Richard knew she was not there-at
least all the probabilities were against it; and still
he clung to the vague hope that Andy would bring him
some good news, and his thoughts went after the brother
whose every breath was a prayer, as he galloped over
the snowy ground toward Mrs. Amsden’s.
They were early risers there, and notwithstanding the
sun was just coming up the eastern sky, the family
were at breakfast when Andy’s horse stopped
before their gate, and Andy himself knocked at their
door for admission. Andy’s faith was great-so
great that, in answer to his petitions, he fully expected
to see Ethie herself at the table, when the door was
opened, and he caught a view of the occupants of the
dining room; but no Ethie was there, nor had been,
as they said, in answer to his eager questionings.
“What made you think she was
here? When did she go away? Was she intending
to visit me?” Mrs. Amsden asked.
But Andy, while praying that Ethie
might be there, had also asked that if she were not,
“he needn’t make a fool of himself, nor
let the cat out of the bag,” and he didn’t;
he merely replied:
“She left home a few days ago.
Dick was in St. Louis, and it was lonesome stayin’
alone. I’ll find her, most likely, as she
is somewhere else.”
Andy was in his saddle now, and his
fleet steed fled swiftly along toward home, where
they waited so anxiously for him, Richard tottering
to the window so as to read his fate in Andy’s
tell-tale face.
“She is not there. I knew
she was not. She has gone with that villain.”
Richard did not mean to say that last.
It dropped from him mechanically, and in an instant
his mother seized upon it, demanding what he meant,
and who was the villain referred to. Richard tried
to put her off, but she would know what he meant,
and so to her and his three brothers he told as little
as he could and make any kind of a story, and as he
talked his heart hardened toward Ethie, who had done
him this wrong. It seemed a great deal worse
when put into words, and the whole expression of Richard’s
face was changed when he had finished speaking, while
he was conscious of feeling much as he did that night
when he denounced Ethie so terribly to her face.
“Had it been a man, or half a man, or anybody
besides that contemptible puppy, it would not seem
so bad; but to forsake me for him!” Richard
said, while the great ridges deepened in his forehead,
and a hard, black look crept into his eyes, and about
the corners of his mouth. He was terrible in
his anger, which grew upon him until even his mother
stood appalled at the fearful expression of his face.
“He would do nothing to call
her back,” he said, when James suggested the
propriety of trying in a quiet way to ascertain where
she had gone. “She had chosen her own path
to ruin, and she might tread it for all of him.
He would not put forth a hand to save her and if she
came back, he never could forgive her.”
Richard was walking up and down the
room, white with rage, as he said this, and Andy,
cowering in a corner, was looking on and listening.
He did not speak until Richard declared his incapacity
for forgiving Ethie, when he started up, and confronting
the angry man, said to him rebukingly:
“Hold there, old Dick!
You have gone a leetle too far. If God can forgive
you and me all them things we’ve done, which
he knows about, and other folks don’t, you can,
or or’to forgive sister Ethie, let her sin be
what it may. Ethie was young, Dick, and childlike,
and so pretty, too, and I ’most know you aggravated
her some, if you talked to her as you feel now; and
then, too, Dick, and mother, and all of you, I don’t
care who says it, or thinks it, it’s a big lie!
Ethie never went off with a man-never!
I know she didn’t. She wasn’t that
kind. I’ll swear to it in the court.
I won’t hear anybody say that about her.
I’ll fight ’em, first, even if ’twas
my own kin who did it!” And in his excitement,
Andy began to shove back his wrist-bands from his strong
wrists, as if challenging someone to the fight he had
threatened.
Andy was splendid in his defense of
Ethie, and both James and John stepped up beside him,
showing their adhesion to the cause he pleaded so
well. Ethie might have ran away, but she had surely
gone alone, they said, and their advice was that Richard
should follow her as soon as possible. But Richard
would not listen to such a proposition now, and quietly
aided and abetted by his mother, he declared his intention
of “letting her alone.” She had chosen
her course, he said, and she must abide by it.
