CHAPTER I
THE PROPHETS OF THE APURA
“These things are not without
the Gods,” said the Wanderer, who was called
Eperitus, when he had heard all the tale of Rei the
Priest, son of Pames, the Head Architect, the Commander
of the Legion of Amen. Then he sat silent for
a while, and at last raised his eyes and looked upon
the old man.
“Thou hast told a strange tale,
Rei. Over many a sea have I wandered, and in
many a land I have sojourned. I have seen the
ways of many peoples, and have heard the voices of
the immortal Gods. Dreams have come to me and
marvels have compassed me about. It has been laid
upon me to go down into Hades, that land which thou
namest Amenti, and to look on the tribes of the
Dead; but never till now have I known so strange a
thing. For mark thou, when first I beheld this
fair Queen of thine I thought she looked upon me strangely,
as one who knew my face. And now, Rei, if thou
speakest truth, she deems that she has met me
in the ways of night and magic. Say, then, who
was the man of the vision of the Queen, the man with
dark and curling locks, clad in golden armour after
the fashion of the Achaeans whom ye name the Aquaiusha,
wearing on his head a golden helm, wherein was fixed
a broken spear?”
“Before me sits such a man,”
said Rei, “or perchance it is a God that my
eyes behold.”
“No God am I,” quoth the
Wanderer, smiling, “though the Sidonians deemed
me nothing less when the black bow twanged and the
swift shafts flew. Read me the riddle, thou that
art instructed.”
Now the aged Priest looked upon the
ground, then turned his eyes upward, and with muttering
lips prayed to Thoth, the God of Wisdom. And when
he had made an end of prayer he spoke.
“Thou art the man,”
he said. “Out of the sea thou hast come
to bring the doom of love on the Lady Meriamun and
on thyself the doom of death. This I knew, but
of the rest I know nothing. Now, I pray thee,
oh thou who comest in the armour of the North, thou
whose face is clothed in beauty, and who art of all
men the mightiest and hast of all men the sweetest
and most guileful tongue, go back, go back into the
sea whence thou camest, and the lands whence thou
hast wandered.”
“Not thus easily may men escape
their doom,” quoth the Wanderer. “My
death may come, as come it must; but know this, Rei,
I do not seek the love of Meriamun.”
“Then it well may chance that
thou shalt find it, for ever those who seek love lose,
and those who seek not find.”
“I am come to seek another love,”
said the Wanderer, “and I seek her till I die.”
“Then I pray the Gods that thou
mayest find her, and that Khem may thus be saved from
sorrow. But here in Egypt there is no woman so
fair as Meriamun, and thou must seek farther as quickly
as may be. And now, Eperitus, behold I must away
to do service in the Temple of the Holy Amen, for
I am his High Priest. But I am commanded by Pharaoh
first to bring thee to the feast at the Palace.”
Then he led the Wanderer from his
chamber and brought him by a side entrance to the
great Palace of the Pharaoh at Tanis, near the Temple
of Ptah. And first he took him to a chamber that
had been made ready for him in the Palace, a beautiful
chamber, richly painted with beast-headed Gods and
furnished with ivory chairs, and couches of ebony and
silver, and with a gilded bed.
Then the Wanderer went into the shining
baths, and dark-eyed girls bathed him and anointed
him with fragrant oil, and crowned him with lotus
flowers. When they had bathed him they bade him
lay aside his golden armour and his bow and the quiver
full of arrows, but this the Wanderer would not do,
for as he laid the black bow down it thrilled with
a thin sound of war. So Rei led him, armed as
he was, to a certain antechamber, and there he left
him, saying that he would return again when the feast
was done. Trumpets blared as the Wanderer waited,
drums rolled, and through the wide thrown curtains
swept the lovely Meriamun and the divine Pharaoh Meneptah,
with many lords and ladies of the Court, all crowned
with roses and with lotus blooms.
The Queen was decked in Royal attire,
her shining limbs were veiled in broidered silk; about
her shoulders was a purple robe, and round her neck
and arms were rings of well-wrought gold. She
was stately and splendid to see, with pale brows and
beautiful disdainful eyes where dreams seemed to sleep
beneath the shadow of her eyelashes. On she swept
in all her state and pride of beauty, and behind her
came the Pharaoh. He was a tall man, but ill-made
and heavy-browed, and to the Wanderer it seemed that
he was heavy-hearted too, and that care and terror
of evil to come were always in his mind.
Meriamun looked up swiftly.
“Greeting, Stranger,”
she said. “Thou comest in warlike guise
to grace our feast.”
“Methought, Royal Lady,”
he made answer, “that anon when I would have
laid it by, this bow of mine sang to me of present
war. Therefore I am come armed even
to thy feast.”
“Has thy bow such foresight,
Eperitus?” said the Queen. “I have
heard but once of such a weapon, and that in a minstrel’s
tale. He came to our Court with his lyre from
the Northern Sea, and he sang of the Bow of Odysseus.”
“Minstrel or not, thou does
well to come armed, Wanderer,” said the Pharaoh;
“for if thy bow sings, my own heart mutters much
to me of war to be.”
“Follow me, Wanderer, however
it fall out,” said the Queen.
So he followed her and the Pharaoh
till they came to a splendid hall, carven round with
images of fighting and feasting. Here, on the
painted walls, Rameses Miamun drove the thousands
of the Khita before his single valour; here men hunted
wild-fowl through the marshes with a great cat for
their hound. Never had the Wanderer beheld such
a hall since he supped with the Sea King of the fairy
isle. On the dais, raised above the rest, sat
the Pharaoh, and by him sat Meriamun the Queen, and
by the Queen sat the Wanderer in the golden armour
of Paris, and he leaned the black bow against his
ivory chair.
Now the feast went on and men ate
and drank. The Queen spoke little, but she watched
the Wanderer beneath the lids of her deep-fringed eyes.
Suddenly, as they feasted and grew
merry, the doors at the end of the chamber were thrown
wide, the Guards fell back in fear, and behold, at
the end of the hall, stood two men. Their faces
were tawny, dry, wasted with desert wandering; their
noses were hooked like eagles’ beaks, and their
eyes were yellow as the eyes of lions. They were
clad in rough skins of beasts, girdled about their
waists with leathern thongs, and fiercely they lifted
their naked arms, and waved their wands of cedar.
Both men were old, one was white-bearded, the other
was shaven smooth like the priests of Egypt.
As they lifted the rods on high the Guards shrank
like beaten hounds, and all the guests hid their faces,
save Meriamun and the Wanderer alone. Even Pharaoh
dared not look on them, but he murmured angrily in
his beard:
“By the name of Osiris,”
he said, “here be those Soothsayers of the Apura
once again. Now Death waits on those who let them
pass the doors.”
Then one of the two men, he who was
shaven like a priest, cried with a great voice:
“Pharaoh! Pharaoh!
Pharaoh! Hearken to the word of Jahveh. Wilt
thou let the people go?”
“I will not let them go,” he answered.
“Pharaoh! Pharaoh!
Pharaoh! Hearken to the word of Jahveh. If
thou wilt not let the people go, then shall all the
firstborn of Khem, of the Prince and the slave, of
the ox and the ass, be smitten of Jahveh. Wilt
thou let the people go?”
Now Pharaoh hearkened, and those who
were at the feast rose and cried with a loud voice:
“O Pharaoh, let the people go!
Great woes are fallen upon Khem because of the Apura.
O Pharaoh, let the people go!”
Now Pharaoh’s heart was softened
and he was minded to let them go, but Meriamun turned
to him and said:
“Thou shalt not let the people
go. It is not these slaves, nor the God of these
slaves, who bring the plagues on Khem, but it is that
strange Goddess, the False Hathor, who dwells here
in the city of Tanis. Be not so fearful ever
hadst thou a coward heart. Drive the False Hathor
thence if thou wilt, but hold these slaves to their
bondage. I still have cities that must be built,
and yon slaves shall build them.”
Then the Pharaoh cried: “Hence!
I bid you. Hence, and to-morrow shall your people
be laden with a double burden and their backs shall
be red with stripes. I will not let the people
go!”
Then the two men cried aloud, and
pointing upward with their staffs they vanished from
the hall, and none dared to lay hands on them, but
those who sat at the feast murmured much.
Now the Wanderer marvelled why Pharaoh
did not command the Guards to cut down these unbidden
guests, who spoiled his festival. The Queen Meriamun
saw the wonder in his eyes and turned to him.
“Know thou, Eperitus,”
she said, “that great plagues have come of late
on this land of ours plagues of lice and
frogs and flies and darkness, and the changing of
pure waters to blood. And these things our Lord
the Pharaoh deems have been brought upon us by the
curse of yonder magicians, conjurers and priests among
certain slaves who work in the land at the building
of our cities. But I know well that the curses
come on us from Hathor, the Lady of Love, because
of that woman who hath set herself up here in Tanis,
and is worshipped as the Hathor.”
“Why then, O Queen,” said
the Wanderer, “is this false Goddess suffered
to abide in your fair city? for, as I know well, the
immortal Gods are ever angered with those who turn
from their worship to bow before strange altars.”
