Mariana Blake, on her way home from
Jake Preble’s in the autumn twilight, heard
women’s voices sounding clearly at a distance,
increasing in volume as they neared. She knew
the turn of the road would hide her from them for
a minute or two to come, and depending on that security
she stepped over the wall and crouched behind the undergrowth
at the foot of a wild cherry. They were only her
neighbors, Sophronia Jackson and Lizzie Ann West,
with whom she was on the kindliest terms; but for
some reason she felt sensitive to the social eye whenever
she was carrying Jake a basket of her excellent cookery
or returning with the empty dishes. Other neighbors,
it was true, contributed delicacies to his rudimentary
housekeeping, though chiefly at festal times like
Thanksgiving and Christmas; but Mariana was conscious
that she had kept an especial charge over him since
his sister died and left him alone. Yet this
she was never willing to confess, and though she treasured
what she had elected as her responsibility, it was
with an exceptional shyness.
The voices came nearer at a steady
pace, accompanied at length by the steady tread of
Sophronia’s low-heeled shoes and the pattering
of Lizzie Ann on the harder side of the road.
When they were nearly opposite the old cherry-tree,
Sophronia spoke.
“Mercy! I stepped into a hole.”
“Can’t you remember that
hole?” Lizzie Ann inquired, with her inconsequent
titter. “I’ve had that in mind ever
since I went to school. I always thought if I
was one of the board o’ selectmen, I guess I
could manage to fill up that hole.”
“I guess I shall have to set
down here and shake the gravel out o’ my shoe,”
said Sophronia. “You have this nice flat
place, and I’ll set where I can get my foot
up easy.”
There was the softest accompanying
rustle, and they had both sat down. Mariana,
over the wall, gripped her basket with a tenser hand,
as if the dishes, of their own accord, might clink.
She held her breath, too, smiling because she knew
the need of caution would be brief. The instant
they were settled, she told herself, they would talk
down any such trifling sound as an unconsidered breath.
She could foretell exactly what they would say, once
they had exhausted the topic of gravel in the shoe.
It would be either the new church cushions, or mock
mince-pies for the sociable, or the minister’s
daughter’s old canary that had ceased to sing
or to echo the chirping of others, and yet was regarded
with a devotion the parishioners could not indorse.
Mariana had seen both her friends that day, and each
of them had been more keenly alive to these topics
than any.
“I don’t see what makes
you so sure,” said Sophronia, in a jerky fashion,
accompanying the attempt to draw her foot into the
position indicated for unlacing.
“Because I am,” said Lizzie
Ann. “So you are, too. Mariana Blake
never’ll marry in the world. She ain’t
that kind.”
“I don’t know why she
ain’t,” said her friend, in an argumentative
tone of the sort adopted to carry on brilliantly a
conversation of which both participants know the familiar
moves. “Mariana’s a real pretty woman,
prettier by far than she was when she’s a girl.
I know she’s gettin’ along. She was
forty-three last April, but age ain’t everything.
Look at aunt Grinnell. She married when she’s
fifty-three, and she was homely ’s a hedge fence
and hadn’t any faculty. Nor she didn’t
bring him a cent, either.”
“Well, nobody’d say Mariana
was homely. But she won’t marry. Nor
she wouldn’t if she was eighteen. She ain’t
that kind.”
“There, I’ve got it laced
up,” said Sophronia. She seemed to settle
into an easier attitude, and Mariana could hear the
scratch of the heel as she thrust the rehabilitated
foot afar from her on the lichened rock. “Well,
I guess you’re right, but I don’t know
why it’s so, after all. If I was a man,
seems if I should think Jake Preble, now, was a real
likely fellow to marry.”
“Jake Preble!” Such distaste
animated the tone of that response that Mariana involuntarily
raised herself from her listening posture, and the
dishes clinked. “What’s that?
Didn’t you hear suthin’? Why, Jake
Preble’s a kind of a hind wheel. He goes
rollin’ along after t’others, never askin’
why nor wherefore, and he thinks it’s his own
free will. He never so much as dreams ‘tis
the horse that’s haulin’ him.”
“Well, what is ’t he thinks
‘tis that’s haulin’ him?” asked
Sophronia, who was not imaginative.
