They were very full at Clifton that
summer, for the new building was not completed, and
every available point was taken, from narrow, contracted
N in the upper hall down to more spacious N on the lower floor, where the dampness, and noise,
and mold, and smell of coal and cooking, and lower
bathrooms were. “A very, very quiet place,
with only a few invalids too weak and languid, and
too much absorbed in themselves and their ‘complaints’
to note or care for their neighbors; a place where
one lives almost as much excluded from the world as
if immured within convent walls; a place where dress
and fashion and distinction were unknown, save as
something existing afar off, where the turmoil and
excitement of life were going on.” This
was Ethelyn’s idea of Clifton; and when, at
four o’clock, on a bright June afternoon, the
heavily laden train stopped before the little brown
station, and “Clifton” was shouted in
her ears, she looked out with a bewildered kind of
feeling upon the crowd of gayly dressed people congregated
upon the platform. Heads were uncovered, and
hair frizzled, and curled, and braided, and puffed,
and arranged in every conceivable shape, showing that
even to that “quiet town” the hairdresser’s
craft had penetrated. Expanded crinoline, with
light, fleecy robes, and ribbons, and laces, and flowers,
was there assembled, with bright, eager, healthful
faces, and snowy hands wafting kisses to some departed
friend, and then turning to greet some new arrival.
There were no traces of sickness, no token of disease
among the smiling crowd, and Ethelyn almost feared
she had made a mistake and alighted at the wrong place,
as she gave her checks to John, and then taking her
seat in the omnibus, sat waiting and listening to the
lively sallies and playful remarks around her.
Nobody spoke to her, nobody stared at her, nobody
seemed to think of her; and for that she was thankful,
as she sat with her veil drawn closely over her face,
looking out upon the not very pretentious dwellings
they were passing. The scenery around Clifton
is charming, and to the worn, weary invalid escaping
from the noise and heat and bustle of the busy city,
there seems to come a rest and a quiet, from the sunlight
which falls upon the hills, to the cool, moist meadow
lands where the ferns and mosses grow, and where the
rippling of the sulphur brook gives out constantly
a soothing, pleasant kind of music. But for the
architecture of the town not very much can be said;
and Ethie, who had longed to get away from Chicopee,
where everybody knew her story, and all looked curiously
at her, confessed to a feeling of homesickness as
her eyes fell upon the blacksmith shop, the dressmaker’s
sign, the grocery on the corner, where were sold various
articles of food forbidden by doctor and nurse; the
schoolhouse to the right, where a group of noisy children
played, and the little church further on, where the
Methodist people worshiped. She did not see the
“Cottage” then, with its flowers and vines,
and nicely shaven lawn, for her back was to it; nor
the handsome grounds, where the shadows from the tall
trees fall so softly upon the velvet grass; and the
winding graveled walks, which intersect each other
and give an impression of greater space than a closer
investigation will warrant.
“I can’t stay here,”
was Ethie’s thought, as it had been the thought
of many others, when, like her, they first step into
the matted hall and meet the wet, damp odor, as of
sheets just washed, which seems to be inseparable
from that part of the building.
But that was the first day, and before
she had met the kindness and sympathy of those whose
business it is to care for the patients, or felt the
influences for good, the tendency to all the better
impulses of our nature, which seems to pervade the
very atmosphere of Clifton. Ethie felt this influence
very soon, and her second letter to Aunt Barbara was
filled with praise of Clifton, where she had made so
many friends, in spite of her evident desire to avoid
society and stay by herself. She had passed through
the usual ordeal attending the advent of every new
face, especially if that face be a little out of the
common order of faces. She had been inspected
in the dining room, and bathroom, and chapel, both
when she went in and when she went out. She had
been talked up and criticised from the way she wore
her hair to the hang of her skirts, which here, as
well as in Olney, trailed the floor with a sweep unmistakably
aristocratic and stamped her as somebody. The
sacque and hat brought from Paris had been copied
by three or four, and pronounced distingue, but
ugly by as many more, while Mrs. Peter Pry, of whom
there are always one or two at every watering-place,
had set herself industriously at work to pry into
her antecedents to find out just who and what Miss
Bigelow was. As the result of this research, it
had been ascertained that the young lady was remotely
connected with the Bigelows of Boston, and had something
of her own-that she had spent several years
abroad, and could speak both French and German with
perfect ease; that she had been at the top of Mont
Blanc, and passed part of a winter at St. Petersburg,
and seen a crocodile in the river Nile, and a Moslem
burying-ground in Constantinople, and had the cholera
at Milan, the varioloid at Rome, and was marked between
the eyes and on the chin, and was twenty-five years
old, and did not wear false hair, nor use Laird’s
Liquid Pearl, as was at first suspected from the clearness
of her complexion, and did wear crimping pins at night,
and pay Annie, the bath-girl, extra for bringing up
the morning bath, and was more interested in the chapel
exercises when the great Head Center was there, and
bought cream every morning of Mrs. King, and sat up
at night long after the gas was turned off, and was
there at Clifton for spine in the back and head difficulties
generally. These few items, together with the
surmise that she had had some great trouble-a
disappointment, most likely, which affected her health-were
all Mrs. Pry could learn, and she detailed them to
anyone who would listen, until Ethelyn’s history,
from the Pry point of view, was pretty generally known
and the most made of every good quality and virtue.
