The next morning Harry went to New
York. Mrs. Filmer, Rose, and Adriana stood on
the piazza and watched him leap into the dog-cart,
gather up the reins, and drive away at a rate supposed
to be necessary in order to “catch the train.”
He looked very handsome and resolute, and the house
felt empty without his predominating presence.
“Harry promises to be home again
at five o’clock; then, if we are ready, he will
drive with us,” said Rose; and towards this hour
all the day’s hopes and happiness verged.
For already Harry stole sweetly into Adriana’s
imaginations, and to Rose his return was interesting,
because he was to bring back with him his friend Neil
Gordon. Neil was not Rose’s ideal lover;
but he was unconquered, and therefore provoking and
supposable; and as environment has much to do with
love, Rose hoped that the heart, hard as flint to
her charms in the city, might become submissive and
tender among the roses and syringas.
Harry was on time, but he was alone.
“Neil did not keep his engagement,” he
explained, “and as I wished to keep mine, I did
not wait for him. I think we can do without Neil
Gordon.” Rose said he was not at all necessary;
but she suddenly lost her spirits and grumbled at
the sunshine and the dust, and did not appear to enjoy
her drive in the least. They went twice through
the village, and passed Adriana’s home each
time. Peter was in his garden, and he saw them,
and straightened himself that he might lift his hat
to Harry’s salute, and to the kiss his handsome
daughter sent him from her finger tips. The event
pleased him, but he was not unnaturally or unadvisedly
proud of it. He considered the circumstance as
a result of giving his girl a fine education, and
he hoped some of the rich, miserly men of the village
would see and understand the object lesson. In
the evening he walked down to the post-office.
He expected his neighbors to notice the affair, and
he had a few wise, modest words ready on the duty of
parents to educate their daughters for refined society.
He intended to say “it was natural for girls
to look for the best, and that they ought to be fitted
for the best;” and so on, as far as he was led
or supported.
But no one spoke of Adriana, and people
generally seemed inclined to avoid Peter; even his
intimates only gave him a passing “good-night”
as they went rapidly onward. At length, Peter
began to understand. “I believe they are
dumb with envy,” he thought, and his thoughts
had a touch of anger. “Of course, it is
better to be envied than pitied; but I wish they did
not feel in that way. It is disappointing.
Bless my little Yanna! There are many who would
not mind her being behindhand with God; who cannot
bear her to be beforehand with the world. It is
queer, and it is mean; but I’ll say nothing about
it; a man can’t wrangle with his neighbors,
and be at peace with his God at the same time-and
it is only a little cloud-it will soon blow
over.”
He had scarcely come to this conclusion
when he was accosted by an impertinent busybody, who
said some sharp things about Mr. Harry Filmer’s
reputation, and the imprudence of Adriana Van Hoosen
being seen driving with the young man.
“Go up to the Filmers’
house, and say to them what you have said to me,”
answered Peter, and his face was black with anger.
“I was not thinking of the Filmers,
Peter. I was thinking of your daughter.”
“You have daughters of your
own, William Bogart. Look after them. I
will take care of my Adriana. She was driving
with Miss Filmer, and not with Mr. Filmer; but that
does not make a mite of difference. Miss or Mister,
I can trust Adriana Van Hoosen. She is a good
girl, thank God!”
Then still sharper words passed; for
the accuser was a peevish, ill-natured man; and his
shrugs, and sneering mouth, as well as his suspicious
words, roused the Old Adam in Peter, and he felt him
firing his tongue and twitching his fingers.
Bogart was a younger man than himself; but Peter knew
that he could throttle him like a cur; or fling him,
with one movement of his arm, into the dust of the
highway. Fortunately, however, Bogart’s
prolixity of evil words gave Peter pause enough for
reflection; and when he spoke again, he had himself
well in hand, though his eyes were flashing and his
voice was stern.
“Bogart,” he said, “you
are a member of the Dutch Reformed Church; and you
have doubtless a Bible somewhere in your house.
Go home and read, ‘With the froward, Thou
wilt show Thyself forward.’ That is
a dreadful Scripture for an ill-tongued man, Bogart.
As for me, I will not answer you. He shall speak
for me, and mine.” And with this sense
of an omnipotent advocate on his side, Peter walked
majestically away.
At first he thought he would go to
Filmer Hall in the morning, and bring home his child.
But a little reflection showed him how unnecessary
and unwise such a movement would be. “I
will leave God to order events, which are his work,
not mine,” he thought, “and if Yanna pleases
God, and pleases herself, she will not displease me.”
