“All, then, has come to an end;
and I feel as if I had buried every sweet day we lived
together!” These were Adriana’s first thoughts
in the morning. However, she had slept heavily,
as God often permits those to sleep for whom sorrow
lies in wait; and she was stronger to bear the burden
of the days before her. They were very dreary
and monotonous for many weeks; for the fall was a
wet and sunless one. Yet it was not the heavy
atmosphere and the melancholy heavens that depressed
her; it was rather the mental and moral drizzle of
the household; and for this she was herself much to
blame.
She restrained all confidence; she
would not talk to her father or brother about the
Filmers; she responded to no effort to amuse her,
and she would not permit herself to weep. And
as tears and laughter and mutual confidence are the
means appointed to stay life’s overflow, and
to give the full heart ease, she missed the natural
comforters of her position. And as she gave no
confidence to Antony, Antony also kept his hopes and
doubts, his joys and sorrows, to himself. If
Adriana had spoken to him of Harry, he would have gladly
discussed with her Rose’s heart-breaking ways
with him-her advances and retreats, her
kindness and her cruelty, her love and her disdain.
But brother and sister alike kept
silence, and Peter did not feel at liberty to comfort
uncomplained-of suffering; nor yet to offer advice
in circumstances of which his children presumed him
to be either ignorant or unsympathetic. Nevertheless,
he suffered both mentally and really with them; for
most houses adopt more or less of the mental aspects
of the dwellers in them, and the old happy contentment
which had filled Peter’s home with sunshine
in all weathers was invaded by many shadows.
The order of his life was broken-up, and its very
pleasures were robbed of their sweetness. Dinner-time,
and bed-time, and all the times and seasons of domestic
existence went on undisturbed; and the books were
brought out, and Peter read aloud with even an exaggerated
interest; but the heart was out of all Adriana’s
duties and amusements; and Peter, try as he would,
felt it difficult to control a feeling of anger against
the strangers who had entered his home only to make
those he loved miserable.
For a month Antony vibrated between
Woodsome and New York; but finally he resolved to
stay in the city. He said something to his father
about “western securities, and the opportunity
he had for making money in them,” but both Peter
and Adriana knew that his real object was Rose Filmer.
His desertion had, however, one good result, it made
Adriana feel that she must resume her old companionship
with her father. She could not now suppose that
Antony was with him, or that her father was with Antony,
or if they were really together, slip away to her own
room, on the presumption they did not want her company
in order to discuss the country, or the horses, or
the best time to plant.
She accepted the duty with much of
her old, sweet cheerfulness. “We are alone
again, dear father!” she said, “and I am
going to see how happy I can make you.”
And Peter’s swift acceptance of this promise,
the joy on his face, his ready oblivion of all her
neglect, his eager interest in all she proposed, went
to her heart like the wine of gladness.
“Suppose I teach you chess, father!”
The proposal made Peter happy as a
child. He answered that there was nothing he
wished to learn so much. He said he would go to
New York that very day for the men and the board-Staunton
men and board-nothing cheaper. He
kept his word. He brought back the plain, sensible
pieces and their mimic battle-field in his hands.
He was as enthusiastic a pupil as any teacher could
desire, and yet he was brimming with conversation
of all that he had seen in the city, and on the train,
and the ferry boats. And at last, when the little
table was drawn to the hearth and the two sat down
to the game, it was wonderful to see how eager and
how receptive he was!
“It is the grandest bit of play
in the world, Yanna,” he said, when at last
the pieces were reluctantly restored to their box.
“You have given me one of the happiest evenings
I ever had in my life!” and his eyes shone with
love and gratitude. “My girl is the best
of all girls! May God Almighty bless her!”
And without exténuations or exceptions,
Adriana had also one of the happiest evenings of her
life. No one can gain a great victory over self
and not be happy. Adriana walked upstairs erect,
with a smile on her lips, and a glow in her heart,
such as she had not felt for many weeks. She
undressed with her old alertness and method; she knelt
down in happy confidence, feeling that she could ask
to be made happy when she had made others happy.
From this brave new beginning, there
was no back-sliding-or at least none that
Peter was permitted to feel. For Adriana was ashamed
of herself when she realized how much of the pleasure
of other lives she had sacrificed to her own selfish
sorrow. Peter appeared next day to be ten years
younger. Betta was bright and busy as a summer
bee; the two old house-dogs came back confidently
to the rug before the fire; the stable-man got a smile
through the window, and then ventured to ask a favor
for his wife.
