There was a sweet odor of clover blossoms
in the early morning air, and the dew stood in great
drops upon the summer flowers, and dropped from the
foliage of the elm trees which skirted the village
common. There was a cloud of mist upon the meadows,
and the windings of the river could be distinctly
traced by the white fog which curled above it.
But the fog and the mists were rolling away as the
warm June sun came over the eastern hills, and here
and there signs of life were visible in the little
New England town of Chicopee, where our story opens.
The mechanics who worked in the large shoe-shop halfway
down Cottage Row had been up an hour or more, while
the hissing of the steam which carried the huge manufactory
had been heard since the first robin peeped from its
nest in the alders down by the running brook; but higher
up, on Bellevue Street, where the old inhabitants
lived, everything was quiet, and the loamy road, moist
and damp with the dews of the previous night, was
as yet unbroken by the foot of man or rut of passing
wheel.
The people who lived there, the Mumfords,
and the Beechers, and the Grangers, and the Thorns,
did not strictly belong to the working class.
They held stocks in railroads, and mortgages on farms,
and so could afford to sleep after the shrill whistle
from the manufactory had wakened the echoes of the
distant hills and sounded across the waters of Pordunk
Pond. Only one dwelling here showed signs of life,
and that the large square building, shaded in front
with elms and ornamented at the side with a luxuriant
queen of the prairie, whose blossoms were turning
their blushing faces to the rising sun. This was
the Bigelow house, the joint property of Mrs. Dr.
Van Buren, nee Sophia Bigelow, who lived in Boston,
and her sister, Miss Barbara Bigelow, the quaintest
and kindest-hearted woman who ever bore the sobriquet
of an old maid, and was aunt to everybody. She
was awake long before the whistle sounded across the
river and along the meadow lands, where some of the
workmen lived, and just as the robin, whose nest for
four summers had been under the eaves where neither
boy nor cat could reach it, brought the first worm
to its clamorous young, she pushed the fringed curtain
from her open window, and with her broad frilled cap
still on her head, stood for a moment looking out
upon the morning as it crept up the eastern sky.
“She will have a nice day for her wedding.
May her future life be as fair,” Aunt Barbara
whispered softly, then kneeling before the window
with her head bowed upon the sill, she prayed earnestly
for God’s blessing on the bridal to take place
that night beneath her roof, and upon the young girl
who had been both a care and a comfort since the Christmas
morning eighteen years before, when her half-sister
Julia had come home to die, bringing with her the
little Ethelyn, then but two years old.
Aunt Barbara’s prayers were
always to the point. She said what she had to
say in the fewest possible words, wasting no time in
repetition, and on this occasion she was briefer than
usual, for the good woman had many things upon her
mind this morning. First, there was Betty to rouse
and get into a state of locomotion, a good half hour’s
work, as Aunt Barbara knew from a three years’
experience. There was the “sponge”
put to rise the previous night. She must see
if that had risen, and with her own hands mold the
snowy breakfast rolls which Ethelyn liked so much.
There were the chambers to be inspected a second time,
to ascertain if everything was in its place, and dinner
to be prepared for the “Van Buren set”
expected up from Boston, while last, though far from
least, there was Ethelyn herself to waken when the
clock should chime the hour of six, and this was a
pleasure which good Aunt Barbara would not for the
world have foregone. Every morning for the last
sixteen years, when Ethelyn was at home, she had gone
to the pleasant, airy chamber where her darling slept,
and bending over her had kissed her fair, glowing
cheek, and so called her back from the dreamless slumber
which otherwise might have been prolonged to an indefinite
time, for Ethelyn did not believe in the maxim, “Early
to bed and early to rise,” and always begged
for a little more indulgence, even after the brown
eyes unclosed and flashed forth a responsive greeting
to the motherly face bending above them.
This morning, however, it was not
needful that Aunt Barbara should waken her, for long
before the robin sang, or the white-fringed curtain
had been pushed aside from Aunt Barbara’s window,
she was awake, and the brown eyes, which had in them
a strange expression for a bride’s eyes to wear,
had scanned the eastern horizon wistfully, aye, drearily
it may be, to see if it were morning, and when the
clock in the kitchen struck four, the quivering lip
had whispered, oh, so sadly, “Sixteen hours
more, only sixteen,” and with a little shiver
the bed-clothes had been drawn more closely around
the plump shoulders, and the troubled face had nestled
down among the pillows to smother the sigh which never
ought to have come from a maiden’s lips upon
her wedding day. The chamber of the bride-elect
was a pleasant one, large and airy and high, with windows
looking out upon the Chicopee hills, and from which
Ethelyn had many a time watched the fading of the
purplish twilight as, girl-like, she speculated upon
the future and wondered what it might have in store
for her. One leaf of the great book had been
turned and lay open to her view, but she shrank away
from what was written there, and wished so much that
the record were otherwise. Upon the walls of Ethelyn’s
chamber many pictures were hung, some in water colors,
which she had done herself in the happy schooldays
which now seemed so far away, and some in oil, mementos
also of those days. Pictures, too, there were
of people, one of dear Aunt Barbara, whose kindly
face was the first to smile on Ethelyn when she woke,
and whose patient, watchful eyes seemed to keep guard
over her while she slept. Besides Aunt Barbara’s
picture there was another one, a fair, boyish face,
with a look not wholly unlike Ethelyn, herself, save
that it lacked the firmness and decision which were
so apparent in the proud curve of her lip and the flash
of her brown eyes. Fair-haired and blue-eyed,
with something feminine in every feature, it seemed
preposterous that the original could ever make a young
girl’s heart ache as Ethelyn Grant’s was
aching that June morning, when, taking the small oval
frame from the wall, she kissed it passionately, and
then thrust it away into the bureau drawer, which held
other relics than the oval frame. It was, in fact,
the grave of Ethelyn’s buried hopes-the
tomb she had sworn never to unlock again; but now,
as her fingers lingered a moment amid the mementos
of the years when, in her girlish ignorance, she had
been so happy, she felt her resolution giving way,
and sitting down upon the floor, with her long hair
unfastened and falling loosely about her, she bowed
her head over buried treasures, and dropped into their
grave the bitterest tears she had ever shed.
