Rose’s happiness was now running
at full tide, and she was carried with it, amid the
sympathies of those who loved her and the congratulations
of all her acquaintances. Mr. Filmer abandoned
his great book until after the marriage. Harry
took pride in introducing his future brother-in-law
to his best club acquaintances, and then was agreeably
surprised to find Antony’s financial standing
well known to the magnates of the money world.
Mrs. Filmer spoke with well controlled elation of
their satisfaction in the intended marriage, of the
bridegroom’s fine character and great wealth,
and of the old Dutch ancestry which he shared with
Miss Alida and the eminent Van Hoosen family.
On Antony’s side, the marriage
gave equal satisfaction. Peter had a pleasant
memory of the bright girl; and Adriana thought far
more of Rose’s good points than of her evil
ones. With Miss Alida, she planned all kinds
of sweet surprises for the bride elect; and busied
herself continually concerning the details of the ceremony
and the preparations for it. And without a word
to each other on the subject, there appeared to be
a tacit agreement among all who loved Rose that she
was not to be left to herself; and that all temptation
must be kept out of her path. This was an easy
thing to do under the circumstances; there was so
much shopping to attend to; and there were the wonderful
wedding and travelling costumes to prepare, and the
dresses of the eight maids to be decided on, and all
the exact paraphernalia of a fashionable wedding to
accomplish. Rose was wanted everywhere.
She had suddenly become the most important person
in her little world. Her tastes and inclinations
settled all disputed points; and perpetual offerings,
of many kinds, were made to her.
Indeed, each day brought her some
token of remembrance or congratulation from relatives
and acquaintances; and Antony’s gifts realized
all of even Rose’s exacting ideas concerning
the proper evidences of love. Certainly, if jewels
could typify affection, Antony’s must have been
very great; for when at length the bridal satin and
lace were assumed, her favorite gems fastened its
veil, and glittered in her ears, and sparkled round
her throat, and clasped her snowy belt. There
was a crowded church to witness the wedding, and the
atmosphere was sensitive with interest and pleasure,
with the odors of flowers, and the bright reverberations
of joyful music. Antony, also, on this occasion,
was singularly handsome-as a man ought to
be on his wedding day; he walked as if he were all
spirit, and too happy for words. And yet many
remarked his emphatic speech in the bridal ceremony;
his serious assumption of all it demanded; and the
proud tenderness with which at its close he turned
to Rose and said, “My wife!”
So the affair was handsomely and happily
over, and Peter Van Hoosen-who stood by
his son’s side-admitted that it was
“a very pretty spectacle.” And yet,
even while it was in progress, his memory had gone
back with a graver pleasure to his own marriage with
Antony’s mother. He remembered her as young
and as fair as Adriana, standing in her gown of white
muslin, with no ornaments but the white roses in her
hair and the pretty Bible in her hand. Loving
and proud as Antony was that day, he had been equally
so; and the bare kirk, and the solemn charge of the
minister, and the kindly smiles of the friends who
stood by them, seemed even at this hour just the kind
of marriage he would prefer, if he were a young man
again with Antony’s mother beside him.
There was a grand wedding breakfast,
at which Miss Alida took a prominent part; and then
the young couple went off to sea together; and the
company sighed and departed; and when the sun set,
the bridal day was quite over. Mr. and Mrs. Filmer
sat talking, a little sad, and yet gratefully satisfied.
Harry was with Miss Alida and Adriana, and disposed
to talk of his own marriage. Nobody wanted dinner;
they had a cup of tea by the parlor fire, and as they
were drinking it and talking over the events of the
day, Professor Snowdon came in.
“Well, well!” he cried,
rubbing his hands gleefully, “the great performance
is over; and it is evident the modern bride and bridegroom
profit by the old stage direction: ’Flourish
of trumpets! Alarum! Exeunt!’”
Then he looked at Peter, who was Miss Alida’s
guest for the night, and Adriana said: “This
is my father, Professor.”
“I am glad to see you, sir.
What were you talking of? Do not let me interrupt
the conversation.”
“I was talking, as old men will
talk, of their youth, and of my own marriage in the
old Dutch kirk at Woodsome.”
“I thought so. I meet many
old men, and all of them, no matter how successful
their later years have been, like best of all to talk
of their life in childhood and early youth upon some
farm; to recall the
’-whistling boys and
lowing cows,
And earthy sounds of cleaving ploughs;’
or the
’Youthful love and maidens gay,
And bliss that found its wedding day,’
and when they do so, a different look
comes into their faces, and their laugh grows young
again-that is the strange thing. And
I myself, I too, remember love in my sweet youth.”
“If any one has ever loved,”
said Peter, “he cannot forget. Nothing
goes to heaven but love.”
“Is it not heaven? We have
a way of inferring that heaven is far off and walled
in, but really all eternal things are so very near
to us that a single step, a sudden ‘accident’
brings the disembodied spirit into an immediate recognition
of them.”
