A week passed, and Jimbo began to
wonder if the pains he so much dreaded, yet so eagerly
longed for, were ever coming at all. The imprisonment
was telling upon him, and he grew very thin, and consequently
very light.
The nights, though he spent them alone,
were easily borne, for he was then intensely occupied,
and the time passed swiftly; the moment it was dark
he stepped into the Gallery of Memories, and in a little
while passed into a new world of wonder and delight.
But the daytime seemed always long. He stood
for hours by the window watching the trees and the
sky, and what he saw always set painful currents running
through his blood unsatisfied longings,
yearnings, and immense desires he never could understand.
The white clouds on their swift journeys
took with them something from his heart every time
he looked upon them; they melted into air and blue
sky, and lo! that “something” came back
to him charged with all the wild freedom and magic
of open spaces, distance, and rushing winds.
But the change was close at hand.
One night, as he was standing by the
open window listening to the drip of the rain, he
felt a deadly weakness steal over him; the strength
went out of his legs. First he turned hot, and
then he turned cold; clammy perspiration broke out
all over him, and it was all he could do to crawl
across the room and throw himself on to the bed.
But no sooner was he stretched out on the mattress
than the feelings passed entirely, and left behind
them an intoxicating sense of strength and lightness.
His muscles became like steel springs; his bones were
strong as iron and light as cork; a wonderful vigour
had suddenly come into him, and he felt as if he had
just stepped from a dungeon into fresh air. He
was ready to face anything in the world.
But, before he had time to realise
the full enjoyment of these new sensations, a stinging,
blinding pain shot suddenly through his right shoulder
as if a red-hot iron had pierced to the very bone.
He screamed out in agony; though, even while he screamed,
the pain passed. Then the same thing happened
in his other shoulder. It shot through his back
with equal swiftness, and was gone, leaving him lying
on the bed trembling with pain. But the instant
it was gone the delightful sensations of strength
and lightness returned, and he felt as if his whole
body were charged with some new and potent force.
The pains had come at last! Jimbo
had no notion how they could possibly be connected
with escape, but Miss Lake his kind and
faithful friend, Miss Lake had said that
no escape was possible without them; and had promised
that they should be brief. And this was true,
for the entire episode had not taken a minute of time.
“ESCAPE, ESCAPE!” the
words rushed through him like a flame of fire.
Out of this dreadful Empty House, into the open spaces;
beyond the prison wall; out where the wind and the
rain could touch him; where he could feel the grass
beneath his feet, and could see the whole sky at once,
instead of this narrow strip through the window.
His thoughts flew to the stars and the clouds....
But a strange humming of voices interrupted
his flight of imagination, and he saw that the room
was suddenly full of moving figures. They were
passing before him with silent footsteps, across the
window from door to door. How they had come in,
or how they went out, he never knew; but his heart
stood still for an instant as he recognised the mournful
figures of the Frightened Children filing before him
in a slow procession. They were singing though
it sounded more like a chorus of whispering than actual
singing and as they moved past with the
measured steps of their sorrowful dance, he caught
the words of the song he had heard them sing when
he first came into the house:
“We hear the little voices in the
wind
Singing of freedom we may never
find.”
Jimbo put his fingers into his ears,
but still the sound came through. He heard the
words almost as if they were inside himself his
own thoughts singing:
“We hear the little footsteps in
the rain
Running to help us, though they
run in vain,
Tapping in hundreds on the window-pane.”
The horrible procession filed past
and melted away near the door. They were gone
as mysteriously as they had come, and almost before
he realised it.
He sprang from the bed and tried the
doors; both were locked. How in the world had
the children got in and out? The whispering voices
rose again on the night air, and this time he was
sure they came from outside. He ran to the open
window and thrust his head out cautiously. Sure
enough, the procession was moving slowly, still with
the steps of that impish dance across the courtyard
stones. He could just make out the slow waving
arms, the thin bodies, and the white little faces as
they passed on silent feet through the darkness, and
again a fragment of the song rose to his ears as he
watched, and filled him with an overpowering sadness:
“We have no joy in any children’s
game,
For happiness to us is but a name,
Since Terror kissed us with his
lips of flame.”
Then he noticed that the group was
growing smaller. Already the numbers were less.
Somewhere, over there in the dark corner of the yard,
the children disappeared, though it was too dark to
see precisely how or where.
“We dance with phantoms, and
with shadows play,” rose to his ears.
Suddenly he remembered the little
white upright stones he had seen in that corner of
the yard, and understood. One by one they vanished
just behind those stones.
Jimbo shivered, and drew his head
in. He did not like those upright stones; they
made him uncomfortable and afraid. Now, however,
the last child had disappeared and the song had ceased.
