But it was the sound of something
crashing heavily through the top branches of the elms
that made the boy realise he was actually being followed;
and all his efforts became concentrated into the desire
to put as much distance as possible between himself
and the horror of the Empty House.
He heard the noise of big wings far
beneath him, and his one idea was to out-distance
his pursuer and then come down again to earth and rest
his wings in the branches of a tree till he could
devise some plan how to find the governess. So
at first he raced at full speed through the air, taking
no thought of direction.
When he looked down, all he could
see was that something vague and shadowy, shaking
out a pair of enormous wings between him and the earth,
move along with him. Its path was parallel with
his own, but apparently it made no effort to rise
up to his higher level. It thundered along far
beneath him, and instinctively he raised his head and
steered more and more upwards and away from the world.
The gap at the end of his right wing
where the feathers had been torn out seemed to make
no difference in his power of flight or steering, and
he went tearing through the night at a pace he had
never dared to try before, and at a height he had
never yet reached in any of the practice flights.
He soared higher even than he knew; and perhaps this
was fortunate, for the friction of the lower atmosphere
might have heated him to the point of igniting, and
some watcher at one of earth’s windows might
have suddenly seen a brilliant little meteor flash
through the night and vanish into dust.
At first the joy of escape was the
only idea his mind seemed able to grasp; he revelled
in a passionate sense of freedom, and all his energies
poured themselves into one concentrated effort to fly
faster, faster, faster. But after a time, when
the pursuer had been apparently outflown, and he realised
that escape was an accomplished fact, he began to
search for the governess, calling to her, rising and
falling, darting in all directions, and then hovering
on outstretched wings to try and catch some sound
of a friendly voice.
But no answer came, either from the
stars that crowded the vault above, or from the dark
surface of the world below; only silence answered his
cries, and his voice was swallowed up and lost in the
immensity of space almost the moment it left his lips.
Presently he began to realise to what
an appalling distance he had risen above the world,
and with anxious eyes he tried to pierce the gaping
emptiness beneath him and on all sides. But this
vast sea of air had nothing to reveal. The stars
shone like pinholes of gold pricked in a deep black
curtain; and the moon, now rising slowly, spread a
veil of silver between him and the upper regions.
There was not a cloud anywhere and the winds were
all asleep. He was alone in space. Yet, as
the swishing of his feathers slackened and the roar
in his ears died away, he heard in the short pause
the ominous beating of great wings somewhere in the
depths beneath him, and knew that the great pursuer
was still on his track.
The glare of the moon now made it
impossible to distinguish anything properly, and in
these huge spaces, with nothing to guide the eye, it
was difficult to know exactly from what direction the
sound came. He was only sure of one thing that
it was far below him, and that for the present it
did not seem to come much nearer. The cry for
help that kept rising to his lips he suppressed, for
it would only have served to guide his pursuer; and,
moreover, a cry a little thin, despairing
cry was instantly lost in these great heavens.
It was less than a drop in an ocean.
On and on he flew, always pointing
away from the earth, and trying hard to think where
he would find safety. Would this awful creature
hunt him all night long into the daylight, or would
he be forced back into the Empty House in sheer exhaustion?
The thought gave him new impetus, and with powerful
strokes he dashed onwards and upwards through the
wilderness of space in which the only pathways were
the little golden tracks of the starbeams. The
governess would turn up somewhere; he was positive
of that. She had never failed him yet.
So, alone and breathless, he pursued
his flight, and the higher he went the more the tremendous
vault opened up into inconceivable and untold distances.
