It was past four o’clock the
following day when Barbara issued from Valleys House
on foot; clad in a pale buff frock, chosen for quietness,
she attracted every eye. Very soon entering a
taxi-cab, she drove to the Temple, stopped at the
Strand entrance, and walked down the little narrow
lane into the heart of the Law. Its votaries were
hurrying back from the Courts, streaming up from their
Chambers for tea, or escaping desperately to Lord’s
or the Park young votaries, unbound as yet
by the fascination of fame or fees. And each,
as he passed, looked at Barbara, with his fingers
itching to remove his hat, and a feeling that this
was She. After a day spent amongst precedents
and practice, after six hours at least of trying to
discover what chance A had of standing on his rights,
or B had of preventing him, it was difficult to feel
otherwise about that calm apparition like
a golden slim tree walking. One of them, asked
by her the way to Miltoun’s staircase, preceded
her with shy ceremony, and when she had vanished up
those dusty stairs, lingered on, hoping that she might
find her visitee out, and be obliged to return and
ask him the way back. But she did not come, and
he went sadly away, disturbed to the very bottom of
all that he owned in fee simple.
In fact, no one answered Barbara’s
knock, and discovering that the door yielded, she
walked through the lobby past the clerk’s den,
converted to a kitchen, into the sitting-room.
It was empty. She had never been to Miltoun’s
rooms before, and she stared about her curiously.
Since he did not practise, much of the proper gear
was absent. The room indeed had a worn carpet,
a few old chairs, and was lined from floor to ceiling
with books. But the wall space between the windows
was occupied by an enormous map of England, scored
all over with figures and crosses; and before this
map stood an immense desk, on which were piles of double
foolscap covered with Miltoun’s neat and rather
pointed writing. Barbara examined them, puckering
up her forehead; she knew that he was working at a
book on the land question; but she had never realized
that the making of a book requited so much writing.
Papers, too, and Blue Books littered a large bureau
on which stood bronze busts of AEschylus and Dante.
“What an uncomfortable place!”
she thought. The room, indeed, had an atmosphere,
a spirit, which depressed her horribly. Seeing
a few flowers down in the court below, she had a longing
to get out to them. Then behind her she heard
the sound of someone talking. But there was no
one in the room; and the effect of this disrupted
soliloquy, which came from nowhere, was so uncanny,
that she retreated to the door. The sound, as
of two spirits speaking in one voice, grew louder,
and involuntarily she glanced at the busts. They
seemed quite blameless. Though the sound had
been behind her when she was at the window, it was
again behind her now that she was at the door; and
she suddenly realized that it was issuing from a bookcase
in the centre of the wall. Barbara had her father’s
nerve, and walking up to the bookcase she perceived
that it had been affixed to, and covered, a door that
was not quite closed. She pulled it towards her,
and passed through. Across the centre of an unkempt
bedroom Miltoun was striding, dressed only in his
shirt and trousers. His feet were bare, and his
head and hair dripping wet; the look on his thin dark
face went to Barbara’s heart. She ran forward,
and took his hand. This was burning hot, but
the sight of her seemed to have frozen his tongue
and eyes. And the contrast of his burning hand
with this frozen silence, frightened Barbara horribly.
She could think of nothing but to put her other hand
to his forehead. That too was burning hot!
“What brought you here?” he said.
She could only murmur:
“Oh! Eusty! Are you ill?”
Miltoun took hold of her wrists.
“It’s all right, I’ve been working
too hard; got a touch of fever.”
“So I can feel,” murmured
Barbara. “You ought to be in bed. Come
home with me.”
Miltoun smiled. “It’s not a case
for leeches.”
The look of his smile, the sound of
his voice, sent a shudder through her.
“I’m not going to leave you here alone.”
But Miltoun’s grasp tightened on her wrists.
“My dear Babs, you will do what
I tell you. Go home, hold your tongue, and leave
me to burn out in peace.”
Barbara sustained that painful grip
without wincing; she had regained her calmness.
“You must come! You haven’t
anything here, not even a cool drink.”
“My God! Barley water!”
The scorn he put into those two words
was more withering than a whole philippic against
redemption by creature comforts. And feeling it
dart into her, Barbara closed her lips tight.
He had dropped her wrists, and again, begun pacing
up and down; suddenly he stopped:
“’The
stars, sun, moon all shrink away,
A
desert vast, without a bound,
And
nothing left to eat or drink,
“And a dark desert
all around.’
“You should read your Blake, Audrey.”
Barbara turned quickly, and went out
frightened. She passed through the sitting-room
and corridor on to the staircase. He was ill-raving!
The fever in Miltoun’s veins seemed to have
stolen through the clutch of his hands into her own
veins. Her face was burning, she thought confusedly,
breathed unevenly. She felt sore, and at the same
time terribly sorry; and withal there kept rising
in her the gusty memory of Harbingers kiss.
She hurried down the stairs, turned
by instinct down-hill and found herself on the Embankment.
And suddenly, with her inherent power of swift decision,
she hailed a cab, and drove to the nearest telephone
office.