“You goin’?” called
Isabel Wilde from the road, to Ardelia, sitting forlornly
on the front steps.
It was seven o’clock of a wonderful
August morning, with all the bloom of summer and the
lull of fall. Isabel was a dark, strong young
creature who walked with her head in the air, and
Ardelia, pretty and frail and perfect in her own small
way, looked like a child in comparison. Isabel
had been down to carry a frosted cake to her little
niece Ellen, for Ellen’s share of the picnic
at Poole’s Woods. It was Fairfax day, when
once a year all Fairfax went to the spot where the
first settlers drank of the “b’ilin’
spring” on their way to a clearing.
“You goin’?” she
called again, imperiously, and Ardelia answered, as
if from some unwillingness: -
“I guess so.”
“Now what do you want to say
that for?” rang her mother’s voice from
an upper window, where, trusting to her distance from
the road, she thought she could speak her mind without
Isabel’s hearing. “You know you ain’t.
Oliver’s gone off to work in the acre lot.”
Isabel had heard. She stood regarding
Ardelia thoughtfully, her black brows drawn together
and her teeth set upon one full lip.
“Ardelia,” she called
softly, after that moment of consideration.
“What is it?” came Ardelia’s
unwilling voice, the tone of one who has emotion to
conceal.
“Come here a minute.”
Ardelia rose slowly and came down
the path. She was a wisp of a creature, perfectly
fashioned and very appealing in her blond prettiness.
Isabel eyed her sharply and judged from certain signs
that she had at least meant to go. She had on
her light-blue dimity with the Hamburg frills, and
her sorrowful face indicated that she had donned it
to no avail.
“What time you goin’,
’Delia?” asked Isabel quietly, over the
fence.
Ardelia could not look at her.
She stood with bent head, busily arranging a spray
of coreopsis that fell out over the path, and Isabel
was sure her eyes were wet.
“I don’t know,”
she said evasively; “maybe not very early.”
Isabel was looking at her tenderly.
It was not a personal tenderness so much as a softness
born out of peculiar circumstance. She knew exactly
why she was sorry for Ardelia in a way no one else
could be. Yet there seemed to be no present means
of helping her.
“Well,” she said, turning
away, “maybe I’ll see you there. Say,
’Delia!” A sudden thought was brightening
her eyes to even a kinder glow. “If you
haven’t planned any other way, s’pose you
go with us. Jim Bryant’s goin’ to
take me, and he’d admire to have you, too.
What say, ’Delia?”
Ardelia’s delicate figure straightened,
and now she looked at Isabel. There was something
new in her gentle glance. It looked like dignity.
“I’m much obliged to you,
Isabel,” she returned stiffly. “If
I go, I’ve arranged to go another way.”
“All right,” said Isabel.
“Well, I guess I’ll be gettin’ along.”
But before she was half-way to the
turning of the road she heard Mrs. Drake’s shrill
voice from the upper window: -
“He’s begun to dig, ’Delia.
Oliver’s begun to dig. He won’t stop
for no picnics, I can tell ye that.”
It seemed to Isabel as if the world
were very much out of tune for delicate girls like
’Delia who wanted pleasure and could not have
it. She paused a moment at the crossing of the
roads, the frown of consideration again upon her brow.
“Makes me mad,” she said to herself, but
half absently, as if that were not the issue at all.
Then she turned her back on her own home-road and
the house where her starched dress was awaiting her,
and where Jim Bryant would presently call to take her
to Poole’s Woods, and walked briskly down the
other way.
Isabel stopped at the acre field,
but she had no idea of what she meant to say when
she was there. Oliver was digging potatoes, as
she knew he would be, and she recognized the bend
of the back, the steady stress of one who toiled too
long and too unrestingly, so that his very pose spoke
like a lifelong purpose. She stood still for a
moment or two before he saw her, gazing at him.
Old tenderness awoke in her, old angers also.
She remembered how he had made her suffer in the obstinate
course of his own will, and how free she had felt
when at last she had broken their engagement and seen
him drift under Ardelia’s charm. But he
would always mean something to her more than other
men, in a fashion quite peculiar to himself.
She had agonized too much over him. She had protected
him too long against the faults of his own nature,
and now she could not be content unless, for his sake,
she protected Ardelia a little also. Suddenly
he lifted himself to rest his back, and saw her.
