“I have led her home,
my love, my only friend;
There is none like her,
none!
And never yet so warmly
ran my blood,
And sweetly on and on,
Calming itself to the
long-wished-for end,
Full to the banks, close
on the promised good.”
TENNYSON.
Britta was in the kitchen, dragging
off her snow-wet cloak and fur mufflers, and crying
heartily all the while. The stalwart Svensen stood
looking at her in perplexity, now and then uttering
a word of vague sympathy and consolation, to which
she paid not the slightest heed. The poor girl
was tired out, and half-numb with the piercing cold, the
excitement which had kept her up for days and days,
had yielded to the nervous exhaustion, which was its
natural result, and she kept on weeping
without exactly knowing why she wept. Throughout
the long and fatiguing journey she had maintained
unflinching energy and perseverance, undaunted
by storm, sleet, and darkness, she had driven steadily
over long miles of trackless snow her instinct
had guided her by the shortest and quickest routes she
seemed to know every station and village on the way, she
always managed to obtain relays of reindeer just when
they were needed, in short, Errington would
hardly have been able to reach the Altenfjord without
her.
He had never realized to its full
extent her strong, indomitable, devoted character,
till he saw her hour after hour seated beside him in
the pulkha, her hands tightly gripping the reins
of the horned animals, whose ways she understood and
perfectly controlled, her bright, bird-like
eyes fixed with watchful eagerness on the bewildering
white landscape that opened out incessantly before
her. Her common sense was never at fault she
forgot nothing and with gentle but respectful
firmness she would insist on Sir Philip’s taking
proper intervals of rest and refreshment at the different
farms they passed on their road, though he, eager
to press on, chafed and fretted at every little delay.
They were welcomed all along their route with true
Norse hospitality, though the good country-folk who
entertained them could not refrain from astonishment
at the idea of their having undertaken such a journey
at such a season, and appeared to doubt the possibility
of their reaching their destination at all. And
now that they had reached it in safety, Britta’s
strength gave way. Valdemar Svensen had hastily
blurted out the news of the bonde’s death
even while she and Sir Philip were alighting from
their sledge and in the same breath had
told them of Thelma’s dangerous illness.
What wonder, then, that Britta sobbed hysterically,
and refused to be comforted, what wonder
that she turned upon Ulrika as that personage approached,
in a burst of unreasonable anger.
“Oh dear, oh dear!” she
cried, “to think that the Froeken should be so
ill almost dying! and have nobody but you
to attend to her!”
This, with a vindictive toss of the
brown curls. Ulrika winced at her words she
was hurt, but she answered gently
“I have done my best,”
she said with a sort of grave pathos, “I have
been with her night and day had she been
a daughter of my own blood, I know not how I could
have served her with more tenderness. And, surely,
it has been a sore and anxious time with me also for
I, too, have learned to love her!”
Her set mouth quivered, and
Britta, seeing her emotion, was ashamed of her first
hasty speech. She made an act of contrition at
once by putting her arms round Ulrika’s neck
and kissing her a proceeding which so much
astonished that devout servant of Luther, that her
dull eyes filled with tears.
“Forgive me!” said the
impetuous little maiden. “I was very rude
and very unkind! But if you love the Froeken,
you will understand how I feel how I wish
I could have helped to take care of her. And oh!
the bonde!” here she gave
way to a fresh burst of tears “the
dear, good, kind, brave bonde! That he
should be dead! oh! it is too cruel too
dreadful I can hardly believe it!”
Ulrika patted her consolingly on the
shoulder, but said nothing and Valdemar
sighed. Britta sought for her handkerchief, and
dried her eyes but, after a minute, began
to cry again as recklessly as ever.
“And now” she
gasped “if the Froeken dies I
will die too. I will you see if I
don’t! I w-w-won’t live without
her!”
And such a big sob broke from her
heaving bosom that it threatened to burst her trimly
laced little bodice.
“She will not die,” said
Ulrika decisively. “I have had my fears but
the crisis is passed. Do not fret, Britta there
is no longer any danger. Her husband’s
love will lift the trouble from her heart and
strength will return more speedily than it left her.”
