If you drive along Tiverton Street,
and then turn to the left, down the Gully Road, you
journey, for the space of a mile or so, through a
bewildering succession of damp greenery, with noisy
brooks singing songs below you, on either side, and
the treetops on the level with your horse’s
feet. Few among the older inhabitants ever take
this drive, save from necessity, because it is conceded
that the dampness there is enough, even in summer,
to “give you your death o’ cold;”
and as for the young, to them the place wears an eerie
look, with its miniature suggestion of impassable
gulfs and roaring torrents. Yet no youth reaches
his majority without exploring the Gully. He who
goes alone is the more a hero; but even he had best
leave two or three trusty comrades reasonably near,
not only to listen, should he call, but to stand his
witnesses when he afterwards declares where he has
been. It is a fearsome thing to explore that
lower stratum of this round world, so close to the
rushing brook that it drowns your thoughts, though
not your apprehensions, and to go slipping about over
wet boulders and among dripping ferns; but your fears
are fears of the spirit. They are inherited qualms.
You shiver because your grandfathers and fathers and
uncles have shivered there before you. If you
are very brave indeed, and naught but the topmost
round of destiny will content you, possibly you penetrate
still further into green abysses, and come upon the
pool where, tradition says, an ancient trout has his
impregnable habitation. Apparently, nobody questions
that the life of a trout may be indefinitely prolonged,
under the proper conditions of a retired dusk; and
the same fish that served our grandfathers for a legend
now enlivens our childish days. When you meet
a youngster, ostentatiously setting forth for the
Gully Road, with bait-box and pole, you need not ask
where he is going; though if you have any human sympathy
in the pride of life, you will not deny him his answer: -
“Down to have a try for the old trout!”
The pool has been still for many years.
Not within the memory of aged men has the trout turned
fin or flashed a speckled side; but he is to this
day an historical present. He has lived, and therefore
he lives always.
Those who do not pause upon the Gully
Road, but keep straight on into the open, will come
into the old highway leading up and up to Horn o’
the Moon. It is an unshaded, gravelly track, pointing
duly up-hill for three long miles; and it has become
a sober way to most of us, in this generation:
for we never take it unless we go on the solemn errand
of getting Mary Dunbar, that famous nurse, to care
for our sick or dead. There is a tradition that
a summer visitor once hired a “shay,” and
drove, all by herself, up to Horn o’ the Moon,
drawn on by the elusive splendor of its name.
But she met such a dissuading flood of comment by
the way as to startle her into the state of mind commonly
associated with the Gully Road. Farmers, haying
in the field, came forward, to lean on the fence,
and call excitedly, -
“Where ye goin’?”
“Horn o’ the Moon,”
replied she, having learned in Tiverton the value of
succinct replies.
“Who’s sick?”
“Nobody.”
“Got any folks up there?”
“No. Going to see the place.”
The effect of this varied. Some
looked in amazement; one ventured to say, “Well,
that’s the beater!” and another dropped
into the cabalistic remark which cannot be defined,
but which has its due significance, “Well, you
must be sent for!” The result of all this
running commentary was such that, when the visitor
reached the top of the hill where Horn o’ the
Moon lies, encircled by other lesser heights, she was
stricken by its exceeding desolation, and had no heart
to cast more than a glance at the noble view below.
She turned her horse, and trotted, recklessly and
with many stumblings, down again into friendly Tiverton.
Horn o’ the Moon is unique in
its melancholy. It has so few trees, and those
of so meagre and wind-swept a nature, that it might
as well be entirely bald. No apples grow there;
and in the autumn, the inhabitants make a concerted
sally down into Tiverton Street, to purchase their
winter stock, such of them as can afford it. The
poorer folk - and they are all poor enough - buy
windfalls, and string them to dry; and so common is
dried-apple-pie among them that, when a Tivertonian
finds this makeshift appearing too frequently on his
table, he has only to remark, “I should think
this was Horn o’ the Moon!” and it disappears,
to return no more until the slur is somewhat outworn.
There is very little grass at the
top of the lonely height, and that of a husky, whispering
sort, in thin ribbons that flutter low little songs
in the breeze. They never cease; for, at Horn
o’ the Moon, there is always a wind blowing,
differing in quality with the season. Sometimes
it is a sighing wind from other heights, happier in
that they are sweet with firs. Sometimes it is
exasperating enough to make the March breezes below
seem tender; then it tosses about in snatching gusts,
buffeting, and slapping, and excoriating him who stands
in its way. Somehow, all the peculiarities of
Horn o’ the Moon seem referable, in a mysterious
fashion, to the wind. The people speak in high,
strenuous voices, striving to hold their own against
its wicked strength. Most of them are deaf.
