It was the Tuesday before Lent.
The gay season was drawing to a close, for Mrs. Howard
and Mrs. Miller, who led the fashionable world of Camden
before Ethelyn’s introduction to it, were the
highest kind of church-women, and while neglecting
the weightier matters of the law were strict to bring
their tithes of mint, and anise, and cummin. They
were going to wear sackcloth and ashes for forty days
and stay at home, unless, as Mrs. Miller said to Ethelyn,
they met occasionally in each other’s house
for a quiet game of whist or euchre. There could
be no harm in that, particularly if they abstained
on Fridays, as of course they should. Mr. Bartow
himself could not find fault with so simple a recreation,
even if he did try so hard to show what his views were
with regard to keeping the Lenten fast. Mrs.
Miller and Mrs. Howard intended to be very regular
at the morning service, hoping that the odor of sanctity
with which they would thus be permeated would in some
way atone for the absence of genuine heart-religion
and last them for the remainder of the year.
First, however, and as a means of helping her in her
intended seclusion from the world, Mrs. Howard was
to give the largest party of the season-a
sort of carnival, from which the revelers were expected
to retire the moment the silvery-voiced clock on her
mantel struck the hour of twelve and ushered in the
dawn of Lent. It was to be a masquerade, for
the Camdenites had almost gone mad on that fashion
which Ethelyn had the credit of introducing into their
midst; that is, she was the first to propose a masquerade
early in the season, telling what she had seen and
giving the benefit of her larger experience in such
matters.
It was a fashion which took wonderfully
with the people, for the curiosity and interest attaching
to the characters was just suited to the restless,
eager temperament of the Camdenites, and they entered
into it with heart and soul, ransacking boxes and
barrels and worm-eaten chests, scouring the country
far and near and even sending as far as Davenport
and Rock Island for the necessary costumes. Andy
himself had been asked by Harry Clifford to lend his
Sunday suit, that young scamp intending to personate
some raw New England Yankee; and that was how Mrs.
Markham, senior, first came to hear of the proceedings
which, to one of her rigid views, savored strongly
of the pit, especially after she heard one of the
parties described by an eye-witness, who mentioned
among other characters his Satanic Majesty, as enacted
by Harry Clifford, who would fain have appeared next
in Andy’s clothes! No wonder the good woman
was enraged and took the next train for Camden, giving
her son and daughter a piece of her mind and winding
up her discourse with: “And they say you
have the very de’il himself, with hoofs and
horns. I think you might have left him alone,
for I reckon he was there fast enough if you could
not see him.”
Ethelyn had not approved of Harry
Clifford’s choice, and with others had denounced
his taste as bad; but she enjoyed the masquerades generally,
and for this last and most elaborate of all she had
made great preparations. Richard had not opposed
her joining it, but he did wince a little when he
found she was to personate Mary, Queen of Scots, wishing
that she would not always select persons of questionable
character, like Hortense and Scotland’s ill-fated
queen. But Ethie had decided upon her rôle without
consulting him, and so he walked over piles of ancient-looking
finery and got his boots tangled in the golden wig
which Ethie had hunted up, and told her he should
be glad when it was over, and wished mentally that
it might be Lent the year around, and was persuaded
into saying he would go to the party himself, not as
a masker, but in his own proper person as Richard
Markham, the grave and dignified Judge whom the people
respected so highly. Ethie was glad he was going.
She would always rather have him with her, if possible;
and the genuine satisfaction she evinced when he said
he would accompany her did much toward reconciling
him to the affair about which so much was being said
in Camden. When, however, he came in to supper
on Tuesday night complaining of a severe headache,
and saying he wished he could remain quietly at home,
inasmuch as he was to start early the next morning
for St. Louis, where he had business to transact,
Ethelyn said to him: “If you are sick,
of course I will not compel you to go. Mr. and
Mrs. Miller will look after me.”
She meant this kindly, for she saw
that he was looking pale and haggard, and Richard
took it so then; but afterward her words became so
many scorpions stinging him into fury. It would
seem as if every box, and drawer, and bag, had been
overturned, and the contents brought to light, for
ribbons, and flowers, and laces were scattered about
in wild confusion, while on the carpet, near the drawer
where Ethie’s little mother-of-pearl box was
kept, lay a tiny note, which had inadvertently been
dropped from its hiding-place when Ethie opened the
box in quest of something which was wanted for Queen
Mary’s outfit. Richard saw the note just
as he saw the other litter, but paid no attention to
it then, and after supper was over went out as usual
for his evening paper.