And turning a little aside on the
pretence of throwing more wood on the fire, she muttered
inaudibly, “O Lord, verily thou hast done well
to grant my just demand! Even for this will I
remain Thy servant for ever!” After this parenthesis,
she resumed the conversation, Valdemar Svensen
sitting silently apart, and related all
that had happened since Thelma’s arrival at
the Altenfjord. She also gave an account of Lovisa
Elsland’s death, though Britta was
not much affected by the loss of her grandmother.
“Dreadful old thing!”
she said with a shudder. “I’m glad
I wasn’t with her! I remember how she cursed
the Froeken, perhaps her curse has brought
all the trouble if so, it’s a good
thing she’s dead, for now everything will come
right again. I used to fancy she had some crime
to confess, did she say anything wicked
when she was dying?”
Ulrika avoided a direct reply to this
question. What was the good of horrifying the
girl by telling her that her deceased relative was
to all intents and purposes a murderess? She
resolved to let the secret of old Lovisa’s life
remain buried with her. Therefore she simply answered
“Her mind wandered greatly, it
was difficult to hear her last words. But it
should satisfy you, Britta, to know that she passed
away in the fear of the Lord.”
Britta gave a little half-dubious,
half-scornful smile. She had not the slightest
belief in the sincerity of her late grandmother’s
religious principles.
“I don’t understand people
who are so much afraid of the Lord,” she
said. “They must have done something wrong.
If you always do your best, and try to be good, you
needn’t fear anything. At least, that’s
my opinion.”
“There is the everlasting burning,”
began Ulrika solemnly.
“Oh, nonsense!” exclaimed
Britta quite impatiently. “I don’t
believe it!”
Ulrika started back in wonder and
dismay. “You don’t believe it!”
she said in awed accents. “Are you also
a heathen?”
“I don’t know what you
mean by a heathen,” replied Britta almost gaily.
“But I can’t believe that God, who is so
good, is going to everlastingly burn anybody.
He couldn’t, you know! It would hurt Him
so much to see poor creatures writhing about in flames
for ever we would not be able to bear it,
and I’m quite sure it would make Him miserable
even in heaven. Because He is all Love He
says so, He couldn’t be cruel!”
This frank statement of Britta’s
views presented such a new form of doctrine to Ulrika’s
heavy mind that she was almost appalled by it.
God couldn’t burn anybody for ever He
was too good! What a daring idea! And yet
so consoling so wonderful in the infinite
prospect of hope it offered, that she smiled, even
while she trembled to contemplate it. Poor soul!
She talked of heathens being herself the
worst type of heathen namely, a Christian
heathen. This sounds incongruous yet
it may be taken for granted that those who profess
to follow Christianity, and yet make of God, a being
malicious, revengeful, and of more evil attributes
than they possess themselves, are as barbarous,
as unenlightened, as hopelessly sunken in slavish
ignorance as the lowest savage who adores his idols
of mud and stone. Britta was quite unconscious
of having said anything out of the common she
was addressing herself to Svensen.
“Where is the bonde buried,
Valdemar?” she asked in a low tone.
He looked at her with a strange, mysterious smile.
“Buried? Do you suppose
his body could mix itself with common earth?
No! he sailed away, Britta away yonder!”
And he pointed out through the window
to the Fjord now, invisible in the deep darkness.
Britta stared at him with roundly
opened, frightened eyes her face paled.
“Sailed away? You must
be dreaming! Sailed away! How could he if
he was dead?”
Valdemar grew suddenly excited.
“I tell you, he sailed away!” he repeated
in a low, hoarse whisper. “Where is his
ship, the Valkyrie? Try if you can find
it anywhere on sea or land! It has
gone, and he has gone with it like a king
and warrior to glory, joy, and victory!
Glory joy victory! those
were his last words!”
Britta retreated, and caught Ulrika
by the arm. “Is he mad?” she asked
fearfully.