Adriana, knowing nothing of this petty
tumult of envy, was very happy. Harry did not
go to New York the following day. He only talked
of the city, and wondered why he wanted to stay away
from it. “It is my native air,” he
said, as he struck a match swiftly and lit his cigar,
“and usually I am homesick, the moment I leave
it. I wonder what there is in Filmer Hall to
make me forget Broadway; I do not understand!”-but
he understood before he began to speak.
“The place itself is enchanting,” said
Adriana.
“We are living in Paradise,” added Rose.
“Paradise!” cried Mrs.
Filmer. “And we have to keep ten servants!
Paradise! Impossible! This morning the laundress
was also homesick for New York; and she has gone back
there. I could have better spared any two other
servants; for she was clever enough to deserve the
laundress’s vision of St. Joseph-’with
a lovely shining hat, and a shirt buzzom that was
never starched in this world.’ Harry, why
do people like to go to New York, even in the summer
time?”
“Well, mother, if people have
to work for their living, New York gives them a money-making
impression. I always catch an itching palm as
soon as I touch its pavements.”
“I did not think you were so mercenary, Harry.”
“We are nothing, if we are not
mercenary. What a gulf of yawns there is between
us and the age that listened to the ’large utterance
of the early gods’!”
“I do not complain of the ‘gulf,’
Harry; au contraire;-here comes
the mail! and the commonplaces of our acquaintances
may be quite as agreeable as the ‘what?’
of the early gods!” Mrs. Filmer was unlocking
the bag as she spoke, and distributing the letters.
Rose had several, and she went to her room to read
and answer them, leaving Adriana and Harry to amuse
themselves. They went first to the piano, and,
when tired of singing, strolled into the woods to
talk; and as the day grew warm, they came back with
hands full of mountain laurel and wild-flowers.
Then Harry began to teach Adriana to play chess; and
she learned something more than the ways of kings
and queens, knights and bishops. Unconsciously,
also, she taught as well as learned; for a young lovable
woman, be she coquette or ingenue, can teach
a man all the romances; this is indeed her nature,
her genius, the song flowing from her and returning
never again.
After lunch Rose took Adriana away,
with an air of mystery. “I have had a most
important letter,” she said, with a sigh, “from
poor Dick-Dick Duval! He is simply
broken-hearted. And Dick has quite a temper,
he does not like suffering so much. I feel that
I really ought to see him.”
“When is he coming, Rose?”
“He can never come here.
All my family are against Dick. Harry quarrelled
openly with him at the club; and papa-who
hardly ever interferes in anything-met
him in the hall one night, and opened the front door
for him.”
“What does Mrs. Filmer say?”
“Mamma says Dick is a physical
gentleman and a moral scamp; and she forbids me to
speak or write to him. That is the whole situation,
Yanna.”
“It is a very plain one, Rose.
There is nothing to discuss in it. You ought
not to answer his letter at all.”
“Dick says he will blow his
brains out, if I do not see him.”
“How absurd!”
“You do not know what love is, Yanna.”
“Do you, Rose?”
“Not unless I am in love with Dick.”
“I am sure you are not in love
with Dick. You are far too conscientious, far
too morally beautiful yourself, to be in love with
a moral scamp. I know that you would not do anything
deliberately wrong, Rose.”
“Do not swear by me, Yanna.
I cannot swear by myself. I have actually told
Dick that I will meet him next Monday-at
your house.”
“Indeed, Rose, you must destroy that letter.”
“It is a beautiful letter. I spent two
hours over it.”
“Tear it into fifty pieces.”
“But Dick can call at your house,
and I will just ‘happen in.’ There
is no harm in that. You can be present all the
time, if you wish.”
“I will ask father. Of course, I must tell
him the circumstances.”
“And of course, he will go into
a passion about his honor, and his honor to Mr. Filmer,
and all the other moralities. You are real mean,
Yanna.”
“I am real kind, Rose.
Please give me the letter. You know that you
are going to do a wicked and foolish thing. Rose,
I have always thought you a very angel of purity and
propriety. I cannot imagine a man like this touching
the hem of your garment. Give me the letter,
Rose. Positively, it must not go to him.”
“I want to do right, Yanna.”
“I know you do.”
“But Dick is suffering; and I am sorry for him.”
“We have no right to be sorry
for the wicked. The wicked ought to suffer; sympathy
for them, or with them, is not blessed. I am so
glad to see you crying, Rose. If you sent that
letter, it would trouble your soul, as a mote in your
eye would torture your sight. In both cases,
the trouble would be to wash out with tears. Give
me the letter, and I will destroy it.”
Then Rose laid it upon the table,
and buried her face in her pillow, sobbing bitterly,
“I do like Dick! Right or wrong, I want
to see him.”
“I may tear up the letter, Rose?
It must be done. Shall I do it?”
“Could you not let Dick call
at your house once? Only once?”