Then, as there swept over her some better impulse,
whispering of the wrong she was doing to her promised
husband, she said:
“I will not leave them here
to madden me again some other day. I will burn
them, every one.”
There were matches within her reach,
while the little fireplace was not far away, and,
sitting just where she was, Ethelyn Grant burned one
after another, letters and notes, some directed in
schoolboy style, and others showing a manlier hand,
as the dates grew more recent and the envelopes bore
a more modern and fashionable look. Over one,
the freshest and the last, Ethelyn lingered a moment,
her eyes growing dark with passion, and her lips twitching
nervously as she read:
“Boston, April-
“Dear Ethie: I reckon mother
is right, after all. She generally is, you know,
so we may as well be resigned, and believe it wicked
for cousins to marry each other. Of course I
can never like Nettie as I have liked you, and I feel
a twinge every time I remember the dear old times.
But what must be must, and there’s no use fretting.
Do you remember old Colonel Markham’s nephew
from out West-the one who wore the short
pants and the rusty crape on his hat when he visited
his uncle, in Chicopee, some years ago? I mean
the chap who helped you over the fence the time you
stole the colonel’s apples. He has become
a member of Congress, and quite a big gun for the
West, at least, mother thinks. He called on her
to-day with a message from Mrs. Woodhull, but I did
not see him. He goes up to Chicopee to-morrow,
I believe. He is looking for a wife, they say,
and mother thinks it would be a good match for you,
as you could go to Washington next winter and queen
it over them all. But don’t, Ethie, don’t
for thunder’s sake! It fairly makes me faint
to think of you belonging to another, even though
you may never belong to me. Yours always, Frank.”
There was a dark, defiant look in
Ethelyn’s face as she applied the match to this
letter, and then watched it blacken and crisp upon
the hearth. How well she remembered the day when
she received it-the dark, dismal April
day, when the rain which dropped so fast from the leaden
clouds, seemed weeping for her, who could not weep
then, so complete was her humiliation, so utter her
desolation. That was not quite three months ago,
and so much had happened since then as the result of
that M.C.’s visit to Chicopee. He was there
again, this morning, an inmate of the great yellow
house, with the large, old-fashioned brass knocker,
and, by just putting aside her curtain, Ethelyn could
see the very window of the chamber where he slept.
But Ethelyn had other matters in hand, and if she
thought at all of that window whose shutters were
rarely opened except when Colonel Markham had, as now,
an honored guest, it was with a faint shudder of terror,
and she went on destroying mementos which were only
a mockery of the past. One little note, the first
ever received from Frank, after a, memorable morning
in the huckleberry hills, she could not burn.
It was only a line, and, if read by a stranger, would
convey no particular meaning; so she laid it aside
with the lock of light, soft hair, which clung to her
fingers with a kind of caressing touch, and brought
to her hot eyelids a mist which cooled their feverish
heat. And now nothing remained of the treasures
but a tiny tortoise-shell box, where, in its bed of
pink cotton, lay a little ring, with “Ethie”
marked upon it. It was too small for the finger
it once encircled, for Ethel was but a child when first
she wore it. Her hands were larger; plumper,
now, and it would not pass the second joint of her
finger, though she exerted all her strength to push
it on, taking a kind of savage delight in the pain
it caused her, and feeling that she was thus revenging
herself on someone, she hardly knew or cared whom.
At last, however, with a quick, jerking motion she
drew it off, and covering her face with her hands,
moaned bitterly:
“It hurts! it hurts! just as
the bonds hurt which are closing around my heart.
Oh! Frank, Frank, it was cruel to serve me so.”
There was a step in the hall below.
Aunt Barbara was coming to waken Ethelyn, and, with
a spring, the young girl bounded to her feet, swept
her hands twice across her face, and, shedding back
from her forehead her wealth of bright brown hair,
laughingly confronted the good woman, who, in the
same breath, expressed her surprise that her niece
was once up without being called, and her wonder at
the peculiar odor pervading the apartment.
“Smells if all the old newspapers
in the barrel up garret had been burnt at once,”
she said; but the fireplace, which lay in shadow, told
no tales, and Aunt Barbara never suspected the pain
tugging at the heart of the girl, whose cheeks glowed
with an unnatural red as she dashed hot water over
neck, and arms, and face, playfully plashing a few
large drops upon her aunt’s white apron, and
asking if there was not an old adage, “Blessed
is the bride the sun shines on.” “If
so, I must be greatly blessed,” she said, pushing
open the eastern shutter, and letting in a flood of
yellow sunlight.
“The day bids fair to be a scorcher.
