Miss Alida might well congratulate
herself on the interesting entanglements which she
had voluntarily brought into her own placid life.
Day by day, they grew into her heart, and gave that
human zest to her employments and amusements, that
their mere forms could never have done. A ball-room
in which Rose was to watch, and Antony was to advise
or sympathize with, was something more than a space
for dancing. In the theatre or opera, there was
a personal drama under her observation, in which she
played no subordinate part; and even at her own fireside
and table, she found that in many ways she could direct
and advise and control events, to the end she thought
most desirable.
For she had definitely made up her
mind that the marriage of Rose to Antony would be
the girl’s salvation; and she was resolved to
accomplish it. That Mrs. Filmer actively, and
Mr. Filmer mildly, disapproved the union only filliped
her design onward to its completion. She believed
Emma Filmer’s affections to have “undergone
the world” and become dead to all but worldly
considerations of position and money. And as
for Henry Filmer’s opinions on any living question,
she thought it might be as profitable to consult a
mediaeval ghost. In both of these conclusions
she was wrong; but it would have been very difficult
to have convinced her of her error.
Adriana’s affairs in some respects
gave her less trouble. Adriana felt no special
interest in any of the gentlemen inclined to feel a
special interest in her. Only to Professor Snowdon
did she show herself in that sweet home abandon which
was her great charm; to all others, she was grave,
tideless-blooded, calm and cool. The ordinary
young man was a little uncomfortable in her presence.
She had none of the ready platitudes which were the
current coin of his conversation; and in the spaciousness
of her nature, he got bewildered and lost.
This attitude was a trifle provoking
sometimes. “You are too large-minded, Adriana,”
said Miss Alida to her one morning, as they sat talking.
“That comes of measuring yourself by Cousin Peter
all the time. But though it is right that old
people should think for themselves, youth ought to
be conventional. What harm is there in dancing?
And why can you not go to the Filmers’ dance?”
“There is not, perhaps, any
harm in the act of dancing; but father says no one
can dance and think at the same time, and that way
mischief lies. When you dance, your brains are
in your toes, and you let consideration slip.
You are at the mercy of your emotions also; and that
is a kind of thing to rot the moral fibre. I quote
father, and you need not hold up your hands at my
‘consideration.’ As for going to
Mrs. Filmer’s, I have a personal reluctance to
do so. She practically bowed me out of her house
not so long ago.”
“But Rose did not know it.
And Emma Filmer is a woman of the world, and appreciates
people according to the company they keep. As
far as I have known her, she periodically deserts
her old friends for more eligible new ones. She
thought she had done with you, and she wished to be
done with you, because you interfered with Harry.”
“So, then, if I go to Rose’s
dance, she will be sure I have done so for an opportunity
to interfere with Harry once more.”
“Then go for that very purpose.
I would. I am provoked to death with the young
man. He has refused all my invitations-very
sorry to do so-but-”
“But he did not want to come.
He evidently does not care to meet me again.
It is very humiliating.”
“He fears to meet you
again. And I think, Yanna, you made him drink
a very humble cup. Men do not readily forgive
such wounds to their self-esteem.”
“Harry has disappointed me. I hear nothing
good of him.”
“I wouldn’t quite believe
all Rose said on that subject. It is true that
he is running a fast rig with a lot of gilded goslings,
whose money came from industrious, economical ancestors.
And it is also true that Harry has but a small inherited
income, and must depend largely upon the results of
his transactions in Wall Street; and that, therefore,
he is simply going to poverty in very swagger company.
But nothing else will cure him of his folly; not his
father’s advice, nor his mother’s tears,
nor love, nor honor, nor any good thing. Only
poverty cures extravagance. Some day he will doubtless
be sorry enough. Harry’s great want in
life is a friend who will make him do what he can
do.”
“It is a want we all share.”
“Then be a friend, and make me do what I can
do.”
“You can do the thing you sketched
out for yourself and others to Professor Snowdon.
Bring together all the pure Dutch gentlewomen you
know. Then begin your benevolent Holland Society.
You are a fine organizer, and excel in setting every
one around you either to work or play.”
“Now, Yanna, it is my turn.
Your duty is to forgive Emma Filmer, and to do good
to her just because she did evil to you-which
is a nice way of saying, go to the Filmer ball, and
be as lovely to Harry as possible.”
“You know father does not like
me to go to dances; and Mrs. Filmer will not understand
my presence in the light you put it. She does
not think I have been badly used, and she would not
consider my being ‘lovely to Harry’ a
kindness. I would rather talk no more on that
subject.”
“Very well.” Miss
Alida said the words with an air of disappointment,
and then walked to the window to recover herself.
In a few minutes she turned round, and said pleasantly:
“What will you do with your afternoon, Adriana?”
“I thought of going to see sister
Augusta. I have not been near her for nearly
two weeks. Antony spoke of one of the children
being unwell.”
“Would you like me to drive
you there? I can do so as I go for Mrs. Daly.”
“No, cousin. Augusta would
think I was putting on airs, and would scold me for
it. I will take the cars or walk.”
“Give my remembrance to her,
and ask if she will join our society.”
In half-an-hour Adriana was ready
for her visit, and Miss Alida watched her going down
the avenue, walking swiftly and erect, with her head
well up, and her neatly-folded umbrella in her hand.
