Once a week, if she could, Esther
passed an hour or two with the children at the hospital.
This building had accommodations for some twenty-five
or thirty small patients, and as it was a private affair,
the ladies managed it to please themselves. The
children were given all the sunlight that could be
got into their rooms and all the toys and playthings
they could profitably destroy. As the doctors
said that, with most of them, amusement was all they
would ever get out of life, an attempt was made to
amuse them. One large room was fitted up for the
purpose, and the result was so satisfactory that Esther
got more pleasure out of it than the children did.
Here a crowd of little invalids, playing on the yellow
floor or lying on couches, were always waiting to
be amused and longing to be noticed, and thought themselves
ill-treated if at least one of the regular visitors
did not appear every day to hear of their pains and
pleasures. Esther’s regular task was to
tell them a story, and, learning from experience that
she could double its effect by illustrating it, she
was in the custom of drawing, as she went on, pictures
of her kings and queens, fairies, monkeys and lions,
with amiable manners and the best moral characters.
Thus drawing as she talked, the story came on but
slowly, and spread itself over weeks and months of
time.
On this Saturday afternoon Esther
was at her work in the play-room, surrounded by a
dozen or more children, with a cripple, tortured by
hip-disease, lying at her side and clinging to her
skirt, while a proud princess, with red and white
cheeks and voluminous robes, was making life bright
with colored crayons and more highly colored adventures,
when the door opened and Esther saw the Rev. Stephen
Hazard, with her aunt, Mrs. Murray, on the threshold.
Mr. Hazard was not to blame if the
scene before him made a sudden and sharp picture on
his memory. The autumn sun was coming in at the
windows; the room was warm and pleasant to look at;
on a wide brick hearth, logs of hickory and oak were
burning; two tall iron fire-dogs sat up there on their
hind legs and roasted their backs, animals in which
the children were expected to take living interest
because they had large yellow glass eyes through which
the fire sparkled; with this, a group of small invalids
whose faces and figures were stamped with the marks
of organic disease; and in the center Esther!
Mr. Hazard had come here this afternoon
partly because he thought it his duty, and partly
because he wanted to create closer relations with a
parishioner so likely to be useful as Mrs. Murray.
He was miserable with a cold, and was weak with fatigue.
His next sermon was turning out dull and disjointed.
His building committee were interfering and quarreling
with Wharton. A harsh north-west wind had set
his teeth on edge and filled his eyes with dust.
Rarely had he found himself in a less spiritual frame
of mind than when he entered this room. The contrast
was overwhelming. When Esther at first said quite
decidedly that nothing would induce her to go on with
her story, he felt at once that this was the only
thing necessary to his comfort, and made so earnest
an appeal that she was forced to relent, though rather
ungraciously, with a laughing notice that he must
listen very patiently to her sermon as she had listened
to his. The half hour which he now passed among
kings and queens in tropical islands and cocoanut
groves, with giants and talking monkeys, was one of
peace and pleasure. He drew so good a monkey on
a cocoanut tree that the children shouted with delight,
and Esther complained that his competition would ruin
her market. She rose at last to go, telling him
that she was sorry to seem so harsh, but had she known
that his pictures and stories were so much better than
hers, she would never have voted to make him a visitor.
Mr. Hazard was flattered. He
naturally supposed that a woman must have some fine
quality if she could interest Wharton and Strong, two
men utterly different in character, and at the same
time amuse suffering children, and drag his own mind
out of its deepest discouragement, without show of
effort or consciousness of charm. In this atmosphere
of charity, where all faiths were alike and all professions
joined hands, the church and the world became one,
and Esther was the best of allies; while to her eyes
Mr. Hazard seemed a man of the world, with a talent
for drawing and a quick imagination, gentle with children,
pleasant with women, and fond of humor. She could
not help thinking that if he would but tell pleasant
stories in the pulpit, and illustrate them on a celestial
blackboard such as Wharton might design, church would
be an agreeable place to pass one’s Sunday mornings
in. As for him, when she went away with her aunt,
he returned to his solitary dinner with a mind diverted
from its current. He finished his sermon without
an effort. He felt a sort of half-conscious hope
that Esther would be again a listener, and that he
might talk it over with her. The next morning
he looked about the church and was disappointed at
not seeing her there. This young man was used
to flattery; he had been sickened with it, especially
by the women of his congregation; he thought there
was nothing of this nature against which he was not
proof; yet he resented Esther Dudley’s neglect
to flatter him by coming to his sermon. Her absence
was a hint that at least one of his congregation did
not care to hear him preach a second time.
Piqued at this indifference to his
eloquence and earnestness he went the next afternoon,
according to his agreement, to Strong’s rooms,
knowing that Miss Dudley was to be there, and determined
to win her over. The little family party which
Strong had got together was intended more for this
purpose than for any other, and Strong, willing to
do what he could to smooth his friend’s path,
was glad to throw him in contact with persons from
whom he could expect something besides flattery.