Is that because the air beats ceaselessly against the
porches of their ears? They are a stunted race;
for they have grown into the habit of holding the
head low, and plunging forward against that battling
element. Even the fowl at Horn o’ the Moon
are not of the ordinary sort. Their feathers
grow the wrong way, standing up in a ragged and disorderly
fashion; and they, too, have the effect of having
been blown about and disarranged, until nature yielded,
and agreed to their permanent roughness.
Moreover, all the people are old or
middle-aged and possibly that is why, again, the settlement
is so desolate. It is a disgrace for us below
to marry with Horn o’ the Mooners, though they
are a sober folk; and now it happens that everybody
up there is the cousin of everybody else. The
race is dying out, we say, as if we considered it a
distinct species; and we agree that it would have
been wiped away long ago, by weight of its own eccentricity,
had not Mary Dunbar been the making of it. She
is the one righteous among many. She is the good
nurse whom we all go to seek, in our times of trouble,
and she perpetually saves her city from the odium
of the world.
Mary was born in Tiverton Street.
We are glad to remember that, we who condemn by the
wholesale, and are assured that no good can come out
of Nazareth. When she was a girl of eighteen,
her father and mother died; and she fell into a state
of spiritual exaltation, wherein she dreamed dreams,
and had periods of retirement within her house, communing
with other intelligences. We said Mary had lost
her mind; but that was difficult to believe, since
no more wholesome type of womanhood had ever walked
our streets. She was very tall, built on the lines
of a beauty transcending our meagre strain. Nobody
approved of those broad shoulders and magnificent
arms. We said it was a shame for any girl to be
so overgrown; yet our eyes followed her, delighted
by the harmony of line and action. Then we whispered
that she was as big as a moose, and that, if we had
such arms, we never’d go out without a shawl.
Her “mittins” must be wide enough for
any man!
Mary did everything perfectly.
She walked as if she went to meet the morning, and
must salute it worthily. She carried a weight
as a goddess might bear the infant Bacchus; and her
small head, poised upon that round throat, wore the
crown of simplicity, and not of pride. But we
only told how strong she was, and how much she could
lift. We loved Mary, but sensibility had to shrink
from those great proportions and that elemental strength.
One snowy morning, Mary’s spiritual
vision called her out of our midst, to which she never
came back save as we needed her. The world was
very white that day, when she rose, in her still house,
dressed herself hastily, and roused a neighbor, begging
him to harness, and drive her up to Horn o’
the Moon. Folks were sick there, with nobody to
take care of them. The neighbor reasoned, and
then refused, as one might deny a person, however
beloved, who lives by the intuitions of an unseen world.
Mary went home again, and, as he believed, to stay.
But she had not hesitated in her allegiance to the
heavenly voice. Somehow, through the blinding
snow and unbroken road, she ploughed her way up to
Horn o’ the Moon, where she found an epidemic
of diphtheria; and there she stayed. We marveled
over her guessing how keenly she was needed; but since
she never explained, it began to be noised abroad
that some wandering peddler told her. That accounted
for everything and Mary had no time for talk.
She was too busy, watching with the sick, and going
about from house to house, cooking delicate gruels
and broiling chicken for those who were getting well.
It is said that she even did the barn work, and milked
the cows, during that tragic time. We were not
surprised. Mary was a great worker, and she was
fond of “creatur’s.”
Whether she came to care for these
stolid people on the height, or whether the vision
counseled her, Mary gave up her house in the village,
and bought a little old dwelling under an overhanging
hillside, at Horn o’ the Moon. It was a
nest built into the rock, its back sitting snugly
there. The dark came down upon it quickly.
In winter, the sun was gone from the little parlor
as early as three o’clock; but Mary did not mind.
That house was her temporary shell; she only slept
in it in the intervals of hurrying away, with blessed
feet, to tend the sick, and hold the dying in untiring
arms. I shall never forget how, one morning,
I saw her come out of the door, and stand silent, looking
toward the rosy east. There was the dawn, and
there was she, its priestess, while all around her
slept. I should not have been surprised had her
lips, parted already in a mysterious smile, opened
still further in a prophetic chanting to the sun.
But Mary saw me, and the alert, answering look of
one who is a messenger flashed swiftly over her face.
She advanced like the leader of a triumphal procession.
“Anybody want me?” she called. “I’ll
get my bunnit.”