The afternoon was bright and pleasant, warm for the
season, and Adriana was much exhilarated by the walk,
when she reached her destination. It was in that
part of Second Avenue which still retains many traces
of its former aristocracy,-a brick house
at the corner of a street leading down to the East
River. The whole first floor of the building
was occupied by her brother-in-law’s grocery,
the dwelling was immediately above it. An air
of definite cleanliness pervaded the stairway to it,
and as soon as she entered the house the prim spotlessness
assailed her like a force; the presence of a wind could
not have been more tangible.
Augusta herself, with her fair, rosy
face, her smoothly braided hair, and her exquisite,
neat dress, might have been the genius of domestic
order. Her whole house had the air of having been
polished from one end to the other; and the table-cloth
in which Augusta was darning “a thin place”
was whiter than snow, and ironed as if for a palace.
She kissed Adriana with affection, but also with that
air of superiority which her position as an eldest
sister gave her. Then they sat down and talked
over their home affairs-of the brothers
in Florida, who were doing so well, of their sister
Gertrude, who had bad health, of Antony, of their
father, and of John Van Nostrand’s election to
the Assembly. In a little while, the children
came in from school-six rosy, orderly boys
and girls, who knew better than to bring in a speck
of dust, or to move a chair one inch out of its proper
place.
The eldest girl soon began to lay
a table with the utmost neatness and despatch, and
the eldest boy having said a short grace, all sat
quietly down and waited for their portions. Then
Augusta put aside her sewing, and standing among her
children, cut them beef and bread, and poured into
the christening cups of each child its measure of milk;
while they talked gaily to her of their lessons and
their play. One little girl showed her the medal
on her breast, and received a smile and pat on her
curly head for the honor; and a little lad of ten years
old shyly exhibited a tear in his jacket, which he
had got in a fight about his skates. The mother
heard what he had to say, and looked gravely at him.
“Did you whip Gustav Bok for changing your skates?”
she asked. “Not to-day, mother; but I will
whip him to-morrow.” “After that
I will mend your coat,” she answered. “You
must, of course, punish him, Adrian.” The
little dialogue was a matter only for Adrian and his
mother, the other children took no part in it.
The whole scene was one of unconscious beauty, and
Adriana thought she had never beheld anything fairer
than Augusta among her children, with the loaf of
bread or the pitcher of milk in her hands. So
confidently were the little faces lifted to her; while
her countenance-large, fair, and benignant-looked
a blessing into each.
Suddenly, as Adriana watched her,
she remembered her cousin’s message, and gave
it. Augusta listened to the proposed plan of the
new society with patience, but without a shadow of
interest; and when Adriana ceased speaking, she waved
her hands slightly, and answered:
“You see for yourself.
I have my children, and my house, and my good John
Van Nostrand to look after. With my cleaning,
and my baking, and my sewing, and my cooking, these
hands are full. Shall I neglect one duty, which
is my own duty, to do another duty I know not who for?
No. I will not do that. It is very well
for Miss Van Hoosen, who has no duties such as I have,
to look after the poor Dutch women and children, and
the stranger Dutch who come here and who have no friends.
I say it is right for Miss Van Hoosen, and for you
also, Adriana, if you are not going to marry yourself
to some good man. What for do you not marry yourself?”
“Good men are now scarce, Augusta.”
“It is now, as it ever was,
and always will be; good and bad men, and good and
bad women, and as many good as bad. In our family,
it is so, is it not? Theodore got himself a very
good wife, and I have got myself a very good husband.”
“But what of Gertrude?”
“Gertrude does very well.
She does not see more faults than she can help.
Wives should remember they have eyelids as well as
eyes.”
“Is Gertrude’s husband kind to her?”
“Can I know? If Gertrude
has picked up a crooked stick, she does not go about
telling everybody so.”
“Then there is brother George.
He is making money, but you can tell from his letters
that he is not happy with his wife.”
“I am not sorry for George,”
answered Augusta. “When you were at college,
George came here, and he told my John about his wife.
He thought she had money, and she thought he had money,
and both of them were mistaken; so-as my
John said to me-when the rag doll and the
stuffed elephant got married, they found each other
out. But John and I married for love; and so
must you marry, Adriana.”
“There is so much trouble in
any marriage, Augusta.” And Augusta again
waved her hands over her boys and girls, and answered
with unspeakable pride: “There are the
children! Husbands you must take your chance
with; but the little children! You make of them
what you will.”
“Then you will not join Cousin Alida’s
club?”
“I will not. John has three
clubs; and the money is spent, and the time is spent,
and who is the better for it? I have my own club
with my boys and girls; and for them, all I can do
is too little.”
As soon as the short winter afternoon
began to close in, Adriana bade her sister “good-bye,”
and turned westward. She took the quietest streets,
and felt a little thrill of vague wonder and fear,
as she puzzled her way through Gramercy Park and Madison
Square to Fifth Avenue. There she encountered
life and bustle, and the confusion of many vehicles
of many kinds going northward. As she waited for
an opportunity to cross the street, some one came
to her side; some one said:
“Yanna! Dear Yanna!”
“Harry!”
The recognition was instant; they
met before they knew it, in each other’s eyes;
hand slipped into hand, and almost unconsciously Harry
led her across the street. Then he leaned towards
her and whispered:
“At last, dear Yanna! At last!”
“But why not before, Harry? It is your
fault.”