His speed kept increasing; he thought he had never
found flying so easy before; and the thunder of the
following wings that held persistently on his track
made it dangerous for him to slacken up for more than
a minute here and there. The earth became a dark
blot beneath him, while the moon, rising higher and
higher, grew weirdly bright and close. How black
the sky was; how piercing the points of starlight;
how stimulating the strong, new odours of these lofty
regions! He realised with a thrill of genuine
awe that he had flown over the very edge of the world,
and the moment the thought entered his mind it was
flung back at him by a voice that seemed close to
his ear one moment, and the next was miles away in
the space overhead. Light thoughts, born of the
stars and the moon and of his great speed, danced
before his mind in fanciful array. Once he laughed
aloud at them, but once only. The sound of his
voice in these echoless spaces made him afraid.
The speed, too, affected his vision,
for at one moment thin clouds stretched across his
face, and the next he was whirling through perfectly
clear air again with no vestige of a cloud in sight.
The same reason doubtless explained the sudden presence
of sheets of light in the air that reflected the moonlight
like particles of glittering ice, and then suddenly
disappeared again. The terrific speed would explain
a good many things, but certainly it was curious how
creatures formed out of the hollow darkness, like
foam before a steamer’s bows, and moved noiselessly
away on either side to join the army of dim life that
crowded everywhere and watched his passage. For,
in front and on both sides, there gathered a vast
assembly of silent forms more than shadows, less than
bodily shapes, that opened up a pathway as he rushed
through them, and then immediately closed up their
ranks again when he had passed. The air seemed
packed with living creatures. Space was filled
with them. They surrounded him on all sides.
Yet his passage through them was like the passage
of a hand through smoke; it was easy to make a pathway,
but the pathway left no traces behind it. More
smoke rushed in and filled the void.
He could never see these things properly,
face to face; they always kept just out of the line
of vision, like shadows that follow a lonely walker
in a wood and vanish the moment he turns to look at
them over his shoulder. But ever by his side,
with a steady, effortless motion, he knew they kept
up with him strange inhabitants of the airless
heights, immense and misty-winged, with veiled, flaming
eyes and silent feathers. He was not afraid of
them; for they were neither friendly nor hostile;
they were simply the beings of another world, alien
and unknown.
But what puzzled him more was that
the light and the darkness seemed separate things,
each distinctly visible. After each stroke of
his wings he saw the darkness sift downwards
past him through the air like dust. It floated
all round him in thinnest diaphanous texture visible,
not because the moonlight made it so, but because
in its inmost soul it was itself luminous. It
rose and fell in eddies, swirling wreaths, and undulations;
inwoven with starbeams, as with golden thread, it clothed
him about in circles of some magical primordial substance.
Even the stars, looking down upon
him from terrifying heights, seemed now draped, now
undraped, as if by the sweeping of enormous wings that
stirred these sheets of visible darkness into a vast
system of circulation through the heavens. Everything
in these oceans of upper space apparently made use
of wings, or the idea of wings. Perhaps even
the great earth itself, rolling from star to star,
was moved by the power of gigantic, invisible wings!...
Jimbo realised he had entered a forbidden
region. He began to feel afraid.
But the only possible expression of
his fear, and its only possible relief, lay in his
own wings and he used them with redoubled
energy. He dashed forward so fast that his face
begun to burn, and he kept turning his head in every
direction for a sign of the governess, or for some
indication of where he could escape to.
In the pauses of the wild flight he heard the thunder
of the following wings below. They were still
on his trail, and it seemed that they were gaining
on him.
He took a new angle, realising that
his only chance was to fly high; and the new course
took him perpendicularly away from the earth and straight
towards the moon. Later, when he had out-distanced
the other creature, he would drop down again to safer
levels.
Yet the hours passed and it never
overtook him. A measured distance was steadily
kept up between them as though with calculated purpose.
Curious distant voices shouted from
time to time all manner of sentences and rhymes in
his ears, but he could neither understand nor remember
them. More and more the awful stillness of the
vast regions that lie between the world and the moon
appalled him.
Then, suddenly, a new sound reached
him that at first he could not in the least understand.
It reached him, however, not through the ears, but
by a steady trembling of the whole surface of his body.