Valdemar heard her, and rose from
his chair, a pained smile on his face.
“I am not mad, Britta,”
he said gently. “Do not be afraid!
If grief for my master could have turned my brain,
I had been mad ere this, but I have all
my wits about me, and I have told you the truth.”
He paused then added, in a more ordinary
tone, “You will need fresh logs of pine I
will go and bring them in.”
And he went out. Britta gazed
after him in speechless wonder.
“What does he mean?” she asked.
“What he says,” returned
Ulrika composedly. “You, like others, must
have known that Olaf Gueldmar’s creed was a
strange one his burial has been strange that
is all!”
And she skillfully turned the conversation,
and began to talk of Thelma, her sorrows and sufferings.
Britta was most impatient to see her beloved “Froeken,”
and quite grudged Sir Philip the long time he remained
alone with his wife.
“He might call me, if
only for a moment,” Britta thought plaintively.
“I do so want to look at her dear face again!
But men are all alike as long as they’ve
got what they want, they never think of anybody
else. Dear me! I wonder how long I shall
have to wait!” So she fumed and fretted, and
sat by the kitchen-fire, drinking hot tea and talking
to Ulrika all the while straining her ears
for the least sound or movement from the adjoining
room. But none came there was the most
perfect silence. At last she could endure it
no longer and, regardless of Ulrika’s
remonstrances, she stole on tip-toe to the closed door
that barred her from the sight of her heart’s
idol, and turning the handle softly, opened it and
looked in. Sir Philip saw her, and made a little
warning sign, though he smiled.
He was sitting by the bedside, and
in his arms, nestled against his shoulder, Thelma
rested. She was fast asleep. The lines of
pain had disappeared from her sweet face a
smile was on her lips her breath came and
went with peaceful regularity, and the delicate
hue of a pale rose flushed her cheeks. Britta
stood gazing on this fair sight till her affectionate
little heart overflowed, and the ready tears dropped
like diamonds from her curly lashes.
“Oh, my dear my dear!”
she whispered in a sort of rapture when there was
a gentle movement, and two star-like eyes
opened like blue flowers outspreading to the sun.
“Is that you, Britta?”
asked a tender, wondering voice and with
a smothered cry of ecstacy, Britta sprang to seize
the outstretched hand of her beloved Froeken, and
cover it with kisses. And while Thelma laughed
with pleasure to see her, and stroked her hair.
Sir Philip described their long drive through the
snow, and so warmly praised Britta’s patience,
endurance, and constant cheerfulness, that his voice
trembled with its own earnestness, while Britta grew
rosily red in her deep shyness and embarrassment,
vehemently protesting that she had done nothing, nothing
at all to deserve so much commendation. Then,
after much glad converse, Ulrika was called, and Sir
Philip seizing her hand, shook it with such force
and fervor that she was quite overcome.
“I don’t know how to thank
you!” he said, his eyes sparkling with gratitude.
“It’s impossible to repay such goodness
as yours! My wife tells me how tender and patient
and devoted you have been that even when
she knew nothing else, she was aware of your kindness.
God bless you for it! You have saved her life ”
“Ah, yes, indeed!” interrupted
Thelma gently. “And life has grown so glad
for me again! I do owe you so much.”
“You owe me nothing,”
said Ulrika in those harsh, monotonous tones which
she had of late learned to modulate. “Nothing.
The debt is all on my side.” She stopped
abruptly a dull red color flushed her face her
eyes dwelt on Thelma with a musing tenderness.
Sir Philip looked at her in some surprise.
“Yes,” she went on.
“The debt is all on my side. Hear me out,
Sir Philip and you too, you
‘rose of the northern forest’, as Sigurd
used to call you! You have not forgotten Sigurd?”
“Forgotten him?” said
Thelma softly. “Never! . . . I loved
him too well!”
Ulrika’s head dropped. “He was my
son!” she said.
There was a silence of complete astonishment.
Ulrika paused then, as no one uttered a
word, she looked up boldly, and spoke with a sort of
desperate determination.