Strong never conceived it possible that Hazard could
influence them, but he thought their influence likely
to be serious upon Hazard. He underrated his
friend’s force of character.
His eyes were soon opened. Catherine
Brooke made her first appearance on this occasion,
and was greatly excited at the idea of knowing people
as intellectual as Mr. Hazard and Mr. Wharton.
She thought them a sort of princes, and was still
ignorant that such princes were as tyrannical as any
in the Almanach de Gotha, and that those
who submitted to them would suffer slavery. Her
innocent eagerness to submit was charming, and the
tyrants gloated over the fresh and radiant victim who
was eager to be their slave. They lured her on,
by assumed gentleness, in the path of bric-a-brac
and sermons.
In her want of experience she appealed
to Strong, who had not the air of being their accomplice,
but seemed to her a rather weak-minded ally of her
own. Strong had seated her by the window, and
was teaching her to admire his collections, while
Wharton and Hazard were talking with the rest of the
party on the other side of the room.
“What kind of an artist is Mr. Wharton?”
asked Catherine.
“A sort of superior house-painter,”
replied Strong. “He sometimes does glazing.”
“Nonsense!” said Catherine
contemptuously. “I know all about him.
Esther has told me. I want to know how good an
artist he is. What would they think of him in
Paris?”
“That would depend on whether
they owned any of his pictures,” persisted Strong.
“I think he might be worse. But then I have
one of his paintings, and am waiting to sell it when
the market price gets well up. Do you see it?
The one over my desk in the corner. How do you
like it?”
“Why does he make it so dark
and dismal?” asked Catherine. “I can’t
make it out.”
“That is the charm,” he
replied. “I never could make it out myself;
let’s ask him;” and he called across the
room: “Wharton, will you explain to Miss
Brooke what your picture is about? She wants to
know, and you are the only man who can tell her.”
Wharton in his grave way came over
to them, and first looking sadly at Miss Brooke, then
at the picture, said at length, as though to himself:
“I thought it was good when I did it. I
think it is pretty good now. What criticism do
you make, Miss Brooke?”
Catherine was in mortal terror, but
stood her ground like a heroine. “I said
it seemed to me dark, Mr. Wharton, and I asked why
you made it so.”
Wharton looked again at the picture
and meditated over it. Then he said: “Do
you think it would be improved by being lighter?”
Although Catherine pleaded guilty
to this shocking heresy, she did it with so much innocence
of manner that, in a few minutes, Wharton was captured
by her sweet face, and tried to make her understand
his theory that the merit of a painting was not so
much in what it explained as in what it suggested.
Comments from the by-standers interfered with
his success. Hazard especially perplexed Catherine’s
struggling attention by making fun of Wharton’s
lecture.
“Your idea of a picture,”
said he, “must seem to Miss Brooke like my Cincinnati
parishioner’s idea of a corn-field. I was
one day admiring his field of Indian corn, which stretched
out into the distance like Lake Erie in a yellow sunset,
when the owner, looking at his harvest as solemnly
as Wharton is looking at his picture, said that what
he liked most was the hogs he could see out of it.”
“Well,” said Wharton,
“the Dutch made a good school out of men like
him. Art is equal to any thing. I will paint
his hogs for him, slaughtered and hung up by the hind
legs, and if I know how to paint, I can put his corn-field
into them, like Ostade, and make the butchers glow
with emotion.”
“Don’t believe him, Miss
Brooke,” said Hazard. “He wants you
to do his own work, and if you give in to him you
are lost. He covers a canvas with paint and then
asks you to put yourself into it. He might as
well hold up a looking-glass to you. Any man
can paint a beautiful picture if he could persuade
Miss Brooke to see herself in it.”
“What a pretty compliment,”
said Esther. “It is more flattering than
the picture.”
“You can prove its truth, Miss
Dudley,” said Hazard. “It is easy
to show that I am right. Paint Miss Brooke yourself!
Give to her the soul of the Colorado plains!
Show that beauty of subject is the right ideal!
You will annihilate Wharton and do an immortal work.”
Hazard’s knack of fixing an
influence wherever he went had long been the wonder
of Strong, but had never surprised or amused him more
than now, when he saw Esther, after a moment’s
hesitation, accept this idea, and begin to discuss
with Hazard the pose and surroundings which were to
give Catherine Brooke’s picture the soul of the
Colorado plains. Hazard drew well and had studied
art more carefully than most men. He used to
say that if he had not a special mission for the church,
as a matter of personal taste he should have preferred
the studio. He not only got at once into intimate
relations with Esther and Catherine, but he established
a sort of title in Esther’s proposed portrait.
