’O most lame and impotent conclusion!’ — Shakespeare.
Agatha was naturally very vexed when
she heard from her sisters what had happened.
She was sometimes laughed at by her friends for her
devotion to the clergy, and all her hopes of doing
good were centred in the country church and its organizations.
‘It is most unfortunate,’
she said; ’I was hoping that perhaps some of
them might call before Sunday, but really after such
an encounter they may totally ignore us. It
was not right to do such a thing, Elfie, without permission.
I can’t think how Gwen could have allowed it.’
‘Well, really, I am not up in
propriety and etiquette in such matters,’ was
Gwen’s rather impatient response. ’We
are not in town now, thank goodness! In the
country you are supposed to have a little freedom.
If they don’t wish people to try the organ, they
should not leave it open, or they should chain a bulldog
to the organ stool. Wasn’t that her suggestion,
Clare? My dear Agatha, don’t fuss yourself.
This old woman must be quite a character, and would
abuse anybody, I feel certain. We didn’t
tell her who we were, so if she comes to call on you,
we will keep out of the way. She seemed half
blind, so I don’t expect she would recognise
us again.’
‘Jane says she lives alone with
her brother, who is unmarried,’ said Clare,
’and she is quite a Tartar in the village, though
she is very good in relieving the villagers’
wants.’
‘What does Jane know about it?’
’Oh, she gets her gossip from
Mrs. Tucker, who also told her that Miss Miller sees
better through her green glasses than most people do
without any glasses at all!’
‘Mrs. Tucker talks a lot of
rubbish, I expect,’ said Gwen, rather loftily;
then, changing the conversation, she said, ’I
am going to unpack my books now. Who will come
and help me? I am longing to fill up those empty
bookshelves in Mr. Lester’s study. What
a good thing he left them as fixtures!’
‘I will help you, if you like,’
said Clare. ’Are you going to take sole
possession of that study, may I ask?’
Gwen looked across at her rather queerly.
‘Not if you dispute it,’
she said, with a little laugh. ’Agatha
is in love with the drawing-room. She has already
arranged a corner for herself there; her writing-table
in the west window, her work-basket and books in the
corner by it, and her pet canary is now singing himself
hoarse at the view he has from the window.’
‘Yes,’ Agatha replied,
’it is an ideal old maid’s corner, and
that is where you will always find me, when my housekeeping
duties are not keeping me away.’
‘I wish we could have a sitting-room
each,’ said Clare; ’we get so in each
other’s way.’
‘You can share the study with
me when you want to be quiet,’ said Gwen.
‘I won’t have you there if you talk!’
’You’re quite the owner
of it already, then? And what are you going to
do, Elfie?’
’Oh, I shall be everywhere.
Agatha never minds my music. I shall be practising
a good deal, and if I’m voted a bore, I shall
take my violin up to the bedroom. You and Gwen
are the blue stockings, so the study will be given
over to you.’
This seemed satisfactory. Gwen
was a great reader, and possessed already a most valuable
library. She wrote essays for some periodical
occasionally, but would never bind herself to any steady
contributions, and she was never so happy as when
deeply engrossed in some ancient histories of Egypt
or Nineveh. The buried past had a fascination
for her, and perhaps she of all the others had most
reason for regretting the departure from London, for
her constant visits to the reading-room at the British
Museum had been a keen delight and pleasure to her.
When quite a schoolgirl she used to say, with that
masterful toss of her head, ’I am quite determined
that I will understand and master every “ology”
under the sun!’
And Gwen and her ‘ologies’
had been a perpetual joke in her family ever since.
She had dabbled in a good many sciences — geology,
astronomy, architecture, physiology, botany, natural
history, and archaeology all had their turn, and she
certainly seemed to get a good deal of interest and
amusement out of them all. She announced to Clare,
as a little later they were seated on the study floor
surrounded by pyramids of books, that she intended
to give her thoughts now to gardening and agriculture.
’I have some delightful old
books on horticulture, which I shall read up,’
she said enthusiastically; ’and there is an old
Dutch writer amongst them who gives the most minute
directions for laying out a flower and vegetable garden.
I have told Agatha I shall take the garden into my
charge. I am certain I shall succeed with it.’
‘Do you ever doubt your capability for doing
anything?’
Clare put the question gravely.
‘No, I don’t think I do,
except teach a Sunday school class!’ said Gwen,
laughing.
‘I sometimes feel I am incapable of living even,’
said Clare dreamily.
