The summer boarders had gone, and
Marshmead was settling down to a peace enhanced by
affluence. Though the exodus had come earlier
than usual this year, because the Hiltons were sailing
for Germany and the Dennys due at the Catskills, not
one among their country entertainers had complained.
Marshmead approved, from a careless dignity, when people
brought money into the town, but it always relapsed
into its own customs with a contented sigh after the
jolt of inexplicable requirements and imported ways.
This year had been an especially fruitful one.
The boarders had given a fancy dress party with amateur
vaudeville combined, for the benefit of the old church,
and Martha Waterman now, as she toiled up the hill
to a meeting of the Circle, held the resultant check
in one of her plump freckled hands. Martha was
chief mover in all capable deeds, a warm, silent woman
who called children “lamb,” plied them
with pears, and knew the inner secrets of rich cookery.
She was portly, and her thin skin gave confirmation
to her own frequent complaint of feeling the heat;
but though the day had been more sultry than it was,
she would not have foregone the pleasure of endowing
the Circle with its new accession toward the meeting-house
fund.
The Circle had been founded in war
time when women scraped lint and sewed with a passionate
zeal. Martha was a little girl then, wondering
what the excitement was really about, though, since
it had lasted through her own brief period, she took
it that war was a permanent condition, like bread
or weather. Now she often mused over those old
days and thought how marvelous it was that she could
ever have been young enough to see no significance
in that time of blood and pain. In these middle
years of hers the Circle was a different affair, but
it kept its loyal being. To-day it met in the
basement of the church, and there, when Martha went
plodding in, nearly all the other members were assembled.
Sometimes they sewed for sufferers from varying disasters,
but to-day their hands were idle, and a buzz of talk
saluted her. They looked up as one woman when
she entered.
“There she is,” called
two or three, and Lydia Vesey, the little dressmaker,
as sharp and unexpected as the slash of her own too-impulsive
scissors, came forward with a run.
“You got it?” she inquired.
Mrs. Waterman laughed richly, and
set her umbrella in the corner. Then, still holding
one hand closed upon the check, she untied her hat
and fanned herself with it during the relief of sinking
into a seat.
“Do let me get my breath,”
she besought, yet as if she prolonged the moment for
the sake of the dramatic weight the tale demanded.
“Seems if I never experienced such a day as
this. It’s hotter’n any fall I ever
see.”
“You look very warm, Martha,”
said Ellen Bayliss, in her gentle way. She was
sitting by the window, bending over an embroidered
square, the sun on her soft curls and delicate cheek
unveiling the look of middle life, yet doing something
kindly, too; for though he showed the withered texture
of her skin, he brought out the last fleck of gold
in her hair, and balanced sadness with some bloom.
Ellen had been accounted a beauty, and her niece Nellie
was a beauty now, of a more radiant type. She
was the rose of life, but aunt Ellen had the fragrance
of roses in a jar.
“You sewin’, Ellen?”
Martha inquired, as if she were willing to shift the
topic from what would exact continued speech from her,
and at least defer her colleagues’ satisfaction.
“You’re the only one that’s brought
their thimble, I’ll be bound.”
“It’s only this same centrepiece,”
Ellen answered, holding it up. “Mrs. Hilton
told me if I’d send it after her, she’d
give me three dollars for it. I thought I could
turn the money into the fund.”
“You got it?” Lydia Vesey
cried again, as if she could not possibly crowd her
interest under, and this time she had reenforcements
from without. Mrs. Daniel Pray, who was almost
a giantess and bent laboriously over to accommodate
her height to her husband’s, took off her glasses
and laid them on her declivitous lap, the better to
fix Martha with her dull, small eyes.
“I’ll be whipped if I
believe you’ve got it, after all,” she
offered discontentedly. “Mebbe they’re
goin’ to send by mail.”
Martha looked at her a moment, apparently
in polite consideration, but really wondering, as
she often did, if anything would thicken the hair
at Mrs. Pray’s parting. She frequently,
out of the strength of her address and capability,
had these moments of musing over what could be done.
“Speak up, Marthy, can’t
ye?” ended Mrs. Pray irritably, now putting on
her glasses again as if, having tried one way, she
would essay another. “Didn’t you
see Mis’ Hilton at the last, or didn’t
they give it to you?”