“How cruel I have been!”
she said. “How much happiness for others
I held in these two hands-and then withheld!”
and she spread out her palms, and tried to realize
how full they were, and how niggardly she had been
of the God-given blessings in them.
But she was no longer so. Whatever
effort it cost at first, to put aside her own pain
and disappointment, gradually became easy. She
did not forget; she only compelled memory to take
counsel with justice and generosity. The past,
which had usurped the places of both present and future,
was gradually relegated to its proper domain; and in
the exercise of the willpower necessary for this control
of her daily life, she resumed the power to control
those higher conditions which relate to the moral
and mental existence. In a week the nobler influence
ruled, and the ignoble atmosphere of self rarely chilled
that confidential communion which ought to exist between
all the members of one household.
So the time went on, until it was
nearly Christmas. Then, one morning, destiny
knocked at Peter’s door, and let in Miss Alida
Van Hoosen. She had always been accustomed to
call about the New Year, but her visit so much earlier
was unexpected, especially as they had been informed
some weeks previously by the “Woodsome Local”
that Miss Van Hoosen had left her beautiful home for
her winter residence in New York City. But her
visit, though unexpected, was very welcome to Adriana.
For she liked her cousin, and she was heartily glad
of any social event to break the monotony of her daily
life.
“I saw Cousin Peter in the village
as I came through it,” said Miss Alida.
“What do men find to talk about? They never
seem to be bored in the stupidest place.”
“Oh, cousin, I am so glad to
see you! I did not expect you so soon.”
“The logic of events, Adriana!
And you cannot oppose their arguments. Selina
Zabriski has made up her mind to go to Florida.
Now, as you know, I have stayed with Selina for sixteen
winters; and her absurdity throws me out into space,
as it were.”
“Are you coming back to the country?”
“To the country! In December!
No, Adriana. I have rented Selina’s house,
and her man-servants, and her maid-servants, her dogs
and her cats, her carriages and her horses; and I
want you to come and stay with me. Will you?”
“Cousin! It will make me
the happiest girl in the world to do so. Do you
think father will be willing for me to go?”
“Fathers are persuadable.
I have some excellent arguments. I want you,
at once, though.”
“I shall be glad to go at once.
Still, father will be very lonely. I ought to
think of that.”
“Cousin Peter will not let his
loneliness interfere with your pleasure, or else I
do not know Cousin Peter. And also I think Antony
Van Hoosen would be better here than haunting operas
and theatres, and every spot by night and day, where
Rose Filmer beckons him. Oh! I know that
Filmer girl; and the more I think of her the less I
think of her. She has Antony’s heart under
her foot, and she turns and turns her French heel
on it, as if it were a worm. But if Antony must
be in New York, he shall have a home from which he
may command the Filmers. At least, I shall offer
him this advantage.”
“Command!”
“I think so. If there is
one thing Emma Filmer aspires to, longs for, covets,
and hankers after, it is to step within the charmed
chalk circle, which encloses the central reserve of
what she calls ‘society.’ Selina
Zabriski is one of this potent reserve, and your poor
cousin has a kind of, a sort of, a power in it.
Oh! I know Emma Filmer! And Henry Filmer,
also-poor fellow! In New York we don’t
think much of husbands, but we don’t often drive
them to writing books about-civilization!”
She was silent for a moment or two,
then she resumed: “When I was a slip of
a girl, Adriana, I had a ‘thoughtful’ feeling
about Henry Filmer. The old Dominie used to say
to me, ’Henry is a good lad, Alida, and there
is a kind of providence in the way your lands lie.
Land and love is fair matrimony, you may depend upon
that, Alida.’”
“Then, cousin, did you once intend to marry
Mr. Filmer?”
“As I say, I had got as far
as ‘thinking.’ But Henry Filmer wrote
poetry, and I am not poetical. Emma Colbert set
his poems to music, and sang them! What man could
resist such tactics? With her ‘Ohs!’
and her ‘Ahs!’ and her tinkling piano,
she took him captive. Poor Henry Filmer!
I do not suppose she has sung him a single poem since
they were married. So, you see, I might have
been your mother-in-law.”
“Cousin Alida!”
“Yes, it is better ‘cousin’.
But there is no need to ‘keep from’ me.