“Ah, I have been so weak!
I have been so wicked, Yanna. Pass it by without
a word. No words can explain or justify me.
I have nothing to trust to but your gentleness and
love. Do you yet love me?”
She looked at him, and he understood
the light on her face, and the heavenly smile on her
lips. It grew dark, but they knew it not; it
grew cold, but they felt it not; the busy thoroughfare
became empty and still, but they were aware of nothing
but the song in their hearts. What they said
to each other they could not afterwards remember at
all. In the delicious, stumbling patois of love,
so much was said, and so much understood that was
beyond their power to reduce to mere syllables.
Only, when at last they parted, a great weight had
been rolled from each heart.
For Harry had spoken freely, as soon
as he found Yanna willing to listen. All his
burdens and temptations, his remorses, his resolutions,
and his inevitable slips again and again into sensual
mire were confessed; and in spite of all, he had been
made to feel that life still had the lustre of divine
dignity around it, and of divine duty before it.
He left Adriana full of hope, and she stood a minute
at the door to listen to the clear ring of his steps
on the pavement; for steps are words, and Harry’s
steps were those of a man who has been turned into
the right road, confident and purposeful.
Then she ran lightly to her own room.
She stood quiet there, with clasped hands and radiant
face, and told herself in so many audible words:
“He loves me yet! He loves me yet!
Oh, fluttering heart, be still! Be still!”
And constantly, as she bathed her face and dressed
her hair and put on her evening gown, she chided herself
as tenderly as a mother the restless babe she loves,
saying softly, “Be still! Be still!”
And she was lovelier that night than she had been for
a long time, for since her parting with Harry at Woodsome,
her life had been out of harmony; but now heart and
life were in tune, and she could live melodious days
once more.
After leaving Adriana, Harry walked
rapidly towards his home. He did not think of
calling a cab; there was a necessity for motion in
his condition, and walking is the natural tranquillizer
of mental agitation. He had not gone far before
he met Antony Van Hoosen. Now, the young men
were still warm friends, though the exigencies of
society had kept them more apart than at first seemed
necessary. But Harry affected a set of young
men outside of Antony’s toleration; and their
social engagements very rarely brought them together.
At this hour, however, Harry was particularly delighted
to meet Antony, and as they were in the neighborhood
of a good hotel, he urged him to enter.
“Let us dine together, Antony,”
he said. “I want to tell you something
particularly good-for me. I have just
left Yanna.”
Antony heard him with singular indifference.
“Harry,” he answered, “I will go
with you, for indeed I have something particular to
tell you. I wish I could say it was good, but
it is not.”
“Then do not tell me anything
about it, Antony. I am so happy to-night.”
“But I ought to tell you. It relates to
your sister.”
Harry was instantly speechless.
“Will you come back with me
to Miss Van Hoosen’s? We can reach my room
without disturbing the ladies.”
“No. If you are not cold,
we will walk here. What have you to tell me about
Rose?”
“You know that I love her?”
“I have known that a long time.”
“Well, every man loves in his
own way; and mine is a way you may not understand.
However, I cannot live if Rose is long out of my sight;
and so I have seen some things-Oh, dear
Harry! need I tell you?”
Harry shook his head, and was gloomily silent.
“I saw Rose go into Delmonico’s
this afternoon, after the matinee. There was
a person with her who has often been with her lately-that
is, when Rose is without Mrs. Filmer’s company.”
“Who is he?”
“I do not know him. I have
not liked to ask any questions about him. He
is tall, with a supple, languid figure. He has
the face of a fallen angel, handsome and wicked.
I have noticed his eyes particularly, because, though
he is dark as a Mexican, the eyes are a calm frosty
blue-cold and cruel.”
“I know whom you mean.
His name is Duval. So Rose was with him to-day?”
“You see what a position this
confidence places me in-an informer against
the girl I would die for. But I do not speak without
good reason. I followed them into the restaurant.
They had a bottle of champagne; then this scoundrel
rang for another, though it was evident Rose had already
taken quite enough.”
“Well, Antony? Speak out, man.”
“I went up, then, to Rose.
I said, ’Miss Filmer, I am sent for you.
You must return at once. There is no time to lose.’”
“Well?”
“She trembled, and asked:
’Is my father ill? Has anything happened
to Harry? What is the matter, Mr. Van Hoosen?’
And I said, ’You had better hasten home, Miss
Filmer.’”
“What did Duval say?”
“He bowed and palavered, and
got out of the way as quickly as possible. Poor
little Rose was sick and white with fear; he understood
my meaning well enough. I left Rose at her own
door. I did not wish to explain to Mrs. Filmer
then. But I must speak to you, Harry, for Rose
is in danger. I love her, and will devote my life
to her welfare. She loves me, though she will
not trust her heart when it tells her so. To-morrow
I am going to see your father and mother, and make
an offer for your sister’s hand. But I
find it impossible to point out the danger in which
this dear little Rose lives. Yet they should know
it, for, oh, Harry! her salvation may depend upon
their knowledge, and their willingness that she may
be taken out of temptation.”
“Can you do this?”
“I can.”
“Will you do it?”
“I will. I shall live for her, and her
alone.”
“Pardon me, Antony, if I suggest
that cash may have a great deal to do with this proposal.”
