When an extremely energetic person
has spent eighteen months making connections with
a family, he does not find it easy to sever them in
a day. Quin’s announcement that he was
going to leave the Martels met with a storm of protest.
He had the excellent excuse that when Cass married
in June there would be no room for him, but it took
all his diplomacy to effect the change without giving
offense. Rose was tearful, and Cass furious,
and a cloud of gloom enveloped the little brown house.
With the Bartletts it was no easier.
On his return from New York he had found three notes
from them, each of which requested an immediate interview.
Madam’s stated that she had heard of his dismissal
from the factory and that she was ready to do battle
for him to the death. “Geoffrey Bangs got
rid of Ranny,” she wrote, “and now he thinks
he can ship you. But I guess I’ll show
him who is the head of the firm.”
The second note was from Miss Isobel
and was marked “Confidential.” In
incoherent sentences it told of a letter just received
from Eleanor, in which she announced that she was
planning to make her professional debut in July, and
that as Mr. Phipps was connected with the play in which
she was to appear, she felt that she could accept
no further favors from her grandmother. Miss
Isobel implored Quin to come at once and advise her
what to do about telling Madam, especially as they
were leaving for Maine within the next ten days.
The third delicately penned epistle
was a gentle effusion from Miss Enid, who was home
on a visit and eager to see “dear Quin, who had
been the innocent means of reuniting her and the dearest
man in all the world.”
It was these letters that put Quin’s
desire for flight into instant action. He must
go where he would not be questioned or asked for advice.
The mere mention of Eleanor’s name was agony
to him. It contracted his throat and sent the
blood pounding through his veins. His hurt was
so intolerable that he shrank from even a touch of
sympathy. Perhaps later on he would be able to
face the situation, but just now his one desire was
to get away from everything connected with his unhappiness.
In beating about in his mind for a
temporary refuge, he remembered a downtown rooming-house
to which he had once gone with Dirks, the foreman
at Bartlett & Bangs. Here he transferred his few
possessions, and persuaded Rose to tell the Bartletts
that he had left town for an indefinite stay.
This he hoped would account for his absence until they
left for their summer vacation.
The ten weeks that followed are not
pleasant ones to dwell upon. The picture of Quin
tramping the streets by day in a half-hearted search
for work, and tramping them again at night when he
could not sleep, of him lying face downward on a cot
in a small damp room, with all his confidence and
bravado gone, and only his racking cough for company,
are better left unchronicled.
He fought his despair with dogged
determination, but his love for Eleanor had twined
itself around everything that was worth while in him.
In plucking it out he uprooted his ambition, his carefully
acquired friendships, his belief in himself, his faith
in the future. For eighteen months he had lived
in the radiance of one all-absorbing dream, with a
faith in its ultimate fulfilment that transcended every
fear. And now that that hope was dead, the blackness
of despair settled upon him.
That fact that Eleanor had broken
faith with him, that she was willing to renew her
friendship with Harold Phipps when she knew what he
was, that she was willing to give up friends and family
and her inheritance for the sake of being with him,
could have but one explanation.
Quin used to tell himself this again
and again, as he lay in the hot darkness with his
hands clasped across his eyes. He used it as a
whip with which to scourge any vagrant hopes that
dared creep into his heart. Hadn’t Miss
Nell told him that she didn’t care what he said
or did, just so he left her alone? Hadn’t
she let him come away without expressing a regret
for the past or a hope for the future?
But, even as his head condemned her,
his heart rushed to her defense. After all, she
had never said she cared for him. And why should
she care for a fellow like him, with no education,
or money, or position? Even with her faults,
she was too good for the best man living. But
she cared for Harold Phipps and with that
bitter thought the turmoil began all over again.
He was not only unhappy, but intolerably
lonely and ill. He missed Rose and her care for
him; he missed Cass’s friendship; he missed his
visits to the Bartletts; and above all he missed his
work. His interest still clung to Bartlett &
Bangs, and the only times of forgetfulness that he
had were when he and Dirks were discussing the business
of the firm.
What made matters worse was the humid
heat of the summer. A low barometer, always an
affliction to him, in his present nervous state was
torture. Night after night he lay gasping for
breath, and in the morning he rose gaunt and pale,
with hollow rings under his eyes. Having little
desire for food, he often made one meal a day suffice,
substituting coffee for more solid food.
