To enter the world of wings is to
enter a new state of existence. The apparent
loss of weight; the ability to attain full speed in
a few seconds, and to stop suddenly in a headlong
rush without fear of collapse; the power to steer
instantly in any direction by merely changing the
angle of the body; the altered and enormous view of
the green world below looking down upon
forests, seas and clouds; the easy voluptuous rhythm
of rising and falling in long, swinging undulations;
and a hundred other things that simply defy description
and can be appreciated only by actual experience,
these are some of the delights of the new world of
wings and flying. And the fearful joy of very
high speed, especially when the exhilaration of escape
is added to it, means a condition little short of
real ecstasy.
Yet Jimbo’s first flight, the
governess had been careful to tell him, could not
be the flight of final escape; for, even if the wings
proved equal to a prolonged effort, escape was impossible
until there was somewhere safe to escape to.
So it was understood that the practice flights might
be long, or might be short; the important thing, meanwhile,
was to learn to fly as well as possible. For skilled
flying is very different to mere headlong rushing,
and both courage and perseverance are necessary to
acquire it.
With rare common sense Miss Lake had
said very little about the possibility of failure.
Having warned him about the importance of not falling,
she had then stopped, and the power of suggestion had
been allowed to work only in the right direction of
certain success. While the boy knew that the
first plunge from the window would be a moment fraught
with the highest danger, his mind only recognised the
mere off-chance of falling and being caught.
He felt confidence in himself, and by so much, therefore,
were the chances of disaster lessened.
For the rest of the afternoon Jimbo
saw nothing of his faithful companion; he spent the
time practising and resting, and when weary of everything
else, he went to the window and indulged in thrilling
calculations about the exact height from the ground.
A drop of three storeys into a paved courtyard with
a monster waiting to catch him, and a high wall too
close to allow a proper swing, was an alarming matter
from any point of view. Fortunately, his mind
dwelt more on the delight of prospective flight and
freedom than on the chances of being caught.
The yard lay hot and naked in the
afternoon glare and the enclosing wall had never looked
more formidable; but from his lofty perch Jimbo could
see beyond into soft hayfields and smiling meadows,
yellow with cowslips and buttercups. Everything
that flew he watched with absorbing interest:
swift blackbirds, whistling as they went, and crows,
their wings purple in the sunshine. The song
of the larks, invisible in the sea of blue air sent
a thrill of happiness through him he, too,
might soon know something of that glad music and
even the stately flight of the butterflies, which
occasionally ventured over into the yard, stirred
anticipations in him of joys to come.
The day waned slowly. The butterflies
vanished; the rooks sailed homewards through the sunset;
the wind dropped away, and the shadows of the high
elms lengthened gradually and fell across the window.
The mysterious hour of the dusk, when
the standard of reality changes and other worlds come
close and listen, began to work its subtle spell upon
his soul. Imperceptibly the shadows deepened as
the veil of night drew silently across the sky.
A gentle breathing filled the air; trees and fields
were composing themselves to sleep; stars were peeping;
wings were being folded.
But the boy’s wings, trembling
with life to the very tips of their long feathers,
these were not being folded. Charged with excitement,
like himself, they were gathering all their forces
for the supreme effort of their first journey out
into the open spaces where they might touch the secret
sources of their own magical life.
For a long, long time he waited; but
at last the trap-door lifted and Miss Lake appeared
above the floor. The moment she stood in the room
he noticed that her wings came through two little
slits in her gown and folded down close to the body.
They almost touched the ground.
“Hush!” she whispered, holding up a warning
finger.
She came over on tiptoe and they began to talk in
low whispers.
“He’s on the watch; we
must speak very quietly. We couldn’t have
a better night for it. The wind’s in the
south and the moon won’t be up till we’re
well on our way.”
Now that the actual moment was so
near the boy felt something of fear steal over him.
The night seemed so vast and terrible all of a sudden like
an immense black ocean with no friendly islands where
they could fold their wings and rest.
“Don’t waste your strength
thinking,” whispered the governess. “When
the time comes, act quickly, that’s all!”
She went over to the window and peered
out cautiously, after a while beckoning the child
to join her.
“He is there,” she murmured
in his ear. Jimbo could only make out an indistinct
shadowy object crouching under the wall, and he was
not even positive of that.
“Does he know we’re going?” he asked
in an awed whisper.
“He’s there on the chance,”
she muttered, drawing back into the room. “When
there’s a possibility of any one getting frightened
he’s bound to be lurking about somewhere near.
That’s Fright all over. But he can’t
hurt you,” she added, “because you’re
not going to get frightened. Besides, he can
only fly when it’s dark; and to-night we shall
have the moon.”
“I’m not afraid,”
declared the boy in spite of a rather fluttering heart.
“Are you ready?” was all she said.
At last, then, the moment had come.
It was actually beside him, waiting, full of mystery
and wonder, with alarm not far behind. The sun
was buried below the horizon of the world, and the
dusk had deepened into night. Stars were shining
overhead; the leaves were motionless; not a breath
stirred; the earth was silent and waiting.