“It is not my house. I should have to ask
father.”
“Only once, Yanna!”
“Things that are permissible
‘only once’ ought never to be done at
all. Do you remember how often Miss Mitchell told
us that?”
“Miss Mitchell never had a lover
in her life. People always do see lovers ‘once
more.’”
“Then ask Mrs. Filmer if you cannot do so.”
“Certainly, she could not be
more cruel than you are. Oh, Yanna! I am
so disappointed in you!”
Then Yanna began to cry, and the girls
mingled their tears; and when they had swept away
their disappointment in each other, the letter was
torn into little shreds as a peace offering; and they
bathed their faces, and lay down for an hour.
Yanna was sure she had conquered; but it was but a
temporary victory; for as soon as she was alone, Rose
began to blame herself.
“I always was under that girl,”
she thought, “and I quite forgot about her father
being only a stone mason. Poor Dick! I must
send him half-a-dozen lines; and suppose I tell him
that I walk in the mornings, by the little lake in
the woods called ‘Laurel Water’? If
he finds me out there, he will deserve to see me;
and if not-there is no harm done.”
Yet this second letter, though written
and sent, was not conceived with any satisfaction.
Rose was conscience-hurt all the time she penned it;
and very restless and unhappy after it had passed beyond
her control. For she was in general obedient to
the voice within her; expediency and propriety had
both told her at the first, “You had better
not write,” and she had not heeded them in the
least; but she did find it very difficult to silence
the imperative, “Thou shalt not!”
of conscience. Still, it was done. Then she
reflected that Dick would get her letter on Saturday
morning, and might possibly come to Woodsome on Sunday.
It would, therefore, be expedient to let Yanna return
to her own home the next day; and also to find some
excuse for remaining from church on Sabbath morning.
“One little fault breeds another
little fault,” she thought, “but it is
only for once.” And she did not perceive
that she had called disobedience to parents, and premeditated
absence from the service of God, “a little fault”;
far less did she calculate what great faults might
obtain tolerance if measured from such a false standard.
However, the hours went by, as apparently
happy and innocent as if there were no contemplated
sin beneath them; conversation and music made interchanging
melodies; and again the beautiful moonshine brought
silence, and beaming eyes, and all the sweet and indefinable
interpreters of love. And this night Harry, also,
felt some of that strange sadness which is far more
enthralling than laughter, song and dance, to those
who can understand its speech. Rose did not.
“How stupid we all are!” she exclaimed;
and Harry glanced down into Yanna’s eyes, and
pressed her arm closer to his side, and knew that words
were unnecessary.
In the morning, Mr. Filmer came from
town. He was a small, slender man, with an imperturbable
manner, and that mystical type of face often seen
in old portraits: a man whom Adriana rightly judged
to be made up of opposite qualities, his most obvious
side being that of suave, indifferent complaisance.
He was exceedingly kind to Adriana, and spoke with
real warmth of feeling about her father. “I
count it a good thing to have come in contact with
him,” he said, “for I think better of
all men for his sake. It is his religion,”
he added. “What a Calvinist he is!
We had some talks I never shall forget.”
He appeared to take no interest in
the household affairs, and Mrs. Filmer did not trouble
him about its details. He was, in fact, bookishly
selfish; his only enquiry being one concerning the
library and some boxes of books which he had sent.
If the garden, the stables, the horses or servants
were alluded to, he was miles away; for he had long
ago explained to Mrs. Filmer that these things were
not necessary to his happiness; and that, therefore,
if she insisted upon being troubled with them, she
must bear the worries and annoyances they were sure
to bring.
He really lost little by this arrangement;
for Mr. Filmer’s cleverness and deep learning
was the family superstition. Rose said she “felt
as if a clergyman were present all the time papa was
at home,” and Mrs. Filmer and Harry spoke with
mysterious respect of the great work which occupied
Mr. Filmer’s thoughts and time. Harry told
Adriana that “it was a ‘History of Civilization’
rather on Mr. Buckle’s lines, but much more
philosophical.” And it was evident Harry
firmly believed in his father; which might not have
been the case if the two men had been busy together,
looking after other people’s money, or telling
smart, scandalous stories in the club windows.
In fact, if Mr. Filmer had deliberately
selected a rôle which would bring him the least trouble
and the most honor, he could not have done better
unto himself. As it was, whenever he came out
of his retirement, and condescendingly put himself
on a level with the family dinner-table, he was the
guest of honor; for usually his little delicacies
were carried with elaborate nicety into the small private
room adjoining the library. Every one tried to
make him understand how great was the favor of his
presence; and Adriana, though she knew nothing of
his peculiarities, was able to perceive even in the
passing conversation of the hour, a different influence.
