But Stella’s confidence did
not live long. Mr. Hazlewood was a child at deceptions;
and day by day his anxieties increased. His friends
argued with him his folly and weakness
were the themes and he must needs repel
the argument though his thoughts echoed every word
they used. Never was a man brought to such a
piteous depth of misery by the practice of his own
theories. He sat by the hour at his desk, burying
his face amongst his papers if Dick came into the
room, with a great show of occupation. He could
hardly bear to contemplate the marriage of his son,
yet day and night he must think of it and search for
expedients which might put an end to the trouble and
let him walk free again with his head raised high.
But there were only the two expedients. He must
speak out his fears that justice had miscarried, and
that device his vanity forbade; or he must adopt Pettifer’s
suggestion, and from that he shrank almost as much.
He began to resent the presence of Stella Ballantyne
and he showed it. Sometimes a friendliness, so
excessive that it was almost hysterical, betrayed
him; more usually a discomfort and constraint.
He avoided her if by any means he could; if he could
not quite avoid her an excuse of business was always
on his lips.
“Your father hates me, Dick,”
she said. “He was my friend until I touched
his own life. Then I was in the black books in
a second.”
Dick would not hear of it.
“You were never in the black
books at all, Stella,” he said, comforting her
as well as he could. “We knew that there
would be a little struggle, didn’t we?
But the worst of that’s over. You make friends
daily.”
“Not with your father, Dick.
I go back with him. Ever since that night it’s
three weeks ago now when you took me home
from Little Beeding.”
“No,” cried Dick, but Stella nodded her
head gloomily.
“Mr. Pettifer dined here that night. He’s
an enemy of mine.”
“Stella,” young Hazlewood
remonstrated, “you see enemies everywhere,”
and upon that Stella broke out with a quivering troubled
face.
“Is it wonderful? Oh, Dick,
I couldn’t lose you! A month ago before
that night yes. Nothing had been said.
But now! I couldn’t, I couldn’t!
I have often thought it would be better for me to
go right away and never see you again. And and
I have tried to tell you something, Dick, ever so
many times.”
“Yes?” said Dick.
He slipped his arm through hers and held her close
to him, as though to give her courage and security.
“Yes, Stella?” and he stood very still.
“I mean,” she said, looking
down upon the ground, “that I have tried to
tell you that I wouldn’t suffer so very much
if we did part, but I never could do it. My lips
shook so, I never could speak the words.”
Then her voice ran up into a laugh. “To
think of your living in a house with somebody else!
Oh no!”
“You need have no fear of that, Stella.”
They were in the garden of Little
Beeding and they walked across the meadow towards
her cottage, talking very earnestly. Mr. Hazlewood
was watching them secretly from the window of the
library. He saw that Dick was pleading and she
hanging in doubt; and a great wave of anger surged
over him that Dick should have to plead to her at all,
he who was giving everything even his own
future.
“King’s Bench Walk,”
he muttered to himself, taking from the drawer of
his writing-table a slip of paper on which he had written
the address lest he should forget it. “Yes,
that’s the address,” and he looked at it
for a long time very doubtfully. Suppose that
his suspicions were correct! His heart sank at
the supposition. Surely he would be justified
in setting any trap. But he shut the drawer violently
and turned away from his writing-table. Even
his pamphlets had become trivial in his eyes.
He was brought face to face with real passions and
real facts, he had been fetched out from his cloister
and was blinking miserably in a full measure of daylight.
How long could he endure it, he wondered?
The question was settled for him that
very evening. He and his son were taking their
coffee on a paved terrace by the lawn after dinner.
It was a dark quiet night, with a clear sky of golden
stars. Across the meadow the lights shone in
the windows of Stella’s cottage.
“Father,” said Dick, after
they had sat in a constrained silence for a little
while, “why don’t you like Stella any longer?”
The old man blustered in reply:
“A lawyer’s question,
Richard. I object to it very strongly. You
assume that I have ceased to like her.”
“It’s extremely evident,”
said Dick drily. “Stella has noticed it.”
“And complained to you of course,”
cried Mr. Hazlewood resentfully.
“Stella doesn’t complain,”
and then Dick leaned over and spoke in the full quiet
voice which his father had grown to dread. There
rang in it so much of true feeling and resolution.
“There can be no backing down
now. We are both agreed upon that, aren’t
we? Imagine for an instant that I were first to
blazon my trust in a woman whom others suspected by
becoming engaged to her and then endorsed their suspicions
by breaking off the engagement! Suppose that
I were to do that!”
Mr. Hazlewood allowed his longings
to lead him astray. For a moment he hoped.
“Well?” he asked eagerly.
“You wouldn’t think very
much of me, would you? Not you nor any man.
A cur that would be the word, the only
word, wouldn’t it?”
But Mr. Hazlewood refused to answer
that question. He looked behind him to make sure
that none of the servants were within hearing.
Then he lowered his voice to a whisper.
“What if Stella has deceived you, Dick?”