I hope it will grow cool this evening. A crowded
party is so terrible when one feels hot and uncomfortable,
and the millers and horn-bugs come in so thickly, and
I always get so red in the face. Please, auntie,
you twist up my hair in a flat knot-no
matter how. I don’t seem to have any strength
in my arms this morning, and my head is all in a whirl.
It must be the weather,” and, with a long, panting
breath, Ethelyn sank, half fainting, into a chair,
while her frightened aunt ran for water, and camphor,
and cologne, hoping Ethelyn was not coming down with
fever, or any other dire complaint, on this her wedding
day.
“It is the weather, most likely,
and the awful amount of sewing you’ve done these
last few weeks,” said Aunt Barbara; and Ethelyn
suffered her to think so, though she herself had a
far different theory with regard to that almost fainting
fit, which served as an excuse for her unusual pallor,
for her listless apathy, and her want of appetite,
even for the flaky rolls, and the delicious strawberries,
and thick, yellow cream which Aunt Barbara put before
her.
She was not hungry, she said, as she
turned over the berries with her spoon, and pecked
at the snowy rolls. By and by she might want
something, perhaps, and then Betty would make her a
slice of toast to stay her stomach till the late dinner
they were to have on Aunt Van Buren’s account-that
lady always professing to be greatly shocked at the
early dinners in Chicopee, and generally managing,
during her visits home, to change entirely the ways
and customs of Aunt Barbara Bigelow’s well-ordered
household.
“I wish she was not coming,
or anybody else. Getting married is a bore!”
Ethelyn exclaimed, while Aunt Barbara looked curiously
enough at her, wondering, for the first time, if the
girl’s heart were really in this marriage, which
for weeks had been agitating the feminine portion of
Chicopee, and for which so great preparations had been
made.
Wholly honest and truthful and sincere
herself, Aunt Barbara seldom suspected wrong in others,
and so when Ethelyn, one April night, after a drive
around the road which encircles Pordunk Pond, came
to her and said, “Congratulate me, auntie, I
am to be Mrs. Judge Markham,” she had believed
all was well, and that as sister Sophia Van Buren,
of Boston, had so often averred, there was not, nor
ever had been, anything serious between dandyish Frank,
Mrs. Van Buren’s only son, who parted his curly
hair in the middle, and the high-spirited, impulsive
Ethelyn, whose eyes shone like stars as she told of
her engagement, and whose hand was icy cold as she
held it up to the lamp-light to show the large diamond
which flashed from the fourth finger as proof of what
she said. The stone itself was of the first water,
but the setting was old, so old that a connoisseur
in such matters might wonder why Judge Markham had
chosen such a ring as the seal of his betrothal.
Ethelyn knew why, and the softest, kindliest feeling
she had experienced for her promised husband was awakened
when he told her of the fair young sister whose name
was Daisy, and who for many years had slept on the
Western prairie beneath the blossoms whose name she
bore. This young girl, loving God with all her
soul, loved too all the beautiful things he had made,
and rejoiced in them as so much given her to enjoy.
Brought up in the far West, where the tastes of the
people were simpler than those of our Eastern neighbors,
it was strange, he said, how strong a passion she possessed
for gems and precious stones, especially the diamond.
To have for her own a ring like one she once saw upon
a grand Chicago lady was her great ambition, and knowing
this the brother hoarded carefully his own earnings,
until enough was saved to buy the coveted ring, which
he brought to his young sister on her fourteenth birthday.
But death even then had cast its shadow around her,
and the slender fingers soon grew too small for the
ring, which she nevertheless kept constantly by her,
admiring its brilliancy, and flashing it in the sunlight
for the sake of the rainbow hues it gave. And
when, at last, she lay dying in her brother’s
arms, with her golden head upon his breast, she had
given back the ring, and said, “I am going,
Richard, where there are far more beautiful things
than this: ’for eye hath not seen, neither
hath it entered into the heart of man, the things
prepared for those who love Him,’ and I do love
Him, brother, oh! so much, and feel His arms around
me now as sensibly as I feel yours. His will stay
after yours are removed, and I am done with earth;
but keep the ring, Brother Dick, and when in after
years you love some pure young girl as well as you
love me, only different-some girl who will
prize such things, and is worthy of it-give
it to her, and tell her it was Daisy’s; tell
her for me, and that I bade her love you, as you deserve
to be loved.”
All this Richard Markham had said
to Ethelyn as they stood for a few minutes upon the
beach of the pond, with its waters breaking softly
upon the sands at their feet, and the young spring
moon shining down upon them like Daisy’s eyes,
as the brother described them when they last looked
on him. There was a picture of Daisy in their
best room at home, an oil painting made by a traveling
artist, Richard said, and some day Ethelyn would see
it, for she had promised to be his wife, and the engagement
ring-Daisy’s ring-was on
her finger, sparkling in the moonbeam, just as it
used to sparkle when the dead girl held it in the
light. It was a superb diamond-even
Frank, with all his fastidiousness, would admit that,
Ethelyn thought, her mind more, alas! on Frank and
his opinion than on what her lover was saying to her,
of his believing that she was pure and good as Daisy
could have desired, that Daisy would approve his choice,
if she only knew, as perhaps she did; he could not
help feeling that she was there with them, looking
into their hearts-that the silvery light
resting so calmly on the silent water was the halo
of her invisible presence blessing their betrothal.