“Why is she suffered? Nay,
ask of Pharaoh my Lord. Methinks it is because
her beauty is more than the beauty of women, so the
men say who have looked on it, but I have not seen
it, for only those men see it who go to worship at
her shrine, and then from afar. It is not meet
that the Queen of all the Lands should worship at
the shrine of a strange woman, come like
thyself, Eperitus from none knows where:
if indeed she be a woman and not a fiend from the
Under World. But if thou wouldest learn more,
ask my Lord the Pharaoh, for he knows the Shrine of
the False Hathor, and he knows who guard it, and what
is it that bars the way.”
Now the Wanderer turned to Pharaoh
saying: “O Pharaoh, may I know the truth
of this mystery?”
Then Meneptah looked up, and there
was doubt and trouble on his heavy face.
“I will tell thee readily, thou
Wanderer, for perchance such a man as thou, who hast
travelled in many lands and seen the faces of many
Gods, may understand the tale, and may help me.
In the days of my father, the holy Rameses Miamun,
the keepers of the Temple of the Divine Hathor awoke,
and lo! in the Sanctuary of the temple was a woman
in the garb of the Aquaiusha, who was Beauty’s
self. But when they looked upon her, none could
tell the semblance of her beauty, for to one she seemed
dark and to the other fair, and to each man of them
she showed a diverse loveliness. She smiled upon
them, and sang most sweetly, and love entered their
hearts, so that it seemed to each man that she only
was his Heart’s Desire. But when any man
would have come nearer and embraced her, there was
that about her which drove him back, and if he strove
again, behold, he fell down dead. So at last they
subdued their hearts, and desired her no more, but
worshipped her as the Hathor come to earth, and made
offerings of food and drink to her, and prayers.
So three years passed, and at the end of the third
year the keepers of the temple looked and the Hathor
was gone. Nothing remained of her but a memory.
Yet there were some who said that this memory was dearer
than all else that the world has to give.
“Twenty more seasons went by,
and I sat upon the throne of my father, and was Lord
of the Double Crown. And, on a day, a messenger
came running and cried:
“’Now is Hathor come back
to Khem, now is Hathor come back to Khem, and, as
of old, none may draw near her beauty!’ Then
I went to see, and lo! before the Temple of Hathor
a great multitude was gathered, and there on the pylon
brow stood the Hathor’s self shining with changeful
beauty like the Dawn. And as of old she sang
sweet songs, and, to each man who heard, her voice
was the voice of his own beloved, living and lost to
him, or dead and lost. Now every man has such
a grave in his heart as that whence Hathor seems to
rise in changeful beauty. Month by month she
sings thus, one day in every month, and many a man
has sought to win her and her favour, but in the doorways
are they who meet him and press him back; and if he
still struggles on, there comes a clang of swords and
he falls dead, but no wound is found on him.
And, Wanderer, this is truth, for I myself have striven
and have been pressed back by that which guards her.
But I alone of men who have looked on her and heard
her, strove not a second time, and so saved myself
alive.”
“Thou alone of men lovest life
more than the World’s Desire!” said the
Queen. “Thou hast ever sickened for the
love of this strange Witch, but thy life thou lovest
even better than her beauty, and thou dost not dare
attempt again the adventure of her embrace. Know,
Eperitus, that this sorrow is come upon the land,
that all men love yonder witch and rave of her, and
to each she wears a different face and sings in another
voice. When she stands upon the pylon tower,
then thou wilt see the madness with which she has
smitten them. For they will weep and pray and
tear their hair. Then they will rush through
the temple courts and up to the temple doors, and
be thrust back again by that which guards her.
But some will yet strive madly on, and thou wilt hear
the clash of arms and they will fall dead before thee.
Accursed is the land, I tell thee, Wanderer; because
of that Phantom it is accursed. For it is she
who brings these woes on Khem; from her, not from
our slaves and their mad conjurers, come plagues,
I say, and all evil things. And till a man be
found who may pass her guard, and come face to face
with the witch and slay her, plagues and woes and
evil things shall be the daily bread of Khem.
Perchance, Wanderer, thou art such a man,” and
she looked on him strangely. “Yet if so,
this is my counsel, that thou go not up against her,
lest thou also be bewitched, and a great man be lost
to us.”
Now the Wanderer turned the matter
over in his heart and made answer:
“Perchance, Lady, my strength
and the favour of the Gods might serve me in such
a quest. But methinks that this woman is meeter
for words of love and the kisses of men than to be
slain with the sharp sword, if, indeed, she be not
of the number of the immortals.”
Now Meriamun flushed and frowned.
“It is not fitting so to talk
before me,” she said. “Of this be
sure, that if the Witch may be come at, she shall
be slain and given to Osiris for a bride.”
Now the Wanderer saw that the Lady
Meriamun was jealous of the beauty and renown and
love of her who dwelt in the temple, and was called
the Strange Hathor, and he held his peace, for he
knew when to be silent.
CHAPTER II
THE NIGHT OF DREAD
The feast dragged slowly on, for Fear
was of the company. The men and women were silent,
and when they drank, it was as if one had poured a
little oil on a dying fire. Life flamed up in
them for a moment, their laughter came like the crackling
of thorns, and then they were silent again. Meanwhile
the Wanderer drank little, waiting to see what should
come. But the Queen was watching him whom already
her heart desired, and she only of all the company
had pleasure in this banquet. Suddenly a side-door
opened behind the dais, there was a stir in the hall,
each guest turning his head fearfully, for all expected
some evil tidings. But it was only the entrance
of those who bear about in the feasts of Egypt an
effigy of the Dead, the likeness of a mummy carved
in wood, and who cry: “Drink, O King, and
be glad, thou shalt soon be even as he! Drink,
and be glad.” The stiff, swathed figure,
with its folded hands and gilded face, was brought
before the Pharaoh, and Meneptah, who had sat long
in sullen brooding silence, started when he looked
on it. Then he broke into an angry laugh.
“We have little need of thee
to-night,” he cried, as he saluted the symbol
of Osiris. “Death is near enough, we want
not thy silent preaching. Death, Death is near!”
He fell back in his gilded chair,
and let the cup drop from his hand, gnawing at his
beard.
“Art thou a man?” spoke
Meriamun, in a low clear voice; “are you men,
and yet afraid of what comes to all? Is it only
to-night that we first hear the name of Death?
Remember the great Men-kau-ra, remember the old
Pharaoh who built the Pyramid of Hir. He was just
and kind, and he feared the Gods, and for his reward
they showed him Death, coming on him in six short
years. Did he scowl and tremble, like all of you
to-night, who are scared by the threats of slaves?
Nay, he outwitted the Gods, he made night into day,
he lived out twice his years, with revel and love
and wine in the lamp-lit groves of persea trees.
Come, my guests, let us be merry, if it be but for
an hour. Drink, and be brave!”
“For once thou speakest well,”
said the King. “Drink and forget; the Gods
who give Death give wine,” and his angry eyes
ranged through the hall, to seek some occasion of
mirth and scorn.
“Thou Wanderer!” he said,
suddenly. “Thou drinkest not: I have
watched thee as the cups go round; what, man, thou
comest from the North, the sun of thy pale land has
not heat enough to foster the vine. Thou seemest
cold, and a drinker of water; why wilt thou be cold
before thine hour? Come, pledge me in the red
wine of Khem. Bring forth the cup of Pasht!”
he cried to them who waited, “bring forth the
cup of Pasht, the King drinks!”
Then the chief butler of Pharaoh went
to the treasure-house, and came again, bearing a huge
golden cup, fashioned in the form of a lion’s
head, and holding twelve measures of wine. It
was an ancient cup, sacred to Pasht, and a gift of
the Rutennu to Thothmes, the greatest of that name.
“Fill it full of unmixed wine!”
cried the King. “Dost thou grow pale at
the sight of the cup, thou Wanderer from the North?
I pledge thee, pledge thou me!”
“Nay, King,” said the
Wanderer, “I have tasted wine of Ismarus before
to-day, and I have drunk with a wild host, the one-eyed
Man Eater!” For his heart was angered by the
King, and he forgot his wisdom, but the Queen marked
the saying.
“Then pledge me in the cup of Pasht!”
quoth the King.
“I pray thee, pardon me,”
said the Wanderer, “for wine makes wise men
foolish and strong men weak, and to-night methinks
we shall need our wits and our strength.”
“Craven!” cried the King,
“give me the bowl. I drink to thy better
courage, Wanderer,” and lifting the great golden
cup, he stood up and drank it, and then dropped staggering
into his chair, his head fallen on his breast.
“I may not refuse a King’s
challenge, though it is ill to contend with our hosts,”
said the Wanderer, turning somewhat pale, for he was
in anger. “Give me the bowl!”
He took the cup, and held it high;
then pouring a little forth to his Gods, he said,
in a clear voice, for he was stirred to anger beyond
his wont:
“I drink to the Strange Hathor!”
He spoke, and drained the mighty cup,
and set it down on the board, and even as he laid
down the cup, and as the Queen looked at him with eyes
of wrath, there came from the bow beside his seat a
faint shrill sound, a ringing and a singing of the
bow, a noise of running strings and a sound as of
rushing arrows.
The warrior heard it, and his eyes
burned with the light of battle, for he knew well
that the swift shafts should soon fly to the hearts
of the doomed. Pharaoh awoke and heard it, and
heard it the Lady Meriamun the Queen, and she looked
on the Wanderer astonished, and looked on the bow
that sang.