It was when she was twenty, and not
more than settled in the little house at Horn o’
the Moon, that her story came to her. The Veaseys
were her neighbors, perhaps five doors away; and one
summer morning, Johnnie Veasey came home from sea.
He brought no money, no coral from foreign parts,
nor news of grapes in Eshcol. He simply came empty-handed,
as he always did, bearing only, to vouch for his wanderings,
a tanned face, and the bright, red-brown eyes that
had surely looked on things we never saw. Adam
Veasey, his brother, had been paralyzed for years.
He sat all day in the chimney corner, looking at his
shaking hands, and telling how wide a swathe he could
cut before he was afflicted. Mattie, Adam’s
wife, had long dealt with the problem of an unsupported
existence. She had turned into a flitting little
creature with eager eyes, who made it her business
to prey upon a more prosperous world. Mattie never
went about without a large extra pocket attached to
her waist; into this, she could slip a few carrots,
a couple of doughnuts, or even a loaf of bread.
She laid a lenient tax upon the neighbors and the
town below. Was there a frying of doughnuts at
Horn o’ the Moon? No sooner had the odor
risen upon the air, than Mattie stood on the spot,
dumbly insistent on her toll. Her very clothes
smelled of food; and it was said that, in fly-time,
it was a sight to see her walk abroad, because of the
hordes of insects settling here and there on her odoriferous
gown. When Johnnie Veasey appeared, Mattie’s
soul rose in arms. Their golden chance had come
at last.
“You got paid off?” she
asked him, three minutes after his arrival, and Johnnie
owned, with the cheerfulness of those rich only in
hope, that he did get paid, and lost it all, the first
night on shore. He got into the wrong boarding-house,
he said. It was the old number, but new folks.
Mattie acquiesced, with a sigh.
He would make his visit and go again, and, that time,
perhaps fortune might attend him. So she went
over to old Mrs. Hardy’s, to borrow a “riz
loaf,” and the wanderer was feasted, according
to her little best.
Johnnie stayed, and Horn o’
the Moon roused itself, finding that he had brought
the antipodes with him. He was the teller of tales.
He described what he had seen, and then, by easy transitions,
what others had known and he had only heard, until
the intelligence of these stunted, wind-blown creatures,
on their island hill, took fire; and every man vowed
he wished he had gone to sea, before it was too late,
or even to California, when the gold craze was on.
Johnnie had the tongue of the improvisator, and he
loved a listener. He liked to sit out on a log,
in the sparse shadow of the one little grove the hill
possessed, and, with the whispering leaves above him
tattling uncomprehended sayings brought them by the
wind, gather the old men about him, and talk them blind.
As he sat there, Mary came walking swiftly by, a basket
in her hand. Johnnie came bolt upright, and took
off his cap. He looked amazingly young and fine,
and Mary blushed as she went by.
“Who’s that?” asked Johnnie of the
village fathers.
“That’s only Mary Dunbar. Guess you
ain’t been here sence she moved up.”
Johnnie watched her walking away,
for the rhythm of her motion attracted him. He
did not think her pretty; no one ever thought that.
It happened, then, that he spent two
or three evenings at the Hardys’, where Mary
went, every night, to rub grandmother and put her to
bed; and while she sat there in the darkened room,
soothing the old woman for her dreary vigil, she heard
his golden tales of people in strange lands. It
seemed very wonderful to Mary. She had not dreamed
there were such lands in all the world; and when she
hurried home, it was to hunt out her old geography,
and read it until after midnight. She followed
rivers to their sources, and dwelt upon mountains
with amazing names. She was seeing the earth
and its fullness, and her heart beat fast.
Next day she went away for a long
case, giving only one little sigh in the going, to
the certainty that, when she came back, Johnnie Veasey
would be off on another voyage to lands beyond the
sea. Mary was not of the sort who cry for the
moon just because they have seen it. She had
simply begun to read a fairy tale, and somebody had
taken it away from her and put it high on the shelf.
But on the very first morning after her return, when
she rose early, longing for the blissful air of her
own bleak solitude, Mattie Veasey stood there at her
door. Mary had but one first question for every
comer: -
“Anybody sick?”
“You let me step in,”
answered Mattie, a determined foot on the sill.
“I want to tell you how things stand.”
It was evident that Mattie was going
on a journey. She was an exposition of the domestic
resources of Horn o’ the Moon. Her dress
came to the tops of her boots. It was the plaid
belonging to Stella Hardy, who had died in her teens.
