Shocks of terror, as they increase
in number, apparently lessen in effect; the repeated
calls made upon Jimbo’s soul by the emotions
of fear and astonishment had numbed it; otherwise
the knowledge that he was locked in the room with
this mysterious creature beyond all possibility of
escape must have frightened him, as the saying is,
out of his skin.
As it was, however, he kept his head
in a wonderful manner, and simply stared at the silent
intruder as hard as ever he could stare. How in
the world it got in was the principal thought in his
mind, and after that: what in the world was it?
The dawn must have come very swiftly,
or else he had been staring longer than he knew, for
just then the sun topped the edge of the world and
the window-sill simultaneously, and sent a welcome
ray of sunshine into the dingy room. It turned
the grey light to silver, and fell full upon the huddled
figure crouching against the opposite wall. Jimbo
caught his breath, and stared harder than ever.
It was a human figure, the figure,
apparently, of a man, sitting crumpled up in a very
uncomfortable sort of position on his haunches.
It sat perfectly still. A black cloak, with loose
sleeves, and a cowl or hood that completely concealed
the face, covered it from head to foot. The material
of the cloak could not have been very thick, for inside
the hood he caught the gleam of eyes as they roamed
about the room and followed his movements. But
for this glitter of the moving eyes it might have
been a figure carved in wood. Was it going to
sit there for ever watching him? At first he
was afraid it was going to speak; then he was afraid
it wasn’t. It might rise suddenly and come
towards him; yet the thought that it would not move
at all was worse still.
In this way the two faced each other
for several minutes until, just as the position was
becoming simply unbearable, a low whisper ran round
the room: “At last! Oh! I’ve
found him at last!” Jimbo was not quite sure
of the words, though it was certainly a human voice
that had spoken; but, the suspense once broken, the
boy could not stand it any longer, and with a rush
of desperate courage he found his voice a
very husky one and moved a step forward.
“Who are you, please, and how
did you get in?” he ventured with a great
effort.
Then he fell back against the wall,
amazed at his own daring, and waited with tightly-clenched
fists for an answer. But he had not to wait very
long, for almost immediately the figure rose awkwardly
to its feet, and came over to where he stood.
Its manner of moving may best be described as shuffling;
and it stretched in front of it a long cloaked arm,
on which the sleeve hung, he thought, like clothes
on a washing line.
He breathed hard, and waited.
Like many other people with strong wills and sensitive
nerves, Jimbo was both brave and a coward: he
hoped nothing horrid was going to happen, but he was
quite ready if it should. Yet, now that the actual
moment had come, he had no particular fear, and when
he felt the touch of the hand on his shoulder, the
words sprang naturally to his lips with a little trembling
laugh, more of wonder perhaps than anything else.
“You do look a horrid ... brute,”
he was going to say, but at the last moment he changed
it to “thing,” for, with the true
intuition of a child, he recognised that the creature
inside the cloak was a kind creature and well disposed
towards him. “But how did you get in?”
he added, looking up bravely into the black visage,
“because the doors are both locked on the outside,
and I couldn’t get out?”
By way of reply the figure shuffled
to one side, and, taking the hand from his shoulder,
pointed silently to a trap-door in the floor behind
him. As he looked, he saw it was being shut down
stealthily by some one beneath.
“Hush!” whispered the
figure, almost inaudibly. “He’s watching!”
“Who’s watching?”
he cried, curiosity taking the place of every other
emotion. “I want to see.” He
ran forward to the spot where the trap-door now lay
flush with the floor, but, before he had gone two steps,
the black arms shot out and caught him. He turned,
struggling, and in the scuffle that followed the cloak
shrouding the figure became disarranged; the hood
dropped from the face, and he found himself looking
straight into the eyes, not of a man, but of a woman!
“It’s you!” he cried, “YOU !”
A shock ran right through his body
from his head to his feet, like a current of electricity,
and he caught his breath as though he had been struck.
For one brief instant the sinister face of some one
who had terrified him in the past came back vividly
to his mind, and he shrank away in terror. But
it was only for an instant, the twentieth part of an
instant. Immediately, before he could even remember
the name, recognition passed into darkness and his
memory shut down with a snap. He was staring
into the face of an utter stranger, about whom he knew
nothing and had no feelings particularly one way or
another.
“I thought I knew you,”
he gasped, “but I’ve forgotten you again and
I thought you were going to be a man, too.”