“If she has gone with that villain”-and
Richard ground his teeth together-“she
can never again come back to me. If she has not
gone with him, and chooses to return, I do not say
the door is shut against her.”
Richard seemed very determined and
unrelenting, and, knowing how useless it was to reason
with him when in so stern a mood, his brothers gave
up the contest, Andy thinking within himself how many,
many times a day he should pray for Ethie that she
might come back again. Richard would not return
to Camden that day, he said. He could not face
his acquaintance there until the first shock was over
and they were a little accustomed to thinking of the
calamity which had fallen upon him. So he remained
with his mother, sitting near the window which looked
out upon the railroad track over which Ethie had gone.
What his thoughts were none could fathom, save as
they were expressed by the dark, troubled expression
of his face, which showed how much he suffered.
Perhaps he blamed himself as he went over again the
incidents of that fatal night when he kept Ethelyn
from the masquerade; but if he did, no one was the
wiser for it, and so the first long day wore on, and
the night fell again upon the inmates of the farmhouse.
The darkness was terrible to Richard, for it shut
out from his view that strip of road which seemed
to him a part of Ethie. She had been there last,
and possibly looked up at the old home-her
first home after her marriage; possibly, too, she
had thought of him. She surely did, if, as Andy
believed, she was alone in her flight. If not
alone, he wanted no thoughts of hers, and Richard’s
hands were clenched as he moved from the darkening
window, and took his seat behind the stove, where
he sat the entire evening, like some statue of despair,
brooding over his ruined hopes.
The next day brought the Joneses-Melinda
and Tim-the latter of whom had heard from
Mrs. Amsden’s son of Andy’s strange errand
there. There was something in the wind, and Melinda
came to learn what it was. Always communicative
to the Jones family, Mrs. Markham told the story without
reserve, not even omitting the Van Buren part, but
asking as a precaution that Melinda would not spread
a story which would bring disgrace on them. Melinda
was shocked, astonished, and confounded, but she did
not believe in Frank Van Buren. Ethie never went
with him-never. She, like Andy, would
swear to that, and she said as much to Richard, taking
Ethie’s side as strongly as she could, without
casting too much blame on him. And Richard felt
better, hearing Ethie upheld and spoken for, even
if it were so much against himself. Melinda was
still his good angel, while Ethie, too, had just cause
for thanking the kind girl who stood by her so bravely,
and even made the mother-in-law less harsh in her
expression.
There was a letter for Richard that
night, from Harry Clifford, who wrote as follows:
“I do not know whether you found
your wife at Mrs. Amsden’s or not, but I take
the liberty of telling you that Frank Van Buren has
returned, and solemnly affirms that if Mrs. Markham
was on board the train which left here on the 17th,
he did not know it. Neither did he see her at
all when in Camden. He called on his way to the
depot that night, and was told she was out. Excuse
my writing you this. If your wife has not come
back, it will remove a painful doubt, and if she has,
please burn and forget it. Yours,
“H. Clifford.”
“Thank Heaven for that!”
was Richard’s exclamation as in the first revulsion
of feeling he sprang from his chair, while every feature
of his face was irradiated with joy.
“What is it, Dick? Is Ethie
found? I knew she would be. I’ve prayed
for it fifty times to-day, and I had faith that God
would hear,” Andy said, the great tears rolling
down his smooth, round face as he gave vent to his
joy.
But Andy’s faith was to be put
to a stronger test, and his countenance fell a little
when Richard explained the nature of the letter.
Ethie was not found; she was only proved innocent
of the terrible thing Richard had feared for her,
and in being proven innocent, she was for a moment
almost wholly restored to his favor. She would
come back some time. She could not mean to leave
him forever. She was only doing it for a scare,
and to punish him for what he did that night.