Harry generally set the key at that light tone which
touches society in those moods when it chases gaiety
till out of breath. There was always a deeper
meaning in his father’s opinions and reflections;
and the family were apt to look admiringly at one
another when their profundity was greater than usual.
In the middle of the meal, there fell
upon the company one of those infectious silences
which the “folk” explain by saying “an
angel passes”; but which Harry broke by a question:
“Why this silence?” he asked.
“Why this recollection?”
Mr. Filmer immediately substituted. “What
are you all remembering? Speak, my dear,”
he said to Mrs. Filmer.
“I was recalling the fact that
I had not written a line in my diary for a month.”
“I congratulate you, Emma!
People who are happy do not write down their happiness.
And you, Miss Van Hoosen?”
“I was remembering some boys
that Mr. Filmer and I met in the wood this morning.
They were rifling a thrush’s nest. I begged
them not to do it; but then, boys will be boys.”
“That is the trouble. If
they could only be dogs, or any other reasonable,
useful, or inoffensive creature! But alas! a good
boy is an unnatural boy. Now, Rose, where did
your memory stray?”
“To Letitia Landon’s wedding.
She married Mr. Landon because he was rich, and I
was remembering her old lover, Horace Key, standing
in the aisle, watching the wedding. There were
three at that wedding, I think.”
“And in such cases, two is matrimony,
and three divorce. As to your memories, Harry?
Are they repeatable?”
“I was thinking of the insane
pace and frivolities of the past season; and if I
had not spoken, I should have got as far as a reflection
on the bliss of a quiet country life, like the present.”
“You must remember, Harry, that
the ‘frivolity’ of the multitude is never
frivolous-it portends too much.”
“And pray, sir, in what direction went your
memory?”
“No further than the ferry boat.
It gave me, this morning, an opportunity of studying
human nature, in its betting aspect.”
“What did you think of it, sir?”
“I thought instantly of Disraeli’s
definition of the Turf:-’this institution
for national demoralization.’”
“Is it worse than politics?”
“Yes. Loyalty to one’s
country is fed upon sentiment, or self-interest.
Americans are a sentimental race-whether
they know it or not-and Americans do not,
as a general rule, want their country to pay them
for loving her. Do you, Harry?”
“No, indeed, sir!”
“There are tens of thousands just as loyal as
you are.”
“When women get the suffrage,”
said Rose, “politics will be better and purer.”
“Oh, Rosie! are there not politicians
enough in America, without women increasing the awful
sum?”
“We feel compelled to increase
it, papa. Noblesse oblige, if you will read
sex for rank. I intend to be a Socialist.”
“Then you must become very rich,
or very poor. Socialism is only permitted to
the very great, or the very small.”
“What of Republicanism, sir?”
“It is highly respectable, Harry.
Men who would be gentlemen cannot afford to be anything
else; and I have noticed they are more Republican
than Harrison himself.”
“Are you a Democrat now, sir?”
“I love Democracy, Harry; but I do not love
Democrats.”
“Do let us change the subject,”
said Mrs. Filmer, fretfully. “In a month
or two, the election influenza will be raging.
Let us forget politics among the June roses.”
“Suppose we talk of love, then.
Love is quite at the other end of the pole of feeling.
What do you think of love in these days, father?”
Harry spoke in his lightest manner,
but Mr. Filmer’s serious face reproved it.
“Love is a kind of religion, Harry,” he
answered. “We will not joke about it, as
fools do. And it is the same divine thing to-day
as it was in its exquisite beginnings in Paradise.
Love is either the greatest bliss or the profoundest
misery the soul of man can know.” And quite
inadvertently, his eyes fell upon Rose, and she trembled
and resolved to take her letter to Dick Duval out of
the mail bag.
But when she went for it the bag had
been sent to the post-office, and she whispered to
herself dramatically, “The die is cast!”
and then she sat down and played a “Romanza,”
and wove into it her memories of poor Horace Key,
watching his old love plight her broken faith to a
rich husband. Swiftly Horace Key became Dick
Duval, and she played herself into tears, thinking
of his black, velvety eyes, and his love-darting glances.
Early in the morning Adriana’s
little visit was over. She had made no preparations
for a longer one, and after all, the old rule with
regard to visits is one that fits most occasions-a
day to come, a day to stay, and a day to go away.
She had also a singular feeling of necessity in her
return home, as if she were needed there; and she was
glad that Harry had to go to New York, and that their
adieu was public and conventional. “We
shall meet again very soon,” he said, as he
touched Yanna’s hand; and then he lifted the
reins, and the dog-cart went spinning down the avenue,
as if he had only one desire-that of escaping
from her.
In another hour Adriana was at home,
going through her own sweet, spotless rooms, with
that new, delightful sense of possession that makes
home-coming worth going from home to experience.
