“No,” Sadie told Helen,
afterward, “I am very sure that poor Lurcher
man doesn’t drink. Some says he does; but
you never notice it on him. It’s just his
eyes.”
“His eyes?” queried Helen, wonderingly.
“Yes. He’s sort of
blind. His eyelids keep fluttering all the time.
He can’t control them. And, if you notice,
he usually lifts up the lid of one eye with his finger
before he makes one of his base-runs for the next
post. Chee! I’d hate to be like that.”
“The poor old man! And can nothing be done
for it?”
“Plenty, I reckon. But
who’s goin’ to pay for it? Not him he
ain’t got it to pay. We all has our troubles
down here, Helen.”
The girls had come down from the home
of Sadie again, and Helen was preparing to leave her
friend.
“Aren’t there places to
go in the city to have one’s eyes examined?
Free hospitals, I mean?”
“Sure! And they got Lurcher
to one, once. But all they give him was a prescription
for glasses, and it would cost a lot to get ’em.
So it didn’t do him no good.”
Helen looked at Sadie suddenly.
“How much would it take for the glasses?”
she asked.
“I dunno. Ten dollars, mebbe.”
“And do you s’pose he
could have that prescription now?” asked Helen,
eagerly.
“Mebbe. But why for?”
“Perhaps I could could
get somebody uptown interested in his case who is
able to pay for the spectacles.”
“Chee, that would be bully!” cried Sadie.
“Will you find out about the prescription?”
“Sure I will,” declared
Sadie. “Nex’ time you come down here,
Helen, I’ll know all about it. And if you
can get one of them rich ladies up there to pay for
’em Well! it would beat goin’
to a swell restaurant for a feed eh?”
and she laughed, hugged the Western girl, and then
darted across the sidewalk to intercept a possible
customer who was loitering past the row of garments
displayed in front of the Finkelstein shop.
But Helen did not get downtown again
as soon as she expected. When she awoke the next
morning there had set in a steady drizzle cold
and raw and the panes of her windows were
so murky that she could not see even the chimneys
and roofs, or down into the barren little yards.
This nor a much heavier rain
would not have ordinarily balked Helen. She was
used to being out in all winds and weathers. But
she actually had nothing fit to wear in the rain.
If she had worn the new cheap dress
out of doors she knew what would happen. It would
shrink all out of shape. And she had no raincoat,
nor would she ask her cousins so she told
herself for the loan of an umbrella.
So, as long as it rained steadily,
it looked as though the girl from Sunset Ranch was
a sure-enough “shut-in.” Nor did she
contemplate this possibility with any pleasure.
There was nothing for her to do but
read. And one cannot read all the time.
She had no “fancy-work” with which to keep
her hands and mind busy. She wondered what her
cousins did on such days. She found out by keeping
her ears and eyes open. After breakfast Belle
went shopping in the limousine. There was an
early luncheon and all three of the Starkweather girls
went to a matinee. In neither case was Helen invited
to go no, indeed! She was treated
as though she were not even in the house. Seldom
did either of the older girls speak to her.
“I might as well be a ghost,” thought
Helen.
And this reminded her of the little
old lady who paced the ghost-walk every night the
ex-nurse, Mary Boyle. She had thought of going
to see her on the top floor before; but she had not
been able to pluck up the courage.
Now that her cousins were gone from
the house, however, and Mrs. Olstrom was taking a
nap in her room, and Mr. Lawdor was out of the way,
and all the under-servants mildly celebrating the
free afternoon below stairs, Helen determined to venture
out of her own room, along the main passage of the
top floor, to the door which she believed must give
upon the front suite of rooms which the little old
lady occupied.
She knocked, but there was no response.
Nor could she hear any sound from within. It
struck Helen that the principal cruelty of the Starkweathers’
treatment of this old soul was her being shut away
alone up here at the top of the house too
far away from the rest of its occupants for a cry to
be heard if the old lady should be in trouble.