“The minstrel’s tale was
true! This is none other but the Bow of Odysseus,
the sacker of cities,” said Meriamun. “Hearken
thou, Eperitus, thy great bow sings aloud. How
comes it that thy bow sings?”
“For this cause, Queen,”
said the Wanderer; “because birds gather on the
Bridge of War. Soon shall shafts be flying and
ghosts go down to doom. Summon thy Guards, I
bid thee, for foes are near.”
Terror conquered the drunkenness of
Pharaoh; he bade the Guards who stood behind his chair
summon all their company. They went forth, and
a great hush fell again upon the Hall of Banquets
and upon those who sat at meat therein. The silence
grew deadly still, like air before the thunder, and
men’s hearts sank within them, and turned to
water in their breasts. Only Odysseus wondered
and thought on the battle to be, though whence the
foe might come he knew not, and Meriamun sat erect
in her ivory chair and looked down the glorious hall.
Deeper grew the silence and deeper
yet, and more and more the cloud of fear gathered
in the hearts of men. Then suddenly through all
the hall there was a rush like the rush of mighty
wings. The deep foundations of the Palace rocked,
and to the sight of men the roof above seemed to burst
asunder, and lo! above them, against the distance of
the sky, there swept a shape of Fear, and the stars
shone through its raiment.
Then the roof closed in again, and
for a moment’s space once more there was silence,
whilst men looked with white faces, each on each, and
even the stout heart of the Wanderer stood still.
Then suddenly all down the hall, from
this place and from that, men rose up and with one
great cry fell down dead, this one across the board,
and that one across the floor. The Wanderer grasped
his bow and counted. From among those who sat
at meat twenty and one had fallen dead. Yet those
who lived sat gazing emptily, for so stricken with
fear were they that scarce did each one know if it
was he himself who lay dead or his brother who had
sat by his side.
But Meriamun looked down the hall
with cold eyes, for she feared neither Death nor Life,
nor God nor man.
And while she looked and while the
Wanderer counted, there rose a faint murmuring sound
from the city without, a sound that grew and grew,
the thunder of myriad feet that run before the death
of kings. Then the doors burst asunder and a
woman sped through them in her night robes, and in
her arms she bore the naked body of a boy.
“Pharaoh!” she cried,
“Pharaoh, and thou, O Queen, look upon thy son thy
firstborn son dead is thy son, O Pharaoh!
Dead is thy son, O Queen! In my arms he died
suddenly as I lulled him to his rest,” and she
laid the body of the child down on the board among
the vessels of gold, among the garlands of lotus flowers
and the beakers of rose-red wine.
Then Pharaoh rose and rent his purple
robes and wept aloud. Meriamun rose too, and
lifting the body of her son clasped it to her breast,
and her eyes were terrible with wrath and grief, but
she wept not.
“See now the curse that this
evil woman, this False Hathor, hath brought upon us,”
she said.
But the very guests sprang up crying,
“It is not the Hathor whom we worship, it is
not the Holy Hathor, it is the Gods of those dark Apura
whom thou, O Queen, wilt not let go. On thy head
and the head of Pharaoh be it,” and even as
they cried the murmur without grew to a shriek of
woe, a shriek so wild and terrible that the Palace
walls rang. Again that shriek rose, and yet a
third time, never was such a cry heard in Egypt.
And now for the first time in all his days the face
of the Wanderer grew white with fear, and in fear
of heart he prayed for succour to his Goddess to
Aphrodite, the daughter of Dione.
Again the doors behind them burst
open and the Guards flocked in mighty men
of many foreign lands; but now their faces were wan,
their eyes stared wide, and their jaws hung down.
But at the sound of the clanging of their harness
the strength of the Wanderer came back to him again,
for the Gods and their vengeance he feared, but not
the sword of man. And now once more the bow sang
aloud. He grasped it, he bent it with his mighty
knee, and strung it, crying:
“Awake, Pharaoh, awake!
Foes draw on. Say, be these all the men?”
Then the Captain answered, “These
be all of the Guard who are left living in the Palace.
The rest are stark, smitten by the angry Gods.”
Now as the Captain spake, one came
running up the hall, heeding neither the dead nor
the living. It was the old priest Rei, the Commander
of the Legion of Amen, who had been the Wanderer’s
guide, and his looks were wild with fear.
“Hearken, Pharaoh!” he
cried, “thy people lie dead by thousands in the
streets the houses are full of dead.
In the Temples of Ptah and Amen many of the priests
have fallen dead also.”
“Hast thou more to tell, old man?” cried
the Queen.
“The tale has not all been told,
O Queen. The soldiers are mad with fear and with
the sight of death, and slay their captains; barely
have I escaped from those in my command of the Legion
of Amen. For they swear that this death has been
brought upon the land because the Pharaoh will not
let the Apura go. Hither, then, they come to slay
the Pharaoh, and thee also, O Queen, and with them
come many thousands of people, catching up such arms
as lie to their hands.”
Now Pharaoh sank down groaning, but
the Queen spake to the Wanderer:
“Anon thy weapon sang of war,
Eperitus; now war is at the gates.”
“Little I fear the rush of battle
and the blows men deal in anger, Lady,” he made
answer, “though a man may fear the Gods without
shame. Ho, Guards! close up, close up round me!
Look not so pale-faced now death from the Gods is
done with, and we have but to fear the sword of men.”
So great was his mien and so glorious
his face as he cried thus, and one by one drew his
long arrows forth and laid them on the board, that
the trembling Guards took heart, and to the number
of fifty and one ranged themselves on the edge of
the dais in a double line. Then they also made
ready their bows and loosened the arrows in their quivers.
Now from without there came a roar
of men, and anon, while those of the house of Pharaoh,
and of the guests and nobles, who sat at the feast
and yet lived, fled behind the soldiers, the brazen
doors were burst in with mighty blows, and through
them a great armed multitude surged along the hall.
There came soldiers broken from their ranks. There
came the embalmers of the Dead; their hands were overfull
of work to-night, but they left their work undone;
Death had smitten some even of these, and their fellows
did not shrink back from them now. There came
the smith, black from the forge, and the scribe bowed
with endless writing; and the dyer with his purple
hands, and the fisher from the stream; and the stunted
weaver from the loom, and the leper from the Temple
gates. They were mad with lust of life, a starveling
life that the King had taxed, when he let not the
Apura go. They were mad with fear of death; their
women followed them with dead children in their arms.
They smote down the golden furnishings, they tore
the silken hangings, they cast the empty cups of the
feast at the faces of trembling ladies, and cried
aloud for the blood of the King.
“Where is Pharaoh?” they
yelled, “show us Pharaoh and the Queen Meriamun,
that we may slay them. Dead are our first born,
they lie in heaps as the fish lay when Sihor ran red
with blood. Dead are they because of the curse
that has been brought upon us by the prophets of the
Apura, whom Pharaoh, and Pharaoh’s Queen, yet
hold in Khem.”
Now as they cried they saw Pharaoh
Meneptah cowering behind the double line of Guards,
and they saw the Queen Meriamun who cowered not, but
stood silent above the din. Then she thrust her
way through the Guards, and yet holding the body of
the child to her breast, she stood before them with
eyes that flashed more brightly than the uraeus crown
upon her brow.
“Back!” she cried, “back!
It is not Pharaoh, it is not I, who have brought this
death upon you. For we too have death here!”
and she held up the body of her dead son. “It
is that False Hathor whom ye worship, that Witch of
many a voice and many a face who turns your hearts
faint with love. For her sake ye endure these
woes, on her head is all this death. Go, tear
her temple stone from stone, and rend her beauty limb
from limb and be avenged and free the land from curses.”
A moment the people stood and hearkened,
muttering as stands the lion that is about to spring,
while those who pressed without cried: “Forward!
Forward! Slay them! Slay them!” Then
as with one voice they screamed:
“The Hathor we love, but you
we hate, for ye have brought these woes upon us, and
ye shall die.”
They cried, they brawled, they cast
footstools and stones at the Guards, and then a certain
tall man among them drew a bow. Straight at the
Queen’s fair breast he aimed his arrow, and swift
and true it sped towards her. She saw the light
gleam upon its shining barb, and then she did what
no woman but Meriamun would have done, no, not to save
herself from death she held out the naked
body of her son as a warrior holds a shield.
The arrow struck through and through it, piercing the
tender flesh, aye, and pricked her breast beyond,
so that she let the dead boy fall.
The Wanderer saw it and wondered at
the horror of the deed, for he had seen no such deed
in all his days. Then shouting aloud the terrible
war-cry of the Achaeans he leapt upon the board before
him, and as he leapt his golden armour clanged.
Glancing around, he fixed an arrow
to the string and drew to his ear that great bow which
none but he might so much as bend. Then as he
loosed, the string sang like a swallow, and the shaft
screamed through the air. Down the glorious hall
it sped, and full on the breast of him who had lifted
bow against the Queen the bitter arrow struck, nor
might his harness avail to stay it. Through the
body of him it passed and with blood-red feathers
flew on, and smote another who stood behind him so
that his knees also were loosened, and together they
fell dead upon the floor.
