Wet and hot, having her winter coat, the mare exactly matched the drenched fox-coloured beech-leaf drifts.  As was her wont on such misty days, she danced along with head held high, her neck a little arched, her ears pricked, pretending that things were not what they seemed, and now and then vigorously trying to leave me planted on the air.  Stones which had rolled out of the lane banks were her especial goblins, for one such had maltreated her nerves before she came into this ball-room world, and she had not forgotten.

There was no wind that day.  On the beech-trees were still just enough of coppery leaves to look like fires lighted high-up to air the eeriness; but most of the twigs, pearled with water, were patterned very naked against universal grey.  Berries were few, except the pink spindle one, so far the most beautiful, of which there were more than Earth generally vouchsafes.  There was no sound in the deep lanes, none of that sweet, overhead sighing of yesterday at the same hour, but there was a quality of silence ­a dumb mist murmuration.  We passed a tree with a proud pigeon sitting on its top spire, quite too heavy for the twig delicacy below; undisturbed by the mare’s hoofs or the creaking of saddle leather, he let us pass, absorbed in his world of tranquil turtledoves.  The mist had thickened to a white, infinitesimal rain-dust, and in it the trees began to look strange, as though they had lost one another.  The world seemed inhabited only by quick, soundless wraiths as one trotted past.

Close to a farm-house the mare stood still with that extreme suddenness peculiar to her at times, and four black pigs scuttled by and at once became white air.  By now we were both hot and inclined to cling closely together and take liberties with each other; I telling her about her nature, name, and appearance, together with comments on her manners; and she giving forth that sterterous, sweet snuffle, which begins under the star on her forehead.  On such days she did not sneeze, reserving those expressions of her joy for sunny days and the crisp winds.  At a forking of the ways we came suddenly on one grey and three brown ponies, who shied round and flung away in front of us, a vision of pretty heads and haunches tangled in the thin lane, till, conscious that they were beyond their beat, they faced the bank and, one by one, scrambled over to join the other ghosts out on the dim common.

Dipping down now over the road, we passed hounds going home.  Pied, dumb-footed shapes, padding along in that soft-eyed, remote world of theirs, with a tall riding splash of red in front, and a tall splash of riding red behind.  Then through a gate we came on to the moor, amongst whitened furze.  The mist thickened.  A curlew was whistling on its invisible way, far up; and that wistful, wild calling seemed the very voice of the day.  Keeping in view the glint of the road, we galloped; rejoicing, both of us, to be free of the jog jog of the lanes.

And first the voice of the curlew died; then the glint of the road vanished; and we were quite alone.  Even the furze was gone; no shape of anything left, only the black, peaty ground, and the thickening mist.  We might as well have been that lonely bird crossing up there in the blind white nothingness, like a human spirit wandering on the undiscovered moor of its own future.

The mare jumped a pile of stones, which appeared, as it were, after we had passed over; and it came into my mind that, if we happened to strike one of the old quarry pits, we should infallibly be killed.  Somehow, there was pleasure in this thought, that we might, or might not, strike that old quarry pit.  The blood in us being hot, we had pure joy in charging its white, impalpable solidity, which made way, and at once closed in behind us.  There was great fun in this yard-by-yard discovery that we were not yet dead, this flying, shelterless challenge to whatever might lie out there, five yards in front.  We felt supremely above the wish to know that our necks were safe; we were happy, panting in the vapour that beat against our faces from the sheer speed of our galloping.  Suddenly the ground grew lumpy and made up-hill.  The mare slackened pace; we stopped.  Before us, behind, to right and left, white vapour.  No sky, no distance, barely the earth.  No wind in our faces, no wind anywhere.  At first we just got our breath, thought nothing, talked a little.  Then came a chillness, a faint clutching over the heart.  The mare snuffled; we turned and made down-hill.  And still the mist thickened, and seemed to darken ever so little; we went slowly, suddenly doubtful of all that was in front.  There came into our minds visions, so distant in that darkening vapour, of a warm stall and manger of oats; of tea and a log fire.  The mist seemed to have fingers now, long, dark white, crawling fingers; it seemed, too, to have in its sheer silence a sort of muttered menace, a shuddery lurkingness, as if from out of it that spirit of the unknown, which in hot blood we had just now so gleefully mocked, were creeping up at us, intent on its vengeance.  Since the ground no longer sloped, we could not go down-hill; there were no means left of telling in what direction we were moving, and we stopped to listen.  There was no sound, not one tiny noise of water, wind in trees, or man; not even of birds or the moor ponies.  And the mist darkened.  The mare reached her head down and walked on, smelling at the heather; every time she sniffed, one’s heart quivered, hoping she had found the way.  She threw up her head, snorted, and stood still; and there passed just in front of us a pony and her foal, shapes of scampering dusk, whisked like blurred shadows across a sheet.  Hoof-silent in the long heather ­as ever were visiting ghosts ­they were gone in a flash.  The mare plunged forward, following.  But, in the feel of her gallop, and the feel of my heart, there was no more that ecstasy of facing the unknown; there was only the cold, hasty dread of loneliness.  Far asunder as the poles were those two sensations, evoked by this same motion.  The mare swerved violently and stopped.  There, passing within three yards, from the same direction as before, the soundless shapes of the pony and her foal flew by again, more intangible, less dusky now against the darker screen.  Were we, then, to be haunted by those bewildering uncanny ones, flitting past ever from the same direction?  This time the mare did not follow, but stood still; knowing as well as I that direction was quite lost.  Soon, with a whimper, she picked her way on again, smelling at the heather.  And the mist darkened!

Then, out of the heart of that dusky whiteness, came a tiny sound; we stood, not breathing, turning our heads.  I could see the mare’s eye fixed and straining at the vapour.  The tiny sound grew till it became the muttering of wheels.  The mare dashed forward.  The muttering ceased untimely; but she did not stop; turning abruptly to the left, she slid, scrambled, and dropped into a trot.  The mist seemed whiter below us; we were on the road.  And involuntarily there came from me a sound, not quite a shout, not quite an oath.  I saw the mare’s eye turn back, faintly derisive, as who should say:  Alone I did it!  Then slowly, comfortably, a little ashamed, we jogged on, in the mood of men and horses when danger is over.  So pleasant it seemed now, in one short half-hour, to have passed through the circle-swing of the emotions, from the ecstasy of hot recklessness to the clutching of chill fear.  But the meeting-point of those two sensations we had left out there on the mysterious moor!  Why, at one moment, had we thought it finer than anything on earth to risk the breaking of our necks; and the next, shuddered at being lost in the darkening mist with winter night fast coming on?

And very luxuriously we turned once more into the lanes, enjoying the past, scenting the future.  Close to home, the first little eddy of wind stirred, and the song of dripping twigs began; an owl hooted, honey-soft, in the fog.  We came on two farm hands mending the lane at the turn of the avenue, and, curled on the top of the bank, their cosy red collie pup, waiting for them to finish work for the day.  He raised his sharp nose and looked at us dewily.  We turned down, padding softly in the wet fox-red drifts under the beechtrees, whereon the last leaves still flickered out in the darkening whiteness, that now seemed so little eerie.  We passed the grey-green skeleton of the farm-yard gate.  A hen ran across us, clucking, into the dusk.  The maze drew her long, home-coming snuffle, and stood stil.