Little Miss Severance sat with her
hands as cold as ice. The stage of her coming
adventure was beautifully set-the conventional
stage for the adventure of a young girl, her mother’s
drawing-room. Her mother had the art of setting
stages. The room was not large,-a New
York brownstone front in the upper Sixties even though
altered as to entrance, and allowed to sprawl backward
over yards not originally intended for its use, is
not a palace,-but it was a room and not
a corridor; you had the comfortable sense of four
walls about you when its one small door was once shut.
It was filled, perhaps a little too much filled, with
objects which seemed to have nothing in common except
beauty; but propinquity, propinquity of older date
than the house in which they now were, had given them
harmony. Nothing in the room was modern except
some uncommonly comfortable sofas and chairs, and
the pink and yellow roses that stood about in Chinese
bowls.
Miss Severance herself was hardly
aware of the charm of the room. On the third
floor she had her own room, which she liked much better.
There was a great deal of bright chintz in it, and
maple furniture of a late colonial date, inherited
from her mother’s family, the Lanleys, and discarded
by her mother, who described the taste of that time
as “pure, but provincial.” Crystal
and ivories and carved wood and Italian embroideries
did not please Miss Severance half so well as the austere
lines of those work-tables and high-boys.
It was after five, almost half-past,
and he had said “about five.” Miss
Severance, impatient to begin the delicious experience
of anticipation, had allowed herself to be ready at
a quarter before the hour. Not that she had been
entirely without some form of anticipation since she
woke up; not, perhaps, since she had parted from him
under the windy awning the night before. They
had held up a long line of restless motors as she
stood huddled in her fur-trimmed cloak, and he stamped
and jigged to keep warm, bareheaded, in his thin pumps
and shining shirt-front, with his shoulders drawn
up and his hands in his pockets, while they almost
awkwardly arranged this meeting for the next day.
Several times during the preceding
evening she had thought he was going to say something
of the kind, for they had danced together a great deal;
but they had always danced in silence. At the
time, with his arm about her, silence had seemed enough;
but in separation there is something wonderfully solid
and comforting in the memory of a spoken word; it is
like a coin in the pocket. And after Miss Severance
had bidden him good night at the long glass door of
the paneled ball-room without his saying anything
of a future meeting, she had gone up-stairs with a
heavy heart to find her maid and her wrap. She
knew as soon as she reached the dressing-room that
she had actually hurried her departure for the sake
of the parting; for the hope, as their time together
grew short, of having some certainty to look forward
to. But he had said nothing, and she had been
ashamed to find that she was waiting, leaving her hand
in his too long; so that at last she snatched it away,
and was gone up-stairs in an instant, fearing he might
have guessed what was going on in her mind.
She had thought it just an accident
that he was in the hall when she came down again,
and he hadn’t much choice, she said to herself,
about helping her into her motor. Then at the
very last moment he had asked if he mightn’t
come and see her the next afternoon. Miss Severance,
who was usually sensitive to inconveniencing other
people, had not cared at all about the motor behind
hers that was tooting its horn or for the elderly
lady in feathers and diamonds who was waiting to get
into it. She had cared only about arranging the
hour and impressing the address upon him. He
had given her back the pleasure of her whole evening
like a parting gift.
As she drove home she couldn’t
bring herself to doubt, though she tried to be rational
about the whole experience, that it had meant as much
to him as it had to her, perhaps more. Her lips
curved a little at the thought, and she glanced quickly
at her maid to see if the smile had been visible in
the glare of the tall, double lamps of Fifth Avenue.
To say she had not slept would be
untrue, but she had slept close to the surface of
consciousness, as if a bright light were shining somewhere
near, and she had waked with the definite knowledge
that this light was the certainty of seeing him that
very day. The morning had gone very well; she
had even forgotten once or twice for a few seconds,
and then remembered with a start of joy that was almost
painful: but, after lunch, time had begun to
drag like the last day of a long sea-voyage.
About three she had gone out with
her mother in the motor, with the understanding that
she was to be left at home at four; her mother was
going on to tea with an elderly relation. Fifth
Avenue had seemed unusually crowded even for Fifth
Avenue, and the girl had fretted and wondered at the
perversity of the police, who held them up just at
the moment most promising for slipping through; and
why Andrews, the chauffeur, could not see that he
would do better by going to Madison Avenue. She
did not speak these thoughts aloud, for she had not
told her mother, not from any natural love of concealment,
but because any announcement of her plans for the
afternoon would have made them seem less certain of
fulfilment. Perhaps, too, she had felt an unacknowledged
fear of certain of her mother’s phrases that
could delicately puncture delight.
She had been dropped at the house
by ten minutes after four, and exactly at a quarter
before five she had been in the drawing-room, in her
favorite dress, with her best slippers, her hands cold,
but her heart warm with the knowledge that he would
soon be there.