He deserved punishment, too, he thought, for he was
pretty hard on her, and as he surely had been punished
in all he had suffered during the last forty-eight
hours, he would, when she came back, call everything
even between them, and begin anew.
This was Richard’s reasoning;
and that night he slept soundly, dreaming that Ethie
had returned, and on her knees was suing for his forgiveness,
while her voice was broken with tears and choking sobs.
As a man and husband who had been deserted, it was
his duty to remain impassive a few moments, while
Ethie atoned fully for her misdeeds: then he would
forgive her, and so he waited an instant, and while
he waited he woke to find only Andy, with whom he
was sleeping, kneeling by the bedside, with the wintry
moonlight falling on his upturned face, as he prayed
for the dear sister Ethie, whose steps had “mewandered”
so far away.
“Don’t let any harm come
to her; don’t let anybody look at her for bad,
but keep her-keep her-keep her
in safety, and send her back to poor old Dick and
me, and make Dick use her better than I ’most
know he has, for he’s got the Markham temper
in him, and everybody knows what that is.”
This was Andy’s prayer, taken
from no book or printed form, but the outpouring of
his simple, honest heart, and Richard heard it, wincing
a little as Andy thus made confession for him of his
own sins; but he did not pray himself, though he was
glad of Andy’s prayers, and placed great hopes
upon them. God would hear Andy, and if he did
not send Ethie back at once, he would surely keep
her from harm.
The next day Richard went back to
Camden. Melinda Jones had suggested that possibly
Ethie left a letter, or note, which would explain her
absence, and Richard caught at it eagerly, wondering
he had not thought of it before, and feeling very
impatient to be off, even though he dreaded to meet
some of his old friends, and be questioned as to the
whereabouts of his wife. He did not know that
the story of his desertion was already there-Mrs.
Amsden having gone to town with her mite, which, added
to the sale of the piano, Ethie’s protracted
absence, Richard’s return to Olney at midnight,
and Harry Clifford’s serious and mysterious
manner, were enough to set the town in motion.
Various opinions were expressed, and, what was very
strange, so popular were both Richard and Ethelyn
that everybody disliked blaming either, and so but
few unkind remarks had as yet been made, and those
by people who had been jealous or envious of Ethelyn’s
high position. No one knew a whisper of Frank
Van Buren, for Harry kept his promise well, and no
worse motive was ascribed to Ethie’s desertion
than want of perfect congeniality with her husband.
Thus they were not foes, but friends, who welcomed
Richard back to Camden, watching him curiously, and
wishing so much to ask where Mrs. Markham was.
That she was not with him, was certain, for only Andy
came-Andy, who held his head so high, and
looked round so defiantly, as he kept close to Richard’s
side on the way to the hotel. It was very dreary
going up the old, familiar staircase into the quiet
hall, and along to the door of the silent room, which
seemed drearier than on that night when he first came
back to it and found Ethie gone. There were ashes
now upon the stove-hearth where Hal Clifford had kindled
the fire, and the two chairs they had occupied were
standing just where they had left them. The gas
had not been properly turned off, and a dead, sickly
odor filled the room, making Andy heave as he hastened
to open the window, and admit the fresh, pure air.
“Seems as it did the day Daisy
died,” Andy said, his eyes filling with tears.
To Richard it was far worse than the
day Daisy died, for he had then the memory of her
last loving words in his ear, and the feeling of her
clinging kiss upon his lips, while now the memories
of the lost one were only bitter and sad in the extreme.
“Melinda suggested a letter
or something. Where do you suppose she would
put it if there were one?” Richard asked in a
helpless, appealing way, as he sank into a chair and
looked wistfully around the room.
He had been very bold and strong in
the cars and in the street; but here, in the deserted
room, where Ethie used to be, and where something
said she would never be again, he was weak as a girl,
and leaned wholly upon Andy, who seemed to feel how
much was depending upon him, and so kept up a cheery
aspect while he kindled a fresh fire and cleared the
ashes from the hearth by blowing them off upon the
oilcloth; then, as the warmth began to make itself
felt and the cold to diminish, he answered Richard’s
query.
