’In
all things
Mindful not of herself, but bearing
the burden
of others.’ — Longfellow.
It was Sunday evening. Agatha
sat by the drawing-room window, her Bible on her lap,
and her thoughts far away from things of earth.
All the rest of the household were at church, and
she was enjoying the stillness around her. The
sun was setting just behind the pine trees in the
distance, and shedding a rosy glow upon their slender
stems; the hush of night seemed to be falling on all
Nature, and Agatha was so wrapped up in her thoughts,
that she did not notice the figure of a man quietly
and swiftly approaching the house. She was the
more startled when a voice broke upon the stillness;
and she looked up to see a man standing close outside
the window.
’Pardon me, madam, but will
you kindly allow me to enter? I wish to have
a few words with you.’
Visions of housebreakers, robbing,
and perhaps murdering, if their wishes were denied
them, flitted through Agatha’s perturbed mind.
She knew she was alone in the house, and beyond the
reach of any help; she also realized that all the
three French windows leading out to the verandah were
open; but, nevertheless, she showed a brave front.
Without rising from her seat, she looked the intruder
straight in the face.
’Perhaps, if you will make known
your errand, I will comply with your request.
You are at present a perfect stranger to me.’
Her visitor smiled. He was an
elderly man, with a stoop in his shoulders, and a
rather shabby great-coat buttoned tight up under his
chin.
‘My errand might startle you,’
he said; ’I wish to get at something in the
study cupboard.’
Poor Agatha’s heart beat loudly.
’That you cannot do without the owner’s
consent,’ she replied sternly, ‘and he
is at present abroad.’
Then with a little old-fashioned bow
the stranger took off his hat.
‘No, madam, he is not abroad. He is before
you!’
Agatha stared at him. She saw
rather kindly-looking blue eyes peering at her through
thick shaggy eyebrows; a care-worn, smooth-shaven face,
with a very broad intellectual brow, and a smile that
somehow or other disarmed her suspicions.
‘Are you — are you sure?’ she
faltered stupidly.
’Sure that my name is Thomas
Lester, and that instead of being a tramp or burglar
molesting a lonely woman, I am now respectfully soliciting
admission into my own house? Yes, madam, I assure
you on the honour of a gentleman that I am no impostor!’
Agatha rose at once. ’Then
please come in, and forgive my suspicions. I
never heard of your return.’
‘No,’ he said, stepping
inside and quietly taking a seat; ’I came back
hurriedly, and did not wish my visit here to be known.
That is why I chose to come down from London to-day,
for I knew my respected brother would be safely and
piously conducting his devotions in church. Have
you made his acquaintance, Miss Dane?’
‘No, he has not called upon us.’
’And you have seen nothing of
my son? Do you know my story? I see by
the book that you are reading that you must be a good
woman. I know you are a brave one by my reception.
May I confide in you a little?’
Agatha looked up sympathetically.
‘We do know something about
you,’ she said; ’quite enough to make us
feel very sorry for you.’
Mr. Lester then told her again much
of what she had already heard, with additions, which
drew out her sympathy still more for him. He
told her that when he reached the farm where his son
had been working, he found he had left it, saying
he was going to track out his cousin, and would never
come back till he had found him.
’My journey was fruitless, and
then, after making many useless inquiries, I fancied
he might have returned home, as my last letter to
him had urged him to be home again without fail before
this summer would be over. So I came back, and
find from my agents in London that he must be still
abroad. My journey out there was a failure; both
lads are swallowed up in the Australian bush, but
I don’t believe they are dead, and I am convinced
that Alick will never come back without tidings of
his cousin. Their affection for each other was
absurd, preposterous, and utterly out of place.’
He paused, and Agatha asked anxiously: –
‘Are you going back to Australia again?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Perhaps you wish to return here?’
’Not at all. I never will,
until things are on a different footing between myself
and my brother. He has insulted me openly in
this neighbourhood; even daring to hint that I have
plotted to get rid of his son! No, I came to
get something I want out of my locked cupboard.
I conclude you will have no objection to my doing this?’
‘Certainly not’; and Agatha
rose and led him to the study. She left him
there, but as she turned away she heard him quietly
lock the door behind her; and again she felt a nervous
thrill run through her, as she wondered if he were
an impostor after all.
Half an hour later he came back to her in the drawing-room.
‘I am going to do a foolish
thing,’ he said; ’I cannot tell what impels
me to do it, but the very thing I was going to take
away I am deliberately going to leave here with you.’
‘I would rather you took it away, whatever it
is,’ Agatha said hastily.
’It will not be in your way.
