Ellen Withington and her mother lived
in a garden. There was a house behind it, with
great white pillars like a temple, but it played a
secondary part to that sweet inclosure - all
bees and blossoms. Ellen and her mother duly
slept in the house, and through the barren months it
did very well for shelter while they talked of slips
and bulbs and thirsted over the seed-catalogue come
by mail. But from the true birth of the year
to the next frost they were steadily out-of-doors,
weeding, tending, transplanting, with an untiring
passion. All the blossoms New England counts
her dearest grew from that ancient mould, enriched
with every spring. Ladies’-delights forgathered
underneath the hedge, and lilies-of-the-valley were
rank with chill sweetness in their time. The
flowering currant breathed like fruitage from the East,
and there were never such peonies, such poppies, and
such dahlias in all the town.
Ellen herself had an apple-bloom face,
and violet eyes down-dropped; some one said their
lashes were long enough to braid. Fine gold hair
flew about her temples, and her innocent chin sank
chastely like a nun’s. She and her mother
never had a minute for thinking about clothes, and
so they wore soft sad-colored stuffs rather like the
earth; but these quite satisfied Ellen, because they
were warm or cool to suit the weather, and beauty,
she thought, grew only from the ground.
One spring twilight Mrs. Withington
was putting out her geraniums, while Ellen leaned
over the gate and talked with Susan Long. The
frogs were peeping down by the mill, and a breath
of dampness came from the upturned soil. Susan
Long was the only one of the old schoolgirls with
whom Ellen had kept any semblance of intimacy; the
rest of them thought her oddly unsuited to their grown-up
pastimes. She was like a bud, all close and green,
while they flared their petals to the sun and begged
for cherishing.
“Just think,” said Ellen
in her reedy voice, never loud enough to be heard
at “teacher’s desk” in school, “while
we’ve been standing here three couples have
gone by. I never saw so much pairing off.”
Susan laughed exuberantly. She
was a big girl, with a mariner’s walk and hard
red cheeks.
“Anybody but you’d seen
’em a good many times,” she remarked.
“If you ain’t the queerest! Why,
they’re fellers and girls!”
“Yes, I know it,” said
Ellen innocently. “One was John Davis and
Maria Orne, one was - ”
“Oh, I don’t mean that!
I mean they’re goin’ together. Ain’t
you heard what old uncle Zephaniah said down to the
Ridge? He told father this year’d be known
as the time o’ the flood, all creation walkin’
two and two. Why, everybody in Countisbury’s
gettin’ married. Courtin’ begun in
the fall, with singin’-school, and this is the
upshot. What do you s’pose I’m waitin’
here for, ‘sides talkin’ with you?
Just hold on a minute and you’ll see Milt Richardson
pokin’ along this way. Then there’ll
be four couples instead o’ three.”
“O Sue!” said Ellen, in
a little bruised tone. She felt disturbed, as
if the spring twilight had in some manner turned to
a much-revealing day. Sue leaned over the gate
and whispered rapidly:
“I’ll tell you somethin’
else, only don’t you let it go no further.
Mother says might as well not count your chickens till
they’re hatched, and aunt Templeton was left
at the meetin’-house door. He asked me seven
weeks ago come Wednesday, and I’ve got lots of
my sewin’ done. Some of my trimmin’
‘s real pretty. You come over’n’
see it. Good-by. Don’t you tell.”
She walked carelessly away down the
road, not casting a glance behind. But Milton
was coming, a tall fellow, like his sweetheart heavy
and honest of face. They might have been brother
and sister for the likeness between them.
Ellen withdrew from the gate and hurried
back to her mother. “Come,” she urged
hastily, “let’s go in.”
Mrs. Withington was bent almost double,
pressing the earth about the cramped geranium roots.
She felt the delight of their freedom, with all the
world to spread in.
“I ain’t got quite through,”
she said, without looking up. “You cold?
Run right along. I’ll come.”
But Ellen only flitted round the house
into a deeper shade and waited. She hardly knew
why, except that she was disinclined to see any more
people walking two and two, with that significant and
terrifying future before them.
The next morning, drawn by some subtle
power, she went over to Susan’s, and after sitting
awhile on the doorstep, they slipped upstairs into
the front chamber, and opened drawer after drawer
of fine white clothing, wonderfully trimmed.
“Long-cloth!” said Susan,
in a whisper. “Here’s some unbleached.
We had it on the grass last year; seemed as if it
never’d whiten out. That’s for every
day.”
Ellen looked, in the short-breathed
wonder which sometimes beset her over a new blossom.
She touched the fabric delicately and lifted an edge
of crocheted lace.
“Let’s go over to Maria’s,”
said Susan. “I’ll make her show you
hers.”
They took the short round of the village
homes where there were daughters young and still unwed.
Everywhere white cloth, serpentine braid, and crocheted
lace! Truly it was a marrying year. Ellen
said very little, and the girls, talking among themselves,
forgot to notice her any more than a flower in a vase.
But that late afternoon was very warm,
and when she and her mother sat together on the steps
considering rose-bugs, she suddenly broke off to say, -
“Mother, should you just as
soon I’d have some new things, trimmed like
the girls’?”
Mrs. Withington regarded her in wonder.
Ellen did not lift her eyes, but a blush rose delicately
in her cheeks.
“Well, I don’t know but
what ’twould be a good plan,” said her
mother, after a pause. “You ain’t
got an individual thing that’s trimmed.”
So next day they walked the two miles
to town, and for weeks thereafter stayed indoors,
setting stitches in snowy cloth, with piles of it
drifted near. For a time that spring, the garden
almost ran to weeds. Then, because a long dormant
consciousness stirred in Mrs. Withington, she went
into the attic and brought down woven treasures; and
one Sunday, Ellen, her cheeks scarlet with the excitement
of it, walked to church in a shot silk, all blue and
pink, and a hat with a long white feather over her
golden hair. There were pink roses under the brim,
and they paled beside her face.
