Crushed by the Vicar of Jesus
Christ, steeped in bitterness, overwhelmed by affliction,
the holy Nicolas stepped down without regret from his
illustrious seat, and departed, no more to return thither,
from the city of Trinqueballe, which for thirty years
had witnessed his pontifical virtues and apostolic
labours. There is in western Vervignole a lofty
mountain, whose peals are covered with perpetual snow;
from its flanks there descend, in spring, the foaming
sonorous cascades that fill the valley torrents with
a water as blue as the sky. There, in a region
where grow the larch, the arbutus, and the hazel, some
hermits supported themselves on berries and milk.
This mountain is called that of the Saviour.
It was here that St. Nicolas resolved to take refuge,
and, far from the world, to weep for his sins and
those of man.
As he was climbing the mountain in
search of some wild spot where he might establish
his habitation, having emerged above the clouds which
are almost always gathered about the flanks of the
peak, he saw upon the threshold of a hut an old man
sharing his bread with a tame hind. His hair
fell over his forehead, and nothing could be perceived
of his face but the tip of his nose and a long white
beard.
The holy Nicolas greeted him with these words:
“Peace be with you, brother.”
“It delights to dwell upon this mountain,”
answered the recluse.
“I also,” replied the
holy Nicolas, “have come hither to end, in calm,
days which have been disturbed by the tumult of the
times and the malignity of men.”
As he was speaking in this wise, the hermit gazed
at him attentively.
“Are you not,” he said
at length, “the Bishop of Trinqueballe, that
Nicolas whose work and virtues are extolled by men?”
When, by a sign, the holy pontiff
admitted that he was that man, the hermit threw himself
at his feet.
“Monseigneur, to you I owe the
saving of my soul, if, as I hope, my soul is saved.”
Nicolas raised him with kindness, and asked him:
“My brother, how have I had the happiness to
work for your salvation?”
“Twenty years ago,” replied
the recluse, “when I was an innkeeper at the
edge of a wood, on a deserted road, I saw one day,
in a field, three little children gleaning. I
lured them to my house, gave them wine to drink, cut
their throats in their sleep, cut them up into small
pieces, and salted them. On seeing them emerge
from the salting-tub I was frozen with terror; owing
to your exhortations my heart melted; I experienced
a salutary repentance, and, fleeing from men, I came
to this mountain, where I consecrated my days to God.
He bestowed His peace upon me.”
“What,” cried the holy
Bishop, “you are that cruel Garum, guilty of
so heinous a crime! I praise God that he has
accorded you a peaceful heart, after the horrible
murder of three children, whom you put in the salting-tub
like pigs; but as for me, alas! for having drawn them
out of it my life has been filled with tribulation,
my soul steeped in bitterness, and my Bishopric laid
wholly desolate. I have been deposed, excommunicated
by the common Father of the Faithful. Why have
I been so cruelly punished for what I did?”
“Let us worship God,”
said Garum, “and let us not ask His motives.”
The great St. Nicolas, with his own
hands, built a hut near that of Garum, and there,
in prayer and penitence, he ended his days.