Strong laughed to himself at seeing that even Mr.
Dudley, who disliked the clergy more than any other
form of virtue, was destined to fall a victim to Hazard’s
tact.
When the clergyman walked away from
Strong’s rooms that afternoon, he felt, although
even to himself he would not have confessed it, a little
elated. Instinct has more to do than vanity with
such weaknesses, and Hazard’s instinct told
him that his success, to be lasting, depended largely
on overcoming the indifference of people like the Dudleys.
If he could not draw to himself and his church the
men and women who were strong enough to have opinions
of their own, it was small triumph to draw a procession
of followers from a class who took their opinions,
like their jewelry, machine-made. He felt that
he must get a hold on the rebellious age, and that
it would not prove rebellious to him. He meant
that Miss Dudley should come regularly to church, and
on his success in bringing her there, he was half-ready
to stake the chances of his mission in life.
So Catherine’s portrait was
begun at once, when Catherine herself had been barely
a week in New York. To please Esther, Mr. Dudley
had built for her a studio at the top of his house,
which she had fitted up in the style affected by painters,
filling it with the regular supply of eastern stuffs,
porcelains, and even the weapons which Damascus has
the credit of producing; one or two ivory carvings,
especially a small Italian crucifix; a lay figure;
some Japanese screens, and eastern rugs. Her
studio differed little from others, unless that it
was cleaner than most; and it contained the usual
array of misshapen sketches pinned against the wall,
and of spoiled canvases leaning against each other
in corners as though they were wall flower beauties
pouting at neglect.
Here Catherine Brooke was now enthroned
as the light of the prairie, and day after day for
three weeks, Esther labored over the portrait with
as much perseverance as though Hazard were right in
promising that it should make her immortal. The
last days of November and the first of December are
the best in the year for work, and Esther worked with
an energy that surprised her. She wanted to extort
praise from Mr. Wharton, and even felt a slight shade
of responsibility towards Mr. Hazard. At first
no one was to be admitted to see it while in progress;
then an exception was made for Strong and Hazard who
came to the house one evening, and in a moment of
expansiveness were told that they would be admitted
to the studio. They came, and Esther found Mr.
Hazard’s suggestions so useful that she could
not again shut him out. In return she was shamed
into going to church with her aunt the following Sunday,
where she heard Mr. Hazard preach again. She did
not enjoy it, and did not think it necessary to repeat
the compliment. “One should not know clergymen,”
she said in excuse to her father for not liking the
sermon; “there is no harm in knowing an actress
or opera-singer, but religion is a serious thing.”
Mr. Hazard did not know how mere a piece of civility
her attendance was; he saw only that she was present,
that his audience was larger and his success more
assured than ever. With this he was well satisfied,
and, as he had been used in life always to have his
own way, he took it for granted that in this instance
he had got it.
The portrait of course did not satisfy
Esther. Do what she would, Catherine’s
features and complexion defied modeling and made the
artificial colors seem hard and coarse. The best
she could paint was not far from down-right failure.
She felt the danger and called Mr. Hazard to her aid.
Hazard suggested alterations, and insisted much on
what he was pleased to call “values,”
which were not the values Esther had given. With
his help the picture became respectable, as pictures
go, although it would not have been with impunity
that Tintoret himself had tried to paint the soul
of the prairie.
Esther, like most women, was timid,
and wanted to be told when she could be bold with
perfect safety, while Hazard’s grasp of all subjects,
though feminine in appearance, was masculine and persistent
in reality. To be steadily strong was not in
Esther’s nature. She was audacious only
by starts, and recoiled from her own audacity.
Before long, Hazard began to dominate her will.
She felt a little uneasy until he had seen and approved
her work. More than once he disapproved, and then
she had to do it over again. She began at length
to be conscious of this impalpable tyranny, and submitted
to it only because she felt her own dependence and
knew that in a few days more she should be free.
If he had been clerical or dogmatic, she might have
resented it and the charm would have broken to pieces
on the spot, but he was for the time a painter like
herself, as much interested in the art, and caring
for nothing else.
Towards Christmas the great work was
finished, and the same party that had met a month
before at Strong’s rooms, came together again
in Esther’s studio to sit upon and judge the
portrait they had suggested. Mr. Dudley, with
some effort, climbed up from his library; Mrs. Murray
again acted as chaperon, and even Mr. Murray, whose
fancy for pictures was his only known weakness, came
to see what Esther had made of Catherine. The
portrait was placed in a light that showed all its
best points and concealed as far as possible all its
weak ones; and Esther herself poured out tea for the
connoisseurs.
To disapprove in such a company was
not easy, but Wharton was equal to the task.