“Jimbo!” cried the other,
and in her voice was such unmistakable tenderness
and yearning that the boy knew at once beyond doubt
that she was his friend, “Jimbo!”
She knelt down on the floor beside
him, so that her face was on a level with his, and
then opened both her arms to him. But though Jimbo
was glad to have found a friend who was going to help
him, he felt no particular desire to be embraced,
and he stood obstinately where he was with his back
to the window.
The morning sunshine fell upon her
features and touched the thick coils of her hair with
glory. It was not, strictly speaking, a pretty
face, but the look of real human tenderness there
was very welcome and comforting, and in the kind brown
eyes there shone a strange light that was not merely
the reflection of the sunlight. The boy felt his
heart warm to her as he looked, but her expression
puzzled him, and he would not accept the invitation
of her arms.
“Won’t you come to me?”
she said, her arms still outstretched.
“I want to know who you are,
and what I’m doing here,” he said.
“I feel so funny so old and so young and
all mixed up. I can’t make out who I am
a bit. What’s that funny name you call me?”
“Jimbo is your name,” she said softly.
“Then what’s your name?”
he asked quickly.
“My name,” she repeated
slowly after a pause, “is not as nice
as yours. Besides, you need not know my name you
might dislike it.”
“But I must have something to call you,”
he persisted.
“But if I told you, and you
disliked the name, you might dislike me too,”
she said, still hesitating.
Jimbo saw the expression of sadness
in her eyes, and it won his confidence though he hardly
knew why. He came up closer to her and put his
puzzled little face next to hers.
“I like you very much already,”
he whispered, “and if your name is a horrid
one I’ll change it for you at once. Please
tell me what it is.”
She drew the boy to her and gave him
a little hug, and he did not resist. For a long
time she did not answer. He felt vaguely that
something of dreadful importance hung about this revelation
of her name. He repeated his question, and at
length she replied, speaking in a very low voice,
and with her eyes fixed intently upon his face.
“My name,” she said, “is Ethel Lake.”
“Ethel Lake,” he repeated
after her. The words sounded somehow familiar
to him; surely he had heard that name before.
Were not the words associated with something in his
past that had been unpleasant? A curious sinking
sensation came over him as he heard them.
His companion watched him intently
while he repeated the words over to himself several
times, as if to make sure he had got them right.
There was a moment’s hesitation as he slowly
went over them once again. Then he turned to
her, laughing.
“I like your name, Ethel Lake,”
he said. “It’s a nice name Miss Miss ”
Again he hesitated, while a little warning tremor
ran through his mind, and he wondered for an instant
why he said “Miss.” But it passed
as suddenly as it had come, and he finished the sentence “Miss
Lake, I shall call you.” He stared into
her eyes as he said it.
“Then you don’t remember
me at all?” she cried, with a sigh of intense
relief. “You’ve quite forgotten?”
“I never saw you before, did
I? How can I remember you? I don’t
remember any of the things I’ve forgotten.
Are you one of them?”
For reply she caught him to her breast
and kissed him. “You precious little boy!”
she said. “I’m so glad, oh, so glad!”
“But do you remember me?”
he asked, sorely puzzled. “Who am I?
Haven’t I been born yet, or something funny
like that?”
“If you don’t remember
me,” said the other, her face happy with
smiles that had evidently come only just in time to
prevent tears, “there’s not much good
telling you who you are. But your name,
if you really want to know, is ”
She hesitated a moment.
“Be quick, Eth Miss Lake, or you’ll
forget it again.”
She laughed rather bitterly.
“Oh, I never forget. I can’t!”
she said. “I wish I could. Your name
is James Stone, and Jimbo is ‘short’ for
James. Now you know.”
She might just as well have said Bill
Sykes for all the boy knew or remembered.
“What a silly name!” he
laughed. “But it can’t be my real
name, or I should know it. I never heard it before.”
After a moment he added, “Am I an old man?
I feel just like one. I suppose I’m grown
up grown up so fast that I’ve forgotten
what came before ”
“You’re not grown up,
dear, at least, not exactly ”
She glanced down at his alpaca knickerbockers and
brown stockings; and as he followed her eyes and saw
the dirty buttoned-boots there came into his mind some
dim memory of where he had last put them on, and of
some one who had helped him. But it all passed
like a swift meteor across the dark night of his forgetfulness
and was lost in mist.