I used to see young Filmer and you driving and walking
together, and as I have my eyes, and my senses, I
may say, as Corporal Nym said in a delicate matter,
‘There must be conclusions!’ Well, I cannot
tell!”
Then Adriana opened her heart.
This kindly brusque woman had evidently in the past
suffered something from Harry’s mother.
That made an instant sympathy between them; perhaps,
indeed, Alida had divined the trouble, and had told
her own experience to induce Adriana’s confidence.
At any rate, she gave it freely. She made nothing
better, and nothing worse, as regarded Mrs. Filmer’s
opposition; but she did unconsciously idealize Harry,
and she did make excuses for his pusillanimity.
Miss Alida was disposed to encourage
this attitude. In the first place, she found
it agreeable to be in opposition to Mrs. Filmer.
In the second, she had set her wishes on this union
of the two branches of her family. In the third,
she had been pleasantly impressed by Harry’s
face and manner. She, therefore, encouraged Adriana’s
apologies. She said, in the present day it was
a wonder to find a young man disposed to put the welfare
of his family before his own gratification; and though
she admitted Harry to have been prominently “gay,”
she considered his attitude as natural an expression
of disappointment as Adriana’s gloomy melancholy
had been. “You went to the house of mourning,
Adriana,” she continued, “and Harry went
to the house of feasting; and, my dear, I boldly affirm
that in some cases the house of mourning is just as
selfish and wicked as the house of feasting.
When did you hear from Rose? Has she written to
you lately?”
“Yes; but her letters are different.
They are not less kind; but they are less confidential.”
“Well, I admire that she writes
at all. When I was a girl I durst no more have
written to a person whom my mother did not approve
than I durst have lifted the fire in my hands.
Does she say anything about Antony?”
“Sometimes she fills her letters
with Antony; again, she never names him. Her
letters have a strange tone, I may say, an indiscreetness
that amazes me.”
“She is indiscreet. I hardly
know how to say softly enough the words necessary
to explain this condition; but the fact is, she ought
not to touch wine, and she does touch it. A certain
Mr. Duval has a bad influence over Rose Filmer.
I never see them together but there is a champagne
glass in proximity. Dancing leads them to the
wine, and the wine leads them to the dance; and the
reiterated transition becomes disagreeable to the
onlookers. One night last week I saw Antony go
to her, and after a perceptible word of import to
Duval, take Miss Filmer away on his arm. The
affair was so rapid that few saw it; and fortunately,
those few supposed it to be a love quarrel between
the men. But I, who am a looker-on in Vanity
Fair, often see more than meets the eye; and in this
case I had a family feeling both as regards Rose and
Antony. In fact, I had gone to that ball specially
to observe them.”
“Where was Mrs. Filmer?”
“Mrs. Filmer was devoting herself
to a titled English lady. Harry was talking with
a pretty widow. None of Rose’s friends,
but myself, saw the embryo tragedy. My dear,
we are finite creatures, but the tricks we play before
high heaven are infinite in their folly and variety.
I see Cousin Peter coming. Stand to your wishes,
Adriana; and teach your tongue to say what it really
wants.”
There was little need for this encouragement.
Peter understood what was required of him, and before
Miss Alida had finished her request, he was looking
into Adriana’s face with a smiling assent.
Certainly the assent implied much self-denial; but
not altogether self-denial. He was pleased that
his daughter should have this great social pleasure;
the more so, that she had been practically ignored
in all the village festivities. Her education,
her tastes and her manner were out of order with the
smartness and giggling, setting the tone of the usual
sleigh-rides and ice-cream parties. Even the literary
society of Woodsome felt ill at ease when airing its
learning before her. She had been educated above
her surroundings, and it was less unkindness than
a principle of self-defence which made her surroundings
shy of her.
In some respects Peter was much gratified,
then, at the invitation. Miss Van Hoosen was
the bright particular star of the local celebrities
of Woodsome; for though her residence was some miles
beyond the village, she owned much property in it;
and her influence was marked, and always favorable.
For himself Peter had never boasted of their cousinship;
but he could not help being a little uplifted at Adriana’s
recognition. And if he thought of the gratification
he would find in just naming the affair, in an incidental
way, before Bogart and others, it was a bit of pride
so natural and so unselfish as to merit a smiling
toleration.
