One afternoon towards the end of March,
Adriana was riding down Broadway. At Twenty-third
Street there was some obstruction and delay, and she
saw Duval and Rose together. They were coming
up Fifth Avenue, and their walk was lingering and
absorbed, Duval’s attitude being specially earnest
and lover-like. Rose was listening with a faint
smile, and Adriana noticed that she was dressed with
great care, and that she had flowers both at her breast
and in her hands. Adriana’s first thought
was to alight and join the pair; but her second thought
was a reproof of her suspicion-“Charity
thinketh no evil,” she mused, “and Rose
may have simply met the man and permitted him to walk
at her side.”
Then she reflected that she had never
heard Rose name Duval since her marriage; and that
the man had been conspicuously absent from the Van
Hoosen entertainments. She knew also that Rose
was vain and sentimental, and that one of her dear,
dangerous pleasures was to make every man think “it
might have been.” But she did not know that
on the subject of Mr. Duval Rose and her husband had
a passionate, intermitting quarrel, that Rose put
Duval’s name on every list of her guests, and
that Antony always crossed it off, with peremptory
positiveness, and that consequently there was in Rose’s
heart a secret partisanship which had a dangerous
romance about it. For it was impossible for Antony
to prevent Rose from meeting the man in the houses
of friends, in the crowded foyers of the theatre
or opera, on the street, on the drive in the park;
and on all such occasions a glance, a word, a lingering
hand clasp, conveyed to Rose a meaning she ought not
to have understood, and won from her in return an interest
or sympathy she ought not to have given.
For once that this secret understanding
was established, she found it hard to escape from
its influence; gradually, almost unconsciously, the
intimacy grew; and Rose, feeling sure in her heart
that she meant nothing wrong, was quite off her guard,
and only sensible of the pleasure that the secret,
silent romance gave her. Love, however, that
believes itself favored, is not long satisfied with
such results, and Duval had grown more bold, more
exacting, more dangerous, with every meeting.
For he was actuated by motives not to be easily dashed,
and he was resolved to carry his point. First,
he admired Rose; second, he was poor, and Rose had
at least $10,000 a year entirely at her own disposal;
third, he hated Antony; and for these reasons, to induce
Rose to leave Antony had become the passion of his
life-a passion so eager, earnest, and pervading,
that Rose was frightened at its strength. The
man had gained a point at which he could both coax
and threaten, and the poor weak woman-really
loving her husband and adoring her child-was
led, and ordered, and pleased, and tormented, by the
whimsies of this sentimental affair, which she thought
was driving Duval either to ruin or to death.
Of this condition Adriana, as well
as all others who loved Rose, was entirely ignorant.
Yet the sight of the couple, and their absorbed manner,
forced itself again and again on Adriana’s consciousness;
and she resolved to name the circumstance to Harry
that night. Harry listened, and looked much annoyed,
but he answered finally:
“I do not believe there is anything
wrong, Yanna. It is imprudent of Rose, and not
right; and I wonder at her, for Antony told me an hour
ago that little Emma was seriously ill. What a
worry he does make over that baby of theirs!”
“It is such a frail, lovely
little creature; and Antony has such a tender heart.”
“And Rose does not hover over
her nursery, as you do, Yanna.”
“But you think there is nothing wrong, Harry?”
“In a legal sense, nothing.
But, nevertheless, it is a shame for Rose to carry
on such intrigues; and I will see her in the morning
and give her some plain words. Antony is too
careful of her feelings. I am glad she is not
my wife.”
Then the subject was dropped, and
Adriana did not entertain it again. In her secret
heart, she felt that she might forgive Rose if she
were driven to deceive her husband by the force of
a strong passion; but for this silly, weak drifting
into sin and danger on little currents of vanity and
sensual romance, she had no toleration. Refusing
consciously to reason out the exact turpitude of Antony’s
wife, anger at the erring woman lay at the bottom
of all her thoughts, as she moved about the household
duties of the day. “Such a good husband!
Such a lovely little daughter! How can Rose wrong
them both so shamefully?” These unspoken words
rang to and fro like a fretful complaining in her
inner self.
While she was taking lunch, Rose came
to see her. She entered the room with much of
her old effusiveness; she kissed and petted her sister-in-law,
and said: “Give me a strong cup of tea,
Yanna. I am worn out. Baby was ill all night,
and Antony would neither sleep nor let any one else
sleep.”
“But if Emma were sick you would
not be able to sleep, I am sure. And she must
be better, or you would not have left the little one
at all.”
“Mamma is watching her.
I just ran over to see you. It always rests me
and makes me strong to see you, Yanna. I know
what you are going to say-that I might,
then, come oftener-so also I might go oftener
to church. But I do not love you the less, Yanna;
when I am good I always love you.”
