“Now
the great heart
Leaps to new action and appointed toil
With steady hope sure faith and sober
joy.”
During the next two years, Margaret’s
life appeared to be monotonously without incident.
In reality it deepened and broadened in a manner but
slightly indicated by the stillness of its surface.
Early in the morning following her re-occupation of
her own house, she had two visitors, Dr. Balloch and
her old servant, Elga.
“Elga’s husband is with
the Greenland fleet,” said the minister; “she
is poor and lonely, and wants to come back and serve
thee.”
“But I can not afford a servant.”
“Thou can well afford it, take
my word for that; besides, thou art not used to hard
work nor fit for it. Also, I have something better
for thee to do. When thy house is in order, come
to the manse and see me, then we will talk of it.”
So Elga quietly resumed her old duties,
and ere two weeks were gone the house was almost in
its first condition. White paint and soap and
water, bees’-wax and turpentine, needle and thread,
did wonders. On the evening of the eleventh day,
Margaret and Elga went from attic to cellar with complete
satisfaction. Every thing was spotless, every
thing was in its old place. Jan’s big cushioned
chair again stood on the hearth, and little Jan took
possession of it. Many a night, wearied with
play, he cuddled himself up among its cushions, and
had there his first sleep. It is easy to imagine
what Margaret’s thoughts were with such a picture
before her-tender, regretful, loving thoughts
most surely, for the fine shawl or stocking she was
knitting at the time was generally wet with her tears.
The day after all was in its place
and settled, she went to see Dr. Balloch. It
was in the early morning when every thing was sweet,
and cool and fresh. The blue-bells and daisies
were at her feet, the sea dimpling and sparkling in
the sunshine, the herring-fleet gathering in the bay.
Already the quays and streets were full of strangers,
and many a merry young fisherman with a pile of nets
flung over his shoulders passed her, singing and whistling
in the fullness of his life and hope. All of
them, in some way or other, reminded her of Jan.
One carried his nets in the same graceful, nonchalant
way; another wore his cap at the same angle; a third
was leaning against his oars, just as she had seen
Jan lean a hundred times.
The minister sat at his open door,
looking seaward. His serene face was full of
the peace and light of holy contemplation. His
right hand was lovingly laid on the open Bible, which
occupied the small table by his side.
“Come in, Margaret,” he
said pleasantly. “Come in; is all well with
thee now?”
“Every thing is well. The
house is in order and Snorro hath promised to plant
some berry bushes in my garden; he will plant them
to-day with the flower seeds thou gave me. The
snowdrops are in bloom already, and the pansies show
their buds among the leaves.”
“Dost thou know that Snorro hath left thy father?”
“He told me that he had taken
John Hay’s cottage, the little stone one on
the hill above my house, and that in three days he
would go to the fishing with Matthew Vale.”
“Now, then, what wilt thou do
with thy time? Let me tell thee, time is a very
precious gift of God; so precious that he only gives
it to us moment by moment. He would not have
thee waste it.”
Margaret took from her pocket a piece
of knitting. It was a shawl twelve yards round,
yet of such exquisite texture that she drew it easily
through a wedding ring. Beautiful it was as the
most beautiful lace, and the folds of fine wool fell
infinitely softer than any fold of fine flax could
do. It was a marvelous piece of handiwork, and
Dr. Balloch praised it highly.
“I am going to send it to the
Countess of Zetland,” she said. “I
have no doubt she will send me as many orders as I
can fill. Each shawl is worth L7, and I can also
do much coarser work, which I shall sell at the Foy.”
“Would thou not rather work
for me than for the Countess?”
“Thou knowest I would, ten thousand
times rather. But how can I work for thee?”
“What is there, Margaret, on
the long table under the window?”
“There is a large pile of newspapers
and magazines and books.”
“That is so. None of these
have I been able to read, because my sight has failed
me very much lately. Yet I long to know every
word that is in them. Wilt thou be eyes to an
old man who wishes thee only well, Margaret?
Come every day, when the weather and thy health permits,
and read to me for two hours, write my letters for
me, and do me a message now and then, and I will cheerfully
pay thee L50 a year.”
“I would gladly do all this
without money, and think the duty most honorable.”
“Nay, but I will pay thee, for
that will be better for thee and for me.”
Now all good work is good for far
more than appears upon its surface. The duties
undertaken by Margaret grew insensibly and steadily
in beneficence and importance. In the first place,
the effect upon her own character was very great.
It was really two hours daily study of the finest
kind. It was impossible that the books put into
her hand could be read and discussed with a man like
Dr. Balloch without mental enlargement. Equally
great and good was the moral effect of the companionship.