It was then decided that Adriana should
go to New York on the following Monday; and Miss Alida
went cheerfully away with the promise. “I
hope to have Antony to meet you,” she said, as
they parted, “for I shall write to him this
very night.” And then turning to Peter
she added, “I look forward with great delight
to this new experience; for I have a large maternal
instinct, and I intend to make myself believe that
I have a son and daughter to settle in life.”
“I hope that your intention
will bring you nothing but pleasure, and that it will
end well.”
“I know not, Cousin Peter.”
Her face became thoughtful, and she added, with some
seriousness:
“The thing we intend is sure
to bring with it lots of things we did not intend,
and often of far superior importance; but -”
“Our times are always in His
hand. We do not shape our own destiny, cousin.”
“Oh, indeed! I should like
to dispute that point with you; but the train is no
respecter of persons, so we must let its settlement
wait on our convenience.”
With these words she waved an adieu
to Adriana, and Peter drove her away. Then Adriana
sat down to try to realize the change that had so
suddenly come over her circumstances. Her first
thought was the glad one that she had voluntarily
made her father happy before this invitation came.
How mean she would have felt if she had not done so!
He might then have been pleased to get rid of her sad
face and melancholy ways; and she could not have written
to him about her pleasures in New York. She would
have been ashamed to do so. And on many other
accounts, she understood at this hour that unselfishness
pays no one so well as it pays those who practice it.
It was Friday afternoon, and the interval
was full of pleasant talk and anticipations; though
naturally on the Sabbath the tone of both was subdued
to the day and its holy observances. In the bare
old Dutch Reformed Church, Adriana was an object of
interest to the maidens worshipping there; almost
as much so as if she were going to be married.
A strange destiny had fallen upon this girl, who had
been their playmate and schoolmate, and they could
not help wondering what quality she possessed capable
of attracting to her so much good fortune. She
was pretty, but then they also were pretty; some of
them lived in larger and finer homes than Adriana’s;
and as for her plain tweed gowns, they thought their
own styles far superior.
“It must have been something
she learned at college,” said one speculative
girl, in their future discussion of this subject.
“No,” said another, “it is the Dutch
in her. Mother says the Van Hoosens have always
stuck together. There never was a poor one among
them, or, if there was, they all helped him until
he could stand on his feet and fight his own battle.”
And certainly Alida Van Hoosen’s
interest in Antony and Adriana-only very
distant relatives-seemed to warrant this
explanation. For a good family tree has far-spreading
branches and roots, and the crown of leaves on the
topmost branch, and the tiniest fibre that offshoots
from the trunk, are part and parcel of the same life.
And no other tree is just like it. Now, Alida
Van Hoosen was one of those women who ripen well and
improve by keeping-a much sweeter woman
at sixty than she had been at forty; for though age
turns a frivolous nature into a hard one, it makes
a serious woman tender and tolerant and humanly sympathetic.
And Miss Alida, having wearied her capacity for travel
and change, was fortunately in need of a living object
on which to bestow her time and her affections.
So that the unlooked-for appearance of Antony, and
the handsome appearance of Adriana, allied with circumstances
so singularly fitting into her love of race and family,
supplied her with an interest promising to be both
sufficiently active and sufficiently lasting.
“Here am I,” she said
to herself, “provided by my good fortune with
two sons and two daughters, just at their most interesting
age; all their childish tempers and troubles over,
their education finished, and their love affairs pleasantly
tangled up. I am grateful to Peter Van Hoosen
and Henry Filmer for finding me a vocation so suitable
for my age and my position as the good genius of the
Van Hoosens.” And with this pleasant idea
underlying all her other ideas, she awaited the arrival
of Adriana.
Monday morning proved to be fine and
frostily exhilarating; and Peter took his daughter
to the train in a cheerful mood. He knew better
than to offer her advice about a life of which he
was entirely ignorant; besides, he had faith in Adriana’s
religious nature and clear judgment; and he felt it
to be sufficient as he held her hand at parting to
say: “Be a good girl, Yanna, ’unspotted
from the world’-you know what that
means, my dear. And try to do something for Antony.”
She smiled assent to both commissions,
and with this comfort at heart, Peter drove leisurely
home, and began to settle his life to its new order.
He was resolved to work more in his barn and his greenhouse,
and to begin writing a little book, which he had long
contemplated, upon the culture of bulbs. On the
whole, he was sure he could manage to enjoy his solitary
life very well; for love destroys all egotisms; it
can be happy in the happiness of others.
