Fortunately for Adriana, the Filmers were not named at the dinner table.  Antony had a new subject to discuss; for on the previous day, while in New York, an acquaintance had taken him to a Socialist meeting.  The topic had been treated on its most poetic and hopeful side, and Antony was all enthusiasm for its happy possibilities.  Peter listened without any emotion.  He did not believe that crime, nor even poverty, would be abolished by merely new social arrangements.

“It is the inner change in individuals that will do it, Antony,” he said.  “I have heard, and I have read, all sides of the Socialism of the day; and I tell you, it is half brutal, and altogether insufficient to cure existing wrongs.”

“But, father, if the framework of society, which is all wrong, is put all right, would not individuals in the mass take the right form?  As far as I can judge, they are ready to run into any mold prepared for them.”

“No.  You may set all without right; and all within may remain wrong.  It is the new heart and the new spirit that is required.  Will Socialism touch the inner man and woman?  If not, then Socialism is a failure.”

“I do not think it hopes to do this at once; but wider education, more time, more money, more individual liberty -”

“Will only produce more license, more pride of intellect, more self-will; and men and women will become as indomitable as the beasts of the desert; and a law unto themselves.”

“Then, father, what would you propose?”

“I see the answer in Yanna’s face.  She knows, Antony, what I would say, if I could say the words as well as she can-’So much the rather’ -go on, Yanna.”  And Yanna’s face lighted and lifted as she repeated with calm intensity: 

  “So much the rather Thou Celestial Light
  Shine inward! and the mind through all her powers. 
  Irradiate!”

“The Inward Light!  That is what is needed.  These reformers talk too much, and think, and do, too little.  Were there many Americans present?”

“The majority were foreigners.  They were not ill-natured; they were even cheerful and good-tempered.  They had their wives and children with them.  They had beer to drink, and tobacco to smoke, and a good band of music.  I heard ‘La Marseillaise’ played with a wonderful spirit.  It set me on fire.  I began to feel for my musket and to think of fighting.”

“We don’t want ‘La Marseillaise’ here, Antony.  We have our own national hymns.  The ‘Star Spangled Banner’ can set my heart thrilling and burning, without making me think of blood and murder.  If social reformers will talk to the ‘Star Spangled Banner,’ and ’The Red, White and Blue,’ they will do no harm, and perhaps they may even do some good.”

“However, father, most of the men I heard speak appeared to have a great deal of information and much practical wisdom.”

“They will need as much again to govern what they have.”

“You are prejudiced against anything new, father.”

“Perhaps I am, Antony.  I am suspicious of new things, even of new planets.  I have read of several lately, but I cannot say I believe in them.  I find myself sticking to the old list I learned at school; it began with Mercury, and ended with Georgium Sidus.  I believe they have given Georgium Sidus a new name; but I don’t know him by it.”

Antony-who rarely laughed-laughed heartily at his father’s solid conservatism; and then the conversation drifted to and fro about the ordinary events of their daily life-the potting of plants, the village taxes, the shoeing of horses, and so forth.  And Yanna’s calm, serious face told Antony nothing of the suffering in her heart; nor did she desire he should know it.  Culture teaches the average woman to suppress feeling; and Yanna had a great dislike to discuss matters so closely personal to her.  She was not ignorant either of Antony’s love for Rose, and his friendship with Harry had been hitherto without a cloud; why, then, should her private affairs make trouble between lovers and friends?

“At any rate,” she thought, “circumstances alter cases; and Antony in his relationship with Rose and Harry must be permitted to act without any sense of obligation to my rights or wrongs.”

Peter scarcely looked at the matter in the same temperate way; his sense of the family tie was very strong, and he thought if one member suffered injury all the other members ought to suffer with it.  Yet he comprehended Yanna’s sensitiveness, her dislike for any discussion of her feelings, her liberal admission that Harry, brought up in a different sphere of life, and under social tenets of special obsequiousness, could not be fairly measured by the single directness of their line and plummet.

She understood from Harry’s awkward attitude in his own home that he was suffering, and that he was likely to make others suffer with him.  She had no special resentment against Mrs. Filmer.  “Her behavior was natural enough; I might have been just as rude under the same provocation,” she thought.  So she said nothing whatever to her father of the little scene between Mrs. Filmer and herself; she was able to understand Mrs. Filmer’s position, and she was satisfied with the way in which she had defended her own.  “There is nothing owing between us,” she reflected, “and, therefore, there will be no perpetual sense of injury.  We shall forgive-and perhaps forget.”