Martha unclosed her hand and extended
it to them impartially, the check, face uppermost,
held between thumb and finger. They bent forward
to peer. Some rose and looked over the shoulders
of the nearer ones, and glasses were sought and hastily
mounted upon noses.
“Well, there,” said Mrs.
Hanscom, the wife of the grain-dealer who always stipulated
for cash payment before he would deliver a bag at the
barn door, “it ain’t bills, as I see.”
“It’s just as good.”
Ellen Bayliss looked up from her sewing to throw this
in, with her air of deprecating courtesy. “A
check’s the same as money any day. I have
two, twice a year, from my stock. All you have
to do is to write your name on the back and turn ’em
into the bank.”
“Well, all I want to know is,
what’s it come to?” Lydia Vesey said.
“Course it’s just the same as money.
I’ve had checks myself, days past. Once
I done over Miss Tenny’s black mohair an’
sent it after her, an’ she mailed me back a
check, - same day, I guess it was. How
much’s it come to, Marthy?”
“See for yourself,” said
Martha. She laid it, still face upward, on the
table. “It’s as much yours as ’tis
mine, I guess, if I be treasurer. Forty-three
dollars an’ twenty-seven cents.”
There was a chorused sigh.
“Well, I call that a good haul,”
said Ann Bartlett, whose father had been sexton for
thirty-eight years, and who, in consequence, looked
upon herself as holding some subtly intimate relation
with the church, so that when the old carpet was “auctioned
off” she insisted on darning the breadths before
they were put up for sale. “What money can
do! Just one evenin’, an’ them few
folks dressed up to kill an’ payin’ that
in for their ice-cream an’ tickets at the door.”
“We made the ice-cream,”
said Martha, as one stating a fact to be justly remembered.
“We paid ourselves in, too,”
said Lydia sharply. “I guess our money’s
good as anybody’s, an’ I guess it’ll
count up as quick an’ go as fur.”
“Course it will,” said
Martha, in a mollifying tone. “But ’tis
an easy way of makin’ a dollar, just as Ann
says. There they got up a fancy-dress party an’
enjoyed themselves, an’ it’s brought in
all this. ’Twa’n’t hard work
for ’em. ‘Twas a kind o’ play.”
“Well, I guess they did enjoy
it,” said Mrs. Pray gloomily. She had settled
her glasses on her nose again, and now, with her finger,
went following the bows round under her hair, to be
sure they “canted right.” “I
guess they wouldn’t ha’ done it if they
hadn’t.”
“There’s one thing Mis’
Hilton says to me when she passed me the check,”
Martha brought out, in sudden recollection. “’Now
here’s this money we made for you,’ she
says. ’Use it anyways you want, so ’s
you use it for the church. But,’ she says,
’why don’t you make up your minds now you’ll
give some kind of an entertainment after we’re
gone, a harvest festival,’ she says, ‘or
the like o’ that? Then you could do your
paintin’,’ she says, ‘an’ get
you a new melodeon for the Sunday School, or whatever
‘tis you want. We’ve showed you the
way,’ she says. ’Now you go ahead
an’ see what you can do.’”
Lydia Vesey looked as if she might,
in another instant, cap the suggestion by a satirical
climax, and Ellen Bayliss rested her sewing hand on
her knee and glanced thoughtfully about as if to ask,
in her still, earnest way, what her own part could
be in such an enterprise. But a step came hurrying
down the stairs, the step of a heavy body lightly
carried, and Caddie Musgrave came in at a flying pace.
It was Caddie who, with the help of her silent husband,
kept the big boarding-house on the hill. No need
to talk to her about summer boarders, she was wont
to say. She knew ’em, egg an’ bird.
Take ’em as folks an’ nobody was better,
but ’twas boarders she meant. They might
seem different, fust sight, but shake ’em up
in a peck measure, an’ you couldn’t tell
t’other from which.
“I guess you’re tired,”
said Ellen Bayliss, in her gentle fashion, taking
a stolen glance from the embroidery and returning again
at once to her careful stitches.
“Tired!” said Caddie.
She dropped into a chair and leaned her head back
with ostentatious weariness. “I guess I
be. An’ yet I told Charlie ’fore
they went I never’d say I was tired again in
all my born days, only let me get rid of ’em
this time.”
