It was near Christmas, and New York
had the sense of its festivity in all her streets
and avenues. The store windows were green and
gay, and the sidewalks crowded with buyers. The
crisp, frosty air and bright sunshine-full
of promise and exhilaration-touched even
Rose Van Hoosen, and made her consciously subject
to the pervading influence. She had been to see
her father and mother, who had just returned from
Europe, and she was going to the loneliness of her
own handsome home. No letter had come to her
from her husband; but his lawyer brought her every
month the liberal income which had been left in his
charge for the maintenance of the Van Hoosen household.
As yet she had lived in seclusion,
but her mother had advised a different course.
“You must give some small but extremely fine
dinners and entertainments, Rose,” she said.
“Nothing stops gossip like hospitality.
People will want to come to your little parties, and
they will pooh-pooh all ill-natured reports, for their
own sake. To-morrow we will talk over this plan,
and arrange the most suitable functions.”
“But they will wonder at Antony’s absence,
mamma.”
“They will hardly take it into
account. His indifference and his refusal to
dance were always cold water on your social efforts.
As far as they are concerned, he is better away.
And what more promising excuse can you have than that
gold has been found on his place. It has a rich
sound, and, of course, he has to look after it.
No one will think further than that. How are
Harry and his wife getting on?”
“I think Yanna has quite spoiled
Harry. Will you believe that I used to meet him
driving with the baby last summer; and he trotted to
meeting every Sunday with Yanna. I can tell you,
mother, that your day is over. Yanna has Harry
quite under her thumb now, or I am much mistaken.”
“And the Cora Mitchin affair?”
“I should say it is dead and
buried. I do not see the girl’s name at
any theatre, and her picture is not staring you in
the face from every window this season. She has
been retired evidently.”
“We shall see. Now, Rose,
throw aside this nonsensical air of seclusion and
sorrow. Get some pretty costumes, and prepare
gradually to open your house. A woman with your
income aping the recluse is ridiculous.”
“You do me so much good, mamma.”
“Well, my dear, there is nothing
for wrong but to try and put it right. I think
you have been to blame, but there is no use going about
the world to accuse yourself. You must try and
make your peace with your husband. It is such
bad form, this quarreling. Send for Yanna and
Miss Alida, and ask their advice-just to
flatter them. You must have the support
of your family.”
“I do not speak to either of
them. I have made a business of offending them.
Yanna was the inventor of the Duval romance; and Alida
Van Hoosen thinks her thoughts. They have been
living together.”
“I am awfully sorry you have
offended them. Can you not be friends with Yanna?”
“I don’t want to be friends
with her. I have quarreled with Harry, too.
The idea of Harry coming to tell me my sins! I
suppose Yanna sent him. Well, he heard the truth
about his own sins, for once in his life! Mamma,
I have quarreled with every one but you.”
As she was speaking, Harry entered.
He took his mother in his arms, and then turned to
Rose. “Good morning, Rose,” he said
pleasantly. But Rose looked past him, and without
a word in reply, she left the house.
“I am sorry you have quarreled
with your sister, Harry,” said Mrs. Filmer.
“If ever she needed your countenance and aid,
it is now.”
“It is not my fault. Has
she told you about the last ?”
“I have heard a dozen versions
of the affair. Poor girl!”
“Mother, you ought not to condone her sins.”
“You made no objections to my
condoning your sins, Harry-much more flagrant
ones, too. And I do not think your wife need to
put on so many airs about poor Rose.”
“Rose has wantonly wounded Yanna’s feelings
very often.”
“Poor feelings! I wonder
how they endured the pretty Cora’s extravagances
of every kind.”
“Mother!”
“Well, Harry, there is no use in our quarreling.
Where is Antony?”
“In Arizona.”
“It is a great shame. I shall make your
father go and see him.”
“There is no necessity.
A word of contrition from Rose will bring him home.
Without that word, nothing will bring him. You
had better get Rose to write to him. A dozen
words will do.”
“She will never write one.”
“Then she had better get a divorce.”
“And lose all Antony’s money!”
“She has behaved shamefully
to Antony. I will not talk any more about her.”
“However, she is going to entertain
quietly; and her own family must support her.
You may tell your wife I said so.”
“Did you have a pleasant summer, mother?”