They stood confronting each other, each with a sense
of familiarity and pain. Oliver was a handsome
fellow, tall, splendidly made, with rich, warm coloring.
He looked kindly, but stolidly set in his own way.
“That you, Isabel?” he asked awkwardly.
They had met only for a passing word since the breaking
of their troth.
“Yes,” said Isabel briefly.
“I’ve got to speak to you. Wait a
minute. I’ll come in by the bars, and you
meet me under the old cherry. It’ll be
shady there.”
She turned back to the bars, ducked
deftly under, and, holding her skirts from the rough
land, made her way to the cherry in the corner of
the lot. Oliver wonderingly followed. She
felt again that particular anger she reserved for
him, when she saw him stalking along, hoe in hand.
It was a settled tread, with little spring in it, and
for the moment it seemed to her a prophecy of what
it would be when he was an old man, with a staff instead
of the hoe. She was waiting for him under the
tree.
“Oliver,” she began, speaking
out of an impulse hardly yet approved by judgment,
“you goin’ to the picnic?”
Oliver looked at her in wonder.
“Why, no,” said he slowly.
“Didn’t you promise ’Delia you’d
go?”
“No, I guess not. I said
mebbe I’d be round if I had time, but I ain’t
found the time. These ’taters
have got to be dug.”
The red had surged into Isabel’s
full cheeks. She looked an eloquent remonstrance.
“Oliver,” she said impetuously,
“‘Delia’s sittin’ on the front
steps, waitin’ for you to come. She’ll
be terrible disappointed if you put her aside like
this.”
Oliver took off his hat and passed
a hand over his forehead. She noticed, as she
had a hundred times, how fine his hair was at the roots,
and was angry again because he would not, with his
exasperating ways, let any woman love him as she might.
He seemed to have nothing to say, but she knew the
picture of lone ’Delia sitting on the steps was
far from moving him. It did cause him an honest
trouble, for he was kind; but not for that would he
postpone his work.
“Oliver,” she continued,
“did you ever know what ’twas that made
me tell you we must break off bein’ - engaged?”
He was looking at her earnestly.
His own mind seemed returning to a past ache and loss.
“I understood,” he said
at length - “I understood ’twas
because you kinder figured it out we shouldn’t
get along well.”
She stood there, a frowning figure,
her lips compressed, her eyes stormy. Then she
turned to him, all frankness and candor.
“Oliver,” she said, “I
never give you any reasons. What’s the use?
I was terrible fond of you. I was. I don’t
know ’s any girl ought to say that when you’re
engaged to somebody else, and I’m engaged myself,
and happy as the day is long. But what ’twas - what
come between us - you never made me have
a good time.”
He stood leaning upon his hoe, very
handsome, very stern in his attention to her, and,
as she could see, entirely surprised. The child
in her, that rare, ingenuous part she kept in hiding,
came out and spoke: -
“Why, Oliver, we never had any
fun! You were awful good to me. You’d
worry yourself to pieces if I was sick; but we never
had more’n one or two good times together, long
’s it lasted, and them I planned. And I
got terrible tired of it, and I says to myself, ’If
it’s so now, when we’re only goin’
together, it’ll be a million times worse when
we’re married.’ And then when you
took a fancy to ’Delia, I was real pleased.
I says to myself. ’Maybe she’ll know
how to manage him. Maybe ’twas somethin’
in me,’ I says, ’that made him not want
to have a good time with me, and maybe now ‘twon’t
be so.’ And when I see you goin’ on
the same old way, workin’ from mornin’
till night, I says to myself, ‘Something’
‘s got to be done. I ain’t goin’
to have ’Delia put upon like this.’
’Tain’t because it’s ’Delia.
I ain’t so terrible fond of ’Delia, only
we went to school together. But don’t you
see, Oliver, I couldn’t say it for myself?
No girl could. But I can for ’Delia.”
“Well,” said Oliver, “well.”
He was entirely amazed. Then as he looked at
the field, a general maxim occurred to him, and he
remarked, “The farm’s got to be carried
on.”
“No, it ain’t, either,”
said Isabel, with a passionate earnestness, “not
as you do it. Other folks don’t work themselves
to death the way you do, and you’re forehanded
too. It’s because you like it. You
like it better’n anything else. You were
born so, and it’s just as bad as bein’
born with an appetite for drink or anything else.”
“I never knew you felt so, Isabel,”
he said gravely. “I don’t see why
you didn’t speak on ’t before when - old
times.”