“Then,” said Harry, clasping
Adriana’s hand, “let us live now, for
time is short.”
“No, sir,” answered the
Professor, promptly, “man has forever.”
“If in spiritual things, we
could only see with our eyes and hear with our ears!”
said Miss Alida.
“And if so, madame, what
grace would there be in believing?”
“Who does believe?” asked
Harry. “The great German philosopher, Frederick
Gotfield, says, all religions are alike dead, and there
is no faith left in the heart of man; no, nor yet
capacity for faith.”
“Well, Mr. Filmer, the disciple
is not above his master. If you sit at the feet
of Mr. Frederick Gotfield, you cannot rise above his
doubts and scoffing.”
“Harry does not sit at the feet
of any such master, sir,” explained Adriana.
“I am glad of it; for Mr. Gotfield
is not in search of salvation; his way leads-but
we will not talk of him. Oh, for a generation
perplexed with no vague fears, worn with no infinite
yearnings, perfectly happy and healthy, and aiming
at the noblest ends! How good it would be!”
“However,” said Harry,
“whether we believe or not, we can love.”
“Then love wisely. I have
read that St. Bernard thought that at the Last Day
we shall not be asked what we have done, nor yet what
we have believed, but what we have loved.
That will indeed be a supreme test of character.”
Harry became very thoughtful, and
clasped Adriana’s hand tighter; and just then
Miss Alida’s lawyer called, and she was compelled
to leave her company for a while. So the Professor
and Peter began to talk of Free Will and Calvinism,
and Harry and Adriana withdrew to the curtained window,
where they sat in happy silence, listening to that
speech which is heard with the heart, and yet dimly
conscious of the argument in progress. This way
and that way it veered, Peter holding grimly fast
to his stern plan of sin and retribution; the Professor
doubting, qualifying, extolling free grace, and averring
he would “consider the burning of all Calvin’s
books to be most justifiable Libricide”-making
the statement, however, with such sweet, calm good
nature, that it was impossible to be angry, even had
Peter desired to be so. But Peter was far too
firmly fixed on his foundation to feel anger; his
opposition took the form of a sublime confidence, and
he closed the discussion with a sudden outburst of
enthusiasm it was impossible not to respect.
“Say what you will about the
deadness of our faith, Professor!” he cried,
“there is life in the old kirk yet!”
He rose to his full stature with the
words, his face kindling, and his head thrown back
and upward with the aspiring assertion. Adriana
felt the magnetism of his faith and stood up also,
and the Professor answered, gently:
“Mr. Van Hoosen, I respect your
sentiments with all my intellect and all my heart.
One thing in your sturdy creed makes it omnipotent-the
utter absence of such an enfeebling thought as that
this life was meant to be a pleasure-house. How,
indeed, could it fit into your creed? and yet, to
make life happy, to have pleasure, is not this the
question of existence to a majority?”
“Duty, not pleasure, was John
Calvin’s central idea. We are to obey,
not to grumble, or to desire. We are to receive
all life’s ills as plain facts of discipline:
’Willing from first to last to take
The mysteries of our life
as given;
Leaving the time-worn soul to slake
Its thirst in an undoubted
heaven.’”
Then Miss Alida’s entrance broke
up the conversation, and the Professor bade them “good-night.”
And in some way he made them feel that he had received
help and strength, and not merely pleasure, from the
interview. The clasp of his hand went to the heart,
and both in his eyes and in Peter’s eyes there
was that singular brilliance which is the result of
seeing, as in a vision, things invisible.
Suddenly every one was weary.
Harry went away with the Professor, promising to come
early the following evening, which was to be the last
of Adriana’s visit. The next day she would
return to Woodsome with her father, and her trunks
were already packed for the flitting. However,
a week or two later Miss Alida was to follow her, and
in the interval Adriana looked forward with some pleasure
to a life of reflection and rest. She meant to
cast up accounts with herself, and see whether she
had been a loser, or a gainer, by the winter’s
experience.
The next morning both the ladies were
silent and weary, and not inclined to movement.
They preferred to dawdle over their coffee, to wonder
whether Rose was seasick, and to discuss the smaller
details of the ceremony, that had been too insignificant
for the first prime criticism. Then the newspaper
accounts were to praise and to blame, and the morning
passed in a languid after-taste of the previous day.
In the afternoon the sun was bright and warm and New
York in one of her most charming moods. “Let
us have a last drive in the Park,” said Miss
Alida, “for we shall have to content ourselves
with woodland ways and dusty roads for the next few
months. Put on your hat and your new suit.
We may meet Harry, and if so, we can bring him back
with us.”
Full of pleasant expectations, Adriana
dressed herself in the sunshine, and came downstairs
in an unusually merry mood. Miss Alida looked
curiously at her. “How fond she is of Harry!”
she thought, “and he is not worthy of her.”