Then Mrs. Filmer began a long complaint
of the weather, and the weary hours her husband spent
in the libraries, and the exorbitant charges, and
the dreadful laundry work, and finally she opened one
of her trunks, and took out of it some presents for
Yanna and the child. So the morning went rapidly
away, and Harry stayed to lunch with his father and
mother, and then went downtown and attended to some
business for them; so that the day was all broken up
and spoiled, and he resolved to go home and take Yanna
her presents.
When he entered the parlor of his
own home, he was astonished to see Yanna sitting at
a little Dutch table, drinking tea with a woman in
the regulation dress of the Salvation Army-astonished
to see that she had been weeping; and still more lost
in amazement when the guest stood up and faced him,
for it was undoubtedly Cora Mitchin.
She looked with grave eyes straight
at Harry, who had paused in the middle of the room,
and said: “Mr. Filmer, I came here to-day
to ask Mrs. Filmer’s pardon. You may see
that she has forgiven me.”
“Miss Young,” said Adriana,
rising, “it is my wish that you tell Mr. Filmer
all that you have told me. He will be glad to
hear it.” And then she went quietly out
of the room, leaving the two alone. For a moment
Harry was angry. He did not like standing face
to face with his transgression; and he was quite inclined
to escape from the position in some way or other,
when Cora said:
“May I tell you what has happened?”
“Is there any use now? If I can do anything,
Cora -”
“No! no! Mrs. Filmer asked me to tell you.
May I?”
Harry sat down, but not very graciously;
and the young woman stood by the table, with her hand
grasping the back of the chair from which Yanna had
just risen. She was a very pretty young woman,
and her peculiar dress was by no means unbecoming.
If it had been, Harry perhaps might have been less
willing to listen; though, as it was, he had a wandering
idea that Cora was playing a trick-that
she might have taken a wager she would enter his house
and drink tea with his wife-that she might
have wondered at him for not seeking her out, and
contrived this plan to engage his attention. In
fact, he did not at all believe in any confession
Cora had made to his wife; and he was resentful of
her presence under any guise on his hearthstone.
So, though he sat down to listen, he did it ungraciously,
and his voice was irritable as he said:
“I do not understand your little
game, Cora; and I wish you would explain it as quickly
as possible.”
“Do you remember Mary Brady, one of the ballet
girls?”
“Yes.”
“She is dead. She sent
for me one night in July. She was dying without
a friend, and without a cent. I did what I could.
I did what there was no one else to do, I tried to
pray with her, and to tell her about a pitiful God
and Christ.”
“You!”
“Me. For I am the child
of parents who loved God, and I have two little sisters
whom I have sinned for, lest they should become sinners.
I know I ought to have trusted God, but I thought He
was never coming to help me-and so I took
the devil’s help. No one knows what the
devil’s wages are until they have earned them.
Mary has taken his last coin, which is-death.”
“Poor little girl! She was a merry sprite.”
“Mirth was part of her bargain.
She was dying while she was laughing”-and
the face of the speaker was so instinct with grief
that Harry suddenly found that all his suspicions
were vanishing, and an irrepressible interest was
taking their place.
“Well, Cora?”
“My name is Hannah-Hannah
Young. My father and mother gave me that name,
in the old meeting-house at Newburyport. It was
the name registered in God’s Book, and I would
not see it on a play-bill; so I called myself-the
other one. As I was telling you, I tried to talk
to poor Mary, as I knew my mother would have talked
to me. Alas! alas! it was too late!”
Harry looked up startled and uneasy.
“She had suffered so long and
so cruelly, without anything to help or to relieve
her pain. I brought her cold water and fruits
and a doctor, and I told her that Christ saw all her
trouble and pitied her, but she only said, ’It
is not true! If He loved me He would have sent
me help, when help might have saved me.’
Then I got the Gospel, and I read it to her, and she
cried wearily, ’I have heard it all before!
I know He was loving and good, but that is all so
long ago!’ I said, ‘Mary, if you could
only pray!’ and she asked angrily, ’To
whom? To the fine ladies on Broadway, or to the
men who preach now and then in the mostly closed churches?’
I told her, ’Christ waits in this very room,’
and she began to wail and cry out, ’It is not
true! It is not true! Christ would have
touched and healed me long ago!’ Yes, in her
very last moments she whispered, ‘He does not
know.’ I shall never forget her eyes; no,
not as long as I live. She went quite hopeless
down the hard road to the grave; but I do believe now
that the moment she touched the other side Jesus met
and comforted her.”