It hooked behind; but that was no matter, for the
enveloping shawl, belonging to old Mrs. Titcomb, concealed
that youthful eccentricity. Her shoes - congress,
with world-weary elastics at the side - were
her own, inherited from an aunt; and her bonnet was
a rusty black, with a mourning veil. There was,
at that time, but one new bonnet at Horn o’
the Moon, and its owner had sighed, when Mattie proposed
for it, brazenly saying that she guessed nobody’d
want anything that set so fur back. Whereupon
the suppliant sought out Mrs. Pillsbury, whose mourning
headgear, bought in a brief season of prosperity, nine
years before, had become, in a manner, village property.
It was as duly in public requisition as the hearse;
and its owner cherished a melancholy pride in this
official state. She never felt as if she owned
it, - only that she was the keeper of a sacred
trust; and Mattie, in asking for it, knew that she
demanded no more than her due, as a citizen should.
It was an impersonal matter between her and the bonnet;
and though she should wear it on a secular errand,
the veil did not signify. She knew everybody
else knew whose bonnet it was; and that if anybody
supposed she had met with a loss, they had only to
ask, and she to answer. So, in the consciousness
of an armor calculated to meet the world, she skillfully
brought her congress boots into Mary’s kitchen,
and sat down, her worn little hands clasped under the
shawl.
“You’ve just got home,”
said she. “I s’pose you ain’t
heard what’s happened to Johnnie?”
Mary rose, a hand upon her chair.
“No! no! He don’t
want no nussin’. You set down. I can’t
talk so - ready to jump an’ run.
My! how good that tea does smell!”
Mary brought a cup, and placed it
at her hand, with the deft manner of those who have
learned to serve. Mattie sugared it, and tasted,
and sugared again.
“My! how good that is!”
she repeated. “You don’t steep it
to rags, as some folks do. I have to, we’re
so nigh the wind. Well, you hadn’t been
gone long before Johnnie had a kind of a fall.
’T wa’n’t much of a one, neither, - down
the ledge. I dunno how he done it - he
climbs like a cat - seems as if the Old Boy
was in it - but half his body he can’t
move. Palsy, I s’pose; numb, not shakin’,
like Adam’s.”
Mary listened gravely, her hands on her knees.
“How long’s he been so?”
“Nigh on to five weeks.”
“Had the doctor?”
“Yes, we called in that herb-man
over to Saltash, an’ he says there ain’t
no chance for him. He’s goin’ to be
like Adam, only wuss. An’ I’ve been
down to the Poor Farm, to tell ’em they’ve
got to take him in.” Her little hands worked;
her eager eyes ate their way into the heart.
Mary could see exactly how she had had her way with
the selectmen. “I told ’em they’d
got to,” she repeated. “He ain’t
got no money, an’ we ain’t got nuthin’,
an’ have two paraletics on my hands I can’t.
So they told me they’d give me word to-day; an’
I’m goin’ down to settle it. I’m
in hopes they’ll bring me back, an’ take
him along down.”
“Yes,” answered Mary gravely. “Yes.”
“Well, now I’ve come to
the beginnin’ o’ my story.”
Mattie took that last delicious sip of tea at the
bottom of the cup. “He’s layin’
in bed, an’ Adam’s settin’ by the
stove; an’ I wanted to know if you wouldn’t
run in, long towards noon, an’ warm up suthin’
for ’em.”
“Yes, indeed,” said Mary Dunbar.
“I’ll be there.”
She rose, and Mattie, albeit she dearly
loved to gossip, felt that she must rise, too, and
be on her way. She tried to amplify on what she
had already said, but Mary did not seem to be listening;
so, treading carefully, lest the dust and dew beset
her precious shoes, she took her way down the hill,
like a busy little ant, born to scurry and gather.
Mary looked hastily about the room,
to see if its perfect order needed a farewell touch;
and then she drank her cup of tea, and stepped out
into the morning. The air was fresh and sweet.
She wore no shawl, and the wind lifted the little
brown rings on her forehead, and curled them closer.
Mary held a hand upon them, and hurried on. She
had no more thought of appearances than a woman in
a desert land, or in the desert made by lack of praise;
for she knew no one looked at her. To be clean
and swift was all her life demanded.
Adam sat by the stove, where the ashes
were still warm. It was not a day for fires,
but he loved his accustomed corner. He was a middle-aged
man, old with the suffering which is not of years,
and the pathos of his stricken state hung about him,
from his unkempt beard to the dusty black clothing
which had been the Tiverton minister’s outworn
suit. One would have said he belonged to the
generation before his brother.
