’ll give you a penny!”
“I don’t want your penny,”
sobbed Lottie; and she looked down at the fat knee,
and, seeing a drop of blood on it, burst forth again.
Sara flew across the room and, kneeling
down, put her arms round her.
“Now, Lottie,” she said.
“Now, Lottie, you promised Sara.”
“She said I was a cry-baby,” wept Lottie.
Sara patted her, but spoke in the steady voice Lottie
knew.
“But if you cry, you will be
one, Lottie pet. You promised.”
Lottie remembered that she had promised, but she preferred
to lift up her voice.
“I haven’t any mamma,” she proclaimed.
“I haven’t a bit of
mamma.”
“Yes, you have,” said
Sara, cheerfully. “Have you forgotten?
Don’t you know that Sara is your mamma?
Don’t you want Sara for your mamma?”
Lottie cuddled up to her with a consoled sniff.
“Come and sit in the window-seat
with me,” Sara went on, “and I’ll
whisper a story to you.”
“Will you?” whimpered
Lottie. “Will you tell me about
the diamond mines?”
“The diamond mines?” broke
out Lavinia. “Nasty, little spoiled thing,
I should like to slap her!”
Sara got up quickly on her feet.
It must be remembered that she had been very deeply
absorbed in the book about the Bastille, and she had
had to recall several things rapidly when she realized
that she must go and take care of her adopted child.
She was not an angel, and she was not fond of Lavinia.
“Well,” she said, with
some fire, “I should like to slap you but
I don’t want to slap you!” restraining
herself. “At least I both want to slap
you and I should like to slap you but
I won’t slap you. We are not little
gutter children. We are both old enough to know
better.”
Here was Lavinia’s opportunity.
“Ah, yes, your royal highness,”
she said. “We are princesses, I believe.
At least one of us is. The school ought to be
very fashionable now Miss Minchin has a princess for
a pupil.”
Sara started toward her. She
looked as if she were going to box her ears.
Perhaps she was. Her trick of pretending things
was the joy of her life. She never spoke of
it to girls she was not fond of. Her new “pretend”
about being a princess was very near to her heart,
and she was shy and sensitive about it. She
had meant it to be rather a secret, and here was Lavinia
deriding it before nearly all the school. She
felt the blood rush up into her face and tingle in
her ears. She only just saved herself.
If you were a princess, you did not fly into rages.
Her hand dropped, and she stood quite still a moment.
When she spoke it was in a quiet, steady voice; she
held her head up, and everybody listened to her.
“It’s true,” she
said. “Sometimes I do pretend I am a princess.
I pretend I am a princess, so that I can try and
behave like one.”
Lavinia could not think of exactly
the right thing to say. Several times she had
found that she could not think of a satisfactory reply
when she was dealing with Sara. The reason for
this was that, somehow, the rest always seemed to
be vaguely in sympathy with her opponent. She
saw now that they were pricking up their ears interestedly.
The truth was, they liked princesses, and they all
hoped they might hear something more definite about
this one, and drew nearer Sara accordingly.
Lavinia could only invent one remark,
and it fell rather flat.
“Dear me,” she said, “I
hope, when you ascend the throne, you won’t
forget us!”
“I won’t,” said
Sara, and she did not utter another word, but stood
quite still, and stared at her steadily as she saw
her take Jessie’s arm and turn away.
After this, the girls who were jealous
of her used to speak of her as “Princess Sara”
whenever they wished to be particularly disdainful,
and those who were fond of her gave her the name among
themselves as a term of affection. No one called
her “princess” instead of “Sara,”
but her adorers were much pleased with the picturesqueness
and grandeur of the title, and Miss Minchin, hearing
of it, mentioned it more than once to visiting parents,
feeling that it rather suggested a sort of royal boarding
school.