But worthy or unworthy, it was evident that Adriana
was watching for and expecting her lover. “It
is so unreasonable of me,” she said to her cousin,
“for I told Harry last night that I should not
leave the house to-day. He wanted me to drive
with him, and I said, ‘No.’ My last
drive with him was so happy I feared to spoil its
memory. One never knows what might occur to do
so-a shower, a cold wind, a bit of temper,
or a tight shoe, or something, anything, for which
neither of us would be responsible.”
“To be sure!” answered
Miss Alida, vaguely. She had a feeling that Adriana
had a feeling, and that there was an unacknowledged
presentiment between them. So they drove, and
drove, and Adriana’s high spirits suddenly left
her. Miss Alida also became quiet, and the hour
grew monotonous and chilly and gray, and as the best
carriages were leaving the drive she gave the order
to return home.
They were nearing the Plaza when Miss
Alida directed Adriana’s attention to an approaching
carriage. It was in a glow of color, and as it
drew nearer the colors became robes and wraps of gorgeous
shades, and reclining among them was a certain well-known
operatic divinity. Harry was with her. His
eyes were looking into her eyes, and his whole being
was absorbed in the intoxicating sensuous loveliness
of his companion. He never saw Adriana. She
looked directly at her recreant lover, and he never
saw her. There was no need for words. The
event was too positive and too flagrant to admit of
doubt or palliation.
“To-morrow I shall go to Woodsome,”
said Adriana, as they stood a moment in the hall;
“to-night, dear cousin, make an excuse for me,
if you please.”
But Miss Alida followed Adriana to
her room and answered: “Make an excuse
for you! Nonsense! See Harry, and tell him
what you saw. I hate those sulky quarrels where
people ‘think it best to say nothing.’”
“How can I tell him?”
“The plainest way is the easiest
way. Tell him you saw him driving in the Park,
and ask him very sweetly whom he was driving with.
If he tells a lie -”
“I will not tempt him to lie. What could
he do else?”
“I would humble him to my very feet.”
“Then I might as well say, ‘Farewell
forever,’ for a man at my feet could never be
my lover and husband. Oh, cousin, I must say ‘farewell’
in any case. I am so wretched! so wretched!”
“Poor girl! I have always
told you not to put your trust in a broken reed-alias
man. You did so, and you have got a wound for
your pains. But, Yanna, my dear, what is now
the good of crying for the moon; that is, for a man
who is not a broken reed? I advise you to see
Harry.”
“I cannot. See him for me. Please.”
“What am I to say? You
know how apt I am to speak the uppermost thought.”
“You will say nothing wrong.
Do not tell father anything.”
“There I think you are wrong.
Cousin Peter has intuitive wisdom-woman’s
wisdom, as well as man’s craft.”
“However, say nothing to-night.
Make some excuse for me; for I must be alone.”
So Miss Alida left the sorrowful girl;
but as she disrobed herself, she muttered: “What
a miracle of ill-luck! I thought something unpleasant
would come of Yanna’s high spirits-the
girl was what the Scotch call fey. Harry
Filmer is a born fool, and a cultivated fool, and
a reckless fool, and every other kind of a fool!
Indeed, he is not a fool, he is the
fool of the universe. Everything in his hand,
and he could not hold it! I will give him a lecture
to-night-if he comes to-night, which I
doubt. That siren has him in a net, he will go
to the opera to see her dance; he will forget Yanna,
and then, to-morrow, he will talk of a headache-or
an important engagement-and Yanna will
despise him far more than if he told the whole truth.
To-morrow, of course, for I am sure he will not come
to-night; and it is Yanna’s last night in the
city, too. Men take the heart out of you if you
mind their goings-on.”
Miss Alida was right. Harry did
not call, and Peter sat and talked with Miss Alida,
worrying a little all the time about his daughter’s
sickness. And he was glad when Yanna sent to ask
him if he could be ready for the early train; for
Peter felt that the end of the visit had come, and
that no pleasure could be obtained by drawing out what
was already finished. So, while it was yet very
early in the morning, Peter and Yanna went away; and
Yanna was unavoidably sad, and yet, in the midst of
her sadness, she was conscious of that strange gratification
which we may call a sense of completeness. Even
to the painful events of her visit, it gave her that
bitter-sweetness that all experience when they watch
a lover out of sight or the last red spark die out
of the gray ashes that were once love letters.
One chapter of life was finished. Yes, she told
herself, quite finished in some respects. She
had watched Harry leave her in a way that she felt
must be final. And Antony and Rose had gone to
their own life. When they returned, Antony would
be changed, and Rose would be changed, and she also
would be changed. Nothing could ever again be
just as it had been.
