A Volta two-wheeler was waiting for him outside.  Jean drove off down the drive with characteristic contempt for the laws of gravity when Dan had piled in, and Carl Golden was there, looking thinner, more gaunt and hawk-like than ever before, his brown eyes sharp under his shock of black hair, his long, thin aquiline nose ("If you weren’t a Jew you’d be a discredit to the Gentiles,” Dan Fowler had twitted him once, years before, and Carl had looked down his long, thin, aquiline nose, and sniffed, and let the matter drop, because until then he had never been sure whether his being a Jew had mattered to Dan Fowler or not, and now he knew, and was quite satisfied with the knowledge) and the ever-present cigarette between thin, sensitive fingers.  Dan clapped him on the shoulder, and shot a black look at his daughter, relegating her to an indescribable Fowler limbo, which was where she belonged, and would reside until Dan got excited and forgot how she’d betrayed him to Dr. Moss, which would take about ten or fifteen minutes all told.  Jean Fowler knew her father far too well to worry about it, and squinted out the window at the afternoon traffic as the car skidded the corner into the Boulevard Throughway, across the river toward home.  “God damn it, boy, you could have wired me at least.  One of Jean’s crew spotted the passage list, so I knew you’d left, and got the hearing moved up to next month-”

Carl scowled.  “I thought it was all set for February 15th.”

Dan chuckled.  “It was.  But I was only waiting for you, and got the ball rolling as soon as I knew you were on your way.  Dwight McKenzie is still writing the Committee’s business calendar, of course, and he didn’t like it a bit, but he couldn’t find any solid reason why it shouldn’t be set ahead.  And I think our good friend Senator Rinehart is probably wriggling on the stick about now, just on the shock value of the switch.  Always figure in the shock value of everything you do, my boy-it pays off more than you’d ever dream-”

Carl Golden shook his head.  “I don’t like it, Dan.”

“What, the switch in dates?”

“The switch.  I wish you hadn’t done that.”

“But why?  Look, son, I know that with Ken Armstrong dead our whole approach has to be changed-it’s going to be trickier, but it might even work out better.  The Senate knows what’s been going on between Rinehart and me, and so does the President.  They know elections are due next June.  They know I want a seat on his Criterion Committee before elections, and they know that to get on it I’ll do my damnedest to unseat him.  They know I’ve shaken him up, that he’s scared of me.  Okay, fine.  With Armstrong there to tell how he was chosen for Retread back in ’87, we’d have had Rinehart running for his life....”

“But you don’t,” Carl cut in flatly, “and that’s that.”

“What, are you crazy, son? I needed Armstrong, bad. Rinehart knew it, and had him taken care of.  It was fishy-it stunk from here to Mars, but Rinehart covered it up fast and clean.  But with the stuff you got up in the Colony, we can charge Rinehart with murder, and the whole Senate knows his motive already.  He didn’t dare to let Armstrong testify.”

Carl was shaking his head sadly.

“Well, what’s wrong?”

“You aren’t going to like this, Dan.  Rinehart’s clean.  Armstrong comitted suicide.”

Fowler’s mouth fell open, and he sat back hard.  “Oh, no.”

“Sorry.”

“Ken Armstrong?  Suicided?” He shook his head helplessly, groping for words.  “I-I-oh, Jesus.  I don’t believe it.  If Ken Armstrong suicided, I’m the Scarlet Whore of Babylon.”

“Well, we’ll try to keep that off the teevies.”

“There’s no chance that you’re wrong,” said the old man.

Carl shook his head.  “There’s plenty that’s funny about that Mars Colony, but Armstrong’s death was suicide.  Period.  Even Barness didn’t understand it.”

Sharp eyes went to Carl’s face.  “What’s funny about the Colony?”

Carl shrugged, and lit a cigarette.  “Hard to say.  This was my first look, I had nothing to compare it with.  But there’s something wrong.  I always thought the Mars Colony was a frontier, a real challenge-you know, Man against the Wilderness, and all that.  Saloons jammed on Saturday nights with rough boys out to get some and babes that had it to give.  A place that could take Earthbound softies and toughen them up in a week, working to tame down the desert-”

His voice trailed off.  “They’ve got a saloon, all right-but everybody just comes in quietly and gets slobbery drunk.  Met a guy named Fisher, thought the same thing I did when he came up five years ago.  A real go-getter, leader type, lots of ideas and the guts to put them across.  Now he’s got a hob-nail liver and he came back here on the ship with me, hating Mars and everything up there, most of all himself.  Something’s wrong up there, Dan.  Maybe that’s why Armstrong bowed out.”