“How’d you manage with
’em this season?” asked Mrs. Pray, as if
her question concerned the importation of some alien
plant.
Caddie opened her eyes and came to
a posture more adapted to sustaining her end of the
conversational burden.
“Why, they’re all right,”
she owned, “good as gold, take ’em on their
own ground. I found out they were good as gold
that winter I went up an’ passed Sunday with
Mis’ Denny. But take ’em together,
boardin’, an’ what one don’t think
of t’other will. This summer ‘twas
growin’ fleshy, an’ if they didn’t
harp on that one string - well, suz!”
Mrs. Pray nodded her head solemnly.
“I said that,” she returned.
“I said that to Jonathan when I come home from
the Circle the day they was here talkin’ over
the fund an’ settlin’ what they’d
do. I come home an’ says to Jonathan wipin’
his hands on the roller-towel there by the back door,
I says, ’What’s everybody got ag’inst
growin’ old, an’ growin’ hefty, too,
for that matter?’ I says. ‘Seems
if folks don’t talk about nothin’ else.’”
Martha put in her assuaging word.
“Well, I guess human natur’
ain’t changed much. I guess nobody ever
hankered after gettin’ stiff j’ints an’
losin’ their eyesight an’ so. ‘Twould
be a queer kind of a shay that was lookin’ for’ard
to goin’ to pieces while ‘twas travelin’
along. Mis’ Denny’s niece that reads
in public read me that piece once. I thought
’twas about the cutest that ever was.”
Ellen Bayliss had laid her sewing
on her knee, and now she looked up in an impulsive
haste, the color in her cheeks and a quick moving note
in her voice.
“It isn’t growing old
that’s the trouble. It’s talking about
it. Why, the night after that meeting of the
Circle - ” She stopped here, and her
eyes, widening and growing darker in a way they had,
gave her face almost a look of terror.
“What is it, Ellen?” asked
Martha Waterman kindly. “You tell it right
out.”
“Why,” said Ellen, “this
is all ’twas. That night at supper, my Nellie
kept staring at me across the table. ’What
is ‘t, Nellie?’ I says, at last.
Then she colored up and says, not as if she wanted
to, but as if she couldn’t help it, ’I
hope I shall look like you sometime, aunt Ellen.’
You see how ’twas. She meant, when she was
old. She never in her life had thought anything
about me being old, and they’d put it into her
head.”
A pained look settled upon her face,
and before she took up her sewing again she glanced
from one to another as if to ask them if they really
understood. There was a little warm murmur of
assent. Ellen was beloved, and there was, besides,
a concurrent strain of sympathy through the assembly
who had known all her past. They remembered how
Colonel Hadley had “gone with her” awhile
when she was teaching school at District Number Four,
and how Ellen had faded out, the summer he was married
to Kate Leighton, of the Leightons on the hill.
Now his nephew, Clyde, was going with Ellen’s
niece in a way that vividly mirrored the old time,
and they had heard that the colonel, when he came for
one of his brief visits in the summer, had somehow
put a check to love’s beginning. At least,
Clyde had seen Nellie only once after his uncle went
away, and had speedily closed the old house and followed
him.
“There, Ellen,” said Lydia
Vesey, from a rare softness. “I guess nobody’d
ever say ‘t you was growin’ old. They’d
only think you was sort o’ palin’ out,
that’s all, same ’s a white dress is different
from a pink one.”
“Well, now, I’ll say my
say, an’ done with it,” remarked Caddie
Musgrave, with her accustomed violence. “I’m
ready to grow old when my time comes, an’ if
I get there by the road some have took before me, I
guess I sha’n’t be put under the sod by
any vote o’ town-meetin’. As I look
back, seems to me ’most all them that’s
gone before us has had their uses to the last.
Think o’ gramma Jakes! Why, she hadn’t
chick nor child of her own left to bless her, an’
see how she was looked up to, an’ how every
little tot in town thought he’s made if he could
be sent to gramma Jakes’s to do an arrant, an’
she give him a pep’mint or a cooky. ’Twa’n’t
the pep’mint though. ’Twas because
she was a real sweet nice old lady, that’s what
’twas.”