This was a good deal for Richard Markham to say, for
he was not given to poetry, or sentiment, or imagery,
but Ethelyn’s face and Ethelyn’s eyes had
played strange antics with the staid, matter-of-fact
man of Western Iowa, and stirred his blood as it had
never been stirred before. He did fancy his angel-sister
was there; but when he said so to Ethelyn she started
with a shiver, and asked to be driven home, for she
did not care to have even dead eyes looking into her
heart, where the fires of passion were surging and
swelling, like some hidden volcano, struggling to be
free. She knew she was doing wrong-knew
she was not the pure maiden whom Daisy would have
chosen-was not worthy to be the bride of
Daisy’s brother; but she must do something or
die, and as she did not care to die, she pledged her
hand with no heart in it, and hushing the voice of
conscience clamoring so loudly against what she was
doing, walked back across the yellow sand, beneath
the spring moonlight, to where the carriage waited,
and, in comparative silence, was driven to Aunt Barbara’s
gate.
This was the history of the ring,
and here, as well as elsewhere, we may tell Ethelyn’s
history up to the time when, on her bridal day, she
sat with Aunt Barbara at the breakfast table, idly
playing with her spoon and occasionally sipping the
fragrant coffee. The child of Aunt Barbara’s
half-sister, she inherited none of the so-called Bigelow
estate which had come to the two daughters, Aunt Barbara
and Aunt Sophia, from their mother’s family.
But the Bigelow blood of which Aunt Sophy Van Buren
was so proud was in her veins, and so to this aunt
she was an object of interest, and even value, though
not enough so to warrant that lady in taking her for
her own when, eighteen years before our story opens,
her mother, Mrs. Julia Bigelow Grant, had died.
This task devolved on Aunt Barbara, whose great motherly
heart opened at once to the little orphan who had
never felt a mother’s loss, so faithful and
true had Aunt Barbara been to her trust. Partly
because she did not wish to seem more selfish than
her sister, and partly because she really liked the
bright, handsome child who made Aunt Barbara’s
home so cheery, Mrs. Dr. Van Buren of Boston, insisted
upon superintending the little Ethelyn’s education,
and so, when only twelve years of age, Ethelyn was
taken from the old brick house under the elms, which
Mrs. Dr. Van Buren of Boston despised as the “district
school where Tom, Dick, and Harry congregated,”
and transplanted to the highly select and very expensive
school taught by Madame-, in plain sight
of Beacon Street and Boston Common. And so, as
Ethelyn increased in stature, she grew also in wisdom
and knowledge, both of books and manners, and the style
of the great world around her. Mrs. Dr. Van Buren’s
house was the resort both of the fashionable and literary
people, with a sprinkling of the religious, for the
great lady affected everything which could effect her
interest. Naturally generous, her name was conspicuous
on all subscription lists and charitable associations,
while the lady herself owned a pew in -
Church, where she was a regular attendant, together
with her only son, Frank, who was taught to kneel
and respond in the right places and bow in the creed,
and then, after church, required to give a synopsis
of the sermon, by way of proving that his mind had
not been running off after the dancing school he attended
during the week, under his mother’s watchful
supervision. Mrs. Van Buren meant to be a model
mother, and bring up her boy as a model man, and so
she gave him every possible advantage of books and
teachers, while far in the future floated the possibility
that she might some day reign at the White House, not
as the President’s wife-this could
not be, she knew, for the man who had made her Mrs.
Dr. Van Buren of Boston slept in the shadow of a very
tall monument out at Mount Auburn, and the turf was
growing fresh and green over his head. So if
she went to Washington, as she fondly hoped she might,
it would be as the President’s mother; but when
examination after examination found Frank at the foot
of his class, and teacher after teacher said he could
not learn, she gave up the presidential chair, and
contenting herself with a seat in Congress, asked that
great pains should be taken to bring out the talent
for debate and speech-making which she was sure Frank
possessed; but when even this failed, and nineteen
times out of twenty Frank could get no farther than
“My name is Norval, on the Grampian Hills,”
she yielded the M.C. too, and set herself to make
him a gentleman, polished, refined, and cultivated-one,
in short, who was au fait with all that fashionable
society required; and here she succeeded better.
Frank was perfectly at home on the dancing floor or
in the saloons of gaiety, or the establishment of a
fashionable tailor, so that when Ethelyn, at twelve,
went down to Boston, she found her tall, slender,
light-haired cousin of sixteen a perfect dandy, with
a capability and a disposition to criticise and laugh
at whatever there was of gaucherie in her country manners
and country dress. In some things the two were
of mutual benefit to each other. Ethelyn, who
could conquer any lesson however difficult, helped
thick-headed, indolent Frank in his studies, translating
his hard passages in Virgil, working out his problems
in mathematics, and even writing, or at least revising
and correcting, his compositions, while he in return
gave her lessons in etiquette as practiced by the Boston
girls, teaching her how to polka a waltz gracefully,
so he would not be ashamed to introduce her as his
cousin, he said, at the children’s parties which
they attended together. It was not strange that
Frank Van Buren should admire a girl as bright and
piquant and pretty as his cousin Ethelyn, but it was
strange that she should idolize him, bearing patiently
with all his criticisms, trying hard to please him,
and feeling more than repaid for her exertions by
a word of praise or commendation from her exacting
teacher, who, viewing her at first as a poor relation,
was inclined to be exacting, if not overbearing, in
his demands. But as time passed on all this was
changed, and the well-developed girl of fifteen, whom
so many noticed and admired, would no longer be patronized
by the young man Frank, who, finding himself in danger
of being snubbed, as he termed Ethelyn’s grand
way of putting him down, suddenly awoke to the fact
that he loved his high-spirited cousin, and he told
her so one hazy day, when they were in Chicopee, and
had wandered up to a ledge of rocks in the huckleberry
hills which overlooked the town.