There was only one servant in Peter’s house-a
middle-aged woman, whose husband had been killed in
Peter’s quarry; but she had the Dutch passion
for cleanliness, and the very atmosphere of the house
was fresh as a rose-the windows all open
to the sunshine, the white draperies blowing gently
in the south breeze, and every article of furniture
polished to its highest point. Yanna ran up and
down stairs with a sweet satisfaction. This dwelling,
so simple, so spotless, so void of pretenses, was
the proper home for a man like Peter Van Hoosen; she
could not imagine him in a gilded saloon, with painted
flowers and heathen goddesses around him.
They talked a little while, and then
Peter went into his garden; and Yanna took out a white
muslin dress which required some re-trimming, and
sat down with her ribbons and laces, to make it pretty.
She was tying bows of blue ribbons into coquettish
shapes, singing as she did so, when she heard a quick
footstep on the gravel. She drew aside the fluttering
curtain and looked out. A stranger was at the
doorstep-was coming through the hall-was
actually opening the parlor door as she rose from
her chair with the ribbons in her hand. He did
not wait for her to speak. He took her in his
arms, and said:
“Oh, Yanna! Yanna! Where is father?”
Then she knew him. “Antony!
My brother Antony!” she cried. “Oh,
how glad I am to see you! Oh, how glad father
will be to see you! Come, let us go to him.
He is in the garden.”
This unexpected visit threw the Van
Hoosen household into a state of the most joyful excitement;
for around this youngest of his sons, Peter had woven
all the poetry that is sure to be somewhere hidden
in a truly pious heart. He was very proud of
Antony, for he had accomplished the precise thing
which would have been impossible to Peter. Antony’s
life had been one of constant peril, and his father
was accustomed to think of him as heavily armed, and
fleetly mounted, and riding for his life. The
glamour of western skies, the romance and mystery
of the Great Plains, the hand to hand bravery of defending
forts from Indians-these, and many other
daring elements, had woven themselves about the young
man’s struggle for wealth, and invested him
with an unusual interest.
So unusual that Peter thought it no
sin, on this “eve of the Sabbath,” to
break his general custom of private meditation, and
listen to the tale of life his son had to tell him.
For it was full of strange providences, and Peter
was not slow to point them out. And though Antony
was reticent on spiritual experiences that were purely
personal, his father understood that in those vast
lonely places he had heard a Voice, that never
again leaves the heart that hears it.
There was a fine sincerity, a sincerity
like that of light, in Antony’s nature; his
moral sense was definite, his words were truthful;
he was another Peter Van Hoosen transplanted into larger
atmospheres, and nourished in tropical warmth.
Speaking physically, he was not handsome; speaking
morally, he was very attractive. His fine soul
erected his long spare form, gave the head its confident
poise, made the face luminous, and the step firm and
elastic. It was like breathing in a high atmosphere
to be with him; for he shared himself with his fellows,
and poured his life freely into other lives.
Was it, then, any wonder that Peter and Yanna gave
themselves entirely, that first happy day of reunion,
to a son and a brother, so lovable and so attracting?
There was no wonder, either, that
in the cool of the evening, Yanna-with
a conscious pride in her brother’s appearance-asked
him to walk to the post-office with her. She
wished to experience some of that pleasant surprise
which his reappearance in his native village was likely
to make. But the girls she hoped to meet thought
Antony was “one of the Yorkers from Filmer’s
place,” and they kept on the other side of the
street. Not always do our ships go by in the night;
sometimes we see them pass in the daytime, and are
too proud, or too careless, to hail them. One
of these girls had been a dream in Antony’s
heart for years; he had really thought of wooing her
for his wife. But she was envious of Yanna, and
passed on the other side, and fortune did not follow,
nor yet meet her, ever again.
Because the next day was the Sabbath,
there was no visiting nor receiving of visits in Peter’s
house; though the young man was recognized at church,
and welcomed by many of his old acquaintances.
And early Monday morning Yanna began to expect Rose.
She looked forward to her visit, and kept Antony by
her side on many pretenses, until the day became too
warm to hope longer. Then she wrote to Rose a
letter, and, in the cool of the afternoon, Antony went
with her to post it. They were walking slowly
down the locust-shaded street, and talking of the
girl whom Antony had thoughts of wooing, when Harry,
driving Rose, turned into the street a hundred yards
behind them. Instantly, both were aware of Yanna
and her strange escort.
“Do you see that?” asked
Rose, with a wondering intensity. “Now,
who can he be?”
“How should I know?” answered
Harry-and he drew the reins, and made the
horses keep the distance. He had himself received
a severe check; he did not know whether he wished
to proceed or to turn back.
“Yanna never told me about him.”