Gathered about the door of the office
was a group of young men, all his acquaintances, and
all talking together upon some theme which seemed to
excite them greatly.
“Too bad to make such a fool
of himself,” one said, while another added,
“He ought to have known better than to order
champagne, when he knows what a beast a few drops
will make of him, and he had a first-class character
for to-night, too.”
Richard was never greatly interested
in gossip of any kind, but something impelled him
now to ask of whom they were talking.
“Of Hal Clifford,” was
the reply. “A friend of his came last night
to Moore’s Hotel, where Hal boards, and wishing
to do the generous host Hal ordered champagne and
claret for supper, in his room, and got drunker than
a fool. It always lasts him a day or two, so he
is gone up for to-night.”
Richard had no time to waste in words
upon Harry Clifford, and after hearing the story started
for his boarding-place. His route lay past the
Moore House and as he reached it the door opened and
Harry came reeling down the steps. He was just
drunk enough to be sociable, and spying Richard by
the light of the lamppost he hurried to his side, and
taking his arm in the confidential manner he always
assumed when intoxicated, he began talking in a half-foolish,
half-rational way, very disgusting to Richard, who
tried vainly to shake him off. Harry was not to
be baffled, and with a stammer and a hiccough he began:
“I say-a-now, old chap,
don’t be so fast to get rid of a cove. Wife
waiting for you, I suppose. Deuced fine woman.
Envy you; I do, ’pon honor, and so does somebody
else. D’ye know her old beau that she used
to be engaged to, is here?”
“Who? What do you mean?”
Richard asked, turning sharply upon his companion,
who continued:
“Why, Frank Van Buren.
Cousin, you know; was chum with me in college, so
I know all about it. Don’t you remember
my putting it to her that first time I met her at
Mrs. Miller’s? Mistrusted by her blushing
there was more than I supposed; and so there was.
He told me all about it last night.”
Richard did not try now to shake off
his comrade. There seemed to be a spell upon
him, and although he longed to thrash the impudent
young man, saying such things of Ethelyn, he held
his peace, with the exception of the single question:
“Frank Van Buren in town? Where is he stopping?”
“Up at Moore’s. Came
last night; and between you and me, Judge, I took a
little too much. Makes my head feel like a tub.
Sorry for Frank. He and his wife ain’t
congenial, besides she’s lost her money that
Frank married her for. Serves him right for being
so mean to Mrs. Markham, and I told him so when he
opened his heart clear to the breast-bone and told
me all about it; how his mother broke it up about the
time you were down there; and, Markham, you don’t
mind my telling you, as an old friend, how he said
she went to the altar with a heavier heart than she
would have carried to her coffin. Quite a hifalutin
speech for Frank, who used to be at the foot of his
class.”
Richard grew faint and cold as death,
feeling one moment an impulse to knock young Clifford
down, and the next a burning desire to hear the worst,
if, indeed, he had not already heard it. He would
not question Harry; but he would listen to all he
had to say, and so kept quiet, waiting for the rest.
Harry was just enough beside himself to take a malicious
kind of satisfaction in inflicting pain upon Richard,
as he was sure he was doing. He knew Judge Markham
despised him, and though, when sober, he would have
shrunk from so mean a revenge, he could say anything
now, and so went on:
“She has not seen him yet, but
will to-night, for he is going. I got him invited
as my friend. She knows he is here. He sent
her a note this morning. Pity I can’t go,
too; but I can’t, for you see, I know how drunk
I am. Here we part, do we?” and Harry loosed
his hold of Richard’s arm as they reached the
corner of the street.
Wholly stunned by what he had heard,
Richard kept on his way, but not toward the Stafford
House. He could not face Ethelyn yet. He
was not determined what course to pursue, and so he
wandered on in the darkness, through street after
street, while the wintry wind blew cold and chill
about him; but he did not heed it, or feel the keen,
cutting blast. His blood was at a boiling heat,
and the great drops of sweat were rolling down his
face, as, with head and shoulders bent like an aged
man, he walked rapidly on, revolving all he had heard,
and occasionally whispering to himself, “She
carried a heavier heart to the altar than she would
have taken to her coffin.”