Only after forty-five minutes of waiting
did that faith begin to grow dim. She was too
inexperienced in such matters to know that this was
the inevitable consequence of being ready too early.
She had had time to run through the whole cycle of
certainty, eagerness, doubt, and she was now rapidly
approaching despair. He was not coming. Perhaps
he had never meant to come. Possibly he had merely
yielded to a polite impulse; possibly her manner had
betrayed her wishes so plainly that a clever, older
person, two or three years out of college, had only
too clearly read her in the moment when she had detained
his hand at the door of the ball-room.
There was a ring at the bell.
Her heart stood perfectly still, and then began beating
with a terrible force, as if it gathered itself into
a hard, weighty lump again and again. Several
minutes went by, too long for a man to give to taking
off his coat. At last she got up and cautiously
opened the door; a servant was carrying a striped cardboard
box to her mother’s room. Miss Severance
went back and sat down. She took a long breath;
her heart returned to its normal movement.
Yet, for some unexplained reason,
the fact that the door-bell had rung once made it
more possible that it would ring again, and she began
to feel a slight return of confidence.
A servant opened the door, and in
the instant before she turned her head she had time
to debate the possibility of a visitor having come
in without ringing while the messenger with the striped
box was going out. But, no; Pringle was alone.
Pringle had been with the family since
her mother was a girl, but, like many red-haired men,
he retained an appearance of youth. He wanted
to know if he should take away the tea.
She knew perfectly why he asked.
He liked to have the tea-things put away before he
had his own supper and began his arrangements for the
family dinner. She felt that the crisis had come.
If she said yes, she knew that her
visitor would come just as tea had disappeared.
If she said no, she would sit there alone, waiting
for another half-hour, and when she finally did ring
and tell Pringle he could take away the tea-things,
he would look wise and reproachful. Nevertheless,
she did say no, and Pringle with admirable self-control,
withdrew.
The afternoon seemed very quiet.
Miss Severance became aware of all sorts of bells
that she had never heard before-other door-bells,
telephone-bells in the adjacent houses, loud, hideous
bells on motor delivery-wagons, but not her own front
door-bell.
Her heart felt like lead. Things
would never be the same now. Probably there was
some explanation of his not coming, but it could never
be really atoned for. The wild romance and confidence
in this first visit could never be regained.
And then there was a loud, quick ring
at the bell, and at once he was in the room, breathing
rapidly, as if he had run up-stairs or even from the
corner. She could do nothing but stare at him.
She had tried in the last ten minutes to remember
what he looked like, and now she was astonished to
find how exactly he looked as she remembered him.
To her horror, the change between
her late despair and her present joy was so extreme
that she wanted to cry. The best she knew how
to do was to pucker her face into a smile and to offer
him those chilly finger-tips.
He hardly took them, but said, as
if announcing a black, but incontrovertible, fact:
“You’re not a bit glad to see me.”
“Oh, yes, I am,” she returned,
with an attempt at an easy social manner. “Will
you have some tea?”
“But why aren’t you glad?”
Miss Severance clasped her hands on
the edge of the tea-tray and looked down. She
pressed her palms together; she set her teeth, but
the muscles in her throat went on contracting; and
the heroic struggle was lost.
“I thought you weren’t
coming,” she said, and making no further effort
to conceal the fact that her eyes were full of tears
she looked straight up at him.
He sat down beside her on the small,
low sofa and put his hand on hers.
“But I was perfectly certain
to come,” he said very gently, “because,
you see, I think I love you.”
“Do you think I love you?”
she asked, seeking information.
“I can’t tell,”
he answered. “Your being sorry I did not
come doesn’t prove anything. We’ll
see. You’re so wonderfully young, my dear!”
“I don’t think eighteen
is so young. My mother was married before she
was twenty.”
He sat silent for a few seconds, and
she felt his hand shut more firmly on hers. Then
he got up, and, pulling a chair to the opposite side
of the table, said briskly:
“And now give me some tea. I haven’t
had any lunch.”
“Oh, why not?” She blew
her nose, tucked away her handkerchief, and began
her operations on the tea-tray.
“I work very hard,” he
returned. “You don’t know what at,
do you? I’m a statistician.”
“What’s that?”
“I make reports on properties,
on financial ventures, for the firm I’m with,
Benson & Honaton. They’re brokers.
When they are asked to underwrite a scheme-”
“Underwrite? I never heard that word.”
The boy laughed.
“You’ll hear it a good
many times if our acquaintance continues.”
Then more gravely, but quite parenthetically, he added:
“If a firm puts up money for a business, they
want to know all about it, of course. I tell
them. I’ve just been doing a report this
afternoon, a wonder; it’s what made me late.