“You see you have nothing to
thank me for,” she went on, addressing herself
to Sir Philip, while Thelma, leaning back on her pillows,
and holding Britta’s hand, regarded her with
a new and amazed interest. “Perhaps, if
you had known what sort of a woman I am, you might
not have liked me to come near her.”
And she motioned towards Thelma. “When I
was young long ago I loved ”
she laughed bitterly. “It seems a strange
thing to say, does it not? Let it pass the
story of my love, my sin and shame, need not be told
here! But Sigurd was my child born
in an evil hour and I I strove
to kill him at his birth.”
Thelma uttered a faint cry of horror.
Ulrika turned an imploring gaze upon her.
“Don’t hate me!”
she said, her voice trembling. “Don’t,
for God’s sake, hate me! You don’t
know what I have suffered! I was mad, I think,
at the time I flung the child in the Fjord
to drown; your father, Olaf Gueldmar, rescued
him. I never knew that till long after; for
years the crime I had committed weighed upon my soul, I
prayed and strove with the Lord for pardon, but always,
always felt that for me there, was no forgiveness.
Lovisa Elsland used to call me “murderess;”
she was right I was one, or so I thought till till
that day I met you, Froeken Thelma, on the hills with
Sigurd, and the lad fought with me.”
She shuddered, and her eyes looked wild.
“I recognized him no matter how!
. . . he bore my mark upon him he was my
son, mine! the deformed,
crazy creature who yet had wit enough to love you you,
whom then I hated but now ”
She stopped and advanced a little
closer to Thelma’s bedside.
“Now, there is nothing I would
not do for you, my dear!” she said very gently.
“But you will not need me any more. You
understand what you have done for me, you
and your father? You have saved me by saving
Sigurd, saved me from being weighed
down to hell with the crime of murder! And you
made the boy happy while he lived. All the rest
of my days spent in your service could not pay back
the worth of that good deed. And most heartily
do I thank the Lord that he has mercifully permitted
me to tend and comfort you in the hour of trouble and,
moreover, that He has given me strength to speak and
confess my sin and unworthiness before you ere I depart.
For now the trouble is past, I must remove my shadow
from your joy. God bless you! and try
to think as kindly as you can of me for for
Sigurd’s sake!”
Stooping, she kissed Thelma’s
hand, and, before any one had time to speak
a word, she left the room abruptly.
When, in a few minutes, Britta went
to look after her, she was gone. She had departed
to her own house in Bosekop, where she obstinately
remained. Nothing would induce her to present
herself again before Sir Philip or Thelma, and it
was not till many days after they had left the Altenfjord
that she was once more seen about the village.
And then she was a changed being. No longer harsh
or forbidding in manner, she became humble and gentle, she
ministered to the sick, and consoled the afflicted but
she was especially famous for her love of children.
All the little ones of the place knew her, and were
attracted by her, and the time came when
Ulrika, white-haired, and of peaceful countenance,
could be seen knitting at her door in the long summer
afternoons surrounded by a whole army of laughing,
chattering, dimpled youngsters, who would play at
hide-and-seek behind her chair, and clamber up to kiss
her wrinkled cheeks, putting their chubby arms round
her neck with that guileless confidence children show
only to those whom they feel can appreciate such flattering
attentions. Some of her acquaintance were wont
to say that she was no longer the “godly”
Ulrika but however this might be, it is
certain she had drifted a little nearer to the Author
of all godliness, which after all, is
the most we dare to strive for in all our differing
creeds.
It was not long before Thelma began
to recover. The day after her husband arrived,
and Ulrika departed, she rose from her bed with Britta’s
assistance, and sat by the blazing fire, wrapped in
her white gown and looking very fragile, though very
lovely, Philip had been talking to her for some time,
and now he sat at her feet, holding her hand in his,
and, watching her face, on which there was an expression
of the most plaintive and serious penitence.
