CHAPTER XXI. KATENKA AND LUBOTSHKA
Katenka was now sixteen years old quite
a grown-up girl; and although at that age the angular
figures, the bashfulness, and the gaucherie peculiar
to girls passing from childhood to youth usually replace
the comely freshness and graceful, half-developed
bloom of childhood, she had in no way altered.
Still the blue eyes with their merry glance were hers,
the well-shaped nose with firm nostrils and almost
forming a line with the forehead, the little mouth
with its charming smile, the dimples in the rosy cheeks,
and the small white hands. To her, the epithet
of “girl,” pure and simple, was pre-eminently
applicable, for in her the only new features were
a new and “young-lady-like” arrangement
of her thick flaxen hair and a youthful bosom the
latter an addition which at once caused her great
joy and made her very bashful.
Although Lubotshka and she had grown
up together and received the same education, they
were totally unlike one another. Lubotshka was
not tall, and the rickets from which she had suffered
had shaped her feet in goose fashion and made her
figure very bad. The only pretty feature in her
face was her eyes, which were indeed wonderful, being
large and black, and instinct with such an extremely
pleasing expression of mingled gravity and naïveté
that she was bound to attract attention. In everything
she was simple and natural, so that, whereas Katenka
always looked as though she were trying to be like
some one else, Lubotshka looked people straight in
the face, and sometimes fixed them so long with her
splendid black eyes that she got blamed for doing what
was thought to be improper. Katenka, on the contrary,
always cast her eyelids down, blinked, and pretended
that she was short-sighted, though I knew very well
that her sight was excellent. Lubotshka hated
being shown off before strangers, and when a visitor
offered to kiss her she invariably grew cross, and
said that she hated “affection”; whereas,
when strangers were present, Katenka was always particularly
endearing to Mimi, and loved to walk about the room
arm in arm with another girl. Likewise, though
Lubotshka was a terrible giggler, and sometimes ran
about the room in convulsions of gesticulating laughter,
Katenka always covered her mouth with her hands or
her pocket-handkerchief when she wanted to laugh.
Lubotshka, again, loved to have grown-up men to talk
to, and said that some day she meant to marry a hussar,
but Katenka always pretended that all men were horrid,
and that she never meant to marry any one of them,
while as soon as a male visitor addressed her she
changed completely, as though she were nervous of something.
Likewise, Lubotshka was continually at loggerheads
with Mimi because the latter wanted her to have her
stays so tight that she could not breathe or eat or
drink in comfort, while Katenka, on the contrary, would
often insert her finger into her waistband to show
how loose it was, and always ate very little.
Lubotshka liked to draw heads; Katenka only flowers
and butterflies. The former could play Field’s
concertos and Beethoven’s sonatas excellently,
whereas the latter indulged in variations and waltzes,
retarded the time, and used the pedals continuously not
to mention the fact that, before she began, she invariably
struck three chords in arpeggio.
Nevertheless, in those days I thought
Katenka much the grander person of the two, and liked
her the best.