Her pen became the pen of a ready writer, for the old
clergyman kept up a constant correspondence with his
college companions, and with various learned societies.
About three months after this alliance
began, the doctor said one day, “Thou shalt
not read to me this morning, for I want thee to carry
some wine and jelly to old Neill Brock, and when thou
art there, read to him. Here is a list of the
Psalms and the Epistles that will be the best for
him.” And Margaret came back from her errand
with a solemnly happy light upon her face. “It
was a blessed hour,” she said, “surely
he is very near the kingdom.”
This service once begun grew by a
very natural course of events. Margaret delighted
in it. The sick loved her calm, gentle ways.
She was patient and silent, and yet sympathetic.
She had that womanly taste which naturally sets itself
to make dainty dishes for those who can not eat coarse
food. In a few months the sick all through the
parish felt the soothing touch of her soft, cool hands,
and became familiar with the tones of her low, even
voice, as she read aloud the portions which Dr. Balloch
usually selected for every case.
And as there is no service so gratefully
remembered as that given in sickness, Margaret Vedder
gradually acquired a very sincere popularity.
It rather amazed Peter to hear such remarks as the
following: “Luke Thorkel is better, thanks
to Margaret Vedder.” “John Johnson
can go to the fishing with an easy mind now, Margaret
Vedder is caring for his sick wife.” “The
Widow Hay died last night. She would have died
ere this, but for Margaret Vedder’s care.”
These outside duties made her home
duties sufficient to fill all her time. She had
no hours to spare for foolish repining, or morbid
sorrow. Little Jan must be taught his letters,
and his clothes must be made. Her garden, poultry
and knitting kept her hands ever busy, and though
her work was much of it of that silent kind which leads
to brooding thought, she had now much of interest
to fill her mind. Yet still, and always, there
was the haunting, underlying memory of Jan’s
disappearance or death, keeping her life hushed and
silent. To no one did she speak of it, and it
seemed strange to her that Dr. Balloch visibly discouraged
any allusion to it. Sometimes she felt as if she
must speak to Snorro about it, but Snorro kept ever
a little aloof from her. She was not very sure
as to his friendship.
She thought this a little hard, for
she had given him every opportunity to understand
that her own animosity was dead. She permitted
little Jan to spend nearly all his time with him, when
he was not engaged in fishing, or busy on the quays.
And Snorro now spent much of his time at home.
His earnings during the fishing season more than sufficed
for his wants. Every fine day in winter he was
apt to call for little Jan, and Margaret rarely refused
him the child’s company.
And little Jan dearly loved Snorro.
Snorro put him in the water, and taught him how to
swim like a seal. Snorro made him a spear and
taught him how to throw it. He made him a boat
and taught him how to sail it. He got him a pony
and taught him how to ride it. Once they found
a baby seal whose mother had been shot, and the child
kept it at Snorro’s house. There also he
had a dozen pet rabbits, and three Skye terriers,
and a wild swan with a broken wing, and many other
treasures, which would not have been so patiently tolerated
in the cleanliness and order of his own home.
So the time went pleasantly and profitably
by for two years. Again the spring joy was over
the land, and the town busy with the hope of the fishing
season. Snorro’s plans were all made, and
yet he felt singularly restless and unsettled.
As he sat one evening wondering at this feeling, he
said to himself: “It is the dreams I have
had lately, or it is because I think of Jan so much.
Why does he not write? Oh, how I long to see
him! Well, the day will come, by God’s leave.”
Just as this thought crossed his mind,
Dr. Balloch stepped across his threshold. Snorro
rose up with a face of almost painful anxiety.
He always associated a visit from the doctor with
news from Jan. He could scarcely articulate the
inquiry, “Hast thou any news?”
“Great news for thee, Snorro.
Jan is coming home from Africa. He is broken
down with the fever. He wants thee. Thou
must go to him at once, for he hath done grand work,
and proved himself a hero, worthy even of thy true
great love.”
“I am ready-I have
been waiting for him to call me. I will go this
hour.”
“Be patient. Every thing
must be done wisely and in order. The first thing
is supper. I came away without mine, so now I
will eat with thee. Get the tea ready; then I
will tell thee all I know.”
As Snorro moved about, the doctor
looked at his home. Every piece of furniture
in it was of Snorro’s own manufacture. His
bed was a sailor’s bunk against the wall, made
soft with sheep-fleeces and covered with seal-skins.
A chair of woven rushes for little Jan, a couple of
stools and a table made from old packing boxes, and
a big hearth-rug of sheep-skins, that was all.