“Yes, I believe it now.
I remember how white she was, and how her hand trembled
when I took it in mine. Oh! Ethie, Ethie,
I did not deserve this from you.”
Resentment-hard, unrelenting
resentment-was beginning to take the place
of the deep pain he had at first experienced, and it
needed but the sight of Mrs. Miller’s windows,
blazing with light, to change the usually quiet, undemonstrative
man into a demon.
“She is to meet him here to-night,
it seems, and perhaps talk over her blighted life.
Never, no, never, so long as bolts and bars have the
power to hold her. She shall not disgrace herself,
for with all her faults she is my wife, and I have
loved her so much. Oh, Ethie, I love you still,”
and the wretched man leaned against a post as he sent
forth this despairing cry for the Ethie who he felt
was lost forever.
Every little incident which could
tend to prove that what Harry had said was true came
to his mind; the conversation overheard in Washington
between Frank and Melinda, Ethelyn’s unfinished
letter, to which she had never referred, and the clause
in Aunt Van Buren’s letter relating to Frank’s
first love affair. He could not any longer put
the truth aside with specious arguments, for it stood
out in all its naked deformity, making him cower and
shrink before it. It was a very different man
who went up the stairs of the Stafford House to room
No-from the man who two hours before had
gone down them, and Ethelyn would hardly have known
him for her husband had she been there to meet him.
Wondering much at his long absence, she had at last
gone on with her dressing, and then, as he still did
not appear, she had stepped for a moment to the room
of a friend, who was sick, and had asked to see her
when she was ready. Richard saw that she was
out, and sinking into the first chair, his eyes fell
upon the note lying near the bureau drawer. The
room had partially been put to rights, but this had
escaped Ethie’s notice, and Richard picked it
up, glowering with rage, and almost foaming at the
mouth when, in the single word, “Ethie,”
on the back, he recognized Frank Van Buren’s
writing!
He had it then-the note
which his rival had sent, apprising his wife of his
presence in town, and he would read it, too. He
had no scruples about that, and his fingers tingled
to his elbows as he opened the note, never observing
how yellow and worn it looked, or that it was not dated.
He had no doubt of its identity, and his face grew
purple with passion as he read:
“My own darling
Ethie: Don’t fail to be there to-night,
and, if possible, leave the ‘old maid’
at home, and come alone. We shall have so much
better time. Your devoted,
“Frank.”
Words could not express Richard’s
emotions as he held that note in his shaking hand,
and gazed at the words, “My own darling Ethie.”
Quiet men like Richard Markham are terrible when roused;
and Richard was terrible in his anger, as he sat like
a block of stone, contemplating the proof of his wife’s
unfaithfulness. He called it by that hard name,
grating his teeth together as he thought of her going
by appointment to meet Frank Van Buren, who had called
him an “old maid,” and planned to have
him left behind if possible. Then, as he recalled
what Ethelyn had said about his remaining at home
if he were ill, he leaped to his feet, and an oath
quivered on his lips at her duplicity.
“False in every respect,”
he muttered, “and I trusted her so much.”
It never occurred to him that the
note was a strange one for what he imagined it to
portend, Frank merely charging Ethelyn to be present
at the party, without even announcing his arrival
or giving any explanation for his sudden appearance
in Camden. Richard was too much excited to reason
upon anything, and stood leaning upon the piano, with
his livid face turned toward the door, when Ethie
made her appearance, looking very pretty and piquant
in her Mary Stuart guise. She held her mask in
her hand, but when she caught a glimpse of him she
hastily adjusted it, and springing forward, “Where
were you so long? I began to think you were never
coming. We shall be among the very last.
How do I look as Mary? Am I pretty enough to
make an old maid like Elizabeth jealous of me?”