“That you, Mary?” he asked,
in his shaking voice. “Now, ain’t
that good? Come to set a spell?”
“Where is he?” responded
Mary, in a swift breathlessness quite new to her.
“In there. We put up a bed in the clock-room.”
It was the unfinished part of the
house. The Veaseys had always meant to plaster,
but that consummation was still afar. The laths
showed meagrely; it was a skeleton of a room, - and,
sunken in the high feather-bed between the two windows,
lay Johnnie Veasey, his buoyancy all gone, his face
quite piteous to see, now that its tan had faded.
Mary went up to the bed-side, and laid one cool, strong
hand upon his wrist. His eyes sought her with
a wild entreaty; but she knew, although he seemed
to suffer, that this was the misery of delirium, and
not the conscious mind. Adam had come trembling
to the door, and stood there, one hand beating its
perpetual tattoo upon the wall. Mary looked up
at him with that abstracted gaze with which we weigh
and judge.
“He’s feverish,”
said she. “Mattie didn’t tell me that.
How long’s he been so?”
“I dunno. I guess a matter o’ two
days.”
“Two days?”
“Well, it might be off an’
on ever sence he fell.” Adam was helpless.
He depended upon Mattie, and Mattie was not there.
“What did the doctor leave?”
Adam looked about him. “’T
was the herb doctor,” he said. “He
had her steep some trade in a bowl.”
Mary Dunbar drew her hand away, and
walked two or three times up and down the bare, bleak
room. The seeking eyes were following her.
She knew how little their distended agony might mean;
but nevertheless they carried an entreaty. They
leaned upon her, as the world, her sick world, was
wont to lean. Mary was, in many things, a child;
but her attitude had grown to be maternal. Suddenly
she turned to Adam, where he stood, shaking and hesitating,
in the doorway.
“You goin’ to send him off?”
“’Pears as if that’s the only way,”
shuffled Adam.
“To-day?”
“Well, I dunno’s they’ll come” -
Mary walked past him, her mind assured.
“There, that’ll do,”
said she. “You set down in your corner.
I’ll be back byme-by.”
She hurried out into the bleak world
which was her home, and, at that moment, it looked
very fair and new. The birds were singing, loudly
as they ever sang up here where there were few leaves
to nest in. Mary stopped an instant to listen,
and lifted her face wordlessly to the clear blue sky.
It seemed as if she had been given a gift. There,
before one of the houses, she called aloud, with a
long, lingering note, “Jacob!” and Jacob
Pease rose from his milking-stool, and came forward.
Jacob was tall and snuff-colored, a widower of three
years’ standing. There was a theory that
he wanted Mary, and lacked the courage to ask her.
“That you, Mary Dunbar?” said he.
“Anything on hand?”
“I want you to come and help me lift,”
answered Mary.
Jacob set down his milk pail, and
followed her into the Veaseys’ kitchen.
She drew out the tin basin, and filled it at the sink.
“Wash your hands,” said
she. “Adam, you set where you generally
do. You’ll be in the way.”
Jacob followed her into the sick-room,
and Adam weakly shuffled in behind.
“For the land’s sake!”
he began, but Mary was at the head of the bed, and
Jacob at the foot.
“I’ll carry his shoulders,”
she said, in the voice that admits no demur.
“You take his feet and legs. Sort o’
fold the feather-bed up round him, or we never shall
get him through the door.”
“Which way?” asked Jacob,
still entirely at rest on a greater mind.
“Out!” commanded Mary, - “out
the front door.”
Adam, in describing that dramatic
moment, always declared that nobody but Mary Dunbar
could have engineered a feather-bed through the narrow
passage, without sticking midway. He recalled
an incident of his boyhood when, in the Titcomb fire,
the whole family had spent every available instant
before the falling of the roof, in trying to push the
second-best bed through the attic window, only to leave
it there to burn. But Mary Dunbar took her patient
through the doorway as Napoleon marched over the Alps;
she went with him down the road toward her own little
house under the hill. Only then did Adam, still
shuffling on behind, collect his intelligence sufficiently
to shout after her, -
“Mary, what under the sun be
you doin’ of? What you want me to tell
Mattie? S’pose she brings the selec’men,
Mary Dunbar!”
She made no reply, even by a glance.
She walked straight on, as if her burden lightened,
and into her own cave-like house and her little neat
bedroom.
“Lay him down jest as he is,”
she said to Jacob. “We won’t try to
shift him to-day. Let him get over this.”
Jacob stretched himself, after his
load, put his hands in his pockets, and made up his
mouth into a soundless whistle.