“Yes, I remember gramma Jakes,”
said Anna Dutton, from the corner. She was a
round, pink, near-sighted little person, who had tried
to cure herself of stammering by speaking very slowly,
and now scarcely talked at all because she had found
how unwilling her more robust and loquacious neighbors
were to give her the right of way in her hindering
course. “Seems if I could see her now standin’
there on her front porch, her little handkercher round
her neck - ”
Caddie broke in upon this reminiscence,
according to a custom so established that Anna Dutton
only kept her mouth open for an instant, as if the
opportunity for speech might return to her, and then
quite calmly settled back with an air of pleased attention.
“They’re afraid o’
gettin’ old an’ they’re afraid o’
gettin’ fleshy,” Caddie announced.
“Well, there’s no crime in gettin’
old, now is there? An’ if there is, you
can’t put a stop to ‘t in any court o’
law. An’ as for bein’ fleshy, if
you be you be, an’ you might as well turn to
an’ have your clo’es made bigger an’
say no more.”
Mrs. Pray presented her mite with
her accustomed severity of gloom, as if she had selected
the words most carefully and wished to have it understood
that they were the choicest she had to offer.
“I was fryin’ doughnuts,
a week ago Saturday, an’ Mis’ Denny come
along with that lady friend o’ hers that’s
down here over Sunday. I offered ‘em each
a warm doughnut, an’ they was possessed to take
it. They’d been walkin’ quite a spell,
an’ they’d called for a drink o’
water. They said ’twas the time in the
forenoon when they drinked. But they looked at
the doughnuts good an’ hard, an’ they
says: ‘No. It’s fattenin’,’
says they. ‘It’s fattenin’.’”
“Yes,” said Caddie, with
a scornful cadence, “I’ll warrant they
did. That’s what they said about two things
out o’ three, soon ’s the hands moved
round to meal-time. ‘It’s fattenin’!’
Oh, I’m sick an’ tired to death of it!
I ain’t goin’ to be dead till I be dead,
thinkin’ about it all the time, not if I can
keep my thoughts inside o’ me an’ my tongue
in my head. So there!”
“Well, now,” said Martha
Waterman, with the mildness calculated to smooth a
troubled situation, “hadn’t we better be
gettin’ round to thinkin’ what we’ll
do to earn us a mite more money for the fund?
Seems if, now they’ve done so well by us, we’d
ought to up an’ show what we can do - a
harvest festival, mebbe, or a sociable for all, an’
charge for tickets.”
One woman had not spoken. She
was a thin, dark-eyed creature, with a gypsy face
and a quantity of gray hair wound about on the top
of her head. This was Isabel Martin, who was
allowed her erratic way because she took it, and because,
it had always been said, “You never could tell
what Isabel would do next, only she never meant the
least o’ harm.” She had come softly
in while the others were talking, and drawn Ellen’s
work out of her hand, with a swift, pretty smile at
her. “Rest your eyes,” she had whispered
her, and sat by, taking quick, deft stitches, while
Ellen, unconscious until then of being tired, had dropped
her lids and leaned her head against the casing, with
a faint smile of pleasant restfulness. Now Isabel
put the work back into Ellen’s hand with an
accurate haste, and looked up at the group about her.
“I’ll tell you what to
do,” she said. Her voice thrilled with urging
and suggestive mischief. It was a compelling
voice, and they turned at once.
“If there ain’t Isabel,”
said Martha Waterman. “I didn’t see
you come in.”
“Le’ ’s give a fancy
dress party of our own,” said Isabel.
“Dress ourselves up to the nines,
an’ put on paint an’ powder, an’
send off to the stores to hire clo’es an’
wigs?” inquired Caddie. “No, sir,
none o’ that for me. I’ve seen what
it comes to, money an’ labor, too. I’ve
just been through it, lookin’ on, an’ I
wouldn’t do it not if the church never see a
brush o’ paint nor a shingle, an’ we had
to play on a jew’s-harp ’stead of a melodeon.
No!”
Ann Bartlett gave a little murmur here.
“I never heard of anybody’s
bringin’ a jew’s-harp into the meetin’-house,”
she said, as a kind of official protest. “I
guess we could get us some kind of a melodeon, ’fore
we done such a thing as that.”