“Dear Rose, I wish you were
always what you call ‘good.’”
“I wish I were! I do long
to be good! I am so weak and silly, but there
is a good Rose somewhere in me. Do you think baby
is really very sick?”
“Babies all suffer dreadfully,
Rose, in teething. I often wonder how grown-up
people would endure half-a-dozen teeth forcing their
way through sore, inflamed gums. There would
be swearing among the men, and hysteria among the
women, and we should all do as Burns did when he had
only one troublesome tooth-kick the furniture
about-really, or figuratively.”
“Poor Emma! I do love her!
I do love her! If there is anything on earth
I love, it is Emma. But Antony is simply absurd.
He insists on the whole house teething, too.
He will have no company; and some one has to sit by
Emma’s cot all night because, he says, ’she
must need cold water often,’ and when I told
him this morning that we had all gone through the
same suffering once in our lives, he looked at me as
if he thought I was a brute. I was only trying
to aggravate him. He ought not to tempt me to
aggravate him; for I cannot help doing it. And
of course, I love Emma far better than he does.
I nearly died for her. I was provoked with Antony
this morning.”
“What does the doctor say?”
“He says baby is to go to the
mountains, so we are to have the Woodsome house; and
papa and mamma are going to Europe. Papa wants
‘authorities.’ I should think the
British Museum may perhaps satisfy him.”
“We are going to Woodsome also,
this summer. How soon will you leave the city?”
“That is what we are disputing
about. Antony wants to go at once. I want
to give one, just one, farewell dance before shutting
myself up for months. I wish you could have seen
Antony’s face when I proposed it. I just
wish you could! It was awful! He said ‘No,’
and he stood on ‘No,’ and nothing
short of an earthquake could have moved him. I
simply hate Antony, when he is so ugly; and I told
him I hated him.”
“But it is not right to dance
and feast when your child is so ill, Rose.”
“My baby is no worse than other
babies in the same condition. I am so weary of
all the trouble. I feel like running away and
hiding myself from every one. I wish I were in
some place where Antony, and mamma, and Harry, and
every one, could not be perpetually saying, ’You
must not do this,’ or, ‘You must do that.’
The other day I heard of a heavenly land, where the
sun always shines, and the flowers always bloom, and
loving and dancing and singing and feasting make up
the whole of life.”
“Oh, Rose! Rose! That is a very earthly
land, indeed.”
“A woman has no youth in this
country. And I shall only be a very little time
young now. I do grudge spending my young days
in gloom, and sorrow, and scolding. It is too
bad. If I should fly away to some wilderness,
would you take care of my baby, Yanna?”
“What nonsense are you talking, Rose?”
“Of course, it is nonsense;
and yet I might die-or commit suicide-or
something. If anything happened to you, I would
take little Harry and make him my very own. Would
you take little Emma if anything happened to me?
I might die.”
“My dear Rose, you are not likely to die.”
“I know I am not-but things happen.”
“What things?”
“Accidents-and such
things. One never knows. It does seem a silly
thing to ask, but I have a sudden feeling about it,
Yanna. If I should die-or anything
should happen-you are to take Emma and bring
her up to be good-I mean pious-I
mean not like her poor, silly mother. How absurd
I am! Whatever is the matter with me? Am
I going to be ill, I wonder? Am I going to have
a fever?”
“I saw you yesterday on Broadway.
What a pretty suit you had on! Mr. Duval was
with you.”
“Mr. Duval! Yes. I
had forgotten. Yes, I met Dick as I came out of
a store, and we walked up a block to Twenty-third
Street. Do you know that store under the Fifth
Avenue Hotel, where they sell such lovely jewelry?
I was going there.”
“I do not think Antony would
like you to go anywhere with Mr. Duval.”
“Antony will just have to dislike
it then. He has gone as far as I intend to let
him. The past two weeks he has wanted me to sit
by the cradle, day and night, and night and day.
I love my child, but I do want a breath of fresh air
sometimes.”
“I was speaking of Mr. Duval.”
“Harry has also been speaking
of Mr. Duval this morning. I told Harry to mind
his own affairs. I say the same to you, Yanna.
It is too much, when a married woman cannot speak
to an old friend, cannot walk three or four blocks
with him, without having her whole family suspect her
immediately of breaking-or at least cracking-the
ten commandments.”
“You know how Antony feels about that Duval.”
“I know Antony is an idiot about
him. I know his behavior has been shameful to
‘that Duval.’ Poor Dick! What
has the man done but dare admire me? A cat may
look at a king. Many women would give Antony a
lesson on that subject-they would not be
accused for nothing.”