Now while the people stared and wondered,
again the bowstring sang like a swallow, again the
arrow screamed in its flight, and he who stood before
it got his death, for the shield he bore was pinned
to his breast.
Then wonder turned to rage; the multitude
rolled forward, and from either side the air grew
dark with arrows. For the Guards at the sight
of the shooting of the Wanderer found heart and fought
well and manfully. Boldly also the slayers came
on, and behind them pressed many a hundred men.
The Wanderer’s golden helm flashed steadily,
a beacon in the storm. Black smoke burst out
in the hall, the hangings flamed and tossed in a wind
from the open door. The lights were struck from
the hands of the golden images, arrows stood thick
in the tables and the rafters, a spear pierced through
the golden cup of Pasht. But out of the darkness
and smoke and dust, and the cry of battle, and through
the rushing of the rain of spears, sang the swallow
string of the black bow of Eurytus, and the long shafts
shrieked as they sped on them who were ripe to die.
In vain did the arrows of the slayers smite upon that
golden harness. They were but as hail upon the
temple roofs, but as driving snow upon the wild stag’s
horns. They struck, they rattled, and down they
dropped like snow, or bounded back and lay upon the
board.
The swallow string sang, the black
bow twanged, and the bitter arrows shrieked as they
flew.
Now the Wanderer’s shafts were
spent, and he judged that their case was desperate.
For out of the doors of the hall that were behind them,
and from the chambers of the women, armed men burst
in also, taking them on the flank and rear. But
the Wanderer was old in war, and without a match in
all its ways. The Captain of the Guard was slain
with a spear stroke, and the Wanderer took his place,
calling to the men, such of them as were left alive,
to form a circle on the dais, and within the circle
he set those of the house of Pharaoh and the women
who were at the feast. And to Pharaoh he cast
a slain man’s sword, bidding him strike for life
and throne if he never struck before; but the heart
was out of Pharaoh because of the death of his son,
and the wine about his wits, and the terrors he had
seen. Then Meriamun the Queen snatched the sword
from his trembling hand and stood holding it to guard
her life. For she disdained to crouch upon the
ground as did the other women, but stood upright behind
the Wanderer, and heeded not the spears and arrows
that dealt death on every hand. But Pharaoh stood,
his face buried in his hands.
Now the slayers came on, shouting
and clambering upon the dais. Then the Wanderer
rushed on them with sword drawn, and shield on high,
and so swift he smote that men might not guard, for
they saw, as it were, three blades aloft at once,
and the silver-hafted sword bit deep, the gift of
Phaeacian Euryalus long ago. The Guards also smote
and thrust; it was for their lives they fought, and
back rolled the tide of foes, leaving a swathe of
dead. So a second time they came on, and a second
time were rolled back.
Now of the defenders few were left
unhurt, and their strength was well-nigh spent.
But the Wanderer cheered them with great words, though
his heart grew fearful for the end; and Meriamun the
Queen also bade them to be of good courage, and if
need were, to die like men. Then once again the
wave of War rolled in upon them, and the strife grew
fierce and desperate. The iron hedge of spears
was well-nigh broken, and now the Wanderer, doing
such deeds as had not been known in Khem, stood alone
between Meriamun the Queen and the swords that thirsted
for her life and the life of Pharaoh. Then of
a sudden, from far down the great hall of banquets,
there came a loud cry that shrilled above the clash
of swords, the groans of men, and all the din of battle.
“Pharaoh! Pharaoh!
Pharaoh!” rose a voice. “Now wilt
thou let the people go?”
Then he who smote stayed his hand
and he who guarded dropped his shield. The battle
ceased and all turned to look. There at the end
of the hall, among the dead and dying, there stood
the two ancient men of the Apura, and in their hands
were cedar rods.
“It is the Wizards the
Wizards of the Apura,” men cried, and shrunk
this way and that, thinking no more on war.
The ancient men drew nigh. They
took no heed of the dying or the dead: on they
walked, through blood and wine and fallen tables and
scattered arms, till they stood before the Pharaoh.
“Pharaoh! Pharaoh!
Pharaoh!” they cried again. “Dead
are the first-born of Khem at the hand of Jahveh.
Wilt thou let the people go?”
Then Pharaoh lifted his face and cried:
“Get you gone you
and all that is yours. Get you gone swiftly, and
let Khem see your face no more.”
The people heard, and the living left
the hall, and silence fell on the city, and on the
dead who died of the sword, and the dead who died
of the pestilence. Silence fell, and sleep, and
the Gods’ best gift forgetfulness.
CHAPTER III
THE BATHS OF BRONZE
Even out of this night of dread the
morning rose, and with it came Rei, bearing a message
from the King. But he did not find the Wanderer
in his chamber. The Palace eunuchs said that
he had risen and had asked for Kurri, the Captain
of the Sidonians, who was now the Queen’s Jeweller.
Thither Rei went, for Kurri was lodged with the servants
in a court of the Royal House, and as the old man
came he heard the sound of hammers beating on metal.
There, in the shadow which the Palace wall cast into
a little court, there was the Wanderer; no longer
in his golden mail, but with bare arms, and dressed
in such a light smock as the workmen of Khem were
wont to wear.
The Wanderer was bending over a small
brazier, whence a flame and a light blue smoke arose
and melted into the morning light. In his hand
he held a small hammer, and he had a little anvil
by him, on which lay one of the golden shoulder-plates
of his armour. The other pieces were heaped beside
the brazier. Kurri, the Sidonian, stood beside
him, with graving tools in his hands.
“Hail to thee, Eperitus,”
cried Rei, calling him by the name he had chosen to
give himself. “What makest thou here with
fire and anvil?”
“I am but furbishing up my armour,”
said the Wanderer, smiling. “It has more
than one dint from the fight in the hall;” and
he pointed to his shield, which was deeply scarred
across the blazon of the White Bull, the cognizance
of dead Paris, Priam’s son. “Sidonian,
blow up the fire.”
Kurri crouched on his hams and blew
the blaze to a white heat with a pair of leathern
bellows, while the Wanderer fitted the plates and
hammered at them on the anvil, making the jointures
smooth and strong, talking meanwhile with Rei.
“Strange work for a prince,
as thou must be in Alybas, whence thou comest,”
quoth Rei, leaning on his long rod of cedar, headed
with an apple of bluestone. “In our country
chiefs do not labour with their hands.”
“Different lands, different
ways,” answered Eperitus. “In my country
men wed not their sisters as your kings do, though,
indeed, it comes into my mind that once I met such
brides in my wanderings in the isle of the King of
the Winds.”
For the thought of the AEolian isle,
where King AEolus gave him all the winds in a bag,
came into his memory.
“My hands can serve me in every
need,” he went on. “Mowing the deep
green grass in spring, or driving oxen, or cutting
a clean furrow with the plough in heavy soil, or building
houses and ships, or doing smith’s work with
gold and bronze and grey iron they are all
one to me.”
“Or the work of war,”
said Rei. “For there I have seen thee labour.
Now, listen, thou Wanderer, the King Meneptah and
the Queen Meriamun send me to thee with this scroll
of their will,” and he drew forth a roll of
papyrus, bound with golden threads, and held it on
his forehead, bowing, as if he prayed.
“What is that roll of thine?”
said the Wanderer, who was hammering at the bronze
spear-point, that stood fast in his helm.
Rei undid the golden threads and opened
the scroll, which he gave into the Wanderer’s
hand.
“Gods! What have we here?”
said the Wanderer. “Here are pictures, tiny
and cunningly drawn, serpents in red, and little figures
of men sitting or standing, axes and snakes and birds
and beetles! My father, what tokens are these?”
and he gave the scroll back to Rei.
“The King has made his Chief
Scribe write to thee, naming thee Captain of the Legion
of Pasht, the Guard of the Royal House, for last night
the Captain was slain. He gives thee a high title,
and he promises thee houses, lands, and a city of
the South to furnish thee with wine, and a city of
the North to furnish thee with corn, if thou wilt be
his servant.”
“Never have I served any man,”
said the Wanderer, flushing red, “though I went
near to being sold and to knowing the day of slavery.
The King does me too much honour.”
“Thou wouldest fain begone from
Khem?” asked the old man, eagerly.
“I would fain find her I came
to seek, wherever she may be,” said the Wanderer.
“Here or otherwhere.”
“Then, what answer shall I carry to the King?”
“Time brings thought,”
said the Wanderer; “I would see the city if thou
wilt guide me. Many cities have I seen, but none
so great as this. As we walk I will consider
my answer to your King.”
He had been working at his helm as
he spoke, for the rest of his armour was now mended.
He had drawn out the sharp spear-head of bronze, and
was balancing it in his hand and trying its edge.
“A good blade,” he said;
“better was never hammered. It went near
to doing its work, Sidonian,” and he turned
to Kurri as he spoke. “Two things of thine
I had: thy life and thy spear-point. Thy
life I gave thee, thy spear-point thou didst lend
me. Here, take it again,” and he tossed
the spear-head to the Queen’s Jeweller.
“I thank thee, lord,”
answered the Sidonian, thrusting it in his girdle;
but he muttered between his teeth, “The gifts
of enemies are gifts of evil.”