Harry did not answer. His eyes
were cast down, and he was holding his right hand
in his left, with a nervous, restless motion.
“After Mary’s death I
could not be the same. I felt that I would rather
hire myself out to wash dishes than earn another sinful
penny. The day of her burial I went back to her
room to pay the pittance due for its wretched shelter;
and I sat and talked with the woman who owned the
house a long time, so it was growing dark when I turned
out of the court into the main street. It was
a poor, quiet street, and the people were sitting
on their doorsteps, or leaning out of their windows;
and I saw a little crowd coming toward me, and they
were singing. And as I met them, they ceased;
and a woman a little in front, with an open Bible
in her hand, cried out:
“’Come unto Me, all
ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give
you rest.’ And her clear, sweet call went
down into my heart, and I began to weep and to pray
as I walked through the streets; and after I got to
my room, I locked the door and threw myself on my
knees, on my face, and pleaded with Christ to forgive
me and save me from my sins and myself. Oh! how
I longed and wept for the purity I had lost and the
faith I had cast aside! I was weary, fainting,
but I would not rise. In a little while, I could
not rise. I felt that the Savior was in the room.
It seemed to me at first as if He would not be entreated,
as if He would go away. But I had hands that clasped
his feet, and caught his robe, and I would not let
Him go until He forgave me.”
“You knew that you were forgiven? How?”
“I knew it by the joy that filled
my heart. I did not feel my body at all.
I walked up and down, clasping my hands and saying,
’Christ, I thank Thee! Christ, I thank
Thee!’ And when the dawn began to break, a great,
a wonderful peace came all over me; and I lay down
and slept such a happy sleep; and when I awakened,
I knew that the old life had passed away, and that
I was a different woman. Do you believe me, Mr.
Filmer?”
“Yes,” answered Harry, very softly, “I
believe you.”
“Then I went to the Salvation
Army. Such gifts as God had given me, I gave
back to Him. And I have been very happy ever since.”
“What made you come here to my wife?”
“I had wronged her. Against
her my sin was great and particular. I came to
her, and I told her what I have told you. She
wept with me. She forgave me freely. She
made me tea with her own hands; she did more than
that-she ate and drank with me. It
was as if Christ again put His hand upon the leper,
or went to be guest in the house of a man that was
a sinner. I shall never forget her goodness.
I wanted you to know -”
“What?”
“That there is mercy for sin-that
there is joy and gladness in repenting-that
God is ‘the lover of souls.’”
“It is a strange thing to hear
you talk in this way to me.”
“I talk to you now because I
shall not accuse you at the Day of Judgment.
I have been forgiven, and I have forgiven you.
But, oh! if you remain unforgiven, will you accuse
me then?”
“No; I only am to blame.”
“Now I will go. It is not
likely we shall meet again until the Day of Judgment.
At that Day, I shall be glad that I have spoken; and
I hope that you will be glad that you have listened.”
Harry tried to answer, but he knew
not what to say. His soul was in a chaos of emotion.
There seemed to be no words to interpret it; and before
he could find words, the woman was gone, and the door
was shut, and he was quite alone.
He did not wish to see Yanna just
then; and she, being a wise wife, probably divined
this feeling, for she did not intrude herself or her
opinions on the event at that time. She knew what
Hannah Young would say to him, and she understood
that such words need neither commentary nor explanation.
She was rather satisfied than otherwise, when she
heard Harry go out; and as she had promised to dine
with Miss Alida, she went there alone-there
being already an understanding that Harry should come
for her at eleven o’clock.
So their next meeting was in a company
who were discussing Browning with an extraordinary
animation. Miss Alida stopped in the middle of
her declaration “that she would rather have her
teeth drawn than be compelled to read Sordello,”
to smile a welcome; and Yanna’s look of pleasure
drew him to her side; where he stood leaning on her
chair and watching Professor Snowdon, who was holding
a book open at the likeness of the poet.
“What a brave countenance!”
he cried. “How honest, and thoughtful, and
kindly! And what a pleasant shrewdness in the
eyes! It is a perfect English face.”
“Oh, indeed!” said a scholarly
man who stood by Miss Alida; “if Browning had
an English body, his soul was that of some thirteenth-century
Italian painter. Does he not say of himself:
’Open my heart and you will see
Graved inside of it-“Italy."’