“Yes! well!” said he. “Guess
I better finish milkin’.”
Mary put her patient “to-rights,”
and set some herb drink on the back of the stove.
Presently the little room was filled with the steamy
odor of a bitter healing, and she was on the battlefield
where she loved to conquer. In spite of her heaven-born
instinct, she knew very little about doctors and their
ways of cure. Earth secrets were hers, some of
them inherited and some guessed at, and luckily she
had never been involved in those greater issues to
be dealt with only by an exalted science. Later
in her life, she was to get acquainted with the young
doctor, down in Tiverton Street, and hear from him
what things were doing in his world. She was
to learn that a hospital is not a slaughter house
incarnadined with writhing victims, as some of us had
thought. She was even to witness the magic of
a great surgeon; though that was in her old age, when
her attitude toward medicine had become one of humble
thankfulness that, in all her daring, she had done
no harm. To-day, she thought she could set a
bone or break up a fever; and there was no doubt in
her mind that, if other deeds were demanded of her,
she should be led in the one true way. So she
sat down by her patient, and was watching there, hopeful
of moisture on his palm, when Mattie broke into the
front room, impetuous as the wind. Mary rose
and stepped out to meet her, shutting the door as
she went. Passing the window, she saw the selectmen,
in the vehicle known as a long-reach, waiting at the
gate.
“Hush, Mattie!” said she, “you’ll
wake him.”
Mattie, in her ill-assorted respectabilities
of dress, seemed to have been involved but recently
in some bacchanalian orgie. Her shawl was
dragged to one side, and her bonnet sat rakishly.
She was intoxicated with her own surprise.
“Mary Dunbar!” cried she,
“I’d like to know the meanin’ of
all this go-round!”
“There!” answered Mary,
with a quietude like that of the sea at ebb, “I
can’t stop to talk. I’ll settle it
with the selec’men. You come, too.”
Mattie’s eyes were seeking the
bedroom. Leave her alone, and her feet would
follow. “You come along,” repeated
Mary, and Mattie came.
When the three selectmen saw Mary
Dunbar stepping down the little slope, they gathered
about them all their official dignity. Ebenezer
Tolman sat a little straighter than usual, and uttered
a portentous cough. Lothrop Wilson, mild by nature,
and rather prone to whiffling in times of difficulty,
frowned, with conscious effort; but that was only because
he knew, in his own soul, how loyally he loved the
under-dog, let justice go as it might. Then there
was Eli Pike, occupying himself in pulling a rein
from beneath the horse’s tail. These two
hated warfare, and were nervously conscious that,
should they fail in firmness, Ebenezer would deal
with them. Mary went swiftly up to the wagon,
and laid one hand upon the wheel.
“I’ve got John Veasey
in my house,” she began rapidly. “I
can’t stop to talk. He’s pretty sick.”
Ebenezer cleared his throat again.
“We understood his folks had put him on the
town,” said he.
Mattie made a little eager sound, and then stopped.
“He ain’t on the town
yet,” said Mary. “He’s in my
bedroom. An’ there he’s goin’
to stay. I’ve took this job.”
She turned away from them, erect in her decision,
and went up the path. Eli Pike looked after her,
with an understanding sympathy. He was the man
who had walked two miles, one night, to shoot a fox,
trapped, and left there helpless with a broken leg.
Lothrop gazed straight ahead, and said nothing.
“Look here!” called Ebenezer. “Mary!
Mary! you look here!”
Mary turned about at the door.
She was magnificent in her height and dignity.
Even Ebenezer felt almost ashamed of what he had to
say; but still the public purse must be regarded.
“You can’t bring in a
bill for services,” he announced. “If
he’s on the town, he’ll have to go right
into the Poorhouse with the rest.”
Mary made no answer. She stood
there a second, looking at him, and he remarked to
Eli, “I guess you might drive on.”
But Mattie, following Mary up to the
house, to talk it over, tried the door in vain.
“My land!” she ejaculated,
“if she ain’t bolted it!” So the
nurse and her patient were left to themselves.
As to the rest of the story, I tell
it as we hear it still in Tiverton. At first,
it was reckoned among the miracles; but when the new
doctor came, he explained that it accorded quite honestly
with the course of violated nature, and that, with
some slight pruning here and there, the case might
figure in his books. What science would say about
it, I do not know; tradition was quite voluble.