But over the fireplace hung the pictured Christ, and
some rude shelves were filled with the books Jan had
brought him. On the walls, also, were harpoons
and seal spears, a fowling-piece, queer ribbons and
branches of sea weeds, curiosities given him by sailors
from all countries, stuffed birds and fish skeletons,
and a score of other things, which enabled the doctor
to understand what a house of enchantment it must be
to a boy like little Jan.
In a few minutes the table was set,
and Snorro had poured out the minister’s tea,
and put before him a piece of bread and a slice of
broiled mutton. As for himself he could not eat,
he only looked at the doctor with eyes of pathetic
anxiety.
“Snorro, dost thou understand
that to go to Jan now is to leave, forever perhaps,
thy native land?”
“Wherever Jan is, that land is best of all.”
“He will be in Portsmouth ere
thou arrive there. First, thou must sail to Wick;
there, thou wilt get a boat to Leith, and at Leith
take one for London. What wilt thou do in London?”
“Well, then, I have a tongue
in my head; I will ask my way to Portsmouth.
When I am there it will be easy to find Jan’s
ship, and then Jan. What help can thou give me
in the matter?”
“That I will look to. Jan hath sent thee
L100.”
Snorro’s face brightened like
sunrise. “I am glad that he thought of
me; but I will not touch the money. I have already
more than L20. Thou shalt keep the L100 for little
Jan.”
“Snorro, he hath also sent the
L600 he took from his wife, that and the interest.”
“But how? How could he do that already?”
“He has won it from the men
who coin life into gold; it is mostly prize money.”
“Good luck to Jan’s hands! That is
much to my mind.”
“I will tell thee one instance,
and that will make thee understand it better.
Thou must know that it is not a very easy matter to
blockade over three thousand miles of African coast,
especially as the slave ships are very swift, and
buoyant. Indeed the Spanish and Portuguese make
theirs of very small timbers and beams which they screw
together. When chased the screws are loosened,
and this process gives the vessel amazing play.
Their sails are low, and bent broad. Jan tells
me that the fore-yard of a brig of one hundred and
forty tons, taken by ’The Retribution’
was seventy-six feet long, and her ropes so beautifully
racked aloft, that after a cannonade of sixty shot,
in which upward of fifty took effect, not one sail
was lowered. Now thou must perceive that a chase
in the open sea would mostly be in favor of vessels
built so carefully for escape.”
“Why, then, do not the Government
build the same kind of vessels?”
“That is another matter.
I will go into no guesses about it. But they
do not build them, and therefore captures are mostly
made by the boats which are sent up the rivers to
lie in wait for the slavers putting out to sea.
Sometimes these boats are away for days, sometimes
even for weeks; and an African river is a dreadful
place for British sailors, Snorro: the night
air is loaded with fever, the days are terrible with
a scorching sun.”
“I can believe that; but what of Jan?”
“One morning Jan, with a four-oared
gig, chased a slave brig. They had been at the
river mouth all night watching for her. Thou knows,
Snorro, what a fine shot our Jan is. When she
came in sight he picked off five of her crew, and
compelled her to run on shore to avoid being boarded.
Then her crew abandoned her, in order to save their
own lives, and ‘The Retribution’ hove
her off. She proved to be a vessel of two hundred
tons, and she carried one thousand slaves. She
was taken as a prize into Sierra Leone, and sold,
and then Jan got his share of her.”
“But why did not the slavers fight?”
“Bad men are not always brave
men; and sometimes they fly when no man pursues them.
Portuguese slavers are proverbial cowards, yet sometimes
Jan did have a hard fight with the villains.”
“I am right glad of that.”
“About a year ago, he heard
of a brigantine of great size and speed lying in the
old Calabar river with a cargo of slaves destined for
Cuba. She carried five eighteen-pounder guns,
and a crew of eighty men; and her captain had vowed
vengeance upon ‘The Retribution’ and upon
Jan, for the slavers he had already taken. Jan
went down to the old Calabar, but he could not enter
it, so he kept out of sight, waiting for the slaver
to put to sea.
“At length she was seen coming
down the river under all sail. Then ‘The
Retribution’ lowered her canvas in order to keep
out of sight as long as possible. When she hoisted
it again, the slaver in spite of her boasts endeavored
to escape, and then Jan, setting all the canvas his
schooner could carry, stood after her in chase.
The slaver was the faster of the two, and Jan feared
he would lose her; but fortunately a calm came on
and both vessels got out their sweeps. Jan’s
vessel, being the smaller, had now the advantage,
and his men sent her flying through the water.