To Becky it seemed the most appropriate
thing in the world. The acquaintance begun on
the foggy afternoon when she had jumped up terrified
from her sleep in the comfortable chair, had ripened
and grown, though it must be confessed that Miss Minchin
and Miss Amelia knew very little about it. They
were aware that Sara was “kind” to the
scullery maid, but they knew nothing of certain delightful
moments snatched perilously when, the upstairs rooms
being set in order with lightning rapidity, Sara’s
sitting room was reached, and the heavy coal box set
down with a sigh of joy. At such times stories
were told by installments, things of a satisfying
nature were either produced and eaten or hastily tucked
into pockets to be disposed of at night, when Becky
went upstairs to her attic to bed.
“But I has to eat ’em
careful, miss,” she said once; “’cos
if I leaves crumbs the rats come out to get ’em.”
“Rats!” exclaimed Sara,
in horror. “Are there rats there?”
“Lots of ’em, miss,”
Becky answered in quite a matter-of-fact manner.
“There mostly is rats an’ mice in attics.
You gets used to the noise they makes scuttling about.
I’ve got so I don’t mind ’em s’
long as they don’t run over my piller.”
“Ugh!” said Sara.
“You gets used to anythin’
after a bit,” said Becky. “You have
to, miss, if you’re born a scullery maid.
I’d rather have rats than cockroaches.”
“So would I,” said Sara;
“I suppose you might make friends with a rat
in time, but I don’t believe I should like to
make friends with a cockroach.”
Sometimes Becky did not dare to spend
more than a few minutes in the bright, warm room,
and when this was the case perhaps only a few words
could be exchanged, and a small purchase slipped into
the old-fashioned pocket Becky carried under her dress
skirt, tied round her waist with a band of tape.
The search for and discovery of satisfying things
to eat which could be packed into small compass, added
a new interest to Sara’s existence. When
she drove or walked out, she used to look into shop
windows eagerly. The first time it occurred to
her to bring home two or three little meat pies, she
felt that she had hit upon a discovery. When
she exhibited them, Becky’s eyes quite sparkled.
“Oh, miss!” she murmured.
“Them will be nice an’ fillin.’
It’s fillin’ness that’s best.
Sponge cake’s a ’evenly thing, but it
melts away like if you understand, miss.
These’ll just stay in yer stummick.”
“Well,” hesitated Sara,
“I don’t think it would be good if they
stayed always, but I do believe they will be satisfying.”
They were satisfying and
so were beef sandwiches, bought at a cook-shop and
so were rolls and Bologna sausage. In time, Becky
began to lose her hungry, tired feeling, and the coal
box did not seem so unbearably heavy.
However heavy it was, and whatsoever
the temper of the cook, and the hardness of the work
heaped upon her shoulders, she had always the chance
of the afternoon to look forward to the
chance that Miss Sara would be able to be in her sitting
room. In fact, the mere seeing of Miss Sara
would have been enough without meat pies. If there
was time only for a few words, they were always friendly,
merry words that put heart into one; and if there
was time for more, then there was an installment of
a story to be told, or some other thing one remembered
afterward and sometimes lay awake in one’s bed
in the attic to think over. Sara who
was only doing what she unconsciously liked better
than anything else, Nature having made her for a giver had
not the least idea what she meant to poor Becky, and
how wonderful a benefactor she seemed. If Nature
has made you for a giver, your hands are born open,
and so is your heart; and though there may be times
when your hands are empty, your heart is always full,
and you can give things out of that warm
things, kind things, sweet things help and
comfort and laughter and sometimes gay,
kind laughter is the best help of all.
Becky had scarcely known what laughter
was through all her poor, little hard-driven life.
Sara made her laugh, and laughed with her; and, though
neither of them quite knew it, the laughter was as
“fillin’” as the meat pies.
A few weeks before Sara’s eleventh
birthday a letter came to her from her father, which
did not seem to be written in such boyish high spirits
as usual. He was not very well, and was evidently
overweighted by the business connected with the diamond
mines.
“You see, little Sara,”
he wrote, “your daddy is not a businessman at
all, and figures and documents bother him. He
does not really understand them, and all this seems
so enormous. Perhaps, if I was not feverish
I should not be awake, tossing about, one half of the
night and spend the other half in troublesome dreams.