“I’d rather have died,”
she declared passionately. “Any girl would.
’Delia would. Maybe she’ll cry all
the afternoon if she finds she ain’t goin’;
but if you call over there Saturday night, butter won’t
melt in her mouth. She won’t tell you how
’shamed she is before folks to think you didn’t
take the trouble to go with her. Anyways, she
won’t if she’s any kind of a girl.”
Oliver had plucked some wisps of grass
from the edge of turf under the tree, and he was wiping
his hoe thoughtfully. Isabel began to laugh.
She was trembling all over from old angers and the
excitement of her new daring, and she kept on laughing.
“One thing,” she said,
as she brushed away the tears with an impatient hand,
“’Delia’s mother’s got her
spy-glass on us this very minute. What under
the sun she thinks I’m here for I don’t
know and I don’t much care. You can tell
her anything you’re a mind to. Only you
come. Come now, Oliver, you come!”
Oliver quite meekly hung up his hoe
in the branches and waited for her to lead the way.
“I’ve got to ketch the
colt,” he said. “Mother took Dolly
to go after aunt Huldy. Mother’s always
made a good deal o’ the picnic.”
There was a beat of hoofs upon the
road, and Isabel, her present mission stricken from
her mind, turned to see. It was Jim Bryant, driving
by to call for her.
“My soul!” she said, under her breath.
“What is it, Isabel?” Oliver was asking
her, with concern.
She had caught herself up, and she laughed in a sorry
mirth.
“Nothin’,” she said. “You
catch the colt.”
They walked out of the field in silence. At the
stone wall he paused.
“Isabel,” he said solemnly, - and
with that double sense she had had all through the
interview, she thought this was the look she had seen
on his grandfather’s face when he led in prayer, - “Isabel,
you’d ought to spoke to me before. Why,
I’ve been tryin’ to get ahead so ’s
to make her comfortable, when - we set up
housekeepin’.”
Isabel was not sure whether he meant
her or Ardelia. At any rate, it was the woman
to whom he was determined to be loyally kind.
She also paused and looked at him with earnest eyes.
It was the last moment in all her life to convince
and alter him.
“Don’t you see, Oliver,”
she urged, “that’s what folks are together
for, chiefly, to have a good time. I don’t
mean they’ve got to be on the go from mornin’
till night. They’ve got to work hard, too.
Why, what’s ‘Delia marryin’ you
for, anyways. ’Tain’t to stay at home
and work, day in, day out. She can do that now,
right where she is. ’Tain’t so ’s
she can see you workin’. She can take her
mother’s spy-glass and have that, too, till
she’s sick to death of it. You go along,
Oliver, and catch the colt.”
He looked at her very kindly, gratefully,
too, perhaps, and turned away toward the live-oak
field. But Isabel, hurrying homeward, stopped
and called him.
“Oliver, you say your mother’s gone?”
“Yes.”
“She lay your things out?”
“No, I guess not. I told her I wa’n’t
goin’.”
“Well, I’ll see to it as I run along.”
Laying out the things of the men folks
of the family was rigidly observed in this household,
where Oliver was regarded as the cherished head.
He had been brought up to a helpless lack of acquaintance
with his best clothes. He knew them only as lendings
apt to constrict him a little when he got them on,
and to rouse in his mother a tendency to make unwelcome
remarks about his personal charms. Where they
lived, between those times of warfare, he scarcely
knew.
Isabel laughed a little to herself,
in a rueful fashion, as she hurried along the road.
Her own swain was waiting for her, but not for that
would she abjure the quest. She ran up Oliver’s
driveway and, without pausing, opened the blind where
the key, she knew, was hidden, and snatched it forth.
She unlocked the door and crossed the kitchen, rigid
in its order, with Oliver’s cold luncheon set
out on the table under wire covers. She made
her way upstairs, and in his room, also in beautiful
array, stood for a moment looking about her. Isabel
gave a little laugh. “I should think I
was crazy,” she said to herself; and then she
opened bureau drawers until she found the careful display
of bosomed shirts she knew were there. She laid
one on the bed, his collar and necktie beside it,
and took down his best suit from the closet. She
gave the collar of the coat a little unnecessary brush
with her hand. It seemed almost a wifely touch,
and she was angry with herself. Yet it was only
that this was mating-time, and the tender and the maternal
strove blindly in her, and brought forth a largess
great enough to touch other lots besides her own.