“But not you, Rose! Not
you, dear Rose! Do not be impatient. Baby
will soon be well, and Antony does love you so -”
“Do hush, Yanna! Antony
loves nothing about me. But I must go now, or
else I shall get another scolding for leaving baby
so long; or a look worse than words; or silence, and
Antony ostentatiously walking Emma up and down the
floor; and mamma sighing; and the doctor solemnly
standing by; and the nurse tip-toeing about the room;
and the room so dark, and smelling of drugs, and full
of suffering-it is all so dreadful!
For I want to be out in the fresh spring air, and wind,
and sunshine. I want to dance and run in it.
My blood goes racing through my veins like quicksilver,
and it is a kind of torture to sit still, and talk
in whispers, and see baby’s white waxy face,
and smell nothing but drugs. When I went to show
myself to Antony yesterday in my new suit, and held
the lovely roses to his face, he turned away as if
I were a fright, and put the flowers from him, as if
they hurt. Such ways I cannot understand!”
This conversation rather quieted than
increased Yanna’s misgivings. She thought
she understood the restless woman. Beautiful,
and longing to exhibit her beauty, full of the pulse
and pride of youth, excited by dreams of all sensuous
delights, romantic, sentimental, and vain, she was
resentful at the circumstances which bound her to the
stillness and shadow of the sick room, because she
was incredulous of any necessity for such devotion.
For the latter feeling Mrs. Filmer was much to blame.
She had not the keen intuitions regarding life and
death which Antony possessed; she had dim remembrances
of her own children’s trials, she had the experiences
of her friends on the same subject, and she did not
honestly believe little Emma was in any special danger.
Consequently, she had supported Rose in her claim to
regard her own health, and go out a little every day.
And if Antony had been asked for the reason of his
great anxiety, he would not have cared to explain
it to his wife or his mother-in-law. Both these
women would have smiled at what he had learned through
the second sight of dreams, in that mysterious travail
of sleep, by which the man that feareth God is instructed
and prepared for “the sorrow that is approaching”;
because, if apprehension of the supernatural is not
in the human soul, neither miracle nor revelation
can authenticate it to them.
So Antony bore his fear in silence,
and told no one the Word that had come to him;
strengthening his heart with the brave resolve of the
wise Esdras: “Now, therefore, keep thy sorrow
to thyself; and bear with a good courage that which
hath befallen thee.”
About ten days after this event, Rose
left her home early one morning to complete the shopping
necessary for their removal to Woodsome on the following
day. Mrs. Filmer promised to remain with the sick
child until her return; but she urged Rose to make
all haste possible, as there were various matters
in the Filmer household to attend to ere Mr. Filmer
and herself could comfortably leave for Europe on the
Saturday’s steamer. With these considerations
in view, she was annoyed at Rose for positively refusing
the carriage. “I want to walk, mamma,”
she said crossly; “and if I get tired, I will
take the street cars.”
“But you may be delayed by them,
and time is precious now.”
Then she kissed her mother affectionately,
and stooped to little Emma’s cot, and with a
long, soft pressure of her lips to the lips of the
fragile-looking child, she went away, promising to
be home certainly before noon. But she was not
home at one o’clock; and Mrs. Filmer and Antony
ate their lunch together, both of them with a hot,
angry heart at Rose’s indifference. At two
o’clock Rose was still absent, and a singular
feeling of alarm had taken the place of anger.
“What keeps Rose so long, mother?”
asked Antony, in an anxious voice.
“I do not know, Antony.
She could have been back in an hour. It is four
hours since she left.”
“Can you think of anything?
Have you not some idea where she is?”
“She was very tired and low-spirited.
She may have gone to see her father, and then-being
so tired-have taken a glass of wine, and
lain down to rest in her own old room. I can
think of nothing else.”
“She would not be likely to make calls?”
“Make calls so early! in a shopping
costume! and without a carriage! She would not
think of such a thing.”
“May she have gone to Yanna’s?”
“I should say not. She does not care for
Yanna as she used to do.”
“Will you go home and see if
she is in her old room resting? I have a strange,
unhappy feeling about her.”
“I will go at once. I shall find her at
home, no doubt.”
But though Mrs. Filmer spoke confidently,
she was by no means sure of her affirmation.
She went home with a trembling, sick heart, and found
that Rose had not been there at all. For a moment
or two she was unable to think or to act, and she
was going blindly to Mr. Filmer’s study when
she met Harry.
“Oh, my dear boy!” she
cried, “you are just the one person needed.
I am almost distracted, Harry. Rose went out
this morning at ten o’clock; and she has not
come home, and we are wretched about her.”
Harry took out his watch. “It
is not quite three, mother. Rose has perhaps
gone to see Yanna, or some of her acquaintances; or
she may be at her dressmaker’s, or -”
“Harry, there is something wrong.
You cannot reason the certainty out of my heart.
I am sick with fear.”
“Dear mother, there is nothing
wrong at all. Go and lie down, or talk to father,
and I will bring you word that all is well in an hour.