Isabel was going on in that persuasive
voice; it seemed to call the town to her to do her
bidding.
“No, we ain’t goin’
to do it their way. We’re goin’ to
do it our way. They’ve set out to see how
young they can be. Le’ ’s see ’f
we can’t beat ’em seein’ how old
we can be. Le’ ’s dress up like the
oldest that ever was, an’ act as if we liked
it.”
The electrifying meaning ran over
them like a wave. They caught the splendid significance
of it. They were to offer, in the guise of jesting,
their big protest against the folly of sickening over
youth by showing how fearlessly they were dancing
on toward age. It was more than bravado, more
than repudiation of the cowards who hesitated at the
onward step. It was loyal and passionate upholding
of the state of those who were already old, and of
those who had continued their beneficent lives into
the time when there is no pleasure in the years, and
yet had given honor and blessing through them all.
They fell to laughing together, and two or three cried
a little on the heels of merriment.
“I dunno what mother’d
say,” whispered Hannah Call, whose mother, old
and yet regnant as the best housekeeper in town and
a repository of all the most valuable recipes, had
died that year. “I guess she’d say
we was possessed.”
“We be,” said Isabel recklessly.
“That’s the only fun there is, bein’
possessed. If you ain’t one way, you’d
better be another. It’s the way’s
the only thing to see to.”
“I said I was sick o’
paint an’ powder,” said Caddie. “Well,
so I be, but I’ll put flour in my hair so ’t’s
as white as the drifted snow. I’ve got
aunt Hope’s gre’t horn spe’tacles.”
“I guess I could borrer one
o’ gramma Ellsworth’s gounds,” said
Mrs. Pray. A light rarely seen there had come
into her dull eyes. Isabel, with that prescience
she had about the minds of people, knew what it meant.
Mrs. Pray, though she was contemplating the garb of
eld, was unconsciously going back to youth and the
joy of playing. “She ain’t quite
my figger, but I guess ’twill do.”
Lydia Vesey gave her a kindly look,
yet scathing in its certainty of professional strictures.
“There ain’t nobody that
ever I see that’s anywhere near your figger,”
she said, in the neighborly ruthlessness that was perfectly
understood among them. “But you hand the
gound over to me, an’ I can fix it.”
“Everybody flour their hair,”
cried Isabel, with the mien of inciting them deliriously.
“Everybody that’s got
plates, take ’em out,” added Martha, the
administrative, catching the infection and going a
step beyond.
“Why, we can borrer every stitch
we want,” said Lydia Vesey. “Borrer
of the dead an’ borrer of the livin’.
I know every rag o’ clo’es that’s
been made in this town, last thirty years. There’s
enough laid away in camphire, of them that’s
gone, to fit out three-four old ladies’ homes.”
“It’ll be like the resurrection,”
said Ellen Bayliss, with that little breathless catch
in her voice.
“What you mean by that, Ellen?” asked
Martha gently.
“I know what she means,”
said Isabel, while Ellen, the blood running into her
cheeks, looked helplessly as if she wished she had
not spoken. “She means we’re goin’
to dress ourselves up in the things of them that’s
gone, a good many of ’em, an’ we can’t
help takin’ on the ways of folks that wore ’em.
We can’t anyways help glancin’ back an’
kinder formin’ ourselves on old folks we’ve
looked up to. Seems if the dead would walk.”
Sometimes people shuddered at Isabel’s
queer sayings, but at this every one felt moved in
a solemn way. It seemed beautiful to have the
dead walk, so it was in the remembrance of the living.
“Shall we let the men in?”
asked Caddie anxiously. “I dunno what they’ll
say ’f we don’t.” Her silent
husband was the close partner of her life. To
Marshmead it seemed as if he might as well have been
born dumb, but Caddie never omitted tribute to his
great qualities.
“Mercy, yes,” said Isabel,
“if they’ll dress up. Not else.
They’ve got to be gran’ther Graybeards
every one of ’em, or they don’t come.
You tell ’em so.”
“You going home, aunt Ellen?”
came a fresh voice from the doorway. “I’ve
been staying after school, and I thought maybe you’d
be tired and like me to call for you.”