“I am rich. I shall spend
all I have to save her. I shall take her to Europe
for a year. All that love and money can do to
make her strong shall be done.”
Then Harry let his hand seek Antony’s
hand, and they understood each other, without words.
But Harry was very unhappy and also very angry.
His betrothal to Adriana had been interfered with because
it was supposed to be inimical to the social interests
of his sister; and now the joy of his reconciliation
to his love was shadowed by Rose’s misconduct.
Yet he felt that some steps must be taken at once to
prevent the evils which would certainly result from
her selfish weakness, if it were unchecked. For,
after all, the sin resolved itself into the black
one of selfishness; Rose was determined to have the
pleasure she desired, though she should tear it through,
the hearts of all who loved her, though it should
bring her personally only misery and shame.
Such thoughts were natural enough
to Harry, and they irritated as well as wounded him.
It scarcely needed his mother’s look of reproach
and querulous question as to “why he had forgotten
the dinner hour,” to make him speak the truth,
with almost brutal frankness.
“Where is father?” he asked, impatiently.
“Your father has been all day
hard at work in the Astor Library. He came home
perfectly worn out, and had his dinner served in his
study. He did not feel able to dress for the
table to-night.”
“It is perfectly absurd.
Father has some duties to his family, I think.
For instance, if he would remember he had a daughter.
Where is Rose?”
“Rose is with that angelic young
person, Miss Van Hoosen. And it is not your place
to call your father ‘absurd.’ Some
day, you will be proud of him.”
“My dear mother, Rose is not with Yanna.”
“Yanna! Rose told me
that she was going to the matinee with Miss Van Hoosen.
I suppose she is spending the evening with her also.”
“Rose is at home. She was
brought home by Antony Van Hoosen, in a cab.
He took her from that fellow Duval. They were
taking wine together in a restaurant. Now do
you understand?” He spoke with gathering passion,
and Mrs. Filmer looked frightened and anxious, but
she answered scornfully:
“No, I do not. You must
speak more plainly. Is Rose sick? Is she
hurt? Why should Mr. Van Hoosen interfere with
Miss Filmer?”
“Mother, go and ask Rose ‘why.’
I cannot say what I intended to say. I shall
go to father; perhaps I can talk to him, if he will
listen to me.”
Mr. Filmer was surrounded by slips
of paper which he was arranging with so much absorbing
interest that he did not at once look up. But
as Harry remained standing before him, he said fretfully:
“I have to arrange these data while the facts
are fresh in my mind. What do you want, Harry?”
“I want to tell you about Rose,
sir. You must put down your data and listen to
me. It is the most important duty you have.”
Then the attitude of the elder gentleman
changed as quickly as a flash of light. He cast
the slips of paper upon the table; his thoughtful
countenance became alert; he turned round, faced his
son, and asked, sharply: “What do you want
to say about your sister?”
Then it was as if some seal had been
taken off Harry’s heart and lips. He spoke
from the foundations of his being; he said: “Sir,
my dear sister is on the way to mortal and immortal
ruin; and both you and mother shut your eyes to the
fact. I also have refused to see what others
see. I have said to myself, when mother speaks,
when father speaks, it will be time enough for me
to do my part. Sir, Rose takes too much wine;
she takes it at improper times, and with improper
people. This afternoon Mr. Van Hoosen found her
with that nephew of Folletts-you know the
man.”
“Richard Duval?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Go on, Harry. Tell me
all you know. What had Antony Van Hoosen to do
with the matter?”
“He saw that she was taking
too much. And he loves Rose better than his own
life. So he invented an excuse to get her home.”
Mr. Filmer bit his lips passionately,
and Harry saw that he was disposed to settle his anger
upon the innocent. “Sir,” he said,
“Antony did our family a great kindness.
I met him on the avenue afterwards, and we had a long
conversation. He is coming to see you in the
morning. He is anxious to have the right to watch
over Rose-to protect her -”
“God in heaven! Has not
Rose a father, and mother, and brother?”
“We have hitherto done nothing
to help, or to save, the girl. We have each and
all trusted to the power of social laws and judgments.
Mother and I have certainly suspected, feared, divined
something wrong for a long time; and we have both
acted as if we thought by ignoring the danger we could
destroy it. Antony loves her better than we do.
He is ready to marry her at once. He will take
her to Europe, and watch over her constantly, until
the temptation is dead, and the memory forgotten by
every one.”
“Harry, we do not want a stranger
to do our duty, do we? If Rose is to be taken
away, her father and mother are the proper persons
to go with her.”
“Not in this case, father.
When a man of Antony’s spotless character, good
lineage, and great wealth makes Rose his wife, every
one’s mouth will be shut by the honor done her.
People will recall the old reports only to say, ‘There
must have been a mistake! Rose is so excitable!’
And no one will eventually, in the face of such a fact
as her marriage, trust their own sight or memory about
what they think they have seen or heard. If you
are Rose’s friend, my dear father, listen to
what Antony Van Hoosen says, and make Rose marry him.”
“Make? Who can make a woman
do what she is resolved not to do?”
“Then, let us go back to Woodsome;
there we may be better able to protect Rose from herself
and others.”
“Yes. We can go back to Woodsome.”
“But even that will not be sufficient, sir.”