“They might as well make a sure
thing of it,” he said, in his off-hand way.
“If she liked him and he liked her, they would
clinch the bargain at once, even if they were so young.”
And so, when they went down the hill back to the shadow
of the elm trees, where Mrs. Dr. Van Buren sat cooling
herself and reading “Vanity Fair,” there
was a tiny ring on Ethelyn’s finger, and she
had pledged herself to be Frank’s wife some
day in the future.
Frank had promised to tell his mother,
for Ethelyn would have no concealment; and so, holding
up her hand and pointing to the ring, he said, more
in jest than earnest:
“Look, mother, Ethie and I are
engaged. If you have any objections, state them
now, or ever after hold your peace.”
He did not think proper to explain
either to his mother or Ethie that this was his second
serious entanglement, and that the ring had been bought
before for a pretty milliner girl, at least six years
his senior, whose acquaintance he had made at Nahant
the summer previous, and whom he had forgotten when
he learned that to her taste his mother was indebted
for the stylish bonnet she sported every season.
Frank generally had some love affair in hand-it
was a part of his nature; and as he was not always
careful in his choice, the mother had occasionally
felt a twinge of fear lest, after all her care, some
terrible mésalliance should be thrust upon
her by her susceptible son. So she listened graciously
to the news of his betrothal-nay, she was
pleased with it, as for the time being it would divert
his mind and keep him out of mischief. That he
would eventually marry Ethelyn was impossible, for
his bride must be rich; but Ethelyn answered the purpose
now, and could easily be disposed of when other and
better game appeared. So the scheming woman smiled,
and said “it was not well for cousins to marry
and even if it were, they were both too young to know
their minds, and would do well to keep their engagement
a secret for a time,” and then returned to Becky
Sharp, while Frank went to sleep upon the lounge, and
Ethelyn stole off upstairs to dream over her happiness,
which was as real to her as such a thing could well
be to an impulsive, womanly girl of fifteen summers.
She, at least, was in earnest, and as time passed on
Frank seemed to be in earnest, too, devoting himself
wholly to his cousin, whose influence over him was
so great that he was fast becoming what Aunt Barbara
called a man, while his mother began again to have
visions of a seat in Congress, and brilliant speeches,
which would find their way to Boston and be read and
admired in the circles in which she moved.
And so the days and years wore on
until Frank was a man of twenty-four-a
third-rate practitioner, too, whose sign, “Frank
Van Buren, Attorney-at-law,” etc., looked
very fresh and respectable in front of the office
on Washington Street, and Frank himself began to have
thoughts of claiming Ethelyn’s promise and having
a home of his own. He would not live with his
mother, he said; it was more independent to be alone;
and then, from some things he had discovered in his
bride-elect, he had an uneasy feeling that possibly
the brown of Ethelyn’s eyes might not wholly
harmonize with the gray of his mother’s, “for
Ethie was spunky as the old Nick,” he argued
with himself, while “for perversity and self-conceit
his mother could not be beaten.” It was
better they should keep up two households, his mother
seeing to both, and if need be, supplying the wants
of both. To do Frank justice, he had some very
correct notions with regard to domestic happiness,
and had he been poor and dependent upon his own exertions
he might have been an average husband; at least he
would have gotten on well with Ethelyn, whose stronger
nature would have upheld his and been like a supporting
prop to a feeble timber. As it was, he drew many
pleasing pictures of the home which was to be his
and Ethie’s. Now it was in the city, near
to his mother’s and Mrs. General Tophevie, his
mother’s intimate friend, whose house was the
open sesame to the crème de la crème
of Boston society; but oftener it was a rose-embowered
cottage, of easy access to the city, where he could
have Ethie all to himself when his day’s labor
was over, and where the skies would not be brighter
than Ethie’s eyes as she welcomed him home at
night, leaning over the gate in the pale buff muslin
he liked so much, with rosebuds in her hair.
He had seen her thus so often in fancy,
that the picture had become a reality, and refused
to be erased at once from the mental canvas, when,
in January, Miss Nettie Hudson, niece to Mrs. General
Tophevie, came from Philadelphia, and at once took
prestige of everything on the strength of the one
hundred thousand dollars of which she was sole heiress.
The Hudson blood was a mixture of blacksmith’s
and shoemaker’s, and peddler’s too, it
was said; but that was far back in the past. The
Hudsons of the present day scarcely knew whether peddler
were spelled with two d’s or one. They
bought their shoes at the most fashionable shops,
and could, if they chose, have their horses shod with
gold, and so the handsome Nettie reigned supreme as
belle. The moment Mrs. Dr. Van Buren saw her,
she recognized her daughter-in-law, the future Mrs.