Antony was the first person Adriana
saw when she reached New York. He had come with
the carriage to meet his sister, and he was smiling
a welcome to her, before he had any opportunity to
speak it. “What do you think?” he
said to Yanna, as soon as they were together.
“Cousin Alida sent for me on Saturday, and when
I answered her note, she entreated me to be her guest
during this winter. She told me she expected
you to-day, and that a gentleman in the house was necessary
for comfort and safety-and respectability.
She pretended to be afraid of burglars and servants,
and made out such a hard condition for herself and
you that I finally consented to accept her invitation.
But I am afraid I have done a very foolish thing.”
“Indeed, you have not, Antony.
You are looking pale and ill; certainly you want some
one to care for you. What is the matter, dear
brother?”
“Nothing.”
“Do you mean Rose Filmer, when you say ’nothing’?”
“Far from it. Rose is everything.”
“You love Rose so much?
Tell me about it, Antony. It will do you good.”
“I love Rose so much, Yanna, that I only live
to love her.”
“Well, then, you will soon meet
her often, and under very favorable conditions.
She will be sure to visit me, and in the quiet of Cousin
Alida’s house you may influence her when you
could not do so in a crowd.”
“I have thought of that.
And, oh, Yanna! you must help me to keep my Rose sweet
and pure. She has so many temptations; she is
so weak, and you are so strong. Surely you will
help me to help Rose!”
“With all my heart. Miss Alida told me -”
“Do not mind what you are told-the
dear girl is in danger, and I love her all the more.
Oh, Yanna, the love has got into my soul, and whatever
Rose is, or whatever she does, cannot affect it.
Deep down, below all the folly and cruelty she is
sometimes guilty of, she loves me. Do I mind,
then, the accidentals of her position? Not
at all. Her heart is mine. Some day she
will find that out. I am not to be discouraged
by pouts or tempers-no, nor yet by graver
faults.”
And Yanna felt at once that there
was no reasoning with a love like this. Also,
it had her most living sympathy. Just in this
unreasonable way, she would fain have been loved herself.
She looked with admiration on the man capable of it.
As he talked of Rose, of her beauty, her sweetness,
her facile temper responding to every breath of opinion,
to every whim and wish, he talked with an astonishing
eloquence; for the highest poetry is struck from the
eternal strings of the human heart, and every word
Antony said came thrilling from them. It was
evident that he had learned this eloquence in the school
of pain; Yanna could see through his shy, sensitive,
uncomplaining manner that he had suffered, and was
still suffering from the conditions he described so
graphically.
“We are at home,” he said
at length. “And, oh, Yanna! it has done
me so much good to speak to you. I have never
said a word to any one before. I felt this morning
as if my heart must break.”
“Come to me with every fresh
joy or sorrow, Antony. What is a sister for?
See, there is cousin at the door!”
“Welcome, children!” was
Miss Alida’s cheerful greeting. “Was
the train late? I expected you an hour ago.
In fact, I have been looking for you, Adriana, ever
since last Friday. Come, I will show you your
room. I am sure you have a headache, they heat
those cars so ferociously. Did Antony attend
to your trunks? Is it not a charming day?
And after lunch we will go out and do some shopping.
There is always shopping to do-that is
the one interest never lacking. How is Cousin
Peter? Did he fret at parting with you?”
So she talked, as she stirred the fire, and pointed
out the comforts of the apartment ere she left her
guest to rest and refresh herself.
When the door closed, Adriana sat
down with her hat in her hand, and looked around her.
The house was large, lofty and furnished with all
the splendid taste of the present era; and its atmosphere
was singularly quiet and cheerful. It gave her
that sense of contentment which comes from satisfied
ideals; and she wondered vaguely at the chain of circumstances
which had brought Antony and herself under Madame
Zabriski’s roof. Antony in no way appeared
out of his place; and yet culture, in its educational
sense, had done nothing for him. But he possessed
naturally that serene, self-contained, courteous manner
which is the essence of good breeding; and in outward
aspects he had been wise enough not to trust his own
judgment, but to wear what his tailor decreed.
Antony, therefore, was well-dressed, calm and leisurely;
the latter excellent society trait having been acquired
to perfection in the long, hot days of ranching life,
when lounging was the only thing possible, and a very
little exertion went a very long way.
As for herself, Adriana had no fears.
She anticipated no social contingency to which she
would not be equal; and she found in her relationship
to her hostess all the surety she needed for her position.