“In her draw, most likely; mother
mostly puts her traps there.” So, to the
“draw” they went-the very one
where Daisy’s ring was lying; and Richard saw
that first, knowing now for sure that Ethelyn had fled.
He knew so before, but this made it
more certain-more dreadful, too, for it
showed a determination never to return.
“It was Daisy’s, you know,”
he said to Andy, who, at his side, was not looking
at the ring, but beyond it, to the two letters, his
own and Richard’s, both of which he seized with
a low cry, for he, too, was sure of Ethie’s
flight.
“See, Dick, there’s one
for you and one for me,” he exclaimed, and his
face grew very red as he tore open his own note and
began to devour the contents, whispering the words,
and breaking down entirely amid a storm of sobs and
tears as he read:
“Dear Andy: I
wish I could tell you how much I love you, and how
sorry I am to fall in your good opinion, as I surely
shall when you hear what has happened. Do not
hate me, Andy; and sometimes, when you pray, remember
Ethie, won’t you?”
He could get no farther than this,
and with a great cry he buried his face in his hands
and sobbed: “Yes, Ethie, I will, I will;
but oh, what is it? What made you go? Why
did she, Dick?” and he turned to his brother,
who, with lightning rapidity, was reading Ethelyn’s
long letter. He did not doubt a word she said,
and when the letter was finished he put it passively
in Andy’s hand, and then, with a bitter groan,
laid his throbbing head upon the cushion of the lounge
where he was sitting. There were no tears in
his eyes-nothing but blood-red circles
floating before them; while the aching balls seemed
starting from their sockets with the pressure of pain.
He had had his chance with Ethie and lost it; and
though, as yet, he saw but dimly where he had been
to blame, where he had made a mistake, he endured for
the time all he was capable of enduring, and if revenge
had been her object, Ethie had more than her desire.
Andy was stunned for a moment, and
sat staring blankly at the motionless figure of his
brother; then, as the terrible calamity began to impress
itself fully upon him, intense pity for Richard became
uppermost in his mind, and stooping over the crushed
man, he laid his arm across his neck, and, tender
as a sorrowing, loving mother, kissed and fondled the
damp brown hair, and dropped great tears upon it, and
murmured words of sympathy, incoherent at first, for
the anguish choking his own utterance, but gradually
gathering force and sound as his quivering lips kept
trying to articulate: “Dick, poor old Dick,
dear old Dick, don’t keep so still and look
so white and stony. She’ll come back again,
Ethie will. I feel it, I feel it, I know it,
I shall pray for her every hour until she comes.
Prayer will reach her where nothing else can find her.
Poor Dick, I am so sorry. Don’t look at
me so; you scare me. Try to cry; try to make
a fuss; try to do anything rather than that dreadful
look. Lay your head on me, so,” and lifting
up the bowed head, which offered no resistance, Andy
laid it gently on his arm, and smoothing back the
hair from the pallid forehead, went on: “Now
cry, old boy, cry with all your might;” and
with his hand Andy brushed away the scalding tears
which began to fall like rain from Richard’s
eyes.
“Better so, a great deal better
than the other way. Don’t hold up till
you’ve had it out,” he kept repeating,
while Richard wept, until the fountain was dry and
the tears refused to flow.
“I’ve been a brute, Andy,”
he said, when at last he could speak. “The
fault was all my own. I did not understand her
in the least. I ought never to have married her.
She was not of my make at all.”
Andy would hear nothing derogatory
of Richard any more than of Ethelyn, and he answered
promptly: “But, Dick, Ethie was some to
blame. She didn’t or’to marry you
feelin’ as she did. That was where the
wrong began.”