Then she sped downstairs and went
away to her own home. Her mother - a
little woman, all energy - met her at the
gate. She had on her best bonnet and carried
her Paisley shawl. She was shading her eyes with
her hand and looking tense in a way Isabel declaimed
against, for it made wrinkles in her mother’s
nice forehead.
“For mercy sake, where you been?”
she called. “Ain’t you seen Jim?”
“No,” said Isabel lightly. “Where
is he?”
“Well, I dunno where he is,”
said her mother reprovingly. “He come here
after you, all dressed up, an’ I told him you
was gone down to Ellen’s to carry the cake.
So he said he’d go along down an’ fetch
you up, an’ I told him he better stop to Ardelia’s
an’ see if you wasn’t there. An’
then he come back, ridin’ like the wind, an’
he said I could tell you Mis’ Drake said you’s
goin’ to the picnic with Oliver. She see
you through the spy-glass, an’ Oliver’d
gone to ketch the colt.”
“There’s father,”
said Isabel steadily. “He’s drivin’
out the carriage-house now. You got the cake
in the buggy?”
“You do worry me ’most
to death,” said Mrs. Wilde. Her face had
tied itself into a snarl of knots, from which the
kindly eyes looked angrily. “Who you goin’
with, Isabel? You ain’t been an’ took
up with Oliver again, after all’s said an’
done?”
Isabel laughed, but her voice shook
a little, and not with mirth.
“I’m all right, mother.
Don’t you say anything to anybody. That’s
all. Here comes father. Take care your dress.
You’ll get wheel-grease on it.”
Her strong hands were lifting the
little creature, and Mrs. Wilde found herself driven
away. She was turning a glance over her shoulder
to the last, and calling, “Isabel, you tell
me - ” But father, who had Isabel’s
masterful purpose, whipped up, and they were gone.
Isabel, still smiling, as if the sun
itself could judge her and it was desirable to keep
up some appearance before it, went into the house and
closed the door behind her. She took off her hat
and hung it on its nail in the front hall. Then
her muscles seemed to weaken in a strange way, and
she went into the darkened parlor where no neighbor
would find her, and sat down by the centre-table.
She bowed her head upon the great picture-Bible, and
unmindful of the cross and anchor in perforated paper
below and the green wool mat with its glass beads,
began to cry. Isabel hated tears with a fiery
scorn. She liked to stand on her two feet and
face the world as her father did; yet here she was,
sobbing over the centre-table and drawing quick breaths
of misery. Even then, in the passion of her grief,
it did occur to her that in all the anger she had
felt toward Oliver in times past, she had never wanted
to cry. Something now had hurt a deeper heart
than she knew she had.
She had got over the first tempest
of her grief, and sat drying her eyes with a wondering
shame, and suddenly there was a sound of a horse driven
rapidly. Hope flooded her face with color.
She sprang up and slipped to the window and peered
out at the side of the curtain. But it was not
he. It was Oliver, erect and handsome in his
best clothes, and Ardelia beside him. Oliver
glanced up at the house as they went by; but he bent
to Ardelia again in a way that looked fondness and
protection at once. And Ardelia was openly in
paradise. She was looking up to him with no eyes
for any face at the window, and as they whirled out
of sight Isabel saw her lift a hand and with an intimate,
pretty motion brush something from his coat.
Then they were gone, and immediately the neighborhood
seemed to settle into a quiet. All the town was
at Poole’s Woods, and Isabel was left behind.
For a long time, it seemed to her,
she sat there, trying to still her breath and school
herself into her old serenity. Then, with her
handkerchief, a little wet ball, tight in one hand,
she rose, went to the glass that even in the darkened
light showed her a miserable look, made a little face
at herself, and walked out into the kitchen. There
she stood idly for a moment, debating what she should
do. Jim Bryant had not lived long in the town,
but she knew him well from these few weeks of intimacy.
He was tempestuously devoted to her, in a way that
stirred her blood. There was plenty of fire and
passion in him; he had a temper, and he would not
come back. Isabel set her lips. “I
guess,” she said to herself, “I’ll
have the burnfire.” She thought of baking
pound-cake, but all the day before they had made cake
for the picnic. She might wash the blankets,
or begin quilting, or clean the cistern. These
dramas were hardly exciting enough. The bonfire
was better. She tied on her father’s hat
and kilted her skirts. Then she brought out the
iron rake from the barn and settled the brush-heap
anew. It was on the square of land where she
had had her perennial bed for three years, and now
she had decided to sow it down to grass. The
litter of the garden was there, with splinters of
shingle and dried weeds, and next week her father
meant to burn it.