“Yes, I’m ready,” he whispered,
almost inaudibly.
“Then listen,” she said,
“and I’ll tell you exactly what to do:
Jump upwards from the window ledge as high as you
can, and the moment you begin to drop, open your wings
and strike with all your might. You’ll
rise at once. The thing to remember is to rise
as quickly as possible, because the wall prevents
a long, easy, sweeping rise; and, whatever happens,
you must clear that wall!”
“I shan’t touch the ground
then?” asked a faint little voice.
“Of course not! You’ll
get near it, but the moment you use your wings you’ll
stop sinking, and rise up, up, up, ever so quickly.”
“And where to?”
“To me. You’ll see
me waiting for you above the trees. Steering will
come naturally; it’s quite easy.”
Jimbo was already shaking with excitement.
He could not help it. And he knew, in spite of
all Miss Lake’s care, that Fright was waiting
in the yard to catch him if he fell, or sank too near
the ground.
“I’ll go first,”
added the governess, “and the moment you see
that I’ve cleared the wall you must jump after
me. Only do not keep me waiting!”
The girl stood for a minute in silence,
arranging her wings. Her fingers were trembling
a little. Suddenly she drew the boy to her and
kissed him passionately.
“Be brave!” she whispered,
looking searchingly into his eyes, “and strike
hard you can’t possibly fail.”
In another minute she was climbing
out of the window. For one second he saw her
standing on the narrow ledge with black space at her
feet; the next, without even a cry, she sprang out
into the darkness, and was gone.
Jimbo caught his breath and ran up
to see. She dropped like a stone, turning over
sideways in the air, and then at once her wings opened
on both sides and she righted. The darkness swallowed
her up for a moment so that he could not see clearly,
and only heard the threshing of the huge feathers;
but it was easy to tell from the sound that she was
rising.
Then suddenly a black form cleared
the wall and rose swiftly in a magnificent sweep into
the sky, and he saw her outlined darkly against the
stars above the high elm tree. She was safe.
Now it was his turn.
“Act quickly! Don’t
think!” rang in his ears. If only he could
do it all as quickly as she had done it. But
insidious fear had been working all the time below
the surface, and his refusal to recognise it could
not prevent it weakening his muscles and checking
his power of decision. Fortunately something
of his Older Self came to the rescue. The emotions
of fear, excitement, and intense anticipation combined
to call up the powers of his deeper being: the
boy trembled horribly, but the old, experienced part
of him sang with joy.
Cautiously he began to climb out on
to the window-sill; first one foot and then the other
hung over the edge. He sat there, staring down
into black space beneath.
For a minute he hesitated; despair
rushed over him in a wave; he could never take that
awful jump into emptiness and darkness. It was
impossible. Better be a prisoner for ever than
risk so fearful a plunge. He felt cold, weak,
frightened, and made a half-movement back into the
room. The wings caught somehow between his legs
and nearly flung him headlong into the yard.
“Jimbo! I’m waiting
for you!” came at that moment in a faint cry
from the stars, and the sound gave him just the impetus
he needed before it was too late. He could not
disappoint her his faithful friend.
Such a thing was impossible.
He stood upright on the ledge, his
hands clutching the window-sash behind, balancing
as best he could. He clenched his fists, drew
a deep, long breath, and jumped upwards and forwards
into the air.
Up rushed the darkness with a shriek;
the air whistled in his ears; he dropped at fearful
speed into nothingness.
At first everything was forgotten wings,
instructions, warnings, and all. He even forgot
to open his wings at all, and in another second he
would have been dashed upon the hard paving-stones
of the courtyard where his great enemy lay waiting
to seize him.
But just in the nick of time he remembered,
and the long hours of practice bore fruit. Out
flew the great red wings in a tremendous sweep on
both sides of him, and he began to strike with every
atom of strength he possessed. He had dropped
to within six feet of the ground; but at once the
strokes began to tell, and oh, magical sensation! he
felt himself rising easily, lightly, swiftly.
A very slight effort of those big
wings would have been sufficient to lift him out of
danger, but in his terror and excitement he quite
miscalculated their power, and in a single moment he
was far out of reach of the dangerous yard and anything
it contained. But the mad rush of it all made
his head swim; he felt dizzy and confused, and, instead
of clearing the wall, he landed on the top of it and
clung to the crumbling coping with hands and feet,
panting and breathless.
The dizziness was only momentary,
however. In less than a minute he was on his
feet and in the act of taking his second leap into
space. This time it came more easily. He
dropped, and the field swung up to meet him.
Soon the powerful strokes of his wings drove him at
great speed upwards, and he bounded ever higher towards
the stars.
Overhead, the governess hovered like
an immense bird, and as he rose up he caught the sound
of her wings beating the air, while far beneath him,
he heard with a shudder a voice like the rushing of
a great river. It made him increase his pace,
and in another minute he found himself among the little
whirlwinds that raced about from the beating of Miss
Lake’s great wings.
“Well done!” cried the
delighted governess. “Safe at last!
Now we can fly to our heart’s content!”
Jimbo flew up alongside, and together
they dashed forward into the night.