The girls at Higbee School that term
had a craze for marking everything they owned with
their monograms. Such fads run through schools
like the measles.
Their clothing, books, tennis rackets,
school-bags everything that was possible blossomed
with monograms, more or less ornate.
Of course, some girls’ initials
offered a wider scope than others’ for the expression
of artistic ideas; but there wasn’t a girl in
the whole school who couldn’t do something
with her initials, save Nancy.
“N. N.” What
could one do with “N. N.”? It
was simply impossible to invent an attractive-looking
monogram with those letters.
“N. N. Nancy
Nelson just Nobody from Nowhere,”
quoth Nancy to Miss Trigg, the teacher and school
secretary who, despite her thick spectacles and angular
figure, displayed more of a motherly interest in Nancy
than anybody else at Higbee School.
Miss Prentice, the principal, never
seemed to be interested in Nancy. The latter
had nobody to “write home to,” either good
or bad about the school so the principal
did not have to worry about her. And it didn’t
matter whether Nancy’s reports showed “improvement”
or not there was nobody to read them.
Miss Trigg was also a lonely person;
perhaps that was why she showed some appreciation
for “Miss Nobody from Nowhere.” Sometimes
in the long summer vacation she and Nancy were alone
at the school. That drew the two together a little.
But Miss Trigg was a spinster of very, very uncertain
age saving that she couldn’t be young! and
it was the more surprising that she seemed to understand
something of what the sore-hearted young girl felt.
“The really great people of
this world the worth-while people have
almost all been known by one name. There were
many Caesars, but only one Cæsar, who crossed
the Rubicon, and in his ‘Commentaries’
said: ’All Gaul is divided into three parts.’
One never hears what Cleopatra’s other name
was,” pursued Miss Trigg, with her queer smile.
“Whether Isabella of Spain the Isabella
that made the voyages of Columbus possible had
another name, or not, we do not inquire. How many
of us stop to think that the married name of the English
Victoria that great and good queen was
‘Victoria Wettin,’ and that for the years
of her widowhood she was in fact ‘the Widow
Wettin’?
“The greatest king-maker the
world ever saw the man who turned all Europe
topsy-turvy was known only by one initial and
that your own, Nancy. Here! I will make
you a more striking monogram than any of the other
girls possess,” and quickly, with a few skilful
strokes of her pencil, Miss Trigg drew a single “N”
surrounded by a neat, though inverted, laurel wreath.
“Now your monogram will not
conflict with Napoleon’s,” she said, with
one of her rare laughs; “but it is quite distinctive.
It stands for ‘Nancy.’ Forget that
‘Miss Nobody from Nowhere’ chatter.
You may be quite as important as any girl in the school only
you don’t know it now.”
That was what really troubled Nancy
Nelson. She was too cheerful and hopeful to really
care because she couldn’t entwine the two initials
of the only name she knew into an artistic bowknot!
It was because “N. N.” really meant
nothing.
For Nancy didn’t know whether
the name belonged to her or not. She knew absolutely
nothing about her identity who she was,
who her people had been of course, it was
safe to say she was an orphan where she
had lived before she came to the Higbee Endowed School
when she was a little tot, who paid her tuition here,
or what was to become of her when she was graduated.
And Nancy Nelson, now approaching
the end of her last year at the school, was more and
more persuaded that she should know something about
herself something more than Miss Prentice,
or Miss Trigg could tell her.
Years before Nancy had listened to
the story of her earlier life as it was whispered
into her ear when she and Miss Trigg were alone together,
just as though it was a story about some other little
girl.
One September day, just after the
fall term had opened, a gentleman brought a tiny,
rosy-cheeked, much beruffled little girl to Miss Prentice
and asked the principal of Higbee School to take charge
of the little one for a term of years to
bring her up, in fact, as far as she could be brought
up and taught at that institution.
This gentleman who was
a lawyer rather well known at that time in Malden,
the small city in which the school was situated could
only say that the little girl’s name was Nancy
Nelson, that she had no parents nor other near relatives,
and that he could assure the principal that the tuition
and other bills would be paid regularly and that Nancy
would have a small fund of spending money as she grew.