She busied herself all afternoon about her simple household duties; affecting to Betta a sudden anxiety about the usual preparations for winter; and she compelled herself to sing as she went up and down, putting away, and taking out, or looking carefully for the ravages of the summer moth.  Peter heard her voice in one bravura after another; and for a short time he sat still listening and wondering.  For effects are chained to causes, and he asked himself what reason Yanna had for music of that particular kind.  By-and-by, he smiled and nodded; he had fathomed the secret of Yanna’s mental medicine-though with her it had been a simple instinct accepted and obeyed-and he said softly: 

“To be sure!  The lifeboat is launched with a shout, and the forlorn hope goes cheering into the breach; so when the heart has a big fight to make, anything that can help it into action is good.  Artificial singing will bring the real song; anyway, it helps her to work, and work is the best gospel ever preached for a heartache.”

The evening was brightened by Antony’s metamorphosis into a man of fashion.  His late frequent visits to New York were explained when he rather consciously came into the sitting-room.  He was in full dress, and looked remarkably handsome; and Peter felt very proud of his son.  It is a humbling thing to confess that he had never had such a quick, positive pride in him before.  The potent and mysterious power of dress, and of a fine personal presence, jumped to his eyes, and appealed to his heart, with a promptitude Antony’s bravest and most unselfish deeds had never effected.  He stood up and looked at his son with a kindling pleasure in his face; and when Yanna sent him off with prodigal compliments, he privately endorsed every one of them.

True, he afterwards took himself to task for his vanity; and with expansive bluntness, told Yanna that her brother was just as fine a fellow in homespun as in broadcloth; but the broadcloth image remained with him, and he could not help some very pertinent private reflections on the value of culture and good society, as exemplified in his own family.

Yanna did not sleep much.  All night long she heard the voices and the carriages of the people going to or coming from the ball; and the solemn stillness of the early morning was offended by their vacant laughter, or noisy chattering.  She was glad to be called from restless and unhappy slumber, to the positive comfort of daylight and day’s work.  But she did not see Antony again until the dinner hour.  He was then in high spirits, and quite inclined to talk of the entertainment.  “It was very like the Van Praaghs’ and the Gilberts’ affair,” he said.  “The same people were there, and I think they wore the same dresses-white and fussy, and flary, flowery things, you know, Yanna.  But Rose Filmer was unlike every other woman.”

“Was she handsome?  Well dressed?  In good spirits?  Kind? and in all her other best moods?”

“Yanna, she was in every way perfection.  Her dress was wonderful.  And, oh! the lift of her head, and the curl of her lip, and her step like a queen’s!  She was charming!  She was sweet, oh, so sweet!”

Yanna smiled at his enthusiastic admiration of her friend, but Peter said nothing until they were alone.  Then he turned to his son, and asked:  “Antony, are you thinking of falling in love with Miss Filmer?”

“I have been in love with her ever since I first saw her.”

“You could not ask a girl like that to be your wife.  She has been brought up to luxury; she could not bear poverty.”

“I shall not ask her to bear poverty, father.  If I had been a poor man I should have gone back west, long ago.”

Peter looked inquisitively at his son, and Antony answered his query.  “I have said nothing so far about money; because in your house it seemed mean to talk of my riches.  I know that you have worked so hard for the competence you possess; and my good fortune has been simple luck.  I had a few thousand dollars, and because the care of them troubled me, I made some investments without much consideration.  Every one was flushed with success.  Then I made others, and again others, and I suppose my very ignorance induced fortune to bring in my ship for me.  At any rate, she did steer it into a good harbor.”

“I am glad!  I am very glad, Antony!  But why do you say ’fortune’?”

“Somehow-I did not like to say God-as if He looked after a man’s real estate speculations.”

“He looks after everything.  The silver and the gold are His; the world and the fulness thereof.  I have never read, nor yet ever heard tell, that He has grown weary of watching; or that His arm is shortened or weakened, or that He has delegated to fortune, or chance, or fate, or destiny, or any other power, His own work of shaping a man’s life.  If I did not know this, I should feel as all disbelievers must feel-alone and abandoned in the vast universe.”

“In great things, father.”

“In everything.  Can you tell what things are great, and what things are little?  From the most apparently trifling affairs have come wars and revolutions, which have turned the earth upside down, and ’glutted the throat of Hell with ghosts.’  God gave you every dollar you have; and to Him you will have to render an account of its usage.  Now, as to Miss Filmer.  If you have money, I see no reason to fear you will not be acceptable.  You are both branches from the same root-though she may be a bit the highest up; and I do think you are as good a man, and as handsome a man, as I know anywhere.”

Praise so distinct and unqualified was a rare gift from Peter; and Antony looked into his father’s face with grateful pleasure.  The old man nodded slightly, as if to reaffirm his opinions, and then continued, “Talk to Mr. Filmer at once.  It is the best plan.”