It set him in vibration all over, and for some time
he had no idea what it meant. The trembling ran
deeper and deeper into his body, till at last a single,
powerful, regular vibration took complete possession
of his whole being, and he felt as though he was being
wrapped round and absorbed by this vast and gigantic
sound. He had always thought that the voice of
Fright, like the roar of a river, was the loudest
and deepest sound he had ever heard. Even that
set his soul a-trembling. But this new, tremendous,
rolling-ocean of a voice came not that way, and could
not be compared to it. The voice of the other
was a mere tickling of the ear compared to this awful
crashing of seas and mountains and falling worlds.
It must break him to pieces, he felt.
Suddenly he knew what it was, and
for a second his wings failed him: he had
reached such a height that he could hear the roar of
the world as it thundered along its journey through
space! That was the meaning of this voice of
majesty that set him all a-trembling. And before
long he would probably hear, too, the voices of the
planets, and the singing of the great moon. The
governess had warned him about this. At the first
sound of these awful voices she told him to turn instantly
and drop back to the earth as fast as ever he could
drop.
Jimbo turned instinctively and began
to fall. But, before he had dropped half a mile,
he met once again the ascending sound of the wings
that had followed him from the Empty House.
It was no good flying straight into
destruction. He summoned all his courage and
turned once more towards the stars. Anything was
better than being caught and held for ever by Fright,
and with a wild cry for help that fell dead in the
empty spaces, he renewed his unending flight towards
the stars.
But, meanwhile, the pursuer had distinctly
gained. Appalled by the mighty thunder of the
stars’ voices above, and by the prospect of
immediate capture if he turned back, Jimbo flew blindly
on towards the moon, regardless of consequences.
And below him the Pursuer came closer and closer.
The strokes of its wings were no longer mere distant
thuds that he heard when he paused in his own flight
to listen; they were the audible swishing of feathers.
It was near enough for that.
Jimbo could never properly see what
was following him. A shadow between him and the
earth was all he could distinguish, but in the centre
of that shadow there seemed to burn two glowing eyes.
Two brilliant lights flashed whenever he looked down,
like the lamps of a revolving lighthouse. But
other things he saw, too, when he looked down, and
once the earth rose close to his face so that he could
have touched it with his hands. The same instant
it dropped away again with a rush of whirlwinds, and
became a distant shadow miles and miles below him.
But before it went, he had time to see the Empty House
standing within its gloomy yard, and the horror of
it gave him fresh impetus.
Another time when the world raced
up close to his eyes he saw a scene of a different
kind that stirred a passionately deep yearning within
him a house overgrown with ivy and standing
among trees and gardens, with laburnums and lilacs
flowering on smooth green lawns, and a clean gravel
drive leading down to a big pair of iron gates.
Oh, it all seemed so familiar! Perhaps in another
minute the well-known figures would have appeared
and spoken to him. Already he heard their voices
behind the bushes. But, just before they appeared,
the earth dropped back with a roar of a thousand winds,
and Jimbo saw instead the shadow of the Pursuer mounting,
mounting, mounting towards him. Up he shot again
with terror in his heart, and all trembling with the
thunder of the great star-voices above. He felt
like a leaf in a hurricane, “lost, dizzy, shelterless.”
Voices, too, now began to be heard
more frequently. They dropped upon him out of
the reaches of this endless void; and with them sometimes
came forms that shot past him with amazing swiftness,
racing into the empty Beyond as though sucked into
a vast vacuum. The very stars seemed to move.
He became part of some much larger movement in which
he was engulfed and merged. He could no longer
think of himself as Jimbo. When he uttered his
own name he saw merely a mass of wind and colour through
which the great pulses of space and the planets beat
tumultuously, lapping him round with the currents
of a terrific motion that seemed to swallow up his
own little personality entirely, while giving him
something infinitely greater....
But surely these small voices, shrill
and trumpet-like, did not come from the stars! these
deep whispers that ran round the immense vault overhead
and sounded almost familiarly in his ears
“Give it him the moment he wakes.”