“Do you think I am unaware of
my duty, Harry? If Mr. Van Hoosen is willing
to devote his life to watching and guarding Rose, what
am I capable of? I, her father! I will leave
my studies; I will put every thought out of mind but
Rose. The Saviour who went out into the wilderness
after the stray lamb shall be my example. All
the other ninety-and-nine interests of life shall
be forgotten, if so I may accomplish this one.”
He rose as he said the words, and stooping to the
table, swept the slips of paper into an open drawer;
and his face, though solemn, was full of light and
purpose.
“We should have spoken plainly
to each other before this hour, Harry,” he said,
“and you were wrong not to have come to me before.
A matter of such vital importance ought not to have
been trusted to the peradventures and influences of
society. We ought to have looked the danger in
the face; we ought to have acknowledged it to each
other, and never suffered the possibility of such
a sorrow and shame to have become even a probable
event.”
“My dear father, it is not surely
too late. I will help you in any way I can.”
And then Mr. Filmer’s eyes met his son’s
eyes, and, oh, how well they understood each other!
“And the way being the way of
duty, Harry,” he answered, “we shall not
miss it; for duty is the commandment exceeding broad.”
At this point Mrs. Filmer entered,
and Harry, after placing her in a chair, left the
room. For a few minutes she sat quiet, looking
into the fire with that apathetic stare which follows
exhausted feeling.
Then Mr. Filmer put his chair beside
hers, and taking her hand, said:
“My dear Emma, we must bear
and fight this trouble together. Harry has told
me all. And I do think, if Mr. Van Hoosen will
marry Rose, it is the very best thing for the dear
girl. He will take her to Europe, into entirely
fresh scenes,-and marriage buries so many
imperfections and offences.”
“Pray, what has Mr. Van Hoosen to do with Rose?”
“He wishes to marry her.
He wishes to have the right to watch over and protect
her.”
“Mr. Van Hoosen marry Rose!
What an idea! Rose is exceedingly angry at him.
She says he interfered with her in the most unwarrantable
manner, and frightened her until she has been quite
sick from the shock.”
“He did well to frighten her.
On that awful road leading down, and down, nothing
but a fright will arrest attention. If Rose will
not put herself in a loving husband’s care,
then we will shut this house and go to Woodsome to-morrow
night.”
“Such nonsense!”
“I say, we will leave New York
to-morrow night for Woodsome, or else we will take
the next steamer for Europe. There are these two
alternatives; these two, and no other.”
“And you will permit your daughter
to marry the son of the mason who built our house?”
“The mason who built our house
is of my own kindred. He is as fine a gentleman
as ever I met. He is honorable and well cultured;
and his son, Harry says-and he knows him
well-is worthy of his father.”
“Nevertheless, Rose will not
marry him. And as for breaking up the house now,
it is not to be thought of. People will say that
we had been compelled to do so, either by Rose’s
misconduct or else by our own poverty. It is
simply ruinous to our social standing to leave the
city now.”
“If Rose is not inclined to
marry Mr. Van Hoosen, we shall leave the city to-morrow
evening. For I do not believe I shall be able
to afford the European alternative. At any rate,
not for a few weeks; and those few weeks we must spend
in Woodsome.”
“You are simply talking, Henry.”
“To-morrow, I shall simply act.
I do not often go against your wishes, Emma, but in
this affair, as surely as I live and love, I will take
my own way! What did Rose say to you? What
excuses did she make for herself?”
“I think there has been a great
deal too much made of the affair. Rose says,
Adriana Van Hoosen had partly promised to go to the
matinee with her, and she went to ask her to redeem
her promise this afternoon, as Irving was in a Shakespearean
character. But Adriana had gone out-gone
to see her sister, who is married to a Dutchman keeping
a little grocery on Second Avenue. So then Rose
intended to come back home, but met Mr. Duval, and
he persuaded her to go to the matinee with him.
After they came out, they went into the restaurant
for a cream and a glass of wine, and while they were
taking it Antony Van Hoosen came to her in a hurried
manner and told her she must return home at once.
Rose was terrified about you. We are all terrified
about you, when you are out of our sight-studying
so much as you do, we naturally think of apoplexy,
or a fit of some kind,-so the poor girl
feared you had had a fit, and she was too terrified
to ask questions.”
“But why did she not see you
as soon as she came home? for Harry says you did not
know she was home until he told you.”
“She says she ran upstairs to
take off her bonnet, and that she felt suddenly so
ill that she lay down a moment to collect her feelings
before seeing any one; and that she fell asleep, or
into a faint-she does not know which.
She had hardly come to herself when I spoke to her.
The poor child has been crying her eyes out, and for
a little while she could say nothing but, ’Oh,
mamma, is not this dreadful, dreadful!’ And
when I told her you were not sick at all, and none
of us were sick, she was naturally very angry at Mr.
Van Hoosen for frightening her in such a way; and
I think myself it was a very great impertinence.”
“Emma! Emma! You know
it was a kindness beyond the counting. If Mr.
Van Hoosen had not brought her home, would Mr. Duval
have done so? Dare you think of the possibilities
of such a situation? As for me, I count Antony
Van Hoosen to have been a friend beyond price.
A man able to meet such an emergency, and brave enough
to face the responsibility he assumed, is a noble
fellow; I care not whose son he is. I hope, I
pray, that Rose may not fling her salvation from her.”
“But, my dear Henry, if she
does, it will not do; it really will not be prudent
to leave New York till the proper time. I promise
you to go with Rose wherever she goes.”