A few hours after Peter and his daughter
had left the city, Miss Alida was sitting with an
open book in her hand. Her life had not been
without love and lovers, and she was remembering rather
than reading when she saw Harry coming up the steps
to the door. She knew that he expected to take
lunch with Adriana and then go with her to the Railway
Station; and she smiled faintly at the disappointment
in store for him. As he came near the parlor
door, she let her eyes fall upon the book, and she
did not lift them until Harry said:
“Reading, Cousin Alida!
Pray, what interests you so early in the day?”
“For my sins, I am reading a
philosophical novel. Our very story-tellers are
getting serious and instructive; and as I read for
amusement, I shall turn to Talmage’s sermons.”
“Where is Yanna?”
“Yanna left for Woodsome early
this morning. She is at home by this time.”
“That is too bad! She promised
to let me go to the train with her.”
“She expected you last night.”
“I could not possibly come. I was ever
so sorry.”
“Why could you not come?”
“I was engaged-unexpectedly-and
I was not feeling right. You know very well there
are things that a man must attend to, whether he wants
to do so or not.”
“Harry Filmer! You are
a worse moral coward than the first of your kind.
You cannot even say: ‘The woman beguiled
me.’ Generally speaking, a man in a mess
can get out of it by throwing the blame on the woman
with him.”
“Oh, if it comes to that, I
hope I am not cad enough to put my sin on any woman.
How much do you know, Miss Van Hoosen? Who has
been telling tales?”
“We were in the Park yesterday
afternoon, and we met you driving with -”
“I know. Was Yanna with you?”
“Yanna was with me.”
“Confusion! What did she say?”
“Not much. She went home by the first train
this morning.”
“She will never forgive me!”
“I should say, never.”
“I did not mean that. She
will be angry, of course, but she will not be angry
forever. I am awfully sorry to-day. But how
can I tell her so? What would you do? Come
now, cousin, you are a sensible woman, and you know
men must have a little latitude-and really,
I was caught so suddenly-and if you would
listen, you would understand that there is some excuse
for me.”
“None at all, sir! What is temptation for
but to resist?”
“I thought I would just take
a short drive, and be here to dinner, but I was not
very well.”
“You mean that you dined and
drank wine with Madame Z -, and that
you could not come afterwards.”
“She would not let me leave her, and so -”
“I thought you would get as
far as Adam before you were through with your apology.
‘She would not let me!’ Just so.”
“It is too bad to take me up
so quickly, when I am distracted with shame and sorrow.
What shall I do?”
“I would advise you to go to
Woodsome and tell Yanna so. She may forgive you,
but I doubt if she will ever love you again.”
“She cannot help loving me.
And if she loves, she will forgive.”
“Do not be too sure of that.
Yanna has the stubbornness of the Dutch moral character,
and her conscience is strictly Calvinistic. She
finds it very hard to forgive her own little peccadillos.”
“Are you also angry, cousin?
You have seen life, and you ought to make allowances.”
“Right is right, Harry Filmer;
and wrong is wrong, even to me; and I am angry and
greatly disappointed with you. I have looked forward
with so much pleasure to your marriage with Yanna,
for you see, sir, it was to me not only a union of
hearts and hands, but a union of lands. Yanna
is to have all I possess, and if you inherit your father’s
land, old Peter Van Hoosen’s estate will be
nearly intact again. Now that simple, conscientious
old Dutchman is my hero. His likeness hangs in
my private sitting-room, and I have constantly promised
him that I would try and put the land he loved all
right before I joined him. You need not look
at me, Harry, as if you thought I were crazy.
I can tell you that there is a motive in working to
please the dead, which working for the living has
nothing to match. Anyway, they are not always
overturning your best-laid plans.”
“I was only astonished, cousin.”
“Whenever I manage to buy back
an acre, I feel it to be a joy beyond most earthly
joys to stand before the mighty-looking old burgomaster
and say: ‘Another acre put right, Father
Peter.’ And the canvas speaks to me, and
I dream of the old man, and I know that he knows;
and that is all about it! So then, you see, I
am not the only one you have disappointed. I
am sure your ancestor is thoroughly ashamed of you
this day.”
Miss Alida spoke with a singular calm
intensity, and Harry was affected by it. Some
one tugged at his heart-strings whom he had never
before thought of, and he said humbly: “I
am sorry! I am very sorry! I will go and
see Yanna to-day.”
“Not to-day. Wait a little.
Write to her first. She must have time to understand
herself. I expect my friend Selina Zabriski to-morrow,
and after her arrival I shall not be long in the city.
When I return to Woodsome, I will speak to Yanna for
you. I do not say she ought to forgive you, but
I will ask her to do so. And I do not thank you,
Harry Filmer, for making me plead such a case.
And you need not thank me, for I am afraid there is
more expediency than sympathy in my offer.”
Fortunately, a man’s own soul
is his best oracle, if he will but listen to it; and
Harry’s inmost feeling was that he ought to go
and see Yanna. He went by the first train, the
next morning; and walking up to the Van Hoosen house,
he came unexpectedly upon Peter, who was standing
by a large oval bed of magnificent tulips.