Sure.”
“Where are you going?”
“I am going home. Yanna will know something.”
He took a cab at the nearest stand,
and drove rapidly to his own house. Adriana started,
and stood up quickly, as he entered. “What
is the matter, Harry?” she cried.
“Rose seems to have got herself
out of the way. She left home at ten o’clock
this morning, and has not returned. Mother is
quite nervous and ill about her. Has she been
here?”
For a minute Adriana stood motionless,
as one by one the thoughts flashed across her mind
which led her to the truth; and when she spoke, it
was in the voice of a woman who had pulled herself
together with the tightest rein. “Harry,”
she answered, “while I put on my hat and cloak,
have the carriage made ready. Do not lose a single
moment.”
“Where are you going?”
“To pier sixteen, East River.”
“What in heaven are you going there for?”
“The Cuban steamer.”
“The Cuban steamer?”
“Have you forgotten? Duval
is a Cuban. I know now who told Rose of a land
all sunshine and flowers-and misery and
cruelty,” she added passionately, as she ran
to her room with a hurry that sent Harry to the stables
with equal haste.
When the carriage came to the door,
Adriana was waiting. Harry was stepping, to her
side, but she shook her head positively. “You
must go for Antony,” she said. “Bring
him to the steamer. It is the only way.”
At a very rapid pace the carriage
was driven to the foot of Wall Street. It was,
however, to Adriana a tedious journey, and often interrupted;
and she sat wringing her hands in impotent impatience
at every delay. When she reached the pier, she
found herself in all the tumult and hurry that attends
a departing steamer; but the gangway was clear, and
she went straight on board The Orizaba.
The first persons she saw were Duval and Rose.
They were leaning over the taffrail, with their backs
to Adriana, and Duval was talking impetuously, holding
Rose’s hand in his own. Her attitude was
reluctant and hesitating, and when Adriana said, “Excuse
me, Mr. Duval, I have come for Mrs. Van Hoosen,”
Rose turned with a sharp cry, and put her hand in Yanna’s.
“Pardon, madame,”
answered Duval in a passion, “Mrs. Van Hoosen
chooses to remain with me.”
“Rose, dear Rose! think of your
little daughter. Turn back, dear one, for God’s
sake! turn back! Have you forgotten your mother
and father, your brother and your loving husband?
Rose, come with me. Fly for your life! Fly
for your soul! Come! Come! There is
no time to lose.”
Duval was urging the foolish, distracted
woman at the same time, pleading his misery, and contrasting
her dull, unhappy life in Woodsome village with all
the joys he promised her in Cuba. And Rose was
weeping bitterly. It was also evident that she
had been taking wine, and very likely some drug in
it. For her mind was dull, and her conscience
was dull, and she seemed too inert to decide so momentous
a question herself.
But as they stood thus together, and
Rose was weakly clinging to Yanna’s arm, Antony
came towards them, swift and stern as Fate. He
put his hand on Rose’s shoulder, and turned the
dear wretched sinner round till she faced him.
He had no need to speak. She looked piteously
at Yanna, and said, “Tell Antony why I came-there
is nothing wrong.” And then she laughed
so foolishly that Adriana thought the laugh far more
pitiful than tears.
“Mr. Duval is going to Cuba,”
said Adriana to her brother. “We will now
say ‘farewell’ to him.”
“Mrs. Van Hoosen is going to
Cuba also,” said Duval, with a mocking air.
“Come, Rose, my love!”
Then in his throat Antony gave him
the lie, and with one back-handed blow, struck him
in the mouth and sent him reeling backward like a
drunken man.
Ere he could recover himself, Rose
and Antony, followed by Adriana, were going down the
gangway, and a sailor was ringing a bell, and bidding
all not for the voyage to make for the shore.
Duval did not make for the shore. He waited until
Antony was putting Rose and Adriana in the carriage
ere he shouted after Antony scandalous epithets, which
he did not deign to notice. But they went like
fire into his ears; and he looked into Rose’s
apathetic face, sullen and angry, with a sense of
such shame and misery as he had never before experienced.
Silently they drove to Adriana’s
house, and then Antony kissed her, and said with some
difficulty, “I can never thank you enough, Yanna,”
and Yanna, smiling sadly in reply, turned to Rose and
said, “Good-bye, Rose. I shall see you
at Woodsome, I hope, soon.”
Rose did not respond in any way.
Her eyes were cast down, she seemed to be lost to
sense and feeling, except for a perceptible drawing
away from her husband when he took the seat which
Yanna had vacated. Furtively she glanced into
his face, and she was aware of, though she was not
sorry for, its utter wretchedness. Indeed, in
no way did she evince the slightest contrition for
her offence. Antony, however, doubted whether
she was in a condition to fully realize it. With
soulless eyes, she gazed on the panorama of the streets,
and if she had any just knowledge of sin committed,
it lay in some corner of her conscience, far below
the threshold of her present intelligence.