Gwen stared at her. These two
understood each other better than one would have thought
possible with such opposite characteristics.
Clare admired Gwen’s intellect, and there were
times when Gwen knew that Clare had depths of which
she knew nothing. Reason and practical common
sense had full sway in the one, imagination and mysticism
in the other, and none of these qualities were tempered
with real religion.
‘You must be in the blues!’ exclaimed
Gwen, with a laugh.
‘No,’ said Clare, looking
up, ’I am not, at all. I am longing to
be up and doing, and leave some mark behind me as
I go. Is that Browning you have in your hand?
Just let me look up a passage!’ Gwen laughed
again as she handed across the book.
‘No hope for any more help from you, if you
once get hold of him!’
And for an hour Clare sat amongst
the piles of books with her fair head resting against
the carved cupboard, and not a word or sign could Gwen
get out of her.
Elfie spent her time in helping Agatha
to unpack, and it was a very tired little party that
gathered round the drawing-room fire that evening.
‘I wonder,’ said Clare,
’if we shall find we have made a mistake in
coming here. It seems so very quiet, and different
to either London or Dane Hall. When we used
to stay there with Aunt Mildred, there was always
such a lot going on that it didn’t seem quite
like the country.’
‘My dear Clare,’ said
Agatha quietly, ’you would be much happier yourself,
and would make others happier too, if you always made
the best of your circumstances. I remember you
used to complain at Dane Hall of the frivolity and
empty-headedness of aunt’s visitors, and would
say it was a mere waste of life to live as we did!’
‘Oh, don’t be so prosy,
Agatha!’ Clare returned impatiently. ’If
you were dropped into a workhouse ward, you would
look round and remark how comfortable you were, and
how at last you had found your vocation!’
Elfie laughed aloud at this, but Agatha
leant back in her chair and looked into the glowing
coals in front of her with a smile that showed she
was not destitute of humour. ‘I daresay
I might,’ she said. ’I always love
a community of old women, and if I could have chats
with them, I am sure I should enjoy myself.’
‘Well, I only wish I could be
so easily contented,’ said Clare, in a tone
that showed she would be very sorry for herself if
she were. She soon went off to bed, and Elfie
followed, and then the two elder ones drew their chairs
together and had a confidential talk over ways and
means.
Agatha, though apparently apathetic
at times and of a yielding disposition, had not always
been so. When she first came home from school,
she had all the bright hopes and restless longings
of a young girl, and her aunt did all in her power
to make life pleasant and bright for her. She
went out into society, and was a general favourite,
owing to her sweet temper and extreme unselfishness.
Then one came on the scene who attracted her heart
from the first. He was an earnest, whole-hearted
Christian man, a vicar of an East End parish, and
it was his influence that made Agatha view life in
a different light. She vexed her aunt at first
by gradually withdrawing from gaieties, and it was
only with great difficulty that she was given permission
to visit in the slums. The vicar was soon her
betrothed, and Agatha had a few months of perpetual
sunshine. But hard work, and a not very strong
constitution, soon brought about a serious break-down,
and he was ordered to the south of France to recruit
his health. The parting was a sad one, and Agatha
had wild thoughts of marrying then and there, and
going with him as his wife and nurse. But this
Miss Dane strenuously opposed, and poor Agatha had
to bear the strain of five months away from the one
who needed her so badly. He died, and for a
time she was broken-hearted; but gradually she came
to prove the reality and comfort of her religion,
and then, taking up the interests of those around
her, she had cheerfully buried her own sorrow, and
became the mainstay of her aunt and her household.
Perhaps Agatha felt most keenly being shut out from
her aunt’s dying room, she certainly uttered
with heartfelt fervour morning and evening, ’Forgive
us our trespasses, as we forgive those that trespass
against us.’
And she had never trusted herself
to mention her cousin’s unjust dealing to anyone;
even her sisters had little idea how deep her feelings
were about it.
The next few days were very busy ones.
Saturday brought Captain Knox, to stay with them
till Monday, and Clare showed him over house and garden
in the best of spirits. ‘It is rather strange,’
he said, as he sat at dinner with them that night,
’but one of my sisters knows a lady in this
neighbourhood, and she thinks you will like her.
She lives somewhere on the outskirts of Brambleton.
A Miss Villars. She is a charming woman, I
hear, very comfortably off, but rather eccentric in
the way she spends her money. My sister wrote
to her when she knew of your arrival here, so you
may have a visit from her soon.’