It proved a very long time before
Johnnie grew better, and in all those days Mary Dunbar
was a happy woman. She stepped about the house,
setting it in order, watching her charge, and making
delicate possets for him to take. When the “herb-man”
came, she turned him away from the door with a regal
courtesy. It was not so much that she despised
his knowledge, as that he knew no more than she, and
this was her patient. The young doctor in Tiverton
told her afterwards that she had done a dangerous
thing in not calling in some accredited wearer of the
cloth; but Mary did not think of that. She went
on her way of innocence, delightfully content.
And all those days, Johnnie Veasey, as soon as he came
out of his fever, lay there and watched her with eyes
full of a listless wonder. He was still in that
borderland of helplessness where the unusual seems
only a part of the new condition of things. Neighbors
called, and Mary refused them entrance, with a finality
which admitted no appeal.
“I’ve got sickness here,”
she would say, standing in the doorway confronting
them. “He’s too weak to see anybody.
I guess I won’t ask you in.”
But one day, the minister appeared,
his fat gray horse climbing painfully up from the
Gully Road. It was a warm afternoon; and as soon
as Mary saw him, she went out of her house, and closed
the door behind her. When he had tied his horse,
he came toward her, brushing the dust of the road
from his irreproachable black. He was a new minister,
and very particular. Mary shook hands with him,
and then seated herself on the step.
“Won’t you set down here?”
she asked. “I’ve got sickness, an’
I can’t have talkin’ any nearer.
I’m glad it’s a warm day.”
The minister looked at the step, and
then at Mary. He felt as if his dignity had been
mildly assaulted, and he preferred to stand.
“I should like to offer prayer
for the young man,” he said. “I had
hoped to see him.”
Mary smiled at him in that impersonal way of hers.
“I don’t let anybody see
him,” said she. “I guess we shall
all have to pray by ourselves.”
The minister was somewhat nettled.
He was young enough to feel the slight to his official
position; and moreover, there were things which his
rigid young wife, primed by the wonder of the town,
had enjoined upon him to say. He flushed to the
roots of his smooth brown hair.
“I suppose you know,”
said he, “that you’re taking a very peculiar
stand.”
Mary turned her head, to listen.
She thought she heard her patient breathing, and her
mind was with him.
“You seem,” said the minister,
“to have taken in a man who has no claim on
you, instead of letting him stay with his people.
If you are going to marry him, let me advise you to
do it now, and not wait for him to get well.
The opinion of the world is, in a measure, to be respected, - though
only in a measure.”
Mary had risen to go in, but now she turned upon him.
“Married!” she repeated; and then again,
in a hushed voice, - “married!”
“Yes,” replied the minister testily, standing
by his guns, “married.”
Mary looked at him a moment, and then
again she moved away. She glanced round at him,
as she entered the door, and said very gently, “I
guess you better go now. Good-day.”
She closed the door, and the minister
heard her bolt it. He told his wife briefly,
on reaching home, that there wasn’t much chance
to talk with Mary, and perhaps the less there was
said about it the better.
But as Mary sat down by her patient’s
bed, her face settled into sadness, because she was
thinking about the world. It had not, heretofore,
been one of her recognized planets; now that it had
swung her way, she marveled at it.
The very next night, while she was
eating her supper in the kitchen, the door opened,
and Mattie walked in. Mattie had been washing
late that afternoon. She always washed at odd
times, and often in dull weather her undried clothes
hung for days upon the line. She was “all
beat out,” for she had begun at three, and steamed
through her work, to have an early supper at five.
“There, Mary Dunbar!”
cried she; “I said I’d do it, an’
I have. There ain’t a neighbor got into
this house for weeks, an’ folks that want you
to go nussin’ have been turned away. I says
to Adam, this very afternoon, ‘I’ll be
whipped if I don’t git in an’ see what’s
goin’ on!’ There’s some will have
it Johnnie’s got well, an’ drove away without
saying good-by to his own folks, an’ some say
he ain’t likely to live, an’ there he
lays without a last word to his own brother! As
for the childern, they’ve got an idea suthin’
‘s been done to uncle Johnnie, an’ you
can’t mention him but they cry.”
Mary rose calmly and began clearing
her table. “I guess I wouldn’t mention
him, then,” said she.
A muffled sound came from the bedroom.
It might have been laughter. Then there was a
little crack, and Mary involuntarily looked at the
lamp chimney. She hurried into the bedroom, and
stopped short at sight of her patient, lying there
in the light of the flickering fire. His face
had flushed, and his eyes were streaming.
“I laughed so,” he said
chokingly. “She always makes me. And
something snapped into place in my neck. I don’t
know what it was, - but I can move!”
He held out his hand to her.