“Girls never do tell all. Will you
now call on Miss Van Hoosen?”
“Why not?”
“You might be the one not necessary.”
“Indeed, I shall call.
I told Yanna I would see her to-day. I shall
not break my word, for any man. I dare say he
is one of her father’s builders, or architects,
or-some one of that kind. I do wonder
if Yanna is deceitful!”
“All girls are deceitful.”
“They walk humbly after the
men, in that rôle, Harry. Drive a mile up the
road; then, as we return, we can pass Mr. Van Hoosen’s
house. If Yanna is at home, I shall see it, or
know it, or feel it; and that fellow will doubtless
have been left outside somewhere.”
“That fellow,” however,
with Yanna at his side, was on the doorstep to welcome
Harry and Rose. He lifted Rose like a feather-weight
from the dog-cart, and he was ready with outstretched
hand, when Yanna said, “This is my brother Antony.”
The “brothership” was such a relief to
Harry that it made him most unusually friendly and
gay-tempered; and Rose readily adopted the same tone.
They sat down on the piazza, behind the flowering
honeysuckles, and amid broken little laughs and exclamations,
grew sweetly, and yet a little proudly, familiar.
After a short time, however, Rose said she “wanted
to speak to Yanna very particularly.” Then
the girls went into the parlor; and the two young
men lit their cigars, and walked through the garden
to smoke, and to find Peter; but both, moved by the
same impulse, made the same involuntary pause before
the open window at which Rose and Yanna sat.
Their faces were eager and serious, their hands dropped,
their attitudes had the perfect grace of nature; they
were beautiful, and the more so because they were
unconscious of it. Rose was just saying to Yanna,
as Harry and Antony glanced at them:
“Dick has written again to me,
Yanna. I had a letter from him this morning.”
“Is he not impertinent?”
“He is anxious and miserable. I fear I
shall have to see him.”
“If you fear it, you certainly ought not to
see him.”
“He says he is coming to Woodsome.
Yanna, why did you never tell me about this wonderful
brother of yours?”
“I have not seen him since I
was a little girl. I did not expect ever to see
him again. His coming was a perfect surprise.”
“He is strikingly handsome.”
“He is not handsome at all, Rose.”
“He is handsome. I have
never seen any one more handsome. He is like
an antique man.”
“Quite the contrary, he is the
very incarnation of the New World. His loose
garments, his easy swing, his air of liberty, all speak
of the vast unplanted plains beyond civilization.”
“Pshaw! I look deeper
than you do. He is a man that could love a woman
unto death. Is that not antique? He has a
heart that would never fail her in any hour.
You might tell him a secret, and know that fire could
not burn it out of him. If you were at death’s
door, he would die for you. I have a great mind
to fall in love with him.”
“Not so, Rose. He is not
of your world; and you would be wretched in his world.
He is thinking of a girl in the village. You have
described an ideal Antony. How, indeed, could
you find out so much in twenty or thirty minutes?”
“The soul sees straight and swift.”
“But you do not see with your soul, Rose.”
“Yes, I do. What I have
said is true. I don’t know how I know it
is true; but it is true. Father was saying last
night that some people have a sixth sense, and that
by it they see things invisible-he was
referring to George Fox and Swedenborg-and
then he began to wonder if we had not once possessed
seven senses; he thought there was inborn assurance
of it, because people quite unconsciously swear by
their seven senses. But five, or six, or seven,
I am inclined to fall in love with Antony Van Hoosen,
with the whole of them.”
“And Dick?”
“I had forgotten. Would
you see him if you were me? or even write to him?”
“Have you written to him?”
Rose became scarlet and nervous.
She could not tell a lie with that bland innocence
of aspect which some women acquire; she had even a
feeling of moral degradation, when she uttered the
little word, “No.”
“Then I would not write on any
account. I feel sure your love for Dick is only
sentiment.”
“Do you know anything about
love or sentiment, Yanna? You did not care whether
Harry admired you or not. Harry felt your coldness;
he thinks nice women ought to be sentimental, and
I can tell you, he is accustomed to being thoroughly
appreciated.”
By this time it was growing dusk,
and the three men were seen coming together towards
the house. They were walking slowly and talking
earnestly, and Yanna said:
“I wonder what subject interests them so much?”
“Politics or religion, I suppose;
but whichever it is, they will utter nonsense as soon
as we are within hearing. Here comes Harry with
a laugh and a platitude!”
“Pardon us, Miss Van Hoosen;
we quite forgot that time moved. Have you been
very impatient, Rose?”
“We have both felt hurt.
If you had been talking to Yanna and me, you would
have been worrying about the horses, and about the
steep roads, and the night miasma, and lots of other
things; in fact, you would have had a bad, bad cough,
by this time, Harry.”