“I shall take her out of the
way of temptation. When a poor, weak soul is
in temptation, it is too late to reason or entreat;
and Rose will not be frightened again. She must
marry Mr. Van Hoosen, or else we shall return to Woodsome
to-morrow. That is all about it.”
“I cannot be ready to-morrow.
It is impossible to move at a moment’s notice.”
“I was at Woodsome last week,
and the house is warm and comfortable. Every
necessity can be procured in an hour. I will stay
with Rose, and you can return and arrange for the
transmission of your dresses and such other things
as you wish to remove. You know how to manage
well enough, Emma.”
“To overdo is always a man’s
way; and I tell you in this matter, to overdo is to
underdo.”
“I am sure I am right, Emma.
Ask your heart, and tell me honestly if you think
Rose is in danger or not?”
“I will watch her carefully.”
“Then you think she is in danger?”
“Oh, Henry! Henry!
What can I say? How can I tell? I love Rose
so dearly! I love her so dearly!”
“So do I love her! I am
sorry that I have not looked better after our little
treasure.”
“But I cannot-I cannot
let her marry. I cannot give her up-and
to that man!”
“If we have been recreant to
our duty, Emma, and he is willing to assume our arrears,
and do it for us in the future, we deserve to endure
loss and obligation because we did not honor our office
as parents.”
“I am sure I have never had
a single thought but for my children.”
“Well, well! In the morning
we shall perhaps understand things better. Trouble,
like a turbid river, runs itself clear in the night.”
They talked thus for hours, but nothing
further was reached. And Rose was just as wretched
and restless. As they passed through the dining-room,
which was under Rose’s room, they heard her slowly
pacing up and down the floor, though it was then long
past midnight. For Rose’s conscience was
still very quick, and she was quite capable of estimating
the sin and folly of her afternoon’s escapade,
so that the tide of self-reproach went on rising,
until she could not struggle against it. A disgust
of all things, but especially of herself, darkened
both the past and the future; and she felt the wretchedness
of a combat where defeat had followed defeat, until
her thoughts were all remorse. Those few hours
of the past afternoon-dull enough while
she possessed them-returned to her memory
only to make her feel how much more they might have
given. She had disappointed and deceived her
mother to obtain them, and what had they brought her?
Nothing but an intolerable shame and remorse.
Spiritually, she felt a prostration
worse than death. She told herself that she had
prayed, that she had asked God to help her, and that
he had not done so. If God had so willed, it
need not have been thus with her. But alas! accusing
God brought her no comfort; her conscience continually
reminded her of what she had done, and what she had
left undone-of her selfishness-her
lost time-her idle languors-her
hypocrisy-her rebellion against God,-all
these sins she realized, and she hated herself for
them.
Still, this very activity of despair
was hopeful; for it is not despair, but the sombre
inertia of despondency, that is fatal to improvement.
It was the happiest thing in the world for Rose that
she was capable of being unhappy. For when she
met with herself thus, she felt the need of meeting
with God. If she had suffered less, she might
have been content to leave God in heaven; but this
utter sense of misery and weakness made her at last
fall humbly before “the Father which is in heaven,”
and murmur, “Have mercy upon me!” And with
that prayer, she slept.
Very early in the morning Antony called
on Mr. Filmer. But there was no need to apologize
for the hour. Mr. Filmer was possessed by the
necessity for rapid action, and he welcomed Antony
the more warmly for his promptitude.
“I am a lover, Mr. Filmer,”
said Antony, “and you know lovers run ahead
of the clock. I love Miss Filmer most sincerely,
and I desire to make her my wife. Of course,
this desire implies the means to support her in the
position to which she has been accustomed, and I have
therefore brought you this schedule of my income to
examine.”
Mr. Filmer lifted the paper and read
its contents with the caution and respect the circumstances
warranted. He laid it down with an air of pleasure
and astonishment. “This is an extraordinary
record of property for so young a man as you are,
Mr. Van Hoosen.”
“I have had extraordinary good
fortune, sir. As you see, my share in the hotel,
of itself, insures Miss Filmer’s adequate support;
and I am desirous to make over to her absolutely,
for her own use in any way she wishes, the income
from the Aladdin Reef mine. It is now worth from
eight to ten thousand dollars yearly. I only ask
that our marriage may not be delayed, as I desire
to go to Europe early in April; and if I could take
Rose with me, I should count myself the most fortunate
man in the world.”
“You have my full consent to
all you desire, Mr. Van Hoosen. Perhaps I ought
to say something about Rose. Do you know my daughter
well enough to make her your wife? She is not
without faults, sir.”
“Neither am I without faults,
Mr. Filmer. I think perhaps those who have something
to forgive may love the best. If Rose will take
me with my faults, I shall be most favored and fortunate.”
“Then, Mr. Van Hoosen, go and ask her.”
“Sir, I will call this afternoon
for her answer. It may be that in the interim
you can say a word in my favor; and I must not lose
a single aid to success. I had hoped to have
won her without calling in the question of my wealth,
but there are now reasons which seem to make delay
inadvisable. Therefore, I must gain all I can
from any circumstance.”
“I shall say everything in your
favor that is possible, sir; but at the last, you
know, it is Rose that must decide.”