“You mustn’t judge by
these silly clothes,” he laughed. “I
shall change them as soon as I get as soon
as I can find ” He stopped
short. No words came. A feeling of utter
loneliness and despair swept suddenly over him, drenching
him from head to foot. He felt lost and friendless,
naked, homeless, cold. He was ever on the brink
of regaining a whole lot of knowledge and experience
that he had known once long ago, ever so long ago,
but it always kept just out of his reach. He glanced
at Miss Lake, feeling that she was his only possible
comfort in a terrible situation. She met his
look and drew him tenderly towards her.
“Now, listen to me,” she
said gently, “I’ve something to tell you about
myself.”
He was all attention in a minute.
“I am a discharged governess,”
she began, holding her breath when once the words
were out.
“Discharged!” he repeated
vaguely. “What’s that? What for?”
“For frightening a child.
I told a little boy awful stories that weren’t
true. They terrified him so much that I was sent
away. That’s why I’m here now.
It’s my punishment. I am a prisoner here
until I can find him and help him to escape ”
“Oh, I say!” he exclaimed
quickly, as though remembering something. But
it passed, and he looked up at her half-bored, half-politely.
“Escape from what?” he asked.
“From here. This is the
Empty House I told the stories about; and you are
the little boy I frightened. Now, at last,
I’ve found you, and am going to save you.”
She paused, watching him with eyes that never left
his face for an instant.
Jimbo was delighted to hear he was
going to be rescued, but he felt no interest at all
in her story of having frightened a little boy, who
was himself. He thought it was very nice of her
to take so much trouble, and he told her so, and when
he went up and kissed her and thanked her, he saw
to his surprise that she was crying. For the life
of him he could not understand why a discharged governess
whom he met, apparently, for the first time in the
Empty House, should weep over him and show him so
much affection. But he could think of nothing
to say, so he just waited till she had finished.
“You see, if I can save you,”
she said between her sobs, “it will be all right
again, and I shall be forgiven, and shall be able to
escape with you. I want you to escape, so that
you can get back to life again.”
“Oh, then I’m dead, am I?”
“Not exactly dead,” she
said, drying her eyes with the corner of her black
hood. “You’ve had a funny accident,
you know. If your body gets all right, so that
you can go back and live in it again, then you’re
not dead. But if it’s so badly injured
that you can’t work in it any more, then you
are dead, and will have to stay dead. You’re
still joined to the body in a fashion, you see.”
He stared and listened, not understanding
much. It all bored him. She talked without
explaining, he thought. An immense sponge had
passed over the slate of the past and wiped it clean
beyond recall. He was utterly perplexed.
“How funny you are!” he
said vaguely, thinking more of her tears than her
explanations.
“Water won’t stay in a
cracked bottle,” she went on, “and you
can’t stay in a broken body. But they’re
trying to mend it now, and if we can escape in time
you can be an ordinary, happy little boy in the world
again.”
“Then are you dead, too?” he asked, “or
nearly dead?”
“I am out of my body, like you,”
she answered evasively, after a moment’s pause.
He was still looking at her in a dazed
sort of way, when she suddenly sprang to her feet
and let the hood drop back over her face.
“Hush!” she whispered, “he’s
listening again.”
At the same moment a sound came from
beneath the floor on the other side of the room, and
Jimbo saw the trap-door being slowly raised above the
level of the floor.
“Your number is 102,”
said a voice that sounded like the rushing of a river.
Instantly the trap-door dropped again,
and he heard heavy steps rumbling away into the interior
of the house. He looked at his companion and saw
her terrified face as she lifted her hood.
“He always blunders along like
that,” she whispered, bending her head on one
side to listen. “He can’t see properly
in the daylight. He hates sunshine, and usually
only goes out after dark.” She was white
and trembling.
“Is that the person who brought
me in here this morning at such a frightful pace?”
he asked, bewildered.
She nodded. “He wanted
to get in before it was light, so that you couldn’t
see his face.”
“Is he such a fright?”
asked the boy, beginning to share her evident feeling
of horror.
“He is Fright!”
she said in an awed whisper. “But never
talk about him again unless you can’t help it;
he always knows when he’s being talked about,
and he likes it, because it gives him more power.”
Jimbo only stared at her without comprehending.
Then his mind jumped to something else he wanted badly
to have explained, and he asked her about his number,
and why he was called N.
“Oh, that’s easier,”
she said, “102 is your number among the Frightened
Children; there are 101 of them, and you are the last
arrival. Haven’t you seen them yet?
It is also the temperature of your broken little body
lying on the bed in the night nursery at home,”
she added, though he hardly caught her words, so low
were they spoken.