This was the most and the worst Andy
ever said against Ethelyn, and he repented of that
the moment the words were out of his mouth. It
was mean to speak ill of the absent, especially when
the absent one was Ethie, who had written, “In
fancy I put my arms around your neck and kiss your
dear, kind face.” Andy deemed himself a
monster of ingratitude when he recalled these lines
and remembered that of her who penned them he had
said, “She was some to blame.” He
took it all back to himself, and tried to exonerate
Ethie entirely, though it was hard work to do so where
he saw how broken, and stunned, and crushed his brother
was, and how little he realized what was passing around
him.
“He don’t know much more
than I do,” was Andy’s mental comment,
when to his question, “What shall we do next?”
Richard replied, in a maudlin kind of way, “Yes,
that is a very proper course. I leave it entirely
to you.”
Andy felt that a great deal was depending
upon himself, and he tried to meet the emergency.
Seeing how Richard continued to shiver, and how cold
he was, he persuaded him to lie down upon the bed,
and piling the blankets upon him, made such a fire
as he said to himself, “would roast a common
ox”; then, when Hal Clifford came to the door
and knocked, he kept him out, with that “Dick
had been broke of his rest, and was tryin’ to
make it up.”
But this state of things could not
last long. Richard was growing ill, and talking
so strangely withal, that Andy began to feel the necessity
of having somebody there beside himself; “some
of the wimmen folks, who knew what to do, for I’m
no better than a settin’ hen,” he said.
Very naturally his thoughts turned
to his mother as the proper person to come, “though
Melinda Jones was the properest of the two. There
was snap to her, and she would not go to pitchin’
in to Ethie.”
Accordingly, the next mail carried
to Melinda Jones a note from Andy, which was as follows:
“Miss Melinda Jones:
Dear Madam-We found the letters Ethie writ,
one to me, and one to Dick, and Dick’s was too
much for him. He lies like a punk of wood, makin’
a moanin’ noise, and talkin’ such queer
things, that I guess you or somebody or’to come
and see to him a little. I send to you because
there’s no nonsense about you, and you are made
of the right kind of stuff.
“Yours to command,
“Anderson Markham, Esq.”
This note Melinda carried straight
to Mrs. Markham, and as the result, four hours later
both the mother and Melinda were on the road to Camden,
where Melinda’s services were needed to stem
the tide of wonder and gossip, which had set in when
it began to be known that Ethelyn was gone, and Richard
was lying sick in his room, tended only by Andy, who
would admit no one, not even the doctor, who, when
urged by Harry Clifford, came to offer his services.
“He wasn’t goin’
to let in a lot of curious critters to hear what Dick
was talkin’,” he said to his mother and
Melinda, his haggard face showing how much he had
endured in keeping them at bay, and answering through
the key-hole their numerous inquiries.
Richard did not have a fever, as was
feared at first; but for several days he kept his
bed, and during that time his mother and Melinda stayed
by him, nursing him most assiduously, but never once
speaking to each other of Ethelyn. Both had read
her letter, for Mrs. Markham never thought of withholding
it from Melinda, who, knowing that she ought not to
have seen it, wisely resolved to keep to herself the
knowledge of its contents. So, when she was asked,
as she was repeatedly, “Why Mrs. Markham had
gone away,” she answered evasively, or not at
all, and finding that nothing could be obtained from
her, the people at last left her in quiet and turned
to their own resources, which furnished various reasons
for the desertion. They knew it was a desertion
now, and hearing how sick and broken Richard was,
popular opinion was in his favor mostly, though many
a kind and wistful thought went after the fair young
wife, who had been a belle in their midst, and a general
favorite, too. Where was she now, and what was
she doing, these many days, while the winter crept
on into spring, and the March winds blew raw and chill
against the windows of the chamber where Richard battled
with the sickness which he finally overcame, so that
by the third week of Ethie’s absence he was
up again and able to go in quest of her, if so be she
might be found and won to the love she never returned.