He never compromised his convictions on such matters
even to please his hosts, and in consequence had given
offense to most of the picture-owners in the city
of New York. He showed little mercy now to Esther,
and perhaps his attack might have reduced her courage
to despair, had she not found a champion who took
her defense wholly on his own shoulders. It happened
that Wharton attacked parts of the treatment for which
Hazard was responsible, and when Hazard stepped into
the lists, avowing that he had advised the work and
believed it to be good, Esther was able to retire
from the conflict and to leave the two men fighting
a pitched battle over the principles of art. Hazard
defended and justified every portion of the painting
with a vigor and resource quite beyond Esther’s
means, and such as earned her lively gratitude.
When he had reduced Wharton to silence, which was not
a difficult task, for Wharton was a poor hand at dispute
or argument, and felt rather than talked, Mr. Hazard
turned to Esther who gave him a look of gratitude
such as she had rarely conferred on any of his sex.
“I think we have ground him
to powder at last,” said Hazard with his boyish
laugh of delight.
“I never knew before what it
was to have a defender,” said she simply.
Meanwhile Strong, who thought this
battle no affair of his, was amusing himself as usual
by chaffing Catherine. “I have told my colleague,
who professes languages,” said he, “that
I have a young Sioux in the city, and he is making
notes for future conversation with you.”
“What will he talk about,”
asked Catherine; “are all professors as foolish
as you?”
“He will be light and airy with
you. He asked me what gens you belonged to.
I told him I guessed it was the grouse gens. He
said he had not been aware that such a totem existed
among the Sioux. I replied that, so far as I
could ascertain, you were the only surviving member
of your family.”
“Well, and what am I to say?” asked Catherine.
“Tell him that the Rocky Mountains
make it their only business to echo his name,”
said Strong. “Have you an Indian grandmother?”
“No, but perhaps I could lariat
an old aunt for him, if he will like me better for
it.”
“Aunt will do,” said Strong.
“Address the old gentleman in Sioux, and call
him the ‘dove with spectacles.’ It
will please his soft old heart, and he will take off
his spectacles and fall in love with you. There
is nothing so frivolous as learning; nothing else
knows enough.”
“I like him already,”
said Catherine. “A professor with spectacles
is worth more than a Sioux warrior. I will go
with him.”
“Don’t be in a hurry,”
replied Strong; “it will come to about the same
thing in the end. My colleague will only want
your head to dry and stuff for his collection.”
“If I were a girl again,”
said Mrs. Murray, who was listening to their conversation,
“I would much rather a man should ask for my
head than my heart.”
“That is what is the matter
with all of you,” said Strong. “There
are Wharton and Esther at it again, quarreling about
Catherine’s head. Every body disputes about
her head, and I am the only one who goes for her heart.”
“Mr. Wharton is so stern,”
pleaded Esther in defense against the charge of quarreling.
“A hundred times he has told me that I can’t
draw; he should have made me learn when he undertook
to teach me.”
“You might learn more easily
now, if you would be patient about it,” said
Wharton. “You have too much quickness and
not enough knowledge.”
“I think Mr. Hazard turns his
compliments better than you,” said Esther.
“After one of your speeches I have to catch my
breath and think what it means.”
“I mean that you ought to be
a professional,” replied Wharton.
“But if I were able to be a
professional, do you think I would be an amateur?”
asked Esther. “No! I would decorate
a church.”
“If that is all your ambition,
do it now!” said Wharton. “Come and
help me to finish St. John’s. I have half
a dozen workmen there who are certainly not so good
as you.”
“What will you give me to do?” asked she.
“I will engage you to paint,
under my direction, a large female figure on the transept
wall. There are four vacant spaces for which I
have made only rough drawings, and you can try your
hand on whichever you prefer. You shall be paid
like the other artists, and you will find some other
women employed there, to keep you company.”
“Let me choose the subject,”
said Mr. Hazard. “I think I have a voice
in the matter.”
“That depends on your choice,” replied
Wharton.
“It must be St. Cecilia, of
course,” said Hazard; “and Miss Brooke
must sit again as model.”
“Could you not sit yourself
as St. George on the dragon?” asked Strong.
“I have just received a tertiary dragon from
the plains, which I should like to see properly used
in the interests of the church.”
“Catherine is a better model,” answered
Esther.
“You’ve not yet seen my
dragon. Let me bring him round to you. With
Hazard on his back, he would fly away with you all
into the stars.”
“There are dragons enough at
St. John’s,” answered Hazard. “I
will ride on none of them.”
“You’ve no sense of the
highest art,” said Strong. “Science
alone is truth. You are throwing away your last
chance to reconcile science and religion.”
So, after much discussion, it was
at last decided that Esther Dudley should begin work
at St. John’s as a professional decorator under
Mr. Wharton’s eye, and that her first task should
be to paint a standing figure of St. Cecilia, some
eight or ten feet high, on the wall of the north transept.