It was Nellie Lake, a vision of youth
and sweet unconsciousness. She stood there in
the doorway, hat and parasol in hand, crowned by her
yellow hair, and in the prettiest pose of deprecating
grace. Aunt Ellen smiled at her with loving pride,
and yet wistfully, too. Nellie had called for
her many times, just to walk home together, but never
because aunt Ellen might be tired. The infection
of age was in the air, and Nellie Lake had caught
it.
“Come in, Nellie,” she
said. “No, I don’t feel specially
tired, but maybe I’ll go along in a minute.”
“Want to come to an old folks’
party?” called Isabel, who was reading all these
thoughts as swiftly as if they were signals to herself
alone. “Want to dress up, an’ flour
your hair, an’ put on spe’tacles, an’
come an’ play with us old folks?”
The girl’s face creased up delightfully.
“A fancy dress!” she said. “What
can I be?”
“You’ll be an old lady,” said Isabel,
“or you won’t come.”
“Is it for the fund?” asked Nellie.
“Well, yes, I suppose it’s
for the fund, some,” Isabel conceded. “But
take it by an’ large, it’s for fun.”
The night of the masquerade was soft
and still, lighted by the harvest moon. Everywhere
the fragrance of grapes enriched the air, and the dusty
bitterness of things ripening. The little town
hall was gay with lights, a curious blending of the
west and east; for the boarders had left Japanese
lanterns behind them, and their grotesque prettiness
contrasted strangely with bowery goldenrod and asters
and the red of maple leaves. Colonel Hadley,
standing a moment at the doorway in his evening walk,
this first night of his stay, when he had come with
his nephew to look out some precious old books in
the attic, and perhaps the more actually to draw Clyde
away again after the errand was done, thought he had
never seen such abandonment to a wild pleasure, even
in his early days at Marshmead. For it was pleasure,
though it seemed to be the festival of the old.
Men and women bent with years and yet straightening
themselves when their muscles ached, were promenading
the hall, not sedately, according to the wont of Marshmead
social gatherings, to fulfill a terrifying rite, but
gayly, as if only by premeditation did they withstand
the beckoning of the dance.
At the end of the hall, in a bower
of light and greenery, sat a row of others who were
apparently set apart for some honor or special service.
From time to time the ranks broke, and one group after
another stayed to talk with them, and always with
the air of giving pleasure by their deference and
heartening. Suddenly the colonel’s eyes
smarted with the sudden tears of a recognition which
seemed to touch not only life as it innocently rioted
here to-night, but all life, his own in the midst of
it. At once he knew. These were the very
old, and those who had lived through their fostering
were paying them beautiful tribute.
At that moment his nephew, boyishly
changed, but not disguised, in old Judge Hadley’s
coat and knee-breeches, stepped out of the moving line,
a lady with him, and came to him. Clyde, too,
was flushed with the strangeness of it all, and the
joyous certainty that now for an evening, if only
that, Nellie Lake was with him. The colonel looked
at her and looked again, and she dropped her eyes
in a pretty, serious modesty.
“Ellen!” he said involuntarily.
Then she laughed.
“That’s my aunt,”
she told him. “I’m Elinor. I’m
Nell. I tried to look like auntie. I guess
I do.”
“No,” said the colonel
sharply, “you don’t look like Ellen Bayliss.
You’ve made up too old.”
Yet she had not, and he knew it.
She had only put a little powder on her hair and drawn
its curling richness into a seemly knot. She had
whitened the bloom of her cheeks, and taken on that
little pathetic droop of the shoulders he remembered
in Ellen Bayliss the day he saw her in his last hurried
trip to Marshmead. He had not spoken to her then.
She had passed the station as he was driving away,
and he had felt a pang he deadened with some anodyne
of grim endurance, to see how youth could wilt into
a dowerless middle age.
“I guess you haven’t seen
aunt Ellen,” said Nellie innocently. “I’m
just as she is every day, but she’s made up
to-night to be like grandma, or the picture of aunt
Sue that died.”
There she was. She had left the
moving line for a moment, and the minister, in robe
and bands of an ancient time, devised by Ann Bartlett
and made by Lydia Vesey, had bowed and left her for
some of his multifarious social claims. A chair
was beside her, but she only rested one hand on the
back of it and leaned her head against the wall.