Now it is a prejudice with me, that
if an Englishman is to open his heart to us, we ought
to find England written there. Shakespeare,
who is at home with all people, is never so mighty
and so lovable as when depicting the sweet-natured
English ladies who became his ‘Imogenes,’
‘Perditas,’ and ‘Helenas,’
or dallying with his own country wild-flowers, or
in any way exalting England’s life and loveliness,
majesty and power.”
“And pray, sir,” asked
the Professor, “who but a man with an English
heart could have written that home-yearning song:
’Oh to be in England
Now that April’s there;
And whoever wakes in England,
Sees, some morning unaware,
That the lowest boughs, and the brush-wood
sheaf
Round the elm tree bole, are in tiny leaf;
While the chaffinch sings on the orchard
bough,
In England-now!’”
“There is somewhere a still
finer home-thought,” said Harry. “I
remember learning it when I was at college;”
and as Adriana looked backward and smiled, and the
Professor nodded approval, and Miss Alida said, “Let
us have the lines, Harry,” he repeated them without
much self-consciousness, and with a great deal of
spirit:
“’Nobly, nobly Cape St. Vincent
to the westward died away;
Sunset ran, one glorious blood-red, reeking
into Cadiz Bay;
Bluish ’mid the burning water, full
in face Trafalgar lay;
In the dimmest north-east distance, dawned
Gibraltar grand and
grey;
“Here and there did England help
me,-how can I help England?”-say,
Whoso turns as I, this evening, turn to
God to praise and pray,
While Jove’s planet rises yonder,
silent over Africa.’”
There was a hearty response to Harry’s
effort, and then Miss Alida’s favorite minister-who
had been silent during the whole discussion, much
to her disappointment-spoke.
“A poet’s nature,”
he said, “needs that high reverence which is
to the spirit what iron is to the blood; it needs,
most of all, the revelation of Christianity, because
of its peculiar temptations, doubts, fears, yearnings,
and obstinate questionings. Mr. Browning has
this reverence, and accepts this revelation. He
is not half-ashamed, as are some poets, to mention
God and Christ; and he never takes the name of either
in vain. He does not set up a kind of pantheistic
worship. No one has ever told us, as Browning
has in his poem of ‘Christmas Eve and Easter
Day,’ how hard it is to be a Christian.
Do you remember its tremendous dream of the Judgment
Day:
’When through the black dome
of the firmament,
Sudden there went,
Like horror and astonishment,
A fierce vindictive scribble of red
Quick flame across; as if one said
(The angry Scribe of Judgment), There,
Burn it!’
And who can read the pleading of the
youth who has chosen the world, and not recognize
the amiable young man of to-day, unable to put the
cup of pleasure utterly away, but resolving to let
’the
dear remnant pass
One day-some drops of earthly
good
Untasted.’
Do you want to know the end of this
choice? Browning has told us in words no young
man should be ignorant of.”
“Go on, Doctor,” said
the Professor. “It will do us all good.”
“God reserves many great sinners
for the most awful of all punishments-impunity.
We can despise the other life, until we are refused
it. This youth got the world he desired.
A Voice tells him it is-
’Flung thee freely as one rose
Out of a summer’s opulence,
Over the Eden barrier whence
Thou art excluded. Knock in vain!’
He is made welcome to so rate earth, and never to
know
’What
royalties in store
Lay one step past the entrance door.’
So he tries the world, tries all its
ways, its intellect, and art; and at last, when everything
else fails, he tries love. Surely love will not
offend; and he looks upward to The Form at his
side for approval. But its face is as the face
of the headsman, who shoulders the axe to make an
end. Love? Asking for love, when He so loved
the world as to give His only beloved Son to die for
love. Then lost and bewildered, and weary to
death, the youth cowers deprecatingly, and prays that
at least he may not know all is lost; that he may go
on, and on, still hoping ‘one eve to reach the
better land.’” And the minister’s
eyes were full of tears, and his voice was full of
despair, and there was a moment’s intense silence.
Harry broke it. “Surely, sir,” he
said, “the poet did not leave the youth in such
hopeless distress?”
“He knew his God better,”
was the answer. “I will tell you in the
youth’s own words what happened:
’Then did The Form expand,
expand-
I knew Him thro’ the dread disguise,
As the whole God within his eyes
Embraced me!’”