“Bring the ice-bag ... quick!”
“Put the hot bottle to his feet IMMEDIATELY!”
The voices shrieked all round him,
turning suddenly into soft whispers that died away
somewhere among his feathers. The soles of his
feet began to glow, and he felt a gigantic hand laid
upon his throat and head. Almost it seemed as
if he were lying somewhere on his back, and people
were bending over him, shouting and whispering.
“Why hangs the moon so red?”
cried a voice that was instantly drowned in a chorus
of unintelligible whispering.
“The black cow must be killed,”
whispered some one deep within the sky.
“Why drips the rain so cold?”
yelled one of the hideous children close behind him.
And a third called with a distant laughter from behind
a star
“Why sings the wind so shrill?”
“QUIET!” roared an appalling
voice below, as if all the rivers of the world had
suddenly turned loose into the sky. “QUIET!”
Instantly a star, that had been hovering
for some time on the edge of a fantastic dance, dropped
down close in front of his face. It had a glaring
disc, with mouth and eyes. An icy hand seemed
laid on his head, and the star rushed back into its
place in the sky, leaving a trail of red flame behind
it. A little voice seemed to go with it, growing
fainter and fainter in the distance
“We dance with phantoms and with shadows play.”
But, regardless of everything, Jimbo
flew onwards and upwards, terrified and helpless though
he was. His thoughts turned without ceasing to
the governess, and he felt sure that she would yet
turn up in time to save him from being caught by the
Fright that pursued, or lost among the fearful spaces
that lay beyond the stars.
For a long time, however, his wings
had been growing more and more tired, and the prospect
of being destroyed from sheer exhaustion now presented
itself to the boy vaguely as a possible alternative vaguely
only, because he was no longer able to think, properly
speaking, and things came to him more by way of dull
feeling than anything else.
It was all the more with something
of a positive shock, therefore, that he realised the
change. For a change had come. He was now
sudden by conscious of an influx of new power greater
than anything he had ever known before in any of his
flights. His wings now suddenly worked as if
by magic. Never had the motion been so easy, and
it became every minute easier and easier. He
simply flashed along without apparent effort.
An immense driving power had entered into him.
He realised that he could fly for ever without getting
tired. His pace increased tenfold
increased alarmingly. The possibility of exhaustion
vanished utterly. Jimbo knew now that something
was wrong. This new driving power was something
wholly outside himself. His wings were working
far too easily. Then, suddenly, he understood:
His wings were not working at all!
He was not being driven forward from
behind; he was being drawn forward from in front.
He saw it all in a flash: Miss
Lake’s warning long ago about the danger of
flying too high; the last song of the Frightened Children,
“Dare you fly out alone through the shadows
that wave, when the course is unknown and there’s
no one to save?” the strange words sung to him
about the “relentless misty moon,” and
the object of the dreadful Pursuer in steadily forcing
him upwards and away from the earth. It all flashed
across his poor little dazed mind. He understood
at last.
He had soared too high and had entered
the sphere of the moon’s attraction.
“The moon is too strong, and
there’s death in the stars!” a voice bellowed
below him like the roar of a falling mountain, shaking
the sky.
The child flew screaming on.
There was nothing else he could do. But hardly
had the roar died away when another voice was heard,
a tender voice, a whispering, sympathetic voice, though
from what part of the sky it came he could not tell
“Arrange the pillows for his little head.”
But below him the wings of the Pursuer
were mounting closer and closer. He could almost
feel the mighty wind from their feathers, and hear
the rush of the great body between them. It was
impossible to slacken his speed even had he wished;
no strength on earth could have resisted that terrible
power drawing upwards towards the moon. Instinctively,
however, he realised that he would rather have gone
forwards than backwards. He never could have
faced capture by that dreadful creature behind.