It seemed a never-ending ride to Antony.
The familiar streets were strange to him, and his
own house was like a house in a dream. He fancied
the coachman looked curious and evilly intelligent.
It was not that his body burned, his very soul burned
with shame and pity and just anger. He gave Rose
his arm, however, up the flight of steps, but she
withdrew herself with a motion of impatience as soon
as they entered the hall, and she was not at all aware
of a feeling, an atmosphere, a sense of something
sorrowful and unusual, which struck Antony as quickly
as he passed the threshold. The next moment a
door opened, and the family physician came forward.
Antony looked at him and divined what
he was going to say. “She is worse, doctor?”
he whispered.
“She is well, sir. Well, forever!”
Then, with such a cry as could only
come from a wounded soul, Antony fled upstairs.
Rose sank into the nearest chair. She had not
yet any clear conception of her misery. But in
a moment or two, Antony returned with his little dead
daughter in his arms. He was weeping like a woman;
nay, he was sobbing as men sob who have lost hope.
“Oh, my darling!” he cried.
“My little comforter! My lost angel!”
and with every exclamation he kissed the lovely image
of Death. Straight to the trembling, dazed mother
he took the clay-cold form, which had already been
dressed for its burial. And when Rose understood
the fact, she was like one awakening from a dream-there
was a moment’s stupor, a moment’s recollection,
a moment’s passionate realization of her loss;
and then shriek after shriek, from a mind that suddenly
lost its balance and fell from earth to hell.
Fortunately, the physician was at
hand, and for once Antony left Rose to his care.
His sympathy seemed dead. He had borne until his
capacity for suffering was exhausted. He lay
down on the nursery couch, close to his dead child,
and God sent him the sleep He gives to His beloved
when the sorrow is too great for them. On awakening
he found Mrs. Filmer at his side. She was weeping,
and her tears made Antony blind also. He drew
his hands across his eyes, and stood up, feeling weak
and shattered, and ill from head to feet.
“Antony,” said Mrs. Filmer,
“you have behaved nobly this day. I cannot
thank you as I would like to.”
“Emma is dead!” he answered.
“Dear mother, that is all I can bear to-night.
Such a sad, little, suffering life! If I could
only have suffered for her! If I could only have
been with her at the hour. I watched for
that favor. I grudged to leave her, even to eat
or sleep-and I missed it after all!
For I hoped at the moment of parting to have some
vision or assurance that her tender little soul would
not have to pass alone through the great outer space
and darkness. Where is she now? Who is her
Helper? Will Christ indeed carry her in his bosom
until her small feet reach the fields of Paradise?
Mother! mother! I am broken-hearted this night.
Who was with her when she died?”
“It seems that she died alone.
The nurse thought she was asleep, and she went downstairs
to make herself a cup of tea. When she came back
Emma was dead. The doctor says she had a fit and
died in it.”
“No one to help her! No
one to kiss her! It is too cruel! My dear
one would open her eyes at last and find no father-no
mother-no one at all to say ‘good-bye’
to her!”
“Come, come, Antony! The
doctor thinks she never recovered consciousness.
He says she did not suffer. You have saved Rose.
Go and say a word to her. She is in despair.”
“I will speak to her as soon
as I can. I cannot see her until-until
the child has been taken away from me.”
Mrs. Filmer pressed him no further.
She thought it best to leave him much alone.
His thin, worn cheeks, and sunken eyes-showing
pain, anxiety, and sleepless nights-were
touchingly human. They said plainer than any
words could, “Trouble me no more until I am stronger;
until my soul can reach that serene depth where it
can say, ’Thy will be done,’ until, indeed,
I can turn to Romans, the eighth chapter and the twenty-eighth
verse, and stand firmly with its grand charter of
God’s deliverance in my hand.”
When the child was buried, Antony
made an effort to speak to his wife. But she
would not speak to him. She had assumed an attitude
quite unexpected-that of an injured woman.
She complained to her mother that an infamous advantage
had been taken of a trifling escapade. “I
simply went to see an old friend off to Cuba; and Yanna-because
of a conversation I had with her a few days previously-is
sure I am going to desert my husband and child.
She races down to the steamer, and makes a scene there;
and Antony follows to bring on a grand climax!
No! I will not forgive either Yanna or Antony.”
“What had you said to Yanna?”
“Just a little serious conversation-such
as I wanted to be good, and so on-and I
asked her if anything happened to me to look after
baby. Feeling always makes a fool of me.
I won’t feel any more. I won’t want
to be good any more.”
“You had no necessity to ask
that woman to look after baby. Was not I sufficient?”
“I was in one of my good moods.