The Senator took a deep breath.  “Not a man like Ken Armstrong.  Why, I used to worship him when I was a kid.  I was ten when he came back to Earth for his second Retread.”  The old man shook his head.  “I wanted to go back to Mars with him-I actually packed up to run away, until dear brother Paul caught me and squealed to Dad.  Imagine.”

“I’m sorry, Dan.”

The car whizzed off the Throughway, and began weaving through the residential areas of Arlington.  Jean swung under an arched gate, stopped in front of a large greystone house of the sort they hadn’t built for a hundred years.  Dan Fowler stared out at the grey November afternoon.  “Well, then we’re really on thin ice at the Hearings.  We can still do it.  It’ll take some steam-rollering, but we can manage it.”  He turned to the girl.  “Get Schirmer on the wire as soon as we get inside.  I’ll go over Carl’s report for whatever I can find.  Tell Schirmer if he wants to keep his job as Coordinator of the Medical Center next year, he’d better have all the statistics available on all rejuvenated persons past and present, in my office tomorrow morning.”

Jean gave her father a queer look.  “Schirmer’s waiting for you inside right now.”

“Oh?  Why?”

“He wouldn’t say.  Nothing to do with politics, he said.  Something about Paul.”

Nathan Shirmer was waiting in the library, sipping a brandy and pretending to scan a Congressional Record in the viewer-box.  He looked up, bird-like, as Dan Fowler strode in.  “Well, Nate.  Sit down, sit down.  I see you’re into my private stock already, so I won’t offer you any.  What’s this about my brother?”

Schirmer coughed into his hand.  “Why-Dan, I don’t quite know how to tell you this.  He was in Washington this afternoon-”

“Of course he was.  He was supposed to go to the Center-” Dan broke off short, whirling on Schirmer.  “Wait a minute!  There wasn’t a slip-up on this permit?”

“Permit?”

“For rejuvention, you ass!  He’s on the Starship Project, coordinating engineer of the whole works out there.  He’s got a fair place on the list coming to him three ways from Sunday.  Follmer put the permit through months ago, and Paul has just been diddling around getting himself clear so he could come in-”

The little Coordinator’s eyes widened.  “Oh, there wasn’t anything wrong on our side, if that’s what you mean.  The permit was perfectly clear, the doctors were waiting for him.  It was nothing like that.”

“Then what was it like?”

Nathan Schirmer wriggled, and tried to avoid Dan’s eyes.  “Your brother refused it.  He laughed in our faces, and told us to go to hell, and took the next jet back to Nevada.  All in one afternoon.”

The vibration of the jet engines hung just at perception level, nagging and nagging at Dan Fowler, until he threw his papers aside with a snarl of disgust, and peered angrily out the window.

They were high, and moving fast.  Far below was a tiny spot of light in the blackness.  Pittsburgh.  Maybe Cleveland.  It didn’t matter which.  Jets traveled at such-and-such a rate of speed; they left at such-and-such a time and arrived elsewhere at such-and-such a time later.  He could worry, or he could not-worry.  The jet would bring him down in Las Vegas in exactly the same time, to the second, either way.  Another half-hour taxi ride over dusty desert roads would bring him to the glorified quonset hut his brother called home.  Nothing Dan Fowler could do would hurry the process of getting there.

Dan had called, and received no answer.

He had talked to the Las Vegas authorities, and even gotten Lijinsky at the Starship, and neither of them knew anything.  The police said yes, they would check at Dr. Fowler’s residence, if he wasn’t out at the Ship, and check back.  But they hadn’t checked back, and that was two hours ago.  Meanwhile, Carl had chartered him a plane.

God damn Paul to three kinds of hell.  Of all miserable times to start playing games, acting like an imbecile child!  And the work and sweat Dan had gone through to get that permit, to buy it beg it, steal it, gold-plate it.  Of course the odds were good that Paul would have gotten it without a whisper from Dan-he was high on the list, he was critical to Starship, and certainly Starship was critical enough to rate.  But Dan had gone out on a limb, way out-The Senator’s fist clenched, and he drummed it helplessly on the empty seat, and felt a twinge of pain spread up his chest, down his arm.  He cursed, fumbled for the bottle in his vest pocket.  God damned heart and god damned brother and god damned Rinehart-did everything have to split the wrong way?  Now?  Of all times of all days of all his fifty-six years of life, now?

All right, Dan.  Cool, boy.  Relax.  Shame on you.  Can’t you quit being selfish just for a little while? Dan didn’t like the idea as it flickered through his mind, but then he didn’t like anything too much right then, so he forced the thought back for a rerun.

Big Dan Fowler, Senator Dan Fowler, Selfish Dan Fowler loves Dan Fowler mostly.

Poor Paul.