Who she really was, where she had
lived, the reason for the mystery that surrounded
the affair, the lawyer would not, or could not explain.
He had left Malden soon afterward, but was established
in Cincinnati and he met all Nancy’s
bills promptly and asked each quarter-day after her
health. But he showed no further interest in the
little girl.
As for Nancy herself, she remembered
nothing before her appearance at the school.
And that was not strange. She was a kindergartner
when Miss Prentice accepted the responsibility of
training her the very youngest and smallest
girl who had ever come to Higbee School.
Miss Prentice was too firm a disciplinarian
to be a very warm-hearted woman. Save for Miss
Trigg’s awkward attempts at motherliness, and
the surreptitious hugs and kisses of certain womanly
servants about the school who pitied the lonely child,
Nancy Nelson had experienced little affection.
She was popular in a way with her
fellow pupils, yet there had always been a barrier
between her and the rest of the school. She was
the refuge of the dull scholars, or of the little
ones who needed help in their lessons; but Nancy never
made a real chum.
It was not the girl’s fault.
She was heart-hungry for somebody to love, and somebody
to love her. But circumstances seemed always to
forbid.
A new girl was scarcely settled at
Higbee before somebody pointed Nancy out to her as
a girl who was “peculiar.” Sometimes
the story of Nancy’s coming to the school, and
of her circumstances, were sadly twisted. She
was often looked upon as a combination of Cinderella
and the Sleeping Princess.
However that might be, it set Nancy
in a class by herself. Girls came and went at
Higbee. Some took the entire course and were graduated.
But none save Nancy remained at the school from year’s
end to year’s end.
Miss Prentice saw to it that the girl
had a sufficient supply of neat and serviceable dresses.
She had all that she could possibly need, but little
that she really wanted.
When her spending money was increased
moderately, Nancy was able to buy herself the little
trifles that persons like Miss Prentice never realize
a girl’s longing for. Nancy’s private
expenditures occasioned even Miss Trigg to say that
she was “light-minded” and would never
know how to spend money.
They did not take into consideration
that Nancy had nobody to give her the little trifles
so dear to every growing girl’s heart. She
never had a present. That is, nothing save some
little things at Christmas from some of the smaller
girls whom she had helped. Miss Prentice discouraged
the giving of presents among the girls at Higbee.
She said it occasioned jealousies, and “odious
comparisons” of family wealth.
Miss Prentice was a very good teacher,
and she exerted a careful oversight over both the
girls’ health and conduct. Most of the girls
had their particular friends, and even the few other
orphans beside Nancy in the school had those who loved
and cared for them.
But here was a heart-hungry girl with
absolutely no apparent future. The end of her
last year at Higbee was approaching and neither Nancy,
nor Miss Trigg, nor Miss Prentice herself, knew the
first thing about what was to “be done with
her.”
Curiosity about herself who
she was, what was in store for her, and all sometimes
scorched Nancy Nelson’s mind like a devouring
flame. She kept a deal of it to herself; it was
making her a morose, secretive girl, instead of the
open-hearted, frank character she was meant to be.
Nancy’s future as a girl and woman was in peril.
She scarcely believed that the name
she was known by was her own. Some time before
she had begun to refer to herself as “Miss Nobody
from Nowhere.” It was continually on her
mind.
So Miss Trigg’s suggestion about
the monogram was not entirely satisfactory to Nancy.
It is all right to have brave thoughts about doing
great deeds in the future; but supposing
there is no future?
That’s the way it looked to
Nancy Nelson. June was approaching and all the
other girls of the graduating class were exchanging
stories of what they were to do, where they were to
go, and all about their future lives. But Nancy
couldn’t tell a single thing that was going to
happen to her after breakfast the day following graduation.
Of course, Miss Prentice was not bound
to keep her a minute longer than her contract called
for. Nothing had been said by the lawyer in whose
hands Nancy’s fate seemed to be, regarding his
future intentions. He had acknowledged the school
principal’s last letter at Easter, and that
was all.
A girl who has spent all her days almost in
a boarding school must of necessity possess some small
amount of independence, at least. Although very
young, Nancy felt perfectly able to start out into
the world alone and make her way.