“It is too early yet.  I must have permission from Rose to go on that message.  There is nothing definite between us.”

“It is a pity.  She goes to the city-into the world-other young men will seek her.”

“Good!  She must choose freely.  I may only have been a country makeshift, and I do not care to be Hobson’s choice with any girl.  I would rather be left altogether.”

“Right.  Suppose you ride to Grey’s Gate with me?  There is a horse for sale there that I would like to buy.”

So the two men went away together, and Yanna, sitting sewing at the window, lifted her head as they passed, and gave them a smile like sunshine.  “She is a good, brave girl,” thought Peter, and for a moment he was tempted to tell Antony about Harry Filmer’s proposal.  But he thought better of silence than of confidence, and he kept silence.  In the end, Harry was sure to do all that was right to the woman he loved; and if the way to that end was shadowed and hard, it would not be mended by their discussing it.  Besides, he felt that Yanna would be averse to such a discussion; and again Antony’s own confidence with regard to Rose bespoke a caution and reticence concerning affairs in which there were complications it might be unwise to trouble.

In about an hour the Filmer dog-cart came at a rattling speed up the avenue.  Rose was driving, and her pace and air indicated to Yanna her reckless high spirits.

“I am so glad to get shelter here, Yanna,” she said.  “At Filmer they are turning the house outside the windows; there is not a quiet corner to sit in, and think things over.  Has Antony told you about the ball?”

“I think you were ‘the ball’ to Antony.  He has named no one else.”

“Yanna, he looked splendid last night; just like a hero out of a book.  I made up my mind to completely conquer him, and he was so masterful, so not-to-be-gainsaid, or contradicted, that I could not manage him.  In fact, he managed me.  He made me say that I loved him.  I do not know ‘how’ he did it; but he made me speak; and, the truth is, I liked it.”

“Dear Rose, do not go back upon your word.  That would be mean and cruel, for I am sure Antony has stayed in Woodsome all this summer only for your sake.”

“Suppose he has!  That is nothing!  If a man wants you to live with him all his life, or all your life, one summer is a very little trial.”

“Did you promise to be his wife?”

“Nothing so rapid, my dear.  I do not give an inch and a mile in the same hour.  I simply admitted that I might-could-would-or should-love him-perhaps.  That was as much happiness as he was able to carry.  It went to his heart like twenty bottles of champagne to the head.  He is a delightful lover, Yanna!  He will not take ‘No.’  You cannot say ‘No.’  His words are like flame, and you feel that he means every one of them.  I have had lovers-oh, yes!-and their polite compliments and placid emotions were to Mr. Antony’s eager seeking as the moonshine is to the noonday sunshine.”

“Then be fair and true to him.”

“Certainly!  I intend to be so-in the long run.  So we shall be really sisters, Yanna!  And we shall not have to learn to love one another.  It must be pretty hard on a girl to give up her brother, and learn to love another girl at the same time.”

“I never found it hard to love you, Rose.  How soon will you give Antony -”

“I have given Antony all I mean to give him for some time.  Mamma has made great preparations for me this season, and I intend to take the full benefit of them.  It would be an awful disappointment to her if she found out that my heart was not my own.  There is a sea of pleasure before me, and I mean to be in the full tide of the swim.”

“And if in that ‘swim’ your foot tips the tangles, take care, dear Rose.  You can never tell what depths there are beneath them.”

“What do you mean by ’tangles’?”

“I mean unwise or unworthy lovers and companions-too much pleasure in any form-dancing, dressing, flirting, champagne drinking, and things of that kind.  You know.”

“Champagne drinking!  Yes, it is delightful.  It makes me feel as if my blood were made of flame.  I am half divine after a glass of champagne.  But I never take more than one glass.  I know better.”

“I would not take that one.  If a thing is dangerous in large quantity, it is not safe in small quantity.  I would not touch it at all.”

“I could not induce Antony to taste with me, though I drank from the glass myself.”

“Your drinking would only grieve him; it would not tempt him.  Did you persuade him to dance?”

“He persuaded me to go into the conservatory with him, instead.  I did not really care to dance.  It was nicer to listen to Antony.  Well, we are going away the day after to-morrow, and then, ’When shall we two meet again?’ How soon can you come to New York?”

“It will not be soon, Rose.  There are so many things to look after that only I understand.  Father is lost without me, especially in the winter.  In the summer, he has his garden.”

“Where is Antony this afternoon?  I expected to find him at home.”

“Just before you came, I saw father and Antony drive away in the buggy.  Remove your bonnet and cloak, and take tea with us.  They are sure to be back by tea-time.”

“Thank you for the invitation.  I was just going to ask you to ask me.  I will stay.  It will be dark after tea; but then, Antony can drive me home.”