“Why, all I mean is, he don’t
take things for what they’re wuth. He believes
every goose’s a swan till it up and honks, and
he’s jest as likely to think a swan’s
a goose.”
“You don’t mean he ain’t suited
with Mariana?”
“No, no. I mean Mariana’s
cosseted him and swep’ his path afore him, carryin’
his victuals and cleanin’ up the house when he’s
out hayin’ or cuttin’ wood, till he thinks
it ain’t so bad to bach it after all. If
she’d just let him alone after Hattie died, and
starved him out, he’d ha’nted her place
oftener’n she’s been over to his, and ‘twouldn’t
ha’ been long before he learnt the taste of
her apple-pies and where they ought to be made.
Now he knows they’re to be picked mostly off’n
his kitchen table when he comes in from work.”
“Mercy, you don’t mean
to say you think it’s all victuals, do you?”
inquired Sophronia, with her unctuous laugh. “You
never had much opinion o’ menfolks, anyways,
Lizzie Ann.”
“Well, they’ve got to
eat, ain’t they?” inquired Lizzie Ann.
“That’s all I say. Come, ain’t
you got your shoe on yet? Why, yes, you have.
Come along. There’s a kind of chill in
the air, if ’tis September.”
Mariana heard them rising, Sophronia
contributing soft thuds of a good-sized middle-aged
body and Lizzie with a light scramble suited to her
weight.
“Mercy!” said Sophronia, “ain’t
you stiff?”
Then they went on together, and Mariana
heard in the near distance the familiar patter dealing
with Sophronia’s proficiency in mock mince-pies.
They were safely away, but she did not move. The
cool September breeze rustled the blackberry-vines
on her side of the wall, but it did not chill her.
She was hot with some emotion she could not name, - anger,
perhaps, though it hardly seemed like that, resentment
that her friends could talk her over; and some hurt
in the very centre of feeling because the shyness
of her soul had been invaded. It seemed so simple
to carry Jake Preble a pie of her own baking, as natural
as for him to cut her wood and shovel paths for her
in the worst winter weather. When it was a beautiful
clearing-off day after a storm, she loved to sweep
her paths herself, and Jake knew it; but he was always
near to rescue her when the drifts piled too high.
But then Cap’n Hanscom came, too, and he was
a widower, and once Sophronia’s own husband
had taken a hand at the snowy citadel. Angry
maidenhood in her kept hurling questions into the
deepening dusk. Mariana was learning that in a
world of giving in marriage, no woman and no man who
have not accorded hostages to fortune can live unchallenged.
When her ireful mood had worn itself
away, she got up with the stiffness of the mind’s
depression intensifying the body’s chill, and
made her way swiftly toward home. She walked
fast, because it seemed to her she could not possibly
bear to meet a neighbor. Even through the dusk
her tell-tale basket would be visible, the dishes
in it clinking to the tune that Mariana was no sort
of a woman to marry.
When she reached home, she fled up
the path to the door, feeling at every step the friendliness
of the way. The late fall flowers nodded kindly
to her through the dark, and underfoot were the stones
and hollows of the pathway familiar to her from a
life’s acquaintanceship.
“My sakes,” breathed Mariana.
A man was sitting on her steps, and
because Jake was so vividly present to her mind, she
almost spoke his name. But it was only Cap’n
Hanscom, rising as she neared him, and opening the
door gallantly.
“I says to myself, she’ll
be along in a minute or two,” he told her.
The cap’n had a soft voice touched
here and there with whimsical tones. When he
was absent, Mariana often thought how much she liked
his voice; but whenever she saw him she consumed her
friendly interest in wishing he wouldn’t wear
a beard. She was a fastidious woman, and a beard
seemed to her untidy.
“You stay here in the settin’-room,”
said she. “I’ll get the lamp.”
She slipped through the kitchen into
the pantry and put her basket softly down, lest he
should hear that shameful clink. Even Cap’n
Hanscom could not be allowed, she thought, to know
she had been carrying pies to a man who would not
marry her because she was not the kind of woman to
marry. When she came back, bearing the shining
lamp, the cap’n looked at her in a frank approval.