Had anything been wanting to perfect
Richard’s wrath, that allusion to an “old
maid” would have done it. It was the drop
in the brimming bucket, and Richard exploded at once,
hurling such language at Ethelyn’s head that,
white and scared, and panting for breath, she put up
both her hands to ward off the storm, and asked what
it all meant. Richard had locked the door, the
only entrance to their room, and stooping over Ethelyn
he hissed into her ear his meaning, telling her all
he had heard from Harry Clifford, and asking if it
were true. Ere Ethelyn could reply there was
a knock at the door, and a servant’s voice called
out, “Carriage waiting for Mrs. Markham.”
It was the carriage sent by Mrs. Miller
for Ethelyn, and quick as thought Richard stepped
to the door, and unlocking it, said hastily, “Give
Mrs. Miller Mrs. Markham’s compliments, and say
she cannot be present to-night. Tell her she
regrets it exceedingly”; and Richard’s
voice was very bitter and sarcastic in its tone as
he closed the door upon the astonished waiter; and
relocking it, he returned again to Ethelyn, who had
risen to her feet, and with a different expression
upon her face from the white, scared look it had worn
at first, stood confronting him fearlessly now, and
even defiantly, for this bold step had roused her
from her apathy; and in a fierce whisper, which, nevertheless,
was as clear and distinct as the loudest tones could
have been; she asked, “Am I to understand that
I am a prisoner here in my own room? It is your
intention to keep me from the party?”
“It is,” and with his
back against the door, as if doubly to bar her egress,
Richard regarded her gloomily, while he charged her
with the special reason why she wished to go.
“It was to meet Frank Van Buren, your former
lover,” he said, asking if she could deny it.
For a moment Ethelyn stood irresolute,
mentally going over all that would be said if she
stayed from Mrs. Miller’s, where she was to be
the prominent one, and calculating her strength to
stem the tide of wonder and conjecture as to her absence
which was sure to follow. She could not meet
it, she decided; she must go, at all hazards, even
if, to achieve her purpose, she made some concessions
to the man who had denounced her so harshly, and used
such language as is not easily forgotten.
“Richard,” she began,
and her eyes had a strange glittering light in them,
“with regard to the past I shall say nothing
now, but that Frank was here in Camden I had not the
slightest knowledge till I heard it from you.
Believe me, Richard, and let me go. My absence
will seem very strange, and cause a great deal of
remark. Another time I may explain what would
best have been explained before.”
The light in her eyes was softer now,
and her voice full of entreaty; for Ethie felt almost
as if pleading for her life. But she might as
well have talked to the wall for any good results
it produced. Richard was moved from his lofty
height of wrath and vindictiveness, but he did not
believe her. How could he, with the fatal note
in his hand, and the memory of the degrading epithet
it contained, and which Ethie, too, had used against
him, still ringing in his ears? The virgin queen
of England was never more stony and inexorable with
regard to the unfortunate Mary than was Richard toward
his wife, and the expression of his face froze all
the better emotions rising in Ethie’s heart,
as she felt that in a measure she was reaping a just
retribution for her long deception.
“I do not believe you, madam,”
Richard said; “and if I were inclined to do
so, this note, which Harry said was sent to you, and
which I found upon the floor, would tell me better,”
and tossing into her lap the soiled bit of paper,
accomplishing so much harm, he continued: “There
is my proof; that in conjunction with the name of
opprobrium, which you remember you insinuatingly used,
asking if you were pretty enough to make the old maid,
Elizabeth, jealous. You are pretty enough, madam;
but it is an accursed beauty which would attract to
itself men of Frank Van Buren’s stamp.”
Richard could not get over that epithet.
He would have forgiven the other sin almost as soon
as this, and his face was very dark and stern as he
watched Ethelyn reading the little note. She knew
in a moment what it was, and the suddenness of its
appearance before her turned her white and faint.
It brought back so vividly the day when she received
it-six or seven years ago, the lazy September
day, when the Chicopee hills wore the purplish light
of early autumn, and the air was full of golden sunshine.
