The darkness lasted a long time without
a break, and when it lifted all recollection of the
bedroom scene had vanished.
Jimbo found himself back again on
the grass. The swinging gate was just in front
of him, but he did not recognise it; no suggestion
of “Express Trains” came back to him as
his eyes rested without remembrance upon the bars
where he had so often swung, in defiance of orders,
with his brothers and sisters. Recollection of
his home, family, and previous life he had absolutely
none; or at least, it was buried so deeply in his
inner consciousness that it amounted to the same thing,
and he looked out upon the garden, the gate, and the
field beyond as upon an entirely new piece of the
world.
The stars, he saw, were nearly all
gone, and a very faint light was beginning to spread
from the woods beyond the field. The eastern
horizon was slowly brightening, and soon the night
would be gone. Jimbo was glad of this. He
began to be conscious of little thrills of expectation,
for with the light surely help would also come.
The light always brought relief, and he already felt
that strange excitement that comes with the first
signs of dawn. In the distance cocks were crowing,
horses began to stamp in the barns not far away, and
a hundred little stirrings of life ran over the surface
of the earth as the light crept slowly up the sky
and dropped down again upon the world with its message
of coming day.
Of course, help would come by the
time the sun was really up, and it was partly this
certainty, and partly because he was a little too dazed
to realise the seriousness of the situation, that
prevented his giving way to a fit of fear and weeping.
Yet a feeling of vague terror lay only a little way
below the surface, and when, a few moments later, he
saw that he was no longer alone, and that an odd-looking
figure was creeping towards him from the shrubberies,
he sprang to his feet, prepared to run unless it at
once showed the most friendly intentions.
This figure seemed to have come from
nowhere. Apparently it had risen out of the earth.
It was too large to have been concealed by the low
shrubberies; yet he had not been aware of its approach,
and it had appeared without making any noise.
Probably it was friendly, he felt, in spite of its
curious shape and the stealthy way it had come.
At least, he hoped so; and if he could only have told
whether it was a man or an animal he would easily
have made up his mind. But the uncertain light,
and the way it crouched half-hidden behind the bushes,
prevented this. So he stood, poised ready to
run, and yet waiting, hoping, indeed expecting every
minute a sign of friendliness and help.
In this way the two faced each other
silently for some time, until the feeling of terror
gradually stole deeper into the boy’s heart and
began to rob him of full power over his muscles.
He wondered if he would be able to run when the time
came, and whether he could run fast enough. This
was how it first showed itself, this suggestion of
insidious fear. Would he be able to keep up the
start he had? Would it chase him? Would
it run like a man or like an animal, on four legs or
on two? He wished he could see more clearly what
it was. He still stood his ground pluckily, facing
it and waiting, but the fear, once admitted to his
mind, was gaining strength, and he began to feel cold
and shivery. Then suddenly the tension came to
an end. In two strides the figure came up close
to his side, and the same second Jimbo was lifted off
his feet and borne swiftly away across the field.
He felt quite unable to offer the
least resistance, and at the same time he felt a sense
of relief that something had happened at last.
He was still not sure that the figure was unkind;
only its shape filled him with a feeling that was
certainly the beginning of real horror. It was
the shape of a man, he thought, but of a very large
and ill-constructed man; for it certainly had moved
on two legs and had caught him up in a pair of tremendously
strong arms. But there was something else it had
besides arms, for a kind of soft cloak hung all round
it and wrapped the boy from head to foot, preventing
him seeing his captor properly, and at the same time
filling his body with a kind of warm drowsiness that
mitigated his active fear and made him rather like
the sensation of being carried along so easily and
so fast.
But was he being carried? The
pace they were going was amazing, and he moved as
easily as a sailing boat, and with the same swinging
motion. Could it be some animal like a horse
after all? Jimbo tried to see more, but found
it impossible to free himself from the folds of the
enveloping substance, and meanwhile they were swinging
forward at what seemed a tremendous pace over fields
and ditches, through hedges, and down long lanes.
The odours of earth, and dew-drenched
grass, and opening flowers came to him. He heard
the birds singing, and felt the cool morning air sting
his cheeks as they raced along. There was no
jolting or jarring, and the figure seemed to cover
the ground as lightly as though it hardly touched
the earth. It was certainly not a dream, he was
sure of that; but the longer they went on the drowsier
he became, and the less he wondered whether the figure
was going to help him or to do something dreadful to
him. He was now thoroughly afraid, and yet, strange
contradiction, he didn’t care a bit. Let
the figure do what it liked; it was only a sort of
nightmare person after all, and might vanish as suddenly
as it had arrived.