Frank, and Ethie’s fate was sealed. There
had been times when Mrs. Dr. Van Buren thought it
possible that Ethelyn might, after all, be the most
favored of women, the wife of her son. These times
were at Saratoga, and Newport, and Nahant, where Ethelyn
Grant was more sought after than any young lady there,
and where the proud woman herself took pride in talking
of “my niece,” hinting once, when Ethelyn’s
star was at its height, of a childish affaire du coeur
between the young lady and her son, and insinuating
that it might yet amount to something. She changed
her mind when Nettie came with her one hundred thousand
dollars, and showed a willingness to be admired by
Frank. That childish affaire du coeur was a very
childish affair, indeed; she never gave it a moment’s
thought herself-she greatly doubted if Frank
had ever been in earnest, and if Ethelyn had led him
into an entanglement, she would not, of course, hold
him to his promise if he wished to be released.
He must have a rich wife to support him in his refined
tastes and luxurious habits, for her own fortune was
not so great as many supposed. She might need
it all herself, as she was far from being old, and
then again it was wicked for cousins to marry each
other. It did not matter if the mothers were
only half-sisters; there was the same blood in the
veins of each, and it would not do at all, even if
Ethelyn’s affections were enlisted, which Mrs.
Van Buren greatly doubted.
This was what Mrs. Dr. Van Buren said
to Ethelyn, after a stormy interview with Frank, who
had at first sworn roundly that he would not give
Ethie up, then had thanked his mother not to meddle
with his business, then bidden her “go to thunder,”
and finally, between a cry and a blubber, said he
should always like Ethie best if he married a hundred
Netties. This was in the morning, and the afternoon
train had carried Mrs. Dr. Van Buren to Chicopee,
where Ethelyn’s glowing face flashed a bright
welcome when she came, but was white and pallid as
the face of a corpse when the voluminous skirts of
Mrs. Van Buren’s poplin dress passed through
the gate next day and disappeared in the direction
of the depot. Aunt Barbara was not at home-she
had gone to visit a friend in Albany; and so Ethelyn
met and fought with her pain alone, stifling it as
best she could, and succeeding so well that Aunt Barbara,
on her return, never suspected the fierce storm which
Ethelyn had passed through during her absence, or
dreamed how anxiously the young girl watched and waited
for some word from Frank which should say that he was
ready to defy his mother, and abide by his first promise.
But no such letter came, and at last, when she could
bear the suspense no longer, Ethelyn wrote herself
to her recreant lover, asking if it were really so
that hereafter their lives lay apart from each other.
If such was his wish, she was content, she said, and
Frank Van Buren, who could not detect the air of superb
scorn which breathed in every line of that letter,
felt somehow aggrieved that “Ethie should take
it so easy,” and relieved too, that with her
he should have no trouble, as he had anticipated.
He was getting used to Nettie, and getting to like
her, too, for her manner toward him was far more agreeable
than Ethie’s brusque way of manifesting her
impatience at his lack of manliness. It was inexplicable
how Ethie could care for one so greatly her inferior,
both mentally and physically, but it would seem that
she loved him all the more for the very weakness which
made her nature a necessity of his, and the bitterest
pang she had ever felt came with the answer which
Frank sent back to her letter, and which the reader
has seen.
It was all over now, settled, finished,
and two days after she hunted up Aunt Barbara’s
spectacles for her, and then sat very quiet while the
old lady read Aunt Sophia’s letter, announcing
Frank’s engagement with Miss Nettie Hudson,
of Philadelphia. Aunt Barbara knew of Ethelyn’s
engagement with Frank, but like her sister at the time
of its occurrence, she had esteemed it mere child’s
play. Later, however, as she saw how they clung
to each other, she had thought it possible that something
might come of it, but as Ethelyn was wholly reticent
on that subject, it had never been mentioned between
them. When, however, the news of Frank’s
second engagement came, Aunt Barbara looked over her
spectacles straight at the girl, who, for any sign
she gave, might have been a block of marble, so rigid
was every muscle of her face, and even the tone of
her voice as she said:
“I am glad Aunt Sophia is suited.
Frank will be pleased with anything.”
“She does not care for him and
I am glad, for he is not half smart enough for her,”
was Aunt Barbara’s mental comment, as she laid
the letter by for a second reading, and then told
her niece, as the last item of news, that old Captain
Markham’s nephew had come, and they were making
a great ado over him now that he was a member of Congress,
and a Judge, too. They had asked the Howells
and Grangers and the Carters there to tea for the
next day, she said, adding that she and Ethelyn were
also invited. “They want to be polite to
him,” old Mrs. Markham said. Aunt Barbara
continued, “but for my part, if I were he, I
should not care much for politeness that comes so
late. I remember when he was here ten years ago,
on such a matter, and they fairly acted as if they
were ashamed of him then; but titles make a difference.
He’s an Honorable now, and the old Captain is
mighty proud of him.”
What Aunt Barbara had said was strictly
true, for there had been a time when proud old Captain
Markham ignored his brother’s family living on
the far prairies of the West; but when the eldest son,
Richard, called for him, had become a growing man,
as boys out West are apt to do, rising from justice
of the peace to a member of the State Legislature,
then to a judgeship, and finally to a seat in Congress,
and all before he was quite thirty-two, the Captain’s
tactics changed, and a most cordial letter, addressed
to “My dear nephew,” and signed “Your
affectionate uncle,” was sent to Washington,
urging a visit from the young man ere he returned
to Iowa.
And that was how Richard Markham,
M.C., came to be in Chicopee at the precise time when
Ethelyn’s heart was bleeding at every pore, and
ready to seize upon any new excitement which would
divert it from its pain. She remembered well
the time he had once before visited Chicopee.