Mariana was a round, pleasant body
with pink cheeks, kindly eyes, and, bearing witness
to her character, a determined mouth; but now she seemed
to be enveloped by some transforming aura. Her
auburn hair, touched with gray, had blown about her
head in an unusual abandon, her cheeks were flaming,
and her eyes had pin-points of light. She set
the lamp down on the table with a steady hand and
drew the shades. Then she became aware that the
cap’n was looking at her. He had a fatherly
gaze for everybody, the index of his extreme kindliness,
but it had apparently been startled into some keener
interest.
“Well,” said Mariana,
and found that she was speaking irritably. “What’s
the matter? You look as if you never see anybody
before.”
She and the cap’n had been schoolfellows,
though he was older, and often she treated him with
scanty ceremony; now, after she had tossed him that
aged formula of banter, she laughed to soften it.
But she was still unaccountably angry.
“Well,” said the cap’n
slowly, “I dunno ’s I ever did see just
such a kind of a body before.”
The words seemed to be echoing from
the stolen conversation too warmly alive in her memory.
He, too, she thought, was probably considering her
a nice proper-looking woman, but one no man would think
of marrying.
“Take a chair,” she said,
and the cap’n went over to the hearth where a
careful fire was laid.
“Goin’ to touch it off?” he inquired.
Mariana, with a jealous eye, noted
that he was looking at the fire, not at her.
She wondered if Lizzie Ann West would say a man had
to be warmed as well as fed.
“Touch it off,” she said,
with a disproportioned recklessness. “There’s
the matches on the mantel-tree.”
The cap’n did it, kneeling to
adjust the sticks more nicely; and when one fell forward
with the burning of the kindling, lifted it and laid
it back solicitously. Then with a turkey-wing
he swept up the hearth, its specklessness invaded
by a rolling bit of coal, put the wing in place, and
stood looking down at what seemed to be his own handiwork.
“There!” said he.
He took the big armchair by the hearth,
and Mariana drew her little rocker to the other corner.
She seated herself in it, her hands rather tensely
folded, and the cap’n regarded her mildly.
“Ain’t you goin’ to sew?”
he inquired.
“Why, no,” said Mariana,
“I dunno ’s I be. I dunno ’s
I feel like sewin’ all the time.”
“Well, I dunno ‘s there’s
any law to make a woman set an’ sew,” the
cap’n ruminated. “Sewin’ or
knittin’, either. Only, I’ve got so
used to seein’ you with a piece o’ work
in your hands, didn’t look hardly nat’ral
not to.” He regarded her again with his
kindly stare. “Mariana,” said he,
“you look like a different creatur’.
What is ’t’s got hold of you?”
“Nothin’, I guess,” said Mariana.
“Maybe I’m mad.”
“Mad? What ye mad about?”
“Oh, I dunno. I guess I’m
just mad in general. Nothin’ particular,
as I see.”
“Well, if anybody’s goin’
to be mad it ought to be me,” said the cap’n,
lifting his brows with that droll look he wore when
he intended to indicate that he was fooling.
“I guess I’ve got to wash my own dishes
an’ bake my own johnny-cake for a spell.
Mandy’s goin’ to leave.”
“Mandy goin’ to leave!
Well, you will be put to ‘t. What’s
she leavin’ for?”
“Goin’ to be married.”
“For mercy sakes! Who’s Mandy Hill
goin’ to marry?”
“Goin’ to marry the peddler.”
“The one from the Pines?”
Cap’n Hanscom nodded.
“He’s been round consid’able
this fall, but I never so much as thought he’d
got anything but carpet-rags in his head. Well,
seems he had. Now ‘t I know it, I realize
Mandy’s been stockin’ up with tin for quite
a spell. Seems to me I never see a woman that
needed so much tinware, nor took so long to pick it
out. I never got it through my noddle she an’
the peddler was makin’ on ’t up between
’em.”
“Well, suz,” said Mariana.
“I never so much as thought Mandy Hill’d
ever marry.”
“I never did, either,”
said the cap’n. “But come to that,
it’d be queer ’f she didn’t sooner
or later. Mandy Hill’s just the sort of
a woman nine men out o’ ten’d be possessed
to marry. Wonder to me she ain’t done it
afore.”