For a long time they raced forward
at this great speed, and then with a bump and a crash
they stopped suddenly short, and Jimbo felt himself
let down upon the solid earth. He tried to free
himself at once from the folds of the clinging substance
that enveloped him, but, before he could do so and
see what his captor was really like, he heard a door
slam and felt himself pushed along what seemed to
be the hallways of a house. His eyes were clear
now and he could see, but the darkness had come down
again so thickly that all he could discover was that
the figure was urging him along the floor of a large
empty hall, and that they were in a dark and empty
building.
Jimbo tried hard to see his captor,
but the figure, dim enough in the uncertain light,
always managed to hide its face and keep itself bunched
up in such a way that he could never see more than
a great, dark mass of a body, from which long legs
and arms shot out like telescopes, draped in a sort
of clinging cloak. Now that the rapid motion through
the air had ceased, the boy’s drowsiness passed
a little, and he began to shiver with fear and to
feel that the tears could not be kept back much longer.
Probably in another minute he would
have started to run for his life, when a new sound
caught his ears and made him listen intently, while
a feeling of wonder and delight caught his heart,
and made him momentarily forget the figure pushing
him forward from behind.
Was it the wind he heard? Or
was it the voices of children all singing together
very low? It was a gentle, sighing sound that
rose and fell with mournful modulations and seemed
to come from the very centre of the building; it held,
too, a strange, far-away murmur, like the surge of
a faint breeze moving in the tree-tops. It might
be the wind playing round the walls of the building,
or it might be children singing in hushed voices.
One minute he thought it was outside the house, and
the next he was certain it came from somewhere in
the upper part of the building. He glanced up,
and fancied for one moment that he saw in the darkness
a crowd of little faces peering down at him over the
banisters, and that as they disappeared he heard the
sound of many little feet moving, and then a door
hurriedly closing. But a push from the figure
behind that nearly sent him sprawling at the foot
of the stairs, prevented his hearing very clearly,
and the light was far too dim to let him feel sure
of what he had seen.
They passed quickly along deserted
corridors and through winding passages. No one
seemed about. The interior of the house was chilly,
and the keen air nipped. After going up several
flights of stairs they stopped at last in front of
a door, and before Jimbo had a moment to turn and
dash downstairs again past the figure, as he had meant
to do, he was pushed violently forward into a room.
The door slammed after him, and he
heard the heavy tread of the figure as it went down
the staircase again into the bottom of the house.
Then he saw that the room was full of light and of
small moving beings.
Curiosity and astonishment now for
a moment took the place of fear, and Jimbo, with a
thumping heart and clenched fists, stood and stared
at the scene before him. He stiffened his little
legs and leaned against the wall for support, but
he felt full of fight in case anything happened, and
with wide-open eyes he tried to take in the whole scene
at once and be ready for whatever might come.
But there seemed no immediate cause
for alarm, and when he realised that the beings in
the room were apparently children, and only children,
his rather mixed sensations of astonishment and fear
gave place to an emotion of overpowering shyness.
He became exceedingly embarrassed, for he was surrounded
by children of all ages and sizes, staring at him just
as hard as he was staring at them.
The children, he began to take in,
were all dressed in black; they looked frightened
and unhappy; their bodies were thin and their faces
very white. There was something else about them
he could not quite name, but it inspired him with
the same sense of horror that he had felt in the arms
of the Figure who had trapped him. For he now
realised definitely that he had been trapped; and
he also began to realise for the first time that,
though he still had the body of a little boy, his
way of thinking and judging was sometimes more like
that of a grown-up person. The two alternated,
and the result was an odd confusion; for sometimes
he felt like a child and thought like a man, while
at others he felt like a man and thought like a child.
Something had gone wrong, very much wrong; and, as
he watched this group of silent children facing him,
he knew suddenly that what was just beginning to happen
to him had happened to them long, long ago.
For they looked as if they had been
a long, long time in the world, yet their bodies had
not kept pace with their minds. Something had
happened to stop the growth of the body, while allowing
the mind to go on developing. The bodies were
not stunted or deformed; they were well-formed, nice
little children’s bodies, but the minds within
them were grown-up, and the incongruity was distressing.
All this he suddenly realised in a flash, intuitively,
just as though it had been most elaborately explained
to him; yet he could not have put the least part of
it into words or have explained what he saw and felt
to another.
He saw that they had the hands and
figures of children, the heads of children, the unlined
faces and smooth foreheads of children, but their
gestures, and something in their movements, belonged
to grown-up people, and the expression of their eyes
in meaning and intelligence was the expression of
old people and not of children. And the expression
in the eyes of every one of them he saw was the expression
of terror and of pain. The effect was so singular
that he seemed face to face with an entirely new order
of creatures: a child’s features with a
man’s eyes; a child’s figure with a woman’s
movements; full-grown souls cramped and cribbed in
absurdly inadequate bodies and little, puny frames;
the old trying uncouthly to express itself in the
young.