“If they shut up a dog like
this, he would howl and thus attract attention to
his state,” muttered Helen. “But here
is a human being
She tried the door. The latch
clicked and the door swung open. Helen stepped
into a narrow, hall-like room, well furnished with
old-fashioned furniture (probably brought from below
stairs when Mr. Starkweather re-decorated the mansion)
with one window in it. The door which evidently
gave upon the remainder of the suite was closed.
As Helen listened, however, from behind
this closed door came a cheerful, cracked voice the
same voice she had heard whispering the lullaby in
the middle of the night. But now it was tuning
up on an old-time ballad, very popular in its day:
Wait till the clouds roll by, Jennie
Wait
till the clouds roll by!
Jennie, my own true loved one
Wait
till the clouds roll by.”
“She doesn’t sound like
a hopeless prisoner,” thought Helen, with surprise.
She waited a minute longer and, as
the thin yet still sweet voice stopped, Helen knocked
timidly on the inner door. Immediately the voice
said, “Come in, deary. ‘Tis not for
the likes of you to be knockin’ at old Mary’s
door. Come in!”
Helen turned the knob slowly and went
into the room. The moment she crossed the threshold
she forgot the clouds and rain and gloominess which
had depressed her. Indeed, it seemed as though
the sun must be ever shining into this room, high
up under the roof of the Starkweather mansion.
In the first place, it was most cheerfully
papered and painted. There were pretty, simple,
yellow and white hangings. The heavier pieces
of old furniture had gay “tidies” or “throws”
upon them to relieve the sombreness of the dark wood.
The pictures on the walls were all in white or gold
frames, and were of a cheerful nature mostly
pictures of childhood, or pictures which would amuse
children. Evidently much of the furnishings of
the old nursery had been brought up here to Mary Boyle’s
sitting-room.
Helen had a glimpse, through a half-open
door, of the bedroom quite as bright and
pretty. There was a little stove set up here,
and a fire burned in it. It was one of those
stoves that have isinglass all around it so that the
fire can be seen when it burns red. It added mightily
to the cheerful tone of the room.
How neat everything appeared!
Yet the very neatest thing in sight was the little
old lady herself, sitting in a green-painted rocker,
with a low sewing-table at her side, wooden needles
clicking fast in her fleecy knitting.
She looked up at Helen with a little,
bird-like motion her head a bit on one
side and her glance quizzical. This, it proved,
was typical of Mary Boyle.
“Deary, deary me!” she
said. “You’re a new girl.
And what do you want Mary to do for you?”
“I I thought I’d
come and make you a little call,” said Helen,
timidly.
This wasn’t at all as she expected
to find the shut-in! Instead of gloom, and tears,
and the weakness of age, here were displayed all the
opposite emotions and qualities. The woman who
was forgotten did not appear to be an object of pity
at all. She merely seemed out of step with the
times.
“I’m sure you’re
very welcome, deary,” said the old nurse.
“Draw up the little rocker yonder. I always
keep it for young company,” and Mary Boyle,
who had had no young company up here for ten or a dozen
years, spoke as though the appearance of a youthful
face and form was of daily occurrence.
“You see,” spoke Helen,
more confidently, “we are neighbors on this top
floor.”
“Neighbors; air we?”
“I live up here, too. The family have tucked
me away out of sight.”
“Hush!” said the little
old woman. “We shouldn’t criticise
our bethers. No, no! And this is a very
cheerful par-r-rt of the house, so it is.”
“But it must be awful,”
exclaimed Helen, “to have to stay in it all the
time!”
“I don’t have to stay
in it all the time,” replied the nurse, quickly.
“No, ma’am. I hear
you in the night going downstairs and walking in the
corridor,” Helen said, softly.
The wrinkled old face blushed very
prettily, and Mary Boyle looked at her visitor doubtfully.
“Sure, ’tis such a comfort
for an old body like me,” she said, at last,
“to make believe.”