The Wanderer did on his mail, set
the helmet on his head, and spoke to Rei. “Come
forth, friend, and show me thy city.”
But Rei was watching the smile on
the face of the Sidonian, and he deemed it cruel and
crafty and warlike, like the laugh of the Sardana
of the sea. He said nought, but called a guard
of soldiers, and with the Wanderer he passed the Palace
gates and went out into the city.
The sight was strange, and it was
not thus that the old man, who loved his land, would
have had the Wanderer see it.
From all the wealthy houses, and from
many of the poorer sort, rang the wail of the women
mourners as they sang their dirges for the dead.
But in the meaner quarters many a
hovel was marked with three smears of blood, dashed
on each pillar of the door and on the lintel; and the
sound that came from these dwellings was the cry of
mirth and festival. There were two peoples; one
laughed, one lamented. And in and out of the
houses marked with the splashes of blood women were
ever going with empty hands, or coming with hands
full of jewels, of gold, of silver rings, of cups,
and purple stuffs. Empty they went out, laden
they came in, dark men and women with keen black eyes
and the features of birds of prey. They went,
they came, they clamoured with delight among the mourning
of the men and women of Khem, and none laid a hand
on them, none refused them.
One tall fellow snatched at the staff of Rei.
“Lend me thy staff, old man,”
he said, sneering; “lend me thy jewelled staff
for my journey. I do but borrow it; when Yakub
comes from the desert thou shalt have it again.”
But the Wanderer turned on the fellow
with such a glance that he fell back.
“I have seen thee before,”
he said, and he laughed over his shoulder as he went;
“I saw thee last night at the feast, and heard
thy great bow sing. Thou art not of the folk
of Khem. They are a gentle folk, and Yakub wins
favour in their sight.”
“What passes now in this haunted
land of thine, old man?” said the Wanderer,
“for of all the sights that I have seen, this
is the strangest. None lifts a hand to save his
goods from the thief.”
Rei the Priest groaned aloud.
“Evil days have come upon Khem,”
he said. “The Apura spoil the people of
Khem ere they fly into the Wilderness.”
Even as he spoke there came a great
lady weeping, for her husband was dead, and her son
and her brother, all were gone in the breath of the
pestilence. She was of the Royal House, and richly
decked with gold and jewels, and the slaves who fanned
her, as she went to the Temple of Ptah to worship,
wore gold chains upon their necks. Two women of
the Apura saw her and ran to her, crying:
“Lend to us those golden ornaments thou wearest.”
Then, without a word, she took her
gold bracelets and chains and rings, and let them
all fall in a heap at her feet. The women of the
Apura took them all and mocked her, crying:
“Where now is thy husband and
thy son and thy brother, thou who art of Pharaoh’s
house? Now thou payest us for the labour of our
hands and for the bricks that we made without straw,
gathering leaves and rushes in the sun. Now thou
payest for the stick in the hand of the overseers.
Where now is thy husband and thy son and thy brother?”
and they went still mocking, and left the lady weeping.
But of all sights the Wanderer held
this strangest, and many such there were to see.
At first he would have taken back the spoil and given
it to those who wore it, but Rei the Priest prayed
him to forbear, lest the curse should strike them
also. So they pressed on through the tumult,
ever seeing new sights of greed and death and sorrow.
Here a mother wept over her babe, here a bride over
her husband that night the groom of her
and of death. Here the fierce-faced Apura, clamouring
like gulls, tore the silver trinkets from the children
of those of the baser sort, or the sacred amulets
from the mummies of those who were laid out for burial,
and here a water-carrier wailed over the carcass of
the ass that won him his livelihood.
At length, passing through the crowd,
they came to a temple that stood near to the Temple
of the God Ptah. The pylons of this temple faced
towards the houses of the city, but the inner courts
were built against the walls of Tanis and looked out
across the face of the water. Though not one
of the largest temples, it was very strong and beautiful
in its shape. It was built of the black stone
of Syene, and all the polished face of the stone was
graven with images of the Holy Hathor. Here she
wore a cow’s head, and here the face of a woman,
but she always bore in her hands the lotus-headed
staff and the holy token of life, and her neck was
encircled with the collar of the gods.
“Here dwells that Strange Hathor
to whom thou didst drink last night, Eperitus,”
said Rei the Priest. “It was a wild pledge
to drink before the Queen, who swears that she brings
these woes on Khem. Though, indeed, she is guiltless
of this, with all the blood on her beautiful head.
The Apura and their apostate sorcerer, whom we ourselves
instructed, bring the plagues on us.”
“Does the Hathor manifest herself
this day?” asked the Wanderer.
“That we will ask of the priests,
Eperitus. Follow thou me.”
Now they passed down the avenue of
sphinxes within the wall of brick, into the garden
plot of the Goddess, and so on through the gates of
the outer tower. A priest who watched there threw
them wide at the sign that was given of Rei, the Master-Builder,
the beloved of Pharaoh, and they came to the outer
court. Before the second tower they halted, and
Rei showed to the Wanderer that place upon the pylon
roof where the Hathor was wont to stand and sing till
the hearers’ hearts were melted like wax.
Here they knocked once more, and were admitted to the
Hall of Assembly where the priests were gathered,
throwing dust upon their heads and mourning those
among them who had died with the Firstborn. When
they saw Rei, the instructed, the Prophet of Amen,
and the Wanderer clad in golden armour who was with
him, they ceased from their mourning, and an ancient
priest of their number came forward, and, greeting
Rei, asked him of his errand. Then Rei took the
Wanderer by the hand and made him known to the priest,
and told him of those deeds that he had done, and
how he had saved the life of Pharaoh and of those of
the Royal House who sat at the feast with Pharaoh.
“But when will the Lady Hathor
sing upon her tower top?” said Rei, “for
the Stranger desires to see her and hear her.”
The temple priest bowed before the
Wanderer, and answered gravely:
“On the third morn from now
the Holy Hathor shows herself upon the temple’s
top,” he said; “but thou, mighty lord,
who art risen from the sea, hearken to my warning,
and if, indeed, thou art no god, dare not to look
upon her beauty. If thou dost look, then thy fate
shall be as the fate of those who have looked before,
and have loved and have died for the sake of the Hathor.”
“No god am I,” said the
Wanderer, laughing, “yet, perchance, I shall
dare to look, and dare to face whatever it be that
guards her, if my heart bids me see her nearer.”
“Then there shall be an end
of thee and thy wanderings,” said the priest.
“Now follow me, and I will show thee those men
who last sought to win the Hathor.”
He took him by the hand and led him
through passages hewn in the walls till they came
to a deep and gloomy cell, where the golden armour
of the Wanderer shone like a lamp at eve. The
cell was built against the city wall, and scarcely
a thread of light came into the chink between roof
and wall. All about the chamber were baths fashioned
of bronze, and in the baths lay dusky shapes of dark-skinned
men of Egypt. There they lay, and in the faint
light their limbs were being anointed by some sad-faced
attendants, as folk were anointed by merry girls in
the shining baths of the Wanderer’s home.
When Rei and Eperitus came near, the sad-faced bath-men
shrank away in shame, as dogs shrink from their evil
meat at night when a traveller goes past.
Marvelling at the strange sight, the
bathers and the bathed, the Wanderer looked more closely,
and his stout heart sank within him. For all
these were dead who lay in the baths of bronze, and
it was not water that flowed about their limbs, but
evil-smelling natron.
“Here lie those,” said
the priest, “who last strove to come near the
Holy Hathor, and to pass into the shrine of the temple
where night and day she sits and sings and weaves
with her golden shuttle. Here they lie, the half
of a score. One by one they rushed to embrace
her, and one by one they were smitten down. Here
they are being attired for the tomb, for we give them
all rich burial.”
“Truly,” quoth the Wanderer,
“I left the world of Light behind me when I
looked on the blood-red sea and sailed into the black
gloom off Pharos. More evil sights have I seen
in this haunted land than in all the cities where
I have wandered, and on all the seas that I have sailed.”
“Then be warned,” said
the priest, “for if thou dost follow where they
went, and desire what they desired, thou too shalt
lie in yonder bath, and be washed of yonder waters.
For whatever be false, this is true, that he who seeks
love ofttimes finds doom. But here he finds it
most speedily.”
The Wanderer looked again at the dead
and at their ministers, and he shuddered till his
harness rattled. He feared not the face of Death
in war, or on the sea, but this was a new thing.
Little he loved the sight of the brazen baths and
those who lay there. The light of the sun and
the breath of air seemed good to him, and he stepped
quickly from the chamber, while the priest smiled
to himself. But when he reached the outer air,
his heart came back to him, and he began to ask again
about the Hathor where she dwelt, and what
it was that slew her lovers.
“I will show thee,” answered
the priest, and brought him through the Hall of Assembly
to a certain narrow way that led to a court. In
the centre of the court stood the holy shrine of the
Hathor. It was a great chamber, built of alabaster,
lighted from the roof alone, and shut in with brazen
doors, before which hung curtains of Tyrian web.
From the roof of the shrine a stairway ran overhead
to the roof of the temple and so to the inner pylon
tower.
“Yonder, Stranger, the holy
Goddess dwells within the Alabaster Shrine,”
said the priest. “By that stair she passes
to the temple roof, and thence to the pylon top.