Mary did not touch it; she only stood looking at him
with a wonderful gaze of pride and recognition, and
yet a strange timidity. She, too, flushed, and
tears stood in her eyes.
“I’ll go and tell Mattie,”
said she, turning toward the door. “You
want to see her?”
“For God’s sake, no! not
till I’m on my feet.” He was still
laughing. “I guess I can get up to-morrow.”
Mary went swiftly out, and shut the door behind her.
“I guess you better not see
him to-night,” she said. “You can
come in to-morrer. I shouldn’t wonder if
he’d be up then.”
“I told Adam” - began
Mattie, but Mary put a hand on her thin little arm,
and held it there.
“I’d rather talk to-morrer,”
said she gently. “Don’t you come in
before ’leven; but you come. Tell Adam
to, if he wants. I guess your brother’ll
be gettin’ away before long.” She
opened the outer door, and Mattie had no volition
but to go. “It’s a nice night, ain’t
it?” called Mary cheerfully, after her.
“Seems as if there never was so many stars.”
Then she went back into the kitchen,
and with the old thrift and exactitude prepared her
patient’s supper. He was sitting upright,
bolstered against the head of the bed; and he looked
like a great mischievous boy, who had, in some way,
gained a long-desired prize.
“See here!” he called.
“Tell me I can’t get up to-morrow?
Why, I could walk!”
They had a very merry time while he
ate. Mary remembered that afterwards, with a
bruised wonder that laughter comes so cheap. Johnnie
talked incessantly, not any more of the wonders of
the deep, but what he meant to do when he got into
the world again.
“How’d I come here in
your house, any way?” he asked. “Mattie
and Adam put me here to get rid of me? Tell me
all over again.”
“I take care of folks, you know,”
answered Mary briefly. “I have, for more’n
two years. It’s my business.”
Johnnie looked at her a moment, crimsoning
as he tried to speak.
“What you goin’ to ask?”
Mary started. Then she answered steadily, -
“That’s all right.
I don’t ask much, anyway; but when folks don’t
have ready money, I never ask anything. There,
you mustn’t talk no more, even if you are well.
I’ve got to wash these dishes.”
She left him to his meditations, and
only once more that evening did they speak together.
When she came to the door, to say good-night, he was
flat among his pillows, listening for her.
“Say!” he called, “you
come in. No, you needn’t unless you want
to; but if ever I earn another cent of money, you’ll
see. And I ain’t the only friend you’ve
got. There’s a girl down in Southport would
do anything in the world for you, if she only knew.”
Next morning, Johnnie walked weakly
out of doors, despite his nurse’s cautions;
for, not knowing what had happened to him, she was
in a wearying dark as to whether it might not happen
again. After his breakfast, he got a ride with
Jacob Pease, who was going down Sudleigh way, and
Jacob came back without him. He bore a message,
full of gratitude, to Mary. At Sudleigh, Johnnie
had telegraphed, to find out whether the ship Firewing
was still in port; and he had heard that he must lose
no time in joining her. He should never forget
what Mary had done for him. So Jacob said; but
he was a man of tepid words, and perhaps he remembered
the message too coldly.
When Mattie came over, that afternoon,
to make her call, she found the house closed.
Mary had gone on foot down into Tiverton, where old
Mrs. Lamson, who was sick with a fever, lay still
in need. It was many weeks before she came home
again to Horn o’ the Moon; and then Grandfather
Sinclair had broken his leg, so that interest in her
miracle became temporarily inactive.
Two years had gone when there came
to her a little package, through the Tiverton mail.
It was tied with the greatest caution, and directed
in a straggling hand. Mary opened it just as
she struck into the Gully Road, on her way home.
Inside was a little purse, and three gold pieces.
She paused there, under the branches, the purse in
one hand, and the gold lying within her other palm.
For a long time she stood looking at them, her face
set in that patient sadness seen in those whose only
holding is the past. It was all over and done,
and yet it had never been at all. She thought
a little about herself, and that was very rare, for
Mary. She was not the poorer for what her soul
desired; she was infinitely the richer, and she remembered
the girl at Southport, not with the pang that once
afflicted her heart, but with a warm, outrushing sense
of womanly sympathy. If he had money, perhaps
he could marry. Perhaps he was married now.
Coming out of the Gully Road, she opened the purse
again, and the sun struck richly upon the gold within.
Mary smiled a little, wanly, but still with a sense
of the good, human kinship in life.
“I won’t ever spend ’em,”
she said to herself. “I’ll keep ’em
to bury me.”