I see you are careful tenants, and as long as you
keep my wishes respected about that locked cupboard,
it will be safe; far safer than if I carried it about
with me, as I thought of doing. If you wish
to correspond with me at any time, my agents in London
will forward anything to me. I will give you
their card. One thing I am going to leave with
you, and this shows the confidence I place in you.
It is the secret of opening that cupboard. I
have sealed the directions up in this envelope; and
I want you to give me your solemn promise that you
will keep it as I give it to you, in trust for my
son. When he returns, he will be sure to find
his way down here. Be kind to him, and give
him the envelope. I have never confided to him
the secret of the cupboard, and I wish him to open
it as soon as he arrives. It is most important
he should.
’You may wonder at my trusting
a comparative stranger with such a charge, but I am
a good reader of faces, and I do not think you will
fail me. Promise me you will keep this envelope
from the knowledge of any one, even from your sisters;
and promise me you will do what I desire about it!’
But,’ objected Agatha, ’we
may not live here always. If we leave before
your son returns — ’
’My son is bound to come back
before the end of this year, if he is alive.’
‘Then will he wish to come and live here?’
‘No. Neither my son nor I will ever live
here again, I fancy.’
‘Then where will you be when your son returns?’
‘I do not know. In my
grave, perhaps. I have told you my agents’
address.’
So, after a little hesitation and
a great deal of wonder, Agatha gave him her promise
to act as he wished. Seeing he looked tired and
worn, she asked him if he would have any refreshment,
but he refused.
‘You need not make my visit
known throughout the neighbourhood,’ he said,
standing up and buttoning up his coat; then glancing
at her Bible, which lay open on the table by her side,
he added rather sarcastically:
’If you want a Bible study,
Miss Dane, discover the answer to a proposition made
in the Book of Jeremiah. I believe it’s
in the first verse of the twelfth chapter. You
see I know my Bible well.’
‘And so do I,’ said Agatha,
smiling, ’though not so well as I ought.
And I can tell you that the same proposition troubled
David; but he solved it in the sanctuary.’
‘Is that a hint to me?’
said Mr. Lester, a little taken aback by her quick
reply.
’No; though don’t you
think it a pity to hold aloof from God’s worship
on the day set apart for it? Even the heathen
are more respectful to their false gods.’
‘I did not expect to receive
a sermon here,’ he responded, with a little
dry smile.
‘No, and I would not presume
to give it,’ said Agatha, smiling in her turn.
’And don’t be surprised that I knew your
verse in Jeremiah so well. I came across it
the other day, and thought it fitted in well with
a favourite Psalm of ours, the thirty-seventh.
We have had an experience something like yours, and
it would make one bitter sometimes, if one did not
remember that our circumstances are being shaped by
God Himself.’
Mr. Lester said nothing, but held
out his hand, and Agatha took it, feeling strangely
drawn to him. They shook hands, and then, as
Mr. Lester stepped out into the verandah, he turned.
’Remember your promise, and
offer a prayer sometimes for a disappointed old man
who fears he won’t live to see his hopes fulfilled.’
He disappeared in the fast-falling
twilight, and Agatha sat in her chair, gazing before
her as if in a dream. Her sisters found her
strangely preoccupied when they returned; but when
they were enjoying a cold supper together, and the
maids were out of the room, she told them of her strange
visitor, begging them to say nothing of it to any one,
and purposely omitting to tell them of the envelope
entrusted to her.
‘Are you perfectly certain he
was genuine?’ said Gwen anxiously. ’It
was a very risky thing to let him have sole possession
of the study! Why did you not offer to stay in
the room with him?’
‘How could I? He locked himself in!’
’Worse and worse! He might
have been taking impressions of the locks, and will
break into the house another night by the study window!’
Agatha shook her head with a confident
smile. ’He was a gentleman, and had a
true face; I am not at all afraid of him.’
‘It is quite an adventure,’
said Clare, flushing up with excitement. ’Now,
what do you think he wanted to get at in the cupboard?
Is it a treasure store, or does it hide some ghastly
secret? I really think I should have peeped
through the key-hole, and seen how he opened it.
It would have been such an opportunity.’
‘Did you dismiss him with a
tract?’ asked Gwen mockingly.
‘No, I had not one by me,’
said Agatha simply. ’I feel very sorry
for him. He is in great trouble about his son.’
’And you are sure he does not
want to come back and turn us out? It would
be very awkward if he did.’
‘He seemed quite certain on that point.’
Gwen heaved a sigh of relief.
’I think I will tell you what I purpose doing,
she said rather solemnly; ‘or shall I put it
off till to-morrow?’