Mariana shot a glance at him.
There was fire in it, kindled of what fuel she knew
not; but the flame of it seemed to scorch her.
The cap’n was staring at the andirons and did
not see it.
“I’d give a good deal,”
he said musingly, “if I thought I could ever
come acrost such a housekeeper as you be, Mariana.
But there! that’s snarin’ a white blackbird.”
“Cap’n,” said Mariana.
Her tone seemed to leap at him, and he had to look
at her.
“Why, Mariana!” he returned.
Her face amazed him. It was full of light, but
a light that glittered. “By George,”
said he, “you looked that minute for all the
world jest as your brother Elmer did when Si Thomson
struck him in town meetin’. Si was drunk
an’ Elmer never laid up a thing after the blow
was over an’ done; but that first minute he looked
as if he was goin’ to jump. What is it,
Mariana?”
“Cap’n,” said Mariana.
She was used to calling him by his first name in their
school-day fashion, but her new knowledge of life seemed
for the moment to have made all the world alien to
her. “Cap’n, if anybody said you
couldn’t do a thing, wouldn’t you say to
yourself you’d be - wouldn’t
you say you’d do it?”
“Why, I dunno,” said the
cap’n, wondering. “Mebbe I would if
’twas somethin’ I thought best to do.”
“No, no. If ’twas
somethin’ - well, s’pose somebody
said you was a Chinyman, wouldn’t you prove
you wa’n’t?”
“Why,” said the cap’n
mildly, “anybody’d see I wa’n’t,
minute they looked into my face. Nobody’d
say anybody was a Chinyman if they wa’n’t.”
Mariana was able to laugh a little
here, though a tear did run over her cheek in a hateful,
betraying way. She wiped it off, but the cap’n
saw it.
“See here, Mariana,” said
he stoutly, “who’s been rilin’ you
up? Somebody has. You tell me, an’
I’ll kick ’em from here to the state o’
Maine.”
“Oh, it’s nothin’,”
said Mariana. “Here, you lay on another
stick. I was only thinkin’ when you spoke
of Mandy, what a fool she was to tie herself up to
the best man in the world if she could get good wages,
nice easy place same as yours is. Well, there,
Eben! I do get kind o’ blue when the winter
comes on and I sit here by the fire watchin’
my hair turn gray. If anybody was to offer me
a job, I’d take it.”
“You would?” said Cap’n Hanscom.
She saw a thought run into his eyes,
and hated it. She liked Eben Hanscom, but all
the decorous reserves were at once awake in her, bidding
him remember that she was not going to scale the trim,
tight fence of maidenly tradition. He began rather
breathlessly, and she cut him short.
“I’d come and be your
housekeeper,” said Mariana, hurriedly in her
turn, “for three dollars a week, same as you
give Mandy, and be glad and thankful. Only I’d
want somebody else in the family. I dunno why,
but seems if folks would laugh if you and me settled
down there together like two old folks - ”
“I dunno why they’d laugh,”
said the cap’n stoutly. His eyes were glowing
with the surprise of it and the happy anticipation
of Mariana’s tidy ways. “Nobody laughed
at me an’ Mandy; leastways if they did, I never
got hold on ’t.”
“Well, you see, Mandy’s
day begun pretty soon after your wife was taken, and
folks were kinder softened down. Anyways, I couldn’t
do it. ’Tain’t that I’m young
and ’tain’t that I’m a fool, but
I’d just like to have one more in the family.”
“Aunt Elkins might think she
could make a home with us,” said the cap’n,
pondering. “No, she wouldn’t, either,
come to think. Her son’s sent her her fare
to go out to them this winter. Ain’t you
got some friend, Mariana?”
“No,” said Mariana.
She was watching him with a steady gaze, as if she
had planted a magic seed and looked for its uprising.
“If there was only somebody else that’s
left alone as you and I be,” she offered speciously.
The cap’n felt a quick delight over his own
cleverness.
“Why,” said he, “there’s Jake
Preble.”
“He never’d do it,”
said Mariana. She shook her head conclusively.
“Never ’n the world.”
