CHAPTER IV - ON THE EDGE OF UNCONSCIOUSNESS
Jimbo had fallen on his head.
Inside that head lay the mass of highly sensitive
matter called the brain, on which were recorded, of
course, the impressions of everything that had yet
come to him in life. A severe shock, such as
he had just sustained, was bound to throw these impressions
into confusion and disorder, jumbling them up into
new and strange combinations, obliterating some, and
exaggerating others. Jimbo himself was helpless
in the matter; he could exercise no control over their
antics until the doctors had once again reduced them
to order; he would have to wander, lost and lonely,
through the comparative chaos of disproportioned visions,
generally known as the region of delirium, until the
doctor, assisted by mother nature, restored him once
more to normal consciousness.
For a time everything was a blank,
but presently he stirred uneasily in the grass, and
the pictures graven on the tablets of his mind began
to come back to him line by line.
Yet, with certain changes: the
bull, for instance, had so far vanished into the background
of his thoughts that it had practically disappeared
altogether, and he recalled nothing of it but the wings the
huge, flapping wings. Of the creature to whom
the wings belonged he had no recollection beyond that
it was very large, and that it was chasing him from
the Empty House. The pain in his shoulders had
also gone; but what remained with undiminished vividness
were the sensations of flight without escape, the
breathless race up into the sky, and the swift, tumbling
drop again through the air on to the lawn.
This impression of rushing through
space short though the actual distance
had been was the dominating memory.
All else was apparently oblivion. He forgot where
he came from, and he forgot what he had been doing.
The events leading up to the catastrophe, indeed everything
connected with his existence previously as “Master
James,” had entirely vanished; and the slate
of memory had been wiped so clean that he had forgotten
even his own name!
Jimbo was lying, so to speak, on the
edge of unconsciousness, and for a time it seemed
uncertain whether he would cross the line into the
region of delirium and dreams, or fall back again
into his natural world. Terror, assisted by the
horns of the black bull, had tossed him into the borderland.
His last scream, however, had reached
the ears of the ubiquitous gardener, and help was
near at hand. He heard voices that seemed to come
from beyond the stars, and was aware that shadowy forms
were standing over him and talking in whispers.
But it was all very unreal; one minute the voices
sounded up in the sky, and the next in his very ears,
while the figures moved about, sometimes bending over
him, sometimes retreating and melting away like shadows
on a shifting screen.
Suddenly a blaze of light flashed
upon him, and his eyes flew open; he tumbled back
for a moment into his normal world. He wasn’t
on the grass at all, but was lying upon his own bed
in the night nursery. His mother was bending
over him with a very white face, and a tall man dressed
in black stood beside her, holding some kind of shining
instrument in his fingers. A little behind them
he saw Nixie, shading a lamp with her hand. Then
the white face came close over the pillow, and a voice
full of tenderness whispered, “My darling boy,
don’t you know me? It’s mother!
No one will hurt you. Speak to me, if you can,
dear.”
She stretched out her hands, and Jimbo
knew her and made an effort to answer. But it
seemed to him as if his whole body had suddenly become
a solid mass of iron, and he could control no part
of it; his lips and his hands both refused to move.
Before he could make a sign that he had understood
and was trying to reply, a fierce flame rushed between
them and blinded him, his eyes closed, and he dropped
back again into utter darkness. The walls flew
asunder and the ceiling melted into air, while the
bed sank away beneath him, down, down, down into an
abyss of shadows. The lamp in Nixie’s hands
dwindled into a star, and his mother’s anxious
face became a tiny patch of white in the distance,
blurred out of all semblance of a human countenance.
For a time the man in black seemed to hover over the
bed as it sank, as though he were trying to follow
it down; but it, too, presently joined the general
enveloping blackness and lost its outline. The
pain had blotted out everything, and the return to
consciousness had been only momentary.
Not all the doctors in the world could
have made things otherwise. Jimbo was off on
his travels at last travels in which the
chief incidents were directly traceable to the causes
and details of his accident: the terror of the
Empty House, the pursuit of its Inmate, the pain of
the bull’s horns, and, above all, the flight
through the air.
For everything in his subsequent adventures
found its inspiration in the events described, and
a singular parallel ran ever between the Jimbo upon
the bed in the night-nursery and the other emancipated
Jimbo wandering in the regions of unconsciousness
and delirium.