I wanted Yanna to think I was lovely. I do not
care now what any one thinks.”
And she acted out this programme to
its last letter. She was either despondently
or mockingly indifferent to all that was proposed.
After some delay, her father and mother went to Europe.
Yanna and Harry went to stay with Miss Alida; and
Antony made what preparations were necessary, and
removed his household to the Filmer place at Woodsome.
Rose took no part in the removal. When she perceived
that the house was to be closed, she accompanied Antony
to the country. But no good resulted from the
change. She refused to see visitors; if she went
out, it was entirely alone; and she passed Yanna and
Miss Alida as if they were utter strangers to her.
A spoiled, wilful girl, who had never felt the bit
on her life, she had suddenly thrown off all control
but that of the evil spirit which had taken possession
of her.
Still she preserved a kind of decorum.
There was a general impression that she had nearly
lost her reason about her child’s death; and
people excused and pitied her aberrations in consequence,
or if rumors of the real truth permeated society at
Woodsome, it was quickly discredited. Men and
women alike pointed to the devotion of Antony and
refused to believe it; and in some way the sorrowful
shake of Miss Alida’s head at Rose’s name,
and Yanna’s painful silence, impressed on the
community an idea of Rose’s suffering rather
than of her wickedness. Sometimes a servant would
say boldly that Mrs. Van Hoosen was ill-tempered and
took too much wine, but no one credited the judgment,
except those who hated Rose and wished to believe it.
Indeed, in the latter respect Rose’s
temper had had a good result. Antony would have
neither wine nor liquor of any kind in his house,
and as Rose refused to visit, her opportunities for
indulging the taste were limited. She did not
appear to mind this deprivation as much as might have
been expected. Her insane indulgence of temper
swallowed up every other vice. She had drunk mainly
to induce that exhilaration which she fancied added
so much to her beauty, and to excite that boundless
flow of repartee which made her the center of a crowd
of silly young men who liked to have their small wits
tickled, and who hoarded her jokes to retail as their
own.
She had now no little circle to entertain;
she did not care to please any one in Woodsome; she
even took a pleasure in displeasing Antony, and her
one daily excitement was to try to meet Yanna and Miss
Alida driving, and embarrass their movements, or pass
them with insolent disdain. Peter Van Hoosen
was the only person she treated with her old kindness
and charm. To him she was gentle and sad, and
one morning she wandered an hour with him in his garden,
listening to his words of comfort about little Emma,
until they were both ready to weep. So that when
Peter saw his son next, he spoke sharply to him about
Rose, and frankly told him he was not worthy to have
the charge of such a little, proud, sensitive heart;
indeed, Peter was quite sure that Rose would have
been an excellent wife under such guidance as he would
have given her.
So the summer went away and Rose had
the satisfaction of feeling that she had made all
her friends as wretched as she had made herself.
Yet there was no apparent effort to do this; and there
was no need of effort; for the power of those indirect
influences which distil from a life are greater than
effort, and Rose had only to wander about the house
and grounds, a picture of woe, lonely and uncomplaining,
to destroy the summer sunshine and set every one on
the edge of quarreling about her. For she had
really a strong personality, and her unhappy moods
affected the household as perceptibly as rain affects
the atmosphere.
For weeks Antony endeavored to understand
and conquer this attitude. He followed her in
her lonely walks, and she listened to what he said
as if she heard him not. Or she permitted him
to walk at her side, and yet behaved precisely as
if he were not there. If he visited her in her
own apartment, she made him just the same nonentity.
She heard no question he asked; she answered no remark
he made. Kind or reproachful words fell alike
upon her consciousness, and she made no sign of being
touched by them; for to Antony she had ceased even
to pretend to be an angel.
In this abandonment of her duty there
was but one hopeful sign-she never neglected
herself or her appearance. Whenever she permitted
Antony to see her she was beautifully dressed.
Her black and white garments were of the loveliest
materials, and were so made and worn as to give an
air of plaintive pathos and elegance to all her movements.
Every day Antony, furtively watching her going out
and her coming in, was touched and smitten afresh
by loveliness so near and dear to him, and yet so
far beyond his power to influence. And yet, every
day he grew more hopeless, for Rose’s sin was
now very different from what it had been. Her
temptation to drink had been in his sight a deformity,
a disease, a calamity, but while Rose sinned against
her will he did not call it a sin; he was as ready
to forgive as she was to be sorry. But this indulgence
of a defiant temper in the face of her actual transgression,
was a sin having its origin in the will; and
it was, therefore, in all its essence and results
devilish and sorrow-making.
Towards the close of this unhappy
summer a lady in the vicinity gave a masked dance,
and Antony and Rose received invitations. Antony
regarded them as mere courtesies, for they were still
in mourning, and it was hardly possible Rose would
deny and defy all her summer attitude by accepting
them. As she was passing him in the hall he said,
“Rose, Mrs. Lawson has sent us invitations to
her mask dance. Of course they are merely complimentary.”