“I have been very wicked!”
she said, with such a quaint horror of herself that
her husband laughed. “Now I look back upon
it all, I think I have behaved so very badly! because
I ought never to have doubted you, my boy no not
for all the Lady Winsleighs in the world. And
poor Mr. Neville! he must be so unhappy! But
it was that letter that letter in your
own writing, Philip!”
“Of course!” he answered
soothingly. “No wonder you thought me a
dreadful fellow! But you won’t do so again,
will you, Thelma? You will believe that you are
the crown and centre of my life the joy
of all the world to me?”
“Yes, I will!” she said
softly and proudly. “Though it is always
the same, I never do think myself worthy! But
I must try to grow very conceited, and assure myself
that I am very valuable! so that then I shall understand
everything better, and be wiser.”
Philip laughed. “Talking
of letters,” he said suddenly, “here’s
one I wrote to you from Hull it only got
here today. Where it has been delayed is a mystery.
You needn’t read it you know everything
in it already. Then there’s a letter on
the shelf up there addressed in your writing it
seems never to have been opened.”
He reached it down, and gave it to
her. As she took it, her face grew very sad.
“It is the one I wrote to my
father before I left London,” she said.
And her eyes filled with tears. “It came
too late!”
“Thelma,” said Sir Philip
then, very gently and gravely, “would you like can
you bear to read your father’s last
words to you? He wrote to you on his death-bed,
and gave the letter to Valdemar ”
“Oh, let me see it!” she
murmured half-sobbingly. “Father, dear
father! I knew he would not leave me without
a word!”
Sir Philip reverently opened the folded
paper which Svensen had committed to his care that
morning, and together they read the bonde’s
farewell. It ran as follows:
“THELMA, MY BELOVED,”
“The summons I have waited for
has come at last, and the doors of Valhalla are
set open to receive my soul. Wonder not that I
depart with joy! Old as I am, I long for youth the
everlasting youth of which the strength and savor
fails not. I have lived long enough to know
the sameness of this world though there
is much therein to please the heart and eye of
a man but with that roving restlessness
that was born within me, I desire to sail new seas
and gaze on new lands, where a perpetual light shines
that knows no fading. Grieve not for me thou
wilt remember that, unlike a Christian, I see in
death the chiefest glory of life and
thou must not regret that I am eager to drain this
cup of world-oblivion offered by the gods.
I leave thee, not sorrowfully, for
thou art in shelter and safety the strong
protection of thy husband’s love defends thee
and the safeguard of thine own innocence.
My blessing upon him and thee! Serve him, Thelma
mine, with full devotion and obedience even
as I have taught thee, thus drawing
from thy womanlife its best measure of sweetness, keep
the bright shield of thy truth untarnished and
live so that at the hour of thine own death-ecstasy
thou mayest depart as easily as a song-bird soaring
to the sun! I pass hence in happiness if
thou dost shed a tear thou wrongest my memory, there
is naught to weep for. Valdemar will give me the
crimson shroud and ocean grave of my ancestors but
question him not concerning this fiery pomp of
my last voyage he is but a serf, and
his soul is shaken to its very depths by sorrow.
Let him be he will have his reward hereafter.
And now farewell, child of my heart darling
of mine age clear mirror in which my later
life has brightened to content! All partings are
brief we shall meet again thou
and I and Philip and all who have loved
or who love each other, the journey heavenwards
may be made by different roads, but the end the
glory the immortality is the same!
Peace be upon thee and on thy children and on thy
children’s children!”
“Thy
father,
OLAF
GUeLDMAR.”
In spite of the brave old pagan’s
declaration that tears would wrong his memory, they
dropped bright and fast from his daughter’s eyes
as she kissed again and again the words his dying
hand had pencilled, while Errington knew
not which feeling gained the greater mastery over
him, grief for a good man’s loss,
or admiration for the strong, heroic spirit in which
that good man had welcomed Death with rejoicing.
He could not help comparing the bonde’s
departure from this life with that of Sir Francis
Lennox, the man of false fashion, who had let slip
his withered soul with an oath into the land of Nowhere.
Presently Thelma grew calmer, and began to speak in
hushed, soft tones
“Poor Valdemar!” she said
meditatively. “His heart must ache very
much, Philip!”