“Antony can drive you home.  And you know there will be plenty of moonlight.”

“Do you remember that exquisite moonlight night last August, when we sent the carriage home, and you and Harry, and I and Antony, walked together through the woods?  The air was full of the resinous odor of the pines, and it was sweeter than a rose garden.  And the moonlight was like-I do not know what it was like, Yanna.”

“Like the moonlight of ‘The Midsummer Night’s Dream.’  If we had not unpeopled the fairy world, we could that night have believed in Peas-Blossom and Mustard Seed.  Could we not, Rose?”

Rose sighed.  “It was during that walk I began to love Antony.  What heavenly murmurings there were in the pine tops! and we stood still to hear a little bird repeating its song in its dream.  And the sound of the waterfall!  And the brush of the owlet’s wing in the darksome path!  Do you remember, Yanna?”

“I remember.”

“And now, to think I am going into a world so different; a world where the milliner, and the modiste, and the tailor ’are throned powers, and share the general state.’  Is that correctly quoted?  Then, too, Harry will be in Wall Street; and you know what that means?”

“I do not think I do, Rose.”

“It means men rushing through life, pushing and being pushed, splashing and being splashed, caring for nothing but money, willing to give up every book that was ever written, from Homer to Kipling, for a ‘rise’ of twenty cents.  I will except the Bible; for your broker, as a general thing, respects God, though he does give his life to Mammon.”

Thus they chattered on every subject which touched, or was likely to touch, their lives.  And just before dark Yanna rose and lit the lamps, and Betta came in and swept the hearth, and piled more logs on the fire, and then brought in the tea tray.  It was not then long before Peter and Antony came in together, and found Rose snugly resting herself in Peter’s big chair.  Her fair head made a light among its crimson shadows, and her little feet were stretched out before the blaze on a crimson cushion.  The position was not an accidental one.  Rose knew it was becoming, and when Antony stood entranced and speechless, he only paid her the compliment she expected.  Then there was a pretty little scene with Peter.  She acknowledged her invasion of his rights, and insisted on placing him in his own chair; and this she did with so many charming words and attitudes that both Peter and Antony were delighted to be obedient to the lovely despot.

In fact, she had purposely come to win all hearts, and to leave behind herself a memory without a shadow; and Yanna was womanly and sweet, and divined her intent, and helped her to accomplish it.  She put out of her mind her own disappointment; she rose to her highest cheerfulness, she made opportunities for Rose to exhibit all the best and cleverest sides of her character; and until she had sent her away shawled, and wrapped, and safely tucked in by Antony’s side, she never suffered her heart to fail her.

Not even then; for Peter had to discuss the visit and the visitor, and he did so with an interest that astonished Yanna, for she was not aware that her father regarded Rose, not only as an hereditary Van Hoosen, but also as a future daughter-in-law.  Afterwards he had to tell Yanna about the horse, and the man who had the horse to sell.  “No created creatures,” he said, “are so eulogized as horses are by their owners.  And when a man has a horse to sell, you would think, Yanna, that horse flesh was better than human nature.  However, I bought the animal, and as Antony says, if it is half as good as warranted, I have bought a horse with which I can live happy ever after.”

In such homelike confidence the hours passed, until at length the moment came which released Yanna from her self-imposed repression and her gracious office of happiness-maker.  She had not grudged the effort, and she had not missed the strength and consolation which any healthy self-denial imparts.  “Your merry heart goes all the day.”  Yes, and this truth came from one who knew how much a merry heart may have to carry.  But once within her own room she let all go-all her heartache, all her wounded love, and wounded self-esteem.  She had hoped, she had surely thought, that Harry would come again; and all that day her ear and eyes had been on the watch.

Yes, it had been-

  “From rosy morn to evening grey
  A waiting day; a day of fear,
  Of listening for a footfall dear,
  That came not.”

The watch was over; and she was so weary that she could not weep nor think nor pray.  She could only send one tired hope upward, whose whole plea was-

  “Because I pray not, seek not, give Thou heed.”

Now Yanna was built silently on her trust in God, and on the strength of her day’s work.  Hitherto, her trust in God had been very like that of a child who takes its father’s love as easily and carelessly as its daily bread.  But her disappointment in Harry had made her cling to the Never-Failing One with more intelligent reliance.  Certainly the loss of confidence in her lover and his palpable shortcoming had left her shaken to her inmost being; but she was still erect.  No dropping of daily duty!  No folding of her hands to weep!  No enervating luxury of self-pity troubled this girl, whose feet stood on the rock of Eternal Love, and who had the healthy habit of her ancestors-a frank, unconscious way of doing her household tasks, without incessantly looking after her heart, or making inquiry of her feelings.