Jimbo then described how the children
had sung and danced to him, and went on to ask a hundred
questions about them. But Miss Lake would give
him very little information, and said he would not
have very much to do with them. Most of them
had been in the House for years and years so
long that they could probably never escape at all.
“They are all frightened children,”
she said. “Little ones scared out of their
wits by silly people who meant to amuse them with stories,
or to frighten them into being well behaved nursery-maids,
elder sisters, and even governesses!”
“And they can never escape?”
“Not unless the people who frightened
them come to their rescue and run the risk of being
caught themselves.”
As she spoke there rose from the depths
of the house the sound of muffled voices, children’s
voices singing faintly together; it rose and fell
exactly like the wind, and with as little tune; it
was weird and magical, but so utterly mournful that
the boy felt the tears start to his eyes. It
drifted away, too, just as the wind does over the tops
of the trees, dying into the distance; and all became
still again.
“It’s just like the wind,”
he said, “and I do love the wind. It makes
me feel so sad and so happy. Why is it?”
The governess did not answer.
“How old am I really?”
he went on. “How can I be so old and so
ignorant? I’ve forgotten such an awful lot
of knowledge.”
“The fact is well,
perhaps, you won’t quite understand but
you’re really two ages at once. Sometimes
you feel as old as your body, and sometimes as old
as your soul. You’re still connected with
your body; so you get the sensations of both mixed
up.”
“Then is the body younger than the soul?”
“The soul that is
yourself,” she answered, “is, oh, so old,
awfully old, as old as the stars, and older.
But the body is no older than itself of
course, how could it be?”
“Of course,” repeated
the boy, who was not listening to a word she said.
“How could it be?”
“But it doesn’t matter
how old you are or how young you feel, as long as
you don’t hate me for having frightened you,”
she said after a pause. “That’s the
chief thing.”
He was very, very puzzled. He
could not help feeling it had been rather unkind of
her to frighten him so badly that he had literally
been frightened out of his skin; but he couldn’t
remember anything about it, and she was taking so
much trouble to save him now that he quite forgave
her. He nestled up against her, and said of course
he liked her, and she stroked his curly head and mumbled
a lot of things to herself that he couldn’t
understand a bit.
But in spite of his new-found friend
the feeling of over-mastering loneliness would suddenly
rush over him. She might be a protector, but
she was not a real companion; and he knew that
somewhere or other he had left a lot of other real
companions whom he now missed dreadfully. He
longed more than he could say for freedom; he wanted
to be able to come and go as he pleased; to play about
in a garden somewhere as of old; to wander over soft
green lawns among laburnums and sweet-smelling lilac
trees, and to be up to all his old tricks and mischief though
he could not remember in detail what they were.
In a word, he wanted to escape; his
whole being yearned to escape and be free again; yet
here he was a wretched prisoner in a room like a prison-cell,
with a sort of monster for a keeper, and a troop of
horrible frightened children somewhere else in the
house to keep him company. And outside there
was only a hard, narrow, paved courtyard with a high
wall round it. Oh, it was too terrible to think
of, and his heart sank down within him till he felt
as if he could do nothing else but cry.
“I shall save you in time,”
whispered the governess, as though she read his thoughts.
“You must be patient, and do what I tell you,
and I promise to get you out. Only be brave,
and don’t ask too many questions. We shall
win in the end and escape.”
Suddenly he looked up, with quite
a new expression in his face. “But I say,
Miss Cake, I’m frightfully hungry. I’ve
had nothing to eat since I can’t
remember when, but ever so long ago.”
“You needn’t call me Miss Cake, though,”
she laughed.
“I suppose it’s because I’m so hungry.”
“Then you’ll call me Miss
Lake when you’re thirsty, perhaps,” she
said. “But, anyhow, I’ll see what
I can get you. Only, you must eat as little as
possible. I want you to get very thin. What
you feel is not really hunger it’s
only a memory of hunger, and you’ll soon get
used to it.”
He stared at her with a very distressful
little face as she crossed the room making this new
announcement; and just as she disappeared through
the trap-door, only her head being visible, she added
with great emphasis, “The thinner you get the
better; because the thinner you are the lighter you
are, and the lighter you are the easier it will be
to escape. Remember, the thinner the better the
lighter the better and don’t ask
a lot of questions about it.”
With that the trap-door closed over
her, and Jimbo was left alone with her last strange
words ringing in his ears.