All the efforts of the past weeks to escape from Fright,
the owner of the Empty House, now acted upon him with
a cumulative effect, and added to the suction of the
moon-life. He shot forward at a pace that increased
with every second.
At the back of his mind, too, lay
some kind of faint perception that the governess would,
after all, be there to help him. She had always
turned up before when he was in danger, and she would
not fail him now. But this was a mere ghost of
a thought that brought little comfort, and merely
added its quota of force to the speed that whipped
him on, ever faster, into the huge white moon-world
in front.
For this, then, he had escaped from
the horror of the Empty House! To be sucked up
into the moon, the “relentless, misty moon” to
be drawn into its cruel, silver web, and destroyed.
The Song to the Misty Moon outside the window came
back in snatches and added to his terror; only it
seemed now weeks ago since he had heard it. Something
of its real meaning, too, filtered down into his heart,
and he trembled anew to think that the moon could
be a great, vast, moving Being, alive and with a purpose....
But why, oh, why did they keep shouting
these horrid snatches of the song through the sky?
Trapped! Trapped! The word haunted him through
the night:
Thy songs are nightly driven,
From sky to sky,
Eternally,
O’er the old, grey hills of heaven!
Caught! Caught at last!
The moon’s prisoner, a captive in her airless
caves; alone on her dead white plains; searching for
ever in vain for the governess; wandering alone and
terrified.
By the awful grace
Of thy weird white face.
The thought crazed him, and he struggled
like a bird caught in a net. But he might as
well have struggled to push the worlds out of their
courses. The power against him was the power of
the universe in which he was nothing but a little,
lost, whirling atom. It was all of no avail,
and the moon did not even smile at his feeble efforts.
He was too light to revolve round her, too impalpable
to create his own orbit; he had not even the consistency
of a comet; he had reached the point of stagnation,
as it were the dead level the
neutral zone where the attractions of the earth and
moon meet and counterbalance one another where
bodies have no weight and existence no meaning.
Now the moon was close upon him; he
could see nothing else. There lay the vast, shining
sea of light in front of him. Behind, the roar
of the following creature grew fainter and fainter,
as he outdistanced it in the awful swiftness of the
huge drop down upon the moon mountains.
Already he was close enough to its
surface to hear nothing of its great singing but a
deep, confused murmur. And, as the distance increased,
he realised that the change in his own condition increased.
He felt as if he were flying off into a million tiny
particles breaking up under the effects
of the deadly speed and the action of the new moon-forces.
Immense, invisible arms, half-silver and half-shadow,
grew out of the white disc and drew him downwards
upon her surface. He was being merged into the
life of the moon.
There was a pause. For a moment
his wings stopped dead. Their vain fluttering
was all but over....
Hark! Was that a voice borne
on the wings of some lost wind? Why should his
heart beat so tumultuously all at once?
He turned and stared into the ocean
of black air overhead till it turned him dizzy.
A violent trembling ran through his tired being from
head to foot. He had heard a voice a
voice that he knew and loved a voice of
help and deliverance. It rang in shrill syllables
up the empty spaces, and it reached new centres of
force within him that touched his last store of courage
and strength.
“Jimbo, hold on!” it cried,
like a faint, thin, pricking current of sound almost
unable to reach him through the seas of distance.
“I’m coming; hold on a little longer!”
It was the governess. She was
true to the end. Jimbo felt his heart swell within
him. She was mounting, mounting behind him with
incredible swiftness. The sound of his own name
in these terrible regions recalled to him some degree
of concentration, and he strove hard to fight against
the drawing power that was seeking his destruction.
He struggled frantically with his
wings. But between him and the governess there
was still the power of Fright to be overcome the
very Power she had long ago invoked. It was following
him still, preventing his turning back, and driving
him ever forward to his death.
Again the voice sounded in the night;
and this time it was closer. He could not quite
distinguish the words. They buzzed oddly in his
ears ... other voices mingled with them ... the hideous
children began to shriek somewhere underneath him
... wings with eyes among their burning feathers flashed
past him.