True, her ear and heart were on the watch for the sound of one step, and one voice; and she would have been most happy if that ache of listening had been answered.  But the morning passed, and Harry neither came nor yet sent any message.  She dared not hope that the afternoon would be more fortunate, and yet surely, surely, he would not leave her without any attempt to make the future possible.  Soon after dinner her anxieties were complicated by a message from Mrs. Wyk, an infirm lady who was related to Yanna by her mother’s side, and to whom Yanna was accustomed to render many services.  Mrs. Wyk sent a messenger to say that “she had a new novel, and she wanted Yanna to come and read it to her.”

Yanna was much disturbed by the decision she was now compelled to make.  If she went to Mrs. Wyk’s Harry might call while she was from home, and then he would be certain her absence was premeditated.  Yet if she did not go to Mrs. Wyk’s, she would neglect an evident duty for an uncertain personal pleasure; and then, if Harry did not come, she would have disappointed her relative, she would “be out” with herself, and yet have done nothing towards being reconciled to her lover.  The child who brought the message stood looking at her impatiently.  It was near the school hour, and the answer was to be taken back, and Yanna was one of those women who hate to be hurried.

She could not decide with that restless boy looking into her eyes and standing on tiptoes to be gone.  She said, “Wait a moment, Willie,” and she ran into the parlor, shut the door, and stood silently in the darkened room to consider.  Her hands hung clasped before her, her eyes were cast down, and in a painful suspense of self-seeking, she asked her heart, “What shall I do?  What shall I do?” Thus she waited; wistful, intent, sorrowful, until the answer came.  It came from her own conscience: 

“One can always do right!”

“True!” She accepted the response immediately.  “One can always do right!  That settles the most difficult question.  And it is right to put the pleasure of the sick and aged before my own pleasure.  I will go and read to Aunt Wyk.”

She thought it no violation of duty, however, to hurry her departure, and thus be able to get the reading finished by three o’clock.  Then she began to put on her hat and cloak, and Mrs. Wyk said:  “What are you in such a hurry for, Yanna?  Sit down, I want to tell you about my winter apples.  I have been so badly used by old Van Winkle.”

“I am in a hurry this afternoon, auntie.  The Filmers are leaving Woodsome, and I think some of them will want to see me.  Rose was at our house yesterday-but -”

“Oh, yes! the Filmers! the Filmers!  Nobody but the Filmers!  Your own mother’s kin is not to be thought of if the Filmers but ring at your doorstep.”

“Dear auntie, you should not talk in that way.  I will come to-morrow afternoon and finish the book.”

“Thank you!  But the Filmers may want you.”  And the old lady made no response to Yanna’s kiss, nor did she answer her twice repeated “Good afternoon, aunt.”

It was precisely such a result as most frequently follows a conscious exercise of self-denial; but it depressed and vexed Yanna.  Her cheeks flushed to the sense of wrong, and she could hardly keep the tears out of her eyes, as she walked swiftly homeward.  When she was nearly at her own gate, she heard the rattle of the Filmer dog-cart, and her heart beat rapidly, and she began instinctively to hurry her footsteps, and then consciously to moderate them to her normal pace.  Should she turn her face to the passing vehicle or not?  The question was quickly answered.  Not to do so would be pettishly self-cognizant.  It stopped when near her, and she turned towards it.  Harry flung the reins to his servant, and in a moment was at her side.

“I was just coming to see you, Yanna.  May I walk home with you?  Or has your father forbidden you to receive my visits?”

“That would be very unlike father, Harry.  He leaves your visits to your own sense of honor; and to my loyalty to his wishes.  I think he can trust both.”

“I have been so utterly wretched since I saw you last, my dear.”

“I have not been happy, Harry.”

“Yanna, I am going into a life full of excitement and temptation.  Will you not straighten me for it by the promise I ask for?”

“Have you spoken to Mrs. Filmer again?”

“How could I?  You know what a state of turmoil we have been in.  But just as soon as we are settled in New York, I mean to have a good talk with mother about our marriage.”

“Then if she is willing for our engagement-our public engagement-you can come and tell father so; and you know how happy I shall be.”

“If our engagement should be made known in Woodsome, do you think it would reach New York?”

“Yes.  Half a dozen of our Woodsome families are in New York some part of every winter.  But that is not the question.  What cannot be known in New York cannot be known in Woodsome.  I should not like my Woodsome friends to believe we were engaged, if in New York they constantly met you behaving as if we were not engaged.  If you have any imagination, you can see what a painful position a half-engagement would put me in.”

“Now, Yanna, you are getting impossible again.  You will not do anything to meet me.  In disagreements, people generally each ‘give in’ a little.”