“I know it, Rose; and I beg
you a thousand pardons. You must blame my hosts.
I never enjoyed talking so much before.”
Then he gave his hand to Antony with a frankness that
had something very confiding in it. “Shall
I call for you to-morrow?” he asked. “We
can get a good boat at the river side.”
“Thank you,” answered Antony, “I
will go.”
“Cannot we go also?” enquired Rose.
Then Harry hesitated. He wanted
Yanna to say something, and she said nothing.
That decided the question. “It is quite
impossible, Rose,” he answered. “We
are going on the river to fish-a little
dirty boat, and the blazing sun beating on the river-what
pleasure could you have?”
“What pleasure can you have?
I do not believe you are going a-fishing at all.
You are going a-talking, and we could help you;”
then, turning to Yanna, she asked: “When
are you coming to Filmer again? Not for a week?
That will never do. I shall go against your brother
if he parts us for so long.”
The last words were lost in the clatter
of the horse’s hoofs; and then there was a sudden
silence. For the mere idea of departing stops
the gayest conversation, makes the quietest person
fidgety, the slowest, in a hurry; and introduces something
of melancholy, whether we will or not. Perhaps,
indeed, there is in every parting some dim foreshadowing
of the Great Parting, and the involuntary sigh, with
which we turn inward from a departing guest, is a
sign from that language below the threshold we so
seldom try to understand.
The acquaintance thus pleasantly begun
grew rapidly to something more personal and familiar.
Harry and Antony were constantly together; and the
young man from the west exercised that peculiar influence
over the city-bred man that a radical change in circumstances
might have done. Antony was a new kind of experience.
Out on the river, or wandering over the hills together,
they had such confidences as drew them closer than
brothers. And this intimacy naturally strengthened
those tenderer intimacies from which, indeed,
their own friendship received its charm and crown.
For Harry soon fell into the habit
of calling at Peter Van Hoosen’s house for Antony;
and in such visits he saw Adriana constantly, under
the most charming and variable household aspects.
It was early morning, and she was training the vines,
or dusting the room, or creaming butter for a cake;
but he thought her in every occupation more beautiful
than in the last one. Or the young men were returning
at night-fall from a day’s outing, weary and
hungry; and she made them tea, and cut their bread
and butter and cold beef; and such occasions-no
matter how frequently they occurred-were
all separate and distinct in Harry’s memory.
This familiarity also on her father’s
hearth invested Adriana with an atmosphere that a
wrong or a trifling thought could not enter. Walking
with her in the moonshine on the Filmer piazzas, he
had ventured to say, and to look more love than was
possible in the sanctity of her home and in the presence
of her adoring father and brother. In fact, confidence
in his own position left him; he began to have all
the despondencies, and doubts, and sweet uncertainties,
that lovers must endure, if they would not miss the
complementary joys of dawning hopes, of looks and
half-understood words, and of that happy “perhaps”
that lifts a man from despairing into the seventh heaven
of love’s possible blessedness. This, indeed,
is the best heart education a man can possibly receive.
In it, if he be a man, he gets that straightness of
soul in which he loses “I” and then finds
it again in that other one for whom his soul longs.
Unconsciously as a tree grows, Harry
grew in the school of love; and Adriana was also much
benefited by this change of base in Harry’s
wooing. She had been learning too fast. It
takes but a moment to drop the flower-seed into the
ground; and it takes but a glance of the eye for love’s
wondrous prepossession to be accomplished; but seed
and passion alike, if they would reach a noble fruition,
must germinate; must put forth the tender little leaves
that lie asleep at the root and the heart; must spread
upward to the sunshine, before they blossom like the
rose in beauty and in perfume. And for these processes
time is absolutely necessary.
An experience similar in kind was
in progress between Antony and Rose, but the elements
were more diverse. Rose had had many admirers;
and she had permitted herself a sentimental affection
for Dick Duval, the most unworthy of them all.
She knew that she was morally weak, and that the only
way to prevent herself from committing imprudences
was to keep to the roadway of conventional proprieties;
and in the main she was wise enough to follow this
course. Her feelings about Antony were conflicting;
she did not consider him a conventionally proper lover.
He was the son of a working man; he lived a life beyond
social restraints; she supposed him to be rather poor
than rich; he did not dress as the men she knew dressed;
his conversation was provocative of discussion, it
compelled a person to think, or to answer like a fool-a
startling vulgarity in itself-and he was
so obtrusively truthful.