The grown-up, old portion of him had
been uppermost as he stared and received these impressions,
but now suddenly it passed away, and he felt as a
little boy again. He glanced quickly down at his
own little body in the alpaca knickerbockers and sailor
blouse, and then, with a sigh of relief, looked up
again at the strange group facing him. So far,
at any rate, he had not changed, and there was nothing
yet to suggest that he was becoming like them in appearance
at least.
With his back against the door he
faced the roomful of children who stood there motionless
and staring; and as he looked, wild feelings rushed
over him and made him tremble. Who was he?
Where had he come from? Where in the world had
he spent the other years of his life, the forgotten
years? There seemed to be no one to whom he could
go for comfort, no one to answer questions; and there
was such a lot he wanted to ask. He seemed to
be so much older, and to know so much more than he
ought to have known, and yet to have forgotten so much
that he ought not to have forgotten.
His loss of memory, however, was of
course only partial. He had forgotten his own
identity, and all the people with whom he had so far
in life had to do; yet at the same time he was dimly
conscious that he had just left all these people,
and that some day he would find them again. It
was only the surface-layers of memory that had vanished,
and these had not vanished for ever, but only sunk
down a little below the horizon.
Then, presently, the children began
to range themselves in rows between him and the opposite
wall, without once taking their horrible, intelligent
eyes off him as they moved. He watched them with
growing dread, but at last his curiosity became so
strong that it overcame everything else, and in a
voice that he meant to be very brave, but that sounded
hardly above a whisper, he said:
“Who are you? And what’s been done
to you?”
The answer came at once in a whisper
as low as his own, though he could not distinguish
who spoke:
“Listen and you shall know. You, too, are
now one of us.”
Immediately the children began a slow,
impish sort of dance before him, moving almost with
silent feet over the boards, yet with a sedateness
and formality that had none of the unconscious grace
of children. And, as they danced, they sang,
but in voices so low, that it was more like the mournful
sighing of wind among branches than human voices.
It was the sound he had already heard outside the
building.
“We are the children of the whispering
night,
Who live eternally in dreadful fright
Of stories told us in the grey twilight
By nurserymaids!
We are the children of a winter’s
day;
Under our breath we chant this mournful
lay;
We dance with phantoms and with
shadows play,
And
have no rest.
We have no joy in any children’s
game,
For happiness to us is but a name,
Since Terror kissed us with his
lips of flame
In
wicked jest.
We hear the little voices in the
wind
Singing of freedom we may never
find,
Victims of fate so cruelly unkind,
We
are unblest.
We hear the little footsteps in
the rain
Running to help us, though they
run in vain,
Tapping in hundreds on the window-pane
In
vain behest.
We are the children of the whispering
night,
Who dwell unrescued in eternal fright
Of stories told us in the dim twilight
By nurserymaids!”
The plaintive song and the dance ceased
together, and before Jimbo could find any words to
clothe even one of the thoughts that crowded through
his mind, he saw them moving towards a door he had
not hitherto noticed on the other side of the room.
A moment later they had opened it and passed out,
sedate, mournful, unhurried; and the boy found that
in some way he could not understand the light had
gone with them, and he was standing with his back
against the wall in almost total darkness.
Once out of the room, no sound followed
them, and he crossed over and tried the handle of
the door. It was locked. Then he went back
and tried the other door; that, too, was locked.
He was shut in. There was no longer any doubt
as to the Figure’s intentions; he was a prisoner,
trapped like an animal in a cage.
The only thought in his mind just
then was an intense desire for freedom. Whatever
happened he must escape. He crossed the floor
to the only window in the room; it was without blinds,
and he looked out. But instantly he recoiled
with a fresh and overpowering sense of helplessness,
for it was three storeys from the ground, and down
below in the shadows he saw a paved courtyard that
rendered jumping utterly out of the question.
He stood for a long time, fighting
down the tears, and staring as if his heart would
break at the field and trees beyond. A high wall
enclosed the yard, but beyond that was freedom and
open space. Feelings of loneliness and helplessness,
terror and dismay overwhelmed him. His eyes burned
and smarted, yet, strange to say, the tears now refused
to come and bring him relief. He could only stand
there with his elbows on the window-sill, and watch
the outline of the trees and hedges grow clearer and
clearer as the light drew across the sky, and the moment
of sunrise came close.
But when at last he turned back into
the room, he saw that he was no longer alone.
Crouching against the opposite wall there was a hooded
figure steadily watching him.