The words had been going through his mind like a silly chant since the first moment he had seen Nate Schirmer in the library.  Poor Paul.  Dan did all right for himself, he did-made quite a name down in Washington, you know, a fighter, a real fighter.  The Boy with the Golden Touch (joke, son, laugh now).  Everything he ever did worked out with him on top, somehow.  Paul was different.  Smart enough, plenty of the old gazoo, but he never had Dan’s drive.  Bad breaks, right down the line.  Kinda tough on a guy, with a comet like Dan in the family.  Poor Paul.

He let his mind drift back slowly, remembering little things, trying to spot the time, the single instant in time, when he stopped fighting Paul and started feeling sorry for him.  It had been different, years ago.  Paul was the smart one, all right.  Never had Dan’s build but he could think rings around him.  Dan was always a little slow-never forgot anything he learned, but he learned slow.  Still, there were ways to get around that-

Dad and Mom always liked Paul the best (their first boy, you know) and babied him more, and that was decidedly tougher to get around-Still there were ways.

Like the night the prize money came from the lottery, when he and Paul had split a ticket down the middle.  How old was he then-ten?  Eleven?  And Paul was fifteen.  He’d grubbed up the dollar polishing cars, and met Paul’s dollar halfway, never dreaming the thing would pay off.  And when it did!  Oh, he’d never forget that night.  He wanted the jet-racer.  The ticket paid two thousand, a hell of a lot of cash for a pair of boys-and the two thousand would buy the racer.  He’d been so excited tears had poured down his face....  But Paul had said no.  Split it even, just like the ticket, Paul had said.  There were hot words, and pleading, and threats, and Paul had just laughed at him until he got so mad he wanted to kill him with only his fists.  Bad mistake, that.  Paul was skinny, not much muscle, read books all the time it looked like a cinch.  But Paul had five years on him that he hadn’t counted on.  Important five years.  Paul connected with just one-enough to lay Dan flat on his back with a concussion and a broken jaw, and that, my boy, was that.

Almost.

Dan had won the fight, of course.  It was the broken jaw that did it, that night, later the fight Mom and Dad had, worse than usual, a cruel one, low blows, mean-But Dan got his racer, on the strength of the broken jaw.  That jaw had done him a lot of good.  Never grew quite right after that, got one of the centers of ossification, the doc had said, and Dan had been god’s gift to the pen-and-brush men with that heavy, angular jaw-a fighter’s jaw, they called it.

That started it, of course.  He knew then that he could beat Paul.  Good to know.  But never sure of it, always having to prove it.  The successes came, and always he let Paul know about them, watched Paul’s face like a cat.  And Paul would squirm, and sneer, and tell Dan that in the end it was brains that would pay off.  Sour grapes, of course.  If Paul had ever squared off to him again, man to man, they might have had it over with.  But Paul just seemed content to sit and quietly hate him.

Like the night he broke the Universalists in New Chicago, at the hundred-dollar-a-plate dinner.  He’d told them, that night.  That was the night they’d cold-shouldered him, and put Libby up to run for Mayor.  Oh, he’d raised a glorious stink that night-he’d never enjoyed himself so much in his life, turning their whole twisted machine right over to the public on a silver platter.  Cutting loose from the old crowd, appointing himself a committee of one to nominate himself on an Independent Reform ticket, campaign himself, and elect himself.  A whippersnapper of thirty-two.  Paul had been amused by it all, almost indulgent.  “You do get melodramatic, don’t you, Dan?  Well, if you want to cut your own throat, that’s your affair.”  And Dan had burned, and told Paul to watch the teevies, he’d see a thing or two, and he did, all right.  He remembered Paul’s face a few months later, when Libby conceded at 11:45 PM on election night, and Dan rode into office with a new crowd of livewires who were ready to help him plow into New Chicago and clean up that burg like it’d never been cleaned up.  And the sweetest part of the victory pie had been the look on Paul’s face that night-

So they’d fought, and he’d won and rubbed it in, and Paul had lost, and hated him for it, until that mysterious day-when had it really happened?-when “that big-brained brother of mine” changed subtly into “Christ, man, quit floundering!  Who wants engineers?  They’re all over the place, you’ll starve to death” and then finally, to “poor Paul.”

When had it happened?  Why?

Dan wondered, suddenly, if he had ever really forgiven Paul that blow to the jaw-

Perhaps.

He shook himself, scowling into the plastiglass window blackness.  Okay, they’d fought it out.  Always jolly, always making it out to be a big friendly game, only it never was a game.  He knew how much he owed to Paul.  He’d known it with growing concern for a lot of years.  And now if he had to drag him back to Washington by the hair, he’d drag the silly fool-