“I bet ye forty dollars,”
said the cap’n. “He could go over
‘n’ take care of his stock an’ do
his choppin’, an’ come back to a warm house.
I’m goin’ to ask him. I’m goin’
this minute. You set up, an’ I’ll
be back an’ tell ye.”
“You take it from me,”
Mariana was calling after him. “He won’t
do it and it’s noways right he should.
You tell him so from me.”
“I bet ye forty dollars,” cried the cap’n.
The door clanged behind him and he
was gone. Mariana had never heard him in such
demented haste since the days when one squad of the
boys besieged another in the schoolhouse, and Eben
Hanscom was deputed to run for reinforcements of those
that went home at noon. But she settled down
there by the fire and held herself quiet until he should
come. She seemed to have shut a gate behind her;
but whether she had opened another to lead into the
unknown country where women are like their sisters,
triumphant over things, she could not tell. At
the moment she found herself in a little inclosure
where everybody could see her and laugh at her, and
she could not answer back.
Before the forestick had burned in
two, she heard him coming, but he was not alone.
She knew that other step, marking out a longer stride,
and the steady inarticulate responses when the cap’n
talked. The cap’n opened the door and they
walked in. Jake Preble was ahead, a tall, powerful
creature in his working-clothes, his thin face with
the bright brown eyes interrogating her, his mouth,
in spite of him, moving nervously under the mustache.
“What’s all this?”
said he roughly, approaching her as if, Mariana thought,
he owned her.
That air of his had pleased her once:
it gave her a curious little thrill of acquiescent
loyalty; but now it simply hurt, and the instinct
of resentment rose in her. What right had he to
own her, she asked herself, when it only made other
women scornful of her? She lifted her head and
faced him. What he saw in her eyes he could not
perhaps have told, but it suddenly quieted him to
a surprised humility.
“You goin’ over to keep
house for him?” he asked, with a motion of his
head toward the cap’n, who seemed to be petitioning
the god of domesticity lest his new hopes be confounded.
“Yes,” said Mariana, “but
I ain’t goin’ unless he can get one or
two more. I’m tired to death of settin’
down to the table alone. One more wouldn’t
be no better. Three’s the kind of a crowd
I like. Two’s no company. Don’t
you say so, cap’n?”
“I prefer to choose my company,
that’s all I say,” the cap’n answered
gallantly.
Jake looked from one to the other
and then back again. What he saw scarcely pleased
him, but it had to be accepted.
“All right,” said he.
“If you want a boarder, no reason why you shouldn’t
have one. I’ll shut up my place to-morrer.”
The red surged up into Mariana’s
cheeks. She had not known it was easy to cause
such gates to open.
“When’s Mandy goin’?” she
asked indifferently.
“Week from Wednesday,”
said the cap’n. He was suffused with joy,
and Mariana, in one of those queer ways she had of
thinking of inapposite things, remembered him as she
saw him once when, at the age of fourteen, he sat
before a plate of griddle-cakes and saw the syrup-pitcher
coming.
“Thursday, then,” she
said. “I’ll be along bright and early.”
She rose and set her chair against
the wall. That seemed as if they were to go.
“You’d better by half
stay where you be in your own home,” she called
after Jake, shutting the door behind him. “You
won’t like settin’ at other folks’
tables. You’ve set too long at your own.”
He came back, and left the cap’n
waiting for him in the path. There he stood before
her, the gaunt, big shape she had watched and brooded
over so many years. Something seemed to be moving
in his brain, and he gave it difficult expression.
“Depends on who else’s
settin’ at the table,” he remarked, and
vanished into the night.
Mariana, moved and wondering, wanted
to call after him and ask him what he meant; but she
reflected that the women who inspired such speeches
probably refrained from insisting too crudely on their
value. Then she flew to the bedroom and began
to sort her things for packing.
In two weeks she was settled at the
cap’n’s, and Jake Preble had come to board,
doggedly, even sulkily, at first, and then suddenly
armed with that quiet acceptance he had ready for
all the changes in his life. But Mariana smoothed
his path to a pleasant familiarity with the big house
and its ways, and he began to look about the room,
from his place at the table with his book or paper,
wonderingly and even pathetically, as she thought,
recalling the time before his sister died when his
own house had been full of the warm intimacies of
an ordered life. The captain reveled in the comfort
of his state. He brought in wood until Mariana
had to bid him cease. He built fires and drew
water, and his ruddy face shone with contentment.