“Sir,” said Harry, “I
want to speak to you. I must tell you something
at once, or perhaps I may not have the courage to tell
you at all. I have offended Yanna; and she has
a right to be very angry with me. I made an engagement
to dine with her on the last evening she was in the
city, and instead of keeping it I went driving with
another lady, and afterwards dined with her.
I have no excuse to offer. I was simply met by
a sudden temptation, and conquered by it. But
I am sorry. I repent the folly most sincerely;
and as far as I can promise for myself, I will never
repeat it.”
Peter stood looking at the young man.
He spoke with a nervous impetuosity, as if he feared
he might not say all he wished unless he said it at
once. His handsome face was flushed and serious,
his voice full of feeling; and the hurry of his journey
added to his general air of uncomfortable solicitude.
There was something very attractive about the penitent
youth; and such anger as Peter had felt melted under
the warm, anxious gaze which accompanied his entreaty.
For even while Harry was saying:
“I have no excuse to offer. I was met by
a sudden temptation and was conquered by it,”
the voice of the inner man was thus instructing Peter:
“Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault,
ye which are spiritual restore such an one in the spirit
of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be
tempted!" So that, when Harry ceased speaking,
Peter put out his hand to him and said:
“Let us walk down the avenue,
Harry. It is evident that while you were going
quietly on your way, thinking no evil, temptation,
for which you were quite unprepared, presented itself,
and before you knew, you were in the dust, fallen.
Well, then, you were ‘overtaken in a fault,’
and the large charity of the Law of Christ tells me
that in such case the sinner is to be forgiven.
It tells me, also, to forgive in the spirit of meekness;
for anger is sin, Harry, and sin cannot drive out sin.
I like your confession of fault; it comes from a desire
to be true; and I do not think you will find Yanna
more unforgiving than you deserve.”
“I will try not to err in the same way again,
sir.”
“Do not; for just as a noble
character is slowly elaborated by a constant repetition
of virtuous acts, so a base character is the result
of a perpetual repetition of unworthy ones. You
cannot, therefore, afford to do things which compel
you to say frequently: ’I have sinned,
and I am sorry.’”
“I trust that I know the value
of a good character, sir.”
“Indeed, Harry, character pure
and high is the best thing a man can have. To
have got it is to have got all; to have missed it is
to have missed all.”
“I had no pleasure in my fault.
I should have been infinitely happier with Yanna.”
“Pleasure seekers are never
pleasure finders. Pleasure seekers are always
selfish; and self never yet sufficed for self.
The essence of all sin is the making of self the centre,
round which we would have everything revolve.
To be delivered from this desire is the turning-point
in moral progress and in spiritual renewal.”
“I will try and do my whole
duty in the future. I will, sir!”
“Duty! that is the great law.
But it must be an ever-present consciousness.
It must lie close to all your thoughts. It must
haunt your very being. And I can tell you, Harry,
that your sensual nature will shrink from such company.
But be not discouraged, for when duty has become an
habitual law, then obedience to it will be a choice
and a delight.”
“Will you say a word to Yanna for me, sir.”
“I will walk with you to the
door. That will be sufficient. Speak for
yourself; you speak to a tender heart.”
So they walked together through the
garden, Peter delaying a little at the various beds
of spring blossoms, for he wished Adriana to see that
he had quite forgiven Harry’s offence, and taken
him into favor again. And such forgivenesses
are better thus understood; nothing is gained by discussing
faults which are admitted, and for which there is no
apology but the pitiful one of an unconquerable temptation.
Peter’s talk was of the flowers, and of the
fine spring weather, but Harry was hardly conscious
of what he said; for he felt that his future had been
brought to the fine turning-point of a single word.
Would Yanna speak it?
Peter led him into the parlor and
called Yanna. Then he said something about the
strawberry beds and left the lover to plead his own
cause. There was a few minutes’ delay,
which Harry employed in walking about the room; then
the door opened, and was softly closed, and Yanna stood
in his presence, pale as a lily, but lovelier in his
sight than she had ever before been.
He held out his hands to her.
His eager face was a prayer. And though she stood
very still, her heart was stirring and throbbing and
sweetly urging: “Forgive him! Forgive
him!” Then her eyes filled with a soft,
blue light; and a smile that you might have felt in
the dark spread like sunshine over her white face-and
her hand clasped his hands-she was within
his arms-something wonderful and instantaneous
took place-everything was confessed in a
look, and forgiven in a kiss, and love was satisfied
without a word.
And the bliss and the strength of
the next two hours convinced Harry that he could no
longer bear to be separated from a woman so near to
his best self, and so necessary to it. He prayed
Yanna to marry him at once, that day-well
then, that week-or, if not, then certainly
that month-when Miss Alida came back to
Woodsome, and not a day later. And just how it
happened neither knew, but when Harry went back to
New York it was with Yanna’s promise to make
their wedding day at a very early date.