“Not on such a question as this.  I will have all of love’s honor and service, or I will have none of it.  I hate secrecy in anything, I fear it in love.  Besides, my father says, it is a wrong to me.  His decision includes mine, Harry.”

“Then I suppose my visit is utterly useless.  Mother said it would be.”

“So you have been talking to Mrs. Filmer again?”

“Oh! you do press a poor distracted man so hardly!  Mother talked to me.  And she seems a little bitter about you.  What did you say to her, Yanna?”

“Ask her what she said to me, Harry.”

“Of course, I shall work with all my power to get our engagement on a footing to please you, Yanna.  But you know, a mother is a mother, and it is hard to go against her when she is working for the good of your sister, and your family, and all that; and -”

“Our engagement!  We are not engaged!” They were at the door by this time, and Yanna said:  “Will you come in, Harry?”

“Of course I will come in.  What do you mean by saying, ’We are not engaged’?  You said you loved me.  You said you would marry me.  Is not your promise an engagement?”

“Only under certain conditions; which conditions you are not willing to fulfil.”

“Not able! not able!  Yanna.”

“Nonsense!  If you are man enough to ask a woman to be your wife, you ought to be man enough to do it with all customary honors.  There is no use in further discussion, Harry.  From the position I have taken, I cannot, in justice to myself, move a hair’s breadth.”

“Is a man not to honor his mother, and help her, and so on?”

“A man is to honor his mother with all his heart.  He is to help her in every way he can; but he is also to honor the woman he asks to be his wife.  It is a poor rose-tree that can only bear one perfect rose; it is a poor heart that has room only for one perfect love;-but I will not even seem to plead, for what ought to be rendered with the utmost spontaneity.  We had better say ‘Good-bye!’”

She rose with quiet dignity, and stood with an expectant air.  Harry also rose, and began to button his gloves, and as he did so, said:  “Surely, you will write to me!  I do not hope for love letters, but just sometimes a few kind, wise words!  You will write, Yanna?”

“It would not be prudent.  It would not be right.”

“Prudent!  Right!  Oh, Yanna!  How provoking you can be!”

“It would not be good form, then.  Do you understand that better?”

“You will do nothing for me?”

She did not answer.  She was very pale, her eyes were cast down, her mouth trembled, her hand clasped nervously the back of the chair by which she stood.  She did not dare to look at Harry.  He was so troubled, so reproachful, so handsome.

“Will you at least shake hands, Yanna?” he asked, coming to her side.  Then she looked into his face, and he held her a moment to his heart, as with kisses on her sweet, sad mouth, he murmured, “Yanna!  Yanna!” ere he went hastily away.

And as soon as he was gone, a quick realization of all she had lost, or resigned, reproached her.  The most beautiful points in Harry’s character came to the front-his love, his generous temper, his kindness to women, his cheerfulness, his physical beauty and grace, his fine manners!  Oh, he had been in so many respects a most charming lover!  No other could ever fill his place.  Even his fault towards her had sprung from a virtue, and though in its development it showed him to be lacking in just perceptions and strength of character, were these indeed unpardonable faults?

This was the trend of her feeling in the first moments of her misery; and it was followed by a sentiment very like anger.  She sat still as if turned into stone.  All her life seemed to be suddenly behind her, and her future only a blank darkness.  “And it is my own fault!” she thought passionately.  “The bird that sang in my heart all summer long has flown away; but it was my own hand that sent it out into the world, and there, doubtless, some other woman, more loving and less wise, will open her heart to its song.  Alas! alas!” And a great wave of love drifted her off her feet; she lost all control of her feelings, and sobbed as despairingly as the weakest and most loving of her sex could have done.

In the meantime, Harry was making himself utterly wretched in much the same manner.  The presence of a servant being intolerable, he sent his man on a message to the express office, and then, as he drove homeward, deliberately tortured himself with a consideration of all the sweet beauty, and all the sweet nature, he had lost.  “And what for?” he asked, with that quick temper which is one of the first symptoms of disappointed love.  “That Rose may have more dances, and a little more eclat, and that I may play the elegant host at my mother’s teas.  Father ought to do the civil thing in his own house.  It is too bad that he does not do so.  It is not fair to him.  People must talk about it.  As for writing a book!  Pshaw!  Nobody considers that any excuse for neglecting social duties-and it is not!”

He shook the reins impatiently to this decision, and then suddenly became aware of a bit of vivid coloring among the leafless trees.  It was dusk, but not too dark to distinguish Rose’s figure, wrapped in her red cloak, with the bright hood drawn over her head.  She was leaning on Antony Van Hoosen, and Harry walked his horses and watched the receding figures.  Their attitude was lover-like, and they were so absorbed in each other that they were blind and deaf to his approach.