But she did consider the propriety of rich costumes
in rooms so magnificent, and admit that Miss Alida’s
proposition concerning shopping was a necessary one.
So the time went swiftly by, as she noted down her
own ideas on the subject; for in spite of all her
efforts, her mind would wander. She thought of
Harry, she thought of Rose, and she wondered how and
when they would meet. So before she had completed
her list, the lunch bell rang; and she saw Antony at
the foot of the stairs waiting for her. He looked
at her with proud satisfaction, and slipping a piece
of paper into her hand said: “You will
want lots of fine things, Yanna; you must let me get
some of them for you.”
When they entered the dining-room
there was an old gentleman present-a fiery
professor of some kind, who was sipping his bouillon,
and contradicting Miss Alida with an apparently equal
satisfaction. She seemed to be enjoying his unconventional
manner. “Professor,” she was saying
as they entered, “you seize every opportunity
to lecture the universe. Will you regard my adopted
children? They are Mr. Antony and Miss Adriana
Van Hoosen-cousins, sir, and a little more
than cousinly.” He bowed to the young people,
smiled, nodded, and then said brusquely to Miss Alida:
“Dutch, too, I perceive.”
“Pure Dutch, Professor.
Look at them. They may be descendants of John
de Bakker, or of Madame Wendelmost Klaas; or they may
be of the same blood as the Cromelins, Laboucheres,
and Van Overzees, for aught even your wisdom can tell.
For the race is pure on their side.”
“And all is race. There
is no other truth; because it includes all others.
I admire the Dutch, madame; and I am lost in wonder
when I consider Holland.”
“You may well be that, Professor,”
cried Miss Alida, as she lifted daintily for him a
Joseph-portion of the tempting salad, “for the
sublime thing about Hollanders is that they have created
a country for themselves. If you had ever stood
on the town house of Leyden -”
“I have stood there.”
“And what did you see?”
“I saw streets, where there
was once the open sea. I saw cornfields, where
fish had once been caught. I saw an orchard, where
there had once been an oyster-bed. I saw a fair
province, covered with a web of silvery waters.”
“And yet they say that Dutchmen
are prosaic and phlegmatic! Holland is in itself
a poem!”
“Yes,” said Adriana, “for
some poet must have seen beneath the salt waves the
land flowing with milk and bristling with barley.”
“And then,” added Miss
Alida, all aglow with enthusiasm-“and
then came the heroes! and they dived into the turbid
waters and brought the vision to the light of day.”
“Very good!” said the
Professor; “but what I like about the Hollanders
is their religion. Holland was nothing till all
of a sudden the Gospel made it sublime. The Hollanders
knew the worth of their souls. In their politics,
they thought of eternity-a thing statesmen
do not usually take into account; and seeking first
the kingdom of heaven, they struck such bold strokes
for freedom as would make common heroes falter.”
“Yes,” answered Miss Alida,
“the Dutch are a religious people, but they
have always hated religious rituals. You could
not get Antony and Adriana Van Hoosen, after all their
American generations, to take an interest in church
millinery and such trivialities.”
“Race! race! my dear madam.
The Dutch do not comprehend the truths hidden in symbols-that
is all.”
“But why,” asked Antony,
“should we have symbols when we may have realities?”
“Why? why? Always why!
I think I will write a grand treatise on the Martyrs
and Heroes of Holland.”
“Better, then, begin at once.
Miss Witsus contemplates just such a book. She
tells me that she is certain she can write it.”
“Let her cherish the simple
faith to the latest day of her life. Do not encourage
her in any audacious attempts to reduce it to practice.
She will only lose a pleasant illusion. For my
part, I spoke presumptuously, and I most humbly repent
it.”
“Let us change the subject.
How do you feel about the elections, Professor?”
asked Antony.
“I take them as I take the weather,
or any other matter beyond my control.”
“The principles of Democracy -”
“Oh, sir!” interrupted
the Professor, “the principles are all right;
the trouble is in reducing them to practice, for Democracy
degrades statesmen into politicians.”
“The trouble is,” said
Miss Alida, laughing, “we want more Dutchmen
in office. They have some fixed ideas about religion
and politics, and they stick to them like grim death.”
“Dutch again!”