She made his favorite dishes and seemed not to notice
when Jake, too, in his shy way, awoke to praise them.
She even read aloud to the cap’n on a Sunday
night from the life of women who, the title declared,
debatably, had “Made India what It is.”
On such nights of intellectual stress Jake betook
himself to the kitchen and ostentatiously pored over
the “Scout in Early New England.”
The cap’n, who was hospitality itself, trudged
out there one night, in the midst of a panegyric on
Mrs. Judson, and besought him to come in.
“If you don’t like that
kind o’ readin’, Jake, we’ll try
suthin’ else,” he conceded generously.
“I jest as soon play fox an’ geese Sunday
nights if anybody wants to. I ain’t one
to tie up the cat’s tail Sunday mornin’
so ’s she won’t play.”
“I’ll be in byme-by,”
said Jake, frowningly intent upon his page. “You
go on with your readin’, cap’n. I’ll
be in.”
But, instead, he walked out and down
the road to his own lonely house, and Mariana, though
her brain followed him every step of the way, went
on reading in the clearest voice, minding her stops
as she had been taught when she was accounted the
best reader in the class. But in those days of
reading-classes her heart had not ached. It ached
all the time now. She had shut the gate behind
her, and the one she opened led into an unfamiliar
country. Mariana had been born to live ingenuously,
simply, like the child she was. Woman’s
wiles were not for her, and the fruit they brought
her had a bitter tang. But whether her campaign
was a righteous one or not, it was brilliantly successful.
She could hardly think that any women, looking on,
were laughing at her, even in a kindly way. She
had taken her own stand and the world had patently
respected it. Immediately on her moving to the
cap’n’s she had gone out in her best cashmere
and made a series of calls, and far and wide she had
gayly announced herself as keeping house because she
wanted the money; in the spring, she told the neighborhood,
she meant to take what she had earned and make a journey
to Canada to see cousin Liddy, who had married into
a nice family there, and over and over again had written
for her to come.
“I guess Eben Hanscom never’ll
let you step your foot out of his house now he’s
tolled you into it,” Lizzie Ann West remarked
incisively one afternoon, when Mariana, after a pleasant
call on her, stood in the doorway, saying the last
words the visit had not left room for. “He
ain’t goin’ to bite into such pie-crust
as yours, day in, day out, and go back to baker’s
trade.”
“I don’t make no better
pie-crust’n you do,” said Mariana innocently.
“Mebbe you don’t, but
you’re on the spot, and there’s where you’ve
got the whip-hand. Eben Hanscom ain’t goin’
to let you go. He’s no such fool.”
“Well,” flashed Mariana,
“I’d like to see anybody keep me when I’ve
got ready to go.” She was on the doorstep
now, and the spring wind was bringing her faint, elusive
odors. She felt like putting her head up in the
air like a lost four-footed creature and snuffing for
her home.
“Oh, I guess you’ll be
glad enough to stay,” said Lizzie Ann, with a
shrewdness Mariana hated. “The cap’n’s
takin’ to clippin’ his beard. He’s
a nice-lookin’ man, younger by ten years than
he was when she’s alive, and neat ’s a
pin.”
Mariana chose her way back along the
muddy road, choking a temptation to turn the corner
to her own little house, build a fire there, and let
single men fight the domestic battle for themselves.
But that night when the spring wind was still moving
and she stood on Cap’n Hanscom’s doorstone
and looked at the dark lilac buds at her hand, the
tears came, and the cap’n, bearing in his last
armful of wood for the night, saw them and was undone.
He went in speechlessly and piled the wood with absent
care. He stood a moment in thought, and then he
called her.
“Mariana, you come here.”
She went obediently.
“You ain’t homesick, be you?” the
cap’n inquired.
She nodded, like a child.
“I guess so,” she responded.
“Leastways, if ’tain’t that I don’t
know what ’tis.”