“Oh-h-h!  So that is the way the wind blows!  What a shame for Rose to take a heart like that of Antony Van Hoosen’s for a summer plaything!  I know exactly how she is tormenting the poor fellow-telling him that she loves him, but that this, and that, and the other, prevent the possibility, etc., etc.,-killing a man while he looks up adoringly, and thanks her for it.  Poor Antony!  Such a good, straightforward fellow!  And I know Rose means no more than she means when she pets her poodle.  Well, thank goodness!  Yanna did not try to make a fool of me.  She is, at least, above that kind of meanness.  She has a heart.  And she is suffering to-night, as much as I am-and I hope she is!  She ought to!-Well, Thomas, how did you get here before me?  Been at the express office?”

“Yes, sir.  Nothing there, sir.  I met Jerry coming from the mail, and he gave me a lift.”

Then Harry threw down the reins, and went into the house.  It looked very desolate, wanting the precious Lares and ornaments which Mrs. Filmer took with her wherever she meant to dwell for any time.  She was accustomed to say that “there were certain things in every family which took on the family character, and which gave the family distinction to their home.”  “It is the miniatures and the carved ivories, and the little odds and ends of old furniture and of our own handiwork, that give the Filmer-y look to the house,” she had said that afternoon to Rose, who was fretting at the “uselessness of dragging the old-fashioned things to and from the city, when they had now a home of their own in the country.”

The whole tone of the house was fretful and restless; the halls were crowded with trunks; the dinner was belated; and Mrs. Filmer had a nervous headache, and was weary and suffering.  She looked reproachfully at Harry when he came to the table, and Harry understood the look.  He had been needed, and he had not been present, and the newly roused sense of his father’s responsibility made him answer the look relatively.

“It is too bad that you have everything to do, mother.  Why do you let father sneak away to the city?”

“Do not talk absurdly, Harry.  Your father did not ‘sneak away.’  You know I begged him to go.  The disturbance of the ball and the packing after it would have knocked him to pieces for the whole winter.”

At this moment Rose entered.  She was radiant and innocent-looking, and full of apologies for her three minutes’ tardiness; and she answered Harry’s keen, interrogative look with one of such guileless listlessness that Harry was compelled to wonder whether it really had been his sister in the wood at that hour.  All dinner time his thoughts wandered round this uncertainty and the certainty that Antony, at least, was a positive case.  And then, if it was not Rose, whom could Antony have been making love to?  For Harry had no doubts as to the occupation of the couple.

When they were alone, Harry suddenly turned to his sister and asked:  “What were you doing in the wood so late this evening, Rose?”

“Me!  In the wood?”

“Were you not in the wood with Antony Van Hoosen?”

She shrugged her shoulders scornfully and answered:  “Mamma can tell you what I have been doing all afternoon.”

“Indeed, I can, Harry.  Rose has had to look after many things you might have attended to for her; but then, Rose,” added Mrs. Filmer, turning her head languidly to her daughter, “there were the Van Hoosens to look after.  Your brother is mad that way.  If he cannot see the girl, he fancies he sees her brother.  Thank heaven, we shall be rid of them to-morrow!”

“Oh, mamma!  I think you too have Yanna and Antony on your brain.”

“Well, Rose, I have undergone them all summer; and I may now say frankly that I do not like them.”

“You have a sick headache, dear mamsie.  Do go to bed.  Shall I help you?  No?  Well, then, I will go myself.  For I am tired, and so forth.”

She went off with a kiss, and an airy recommendation to follow her good example; and Harry rose as if to obey it.  His mother opened her heavy eyes and said:  “Wait a few minutes, Harry, my dear.  You look miserable.  You eat nothing.  You have been to see Yanna.  Can you not let that girl alone?”

“The girl has let me alone.  She has refused even to write to me.  I am miserable.  And I do not feel as if anything, as if anything on earth, can atone for the loss of Yanna’s love.”

“Not even my love?”

“That is a thing by itself.  It is different.  I understand to-night what is meant by a broken heart.”

“The feeling does not last, Harry.  In New York you will soon wonder at yourself for enduring it an hour-these bare dripping woods, this end-of-all-things feeling, is a wretched experience;-but a broken heart!  Nonsense!”

“Mother, there is no use talking.  I am miserable; and I do think that you are to blame.”

“Me!”

“You have wounded Yanna’s feelings in some way, I know.”

“Yanna’s feelings!” cried Mrs. Filmer.

“Yes; and they are very precious to me; more so than my own feelings.”

“Or than mine?  Speak out, Harry.  Be as brutal as you want to be.  I might as well know the worst now as again.”