She was a little girl of ten, fleeing across the meadow-land
from a maddened cow, when a tall, athletic young man
had come to her rescue, standing between her and danger,
helping her over the fence, picking up the apron full
of apples which she had been purloining from the Captain’s
orchard, and even pinning together a huge rent made
in her dress by catching it upon a protruding splint
as she sprang to the ground. She was too much
frightened to know whether he had been wholly graceful
in his endeavors to serve her, and too thankful for
her escape to think that possibly her torn dress was
the result of his rather awkward handling. She
remembered only the dark, handsome face which bent
so near to hers, the brown, curly head actually bumping
against her own, as he stooped to gather the stolen
apples. She remembered, too, the kindly voice
which asked if “her aunt would scold,”
while the large, red hands pinned together the unsightly
seam, and she liked the Westerner, as the people of
Chicopee called the stranger who had recently come
among them. Frank was in Chicopee then, fishing
on the river, when her mishaps occurred; and once
after that, when walking with him, she had met Richard
Markham, who bowed modestly and passed on, never taking
his hands from his pockets where they were planted
so firmly, and never touching his hat as Frank said
a gentleman would have done.
“Isn’t he handsome?”
Ethelyn had asked, and Frank had answered, “Looks
well enough, though anybody with half an eye would
know he was a codger from the West. His pants
are a great deal too short; and look at his coat-at
least three years behind the fashion; and such a hat,
with that rusty old band of crape around it.
Wonder if he is in mourning for his grandmother.
Oh, my! we boys would hoot him in Boston. He’s
what I call a gawky.”
That settled it with Ethelyn.
If fourteen-year-old Frank Van Buren, whose pants
and coats and neckties and hats were always the latest
make, said that Richard Markham was a gawky, he was
one, and henceforth during his stay in Chicopee, the
Western young man was regarded by Ethelyn with a feeling
akin to pity for his benighted condition. Aunt
Barbara’s pew was very near to Captain Markham’s,
and Richard, who was not much of a churchman, and
as often as any way lounged upon the faded damask
curtains, instead of standing up, often met Ethelyn’s
brown eyes fixed curiously upon him, but never dreamed
that she regarded him as a species of heathen, whom
it would be a pious act to Christianize. Richard
rarely thought of himself at all, or if he did, it
was with a feeling that he “was well enough
“; that if his mother and “the neighbors”
were satisfied with him, as he knew they were, he
ought to be satisfied with himself. So he had
no suspicion of the severe criticism passed upon him
by the little girl who read the service so womanly,
he thought, eating caraway and lozenges between times,
and whose face he carried in memory back to his prairie
home, associating her always with the graceful dark-brown
heifer bearing so strong a resemblance to the cow which
had so frightened Ethelyn on the day of his first
introduction to her.
But he forgot her in the excitement
which followed, when he began to grow rapidly, as
only Western men can grow, and we doubt if she had
been in his mind for years until her name was mentioned
by Mrs. Dr. Van Buren, who saw in him a most eligible
match for her niece. He was well connected-own
nephew to Captain Markham, and first cousin to Mrs.
Senator Woodhull, of New York, who kept a suite of
servants for herself and husband, and had the finest
turn-out in the Park. Yes, he would do nicely
for Ethelyn and by way of quieting her conscience,
which kept whispering that she had not been altogether
just to her niece, Mrs. Dr. Van Buren packed her trunk
and took the train for Chicopee the very day of Mrs.
Captain Markham’s tea party.
Ethelyn was going, and she looked
very pretty in her dark-green silk, with the bit of
soft, rich lace at the throat and the scarlet ribbon
in her hair. She was not dressed for effect.
She cared very little, in fact, what impression she
made upon the Western Judge, though she did wonder
if, as a Judge, he was much improved from the raw young
man whom Frank had called a “gawky.”
He was standing with his elbow upon the mantel talking
to Susie Granger, when Ethelyn entered Mrs. Markham’s
parlor; one foot was carelessly crossed over the other,
so that only the toe of the boot touched the carpet,
while his hand grasped his large handkerchief rather
awkwardly. He was not at ease with the ladies;
he had never been very much accustomed to their society.
He did not know what to say to them, and Susie’s
saucy black eyes and sprightly manner evidently embarrassed
and abashed him. That vocabulary of small talk
so prevalent in society, and a limited knowledge of
which is rather necessary to one’s getting on
well with everybody, were unknown to him, and he was
casting about for some way to escape from his companion,
when Ethelyn was introduced, and his mind went back
to the stolen apples and the torn dress which he had
pinned together.
Judge Markham was a tall, finely formed
man, with deep hazel eyes, which could be very stern
or very soft in their expression, just as his mood
happened to be. But the chief attraction of his
face was his smile, which changed his entire expression,
making him very handsome, as Ethelyn thought, when
he stood for a moment holding her hand between both
his broad palms and chatting familiarly with her as
with an old acquaintance. He could talk to her
better than to Susie Granger, for Ethie, though neither
very deep nor learned, was fond of books and tolerably
well versed in the current literature of the day.
Besides that, she had a faculty of seeming to know
more than she really did and so the impression left
upon the Judge’s mind, when the little party
was over and he had returned from escorting Ethelyn
to her door, was that Miss Grant was far superior
to any girl he had ever met since Daisy died, and
like the Judge in Whittier’s “Maud Muller,”
he whistled snatches of an old love tune he had not
whistled in years, as he went slowly back to his uncle’s,
and thought strange thoughts for him, the grave old
bachelor who had said he should never marry. He
was not looking for a wife, as rumor intimated, but
he dreamed of Ethelyn Grant that night, and called
upon her the next day, and the next, until the village
began to gossip, and Mrs. Dr. Van Buren was in an ecstasy
of delight, talking openly of the delightful time
her niece would have in Washington the next winter,
and predicting for her a brilliant career as reigning
belle, and even hinting the possibility of her taking
a house so as to entertain her Boston friends.