The cap’n was looking at her
pleadingly, all warm benevolence and anxious care.
“I know how ’tis,”
he burst forth. “You’ve give up your
home to come here, an’ you feel as if you hadn’t
anything of your own left. Ain’t that so,
Mariana?”
“I guess so,” Mariana
returned at random. “Mebbe I’ll go
down and open my winders to-morrow. I want to
look over some o’ my things.”
The cap’n seemed to be breathing
with difficulty. Mariana had heard him speak
in meeting, and thus stertorously was he accustomed
to announce his faith.
“Mariana,” said he, “it’s
all yours, everything I got. It’s your home.
You stay here an’ enjoy it.”
“Oh, no, it ain’t,”
cried Mariana, in a fright. “I’ve
got my own place same ’s you have. I’m
contented enough, Eben. I just got kinder thinkin’;
I often do, come spring o’ the year.”
“Well, I ain’t contented,
if you be,” said the cap’n valiantly.
“I never shall be till you an’ me are
man an’ wife.”
“O my soul!” Mariana cried out. “O
my soul!”
“What’s the matter?”
said Jake Preble. He had just come over from his
own house with a spray of lilac that was really out,
whereas the cap’n’s had only budded.
Jake had felt a strange thrill of triumph at the haste
his bush had made. He thought Mariana ought to
see it.
“There’s nothin’
the matter,” she told him in a high, excited
voice, “except I’ve got to go home.
I’ve told Cap’n Hanscom so, and I’ll
tell you. I ain’t goin’ to eat another
meal in this house. There’s plenty cooked,”
she continued, turning to the cap’n in a wistful
haste, “and I’ll stop on the way down
the road and tell Lizzie Ann West you want she should
come and see you through. Don’t you stop
me, either of you. I’m goin’ home.”
She ran up the stairs to her room,
and tossed her belongings into her trunk. Over
the first layer she cried, but then it suddenly came
upon her that she was having her own way and that
it led into her dear spring garden, and she laughed
forthwith. Downstairs the cap’n stood pondering,
his eyes on the floor, and Jake regarded him at first
keenly and in anger, and then with a slow smile.
“Well,” said Jake presently,
“I guess I might ’s well pack up, too.”
“Don’t ye do it, Jake,”
the cap’n besought him hoarsely. “I
guess, think it over, she’ll make up her mind
to stay.”
“Guess not,” said Jake.
It was more cheerfully than he had spoken that winter,
the cap’n wonderingly thought. “I’ll
heave my things together an’ go back to the
old place.”
In a day or two it was all different.
They had moved the pieces as if it were some sober
game, and now Mariana was in her own little house,
warming it to take out the winter chill, and treating
it with a tender haste, as if she had somehow done
it wrong, and Lizzie Ann had gone to Cap’n Hanscom’s.
Mariana had hesitated on the doorstone, at her leaving,
and there the cap’n bade her good-by, rather
piteously and with finality, though they were to be
neighbors still.
“Well, Eben,” she hesitated.
There was something she had meant to say. In
spite of decency, in spite of feminine decorum, she
had intended to give him a little shove into the path
that should lead him, still innocently, to her own
blazonment as a woman who could have her little triumphs
like the rest. “If you should ever feel
to tell Lizzie Ann I was a good housekeeper,”
she meant to say, “I should be obliged to you.”
He would do it, she knew, and from that prologue more
would follow. The cap’n would go on to
say he had besought her to marry him, never guessing,
under Lizzie Ann’s superior system of investigation,
that he had disclosed himself at all. But as
she mused absently on his face, another spirit took
possession of her, the one that had presided over
her humble hearth and welcomed the two men there in
the neighborly visits that seemed so pleasant in remembrance.
What did it avail that this or that woman should declare
she was unsought? She was ashamed of waging that
unworthy war. She found herself speaking without
premeditation.
“You know what Lizzie Ann West says about you?”
“She ain’t said she won’t come?”
He was dismayed and frankly terrified.
“She says you’re dreadful
spruce-lookin’ and you’re younger’n
ever you was.”
The cap’n laughed.
“That all?” he inquired. “Well,
she must be cross-eyed.”