The Mrs. Pry of this summer was not
ill-natured; she was simply curious; and as she generally
said more good than evil of people, she was generally
liked and tolerated by all. She was not a fashionable
woman, nor an educated woman, though very popular with
her neighbors at home, and she was there for numbness
and swollen knees; and, having knit socks for four
years for the soldiers, she now knit stockings for
the soldiers’ orphans, and took a dash every
morning and screamed loud enough to be heard at the
depot when she took it, and had a pack every afternoon,
and corked her right ear with cotton, which she always
took out when in a pack, so as to hear whatever might
be said in the hall, her open ventilator being the
medium of sound. This was Mrs. Peter Pry, drawn
from no one in particular, but a fair exponent of characters
found in other places than Clifton Springs. Rooming
on the same floor with Ethelyn, whom she greatly admired,
the good woman persisted until she overcame the stranger’s
shyness, and succeeded in establishing, first, a bowing,
then a speaking, and finally, a calling acquaintance
between them-the calls, however, being
mostly upon one side, and that the prying one.
Ethie had been at Clifton for three
or four weeks, and the dimensions of N did not
seem half so circumscribed, as at first. On the
whole, she was contented, especially after the man
who snored, and the woman who wore squeaky boots,
and talked in her sleep, vacated N, the large,
airy, pleasant room adjoining her own. There was
no one in it now but Mary, the chambermaid, who said
it was soon to be occupied by a sick gentleman, adding
that she believed he had the consumption, and hoped
his cough would not fret Miss Bigelow. Ethie hoped
so too. Nervousness, and, indeed, diseases of
all kinds, seemed to develop rapidly at Clifton, where
one has nothing to do but to watch each new symptom,
and report to physician or nurse, and Ethie was not
an exception. She was very nervous, and she found
herself dreading the arrival of the sick man, wondering
if his coughing would keep her awake nights, and if
the light from her candle shining out into the darkened
hall would annoy and worry him, as it had worried
the woman opposite, who complained that she could
not rest with that glimmer on the wall, showing that
somebody was up, who, might at any moment make a noise.
That he was a person of consequence she readily guessed,
for an extra pair of pillows was taken in, and the
rocking-chair possessed of two whole arms, and N, also vacant just then, was rifled of its round
stand and footstool, and Mrs. Pry reported that Dr.
F - himself had been up to see that
all was comfortable, and Miss Clark had ordered a
better set of springs, with a new hair mattress, and
somebody had put a bouquet of flowers in the room
and hung a muslin curtain at the window.
“A big-bug, most likely,”
Mrs. Peter Pry said, when, after her pack, she brought
her knitting for a few moments into Ethelyn’s
room and wondered who the man could be.
Ethelyn did not care particularly
who he was, provided he did not cough nights and keep
her awake, in which case she should feel constrained
to change her room, an alternative she did not care
to contemplate, as she had become more attached to
N than she had at first supposed possible.
Ethelyn was very anxious that day, and, had she believed
in presentiments, she would have thought that something
was about to befall her, so heavy was the gloom weighing
upon her spirits, and so dark the future seemed.
She was going to have a headache, she feared, and as
a means of throwing it off, she started, after ten,
for a walk to Rocky Run, a distance of a mile or more.
It was a cool, hazy July afternoon, such as always
carried Ethie back to Chicopee and the days of her
happy girlhood, when her heart was not so heavy and
sad as it was now. With thoughts of Chicopee
came also thoughts of Richard, and Ethie’s eyes
were moist with tears as she looked wistfully toward
the setting sun and wondered if he ever thought of
her now or had forgotten her, and was the story true
of his seeking for a divorce. That rumor had troubled
Ethie greatly, and was the reason why she did not
improve as the physician hoped she would when she
first came to Clifton. Sitting down upon the
bridge across the creek, she bowed her head in her
hands and went over again all the dreadful past, blaming
herself now more than she did Richard, and wishing
that much could be undone of all that had transpired
to make her what she was, and while she sat there the
Western train appeared in view, and, mechanically
rising to her feet, Ethie turned her steps back toward
the Cure, standing aside to let the long train go
by, and feeling, when it passed her, a strange, sudden
throb, as if it were fraught with more than ordinary
interest to her. Usually, that Western train,
the distant roll of whose wheels and the echo of whose
scream quickened so many hearts waiting for news from
home, had no special interest for her. It never
brought her a letter. Her name was never called
in the exciting distribution which took place in the
parlor or on the long piazza after the eight-o’clock
mail had arrived, and so she seldom heeded it; but
to-night there was a difference, and she watched the
long line curiously until it passed the corner by the
old brown farmhouse and disappeared from view.
It had left the station long ere she reached the Cure,
for she had walked slowly, and lights were shining
from the different rooms, and there was a sound of
singing in the parlor, and the party of croquet players
had come up from the lawn, and ladies were hurrying
toward the bathroom, when she came in and climbed
the three flights of stairs which led to the fourth
floor. There was a light shining through the
ventilator of N, the door was partly ajar, and
the doctor was there, asking some questions of the
tall figure, whose outline Ethelyn dimly descried
as she went into her room. There was more talking
after a little-more going in and out, while
Mary Ann brought up some supper on a tray, and John
brought up a traveling trunk much larger than himself,
and then, without Mrs. Pry’s assurance, Ethie
knew that the occupant of N had arrived.