There by the curtains, once in every day, we place
food, and it is drawn into the sanctuary, how we know
not, for none of us have set foot there, nor seen
the Hathor face to face. Now, when the Goddess
has stood upon the pylon and sung to the multitude
below, she passes back to the shrine. Then the
brazen outer doors of the temple court are thrown
wide and the doomed rush on madly, one by one, towards
the drawn curtains. But before they pass the curtains
they are thrust back, yet they strive to pass.
Then we hear a sound of the clashing of weapons and
the men fall dead without a word, while the song of
the Hathor swells from within.”
“And who are her swordsmen?” said the
Wanderer.
“That we know not, Stranger;
no man has lived to tell. Come, draw near to
the door of the shrine and hearken, maybe thou wilt
hear the Hathor singing. Have no fear; thou needst
not approach the guarded space.”
Then the Wanderer drew near with a
doubting heart, but Rei the Priest stood afar off,
though the temple priests came close enough. At
the curtains they stopped and listened. Then
from within the shrine there came a sound of singing
wild and sweet and shrill, and the voice of it stirred
the Wanderer strangely, bringing to his mind memories
of that Ithaca of which he was Lord and which he should
see no more; of the happy days of youth, and of the
God-built walls of windy Ilios. But he could
not have told why he thought on these things, nor why
his heart was thus strangely stirred within him.
“Hearken! the Hathor sings as
she weaves the doom of men,” said the priest,
and as he spoke the singing ended.
Then the Wanderer took counsel with
himself whether he should then and there burst the
doors and take his fortune, or whether he should forbear
for that while. But in the end he determined to
forbear and see with his own eyes what befell those
who strove to win the way.
So he drew back, wondering much; and,
bidding farewell to the aged priest, he went with
Rei, the Master Builder, through the town of Tanis,
where the Apura were still spoiling the people of Khem,
and he came to the Palace where he was lodged.
Here he turned over in his mind how he might see the
strange woman of the temple, and yet escape the baths
of bronze. There he sat and thought till at length
the night drew on, and one came to summon him to sup
with Pharaoh in the Hall. Then he rose up and
went, and meeting Pharaoh and Meriamun the Queen in
the outer chamber, passed in after them to the Hall,
and on to the dais which he had held against the rabble,
for the place was clear of dead, and, save for certain
stains upon the marble floor that might not be washed
away, and for some few arrows that yet were fixed
high up in the walls or in the lofty roof, there was
nothing to tell of the great fray that had been fought
but one day gone.
Heavy was the face of Pharaoh, and
the few who sat with him were sad enough because of
the death of so many whom they loved, and the shame
and sorrow that had fallen upon Khem. But there
were no tears for her one child in the eyes of Meriamun
the Queen. Anger, not grief, tore her heart because
Pharaoh had let the Apura go. For ever as they
sat at the sad feast there came a sound of the tramping
feet of armies, and of lowing cattle, and songs of
triumph, sung by ten thousand voices, and thus they
sang the song of the Apura:
A lamp for our feet
the Lord hath litten,
Signs
hath He shown in the Land of Khem.
The Kings of the Nations
our Lord hath smitten,
His
shoe hath He cast o’er the Gods of them.
He hath made Him a mock
of the heifer of Isis,
He
hath broken the chariot reins of Ra,
On Yakub He cries, and
His folk arises,
And
the knees of the Nation are loosed in awe.
He gives us their goods
for a spoil to gather,
Jewels
of silver, and vessels of gold;
For Yahveh of old is
our Friend and Father,
And
cherisheth Yakub He chose of old.
The Gods of the Peoples
our Lord hath chidden,
Their
courts hath He filled with His creeping things;
The light of the face
of the Sun he hath hidden,
And
broken the scourge in the hands of kings.
He hath chastened His
people with stripes and scourges,
Our
backs hath He burdened with grievous weights,
But His children shall
rise as a sea that surges,
And
flood the fields of the men He hates.
The Kings of the Nations
our Lord hath smitten,
His
shoe hath He cast o’er the Gods of them,
But a lamp for our feet
the Lord hath litten,
Wonders
hath he wrought in the Land of Khem.
Thus they sang, and the singing was
so wild that the Wanderer craved leave to go and stand
at the Palace gate, lest the Apura should rush in
and spoil the treasure-chamber.
The King nodded, but Meriamun rose,
and went with the Wanderer as he took his bow and
passed to the great gates.
There they stood in the shadow of
the gates, and this is what they beheld. A great
light of many torches was flaring along the roadway
in front. Then came a body of men, rudely armed
with pikes, and the torchlight shone on the glitter
of bronze and on the gold helms of which they had
spoiled the soldiers of Khem. Next came a troop
of wild women, dancing, and beating timbrels, and
singing the triumphant hymn of scorn.
Next, with a space between, tramped
eight strong black-bearded men, bearing on their shoulders
a great gilded coffin, covered with carven and painted
signs.
“It is the body of their Prophet,
who brought them hither out of their land of hunger,”
whispered Meriamun. “Slaves, ye shall hunger
yet in the wilderness, and clamour for the flesh-pots
of Khem!”
Then she cried in a loud voice, for
her passion overcame her, and she prophesied to those
who bare the coffin, “Not one soul of you that
lives shall see the land where your conjurer is leading
you! Ye shall thirst, ye shall hunger, ye shall
call on the Gods of Khem, and they shall not hear
you; ye shall die, and your bones shall whiten the
wilderness. Farewell! Set go with you.
Farewell!”
So she cried and pointed down the
way, and so fierce was her gaze, and so awful were
her words, that the people of the Apura trembled and
the women ceased to sing.
The Wanderer watched the Queen and
marvelled. “Never had woman such a hardy
heart,” he mused; “and it were ill to cross
her in love or war!”
“They will sing no more at my
gates,” murmured Meriamun, with a smile.
“Come, Wanderer; they await us,” and she
gave him her hand that he might lead her.
So they went back to the banquet hall.
They hearkened as they sat till far
in the night, and still the Apura passed, countless
as the sands of the sea. At length all were gone,
and the sound of their feet died away in the distance.
Then Meriamun the Queen turned to Pharaoh and spake
bitterly:
“Thou art a coward, Meneptah,
ay, a coward and a slave at heart. In thy fear
of the curse that the False Hathor hath laid on us,
she whom thou dost worship, to thy shame, thou hast
let these slaves go. Otherwise had our father
dealt with them, great Rameses Miamun, the hammer of
the Khita. Now they are gone hissing curses on
the land that bare them, and robbing those who nursed
them up while they were yet a little people, as a
mother nurses her child.”
“What then might I do?” said Pharaoh.
“There is nought to do: all is done,”
answered Meriamun.
“What is thy counsel, Wanderer?”
“It is ill for a stranger to offer counsel,”
said the Wanderer.
“Nay, speak,” cried the Queen.
“I know not the Gods of this
land,” he answered. “If these people
be favoured of the Gods, I say sit still. But
if not,” then said the Wanderer, wise in war,
“let Pharaoh gather his host, follow after the
people, take them unawares, and smite them utterly.
It is no hard task, they are so mixed a multitude
and cumbered with much baggage!”
This was to speak as the Queen loved
to hear. Now she clapped her hands and cried:
“Listen, listen to good counsel, Pharaoh.”
And now that the Apura were gone,
his fear of them went also, and as he drank wine Pharaoh
grew bold, till at last he sprang to his feet and
swore by Amen, by Osiris, by Ptah, and by his father great
Rameses that he would follow after the Apura
and smite them. And instantly he sent forth messengers
to summon the captains of his host in the Hall of
Assembly.
Thither the captains came, and their
plans were made and messengers hurried forth to the
governors of other great cities, bidding them send
troops to join the host of Pharaoh on its march.
Now Pharaoh turned to the Wanderer and said:
“Thou hast not yet answered
my message that Rei carried to thee this morning.
Wilt thou take service with me and be a captain in
this war?”
The Wanderer little liked the name
of service, but his warlike heart was stirred within
him, for he loved the delight of battle. But before
he could answer yea or nay, Meriamun the Queen, who
was not minded that he should leave her, spoke hastily:
“This is my counsel, Meneptah,
that the Lord Eperitus should abide here in Tanis
and be the Captain of my Guard while thou art gone
to smite the Apura. For I may not be here unguarded
in these troublous times, and if I know he watches
over me, he who is so mighty a man, then I shall walk
safely and sleep in peace.”
Now the Wanderer bethought him of
his desire to look upon the Hathor, for to see new
things and try new adventures was always his delight.
So he answered that if it were pleasing to Pharaoh
and the Queen he would willingly stay and command
the Guard. And Pharaoh said that it should be
so.
CHAPTER IV
THE QUEEN’S CHAMBER
At midday on the morrow Pharaoh and
the host of Pharaoh marched in pomp from Tanis, taking
the road that runs across the desert country towards
the Red Sea of Weeds, the way that the Apura had gone.
The Wanderer went with the army for an hour’s
journey and more, in a chariot driven by Rei the Priest,
for Rei did not march with the host. The number
of the soldiers of Pharaoh amazed the Achaean, accustomed
to the levies of barren isles and scattered tribes.