This method of living could have but
one result. By the middle of July he was confined
to his bed with a heavy bronchial cold and a temperature
that boded ill. Once down and defenseless, he
became a prey to all the feminine solicitude of the
rooming-house. The old lady next door pottered
in and out, putting mustard plasters on his chest and
forgetting to take them off, and feeding him nauseous
concoctions that she brewed over a coal-oil stove.
A woman from upstairs insisted on keeping his window
and door wide open, and trying cold compresses on
his throat. While the majorful mother of six
across the hall came in each night to sweep the other
two out, close the window and door, and fill the room
with eucalyptus fumes.
Quin let them do whatever they wanted.
The mere business of breathing seemed to be about
all he could attend to these days. The only point
on which he was firm was his refusal to notify his
friends or to have a doctor.
“I’ll be all right when
this beastly weather lets up,” he said to Dirks
one Sunday night. “Is there any sign of
clearing?”
“Not much. It’s thick
and muggy and still raining in torrents. I wish
you’d see a doctor.”
Pride kept Quin from revealing the
fact that he had no money to pay a doctor. Five
weeks without work had completely exhausted his exchequer.
“I’m used to these knockouts,”
he wheezed with assumed cheerfulness one Sunday night.
“It’s not half as bad as it sounds.
I’ll be up in a day or so.”
Dirks was not satisfied. His
glance swept the small disordered room, and came back
to the flushed face on the pillow.
“Don’t you want some grub?”
he suggested. “I’ll get you anything
you like.”
“No, thanks; I’m not hungry.
You might put the water-pitcher over here by the bed.
My tongue feels like a shredded-wheat biscuit.”
Dirks gave him some water, then turned to go.
“Oh, by the way,” he said,
“Here’s a letter for you that’s been
laying around at the factory for a couple of days.
Nobody knew where to forward it.”
Like a shot Quin was up in bed and
holding out an eager hand. But at sight of the
small cramped writing he lay back on his pillow listlessly.
“It’s from Miss Isobel
Bartlett,” he said indifferently. “Wonder
what she’s doing back in town in the middle
of the summer.”
“I hear they are all back,”
Dirks said. “The old lady is very ill and
they had to bring her home. If you want anything
in the night, just pound on the wall. I’m
going to fetch a doctor if you ain’t better in
the morning.”
When Dirks had gone Quin opened his letter and read:
Dear Quin:
I am rushing this off to the factory
in the hope that they have your address and can
get into communication with you at once. Mother
has had two dreadful attacks with her appendix,
and the doctors say she cannot survive another.
But she refuses point-blank to be operated on,
and my brother and sister and I are powerless to move
her. Won’t you come the moment you
get this, and try to persuade her? She has such
confidence in your judgment, and you could always do
more with her than any one else. I am almost
wild with anxiety and I don’t know which
way to turn. Do come at once.
Your friend,
ISOBEL BARTLETT.
Quin sprang out of bed, and then sat
down limply, waiting for the furniture to stop revolving
about him. It was evident that he would have
to use his head to save his legs, if he expected to
make any progress. Holding to the bed-post, he
brought all his concentration to bear on the whereabouts
of the various garments he had thrown off ten days
before. The lack of a clean shirt and the imperative
need of a shave presented grave difficulties, but
he would have gone to Miss Isobel’s rescue if
he had had to go in pajamas!
When at last he had struggled into
his clothes, he put out his light and tiptoed past
Dirks’ door. At the first sniff of night
air he began to cough, and he clapped his hand over
his mouth, swearing softly to himself. On the
front steps he hesitated. The rain was falling
in sheets, and the street lights shone through a blur
of fog. For the first time, Quin realized it
was a block to the car line, and that he had no umbrella.
Hard experience had taught him the dire results of
exposure and overexertion. But the excitement
of once more getting in touch with the Bartletts,
of being of service to Madam, and above all of hearing
news of Eleanor, banished all other considerations.
Turning up his coat collar and pulling his hat over
his eyes, he went down the steps and started on an
uncertain run for the corner.