She was in a faded brocade unearthed from some dark
corner Lydia Vesey knew the secret of, and she was
age itself, beautiful, delicate, acquiescent age,
all sadness and a wistful grace. The colonel looked
at her, savagely almost, with the pain of it, and
then back again at the girl who seemed to be picturing
the first sad stage of undefended maidenhood.
At that moment he knew he had put something wonderful
away from him, those years ago, when he ceased to
court the look in Ellen’s eyes and turned to
a robuster fortune. At the time, he had told
himself, in his way of escaping the difficult issue,
that the pang of leaving her was his alone. She,
in her innocence of love, could hardly feel the death
of what lived so briefly. Now, as it sometimes
happened when his anodyne ceased to work, he knew
he had snipped the blossom of her life and she had
borne no fruit of ecstasy; and in the instant of sharp
regret it came upon him that no other woman, through
him, should tread the way of love denied. He
stooped to Nellie, standing there before him, and kissed
her on the cheek. Whether in this blended love
and pain he was kissing Ellen or the girl, he did
not know, but he saw how Clyde started and grew luminous,
and what it meant to both of them.
“How did you know it?”
Clyde was asking. “We are engaged.
I wrote to her to-day. I was going to tell you,
but I couldn’t. You knew it, didn’t
you? You’re a brick.”
The girl flushed through her powder,
and her eyes sent him a starry gratitude. But
now the colonel hardly cared whether they had acted
without his knowledge or whether they were grateful
for his sanction. He and they and Ellen Bayliss
seemed to be in a world alone, bound together by ties
that might last - would last, he knew; but
the mist cleared away from his eyes, and the vision
of life to come faded, and he saw things as they were
before, and chiefly Ellen standing there unconscious
of him. He walked over to her.
“Ellen,” he said bluffly,
holding out his hand, “I’ve got only a
minute, but I want to speak to you if I don’t
to anybody else.”
She straightened and gazed at him,
startled out of her part into a life half joy, half
terror. He had taken her hand and held it warmly.
“Ellen,” he said, “they’re
engaged, that boy and girl. Did you know it?”
“No,” she answered faintly,
but with candor. “No. I’ve discouraged
it. I thought of you.” She paused,
too kind to him for more.
“I didn’t know,”
he said. “I hadn’t seen her.
How should I know she was like you? How should
I know if he lost her he mightn’t be making a
mistake? Yes, they’re engaged. I sha’n’t
be at the wedding. I’m going abroad, but
I shall send my blessing. To you, too, Ellen.
Good-by. God bless you.”
Then he had walked out of the hall,
as alien, with his middle-aged robustness, as the
mortal in fairy revelry; and Ellen, knowing her towns-people
were looking at her in kindly interest, stood with
dignity and yet a curious new consciousness of treasured
happiness, as if she had a secret to think over, and
a solving of perplexities.
Isabel Martin dropped out of her place,
where she had been talking with Andrew Hall, and,
forgetting in her haste the consistency of her part,
ran over to her. Isabel, out of her abiding mischief,
had dressed herself for a dullard’s part.
She had thought at first of being an old witch-woman
and telling fortunes, but instead she had put on pious
black alpaca and a portentous cap, and dropped her
darting glances. To Andrew Hall, who was a portly
Quaker in the dress of uncle Ephraim long since dead,
she seemed as sweet as girlhood and as restful as his
own mother. Andrew had been her servitor for
almost as many years as they had lived; but she had
so flouted him, so called upon him for impossible
chivalries, out of the wantonness of her fancy, that
he had sometimes confided to himself, in the darkest
of nights when he woke to think of her, that Isabel
Martin was enough to make you hang yourself, and he
wished he never had set eyes on her. Yet she was
the major part of his life, and Andrew knew it.
Now he followed her more slowly, and was by at the
instant of her saying, -
“O Ellen, you couldn’t
go over across the orchard, could you, an’ see
if Maggie L.’s got the water boilin’ for
the coffee? I’m ’most afraid to go
alone.”
Ellen, waking from her dream, looked
at her and smiled. She knew Isabel’s tender
purposes. This was meant to take her away from
curious though tolerant eyes and give her a moment
to wipe out the world of dreaming for the world of
men.
“No,” she said softly. “You
don’t need to.”