But he said nothing of his wonder to Rei or any man,
lest it should be thought that he came from among a
little people. He even made as if he held the
army lightly, and asked the priest if this was all
the strength of Pharaoh! Then Rei told him that
it was but a fourth part, for none of the mercenaries
and none of the soldiers from the Upper Land marched
with the King in pursuit of the Apura.
Then the Wanderer knew that he was
come among a greater people than he had ever encountered
yet, on land or sea. So he went with them till
the roads divided, and there he drove his chariot
to the chariot of Pharaoh and bade him farewell.
Pharaoh called to him to mount his own chariot, and
spake thus to him:
“Swear to me, thou Wanderer,
who namest thyself Eperitus, though of what country
thou art and what was thy father’s house none
know, swear to me that thou wilt guard Meriamun the
Queen faithfully, and wilt work no woe upon me nor
open my house while I am afar. Great thou art
and beautiful to look on, ay, and strong enough beyond
the strength of men, yet my heart misdoubts me of
thee. For methinks thou art a crafty man, and
that evil will come upon me through thee.”
“If this be thy mind, Pharaoh,”
said the Wanderer, “leave me not in guard of
the Queen. And yet methinks I did not befriend
thee so ill two nights gone, when the rabble would
have put thee and all thy house to the sword because
of the death of the firstborn.”
Now Pharaoh looked on him long and
doubtfully, then stretched out his hand. The
Wanderer took it, and swore by his own Gods, by Zeus,
by Aphrodite, and Athene, and Apollo, that he
would be true to the trust.
“I believe thee, Wanderer,”
said Pharaoh. “Know this, if thou keepest
thine oath thou shalt have great rewards, and thou
shalt be second to none in the land of Khem, but if
thou failest, then thou shalt die miserably.”
“I ask no fee,” answered
the Wanderer, “and I fear no death, for in one
way only shall I die, and that is known to me.
Yet I will keep my oath.” And he bowed
before Pharaoh, and leaping from his chariot entered
again into the chariot of Rei.
Now, as he drove back through the
host the soldiers called to him, saying:
“Leave us not, Wanderer.”
For he looked so glorious in his golden armour that
it seemed to them as though a god departed from their
ranks.
His heart was with them, for he loved
war, and he did not love the Apura. But he drove
on, as so it must be, and came to the Palace at sundown.
That night he sat at the feast by
the side of Meriamun the Queen. And when the
feast was done she bade him follow her into her chamber
where she sat when she would be alone. It was
a fragrant chamber, dimly lighted with sweet-scented
lamps, furnished with couches of ivory and gold, while
all the walls told painted stories of strange gods
and kings, and of their loves and wars. The Queen
sank back upon the embroidered cushions of a couch
and bade the wise Odysseus to sit guard over against
her, so near that her robes swept his golden greaves.
This he did somewhat against his will, though he was
no hater of fair women. But his heart misdoubted
the dark-eyed Queen, and he looked upon her guardedly,
for she was strangely fair to see, the fairest of all
mortal women whom he had known, save the Golden Helen.
“Wanderer, we owe thee great
thanks, and I would gladly know to whom we are in
debt for the prices of our lives,” she said.
“Tell me of thy birth, of thy father’s
house, and of the lands that thou hast seen and the
wars wherein thou hast fought. Tell me also of
the sack of Ilios, and how thou camest by thy golden
mail. The unhappy Paris wore such arms as these,
if the minstrel of the North sang truth.”
Now, the Wanderer would gladly have
cursed this minstrel of the North and his songs.
“Minstrels will be lying, Lady,”
he said, “and they gather old tales wherever
they go. Paris may have worn my arms, or another
man. I bought them from a chapman in Crete, and
asked nothing of their first master. As for Ilios,
I fought there in my youth, and served the Cretan
Idomeneus, but I got little booty. To the King
the wealth and women, to us the sword-strokes.
Such is the appearance of war.”
Meriamun listened to his tale, which
he set forth roughly, as if he were some blunt, grumbling
swordsman, and darkly she looked on him while she
hearkened, and darkly she smiled as she looked.
“A strange story, Eperitus,
a strange story truly. Now tell me thus.
How camest thou by yonder great bow, the bow of the
swallow string? If my minstrel spoke truly, it
was once the Bow of Eurytus of OEchalia.”
Now the Wanderer glanced round him
like a man taken in ambush, who sees on every hand
the sword of foes shine up into the sunlight.
“The bow, Lady?” he answered
readily enough. “I got it strangely.
I was cruising with a cargo of iron on the western
coast and landed on an isle, methinks the pilot called
it Ithaca. There we found nothing but death;
a pestilence had been in the land, but in a ruined
hall this bow was lying, and I made prize of it.
A good bow!”
“A strange story, truly a
very strange story,” quoth Meriamun the Queen.
“By chance thou didst buy the armour of Paris,
by chance thou didst find the bow of Eurytus, that
bow, methinks, with which the god-like Odysseus slew
the wooers in his halls. Knowest thou, Eperitus,
that when thou stoodest yonder on the board in the
Place of Banquets, when the great bow twanged and
the long shafts hailed down on the hall and loosened
the knees of many, not a little was I put in mind of
the song of the slaying of the wooers at the hands
of Odysseus. The fame of Odysseus has wandered
far ay, even to Khem.” And she
looked straight at him.
The Wanderer darkened his face and
put the matter by. He had heard something of
that tale, he said, but deemed it a minstrel’s
feigning. One man could not fight a hundred,
as the story went.
The Queen half rose from the couch
where she lay curled up like a glittering snake.
Like a snake she rose and watched him with her melancholy
eyes.
“Strange, indeed most
strange that Odysseus, Laertes’ son, Odysseus
of Ithaca, should not know the tale of the slaying
of the wooers by Odysseus’ self. Strange,
indeed, thou Eperitus, who art Odysseus.”
Now the neck of the Wanderer was in
the noose, and well he knew it: yet he kept his
counsel, and looked upon her vacantly.
“Men say that this Odysseus
wandered years ago into the North, and that this time
he will not come again. I saw him in the wars,
and he was a taller man than I,” said the Wanderer.
“I have always heard,”
said the Queen, “that Odysseus was double-tongued
and crafty as a fox. Look me in the eyes, thou
Wanderer, look me in the eyes, and I will show thee
whether or not thou art Odysseus,” and she leaned
forward so that her hair well-nigh swept his brow,
and gazed deep into his eyes.
Now the Wanderer was ashamed to drop
his eyes before a woman’s, and he could not
rise and go; so he must needs gaze, and as he gazed
his head grew strangely light and the blood quivered
in his veins, and then seemed to stop.
“Now turn, thou Wanderer,”
said the voice of the Queen, and to him it sounded
far away, as if there was a wall between them, “and
tell me what thou seest.”
So he turned and looked towards the
dark end of the chamber. But presently through
the darkness stole a faint light, like the first grey
light of the dawn, and now he saw a shape, like the
shape of a great horse of wood, and behind the horse
were black square towers of huge stones, and gates,
and walls, and houses. Now he saw a door open
in the side of the horse, and the helmeted head of
a man look out wearily. As he looked a great
white star slid down the sky so that the light of
it rested on the face of the man, and that face was
his own! Then he remembered how he had looked
forth from the belly of the wooden horse as it stood
within the walls of Ilios, and thus the star had seemed
to fall upon the doomed city, an omen of the end of
Troy.
“Look again,” said the voice of Meriamun
from far away.
So once more he looked into the darkness,
and there he saw the mouth of a cave, and beneath
two palms in front of it sat a man and a woman.
The yellow moon rose and its light fell upon a sleeping
sea, upon tall trees, upon the cave, and the two who
sat there. The woman was lovely, with braided
hair, and clad in a shining robe, and her eyes were
dim with tears that she might never shed: for
she was a Goddess, Calypso, the daughter of Atlas.
Then in the vision the man looked up, and his face
was weary, and worn and sick for home, but it was his
own face.
Then he remembered how he had sat
thus at the side of Calypso of the braided tresses,
on that last night of all his nights in her wave-girt
isle, the centre of the seas.
“Look once more,” said the voice of Meriamun
the Queen.
Again he looked into the darkness.
There before him grew the ruins of his own hall in
Ithaca, and in the courtyard before the hall was a
heap of ashes, and the charred bones of men.
Before the heap lay the figure of one lost in sorrow,
for his limbs writhed upon the ground. Anon the
man lifted his face, and behold! the Wanderer knew
that it was his own face.
Then of a sudden the gloom passed
away from the chamber, and once more his blood surged
through his veins, and there before him sat Meriamun
the Queen, smiling darkly.
“Strange sights hast thou seen,
is it not so, Wanderer?” she said.
“Yea, Queen, the most strange
of sights. Tell me of thy courtesy how thou didst
conjure them before my eyes.”
“By the magic that I have, Eperitus,
I above all wizards who dwell in Khem, the magic whereby
I can read all the past of those I love,”
and again she looked upon him; “ay, and call
it forth from the storehouse of dead time and make
it live again. Say, whose face was it that thou
didst look upon was it not the face of
Odysseus of Ithaca, Laertes’ son, and was not
that face thine?”
Now the Wanderer saw that there was
no escape. Therefore he spoke the truth, not
because he loved it, but because he must.