It was a few weeks after the childish betrothal among
the huckleberry hills, and Frank had come up to spend
a week with a boy friend of his, who lived across
the river. There was to be an exhibition in the
white schoolhouse, in the river district, and Frank
had written, urging her to come, and asking that Aunt
Barbara should be left behind-“the
old maid,” he sometimes called her to his cousin,
thinking it sounded smart and manlike. Aunt Barbara
had stayed at home from choice, sending her niece
in charge of Susie Granger’s mother; but the
long walk home, after the exercises were over, the
lingering, loitering walk across the causeway, where
the fog was riding so damply, the stopping on the
bridge, and looking down into the deep, dark water,
where the stars were reflected so brightly, the slow
climbing of the depot hill, and the long talk by the
gate beneath the elms, whose long arms began to drop
great drops of dew on Ethie’s head ere the interview
was ended-all this had been experienced
with Frank, whose arm was around the young girl’s
waist, and whose hand was clasping hers, as with boyish
pride and a laughable effort to seem manly, he talked
of “our engagement,” and even leaped forward
in fancy to the time “when we are married.”
All this came back to Ethelyn, and
she seemed to feel again the breath of the September
night, and see through the clustering branches the
flashing light waiting for her in the dear old room
in Chicopee. She forgot for a moment the stern,
dark face watching her so jealously, and so hardening
toward her as he saw how pale she grew, and heard her
exclamation of surprise when she first recognized the
note, and remembered that in turning over the contents
of the ebony box she must have dropped it upon the
floor.
“Do you still deny all knowledge
of Frank’s presence in town?” Richard
asked, and his voice recalled Ethelyn from the long
ago back to the present time.
He was waiting for her answer; but
Ethie had none to give. Her hot, imperious temper
was in the ascendant now. She was a prisoner for
the night; her own husband was the jailer, who she
felt was unjust to her, and she would make no explanations,
at least not then. He might think what he liked
or draw any inference he pleased from her silence.
And so she made him no reply, except to crush into
her pocket the paper which she should have burned
on that morning when, crouching on the hearthstone
at home, she destroyed all other traces of a past which
ought never to have been. He could not make her
speak, and his words of reproach might as well have
been given to the winds as to that cold, statue-like
woman, who mechanically laid aside the fanciful costume
in which she was arrayed, doing everything with a
deliberation and coolness more exasperating to Richard
than open defiance would have been. A second
knock at the door, and another servant appeared, saying,
apologetically, that the note he held in his hand had
been left at the office for Mrs. Markham early in
the morning, but forgotten till now.
“Give it to me, if you please.
It is mine,” Ethelyn said, and something in
her voice and manner kept Richard quiet while she took
the offered note and went back to the chandelier where,
with a compressed lip and burning cheek, she read
the genuine note sent by Frank.
“Dear cousin,” he wrote,
“business for a Boston firm has brought me to
Camden, where they have had debt standing out.
Through the influence of Harry Clifford, who was a
college chum of mine, I have an invitation to Mrs.
Miller’s, where I hope to meet yourself and husband.
I should call to-day, but I know just how busy you
must be with your costume, which I suppose you wish
to keep incog., even from me. I shall know you,
though, at once. See if I do not. Wishing
to be remembered to the Judge, I am, yours truly,
“Frank Van Buren.”
This is what Ethelyn read, knowing,
as she read, that it would make matters right between
herself and husband-at least so far as an
appointment was concerned; but she would not show it
to him then. She was too angry, too much aggrieved,
to admit of any attempts on her part for a reconciliation;
so she put that note with the other, and then went
quietly on arranging her things in their proper places.
Then, when this was done, she sat down by the window
and peering out into the wintry darkness watched the
many lights and moving figures in Mrs. Miller’s
house, which could be distinctly seen from the hotel.
Richard still intended to take the early train for
St. Louis, and so he retired at last, but Ethelyn
sat where she was until the carriages taking the revelers
home had passed, and the lights were out in Mrs. Miller’s
windows, and the bell of St. John’s had ushered
in the second hour of the fast. Not then did
she join her husband, but lay down upon the sofa,
where he found her when at six o’clock he came
from his broken, feverish sleep, to say his parting
words. He had contemplated the propriety of giving
up his trip and remaining at home while Frank Van
Buren was in town, but this he could not very well
do.
“I will leave her to herself,”
he thought, “trusting that what has passed will
deter her from any further improprieties.”
Something like this he said to her
when, in the gray dawn, he stood before her, equipped
for his journey; but Ethelyn did not respond, and
with her cold, dead silence weighing more upon him
than bitter reproaches would have done, Richard left
her and took his way through the chill, snowy morning
to the depot, little dreaming as he went of when and
how he and Ethelyn would meet again.