It was too dark for him to see the
smile upon his son’s face, but he heard the
reply, and the confidence of it stung him to exasperation.
“She hasn’t done that,”
said Dick. “If you are sure of nothing else,
sir, you may be quite certain of what I am telling
you now. She hasn’t done that.”
He remained silent for a few moments
waiting for any rejoinder, and getting none he continued:
“There’s something else I wanted to speak
to you about.”
“Yes?”
“The date of our marriage.”
The old man moved sharply in his chair.
“There’s no hurry, Richard.
You must find out how it will affect your career.
You have been so long at Little Beeding where we hear
very little from the outer world. You must consult
your Colonel.”
Dick Hazlewood would not listen to the argument.
“My marriage is my affair, sir,
not my Colonel’s. I cannot take advice,
for we both of us know what it would be. And we
both of us value it at its proper price, don’t
we?”
Mr. Hazlewood could not reply.
How often had he inveighed against the opinions of
the sleek worldly people who would add up advantages
in a column and leave out of their consideration the
merits of the higher life.
“It would not be fair to Stella
were we to ask her to wait,” Dick resumed.
“Any delay think what will be made
of it! A month or six weeks from now, that gives
us time enough.”
The old man rose abruptly from his
chair with a vague word that he would think of it
and went into the house. He saw again the lovers
as he had seen them this afternoon walking side by
side slowly towards Stella Ballantyne’s cottage;
and the picture even in the retrospect was intolerable.
The marriage must not take place yet it
was so near. A month or six weeks! Mr. Hazlewood
took up his pen and wrote the letter to Henry Thresk
at last, as Robert Pettifer had always been sure that
he would do. It was the simplest kind of letter
and took but a minute in the writing. It mentioned
only his miniatures and invited Henry Thresk to Little
Beeding to see them, as more than one stranger had
been asked before. The answers which Thresk had
given to the questions in Notes and Queries
were pleaded as an introduction and Thresk was invited
to choose his own day and remain at Little Beeding
for the night. The reply came by return of post.
Thresk would come to Little Beeding on the Friday
afternoon of the next week. He was in town, for
Parliament was sitting late that year. He would
reach Little Beeding soon after five so that he might
have an opportunity of seeing the miniatures by daylight.
Mr. Hazlewood hurried over with the news to Robert
Pettifer. His spirits had risen at a bound.
Already he saw the neighbourhood freed from the disturbing
presence of Stella Ballantyne and himself cheerfully
resuming his multifarious occupations.
Robert Pettifer, however, spoke in quite another strain.
“I am not so sure as you, Hazlewood.
The points which trouble me are very possibly capable
of quite simple explanations. I hope for my part
that they will be so explained.”
“You hope it?” cried Mr. Hazlewood.
“Yes. I want Dick to marry,” said
Robert Pettifer.
Mr. Hazlewood was not, however, to
be discouraged. He drove back to his house counting
the days which must pass before Thresk’s arrival
and wondering how he should manage to conceal his
elation from the keen eyes of his son. But he
found that there was no need for him to trouble himself
on that point, for this very morning at luncheon Dick
said to him:
“I think that I’ll run
up to town this afternoon, father. I might be
there for a day or two.”
Mr. Hazlewood was delighted.
No other proposal could have fitted in so well with
his scheme. The mere fact that Dick was away would
start people at the pleasant business of conjecturing
mishaps and quarrels. Perhaps indeed the lovers
had quarrelled. Perhaps Richard had taken
his advice and was off to consult his superiors.
Mr. Hazlewood scanned his son’s face eagerly
but learnt nothing from it; and he was too wary to
ask any questions.
“By all means, Richard,”
he said carelessly, “go to London! You will
be back by next Friday, I suppose.”
“Oh yes, before that. I
shall stay at my own rooms, so if you want me you
can send me a telegram.”
Dick Hazlewood had a small flat of
his own in some Mansions at Westminster which had
seen very little of him that summer.
“Thank you, Richard,”
said the old man. “But I shall get on very
well, and a few days change will no doubt do you good.”
Dick grinned at his father and went
off that afternoon without a word of farewell to Stella
Ballantyne. Mr. Hazlewood stood in the hall and
saw him go with a great relief at his heart.
Everything at last seemed to be working out to advantage.
He could not but remember how so very few weeks ago
he had been urgent that Richard should spend his summer
at Little Beeding and lend a hand in the noble work
of defending Stella Ballantyne against ignorance and
unreason. But the twinge only lasted a moment.
He had made a mistake, as all men occasionally do yes,
even sagacious and thoughtful people like himself.
And the mistake was already being repaired. He
looked across the meadow that night at the lighted
blinds of Stella’s windows and anticipated an
evening when those windows would be dark and the cottage
without an inhabitant.
“Very soon,” he murmured
to himself, “very soon.” He had not
one single throb of pity for her now, not a single
speculation whither she would go or what she would
make of her life. His own defence of her had now
become a fault of hers. He wished her no harm,
he argued, but in a week’s time there must be
no light shining behind those blinds.