Shall I tell you about it?”
She nodded with the same eagerness
with which ten years before she might have answered
an inquiry as to whether he should tell her a fairy-story.
“Well, it was on a coal-mine
in Pennsylvania. I’m afraid my report is
going to be a disappointment to the firm. The
mine’s good, a sound, rich vein, and the labor
conditions aren’t bad; but there’s one
fatal defect-a car shortage on the only
railroad that reaches it. They can’t make
a penny on their old mine until that’s met, and
that can’t be straightened out for a year, anyhow;
and so I shall report against it.”
“Car shortage,” said Miss
Severance. “I never should have thought
of that. I think you must be wonderful.”
He laughed.
“I wish the firm thought so,”
he said. “In a way they do; they pay attention
to what I say, but they give me an awfully small salary.
In fact,” he added briskly, “I have almost
no money at all.” There was a pause, and
he went on, “I suppose you know that when I was
sitting beside you just now I wanted most terribly
to kiss you.”
“Oh, no!”
“Oh, no? Oh, yes.
I wanted to, but I didn’t. Don’t worry.
I won’t for a long time, perhaps never.”
“Never?” said Miss Severance, and she
smiled.
“I said perhaps never.
You can’t tell. Life turns up some awfully
queer tricks now and then. Last night, for example.
I walked into that ballroom thinking of nothing, and
there you were-all the rest of the room
like a sort of shrine for you. I said to a man
I was with, ’I want to meet the girl who looks
like cream in a gold saucer,’ and he introduced
us. What could be stranger than that? Not,
as a matter of fact, that I ever thought love at first
sight impossible, as so many people do.”
“But if you don’t know
the very first thing about a person-”
Miss Severance began, but he interrupted:
“You have to begin some time.
Every pair of lovers have to have a first meeting,
and those who fall in love at once are just that much
further ahead.” He smiled. “I
don’t even know your first name.”
It seemed miraculous good fortune to have a first
name.
“Mathilde.”
“Mathilde,” he repeated
in a lower tone, and his eyes shone extraordinarily.
Both of them took some time to recover
from the intensity of this moment. She wanted
to ask him his, but foreseeing that she would immediately
be required to use it, and feeling unequal to such
an adventure, she decided it would be wiser to wait.
It was he who presently went on:
“Isn’t it strange to know
so little about each other? I rather like it.
It’s so mad-like opening a chest of
buried treasure. You don’t know what’s
going to be in it, but you know it’s certain
to be rare and desirable. What do you do, Mathilde?
Live here with your father and mother?”
She sat looking at him. The truth
was that she found everything he said so unexpected
and thrilling that now and then she lost all sense
of being expected to answer.
“Oh, yes,” she said, suddenly
remembering. “I live here with my mother
and stepfather. My mother has married again.
She is Mrs. Vincent Farron.”
“Didn’t I tell you life
played strange tricks?” he exclaimed. He
sprang up, and took a position on the hearth-rug.
“I know all about him. I once reported
on the Electric Equipment Company. That’s
the same Farron, isn’t it? I believe that
that company is the most efficient for its size in
this country, in the world, perhaps. And Farron
is your stepfather! He must be a wonder.”
“Yes, I think he is.”
“You don’t like him?”
“I like him very much. I don’t love
him.”
“The poor devil!”
“I don’t believe he wants
people to love him. It would bore him. No,
that’s not quite just. He’s kind,
wonderfully kind, but he has no little pleasantnesses.
He says things in a very quiet way that make you feel
he’s laughing at you, though he never does laugh.
He said to me this morning at breakfast, ‘Well,
Mathilde, was it a marvelous party?’ That made
me feel as if I used the word ‘marvelous’
all the time, not a bit as if he really wanted to
know whether I had enjoyed myself last night.”
“And did you?”
She gave him a rapid smile and went on:
“Now, my grandfather, my mother’s
father-his name is Lanley-(Mr.
Lanley evidently was not in active business, for it
was plain that Wayne, searching his memory, found
nothing)-my grandfather often scolds me
terribly for my English,-says I talk like
a barmaid, although I tell him he ought not to know
how barmaids talk,-but he never makes
me feel small. Sometimes Mr. Farron repeats,
weeks afterward, something I’ve said, word for
word, the way I said it. It makes it sound so
foolish. I’d rather he said straight out
that he thought I was a goose.”
“Perhaps you wouldn’t if he did.”
“I like people to be human. Mr. Farron’s
not human.”
“Doesn’t your mother think so?”
“Mama thinks he’s perfect.”
“How long have they been married?”
“Ages! Five years!”
“And they’re just as much in love?”
Miss Severance looked at him.
“In love?” she said.
“At their age?” He laughed at her, and
she added: “I don’t mean they are
not fond of each other, but Mr. Farron must be forty-five.