Isabel touched her match and stood
by, watching, while the flames curled and crept.
Then they crackled among the brush, and she held them
down and got excited over it, and for an instant forgot
Poole’s Woods. It was a good little fight
out-of-doors in the hot sun, with a stream of fire
when it caught something dry, and then a column of
smoke that made a tang in the air and stirred her
blood deliciously. Isabel was like a creature
of the earth combating something for the earth’s
good, and getting hotter and more breathless every
minute.
“What you doin’ there?” called a
voice from the gate.
She forgot the bonfire, remembering
her father’s hat and her kilted skirts.
Jim Bryant threw the gate shut with a clang and came
striding across the yard. He was tall and brown
and sturdy. Isabel knew exactly how he looked
with his brow set and his blue eyes blazing.
“I’ve got a burnfire,” she said,
and raked the harder.
Jim came up and took the rake out
of her hand. It seemed to be for no purpose save
that he had to do something. Isabel put up her
head and looked at him. There was hostility in
her glance, but it was the challenge of sex that meets
and measures.
“I see the smoke comin’
up over this way, an’ I thought there was the
devil to pay,” he said harshly. “What
you carryin’ on like this for?”
“I ain’t carryin’
on,” said Isabel, from tense lips. “This
is our land, and I guess I can have a burnfire if
I want to.”
“Why ain’t you at Poole’s
Woods?” The fire was dying down a little, but
one persistent flame moved like a snake in the dry
stubble, and he savagely stamped it out. “Why
ain’t you? I come after you.”
“You didn’t wait, did you?”
“Old Mis’ Drake said you were goin’
with Briggs.”
“Did I tell you so?”
He weakened a little.
“N-no! But she said you’d
been down talkin’ it over an’ Oliver’d
gone to ketch the colt. She offered me the spy-glass.”
Isabel’s lips had a little line
of white about them. She looked full at him now.
“Did you take it, Jim?”
“Take it? No!” he
roared at her. “Do you think I’d do
a thing like that?”
They stood looking at each other,
glance holding glance, their eyes blazing. Suddenly
he threw the rake as if he had been throwing down a
shield and held out his arms to her. Isabel walked
into them, and while they kissed, her father’s
straw hat slipped back over her shoulders, and she
laughed and never missed the fluffy headgear lying
in her room upstairs, waiting for Poole’s Woods.
Suddenly she remembered that they were out in the
broad sunlight, in sight of the road, and then she
bethought her that all the town had gone to Poole’s
Woods to leave them the world alone to kiss in.
She remembered, too, that old Mrs. Drake’s spy-glass
might be trained on them at that moment.
“I don’t care,” she said, and laughed.
“Don’t care for what?” asked her
lover, his lips at her ear.
“For anything. There! let me go. Here’s
some more fire in the grass.”
They stamped and raked quite soberly
for a moment, and then Isabel began to laugh again.
She looked wild and beautiful in her fight with the
earth and her own heart. Jim laughed a little,
too.
“What is it, Bell?” he asked.
“I don’t know,”
she said, in the ecstasy of happiness. “I
guess I like a burnfire.”
When it died still lower, they walked
toward the house, hand in hand, and sat there on the
steps watching it.
“Well,” said Bryant, smiling
at her, “you want to go to Poole’s Woods?”
Isabel smiled back.
“I guess so,” she said. “We
can be there by luncheon-time.”
“All right. I’ll
go home an’ harness up.” Half-way
down the path he stopped and turned. “Say,
Isabel!”
She answered from the porch on her way in to don the
muslin dress.
“What is it?”
“You never told me what you were down there
for.”
“Where?”
“Down to Oliver’s.”
She shook her head and laughed.
“No, nor I sha’n’t,
either.” His brows were coming together.
“’Twas an errand,” she called to
him. “It wa’n’t mine, either.
You got to know?”
Again they stood looking at each other,
this time with a steady challenge as if more things
were decided than the moment’s victory.
Then suddenly, as if in the same breath, they smiled
again, and Bryant gave her a little nod.
“Get your things on,”
he called. “We’re goin’ to Poole’s
Woods. That’s all I want to know.”