On the journey he naturally thought
of his mother, and he resolved to face her anger at
once. “The day has been fortunate; I will
take all it can give me,” he said. And
so, as soon as he reached his home, he inquired for
Mrs. Filmer. She had been making calls all the
afternoon, and the woman who can return from that
social duty in a state of serenity has not yet been
evolved from nineteenth century conditions. Mrs.
Filmer was not only tired, she was cross. “I
feel as if I had been turned into a pincushion,”
she said. “All the afternoon the wind blew
the dust into my face, and the women pricked me in
every place they thought a pin-point could hurt.
They have condoled with me about Rose’s marriage
until I could scarcely keep the tears in my heart,
and congratulated me on it until my face burned like
a flame. I never before knew that words could
be stillettos. But if you had only been with
me, Harry, it would have been different. Where
have you been all day? I called on Miss Van Hoosen,
and she had not seen you.”
“I have been to Woodsome.”
“It was unnecessary. Your
father was there two days ago. All is ready for
us.”
“I went to see Yanna. I
want to induce Yanna to marry me very soon-in
fact, this month.”
“I must be going crazy.
Another marriage this month! Another marriage
into that Van Hoosen family! I will not hear of
such a thing! I will not listen to you!
It is outrageous!”
“I feel that Yanna is necessary
to my best interests. She keeps me right.
I am ashamed to say that I fell under the Z -’s
spell again last Thursday. I lost money, too,
after the opera, at cards; I lost far more than money-I
lost my veracity, my honor, and my self-respect.
Yanna only can keep me out of temptation.”
“It seems even she fails.”
“You ought to be glad, mother,
that Yanna is willing to marry me, and help me to
do what is right.”
“I am profoundly sorry and angry.
Pray, where are you going to live? That woman
shall not enter any house of which I am the mistress.
I will have nothing to do with her-nor
with you either.”
At this point Harry heard his father
going through the hall. He called him into the
room and re-stated his intentions.
“Well, Harry,” answered
Mr. Filmer, “if you choose to make your mother
ill and miserable, I cannot prevent you doing so.
But it does occur to me that we have had quite a surfeit
of the Van Hoosens lately.”
“You ought not to speak of Antony
in that way, sir. You know the circumstances.”
“I think perhaps I do not
know them. I think perhaps that your mother was
right, and too much was made of the circumstances.
However, I must say that I do not feel equal to another
wedding. My work has been thrown back and out
of order, and I did hope and look for a little peace
and comfort now.”
His air was worried and yet decisive,
and as he sat down by Mrs. Filmer and began to talk
of their removal to Woodsome, Harry perceived that
his affairs had been dismissed. He rose, went
to his room, dressed for the evening, and then went
to call upon Miss Alida. Her friend Selina Zabriski
had just returned, but she was weary and invisible,
and so Harry had Miss Alida’s company without
interruption. She wondered at his visit, but
instantly connected it with Adriana. “Have
you written to her?” she asked, with a knowing
smile.
“I have been to see her.
She is going to marry me as soon as you return to
Woodsome.”
“I told you to write. Why did you not follow
my advice?”
“I bettered it.”
“That is yet to be seen. Is Cousin Peter
willing?”
“Yes. But my mother is
very angry indeed, and greatly to my surprise, father
is almost equally so.”
“Henry Filmer has only a certain
amount of good sense; he used it up on his daughter’s
affairs. Pray, what has Mrs. Filmer to say against
your marriage?”
“She says I am her only son,
and that it is very hard to have me taken away from
her.”
“She took Henry Filmer, who
was an only son, from his father and mother.”
“She does not like Yanna.”
“It is not she who has to marry Yanna.”
“She does not like the Van Hoosens.”
“The Van Hoosens live and flourish
without her liking. Now, Harry, what do you wish
me to do?”
“We wish you to be glad with us-to
approve our marriage.”
“Your marriage suits me exactly.
I am politely sorry it does not suit Mr. and Mrs.
Filmer, but I like it. The sooner it takes place,
the better I shall like it. When is it to be?”
“This month.”
“Where?”
“In Woodsome. I was much
pleased with the description Yanna’s father
gave of his wedding in the old Dutch church there;
and we have resolved to have the same kind of simple
ceremony.”
“I am glad of that. I will
stand by you. You are a couple of foolish young
people; but your folly fits my wisdom, and so is warrantable.
Where are you going to live?”
“We have not considered that question yet.”
“The sparrows and the tom-tits
have more sense than you have. They do build
a nest before they go to house-keeping.”
“We shall find a nest.”