He realised what his fate would be if the escape were
not successful; he would become one of this band of
Frightened Children; dwelling somewhere behind the
upright stones; a terrified shadow, waiting in vain
to be rescued, waiting perhaps for ever and ever.
The thought brought the tears to his eyes, but he
somehow managed to choke them down. He knew it
was the young portion of him only that felt afraid the
body; the older self could not feel fear, and had
nothing to do with tears.
He lay down again upon the hard mattress
and waited; and soon afterwards the first crimson
streaks of sunrise appeared behind the high elms, and
rooks began to caw and shake their wings in the upper
branches. A little later the governess came in.
Before he could move out of the way for
he disliked being embraced she had her
arms round his neck, and was covering him with kisses.
He saw tears in her eyes.
“You darling Jimbo!” she cried, “they’ve
come at last.”
“How do you know?” he
asked, surprised at her knowledge and puzzled by her
display of emotion.
“I heard you scream to begin
with. Besides, I’ve been watching.”
“Watching?”
“Yes, and listening too, every
night, every single night. You’ve hardly
been a minute out of my sight,” she added.
“I think it’s awfully
good of you,” he said doubtfully, “but ”
A flood of questions followed about
the upright stones, the shadowy children, where she
spent the night “watching him,” and a hundred
other things besides. But he got little satisfaction
out of her. He never did when it was Jimbo, the
child, that asked; and he remained Jimbo, the child,
all that day. She only told him that all was going
well. The pains had come; he had grown nice and
thin, and light; the children had come into his room
as a hint that he belonged to their band, and other
things had happened about which she would tell him
later. The crisis was close at hand. That
was all he could get out of her.
“It won’t be long now,”
she said excitedly. “They’ll come
to-night, I expect.”
“What will come to-night?”
he asked, with querulous wonder.
“Wait and see!” was all
the answer he got. “Wait and see!”
She told him to lie quietly on the
bed and to have patience.
With asking questions, and thinking,
and wondering, the day passed very quickly. With
the lengthening shadows his excitement began to grow.
Presently Miss Lake took her departure and went off
to her unknown and mysterious abode; he watched her
disappear through the floor with mingled feelings,
wondering what would have happened before he saw her
again. She gave him a long, last look as she sank
away below the boards, but it was a look that brought
him fresh courage, and her eyes were happy and smiling.
Tingling already with expectancy he
got into the bed and lay down, his brain alive with
one word ESCAPE.
From where he lay he saw the stars
in the narrow strip of sky; he heard the wind whispering
in the branches; he even smelt the perfume of the
fields and hedges grass, flowers, dew, and
the sweet earth the odours of freedom.
The governess had, for some reason
she refused to explain, taken his blouse away with
her. For a long time he puzzled over this, seeking
reasons and finding none. But, while in the act
of stroking his bare arms, the pains of the night
before suddenly returned to both shoulders at once.
Fire seemed to run down his back, splitting his bones
apart, and then passed even more quickly than before,
leaving him with the same wonderful sensations of
lightness and strength. He felt inclined to shout
and run and jump, and it was only the memory of the
governess’s earnest caution to “lie quietly”
that prevented his new emotions passing into acts.
With very great effort he lay still
all night long; and it was only when the room at last
began to get light again that he turned on his side,
preparatory to getting up.
But there was something new something
different! He rested on his elbow, waiting.
Something had happened to him. Cautiously he sat
on the edge of the bed, and stretched out one foot
and touched the floor. Excitement ran through
him like a wave. There was a great change, a
tremendous change; for as he stepped out gingerly on
to the floor something followed him from the bed.
It clung to his back; it touched both shoulders at
once; it stroked his ribs, and tickled the skin of
his arms.
Half frightened, he brought the other
leg over, and stood boldly upright on both feet.
But the weight still clung to his back. He looked
over his shoulder. Yes! it was trailing after
him from the bed; it was fan-shaped, and brilliant
in colour. He put out a hand and touched it;
it was soft and glossy; then he took it deliberately
between his fingers; it was smooth as velvet, and
had numerous tiny ribs running along it.
Seizing it at last with all his courage,
he pulled it forward in front of him for a better
view, only to discover that it would not come out
beyond a certain distance, and seemed to have got caught
somehow between his shoulders just where
the pains had been. A second pull, more vigorous
than the first, showed that it was not caught, but
fastened to his skin; it divided itself, moreover,
into two portions, one half coming from each shoulder.
“I do believe they’re
feathers!” he exclaimed, his eyes almost popping
out of his head.