“If you are not tired of Browning,”
said the Professor, in a singularly soft voice for
him, “I will give you from him a picture of
the world in the highest mood it has ever known, or
perhaps ever will know-under the Cross.
It is only the ‘Epitaph in the Catacombs’:
’I was born sickly, poor, and mean,
A slave; no misery could screen
The holders of the pearl of price
From Caesar’s envy; therefore twice
I fought with beasts, and three times
saw
My children suffer by his law;
At last my own release was earned;
I was some time in being burned,
But at the close a hand came through
The fire above my head; and drew
My soul to Christ; whom now I see.
Sergius, a brother, writes for me,
This testimony on the wall:
For me, I have forgot it all.’
Could any picture be more perfect?
Christ has made of the poor sick slave a hero; and
he speaks dispassionately from the other side.
At last his release was earned. He was some time
in being burned. Sergius writes-it
is not he-he has forgot it all. These
words light up an infinite picture, and surely the
poet, who with one light stroke can smite such a statute
from the rock, is a Master crowned, and worthy of
our love.”
Every face was illuminated, every
soul expanded, and the Professor, burning with his
own enthusiasm, laid down the book. Then Miss
Alida, smiling, but yet with tears in her large gray
eyes, turned to a pretty young woman who had a roll
of music in her lap. “Mrs. Dunreath,”
she said, “we cannot bear any more of Mr. Browning’s
strong wine; give us one of your songs of Old Ireland-some
that you found in Munster, among the good lay monks
and brothers. And the lady lifted her mandolin,
and touched a few strings to her strange musical recitative:
“A plenteous place is Ireland for
hospitable cheer;
Where the wholesome fruit is bursting
from the yellow barley ear.
There is honey in the trees, where her
misty vales expand;
And her forest paths in summer are by
falling waters fanned;
There is dew at high noontide there, and
springs in the yellow sand
On
the fair hills of holy Ireland!
“Large and profitable are the stacks
upon the ground;
The butter and the cream do wondrously
abound;
The cresses on the water, and the sorrels
are at hand;
And the cuckoo’s calling daily his
note of music bland:
And the bold thrush sings so bravely his
song in the forest grand.
On
the fair hills of holy Ireland!”
The song made a charming let-down
from the loftier tension; and some one said that it
was just the sweet lament for the good time past,
suitable for a race which like the Irish “had
seen better days.” “But,” said
Miss Alida, “you would never find an old Dutch
or Norse song so destitute of hope or self-reliance.
Their spirit is one that does not look back to the
dead and gone; or even forward for some expected Helper.
They sing the present, and the best possible present.
That is the noblest kind of song, and there will be
hope for Ireland when she sings no longer about the
having been, but determines to be.”
However, in spite of all diversions,
Browning had the evening; for no one could escape
from his influence. And all the way home Harry
spoke of Miss Alida’s minister, and of the poem
he had quoted from. He was longing to say, “How
strangely the experience of the youth in the poem
fitted into Hannah Young’s fear that Christ would
go away and not forgive her, until the moment of pardon
revealed Him through the dread disguise a God of mercy
and forgiveness!” He wished also to speak for
himself, but it was very difficult to do. In the
first place, Adriana was tremblingly afraid of explanations.
She passed from one person to another, and one subject
to another with so much haste and interest that it
was finally clear to Harry she did not wish him to
allude to the great event of the day.
But his heart was full of love and
sorrow, and as he walked by her side from the carriage
to the drawing-room he came to a decision. Adriana
stood a moment before the fire, and there Harry unclasped
her cloak, drew her head towards him, and kissed her
fondly.
“Yanna!” he whispered,
“Yanna, truest and best of wives! I love
you, and I love only you! I have wandered often,
but never have I been happy away from you. Forgive
me once more. The things I have heard to-day
I shall never forget. Never will I be less worthy
of your love than I am at this hour; never again!”
And she put her arms around his neck
and kissed him. No earthly words were loving
enough and happy enough, but something exquisite and
certain passed from eye to eye, and from heart to heart-some
assurance in that language of love whose sweet symbols
happiness uses so well. And Adriana knew that
her true affection and noble patience had conquered;
and that the slow, calm years would flow on henceforth
in glad content, bringing them in their season all
things good.