Philip looked up inquiringly.
“You see, my father speaks of
the ‘crimson shroud,’” she went on.
“That means that he was buried like many of
the ancient Norwegian sea kings; he was
taken from his bed while dying and placed on board
his own ship to breathe his last; then the ship was
set on fire and sent out to sea. I always knew
he wished it so. Valdemar must have done it all for
I, I saw the last glimpse of the flames
on the Fjord the night I came home! Oh, Philip!”
and her beautiful eyes rested tenderly upon him, “it
was all so dreadful so desolate! I
wanted I prayed to die also! The world
was so empty it seemed as if there was nothing
left!”
Philip, still sitting at her feet,
encircled her with both arms, and drew her down to
him.
“My Thelma!” he whispered,
“there is nothing left nothing
at all worth living for, save Love!”
“Ah! but that,” she answered softly, “is
everything!”
Is it so, indeed? Is Love alone
worth living for worth dying for? Is
it the only satisfying good we can grasp at among
the shifting shadows of our brief existence?
In its various phases and different workings, is it,
after all, the brightest radiance known in the struggling
darkness of our lives?
Sigurd had thought so, he
had died to prove it. Philip thought so, when
once more at home in England with his recovered “treasure
of the golden midnight” he saw her, like a rose
refreshed by rain, raise her bright head in renewed
strength and beauty, with the old joyous lustre dancing
in her eyes, and the smile of a perfect happiness like
summer sunshine on her fair face. Lord Winsleigh
thought so; he was spending the winter
in Rome with his wife and son, and there
among the shadows of the Caesars, his long, social
martyrdom ended, and he regained what he had once
believed lost for ever his wife’s
affection. Clara gentle, wistful, with the softening
shadow of a great sorrow and a great repentance in
her once too-brilliant eyes, was a very different
Clara to the dashing “beauty” who had figured
so conspicuously in London society. She clung
to her husband with an almost timid eagerness as though
she dreaded losing him and when he was not
with her, she seemed to rely entirely on her son,
whom she watched with a fond, almost melancholy pride,
and who responded to her tenderness though proffered
so late, with the full-hearted frankness of his impulsive,
ardent nature. She wrote to Thelma asking her
pardon, and in return received such a sweet, forgiving,
generous letter as caused her to weep for an hour
or more. But she felt she could never again meet
the clear regard of those beautiful, earnest, truthful
eyes never again could she stand in Thelma’s
presence, or call her friend that was all
over. Still Love remained, a Love,
chastened and sad, with drooping wings and a somewhat
doubting smile, yet it was Love
“Love, that keeps all
the choir of lives in chime
Love, that is blood within
the veins of time.”
And Love, no matter how abused and
maltreated, is a very patient god, and even while
suffering from undeserved wounds, still works on, doing
magical things. So that poor Edward Neville, the
forsaken husband of Violet Vere, when he heard that
that popular actress had died suddenly in America
from a fit of delirium tremens brought on by excessive
drinking, was able, by some gentle method known only
to Love and himself, to forget all her frailties to
obliterate from his memory the fact that he ever saw
her on the boards of the Brilliant Theatre, and
to think of her henceforth only as the wife he had
once adored, and who, he decided in vague, dreamy
fashion, must have died young. Love also laid
a firm hand on the vivacious Pierre Duprez he
who had long scoffed at the jeu d’amour,
played it at last in grave earnest, and
one bright season he introduced his bride into Parisian
society, a charming little woman, with
very sparkling eyes and white teeth, who spoke French
perfectly, though not with the ‘’haccent’
recommended by Briggs. It was difficult to recognize
Britta in the petite élégante who laughed and
danced and chattered her way through some of the best
salons in Paris, captivating everybody as she
went, but there she was, all the same,
holding her own as usual. Her husband was extremely
proud of her he was fond of pointing her
out to people as something excessively precious and
unique and saying “See
her! That is my wife! From Norway! Yes from
the very utmost north of Norway! I love my country certainly! but
I will tell you this much if I had been
obliged to choose a wife among French women ma
foi! I should never have married!”