“Make believe?” cried
Helen, with a smile. “Why, I’m
not old, and I love to make believe.”
“Ah, yis! But there is
a differ bechune the make-believes of the young and
the make-believes of the old. You are playin’
you’re grown up, or dramin’ of what’s
comin’ to you in th’ future sure,
I know! I’ve had them drames, too,
in me day.
“But with old folks ’tis
different. We do be har-r-rking back instead of
lookin’ for’ard. And with me, it’s
thinkin’ of the babies I’ve held in me
ar-r-rms, and rocked on me knee, and walked the flure
wid when they was ailin’ An’
sure the babies of this house was always ailin’,
poor little things.”
“They were a great trouble to
you, then?” asked Helen, softly.
“Trouble, is it?” cried
Mary Boyle, her eyes shining again. “Sure,
how could a blessid infant be a trouble? ’Tis
a means of grace they be to the hear-r-rt I
nade no preacher to tell me that, deary. I found
thim so. And they loved me and was happy wid
me,” she added, cheerfully.
“The folks below think me a
little quare in me head,” she confided to her
visitor. “But they don’t understand.
To walk up and down the nursery corridor late at night
relaves the ache here,” and she put her
little, mitted hand upon her heart. “Ye
see, I trod that path so often so often
Her voice trailed off and she fell
silent, gazing into the glow of the fire in the stove.
But there was a smile on her lips. The past was
no time to weep over. This cheerful body saw
only the bright spots in her long, long life.
Helen loved to hear her talk.
And soon she and Mary Boyle were very well acquainted.
One thing about the old nurse Helen liked immensely.
She asked no questions. She accepted Helen’s
visit as a matter of course; yet she showed very plainly
that she was glad to have a young face before her.
But the girl from Sunset Ranch did
not know how Mrs. Olstrom might view her making friends
with the old lady; so she made her visit brief.
But she promised to come again and bring a book to
read to Mary Boyle.
“Radin’ is a great accomplishment,
deary,” declared the old woman. “I
niver seemed able to masther it although
me mistress oft tried to tache me. But,
sure, there was so much to l’arn about babies,
that ain’t printed in no book, that I was always
radin’ them an’ niver missed the book
eddication till I come to be old. But th’
foine poethry me mistress useter be radin’ me!
Sure, ’twould almost put a body to slape, so
swate and grand it was.”
So, Helen searched out a book of poems
downstairs, and the next forenoon she ventured into
the front suite again, and read ta Mary Boyle
for an hour. The storm lasted several days, and
each day the girl from the West spent more and more
time with the little old woman.
But this was all unsuspected by Uncle
Starkweather and the three girls. If Mrs. Olstrom
knew she said nothing. At least, she timed her
own daily visits to the little old woman so that she
would not meet Helen in the rooms devoted to old Mary’s
comfort.
Nor were Helen’s visits continued
solely because she pitied Mary Boyle. How could
she continue to pity one who did not pity herself?
No. Helen received more than
she gave in this strange friendship. Seeking
to amuse the old nurse, she herself gained such an
uplift of heart and mind that it began to counteract
that spirit of sullenness that had entered into the
Western girl when she had first come to this house
and had been received so unkindly by her relatives.
Instead of hating them, she began
to pity them. How much Uncle Starkweather was
missing by being so utterly selfish! How much
the girls were missing by being self-centred!
Why, see it right here in Mary Boyle’s
case! Nobody could associate with the delightful
little old woman without gaining good from the association.
Instead of being friends with the old nurse, and loving
her and being loved by her, the Starkweather girls
tucked her away in the attic and tried to ignore her
existence.
“They don’t know what
they’re missing poor things!”
murmured Helen, thinking the situation over.
And from that time her own attitude
changed toward her cousins. She began to look
out for chances to help them, instead of making herself
more and more objectionable to Belle, Hortense, and
Flossie.