There was no answer.
“Mrs. Lawson knows we are in
mourning; and besides, we may be in the city before
the twentieth.”
Rose was leisurely walking upstairs,
but she heard the words, and a sudden resolve to cap
all her contradictions by going to the dance entered
her mind. It gave her such a fillip of mischievous
pleasure as she had not felt for a long time:
and the following day she went into New York and bought
what she desired for the occasion. Antony sent
a polite refusal and thought no more of the matter.
Indeed, on the day before the dance, he began to prepare
for a return to the city; and on the twentieth he
went into New York to make arrangements for the continuance
of his lease, as his own house was not finished.
He did not return until a later train than usual,
and Rose was in hopes of escaping his notice until
her object had been accomplished. Then, of course,
there would be a scene; and she enjoyed the prospect
of it. She was brewing a storm, and delighting
herself in the hellish concoction.
When Antony came home he saw the carriage
at the front door, and the coachman waiting by the
horses. “Where are you going at this time
of night, Clemens?” he asked.
“Mrs. Van Hoosen is going to Mrs. Lawson’s
dance, sir.”
Then Antony turned into the parlor,
and leaving open the door, waited for his wife’s
approach. Very soon a maid ran down with her carriage
wraps, and then there was a light step, with a vague
waft of perfume, and Antony went to the foot of the
staircase. Rose was descending with her mask
in her hand. Her fair auburn hair was loose and
crowned with poppies. Her short and scanty dress
was of vivid scarlet and black, her hose were of scarlet
silk, her slippers of black satin, and her arms covered
to above the elbows with black gloves. She was,
as she mockingly said, “a diablesse in
scarlet and black.”
Antony looked at her, and his face
burned with shame; then with a grasp she could not
resist, he led her into the parlor, turned the key
in the door, and put it in his pocket. At that,
she found it possible to speak to her husband.
“Let me out, sir!” she
cried, passionately. “How dare you lock
me in any room?” And she was wickedly beautiful
as she imperiously ordered her own release. Sensitive
to her influence, and trembling under her power, Antony
defied it.
“You shall not leave this house
to-night,” he answered. “You shall
never leave it in such a shameless garb. You outrage
yourself and all who love you by it.”
“As I intend to remain unknown,
the precious self-respect of anybody that loves me
will not be hurt. As for myself, it makes no matter.
Give me the key, sir.”
“I will not.”
“Then I shall go out by the window.”
“You will do nothing of the
kind. I am going to remain here with you.
You will not surely compel me to use force.”
“You are brutal enough to use force.”
“Rose, I must save you from
yourself. Some day you will thank me for it.”
“I wish you would let me alone.
I do not want you to save me. I wish I had never
seen you. I hate you from morning to night.
I wish you would go where I could never see your face
or hear your voice again!”
“You are angry now, Rose.
But have you not been cross long enough? Come,
sit down, and let us talk, not of the past, but of
the future. Let us try and make it happier.”
He was approaching her as he spoke;
and she put out her hands and waved him away.
“Do not dare to come near me!” she cried.
“Not one step further! You shall not put
a finger on me. I will not listen to your voice.
Let me go away from your presence.”
He sat down, covering his face with
his hands, and he was still as a stone. But Rose
felt that he was on guard, and that resistance or
entreaty would be alike useless. So she threw
herself on a sofa, shut her eyes, and began to sing.
The whole appearance and atmosphere
of the woman were now repellant; and a great indignation
burned in Antony’s heart. He said to himself
that he had done wrong to tolerate so long the evil
spirit in his wife and home. He had forgiven
practically what he ought to refuse to forgive at
all. He had encouraged sin by enduring it.
And he had done so because he loved the sinner.
“But I shall do what is right in the future!”
he said.
Then he rose up, and Rose, who was
watching him from beneath her nearly closed eyelids,
was startled by the new man she saw. He looked
taller, his countenance was stern, and he told the
coachman to take away the carriage in a voice that
was quite new to her. But she went on humming
her song, and watching developments. So all the
night the gas burned, and Antony sat guarding his
wife, and his wife looked at him, and sang at him,
and paraded herself about the room to irritate him.
But about three o’clock she was very weary, and
she fell into a deep sleep. Then Antony rose
and looked at her. Her head was hanging off the
pillow, and one of her feet nearly touched the floor.
He lifted it gently, placed the dear poppy-crowned
head comfortably on the pillow, threw an Afghan over
the sleeping form, and with one long farewell look
went quietly out of the room.
The dance was then over, and the bitterest
night of his life was over. He had watched against
Indians; he had watched against death in mines, and
camps, and lonely gorges in the mountains; he had watched
the life-breaths of his little daughter pass away,
night after night, in weary painfulness; but such
a terrible watch as this one, beside his wilfully
wicked wife, he had never conceived of as possible.