And Ethelyn herself had many and varied
feelings on the subject, the strangest of which was
a perverse desire to let Frank know that she did not
care-that her heart was not broken by his
desertion, and that there were those who prized her
even if he did not. She had criticised Judge
Markham very severely. She had weighed him in
the balance with Frank, and found him sadly, wanting
in all those little points which she considered as
marks of culture and good breeding. He was not
a ladies’ man; he was even worse than that,
for he was sometimes positively rude and ungentlemanly,
as she thought, when he would open a gate or a door
and pass through it first himself instead of holding
it deferentially for her, as Frank would have done.
He did not know how to swing his cane, or touch his
hat, or even bow as Frank Van Buren did; while the
cut of his coat, if not six, was at least two years
behind the times, and he did not seem to know it either.
All these things Ethelyn wrote against him; but the
account was more than balanced by the seat in Congress,
the anticipated winter in Washington, the great wealth
he was said to possess, the high estimation in which
she knew he was held, and the keen pang of disappointment
from which she was suffering. This last really
did the most to turn the scale in Richard’s favor,
for, like many a poor, deluded girl, she fancied that
marrying another was the surest way to forget a past
which it was not pleasant to remember. She respected
Judge Markham highly, and knew that in everything pertaining
to a noble manhood he was worth a dozen Franks, even
if he never had been to dancing school, and did not
obsequiously pick up the handkerchief which she purposely
dropped to see what he would do. And so, when
Aunt Sophia had gone back to the city, and Judge Markham
was in a few days to return to his Western home, she
rode with him around the Pond, and when she came back
the dead Daisy’s ring was upon her finger and
she was a promised wife. A dozen times since then
she had been tempted to write to Richard Markham,
asking to be released from her engagement; for, bad
as she has thus far appeared to the reader, there
were many noble traits in her character, and she shrank
from wronging the man of whom she knew she was not
worthy.
But the deference paid her as Mrs.
Judge Markham-elect, the delight of Aunt Sophia, the
approbation of Aunt Barbara, the letter of congratulation
sent her by Mrs. Senator Woodhull, Richard’s
cousin, and more than all, Frank’s discomfiture,
as evinced by the complaining note he sent her, prevailed
to keep her to her promise, and the bridegroom, when
he came in June to claim her hand, little guessed how
heavy was the heart which lay in the bosom of the
young girl so passively suffering his caresses, but
whose lips never moved in response to the kiss he
pressed upon them.
She was very shy, he thought-more
so, even, than when he saw her last; but he loved
her just as well, and never suspected that, when on
the first evening of his arrival he sat with his arm
around her, wondering a little what made her so silent,
she was burning with mortification because the coat
he wore was the very same she had criticised last
spring, hoping in her heart of hearts that long before
he came to her again it might find its proper place,
either in the sewing society or with some Jewish vender
of old clothes. Yet here it was again, and her
head was resting against it, while her heart beat almost
audibly, and her voice was even petulant in its tone
as she answered her lover’s questions.
Ethelyn was making a terrible mistake, and she knew
it, hating herself for her duplicity, and vaguely
hoping that something would happen to save her from
the fate she so much dreaded. But nothing did
happen, and it was now too late to retract herself.
The bridal trousseau was prepared under Mrs. Van Buren’s
supervision, the bridal guests were bidden, the bridal
tour was planned, the bridegroom had arrived, and
she would keep her word if she died in the attempt.
And so we find her on her bridal morning
wishing nobody was coming, and denouncing getting
married “a bore,” while Aunt Barbara looked
at her in surprise, wondering if everything were right.
In spite of her ill humor, she was very handsome that
morning in her white cambric wrapper, with just a
little color in her cheeks and her heavy hair pushed
back in behind her ears and twisted under the silk
net. Ethelyn cared little for her looks-at
least not then; by and by she might, when it was time
for Mrs. Dr. Van Buren to arrive with Frank and Nettie
Hudson, whom she had never seen. She should want
to look her very best then, but now it did not matter,
even if her bridegroom was distant not an eighth of
a mile, and would in all probability be coming in
ere long. She wished he would stay away-she
would rather not see him till night; and she experienced
a feeling of relief when, about nine o’clock,
Mrs. Markham’s maid brought her a little note
which read as follows:
“Darling Ethie:
“You must not think it strange
if I do not come to you this morning, for I am suffering
from one of my blinding headaches, and can scarcely
see to write you this. I shall be better by night.
Yours lovingly,
“Richard Markham.”
Ethelyn was sitting upon the piazza
steps, arranging a bouquet, when the note was brought
to her; and as it was some trouble to put all the roses
from her lap, she sent the girl for a pencil, and on
the back of the note wrote hastily:
“It does not matter, as you
would only be in the way, and I have something of
a headache, too.
“E. Grant.”
“Take this back to Judge Markham,”
she said to the girl, and then resumed her bouquet-making,
wondering if every bride-elect were as wretched as
herself, or if to any other maiden of twenty the world
had ever looked so desolate and dreary, as it did
to her this morning.