“I do not care for New York.  I do not care for the preparations you have made.  I will not go out at all.  I have given myself to this society nonsense, because it pleased you, mother; but I can do so no longer.  How can I dress, and dance, and make compliments when I wish I were dead?  Yes, I do!  Life has not a charm left.”

“Your father, your sister!”

“Oh, mother! they are not Yanna.  If you are perishing for water, wine will not take its place.”

“You are very ungrateful, and if I call you ungrateful I can call you nothing worse.  Remember how I have planned and saved; how I have bowed here, and becked there, in order to gain the social position we now enjoy.  Without my help, would you have got into the best clubs?  Would you visit in the houses where you are now welcome?”

“I know; but I do not value these things.  Yanna has taught me better.”

“Harry, you make me lose all patience.  It is a shameful thing to tell me now, after my labor, after you have reaped the harvest of it, that you do not care; to put that Van Hoosen girl in the place of all your social advantages, and of all your kindred.  It is outrageous!  Why, the man I bought my chickens from was a Van Hoosen!  And I was so magnanimous that I never named it to Miss Van Hoosen.  Any other lady would have asked her if he was a relative, just for the pleasure of setting her down a little.  I did not.”

“You might easily have asked Yanna.  She has no false pride.”

“Now, Harry, you have exhausted my patience.  We will have no more of this ‘Yanna’ nonsense, if you please.  I have had as much Van Hoosen as I can endure.”

“My dear mother, your husband is a Van Hoosen.  Ask father if it is not so.  Father, and Rose, and I are descended from the daughter of the first American Peter Van Hoosen; and Yanna is descended from his son.  That is all the difference.  We are the same family.”

“Do not be absurd!”

“Ask father.”

“I do think you might have a little pity for me.  I am suffering in every nerve.  I am trembling, and faint, and utterly worn out, both in mind and body; and then you come and wound me in my dearest loves and hopes; stab after stab.  But I am only your loving, foolish mother!  I am not Yanna! and-and -” Then she rose, looking steadily at Harry the while.  And she really was ill and suffering.  Distress, physical and mental, was written on every feature; her eyes were tearless, but full of anguish; and she was hardly able to stand when she rose to her feet.  What could Harry do?  His anger vanished.  His sense of injustice vanished.  He went to his mother and comforted her with kisses.  He supported her to her room, and so left her, once more absolutely mistress of the situation.  But all night long, whether he was asleep or awake, his heart kept up the same longing, pitiful cry of “Yanna!  Yanna!”

Yanna was even more miserable.  Peter wondered at her fretfulness, until she told him that Harry Filmer had called to say “Good-bye.”  She told him with a slight air of injury, and Peter felt that much talk on the subject would then be unwise.  He could have reminded her that to those who suffer patiently the suffering is less; but the indulgent love and wisdom of the good old man taught him that there are occasions when it is better to leave the wounded to the strength of silence than to offer them the balm of sympathy.  So he listened quietly, while she wished she had been more sure of herself-more sure that Harry was wrong-more sure that she was absolutely right-that she had been more considerate of their different educations-more patient of his shortcomings.  All her reproaches of herself tacitly included her father, but Peter knew it was not yet the time to defend himself.  He made no reply to her querulous accusations and regretful wishes until she said: 

“I trust that when we act foolishly and turn our backs on happiness God will not condemn us to our own choice.  I wonder if I pray to God to send me once more the good I refused, if He will hear me?”

“We must never pray merely selfish prayers, Yanna,” answered Peter sadly.  “God might be angry enough to grant us our prayers.  It is better to say, ‘Thy will be done.’”

Then she rose up hastily and went out of the room, but still more hastily returned, and lifting her father’s head-which was bowed upon his hands-said:  “My dear, dear father!  My precious father!” And Peter stood up then, and kissed her, and blessed her, and said:  “Let the light of His Countenance be upon you, my dearest!”

Was she happy then?  Ah, no!  Her heart was wounded all over.  She felt as if it were bleeding.  As she entered her room the picture of the thorn-crowned Saviour met her eyes, and she went close to it, and looked thoughtfully at the Man of Sorrows.  Resignation, mournful and simple, yet full of lofty heroism, spoke to her; and the personality of which it was the ideal seemed to fill the room; but she was not comforted.  She undressed herself slowly, feeling at length the tears she had so long restrained dropping upon her fingers as they trembled about their duty.

But when she laid her head upon her pillow, and the room was dark and still, suddenly her grief found a voice that she could understand; and she sobbed, “Oh, mother! mother!  If you were here this night!  If you were only here!  You would know how to pity me!” And so sobbing, she went to sleep; and in her sleep she was comforted.  For the golden ladder between heaven and earth is not removed; and the angels going to and fro must meet on their road many mothers called earthward by their children’s weeping, and hastening to them “with healing on their wings.”