Flora Saunt, the only daughter of
an old soldier, had lost both her parents, her mother
within a few months. Mrs. Meldrum had known them,
disapproved of them, considerably avoided them:
she had watched the girl, off and on, from her early
childhood. Flora, just twenty, was extraordinarily
alone in the world so alone that she had
no natural chaperon, no one to stay with but a mercenary
stranger, Mrs. Hammond Synge, the sister-in-law of
one of the young men I had just seen. She had
lots of friends, but none of them nice: she kept
picking up impossible people. The Floyd-Taylors,
with whom she had been at Boulogne, were simply horrid.
The Hammond Synges were perhaps not so vulgar, but
they had no conscience in their dealings with her.
“She knows what I think of them,”
said Mrs. Meldrum, “and indeed she knows what
I think of most things.”
“She shares that privilege with
most of your friends!” I replied laughing.
“No doubt; but possibly to some
of my friends it makes a little difference.
That girl doesn’t care a button. She knows
best of all what I think of Flora Saunt.”
“And what may your opinion be?”
“Why, that she’s not worth troubling about an
idiot too abysmal.”
“Doesn’t she care for that?”
“Just enough, as you saw, to
hug me till I cry out. She’s too pleased
with herself for anything else to matter.”
“Surely, my dear friend,”
I rejoined, “she has a good deal to be pleased
with!”
“So every one tells her, and
so you would have told her if I had given you the
chance. However, that doesn’t signify either,
for her vanity is beyond all making or mending.
She believes in herself, and she’s welcome,
after all, poor dear, having only herself to look to.
I’ve seldom met a young woman more completely
free to be silly. She has a clear course she’ll
make a showy finish.”
“Well,” I replied, “as
she probably will reduce many persons to the same
degraded state, her partaking of it won’t stand
out so much.”
“If you mean that the world’s
full of twaddlers I quite agree with you!” cried
Mrs. Meldrum, trumpeting her laugh half across the
Channel.
I had after this to consider a little
what she would call my mother’s son, but I didn’t
let it prevent me from insisting on her making me
acquainted with Flora Saunt; indeed I took the bull
by the horns, urging that she had drawn the portrait
of a nature which common charity now demanded of her
to put into relation with a character really fine.
Such a frail creature was just an object of pity.
This contention on my part had at first of course
been jocular; but strange to say it was quite the
ground I found myself taking with regard to our young
lady after I had begun to know her. I couldn’t
have said what I felt about her except that she was
undefended; from the first of my sitting with her there
after dinner, under the stars that was a
week at Folkestone of balmy nights and muffled tides
and crowded chairs I became aware both that
protection was wholly absent from her life and that
she was wholly indifferent to its absence. The
odd thing was that she was not appealing: she
was abjectly, divinely conceited, absurdly fantastically
pleased. Her beauty was as yet all the world
to her, a world she had plenty to do to live in.
Mrs. Meldrum told me more about her, and there was
nothing that, as the centre of a group of giggling,
nudging spectators, Flora wasn’t ready to tell
about herself. She held her little court in
the crowd, upon the grass, playing her light over Jews
and Gentiles, completely at ease in all promiscuities.
It was an effect of these things that from the very
first, with every one listening, I could mention that
my main business with her would be just to have a go
at her head and to arrange in that view for an early
sitting. It would have been as impossible, I
think, to be impertinent to her as it would have been
to throw a stone at a plate-glass window; so any talk
that went forward on the basis of her loveliness was
the most natural thing in the world and immediately
became the most general and sociable. It was
when I saw all this that I judged how, though it was
the last thing she asked for, what one would ever
most have at her service was a curious compassion.
That sentiment was coloured by the vision of the dire
exposure of a being whom vanity had put so off her
guard. Hers was the only vanity I have ever
known that made its possessor superlatively soft.
Mrs. Meldrum’s further information contributed
moreover to these indulgences her account
of the girl’s neglected childhood and queer
continental relégations, with straying squabbling
Monte-Carlo-haunting parents; the more invidious picture,
above all, of her pecuniary arrangement, still in
force, with the Hammond Synges, who really, though
they never took her out practically she
went out alone had their hands half the
time in her pocket. She had to pay for everything,
down to her share of the wine-bills and the horses’
fodder, down to Bertie Hammond Synge’s fare
in the “underground” when he went to the
City for her. She had been left with just money
enough to turn her head; and it hadn’t even
been put in trust, nothing prudent or proper had been
done with it. She could spend her capital, and
at the rate she was going, expensive, extravagant
and with a swarm of parasites to help, it certainly
wouldn’t last very long.
“Couldn’t you perhaps
take her, independent, unencumbered as you are?”
I asked of Mrs. Meldrum. “You’re
probably, with one exception, the sanest person she
knows, and you at least wouldn’t scandalously
fleece her.”
“How do you know what I wouldn’t
do?” my humorous friend demanded. “Of
course I’ve thought how I can help her it
has kept me awake at night. But doing it’s
impossible; she’ll take nothing from me.
You know what she does she hugs me and
runs away. She has an instinct about me and
feels that I’ve one about her. And then
she dislikes me for another reason that I’m
not quite clear about, but that I’m well aware
of and that I shall find out some day. So far
as her settling with me goes it would be impossible
moreover here; she wants naturally enough a much wider
field. She must live in London her
game is there. So she takes the line of adoring
me, of saying she can never forget that I was devoted
to her mother which I wouldn’t for
the world have been and of giving me a
wide berth. I think she positively dislikes to
look at me. It’s all right; there’s
no obligation; though people in general can’t
take their eyes off me.”
“I see that at this moment,”
I replied. “But what does it matter where
or how, for the present, she lives? She’ll
marry infallibly, marry early, and everything then
will change.”
“Whom will she marry?” my companion gloomily
asked.
“Any one she likes. She’s
so abnormally pretty that she can do anything.
She’ll fascinate some nabob or some prince.”
“She’ll fascinate him
first and bore him afterwards. Moreover she’s
not so pretty as you make her out; she hasn’t
a scrap of a figure.”
“No doubt, but one doesn’t in the least
miss it.”
“Not now,” said Mrs. Meldrum,
“but one will when she’s older and when
everything will have to count.”
“When she’s older she’ll
count as a princess, so it won’t matter.”
“She has other drawbacks,”
my companion went on. “Those wonderful
eyes are good for nothing but to roll about like sugar-balls which
they greatly resemble in a child’s
mouth. She can’t use them.”
“Use them? Why, she does nothing else.”
“To make fools of young men,
but not to read or write, not to do any sort of work.
She never opens a book, and her maid writes her notes.
You’ll say that those who live in glass houses
shouldn’t throw stones. Of course I know
that if I didn’t wear my goggles I shouldn’t
be good for much.”
“Do you mean that Miss Saunt
ought to sport such things?” I exclaimed with
more horror than I meant to show.
“I don’t prescribe for
her; I don’t know that they’re what she
requires.”
“What’s the matter with her eyes?”
I asked after a moment.
“I don’t exactly know;
but I heard from her mother years ago that even as
a child they had had for a while to put her into spectacles
and that though she hated them and had been in a fury
of disgust, she would always have to be extremely
careful. I’m sure I hope she is!”
I echoed the hope, but I remember
well the impression this made upon me my
immediate pang of resentment, a disgust almost equal
to Flora’s own. I felt as if a great rare
sapphire had split in my hand.