“Yes, sir. And I may tell
you that I am thinking of founding a Woman’s
Holland Society. Have you any idea of the wealth
and intelligence united in the Men’s Holland
Society of New York City? Do you know how they
honor their noble fatherland? They eat, and drink,
and make merry; or they interest themselves in preserving
a few old relics. But if the Dutch women form
a Holland Society, the Dutch men may prepare to give,
and to do, or else to take a lower place. The
Dutch Women’s Holland Society will found schools
and orphanages, and look after the sick and the stranger
within our gates. They will encourage Dutch talent
and Dutch cleanliness; and stand up for the plain,
primitive religion.”
“My dear madam! Has the millennium indeed
arrived?”
“There is something in the idea, however, Professor?”
“Yes; but we must leave it for
future discussion. I have a dear friend waiting
for me in your outer vestibule.”
“A dear friend of yours!
And waiting for you in the outer vestibule! Why
did you not bring him in? You must have known
that he would be welcome.”
“My friend is my dog Sultan;
a noble mastiff, a thorough gentleman, a Republican
and Protectionist of the proper sort. He allows
no strange dogs to prowl about the place, and grub
up his buried bones. Cats, in his eyes, are unfit
to cumber the earth. Cows and other dogs he does
not permit even to look over the fence. A dog
of worth; and when I come again, I will introduce
him to you; but for the present-adieu!”
They sat still a little to praise
the Professor, and then the ladies prepared for their
afternoon shopping. They were full of anticipation,
and Adriana was radiant with those pleasant hopes that
only stir the heart of youth. Among the silks
and laces, the gowns and cloaks and trimmings, they
had some happy calculations; and when they left Arnold
& Constable’s, it was already dusk and cold.
They passed out of the store quickly, Yanna looking
straight before her, and having her muff raised slightly
towards her face. So neither of them saw the young
man who bent eagerly forward from a passing hansom,
and looked at them with amazement, and yet with an
intense interest.
It was Harry Filmer on his way home;
and if the driver had not known his home, he would
certainly have passed it, so astonished was he at
what he had seen, and so lost in speculation as to
how such a thing could be.
“Whom do you think I met driving
with Madame Zabriski this evening as I came home?”
he said to his mother and Rose, as soon as an opportunity
offered.
“Madame Zabriski’s friends
are called legion,” answered Mrs. Filmer; “but
I am sure we know no one who is on driving terms with
the proud old woman.”
“Nevertheless, it was a great
friend of yours, Rose-in fact, it was Yanna
Van Hoosen.”
Mrs. Filmer turned round and looked
at her son with scornful incredulity. “The
thing is absurd!” she said. “You have
been mistaken. Miss Van Hoosen has quite a common
face.”
“It was Yanna,” persisted
Harry, sulkily. “I should think I know
Yanna when I see her. I have good reason to do
so. Her face was clear as light against the winter
gloom. I can tell you, it gave me a shock.”
“In the Zabriski carriage?
I cannot understand it. Was Madame Zabriski with
her?”
“I have never seen Madame Zabriski
except at the opera. Women look different in
their carriage wraps.”
“I am almost certain that I
heard, or I read, that she had gone with a party to
Florida. You are sure it was Miss Van Hoosen?”
“Positive.”
“Then,” said Rose, “I
think Yanna is acting very strangely. Why has
she not written to me? I sent her a long letter
last week, and she has not answered it. However,
I shall probably see her brother this evening, and
he will tell me whatever there is to tell.”
Thus it happened that Antony received
a smiling invitation that night into the Filmers’
opera box; and that he was translated into the seventh
circle of delight by Rose’s amiability and preference.
To other visitors she was delightfully cordial, but
she kept Antony at her side, and treated him with
a familiar confidence she gave to no one else.
Even Mrs. Filmer was more polite. She had noticed
between Antony and her daughter a very intimate and
apparently interesting conversation, and she perceived
that Rose was much impressed by its tenor; and that
she treated her lover with an unusual consideration.
It was therefore likely that something strange had
occurred; and she wisely accommodated herself to the
mood it had induced.
But there was no conversation on the
subject until they were at home. Then Mrs. Filmer,
in her dressing-gown and slippers, went to Rose’s
room to receive her confidence. The girl was sitting
half-undressed before the fire, with a soft, happy
expression on her face. She sighed and smiled
when her mother entered, and then began to uncoil her
hair, and to spread it loose over the back of the
chair on which she sat.
“It is too long, Rose,”
said Mrs. Filmer, passing the shining locks through
her fingers. “You ought to have it cut a
little.”