‘Is she an old maid?’
asked Elfie; ’because we have seen one, and,
I was going to say, don’t want to see another.’
Clare related their adventure in the
church, and Captain Knox was much amused.
’I do not think there is anything
queer about Miss Villars, except that she is a very
religious woman.’
‘Is that queer?’ questioned Clare, a little
wistfully.
‘No,’ Agatha said very quietly; ‘it
ought not to be.’
‘But it is in the sight of the
world,’ retorted Captain Knox; ’that is,
if your religion in an aggressive one.’
‘Well, of course it ought not
to be aggressive,’ said Gwen briskly. ’Religion
is a matter to be lived, not talked about. It
only concerns oneself, and no one else.’
‘That is a very selfish creed,’
said Agatha. ’If you possess something
good, you ought to wish to pass it on.’
’But not to thrust it on people
who don’t want it. I am thirsty, and like
a glass of water, but need I insist upon your drinking
it, when you are not thirsty at all?’
‘Gwen loves an argument,’
said Captain Knox good-naturedly.
‘I am not good at arguing,’
said Agatha, ’only, knowing that thirst can
be a blessing, I think we should try to make people
thirsty.’
‘How do you mean?’ asked
Clare with interest, ’thirst is not, generally,
a very happy experience.’
’Doesn’t it say, “Blessed
are they who hunger and thirst after righteousness,
for they shall be filled"?’
’Oh, come, Agatha, we don’t
want a sermon with our dinner. You are not given
to preach, so don’t be trying to show us that
you know how to be aggressive.’
Gwen’s tone was a little scornful,
and Agatha said no more; but as Clare was pacing up
and down in the verandah with Captain Knox, a little
time after, she suddenly said, ’I think I am
a thirsty person, Hugh, only I never can tell what
it is I am thirsting for; tell me, are you perfectly
satisfied with yourself and with life?’
Captain Knox looked down at the sweet,
pensive face of his betrothed. ‘I shall
be, Clare — on our wedding day.’
Clare frowned. ’You never
will be in earnest about anything; you always turn
my thoughts into ridicule.’
’Indeed I do not. But
I am a plain, matter-of-fact soldier, and live on
earth; you are in dreamland half your time, or in the
clouds. Clare, darling, I cannot bear the thoughts
of Africa sometimes; how shall I be able to stand
being away from you so long? And time is slipping
away so fast; only a fortnight more before I am off.’
‘You will come down again before you start,
of course?’
’Oh yes, I certainly intend
to do so; but I have a lot to do in town — it
may be only the last day that you will see me.’
Clare sighed, but said nothing, and
then Captain Knox said suddenly, —
’Is Agatha very religious, Clare?
’No, I don’t think so — not
particularly. She is fond of church and all
that, but she doesn’t often speak out as she
did at dinner to-night. Now, don’t let
us be gloomy; come indoors, and I will show you Bluebeard’s
cupboard in the study, It is well worth looking at,
for it is beautifully carved, and I am going to try
and copy it. You know how I love carving.’
She took him to the study, and there,
by the aid of a lamp, they examined the old oak cupboard
in the deep recess at the side of the fireplace.
’The strange thing is that there
seems to be no lock or opening at all to it,’
said Clare. ’I have spent hours in trying
to find out where it is opened. Do you think
one day I shall touch a spring, the doors will fly
open, and there we shall see his headless wives?’
She was laughing now, and full of
animation. Captain Knox passed his fingers lightly
across the carving.
‘I expect one of these carved
bits is movable,’ he said. ’It is
a handsome bit of handicraft. What is this along
the bottom, a scroll with writing?’
’That is what I say it is; Gwen
says not, but I am sure those hieroglyphics mean something.’
It looks like Arabic characters,’
said Captain Knox with interest. ’I believe
it is so. Here, stop a minute; let me copy these
in my notebook. I shall be studying Arabic on
my way out, and if I find I can translate this, I
will let you know.’
‘Perhaps it is a clue to the
mystery,’ said Clare, with shining eyes; ’I
am dying to know what this cupboard contains.
Mrs. Tucker said she never saw it opened the whole
time she was here; but Mr. Lester told her once that
he prized this cupboard more than anything else in
the house. She thinks, foolish woman, that it
is full of gold! I only hope she won’t
spread that notion about Brambleton. The next
thing will be that we shall have thieves in the house,
and perhaps be all murdered in our beds!’ Captain
Knox laughed at her fears, and soon after, they joined
the others in the drawing-room.