And what of George Lorimer? the
idle, somewhat careless man of “modern”
type, in whose heart, notwithstanding the supposed
deterioration of the age, all the best and bravest
codes of old-world chivalry were written? Had
Love no fair thing to offer him? Was he
destined to live out his life in the silent heroism
of faithful, unuttered, unrequited, unselfish devotion?
Were the heavens, as Sigurd had said, always to be
empty? Apparently not, for when he
was verging towards middle age, a young lady besieged
him with her affections, and boldly offered to be his
wife any day he chose to name. She was a small
person, not quite five years old, with great blue
eyes and a glittering tangle of golden curls.
She made her proposal one summer afternoon on the
lawn at Errington Manor, in the presence of Beau Lovelace,
on whose knee sat her little brother Olaf, a fine
boy a year younger than herself. She had placed
her dimpled arms round Lorimer’s neck, and
when she so confidingly suggested marriage to her
“Zordie,” as she called him, she was rubbing
her rosy, velvety cheek against his moustache with
much sweet consideration and tenderness. Lovelace,
hearing her, laughed aloud, whereat the little lady
was extremely offended.
“I don’t tare!”
she said, with pretty defiance. “I do love
oo, Zordie, and I will marry oo!”
George held her fondly to his breast
as though she were some precious fragile flower of
which not a petal must be injured.
“All right!” he answered
gaily, though his voice trembled somewhat, “I
accept! You shall be my little wife, Thelma.
Consider it settled!”
Apparently she did so consider it,
for from that day, whenever she was asked her name,
she announced herself proudly as “Zordie’s
’ittle wife, Thelma” to the
great amusement of her father, Sir Philip, and that
other Thelma, on whom the glory of motherhood had fallen
like a new charm, investing both face and form with
superior beauty and an almost divine serenity.
But “Zordie’s wife” took her sobriquet
very seriously, so much so, indeed, that
by-and-by “Zordie” began to take it rather
seriously himself and to wonder whether,
after all, marriages, unequal in point of age, might
not occasionally turn out well. He condemned
himself severely for the romanticism of thinking such
thoughts, even while he indulged in them, and called
himself “an old fool,” though he was in
the actual prime of manhood, and an exceedingly handsome
fellow withal.
But when the younger Thelma came back
at the age of sixteen from her convent school at Arles, the
same school where her mother had been before her, she
looked so like her mother, so very like, that his heart
began to ache with the old, wistful, passionate longing
he fancied he had stilled for ever. He struggled
against this feeling for a while, till at last it
became too strong for him, and then, though
he told himself it was absurd, that a man
past forty had no right to expect to win a girl’s
first love, he grew so reckless that he determined
to risk his fate with her. One day, therefore,
he spoke out, scarcely knowing what he said, and only
conscious that his pulses were beating with abnormal
rapidity. She listened to his tremulous, rather
hesitating proposal with exceeding gravity, and appeared
more surprised than displeased. Raising her glorious
blue eyes eyes in which her mother’s
noble, fearless look was faithfully reflected, she
said simply, just in her mother’s own quaint
way
“I do not know why you talk
about this at all. I thought it was all settled
long ago!”
“Settled!” faltered Lorimer
astonished, he was generally self-possessed,
but this fair young lady’s perfect equanimity
far surpassed his at that moment “Settled!
My darling! my child I am so much older
than you are ”
“I don’t like boys!”
she declared, with stately disdain. “I was
your wife when I was little and I thought
it was to be the same thing now I am big! I told
mother so, and she was quite pleased. But of course,
if you don’t want me ”
She was not allowed to finish her
sentence, for Lorimer, with a sudden rush of joy that
almost overpowered him, caught her in his arms and
pressed the first lover’s kiss on her pure, innocently
smiling lips.
“Want you!” he murmured
passionately, with a strange sweet mingling of the
past and present in his words. “I have always
wanted Thelma!”