I don’t remember how soon it
was I spoke to Geoffrey Dawling; his sittings were
irregular, but it was certainly the very next time
he gave me one.
“Has any rumour ever reached
you of Miss Saunt’s having anything the matter
with her eyes?” He stared with a candour that
was a sufficient answer to my question, backing it
up with a shocked and mystified “Never!”
Then I asked him if he had observed in her any symptom,
however disguised, of embarrassed sight; on which,
after a moment’s thought, he exclaimed “Disguised?”
as if my use of that word had vaguely awakened a train.
“She’s not a bit myopic,” he said;
“she doesn’t blink or contract her lids.”
I fully recognised this and I mentioned that she altogether
denied the impeachment; owing it to him moreover to
explain the ground of my inquiry, I gave him a sketch
of the incident that had taken place before me at
the shop. He knew all about Lord Iffield; that
nobleman had figured freely in our conversation as
his preferred, his injurious rival. Poor Dawling’s
contention was that if there had been a definite engagement
between his lordship and the young lady, the sort of
thing that was announced in the Morning Post, renunciation
and retirement would be comparatively easy to him;
but that having waited in vain for any such assurance
he was entitled to act as if the door were not really
closed or were at any rate not cruelly locked.
He was naturally much struck with my anecdote and
still more with my interpretation of it.
“There is something,
there is something possibly something
very grave, certainly something that requires she
should make use of artificial aids. She won’t
admit it publicly, because with her idolatry of her
beauty, the feeling she is all made up of, she sees
in such aids nothing but the humiliation and the disfigurement.
She has used them in secret, but that is evidently
not enough, for the affection she suffers from, apparently
some definite menace, has lately grown much worse.
She looked straight at me in the shop, which was
violently lighted, without seeing it was I. At the
same distance, at Folkestone, where as you know I
first met her, where I heard this mystery hinted at
and where she indignantly denied the thing, she appeared
easily enough to recognise people. At present
she couldn’t really make out anything the shop-girl
showed her. She has successfully concealed from
the man I saw her with that she resorts in private
to a pince-nez and that she does so not only
under the strictest orders from her oculist, but because
literally the poor thing can’t accomplish without
such help half the business of life. Iffield
however has suspected something, and his suspicions,
whether expressed or kept to himself, have put him
on the watch. I happened to have a glimpse of
the movement at which he pounced on her and caught
her in the act.”
I had thought it all out; my idea
explained many things, and Dawling turned pale as
he listened to me.
“Was he rough with her?” he anxiously
asked.
“How can I tell what passed between them?
I fled from the place.”
My companion stared. “Do you mean to say
her eyesight’s going?”
“Heaven forbid! In that case how could
she take life as she does?”
“How does she take life?
That’s the question!” He sat there bewilderedly
brooding; the tears rose to his lids; they reminded
me of those I had seen in Flora’s the day I
risked my enquiry. The question he had asked
was one that to my own satisfaction I was ready to
answer, but I hesitated to let him hear as yet all
that my reflections had suggested. I was indeed
privately astonished at their ingenuity. For
the present I only rejoined that it struck me she
was playing a particular game; at which he went on
as if he hadn’t heard me, suddenly haunted with
a fear, lost in the dark possibility. “Do
you mean there’s a danger of anything very bad?”
“My dear fellow, you must ask her special adviser.”
“Who in the world is her special adviser?”
“I haven’t a conception.
But we mustn’t get too excited. My impression
would be that she has only to observe a few ordinary
rules, to exercise a little common sense.”
Dawling jumped at this. “I see to
stick to the pince-nez.”
“To follow to the letter her
oculist’s prescription, whatever it is and at
whatever cost to her prettiness. It’s not
a thing to be trifled with.”
“Upon my honour it shan’t
be!” he roundly declared; and he adjusted himself
to his position again as if we had quite settled the
business. After a considerable interval, while
I botched away, he suddenly said: “Did
they make a great difference?”
“A great difference?”
“Those things she had put on.”
“Oh the glasses in
her beauty? She looked queer of course, but it
was partly because one was unaccustomed. There
are women who look charming in nippers. What,
at any rate, if she does look queer? She must
be mad not to accept that alternative.”
“She is mad,” said Geoffrey Dawling.
“Mad to refuse you, I grant.
Besides,” I went on, “the pince-nez,
which was a large and peculiar one, was all awry:
she had half pulled it off, but it continued to stick,
and she was crimson, she was angry.”
“It must have been horrible!” my companion
groaned.
“It was horrible.
But it’s still more horrible to defy all warnings;
it’s still more horrible to be landed in ”
Without saying in what I disgustedly shrugged my
shoulders.
After a glance at me Dawling jerked
round. “Then you do believe that she may
be?”
I hesitated. “The thing
would be to make her believe it. She only
needs a good scare.”
“But if that fellow is shocked
at the precautions she does take?”
“Oh who knows?” I rejoined
with small sincerity. “I don’t suppose
Iffield is absolutely a brute.”
“I would take her with leather
blinders, like a shying mare!” cried Geoffrey
Dawling.
I had an impression that Iffield wouldn’t,
but I didn’t communicate it, for I wanted to
pacify my friend, whom I had discomposed too much for
the purposes of my sitting. I recollect that
I did some good work that morning, but it also comes
back to me that before we separated he had practically
revealed to me that my anecdote, connecting itself
in his mind with a series of observations at the time
unconscious and unregistered, had covered with light
the subject of our colloquy. He had had a formless
perception of some secret that drove Miss Saunt to
subterfuges, and the more he thought of it the more
he guessed this secret to be the practice of making
believe she saw when she didn’t and of cleverly
keeping people from finding out how little she saw.
When one pieced things together it was astonishing
what ground they covered. Just as he was going
away he asked me from what source at Folkestone the
horrid tale had proceeded. When I had given him,
as I saw no reason not to do, the name of Mrs. Meldrum
he exclaimed: “Oh I know all about her;
she’s a friend of some friends of mine!”
At this I remembered wilful Betty and said to myself
that I knew some one who would probably prove more
wilful still.