In a lover, as yet unaccepted, she
felt this last quality to be embarrassing. It
made him incapable of comprehending those fine shades
of flirtation by which a clever woman indicates “she
will, and she will not,” by which she hesitates
a liking, and provokes the admiration she can either
refuse or accept. If she looked at Antony, with
a sweet, long gaze, and then sighed, and cast her eyes
down, Antony was moved to the depths of his soul,
and he would frankly tell her so; which at that stage
of proceedings was very inconvenient. If she
permitted him to hold her hand, and walk with her in
silent bliss under the stars, she was compelled at
their next meeting to set him back with a cruel determination
he could neither gainsay nor complain of. He
was happy, and he was wretched. Often he determined
to return westward forever, and then in some of the
occult ways known to womanhood, Rose tied him to her
side by another knot, more invisible and more invincible
than the rest.
She loved him. She was resolved
to marry him-sometime. “But I
want one more season in society,” she said to
herself, one day, as she reviewed the position in
her luxurious solitude-“though for
the matter of that, it is the young married women
now who have all the beaux, and all the fun.
And if I were married, I should be safe from Dick;
and I am afraid of Dick. Dick isn’t good;
on the contrary, he is very bad. I like good
men. I like Antony Van Hoosen. I will let
him propose to me. If I were engaged, or supposed
to be engaged, all the young men would immediately
fancy I was the only girl in the universe-but
I never can find another lover like Antony Van Hoosen!
The man would die for me.”
She talked of him continually to Adriana,
and hoped that Adriana would say to Antony the things
she did not herself wish to say. She gave Adriana
hopes that Adriana might give them to Antony.
And then Adriana was so provokingly honorable as to
regard the confidence as inviolable. And, indeed,
Antony was that kind of a lover who thinks it a kind
of sacrilege to babble about his mistress, or to speculate
concerning her feelings, even with his sister.
His love, with all of joy and sorrow it caused him,
was a subject sacred as his own soul to him.
Of course, Mrs. Filmer was not blind
to events so closely within her observation; she was
far too shrewdly alive to all of life’s possibilities
to ignore them. But she did not fear her own daughter.
She made allowances for her youth, and therefore for
her sentimentalities, which she thought were as much
a part of it as her flexible figure or her fine complexion.
“This primitive gentleman from the plains has
had it all his own way,” she thought. “If
we had more company, he would have been less remarkable.
But company would have interfered with Henry’s
great work, and it has been hard enough to keep the
necessary quiet for his writing, as it is. However,
we shall go to New York soon; and then adieu!
Mr. Van Hoosen. He sings a song about the ’Maids
of California.’ I shall tell him it will
be proper at his age to make a selection very soon
from them.”
Under circumstances like these, the
summer and the autumn passed away like a vivid dream.
Adriana was much at Filmer Hall; and Rose very frequently
spent the day with Adriana in her home. Mrs. Filmer
was too wise to oppose the constant companionship.
She regarded it merely as a contingent of country
life; and she quieted any irritable thoughts by the
reflection that her daughter would marry early, and
have other interests, and then put away her girlish,
immature predilections of every kind. And in
the meantime, she was rather glad that Rose should
have an “interest,” for Rose could make
herself very tiresome if she was without one.
At length the chrysanthemums were
beginning to bloom, and Mrs. Filmer spoke decidedly
of a return to the city. Mr. Filmer had written
a whole chapter of his book, and felt the need of change
and mental rest; and Mrs. Filmer reminded Rose that
her costumes for the coming season were all to buy;
and the house was not yet put in order for the winter’s
entertaining. Harry said they were leaving the
country just when it was most charming; but even Harry
was not averse to an entire reconstruction of his
life. He was still deeply in love with Adriana,
and strongly attached to Antony, but he was a little
tired of walking, and driving, and boating. The
idea of his club, of the opera, and the theatres,
of dinners and dances, came pleasantly into his imagination.
Then arrived the time of displaced
furniture, and of days sad with the unrest of packing
and the uncertainties of parting. Harry began
to think; and Antony thought more positively than
he had ever before done. Adriana was silent and
full of vague regrets; she had dreamed such a happy
dream all summer; would the winter days carry it away?
Rose was also quiet and a little mournful; but her
regrets were flashed with hopes. She was looking
forward to new conquests; and yet she was strangely
averse to resign the one great heart that had been
her worshipper through the happy summer months.
All alike were waiting for an opportunity.
And the days went by, and it did not come, because
it was watched for. But suddenly Mrs. Filmer
resolved to give a “Good-bye Ball,” and
then, when everybody’s thoughts were on the
trivialities of flowers and ribbons, destiny, one
morning, called them to account for the love she had
given. She wanted to know what harvest of joy
or sorrow had been grown upon the slopes of the sunny
summer days, and whether the love that had brightened
them was to be homed forever in faithful hearts; or
cast out wounded and forlorn, to perish and be forgotten
on the hard highways of selfish and mercenary life!