“All night they kept up the
chase, and the next morning Jan got within range.”
“Oh,” cried Snorro, “if
I had only been there! Why did no one tell me
there was such work for strong men to do?”
“Now I will tell thee a grand
thing that our Jan did. Though the slaver was
cutting his rigging to pieces with her shot, Jan would
not fire till he was close enough to aim only at her
decks. Why, Snorro? Because below her decks
there was packed in helpless misery five hundred black
men, besides many women and little children.”
“That was like Jan. He has a good heart.”
“But when he was close enough,
he loaded his guns with grape, and ordered two men
to be ready to lash the slaver to ‘The Retribution,’
the moment they touched. Under cover of the smoke,
Jan and ten men boarded the slaver, but unfortunately,
the force of the collision drove ‘The Retribution’
off, and Jan and his little party found themselves
opposed to the eighty villains who formed the slaver’s
crew.
“For a moment it seemed as if
they must be overpowered, but a gallant little midshipman,
only fourteen years old, Snorro, think of that, gave
an instant order to get out the sweeps, and almost
immediately ‘The Retribution,’ was alongside,
and securely lashed to her enemy. Then calling
on the sailors to follow him the brave little lad boarded
her, and a desperate hand to hand fight followed.
After fifteen Spaniards had been killed and near forty
wounded, the rest leaped below and cried for quarter.”
“Snorro would have given them
just ten minutes to say a prayer, no more. It
is a sin to be merciful to the wicked, it is that;
and the kindness done to them is unblessed, and brings
forth sin and trouble. I have seen it.”
“What thinkest thou? When
Jan flung open the hatches under which the poor slaves
were fastened, sixty were dead, one hundred and twenty
dying. During the twenty-eight hours’ chase
and fight in that terrible climate they had not been
given a drop of water, and the air was putrid and
hot as an oven. Most of them had to be carried
out in the arms of Jan’s sailors. There
were seven babies in this hell, and thirty-three children
between the ages of two years and seven. Many
more died before Jan could reach Sierra Leone with
them. This is the work Jan has been doing, Snorro;
almost I wish I was a young man again, and had been
with him.”
The doctor’s eyes were full;
Snorro’s head was in his hands upon the table.
When the doctor ceased, he stood up quivering with
anger, and said, “If God would please Michael
Snorro, he would send him to chase and fight such
devils. He would give them the measure they gave
to others, little air and less water, and a rope’s
end to finish them. That would be good enough
for them; it would that.”
“Well, then, thou wilt go to Jan?”
“I must go to-morrow. How
can I wait longer? Is there a mail boat in the
harbor?”
“It was Lord Lynne brought me
the news and the money. He will carry thee as
far as Wick. The tide serves at five o’clock
to-morrow morning, can thou be ready?”
“Ay, surely. Great joy
hath come to me, but I can be ready to meet it.”
“Lean on me in this matter as
much as thou likest; what is there I can do for thee?”
“Wilt thou care for what I have
in my house, especially the picture?”
“I will do that.”
“Then I have but to see Margaret
Vedder and little Jan. I will be on ‘The
Lapwing,’ ere she lift her anchor. God bless
thee for all the good words thou hast said to me!”
“Snorro!”
“What then?”
“When thou sees Jan, say what
will make peace between him and Margaret.”
Snorro’s brow clouded.
“I like not to meddle in the matter. What
must be is sure to happen, whether I speak or speak
not.”
“But mind this-it
will be thy duty to speak well of Margaret Vedder.
The whole town do that now.”
“She was ever a good woman some
way. There is not now a name too good for her.
It hath become the fashion to praise Jan Vedder’s
wife, and also to pity her. If thou heard the
talk, thou would think that Jan was wholly to blame.
For all that, I do not think she is worthy of Jan.
Why does she not talk to her son of his father?
Who ever saw her weep at Jan’s name? I
had liked her better if she had wept more.”
“It is little men know of women;
their smiles and their tears alike are seldom what
they seem. I think Margaret loves her husband
and mourns his loss sincerely; but she is not a woman
to go into the market-place to weep. Do what
is right and just to her, I counsel thee to do that.
Now I will say ‘Farewell, brave Snorro.’
We may not meet again, for I am growing old.”
“We shall anchor in the same
harbor at last. If thou go first, whatever sea
I am on, speak me on thy way, if thou can do so.”
“Perhaps so. Who can tell? Farewell,
mate.”
“Farewell.”