If my little missus were here, I dare say she would
give me some solemn, good advice. You would,
wouldn’t you, Little Missus?”
One of his many jokes had been to
call her his “little missus” because she
had such an old-fashioned air.
He had made wonderful preparations
for her birthday. Among other things, a new
doll had been ordered in Paris, and her wardrobe was
to be, indeed, a marvel of splendid perfection.
When she had replied to the letter asking her if
the doll would be an acceptable present, Sara had
been very quaint.
“I am getting very old,”
she wrote; “you see, I shall never live to have
another doll given me. This will be my last doll.
There is something solemn about it. If I could
write poetry, I am sure a poem about ‘A Last
Doll’ would be very nice. But I cannot write
poetry. I have tried, and it made me laugh.
It did not sound like Watts or Coleridge or Shakespeare
at all. No one could ever take Emily’s place,
but I should respect the Last Doll very much; and I
am sure the school would love it. They all like
dolls, though some of the big ones the
almost fifteen ones pretend they are too
grown up.”
Captain Crewe had a splitting headache
when he read this letter in his bungalow in India.
The table before him was heaped with papers and letters
which were alarming him and filling him with anxious
dread, but he laughed as he had not laughed for weeks.
“Oh,” he said, “she’s
better fun every year she lives. God grant this
business may right itself and leave me free to run
home and see her. What wouldn’t I give
to have her little arms round my neck this minute!
What wouldn’t I give!”
The birthday was to be celebrated
by great festivities. The schoolroom was to
be decorated, and there was to be a party. The
boxes containing the presents were to be opened with
great ceremony, and there was to be a glittering feast
spread in Miss Minchin’s sacred room. When
the day arrived the whole house was in a whirl of
excitement. How the morning passed nobody quite
knew, because there seemed such preparations to be
made. The schoolroom was being decked with garlands
of holly; the desks had been moved away, and red covers
had been put on the forms which were arrayed round
the room against the wall.
When Sara went into her sitting room
in the morning, she found on the table a small, dumpy
package, tied up in a piece of brown paper. She
knew it was a present, and she thought she could guess
whom it came from. She opened it quite tenderly.
It was a square pincushion, made of not quite clean
red flannel, and black pins had been stuck carefully
into it to form the words, “Menny hapy returns.”
“Oh!” cried Sara, with
a warm feeling in her heart. “What pains
she has taken! I like it so, it it
makes me feel sorrowful.”
But the next moment she was mystified.
On the under side of the pincushion was secured a
card, bearing in neat letters the name “Miss
Amelia Minchin.”
Sara turned it over and over.
“Miss Amelia!” she said to herself “How
can it be!”
And just at that very moment she heard
the door being cautiously pushed open and saw Becky
peeping round it.
There was an affectionate, happy grin
on her face, and she shuffled forward and stood nervously
pulling at her fingers.
“Do yer like it, Miss Sara?” she said.
“Do yer?”
“Like it?” cried Sara. “You
darling Becky, you made it all yourself.”
Becky gave a hysteric but joyful sniff,
and her eyes looked quite moist with delight.
“It ain’t nothin’
but flannin, an’ the flannin ain’t new;
but I wanted to give yer somethin’ an’
I made it of nights. I knew yer could pretend
it was satin with diamond pins in. I tried to
when I was makin’ it. The card, miss,”
rather doubtfully; “’t warn’t wrong
of me to pick it up out o’ the dust-bin, was
it? Miss ’Meliar had throwed it away.
I hadn’t no card o’ my own, an’
I knowed it wouldn’t be a proper presink if
I didn’t pin a card on so I pinned
Miss ’Meliar’s.”
Sara flew at her and hugged her.
She could not have told herself or anyone else why
there was a lump in her throat.
“Oh, Becky!” she cried
out, with a queer little laugh, “I love you,
Becky I do, I do!”
“Oh, miss!” breathed Becky.
“Thank yer, miss, kindly; it ain’t good
enough for that. The the flannin wasn’t
new.”