Then, with a sudden flash of comprehension,
he saw it all, and understood. They were, indeed,
feathers; but they were something more than feathers
merely. They were wings!
Jimbo caught his breath and stared
in silence. He felt dazed. Then bit by bit
the fragments of the weird mosaic fell into their proper
places, and he began to understand. Escape was
to be by flight. It filled him with such a whirlwind
of delight and excitement that he could scarcely keep
from screaming aloud.
Lost in wonder, he took a step forward,
and watched with bulging eyes how the wings followed
him, their tips trailing along the floor. They
were a beautiful deep red, and hung down close and
warm beside his body; glossy, sleek, magical.
And when, later, the sun burst into the room and turned
their colour into living flame, he could not resist
the temptation to kiss them. He seized them,
and rubbed their soft surfaces over his face.
Such colours he had never seen before, and he wanted
to be sure that they really belonged to him and were
intended for actual use.
Slowly, without using his hands, he
raised them into the air. The effort was a perfectly
easy muscular effort from the shoulders that came
naturally, though he did not quite understand how he
accomplished it. The wings rose in a fine, graceful
sweep, curving over his head till the tips of the
feathers met, touching the walls as they rose, and
almost reaching to the ceiling.
He gave a howl of delight, for this
sight was more than he could manage without some outlet
for his pent-up emotion; and at the same moment the
trap-door shot open, and the governess came into the
room with such a bang and a clatter that Jimbo knew
at once her excitement was as great as his own.
In her hands she carried the blouse she had taken away
the night before. She held it out to him without
a word. Her eyes were shining like electric lamps.
In less than a second he had slipped his wings through
the neatly-made slits, but before he could practise
them again, Miss Lake rushed over to him, her face
radiant with happiness.
“Jimbo! My darling Jimbo!”
she cried and then stopped short, apparently
unable to express her emotion.
The next instant he was enveloped,
wings and all, in a warm confusion of kisses, congratulations
and folds of hood.
When they became disentangled again
the governess went down on her knees and made a careful
examination; she pulled the wings out to their full
extent and found that they stretched about four feet
and a half from tip to tip.
“They are beauties!”
she exclaimed enthusiastically, “and full grown
and strong. I’m not surprised they took
so long coming.”
“Long!” he echoed, “I thought they
came awfully quickly.”
“Not half so quickly as they’ll
go,” she interrupted; adding, when she saw his
expression of dismay, “I mean, you’ll fly
like the wind with them.”
Jimbo was simply breathless with excitement.
He wanted to jump out of the window and escape at
once. The blue sky and the sunshine and the white
flying clouds sent him an irresistible invitation.
He could not wait a minute longer.
“Quick,” he cried, “I
can’t wait! They may go again. Show
me how to use them. Oh! do show me.”
“I’ll show you everything
in time,” she answered. There was something
in her voice that made him pause in his excitement.
He looked at her in silence for some minutes.
“But how are you going
to escape?” he asked at length. “You
haven’t got” he stopped
short.
The governess stepped back a few paces
from him. She threw back the hood from her face.
Then she lifted the long black cloak that hung like
a cassock almost to her ankles and had always enveloped
her hitherto.
Jimbo stared. Falling from her
shoulders, and folding over her hips, he saw long
red feathers clinging to her; and when he dashed forward
to touch them with his hands, he found they were just
as sleek and smooth and glossy as his own.
“And you never told me all this time?”
he gasped.
“It was safer not,” she
said. “You’d have been stroking and
feeling your shoulders the whole time, and the wings
might never have come at all.”
She spread out her wings as she spoke
to their full extent; they were nearly six feet across,
and the deep crimson on the under side was so exquisite,
gleaming in the sunlight, that Jimbo ran in and nestled
beneath the feathers, tickling his cheeks with the
fluffy surface and running his fingers with childish
delight along the slender red quills.
“You precious child,”
she said, tenderly folding her wings round him and
kissing the top of his head. “Always remember
that I really love you; no matter what happens, remember
that, and I’ll save you.”
“And we shall escape together?”
he asked, submitting for once to the caresses with
a good grace.
“We shall escape from the Empty
House together,” she replied evasively.
“How far we can go after that depends on
you.”
“On me?”
“If you love me enough as
I love you, Jimbo we can never separate
again, because love ties us together for ever.
Only,” she added, “it must be mutual.”
“I love you very much,”
he said, puzzled a little. “Of course I
do.”
“If you’ve really forgiven
me for being the cause of your coming here,”
she said, “we can always be together, but ”
“I don’t remember, but
I’ve forgiven you that other you long
ago,” he said simply. “If you hadn’t
brought me here, I should never have met you.”