“So many things ought to be
done that are neglected. You came to hear about
Yanna, eh, mamma?”
“What did Mr. Van Hoosen say?”
“Yanna and he are both staying
with their cousin, Miss Alida Van Hoosen-you
know papa sold her some land in Woodsome last summer.
Miss Van Hoosen has rented the Zabriski house, with
all its belongings, servants, carriages, opera box,
etc.”
“Now I begin to understand.
This Miss Van Hoosen and Madame Zabriski have been
friends since their school days. They are together
every winter; and every one thinks it necessary to
speak of their ’lovely friendship,’ and
so on. And so she is a relative of the girl you
know? Why did you not tell me this before?”
“They are only cousins-distant
cousins-and Yanna never said much about
her. We often passed her house when we were driving;
and if we saw her at the window, or in the garden,
we bowed to her. She appeared to be a very good-tempered
old lady, and she must be so, for she has invited
Yanna and her brother to stay with her until Easter.”
“Well! Wonders never cease!
It may, however, be a good thing for you, Rose.
This lady must know many of the Zabriski set; and she
will doubtless give some entertainments to her cousins.
And somehow you are not popular with our own acquaintances,
so that it would be a little triumph for you to step
up from among them. I should go and see your
friend in the morning.”
“I intend to do so. I promised
her brother I would be there early. He said he
was sure that Yanna had written to me.”
Then she rose, laid down the hairpins
she had been idly fingering, and going to a closet,
took out of it a bottle and a small wine glass.
Mrs. Filmer instantly arrested her hand. “What
are you doing, Rose?” she asked, angrily.
“You took enough wine before coming upstairs.
Do you know that Harry said to me yesterday, ’Rose
takes too much wine for a young girl; she will spoil
her complexion.’”
“Tell Harry to mind his own
complexion. I really have a pain-an
indigestion, mamma. I always suffer from it when
I eat a lobster salad, and I foolishly ate one to-night.
I am only going to take a teaspoonful as medicine.”
“Why, Rose! My God!
Rose, it is brandy! Give the bottle to me at once!
What do you mean? Are you mad?”
“Not at all. I am only tired to death,
and not well.”
Mrs. Filmer had the bottle in her
hand, and she sat down with it, and began to cry hysterically.
The fear, the doubt, that had been for some time couchant,
hushed, hidden, had suddenly sprung like a wild beast
at her heart. She felt as if she must choke, but
in the midst of her anguish, she clung to the bottle
with the desperation of a mother who holds back death
from her child.
For some minutes Rose stood watching
her, not affected by the grief she witnessed; only
conscious of an indifference she could not master,
and whose foundation was anger and annoyance.
But when her mother had sobbed her passion of grief
away, and lay white, still and exhausted in her chair,
Rose went to her side, and kissed the tears off her
cheeks, and said with an accent of deep injury:
“Mamma, dear mamma! You
are making your head ache for nothing at all.
Every one of the girls I know take a teaspoonful of
brandy now and then, when they are tired and sick.
Harry does the same thing very often. Why should
he blame me? And then for you to act as
if I had committed some dreadful crime! It is
too bad! You might have faith in your daughter.
No wonder so many people treat me shyly, when you come
to my room to insult me. Oh, mamma, it is too
cruel! It is too cruel! It is, indeed!”
Then mother and daughter wept together,
and things were said between them far too sacred to
be put into words-confessions, that had
no articulate form; promises, that were never to be
broken; sympathy, alliance, love invincible, hoping
all things, believing all things! And when at
length “good-night” was kissed, not spoken,
there was an air of solemnity on Mrs. Filmer’s
face that the world had never seen there, not even
in church; and Rose was white as a lily, and her fair
head drooped, and her heart was heavy, though not quite
uncomforted. Long after her mother had gone away,
the girl sat quiet as a stone, half-undressed, with
sleep far from her eyes and her conscience wide awake;
and it was not until the clock of a neighboring church
struck three that she roused herself and began to
finish her preparations for sleep.
“It is so hard to be good, and
yet I do so long to be good!” she muttered;
and then, because it had been her life-long custom,
she fell upon her knees and clasped her hands; and
a sacred fear suddenly encompassed her, and she was
quite silent. Nevertheless, the struggling soul-sleepless
and foreseeing-cried out to the All-Merciful;
and so, though she knew it not, she prayed.