What I mean by love-” she hesitated.
“Don’t stop.”
But she did stop, for her quick ears
told her that some one was coming, and, Pringle opening
the door, Mrs. Farron came in.
She was a very beautiful person.
In her hat and veil, lit by the friendly light of
her own drawing-room, she seemed so young as to be
actually girlish, except that she was too stately
and finished for such a word. Mathilde did not
inherit her blondness from her mother. Mrs. Farron’s
hair was a dark brown, with a shade of red in it where
it curved behind her ears. She had the white
skin that often goes with such hair, and a high, delicate
color in her cheeks. Her eyebrows were fine and
excessively dark-penciled, many people thought.
“Mama, this is Mr. Wayne,”
said Mathilde. Here was another tremendous moment
crowding upon her-the introduction of her
beautiful mother to this new friend, but even more,
the introduction to her mother of this wonderful new
friend, whose flavor of romance and interest no one,
she supposed, could miss. Yet Mrs. Farron seemed
to be taking it all very calmly, greeting him, taking
his chair as being a trifle more comfortable than
the others, trying to cover the doubt in her own mind
whether she ought to recognize him as an old acquaintance.
Was he new or one of the ones she had seen a dozen
times before?
There was nothing exactly artificial
in Mrs. Farron’s manner, but, like a great singer
who has learned perfect enunciation even in the most
trivial sentences of every-day matters, she, as a
great beauty, had learned the perfection of self-presentation,
which probably did not wholly desert her even in the
dentist’s chair.
She drew off her long, pale, spotless gloves.
“No tea, my dear,” she
said. “I’ve just had it,” she
added to Wayne, “with an old aunt of mine.
Aunt Alberta,” she threw over her shoulder to
Mathilde. “I am very unfortunate, Mr. Wayne;
this town is full of my relations, tucked away in
forgotten oases, and I’m their only connection
with the vulgar, modern world. My aunt’s
favorite excitement is disapproving of me. She
was particularly trying to-day.” Mrs. Farron
seemed to debate whether or not it would be tiresome
to go thoroughly into the problem of Aunt Alberta,
and to decide that it would; for she said, with an
abrupt change, “Were you at this party last night
that Mathilde enjoyed so much?”
“Yes,” said Wayne. “Why weren’t
you?”
“I wasn’t asked.
It isn’t the fashion to ask mothers and daughters
to the same parties any more. We dance so much
better than they do.” She leaned over,
and rang the little enamel bell that dangled at the
arm of her daughter’s sofa. “You
can’t imagine, Mr. Wayne, how much better I dance
than Mathilde.”
“I hope it needn’t be left to the imagination.”
“Oh, I’m not sure.
That was the subject of Aunt Alberta’s talk this
afternoon-my still dancing. She says
she put on caps at thirty-five.” Mrs. Farron
ran her eyebrows whimsically together and looked up
at her daughter’s visitor.
Mathilde was immensely grateful to
her mother for taking so much trouble to be charming;
only now she rather spoiled it by interrupting Wayne
in the midst of a sentence, as if she had never been
as much interested as she had seemed. Pringle
had appeared in answer to her ring, and she asked
him sharply:
“Is Mr. Farron in?”
“Mr. Farron’s in his room, Madam.”
At this she appeared to give her attention
wholly back to Wayne, but Mathilde knew that she was
really busy composing an escape. She seemed to
settle back, to encourage her visitor to talk indefinitely;
but when the moment came for her to answer, she rose
to her feet in the midst of her sentence, and, still
talking, wandered to the door and disappeared.
As the door shut firmly behind her
Wayne said, as if there had been no interruption:
“It was love you were speaking of, you know.”
“But don’t you think my
mother is marvelous?” she asked, not content
to take up even the absorbing topic until this other
matter had received due attention.
“I should say so! But one
isn’t, of course, overwhelmed to find that your
mother is beautiful.”
“And she’s so good!”
Mathilde went on. “She’s always thinking
of things to do for me and my grandfather and Mr.
Farron and all these old, old relations. She
went away just now only because she knows that as soon
as Mr. Farron comes in he asks for her. She’s
perfect to every one.”
He came and sat down beside her again.
“It’s going to be much
easier for her daughter,” he said: “you
have to be perfect only to one person. Now, what
was it you were going to say about love?”
Again they looked at each other; again
Miss Severance had the sensation of drowning, of being
submerged in some strange elixir.
She was rescued by Pringle’s
opening the door and announcing:
“Mr. Lanley.”
Wayne stood up.
“I suppose I must go,” he said.
“No, no,” she returned
a little wildly, and added, as if this were the reason
why she opposed his departure. “This is
my grandfather. You must see him.”
Wayne sat down again, in the chair on the other side
of the tea-table.