He was weary to death, and her cruel words remained
in his heart like arrows.
He went to his room, and after writing
for some time he drank a cup of coffee and left the
house. At the stables he got a horse and buggy,
and drove over to Miss Alida’s. He met Harry
just outside the gate, and he called him.
“I was trying to catch the early
train,” explained Harry. “Is anything
wrong? Why are you here before seven o’clock?”
“Come with me. I have something to say
to you, Harry.”
Then Harry sent back his own buggy,
and seated himself beside Antony. “Where
are you going?” he asked; “there is no
station up this road.”
“It is quiet. That is enough.
Listen, Harry.” Then he gave his friend
and brother a brief outline of the life he had led,
and of Rose’s behavior on the previous night.
He made few complaints, he merely stated facts; but
Harry understood what was not told.
“She says she hates me.
She never wants to see my face again. She never
wants to hear me speak to her more. I think my
presence irritates her and makes her cross and cruel.
I am going to my place in the Harqua Hala Range.
I ought to have been there long ago. They are
finding gold there. When Rose is sorry, you will
let me know?”
He was quietly weeping, and not at
all conscious of the circumstance; and Harry was burning
with anger at his wrongs. “It was a bad
day for you, Antony, when the Filmers came into your
life,” he said. “You have flung your
love away on Rose, and your gold away on me. I
do not know what I shall do without you. You
are the greatest soul I ever met. Do not go away,
Antony!”
“There is nothing else to be
done. I have worn out her patience, and she has
worn out mine. Be kind to her; and when you have
an opportunity, say a kind word for me.”
Far into the morning they talked,
and then Antony drove to the station, and went his
lonely way, too miserable to think of adieus, too
ashamed and heart-broken to bear more, either of advice
or consolation. Harry watched his thin, sorrowful
face out of sight; and at the last moment lifted his
hat to so much departing love and worth. Then
he drove as fast as his horse could take him to the
Filmer place.
Rose had awakened from her sleep,
and had had her breakfast. She was miserable
in all her being. Her head ached; her heart ached.
She was humiliated and chagrined, and the thought
of Antony haunted her and would not let her rest.
Also the house was miserable. Everything was
waiting on Antony. Some of the things to be taken
to the city were already packed; others were lying
on the chairs and tables, and the servants were each
and all taking their own ill way about affairs.
Rose could think of nothing but an order to let the
packing alone until Mr. Van Hoosen returned; but there
was a most unsettled feeling through the house, and
she was quite aware nothing was being done that ought
to be done.
She was greatly relieved to see Harry
coming. Harry was the one member of her family
whom she regarded. He had not offended in the
Duval matter, and so it was generally through Harry
she was influenced to do what was required of her.
But this morning Harry gave her back no smile; he
did not answer her greeting, and when she offered her
hand, he put it crossly away.
“Rose,” he said, “you
have managed to behave abominably for a long time.
But your conduct last night is unpardonable. If
you were my wife I would shut you up in a madhouse
until you put your senses above your temper.”
“Thanks! I am not your
wife, I am happy to say. No one but the divine
Adriana could -”
“Stop your foolish chatter!
You have driven your husband from you, at last.
Now I hope you are satisfied.”
“So he has gone, has he?
And pray, where has my lord gone?”
“To Arizona.”
“I am glad he has gone so far.”
“Now, madam, you will have to
fight the world without him. There is not a decent
woman who will notice you.”
“What have I done wrong?
And I do not believe Antony has gone. He will
come trailing home to-night.”
“He will not. And as to
what you have done wrong, if there were nothing against
you but that Duval affair it shuts you out of society.”
Then she rose in a passion, and snapped
her fingers in his face. “You!” she
cried, “you dare to come here and reproach me
with Duval! Pray, what about Cora Mitchin?
It is the devil correcting sin for you to talk virtuously.
And the divine Yanna is just as bad to live with you.
I would not. I would have respected Antony if
he had turned on his heel when he saw me with Duval
on the steamer; if he had turned on his heel and left
me forever, I would have respected him! As it
is, I despise him. Arizona is the best place
for him.”
“There is no use, and no sense,
in putting your fault and mine on the same level,
Rose. Society will teach you who is the worst
next winter.”
“What do I care for society?
Society is not Jéhovah; and being a man will
not help you, sir, at the Day of Judgment. You
are a great deal worse than I am. You are not
fit for any woman’s company; and the sooner
you leave mine, the better I shall like it.”
And Harry went. He had nothing
further to say. He was convicted by his own conscience,
and by the swift passage through his mind of certain
words that came from the Blameless One-“He
that is without sin among you, let him first cast
a stone at her.”