“That’s not real forgiveness quite,”
she sighed, half to herself.
But Jimbo could not follow this sort
of conversation for long; he was too anxious to try
his wings for one thing.
“Is it very difficult to use them?”
he asked.
“Try,” she said.
He stood in the centre of the floor
and raised them again and again. They swept up
easily, meeting over his head, and the air whistled
musically through them. Evidently, they had their
proper muscles, for it was no great effort, and when
he folded them again by his side they fell into natural
curves over his arms as if they had been there all
his life. The sound of the feathers threshing
the air filled him with delight and made him think
of the big night-bird that had flown past the window
during the night. He told the governess about
it, and she burst out laughing.
“I was that big bird!” she said.
“You!”
“I perched on the roof every
night to watch over you. I flew down that time
because I was afraid you were trying to climb out of
the window.”
This was indeed a proof of devotion,
and Jimbo felt that he could never doubt her again;
and when she went on to tell him about his wings and
how to use them he listened with his very best attention
and tried hard to learn and understand.
“The great difficulty is that
you can’t practise properly,” she explained.
“There’s no room in here, and yet you can’t
get out till you fly out. It’s the
first swoop that decides all. You have to drop
straight out of this window, and if you use the wings
properly they will carry you in a single swoop over
the wall and right up into the sky.”
“But if I miss ?”
“You can’t miss,”
she said with decision, “but, if you did, you
would be a prisoner here for ever. HE would catch
you in the yard and tear your wings off. It is
just as well that you should know this at once.”
Jimbo shuddered as he heard her.
“When can we try?” he asked anxiously.
“Very soon now. The muscles
must harden first, and that takes a little time.
You must practise flapping your wings until you can
do it easily four hundred times a minute. When
you can do that it will be time for the first start.
You must keep your head steady and not get giddy; the
novelty of the motion the ground rushing
up into your face and the whistling of the wind are
apt to confuse at first, but it soon passes, and you
must have confidence. I can only help you up to
a certain point; the rest depends on you.”
“And the first jump?”
“You’ll have to make that
by yourself,” she said; “but you’ll
do it all right. You’re very light, and
won’t go too near the ground. You see,
we’re like bats, and cannot rise from the earth.
We can only fly by dropping from a height, and that’s
what makes the first plunge rather trying. But
you won’t fall,” she added, “and
remember, I shall always be within reach.”
“You’re awfully kind to
me,” said Jimbo, feeling his little soul more
than ever invaded by the force of her unselfish care.
“I promise you I’ll do my best.”
He climbed on to her knee and stared into her anxious
face.
“Then you are beginning to love
me a little, aren’t you?” she asked softly,
putting her arms round him.
“Yes,” he said decidedly. “I
love you very much already.”
Four hundred times a minute sounded
a very great deal of wing-flapping; but Jimbo practised
eagerly, and though at first he could only manage
about twice a second, or one hundred and twenty times
a minute, he found this increased very soon to a great
deal more, and before long he was able to do the full
four hundred, though only for a few minutes at a time.
He stuck to it pluckily, getting stronger
every day. The governess encouraged him as much
as possible, but there was very little room for her
while he was at work, and he found the best way to
practise was at night when she was out of the way.
She told him that a large bird moved its wings about
four times a second, two up-strokes and two down-strokes;
but a small bird like a partridge moved its wings so
rapidly it was impossible for the eye to distinguish
or count the strokes. A middle course of four
hundred suited his own case best, and he bent all
his energies to acquire it.
He also learned that the convex outside
curve of wings allowed the wind to escape over them,
while the under side, being concave, held every breath.
Thus the upward stroke did not simply counterbalance
the downward and keep him stationary. Moreover,
she showed him how the feathers underlapped each other
so that the downward stroke pressed them closely together
to hold the wind, whereas in the upward stroke they
opened and separated, letting the air slip easily through
them, thus offering less resistance to the atmosphere.
By the end of a week Jimbo had practised
so hard that he could keep himself off the floor in
mid-air for half an hour at a time, and even then
without feeling any great fatigue. His excitement
became intense; and, meanwhile, in his body on the
nursery bed, though he did not know it, the fever
was reaching its crisis. He could think of nothing
else but the joys of flying, and what the first, awful
plunge would be like, and when Miss Lake came up to
him one afternoon and whispered something in his ear,
he was so wildly happy that he hugged her for several
minutes without the slightest coaxing.
“It’s bright and clear,”
she explained, “and Fright will not come after
us, for he fears the light, and can only fly on dark
and gloomy nights.”
“So we can start ?” he
stammered joyfully.
“To-night,” she answered, “for our
first practice-flight.”