“God sakes!” whispered
Milton Richardson, in the singing-seats, “Ellen
Withington’s a beauty!”
The girls rustled their starched petticoats
and nudged one another.
“Ain’t she come out!” said one;
and another answered, -
“My stars! she’s the cutest thing I ever
see in all my life!”
Even the minister, who was then accounted
an old man, being between forty-five and fifty, stopped
on his way down the aisle where Ellen waited for her
mother, busy in matronly conclave, and shook hands
with her.
“I am very glad to see you out,
my dear Ellen,” said he. “You have
been absent quite a while.”
She looked up at him, her blue eyes
full of wonder; everybody knew she had been regularly
to church ever since she was a little girl. But
the minister smiled warmly at her and went on.
The next Sunday she came to church
in a foam of white like a pear tree. That day
Henry Fox, who lingered still unmated, strode up to
her and remarked, while a cordial circle stood about
to hear, “Pretty warm to-day.” This
was equivalent to “See you home?” at evening
meeting.
“Yes,” said she, desperately,
“real warm.” Then she caught her mother’s
hand and clung to it; and though Henry kept a dogged
step beside them to their gate, it was only Mrs. Withington
who spoke.
When the two women were inside the
great cool sitting-room, Ellen was holding still by
that hard, faithful hand. “Mother,”
she entreated breathlessly, “I needn’t
ever be with anybody but you, need I?”
Jealous arms were about her even before
the words had time to come.
“No! no! you’re mother’s own girl.”
The very next Wednesday Ellen went
alone to match some trimming; her maiden outfit neared
completion, and she was in haste to finish it.
The garden needed her. When she had struck into
the pine woods on her way home a wagon rattled up
behind, and Milton Richardson called out, “Ride?”
She was too timid to say, “No,”
and so she took his hand and climbed up to the seat
beside him. The horse fell into a walk, and Ellen
blushed more and more because she could not think
of anything to say. Midway of the pines the horse
stood still.
“Le’s wait a minute in
the shade,” said Milton; and Ellen, glancing
swiftly at him, wondered why he seemed so strange.
He sought her eyes again, but she was gazing at the
pines. Her cheek was rosy red.
“You been shoppin’?” he asked desperately.
“Yes,” said Ellen, grateful
to him for speech, wherein she was so poor. “I
went to get some braid.”
“You makin’ up pretty things, same ’s
all the girls?”
“I’ve made some.”
Milton caught his breath.
“O Ellen!” he burst forth, “I wish
you’d let me kiss you!”
Suddenly she was gone out of the wagon,
like a bird let loose from an imprisoning hand.
He saw her running like a swift sweet sprite along
the darkening road.
“Ellen, you hold on!”
he cried, whipping up to follow. “I didn’t
mean nothin’! Oh, you let me jest speak
one word.”
But at the noise of his pursuit she
fled over the low stone wall, and without a look behind,
dipped into the hollow on her homeward way. Milton
swore miserably and drove on. He saw Mrs. Withington
gathering cowslip greens in a marsh sufficiently removed
from home, and that heartened him to draw rein before
the still white house. Ellen would be alone.
When he strode into the sitting-room she sprang up
from the lounge where she had cast herself. The
tears still hung in her long lashes, and her cheeks
were white.
“My Lord! Ellen Withington!”
he cried, in a shamed and rough remorse. “Couldn’t
you give me a chance to speak? I don’t know
what under the light o’ the sun made me say
that. Only you looked so terrible pretty.
But you needn’t ha’ took it so.”
She stood staring at him, fascinated,
one brown hand trembling on her heart. Her eyes
shot a glance at the door behind him, and he was enraged
anew with pity of her.
“You don’t know what it
is to see a girl as pretty as you be,” he went
on, as if he scolded her, “and all dressed up
to the nines.”
She was still looking at him dumbly.
She saw beyond him the vista of Sue’s broken
life.
“Well, then, won’t you
be friends?” he urged. “Great king!
you couldn’t be any more offish if I’d
done it. You needn’t think anything’s
altered. You’re the prettiest creatur’
that ever stepped, but I wouldn’t give up Sue
for the Queen of England. Now will you say it’s
square?”
So nothing was changed. She could
not understand it, but she nodded at him and smiled
a little. Her trembling did not cease until he
was far upon the road.
When Mrs. Withington came home with
her basket of greens, Ellen had supper all ready,
and she ran forward and held a corner of her mother’s
apron while they walked together toward the house.
“You look kind o’ peaked,”
said Mrs. Withington tenderly. “What you
got on that old brown thing for?”
“I’m going to weed after
supper,” Ellen answered. “The garden
looks real bad.”
Mrs. Withington gazed at her keenly.
“Henry Fox asked if we were
goin’ to be home this evenin’,” she
said, with much indifference. “I told him
I guessed so.”
Ellen held the apron hard.
“O mother!” she whispered; “you
see him. I haven’t got to, have I?”
“Law! no, child,” said
the other woman. “I guess you ain’t.
You’re mother’s own girl.”
So when the dusk came Mrs. Withington
sat in the parlor and talked of crops with Henry,
wan beside her, while Ellen, safe at the back of the
house, weeded a bed of pansies purpling there.
A soft after-glow lighted all the windows to flame,
and fell full upon the face of one dark flower, quite
human in its sombre wistfulness. Ellen knelt and
kissed it tremulously.
“You darling one!” she
murmured under her breath; and somehow she knew that
this was the only sort of kiss she should ever want
to give.