His own wings folded close over his
little body, drooping like dead things. His eyes
closed, and he turned on his side. A huge face
that was one-half the governess and the other half
the head gardener at home, thrust itself close against
his own, and blew upon his eyelids till he opened
them. Already he was falling, sinking, tumbling
headlong through a space that offered no resistance.
“Jimbo!” shrieked a voice
that instantly died away into a wail behind him.
He opened his eyes once more for
it was that loved voice again but the glare
from the moon so dazzled him that he could only fancy
he saw the figure of the governess, not a hundred
feet away, struggling and floundering in the clutch
of a black creature that beat the air with enormous
wings all round her. He saw her hair streaming
out into the night, and one wing seemed to hang broken
and useless at her side.
He was turning over and over, like
a piece of wood in the waves of the sea, and the governess,
caught by Fright, the monster of her own creation,
drifted away from his consciousness as a dream melts
away in the light of the morning.... From the
gleaming mountains and treeless plains below Jimbo
thought there rose a hollow roar like the mocking
laughter of an immense multitude of people, shaking
with mirth. The Moon had got him at last, and
her laughter ran through the heavens like a wave.
Revolving upon his own little axis so swiftly that
he neither saw nor heard anything more, he dropped
straight down upon the great satellite.
The light of the moon flamed up into
his eyes and dazzled him.
But what in the world was this?
How could the moon dwindle so suddenly
to the size of a mere lamp flame?
How could the whole expanse of the
heavens shrink in an instant to the limits of a little,
cramped room?
In a single second, before he had
time to realise that he felt surprise, the entire
memory of his recent experiences vanished from his
mind. The past became an utter blank. Like
a wreath of smoke everything melted away as if it
had never been at all. The functions of the brain
resumed their normal course. The delirium of
the past few hours was over.
Jimbo was lying at home on his bed
in the night-nursery, and his mother was bending over
him. At the foot of the bed stood the doctor in
black. The nurse held a lamp, only half shaded
by her hand, as she approached the bedside.
This lamp was the moon of his delirium only
he had quite forgotten now that there had ever been
any moon at all.
The little thermometer, thrust into
his teeth among the stars, was still in his mouth.
A hot-water bottle made his feet glow and burn.
And from the walls of the sick-room came as it were
the echoes of recently-uttered sentences: “Take
his temperature! Give him the medicine the moment
he wakes! Put the hot bottle to his feet....
Fetch the ice-bag.... Quick!”
“Where am I, mother?” he asked in a whisper.
“You’re in bed, darling,
and must keep quite quiet. You’ll soon be
all right again. It was the old black cow that
tossed you. The gardener found you by the swinging
gate and carried you in.... You’ve been
unconscious!”
“How long have I been uncon ?”
Jimbo could not manage the whole word.
“About three hours, darling.”
Then he fell into a deep, dreamless
sleep, and when he woke long after it was early morning,
and there was no one in the room but the old family
nurse, who sat watching beside the bed. Something some
dim memory that had stirred his brain in
sleep, immediately rushed to his lips in the form
of an inconsequent question. But before he could
even frame the sentence, the thought that prompted
it had slipped back into the deeper consciousness
he had just left behind with the trance of deep sleep.
But the old nurse, watching every
movement, waiting upon the child’s very breath,
had caught the question, and she answered soothingly
in a whisper
“Oh, Miss Lake died a few days
after she left here,” she said in a very low
voice. “But don’t think about her
any more, dearie! She’ll never frighten
children again with her silly stories.”
“DIED!”
Jimbo sat up in bed and stared into
the shadows behind her, as though his eyes saw something
she could not see. But his voice seemed almost
to belong to some one else.
“She was really dead all the
time, then,” he said below his breath.
Then the child fell back without another
word, and dropped off into the sleep which was the
first step to final recovery.