Snorro watched him across the moor,
and then going to a locked box, he took out of it
a bundle in a spotted blue handkerchief. He untied
it, and for a moment looked over the contents.
They were a bracelet set with sapphires, a ring to
match it, a gold brooch, an amber comb and necklace,
a gold locket on a chain of singular beauty, a few
ribbons and lace collars, and a baby coral set with
silver bells; the latter had been in Jan’s pocket
when he was shipwrecked, and it was bruised and tarnished.
The sight of it made Snorro’s eyes fill, and
he hastily knotted the whole of the trinkets together
and went down to Margaret’s home.
It was near nine o’clock and
Margaret was tired and not very glad to see him coming,
for she feared his voice would awake little Jan who
was sleeping in his father’s chair. Rather
wearily she said, “What is the matter, Snorro?
Is any one sick? Speak low, for little Jan is
asleep, and he has been very tiresome to-night.”
“Nothing much is the matter,
to thee. As for me, I am going away in the morning
to the mainland. I may not be back very soon,
and I want to kiss Jan, and to give thee some things
which belong to thee, if thou cares for them.”
“What hast thou of mine?”
“Wilt thou look then? They are in the handkerchief.”
He watched her keenly, perhaps a little
hardly, as she untied the knot. He watched the
faint rose-color deepen to scarlet on her face; he
saw how her hands trembled, as she laid one by one
the jewels on the table, and thoughtfully fingered
the lace yellow with neglect. But there were
no tears in her dropped eyes, and she could scarcely
have been more deliberate in her examination, if she
had been appraising their value. And yet, her
heart was burning and beating until she found it impossible
to speak.
Snorro’s anger gathered fast.
His own feelings were in such a state of excitement,
that they made him unjust to a type of emotion unfamiliar
to him.
“Well then,” he asked,
sharply, “dost thou want them or not?”
“Jan bought them for me?”
“Yes, he bought them, and thou
sent them back to him. If thou had sent me one
back, I had never bought thee another. But Jan
Vedder was not like other men.”
“We will not talk of Jan, thee
and me. What did thou bring these to-night for?”
“I told thee I was going to
Wick, and it would not be safe to leave them, nor
yet to take them with me. I was so foolish, also,
as to think that thou would now prize them for Jan’s
sake, but I see thou art the same woman yet.
Give them to me, I will take them to the minister.”
“Leave them here. I will keep them safely.”
“The rattle was bought for little
Jan. It was in his father’s pocket when
he was shipwrecked.”
She stood with it in her hand, gazing
down upon the tarnished bells, and answered not a
word. Snorro looked at her angrily, and then
stooped down, and softly kissed the sleeping child.
“Good-by, Margaret Vedder!”
She had lifted the locket in the interval,
and was mechanically passing her fingers along the
chain. “It is the very pattern I wished
for,” she whispered to her heart, “I remember
drawing it for him.” She did not hear Snorro’s
“good-by,” and he stood watching her curiously
a moment.
“I said ‘good-by,’ Margaret Vedder.”
“Good-by,” she answered
mechanically. Her whole soul was moved. She
was in a maze of tender, troubled thoughts, but Snorro
perceived nothing but her apparent interest in the
jewels. He could not forget his last sight of
her standing, so apparently calm, with her eyes fixed
upon the locket and chain that dangled from her white
hand. “She was wondering how much they
cost Jan,” he thought bitterly; “what
a cold, cruel woman she is!”
That she had not asked him about his
own affairs, why he left so hurriedly, how he was
going, for what purpose, how long he was to be away,
was a part of her supreme selfishness, Snorro thought.
He could no longer come into her life, and so she
cared nothing about him. He wished Dr. Balloch
could have seen her as he did, with poor Jan’s
love-gifts in her hands. With his heart all aflame
on Jan’s noble deeds, and his imagination almost
deifying the man, the man he loved so entirely, Margaret’s
behavior was not only very much misunderstood by Snorro,
it was severely and unjustly condemned.
“What did God make women for?”
he asked angrily, as he strode back over the moor.
“I hope Jan has forgotten her, for it is little
she thinks of him.”
On reaching his home again he dressed
himself in his best clothes, for he could not sleep.
He walked up and down the old town, and over the quays,
and stood a five minutes before Peter Fae’s store,
and so beguiled the hours until he could go on board
“The Lapwing.”
At five o’clock he saw Lord
Lynne come aboard, and the anchor was raised.
Snorro lifted his cap, and said, “Good morning,
Lord Lynne;” and my lord answered cheerily,
“Good morning, Snorro. With this wind we
shall make a quick passage to Wick.”