’"‘Tis the Sabbath,"’
quoted Elfie, mimicking old Deb Howitt’s tones.
’If it is anything startling,
I would rather you kept it till to-morrow,’
said Agatha; ’I have had quite enough to startle
me already.’
‘Oh, very well,’ responded
Gwen unconcernedly; ‘my news will keep.’
But she was disappointed that no one
seemed curious enough to press her for more information,
and the next day, after working hard all the morning
in the garden, went off to see the Howitts in the afternoon.
Gwen had taken a real liking to the
sisters, and would often drop in upon Patty, and have
a cup of tea with her when her sister was away.
It was a warm day, and she was glad
to reach the cottage, with its shady orchard round
it, after the blazing meadows she had crossed.
Under an old apple-tree, on a low
stool, she found Patty sitting, knitting furiously
away at a grey worsted stocking, and muttering to
herself as she did so.
‘What is the matter?’
Gwen asked gaily, as she took a seat on the grass
by her side; ‘you look quite agitated!’
‘’Tis one of our bad days,’
said Patty, looking up and shaking her head dolefully.
’’Tis generally the wash-tub that does
it, and Monday is our washing day. I did mean
to be careful that my lips didn’t offend, but
’tis no good when she’s of an argumentative
turn! Yes, miss, she’s locked me out,
and I hope she’s enjoyin’ herself, for
on Mondays I always bakes a cake for tea. Deb
never did have a light hand for such things, and she’s
a-messin’ in there with my flour bin, and pilin’
tons of coal on the fire, for I’ve been watchin’
the smoke, and I can tell, and if I’m kept out
here till dark, I’ll maintain a promised wife
comes before a sister!’
‘Is that the discussion?’
asked Gwen, her eyes twinkling with amusement.
’Now let me put it to you, miss,
and she’d no business to begin it over the wash-tub,
for it wants a cool head and a quiet mind to tackle
such things. She was tellin’ me of a case
that was told her up at Thornicroft Manor, which is
three mile the other side of Brambleton; and the housekeeper
knew the parties concerned, being first cousin once
removed to the young man. He was engaged to be
married to an orphan girl, a-tryin’ to earn
her livin’ by dressmakin’, but makin’
a very poor thing out of it. And they had kept
company for six years, and then his mother died and
left his only sister on his hands. But mind
you, miss, they were a-goin’ to be married, and
had fixed the day before his mother took ill, and
then what does the young fellow do but break it all
off with his girl, sayin’ he was only able to
keep one woman, and that would have to be his sister!
Now what do you think, miss? I say it was a
cryin’ shame of him, and Deb, she will have he
did right, for his sister was delicate, and flesh and
blood come first, she says. We argued it up
and down, and she cried him up, and I cried him down,
and we gets hotter and hotter. We couldn’t
keep off it after we left the wash-tubs and was a-havin’
a bit of dinner; but I sticks to it that a promised
wife comes first, and then, with a shove, I found
myself out of doors, and the key locked behind me!’
Gwen laughed till the tears ran down
her cheeks. Old Patty’s intense interest
in the unknown young couple, and her warm partisanship
for the little dressmaker, together with her tragic
tone and injured demeanour, were too much for her
gravity.
‘You are two foolish old women,’
she said at last. ’I suppose it is love
of your own opinions, and not the fate of these strangers,
that makes you so combative. Which of you has
the stronger will?’
’Ay, we’re wonderful alike
in temper, more’s the pity, but I consider myself
a fitter judge of right and wrong than Deb, who goes
about and hears so much that it’s all hearin’
and no meditatin’, whiles I sit here, and has
the time and opportoonity to weigh the matters in and
out, without the clack of many tongues to confuse my
brain and make me say a man is a saint when he is
a fool, not to say a sinner!’
Nothing that Gwen could say would
calm the old woman, and when she went up to the cottage
door, Deb remained conveniently deaf to all her knocks.
She came home, and gave a graphic description of the
quarrel to her sisters; but when their obstinacy was
being condemned, Agatha said in her quiet way:
’Well, Gwen, you ought to have
sympathy with them, for if any one ever goes against
you, I am sure you feel as they do.’
’You mean I am fond of my own
way and opinions, and won’t bear contradiction!
Oh, Agatha, how you love to preach to us all!
I won’t say you are mistaken, for I am not
going to get up an argument, and I want you all to
be especially agreeable while I lay a plan of mine
before you.’
‘Now for it,’ murmured
Clare; and both Agatha and Elfie leant back in their
chairs, the one in anxious, the other in amused anticipation
of what might follow.