I have often asked myself, “Why
am I a Republican? Why am I the partizan
of equitable Democracy, organized and established as
a good and strong Government? Why have
I a real love of the People a love always
serious, and sometimes even tender? What
has the People done for me? I was not born in
the ranks of the People. I was born between the
high Aristocracy and what was then called the inferior
classes, in the days when there were classes,
where are now equal citizens in various callings.
I never starved in the People’s famine; I never
groaned, personally, in the People’s miseries;
I never sweat with its sweat; I was never benumbed
with its cold. Why then, I repeat it, do I hunger
in its hunger, thirst with its thirst, warm under its
sun, freeze under its cold, grieve under its sorrows?
Why should I not care for it as little as for that
which passes at the antipodes? turn away
my eyes, close my ears, think of other things, and
wrap myself up in that soft, thick garment of indifference
and egotism, in which I can shelter myself, and indulge
my separate personal tastes, without asking whether,
below me, in street, garret, or cottage,
there is a rich People, or a beggar People; a religious
People, or an atheistic People; a People of idlers,
or of workers; a People of Helots, or of citizens?”
And whenever I have thus questioned
myself, I have thus answered myself: “I
love the people because I believe in God. For,
if I did not believe in God, what would the people
be to me? I should enjoy at ease that lucky throw
of the dice, which chance had turned up for me, the
day of my birth; and, with a secret, savage joy, I
should say, ’So much the worse for the losers! the
world is a lottery. Woe to the conquered!’”
I cannot, indeed, say this without shame and cruelty, for,
I repeat it, I believe in God.