“What faith! You will find
a nest! Go, then, and buy the rings, and get
your wedding suits, and speak to the Dominie, and look
to Providence for a roof to cover you. You may
say ‘good night’ now, Harry. Lovers
never know the clock. They come too soon, and
they go too late, and they talk about months when
they mean ten or eleven days. Good night, sir!”
But as it is ordained that lovers,
like other men, have only feet and hands, and not
wings, Harry could not accomplish his marriage as soon
as he desired. There was law, as well as love,
to consult; there were also milliners and dressmakers
to wait upon, and domestic and financial matters to
consider; so that it was the middle of June before
the wedding day arrived. It might have been still
later, had not Miss Alida suddenly resolved to spend
the summer in Europe. This resolve left her handsome
house vacant, and she said frankly to Harry that “it
would be a great kindness to her if he would borrow
it for his summer residence.” Nothing could
have been more delightful, and it simplified other
considerations at once, and gave to the bride and
bridegroom an idyllic retreat for a long honeymoon.
“I said there would be a nest
found for us!” cried Harry joyfully; and Miss
Alida laughingly answered “that she had been
driven from house and home, and sent to wander over
the face of the earth, in order to find them a nest.”
But, in reality, the arrangement was convenient and
pleasant on both sides.
The wedding day was one of royal sunshine,
and the little church was crowded with sympathetic
neighbors and acquaintances. People generally
forget to be envious and ill-natured at a wedding,
for the very presence of visible love seems to hold
in abeyance evil thoughts and feelings. So, when
Adriana, in a brave white satin dress, slashed with
sunshine, walked up the aisle on her father’s
arm, and Harry followed with Miss Alida on his arm,
there was a murmur of admiration and good will.
The bride was so lovely and the bridegroom so handsome,
and both were so radiantly happy, that every one present
caught joy from them.
Through the open windows came the
scent of lilacs and the twitter of birds, and the
old pines, like mystical trees, waved to and fro in
the open spaces. The breath and the hope of the
morning hours were yet in the air; the minister’s
smiling face and strong, cheerful words, went to the
heart like wine; and an air of religious joy sanctified
the rite. Blessed even to tears, the new husband
and wife turned to each other, and then to the world,
with hopes bright as the morning and purposes holy
as their vows.
There was a large wedding breakfast
at Miss Alida’s, and then she had but just time
to catch the train which would serve her steamer; and
after her departure, one by one the visitors went away;
so that, before sunset, Harry and Adriana were alone
in their new home. Only one thing had marred
the pleasure of the day; Harry’s parents had
refused to share it. Mr. Filmer had no special
dislike to Adriana, but his wife had; and Mr. Filmer
wisely considered that his summer’s comfort
and peace probably depended on his apparent sympathy.
And with his great book on hand, how could he face
the prospect of a prolonged disagreement on a subject
so much beyond his control?
So he was investigating the Plantagenet
influence on the social life of England while his
son was being married, and he quite forgot all about
the circumstance. But Mrs. Filmer was fretting
in every room of her fine house, and feeling the ceremony
in every nerve of her body and pulse of her heart.
Her restlessness indeed became so great that she drove
through the village in the afternoon, determined to
be very gracious to any one who could talk to her
on the subject. She met no one who could do so;
though, for some time, society in Woodsome divided
itself very broadly into Mrs. Henry Filmer’s
friends and Mrs. Harry Filmer’s friends.
Anyway, the Filmers, old and young,
kept the village folk and the summer residents in
delightful gossip and partisanship; for when a lady
was tired of one side, or considered herself slighted
by one side, she easily turned to the other; and thus,
and so, the Filmer controversy lived on through the
season. At the close of it, the old Filmers were
in the ascendant. Mrs. Henry had given many fine
entertainments, and people liked them, for each fresh
invitation contained the possibility of being a reconciliation
party; and each failure of this hope renewed the life
of the old grievance and the interesting discussion
of it.
On the contrary, Harry and Adriana
were provokingly satisfied with their own company.
They were seen driving or riding together; and people
caught glimpses of them strolling among the flowers
and shrubs, or sitting together on the shady galleries;
but they gave no balls, or lawn parties, or afternoon
teas, and they did not seem to care whether friends
called upon them or not. For new married couples
have generally a contempt for the rest of the world,
and to love and to be wise at the same time is a blessing
rarely granted.
So the days danced away with down
upon their feet, and there was no talk of anything
between Harry and Adriana than their own great love
and happiness-not at least for many weeks.
But, as the dusty summer waned, they began to think
of the future, and to plan for its necessities.
In the winter they would certainly have to live in
New York, and it seemed, therefore, best to make their
home there. Harry was busy looking at houses
for sale, and Adriana constantly going into the city
to examine their advertised perfections. An element
of unrest came into the beautiful summer nest, and
something of that melancholy which haunts the birds
just before their migration. The May of their
lives was past. The time of labor and care was
at hand. Even financially, Harry began to be
aware that the love that had made him dream must now
make him work.