“You let me go,” said
Andrew gallantly. “I can see if it’s
bilin’ an’ come back an’ tell ye.”
“You!” said Isabel, abjuring
her disguise, to rally him. “You’d
be afraid. Come, Ellen.”
She linked an arm in Ellen’s,
and falling at once into her part of sober age, paced
with her from the hall. Andrew, constrained in
a way he hardly understood himself, was following
them, but in their woman’s community of silent
understanding they took no notice of him. Outside,
the night was soft and welcoming, unreal after the
light and color, an enchanted wilderness of moonlight
splendor. They had crossed the road to the bench
under the old poplar, and there Ellen sat down and
drew a breath of excitement and gladness to be free
to think. The moonlight seemed still brighter,
sifting down the sky-spaces, and the two women together
looked up at it through the poplar branches and were
exalted by that inexplicable sense of the certainty
that things come true. Dreams - that
was what their minds were seeking passionately - and
dreams come true.
“Ain’t it wonderful?” Isabel asked
softly.
“Yes,” said Ellen, in the same hushed
tone, “it’s wonderful.”
“I’ll leave you here by
yourself an’ run acrost the orchard,” said
Isabel, in her other careless voice. “When
I come back, I’ll stop here an’ we’ll
go in together. Why, Andrew, you here?”
“You said you was afraid,” he answered.
“I’ll go acrost with you.”
“All right,” said Isabel,
with her kindest laugh, not the teasing one that made
him hate her while he thought how bright and dear she
was. “Come take gran’ma acrost the
orchard. Don’t let anything happen to her.”
They stepped over the wall and made
their way along the little path by the grape arbor.
The fragrance of fruit was sweet, and the world seemed
filled with it.
“It’s a pretty time o’ year,”
said Andrew tremblingly.
“Yes.”
“A kind of a time same ’s
this is to-night makes it seem as if life was pretty
short. Be past before you know it.”
“Yes.”
She, too, spoke tremulously, and his heart went out
to her.
“O Isabel,” he said, “when
you’re like this, same as you are to-night,
there ain’t a livin’ creatur’ that’s
as nice as you be.”
Isabel laughed. It was an echo
of her flouting laugh, yet there was a little catch
in the middle of it.
“There!” he said, with
discontentment. “Now you’re just as
you be half the time, an’ I could shake you
for it. Sometimes seems to me I could kill you.”
“Why don’t you?”
Isabel asked him, softly yet teasingly too, in a way
that suddenly made her dearer. “If you don’t
see no use o’ my livin’, why don’t
you kill me?”
“What you cryin’ for?”
Andrew besought her, in an agony of trouble. “O
Isabel, what you cryin’ for?”
“I ain’t cryin’,”
she said, “but if I am I guess it’s for
Ellen Bayliss, an’ things - ”
She had never heard of “the tears of mortal things,”
and so she could not tell him.
“Ellen Bayliss? What’s the matter
of Ellen Bayliss?”
“Oh, she gets tired so quick, that’s all.”
“Don’t you get tired,”
said Andrew. “Don’t you let anything
happen to you. O Isabel!”
The moonlight and the fragrance and
old love constrained them, and they had kissed each
other, and each knew they were to live together now,
and sharpness would be put away perhaps; or, if it
were not quite, Andrew would understand, knowing other
things, too, and smile at it.
When they went back to the bench Ellen
was gone, but in the hall they found her dancing with
Clyde, and almost, it seemed, clad in the flying mantle
of her youth.
“It’s Virginny reel,”
cried Andrew, the infection of the night upon him.
“There’s another set here. Come.”
“Wait a minute,” said
Isabel, her hand upon his arm. “Look at
the platform. Where’s the old folks gone?”
The platform was deserted. The
old folks, too, were dancing. Martha Waterman
caught the recognition of it in Isabel’s eyes,
pointed at the empty seats of eld, and nodded gayly.
She sped out of her place and, losing no step, danced
up to Isabel and Andrew.
“I dunno which’s the youngest,
old or young,” she cried, “nor they don’t
either. We’re goin’ to have some country
dancin’ an’ then serve the coffee an’
sing ‘Auld Lang Syne,’ an’ it’s
my opinion we sha’n’t be home ’fore
two o’clock. Ain’t it just grand!”