Just how she should earn her
living she did not know. But she had read story
books. Sometimes girls of her age were able to
help housewives do their work, or help take care of
little children, or even be parcel-wrappers in big
city stores.
Of course she could not remain at
the school. There would be nothing for her to
do here. And Miss Prentice carried her pupils
no farther than the grammar grades.
Some of the other girls would begin
in the autumn at other and more famous schools college
preparatory schools, and the like. Nancy loved
books, and she hoped for a college education, too;
dimly, in some way, she hoped to find means of preparing
for college. But how? That was the problem.
One noon, as Nancy filed into the
long, cool dining room, Miss Prentice, who often stood
at the door to review the girls as they filed before
her, tapped Nancy on the shoulder.
“My room after luncheon, Miss
Nancy,” said the principal, severely.
She always spoke severely, so this
did not disturb the girl. But the latter was
so anxious about her own affairs that she flushed deeply
and only played with her food.
Both of these things did not trouble
Nancy. In the first place, she was very pretty
when she blushed, having an olive complexion and dark,
crisp hair which she wore in two plaits down her back.
And she was so plump that the loss of luncheon wasn’t
going to hurt her.
She was glad when the bell rang for
the girls to rise and listen to Miss Trigg’s
murmured “thanks for meat.” Then she
ran eagerly over to the principal’s cottage
and found Miss Prentice waiting for her.
“I have heard from Mr. Gordon,” began
that lady.
“My guardian!” gasped Nancy, clasping
her hands.
“I do not know that he is
your guardian,” responded Miss Prentice, with
an admonitory look. “You must remember that
he merely pays your fees here.”
“Well!” breathed Nancy, trying to contain
herself within bounds.
“He asks me to keep you here
this summer as before,” continued the principal.
“Oh!”
“He has made no other plans
for tiding you over the summer,” went on the
very practical lady. “He objects to entering
into arrangements with any other person for the brief
time between your graduation here and your matriculation
at Pinewood Hall in September
“Oh, Miss Prentice! Pinewood
Hall!” cried Nancy, unable to restrain herself.
She knew all about Pinewood Hall.
It was one of the most popular preparatory schools
in the Middle West. Nancy had never even dreamed
that she would be allowed to attend such a select institution.
“I do wish you would restrain
yourself, Nancy,” said the principal. “They
will think at Pinewood that you have had no proper
training here, at all.”
“Oh, I beg pardon, Miss Prentice,”
cried the girl. “I really will try to be
a credit to you if I go there.”
“I hope so,” observed
the principal, grimly, and nodded as though she thought
this terminated the interview.
“But, Miss Prentice! Is is
that all he says?” queried Nancy, anxiously.
“That you will remain here if
I agree, which I shall; Miss Trigg will look after
you until fall, when you will receive your
transportation to Clintondale and will go there, prepared
to continue your studies.”
“And noth ing more?”
sighed Nancy, hopelessly.
“Indeed! What more could
you wish?” demanded Miss Prentice, tartly.
“It seems to me you are a very fortunate girl
indeed. Pinewood! There isn’t another
girl in the class whose parents can afford to send
her to such a fashionable preparatory institution.”
“I know, Miss Prentice.
I ought to be grateful, I suppose,” admitted
the girl, wearily. “But but
I did so hope Mr. Gordon would write something
about me about who I am about
what I am going to be in life
“I declare!” snapped the
principal. “I call this downright ingratitude,
Nancy Nelson. Suppose I wrote what you say to
Mr. Gordon? And he should in turn transmit my
report to to the people who furnish the
money for all this
“That’s just it! that’s
just it, Miss Prentice!” wailed the girl, suddenly
bursting into tears. “Who furnishes the
money? Why do they furnish it? Oh, dear!
what have I done that I am treated like a colt to
be broken instead of like a girl?”
Miss Prentice was silenced for the
moment. She looked down upon the girl’s
bowed head, and upon the young shoulders heaving with
sobs, and a strange expression flitted for the moment
across her grim face.
Perhaps never before had the principal
of Higbee School looked into Nancy’s heart and
seen the real tragedy of her young life.