Still Mr. Filmer was well aware that
Antony had acted with great discrimination. No
one is insensible to the power of wealth and all that
wealth can give, and Antony’s fortune was sufficiently
large to command respect. When Mrs. Filmer followed
the suitor, she found her husband walking excitedly
about the room.
“Do you know, Emma,” he
said, “that Rose has the opportunity to make
a stupendously fortunate marriage? The man is
worth a couple of millions, and his property is of
that kind that grows while he sleeps and plays.
He owns half of one of the largest hotels in this country,
ranches and cattle, and a good deal of excellent mining
stock. He has real estate in most of the growing
towns on the Pacific coast, and a lot of property
in San Francisco. Why, the man actually proposes
to settle about ten thousand dollars yearly on Rose,
to simply do as she likes with. I am amazed!
I am grateful beyond measure!”
“The idea! Who could have
imagined that man owning anything of consequence?
And yet, he always had that air of sublime indifference
which rests itself upon a good bank account. I
do hope Rose will be reasonable.”
“He wishes to marry immediately,
for he desires to take Rose to Europe early in April,
for a year’s travel. The prospect for the
dear girl is all we could desire-and such
a good, honorable, strong man, Emma! He will
be Rose’s salvation. I am sure he is a lover
that even her good angel would approve.”
“We shall see. Rose will
need some management. She is often very cross
in the morning, and disposed to dislike every one.”
This morning, however, Rose was in
her sweetest and most obliging mood. Something
of the night’s struggle yet lingered in her subdued
and conciliating manner; and Mrs. Filmer fortunately
chose the subject most suitable for the condition-her
daughter’s weary look, and the necessity for
some rest. “Your father was talking seriously
about going back to Woodsome,” she said.
“I never saw him more determined about anything.”
“That would be so ridiculous!
You never would do such a thing, mamma, not for two
or even three months?”
“He spoke of going in a day
or two. He finds the city’s noise and exigencies
very trying. But you need not go, unless you desire.”
“And pray, who would chaperon me?”
“Perhaps Miss Alida Van Hoosen.”
“Oh, mamma! You know she
has Yanna with her; and besides, their way of living
is unutterably dull and stupid-lectures
and concerts, and such things. I could not endure
it, and they could not endure me.”
“Your father had an offer for
your hand this morning; but, of course, you will refuse
it.”
“Of course I shall if the offer
came from Antony Van Hoosen, as I suspect it does.”
“The man really thought that
his enormous wealth would count with you; for he must
have known it could not affect your father.”
“His enormous wealth! Pray,
when did Antony become enormously wealthy?”
“He must have been rich for
some time. Your father says he brought him the
evidences of millions-fancy it, Rose, of
millions! And he offered to settle a large yearly
income on you, just to do as you please with.”
“He did?”
“Yes.”
“Hum-m-m!”
“Your father was quite firm
with him. He said the decision was yours entirely,
and that he would have to take your ‘yes’
or ‘no’ in the matter.”
“I should think so! The idea of going to
father at all!”
“As for that, it was right to
show your father his position. Money is such
a wonderful thing! I am sure I wish I had some
of his millions! For, do you know, Rose, Harry’s
rapid life lately has been a dreadful thing for us.
I relied upon Harry doing as much as he always has
done, but my hopes have all been vain. He talks
about the depression of business; but, my dear, it
is the expansion in his own life. Club after
club, and all of them cost a living. And then
he has other expenses, which I do not care to name
to you. I think Harry has been cruelly forgetful
of us. Just look at that pile of bills on my table.
They make me sick.”
“Why do you not carry them to papa?”
“They are bills for costumes
and such things. Your father would take a fit
over them. Harry has always helped me out of such
dilemmas before. But he has been running an awful
rig this winter.”
“It would have been better if he had married
Yanna.”
“Do not name the girl.
I wish I had never seen her. And now, her brother
wanting to marry you! It is too absurd!”
“I-do-not-know-about-that.
You say millions!”
“Millions! That is what
your father told me, and he saw the vouchers for them.
People like the Van Hoosens, with all that money! and
we on the verge of bankruptcy!”
“Most of the Van Hoosens are
rich. Look at Miss Alida. Father says no
one can keep an acre of land for her. Where is
Antony’s property?”
“It is in San Francisco, chiefly.
My dear, he owns half an hotel, and has nothing to
do but sit still in New York, or Paris, or anywhere,
and get the results sent to him. And he has property
in mines, and cattle, and land, and lots of real estate,
all down the Pacific coast. The man is vulgarly
rich.”
“Antony is not vulgar, mamma.
One ought to give even the devil his due. I have
often noticed him in a room, and he wears a dress suit
as well as any one. Besides, you know, he really
does belong to a very good old family.”
“Well, he is going to Paris,
London, Vienna, St. Petersburg, Rome, and I know not
where else; so he will doubtless acquire some foreign
polish. He is an old friend of the California
grand dame who queens it over the American colony
in Paris, so he is sure to be a great favorite at
the French court. Oh, it takes Europeans to appreciate
California millionaires.”
Rose was silent for a long time, and
Mrs. Filmer took out her accounts, and laid a file
of bills at her side, and then began to add up her
check book, and to look very grave and hopeless over
it.
“I do not wonder your father
talks of Woodsome,” she said, “and I am
sure we have had very few entertainments, and have
been as economical as possible; yet I do believe my
bank account is overdrawn. Can you remember the
amount of your last check, Rose?”