So they watched eagerly for Miss Alida’s
letters. Hitherto they had been full of traveller’s
gossip and complaints; but there had been no mention
of her return, and so far they had not been sorry for
the delay. But September brought a different
feeling. Harry wanted to go to the city.
His visits to it made him long for the financial fray,
for society, for his old duties and amusements.
He began to fret at his inaction, to be a trifle irritable
with Miss Alida for her long visit, and at last to
stop in the city for two and three days at a time.
“I wish Miss Alida would come
home,” said Adriana to her father one morning.
She had driven herself to the post-office, and called
at Peter’s on her way back. “I wish
she would come. We have had no letter from her
for two weeks. I am uneasy about her-and
about Harry.”
“Why are you uneasy about Harry?” asked
Peter.
“He stays in the city too often.
He says ‘business’ demands his presence.
Father, I do not like it. I want to be in the
city with him. I am sure I ought to be.
Why does he stay there? He could come home if
he wished to do so.”
Peter looked gravely into his daughter’s
anxious face. He could see the unshed tears in
her eyes. He had himself suffered from her mother’s
over-love and jealous care, and he said earnestly:
“Yanna, my best loved one!
Before all other advice about your husband, consider
some words I am going to give you. I gave them
to Gertrude and Augusta; when they first began to
worry about this thing-a wife should
have eyelids as well as eyes. Do not see too
much. Do not hear too much. Do not feel
too much. And be sure not to imagine too much.
God made both men and women, and they are not alike.
Remember that, dear girl-they are not
alike.” He clasped her hand, and she
smiled through her tears, and with a brave little
nod turned her horse’s head and drove slowly
home.
When she reached the Van Hoosen place,
she found that Miss Alida had returned. The old
lady came to the door with a “Good morning, Mrs.
Harry Filmer! Why was not Harry at the dock to
meet me?”
“We did not know you were coming.
Oh, I wish we had! We would have both been there.”
“I thought so, and as I hate
a fuss, I just dropped home without a word. Do
I look ten years older? I feel twenty. No
place like home! your own home! I hope we shall
all have our own homes in heaven-country
ones, too. I should tire awfully of that great
multitude on the golden streets. Oh, Yanna, how
good it is to see you! Where is Harry?”
“In New York. He has to
go there very often now. He says it is business.”
“It is business, undoubtedly.
Here is the cup of chocolate I ordered. Sit down
and talk to me, while I drink it. Then I will
go to sleep, and you can take off your driving gear.”
But she found it impossible to sleep;
she had so much to tell, and so much to show.
And suddenly she raised herself from an open trunk,
and holding out a case of Apostle spoons, said, “These
are a present from Rose. When did you hear from
her?”
“She has written very seldom
to me lately. But I thought perhaps she had been
influenced by her mother. That would be quite
natural. Did you see her?”
“Yes.”
The reply had in it a touch of anger.
Adriana looked up, but was silent.
“I saw her-in Edinburgh.”
“Is she happy?”
“I suppose she is happy in her
way; for she indulges her every mood and temper to
her heart’s desire.”
“How is Antony?”
“God alone knows. To speak
plainly, Rose is enough to drive him to destruction
of some kind or other. Her vagaries, her depressions,
her frivolities, her adoration of him one day and
her hatred of him the next day, are beyond my comprehension.
She prides herself on doing outrageous, unconventional
things, and poor Antony feels that he must stand by
her in them. My heart ached for the man.”
“There is nothing really wrong, though?”
“Well, Yanna, there is always
a dreadful debasement of nature, following violations
of popular morality. Antony’s face of calm
endurance made my heart ache. Its patience, and
its unspoken misery, reminded me constantly of a picture
by Carlo Dolci, called The Eternal Father.”
“How could any one dare to paint the face of
God?”
“In this case the painter has
been penetrated with an awful reverence. And,
Yanna, what do you think his idea of the Divine Father
was? A grand human face, full of human grief
and loneliness and patience, the eyes sad beyond tears,
as if there were an unutterable sorrow in the Eternal
Heart.”
“How strange!”
“No. If God is Love, how
can He be ineffably happy and glorious while his sons
and daughters are wandering away from Him and the whole
world is broken-hearted? It did me good, it comforted
me, to think of a God who could suffer; and I am sure
it had done Antony good, for it was he who told me,
when I was in Florence, to be sure and go to the Gallery
and see the picture.”
“I hope Rose is not taking wine.”
“I saw nothing of the kind.
But I suspect much from her variable temper-and
other things.”
Then they were both silent. Miss
Alida lifted some lace and went with it to a certain
drawer; and Adriana looked at the silver Rose had sent
her, and as she thoughtfully closed the case, she said
to herself:
“I am glad Antony comprehended
that picture; glad that he understands an Eternal
Father who pities His children, because ’He knows
their frame, and remembers that they are dust.’”