“No,” said Mariana, “she
ain’t cross-eyed; only she thinks you’re
a terrible likely man.”
Then she walked away, and the cap’n
watched her, blinking a little with the sun in his
eyes and the memory of her Indian pudding.
Mariana did not find her house just
as she had left it. It seemed to her a warmer,
lighter, cleaner place than she had ever thought it,
and, in spite of the winter’s closing, as sweet
as spring. She went about opening cupboard doors
and looking at her china as if each piece were friendly
to her, from long association, and moving the mantel
ornaments to occupy the old places more exactly.
Certain eccentricities of the place had been faults;
now they were beauties wherein she found no blemish.
The worn hollows in the kitchen floor, so hard to wash
on a Monday, seemed exactly to fit her feet.
And while she stood with her elbows on the window-sash,
looking out and planning her garden, Jake Preble came.
Mariana was not conscious that she had expected him,
but his coming seemed the one note needed to complete
recaptured harmony. What she might have prepared
to say to him if she had paused to remember Lizzie
Ann’s ideal of woman’s behavior, she did
not think. She turned to him, her face running
over with pure delight, and put the comprehensive
question: -
“Ain’t this elegant?”
“You bet it is,” said
Jake. He did not seem the same man, neither the
sombre dullard of the winter, nor the Jake of former
years who had fulfilled the routine of his life with
no comment on its rigor or its ease. His face
was warmly flushed and his eyes shone upon her.
“I don’t know ’s I ever see a nicer
place,” said he, “except it’s mine.
Say, Mariana, what you goin’ to do?”
“When?” Mariana inquired innocently.
“Now. Right off, to-morrer, next day.”
She laughed.
“I’m goin’ to start
my garden and wash my dishes and hang out clo’es,
and then I’m goin’ to begin all over again
and do the same things; but it’ll be my garden
and my dishes and my clo’es. And I’m
goin’ to be as happy as the day is long.”
“Say,” said Jake, “you
don’t s’pose you could come over to my
house an’ do it?”
“Work out some more? Why,
I ain’t but just over one job. You expect
me to take another?”
Mariana was not in the least embarrassed.
Lizzie Ann was right, she thought. Men-folks
studied their own comfort, and Jake, even, having had
a cosy nest all winter, had learned the way of making
one of his own. Suddenly she trembled. He
was looking at her in a way she wondered at, not as
if he were Jake at all, but another like him, from
warm, beseeching eyes.
“You shouldn’t do a hand’s
turn if you didn’t want to,” he was assuring
her, with that entreating look. “We’d
keep a girl, an’ Mondays I’d stay home
an’ turn the wringer. Mariana, I know you
set everything by your house, but you could fix mine
over any way you liked. You could throw out a
bay-winder if you wanted, or build a cupelow.”
“Why,” said Mariana, so
softly that he bent to hear, “what’s set
you out to want a housekeeper?”
“It ain’t a housekeeper,”
said Jake. “I’ve had enough o’
housekeepin’ long as I live, seein’ you
fetch an’ carry for Eb Hanscom. Why, Mariana,
I just love you. I want a wife.”
Mariana walked away from him to the
window and stood looking out again, only that, instead
of the wet garden with the clumps of larkspur feathering
up, she seemed to see long beds of flowers in bloom.
She even heard the bees humming over them and the
tumult of nesting birds. And all the time Jake
Preble waited, looking at her back and wondering if
after all the losses of his life he was to forfeit
Mariana, who, he knew, was life itself.
“Well,” said he, in deep
despondency, “I s’pose it’s no use.
I see how you feel about it. Any woman would
feel the same.”
Mariana turned suddenly, and, seeing
she was smiling, he took a hurried step to meet her.
“I ’most forgot you,”
she said, with a whimsical lilt in her voice.
“I was thinkin’ how elegant it is when
we get home at last.”
“Yes,” said Jake dejectedly.
“I s’pose you’re considerin’
your own house an’ your own gardin-spot’s
the best there is in the world.”
“Why, no,” said Mariana,
with a little movement toward him. “I wa’n’t
thinkin’ o’ my house nor my gardin particular.
I guess I was thinkin’ o’ yours.
Leastways, I was thinkin’ o’ you.”