“No, I cannot, mamma. Millions
are a great deal of money.”
“I wish we had a quarter of
only one million. We should be happy, and free
from care.”
“Why does Antony want to be
engaged when he is going away for a year? A girl
would not wait that long for him, unless she were awfully
in love-or had no other offer.”
“Well, Rose, it is funny, and
presumptuous, and impatient, and thoroughly manlike,
but this lover of yours wants to be married at once
and take you to Europe with him. I suppose he
thinks you will make a very lovely bride, and so add
to his eclat.”
“Nothing as selfish as that
ever entered Antony’s head, I am sure. He
is not mean or conceited; he is just troublesome and
interfering. I suppose I would make a lovely
bride!”
“An exquisite one.”
“Some people think brides ought not to wear
diamonds.”
“Diamonds and white satin would
be the proper thing for you. I dare say you could
outshine any bride that ever knelt in Grace Church,
if you wished to do so; but there are lots of things
that go to a wedding besides white satin and diamonds.
I must go and talk with Madame Celeste about her bill.
It is shameful! It is simply outrageous!
Will you drive with me? You were saying you wanted
a new pair of dancing shoes. We can get them
if they are really necessary; if not, Rose, I must
ask you to do without them; our shoe bill is already
frightening me.”
“I do need them, mamma; but
I shall not go out this morning; I have a slight headache,
and I want to think a little.”
Mrs. Filmer then rose in a hurried,
preoccupied manner, but at the door she turned, and
with her eyes still on her shopping list said, “Do
not wait lunch for me. I may go into Cousin Martha’s
for lunch. I shall be near her house; and, Rose,
I would not read much; your eyes look like one of
your bad headaches.”
“Mamma cares for nothing but
the house and the bills!” thought Rose, as the
parlor door closed upon her. “One would
imagine such an offer as Antony’s was worth
a little talking about. But she always did dislike
Antony-from the first-and I am
sure I do not know why, unless because he is Yanna’s
brother. Well, Yanna is tiresome; that is the
truth! No wonder mamma does not like her.
And what Harry sees in such a cold, stately, pious
girl, I cannot understand! I think I will go
and make myself look a little pretty. One likes
to leave a fine impression, even on a lover that is
to be refused. But shall I say ‘No’
to Antony? To have millions of money! and diamonds
to my heart’s content! and the finest wedding
of the season! and a year’s European travel!
and how the Greyson, and the Helper, and the Manton
girls will envy me! and lots of others-and
Dick! I do not care a cent for Dick! he sneaked
away like a dog when Antony spoke to me. I hate
Dick! I shall never notice him again. He
will doubtless get an invitation to my wedding from
some one, and if he feels heart-sick, it will serve
him right.”
To this soliloquy she slowly mounted
the stairs to her room, and there she stood a few
minutes, considering. The result of this reflection
was the withdrawal from her drawers of an exquisite
gown of pale gray cashmere, and a little tippet of
Delhi mull and Valenciennes lace. The ineffable
softness and repose of this combination pleased her.
“I look my sweetest in this gown,” she
thought, “and Antony has never seen it; but
it will suit him, I know.”
Indeed, the dress affected Antony
like a contrition and a confession. She looked,
oh! she looked everything he could desire or imagine!
And as Rose was always sensibly affected by the dress
she wore, she naturally toned herself to her lovely
and gentle appearance. The dress was in every
way a fortunate one. It put Rose in the proper
mood, and it gave Antony the proper courage. The
one advantage reacted on the other; and Rose suffered
her heart and her best instincts to lead her.
For Antony brought to this question all the force
of his character; he pleaded eloquently, with love
in his eyes and on his tongue; nor did he neglect
such material advantages as his wealth and his ability
to grant her every one of her wishes gave him.
He was perhaps disappointed that they had so much influence;
but he was a patient, self-relying man, and he told
himself that he must be grateful for Rose as she was,
and trust to the future for the Rose that he foresaw
as possible.
So he took things on their present
level, and talked so enthusiastically that Rose caught
the mood from him, and their happy faces, leaning
towards each other, shone with the thought of the joy
before them. For Antony’s desire-like
all strong hopes-had fulfilled itself by
its own energy. His love found its way to his
face and to his gestures, made him expressive and
impressive, and gave him that quality few can resist,
which we call “presence.”
So they knew not how time went, until
Mrs. Filmer came home, weary and cold and heart-anxious
from a round of profitless shopping and visits.
The first glimpse of the lovers was joyfully reassuring.
She gave a little gasp of relief, and had some difficulty
to preserve her usual equanimity. Indeed, she
could not do so, when Antony, holding Rose’s
hand, came to her and begged a little love for himself
and a blessing on her daughter’s love for him.
She was compelled to sit down and cry a little, but
she said her tears were tears of happiness; and she
was very gentle, and lovable, and sympathetic.
Then they went together to Mr. Filmer’s
study. But this day he was neither reading nor
writing; he was simply waiting the logic of events.
And oh, how welcome were the intruders! for when the
load fell from his heart, he knew by the release how
heavy it had been. He rose and met them half-way;
he kissed his daughter and his wife, and shook hands
with Antony; and then, while the tears were in his
eyes, and the smile on his lips, he said, with a little
dramatic gesture:
“Still in immortal youth, Arcadia
smiles!”