“The face of Odysseus of Ithaca
it was that I saw before me, Lady, and that face is
mine. I avow myself to be Odysseus, Laertes’
son, and no other man.”
The Queen laughed aloud. “Great
must be my strength of magic,” she said, “for
it can strip the guile from the subtlest of men.
Henceforth, Odysseus, thou wilt know that the eyes
of Meriamun the Queen see far. Now tell me truly:
what camest thou hither to seek?”
The Wanderer took swift counsel with
himself. Remembering that dream of Meriamun of
which Rei the Priest had told him, and which she knew
not that he had learned, the dream that showed her
the vision of one whom she must love, and remembering
the word of the dead Hataska, he grew afraid.
For he saw well by the token of the spear point that
he was the man of her dream, and that she knew it.
But he could not accept her love, both because of
his oath to Pharaoh and because of her whom Aphrodite
had shown to him in Ithaca, her whom alone he must
seek, the Heart’s Desire, the Golden Helen.
The strait was desperate, between
a broken oath and a woman scorned. But he feared
his oath, and the anger of Zeus, the God of hosts and
guests. So he sought safety beneath the wings
of truth.
“Lady,” he said, “I
will tell thee all! I came to Ithaca from the
white north, where a curse had driven me; I came and
found my halls desolate, and my people dead, and the
very ashes of my wife. But in a dream of the
night I saw the Goddess whom I have worshipped little,
Aphrodite of Idalia, whom in this land ye name Hathor,
and she bade me go forth and do her will. And
for reward she promised me that I should find one who
waited me to be my deathless love.”
Meriamun heard him so far, but no
further, for of this she made sure, that she
was the woman whom Aphrodite had promised to the Wanderer.
Ere he might speak another word she glided to him like
a snake, and like a snake curled herself about him.
Then she spoke so low that he rather knew her thought
than heard her words:
“Was it indeed so, Odysseus?
Did the Goddess indeed send thee to seek me out?
Know, then, that not to thee alone did she speak.
I also looked for thee. I also waited the coming
of one whom I should love. Oh, heavy have been
the days, and empty was my heart, and sorely through
the years have I longed for him who should be brought
to me. And now at length it is done, now at length
I see him whom in my dream I saw,” and she lifted
her lips to the lips of the Wanderer, and her heart,
and her eyes, and her lips said “Love.”
But it was not for nothing that he
bore a stout and patient heart, and a brain unclouded
by danger or by love. He had never been in a strait
like this; caught with bonds that no sword could cut,
and in toils that no skill could undo. On one
side were love and pleasure on the other
a broken oath, and the loss for ever of the Heart’s
Desire. For to love another woman, as he had
been warned, was to lose Helen. But again, if
he scorned the Queen nay, for all his hardihood
he dared not tell her that she was not the woman of
his vision, the woman he came to seek. Yet even
now his cold courage and his cunning did not fail him.
“Lady,” he said, “we
both have dreamed. But if thou didst dream thou
wert my love, thou didst wake to find thyself the wife
of Pharaoh. And Pharaoh is my host and hath my
oath.”
“I woke to find myself the wife
of Pharaoh,” she echoed, wearily, and her arms
uncurled from his neck and she sank back on the couch.
“I am Pharaoh’s wife in word, but not
in deed. Pharaoh is nothing to me, thou Wanderer nought
save a name.”
“Yet is my oath much to me,
Queen Meriamun my oath and the hospitable
hearth,” the Wanderer made answer. “I
swore to Meneptah to hold thee from all ill, and there’s
an end.”
“And if Pharaoh comes back no more, what then
Odysseus?”
“Then will we talk again.
And now, Lady, thy safety calls me to visit thy Guard.”
And without more words he rose and went.
The Queen looked after him.
“A strange man,” she said
in her heart, “who builds a barrier with his
oath betwixt himself and her he loves and has wandered
so far to win! Yet methinks I honour him the
more. Pharaoh Meneptah, my husband, eat, drink,
and be merry, for this I promise thee short
shall be thy days.”
CHAPTER V
THE CHAPEL PERILOUS
“Swift as a bird or a thought,”
says the old harper of the Northern Sea. The
Wanderer’s thoughts in the morning were swift
as night birds, flying back and brooding over the
things he had seen and the words he had heard in the
Queen’s chamber. Again he stood between
this woman and the oath which, of all oaths, was the
worst to break. And, indeed, he was little tempted
to break it, for though Meriamun was beautiful and
wise, he feared her love and he feared her magic art
no less than he feared her vengeance if she were scorned.
Delay seemed the only course. Let him wait till
the King returned, and it would go hard but he found
some cause for leaving the city of Tanis, and seeking
through new adventures the World’s Desire.
The mysterious river lay yonder. He would ascend
the river of which so many tales were told. It
flowed from the land of the blameless AEthiopians,
the most just of men, at whose tables the very Gods
sat as guests. There, perchance, far up the sacred
stream, in a land where no wrong ever came, there,
if the Fates permitted, he might find the Golden Helen.
If the Fates permitted: but all
the adventure was of the Fates, who had shown him
to Meriamun in a dream.
He turned it long in his mind and
found little light. It seemed that as he had
drifted through darkness across a blood-red sea to
the shores of Khem, so he should wade through blood
to that shore of Fate which the Gods appointed.
Yet after a while he shook sorrow
from him, arose, bathed, anointed himself, combed
his dark locks, and girded on his golden armour.
For now he remembered that this was the day when the
Strange Hathor should stand upon the pylon of the
temple and call the people to her, and he was minded
to look upon her, and if need be to do battle with
that which guarded her.
So he prayed to Aphrodite that she
would help him, and he poured out wine to her and
waited; he waited, but no answer came to his prayer.
Yet as he turned away it chanced that he saw his countenance
in the wide golden cup whence he had poured, and it
seemed to him that it had grown more fair and lost
the stamp of years, and that his face was smooth and
young as the face of that Odysseus who, many years
ago, had sailed in the black ships and looked back
on the smoking ruins of windy Troy. In this he
saw the hand of the Goddess, and knew that if she might
not be manifest in this land of strange Gods, yet
she was with him. And, knowing this, his heart
grew light as the heart of a boy from whom sorrow
is yet a long way off, and who has not dreamed of death.
Then he ate and drank, and when he
had put from him the desire of food he arose and girded
on the sword, Euryalus’s gift, but the black
bow he left in its case. Now he was ready and
about to set forth when Rei the Priest entered the
chamber.
“Whither goest thou, Eperitus?”
asked Rei, the instructed Priest. “And
what is it that has made thy face so fair, as though
many years had been lifted from thy back?”
“’Tis but sweet sleep,
Rei,” said the Wanderer. “Deeply I
slept last night, and the weariness of my wanderings
fell from me, and now I am as I was before I sailed
across the blood-red sea into the night.”
“Sell thou the secret of this
sleep to the ladies of Khem,” answered the aged
priest, smiling, “and little shalt thou lack
of wealth for all thy days.”
Thus he spake as though he believed
the Wanderer, but in his heart he knew that the thing
was of the Gods.
The Wanderer answered:
“I go up to the Temple of the
Hathor, for thou dost remember it is to-day that she
stands upon the pylon brow and calls the people to
her. Comest thou also, Rei?”
“Nay, nay, I come not, Eperitus.
I am old indeed, but yet the blood creeps through
these withered veins, and, perchance, if I came and
looked, the madness would seize me also, and I too
should rush to my slaying. There is a way in
which a man may listen to the voice of the Hathor,
and that is to have his eyes blindfolded, as many do.
But even then he will tear the bandage from his eyes,
and look, and die with the others. Oh, go not
up, Eperitus I pray thee go not up.
I love thee I know not why and
am little minded to see thee dead. Though, perchance,”
he added, as though to himself, “it would be
well for those I serve if thou wert dead, thou Wanderer,
with the eyes of Fate.”
“Have no fear, Rei,” said
the Wanderer, “as it is doomed so shall I die
and not otherwise. Never shall it be told,”
he murmured in his heart, “that he who stood
in arms against Scylla, the Horror of the Rock, turned
back from any form of fear or from any shape of Love.”
Then Rei wrung his hands and went
nigh to weeping, for to him it seemed a pitiful thing
that so goodly a man and so great a hero should thus
be done to death. But the Wanderer passed out
through the city, and Rei went with him for a certain
distance. At length they came to the road set
on either side with sphinxes, that leads from the outer
wall of brick to the garden of the Temple of Hathor,
and down this road hurried a multitude of men of all
races and of every age. Here the prince was borne
along in his litter; here the young noble travelled
in his chariot. Here came the slave bespattered
with the mud of the fields; here the cripple limped
upon his crutches; and here was the blind man led
by a hound. And with each man came women:
the wife of the man, or his mother, or his sisters,
or she to whom he was vowed in marriage. Weeping
they came, and with soft words and clinging arms they
strove to hold back him whom they loved.
“Oh, my son! my son!”
cried a woman, “hearken to thy mother’s
voice. Go not up to look upon the Goddess, for
if thou dost look then shalt thou die, and thou alone
art left alive to me. Two brothers of thine I
bore, and behold, both are dead; and wilt thou die
also, and leave me, who am old, alone and desolate?
Be not mad, my son, thou art the dearest of all; ever
have I loved thee and tended thee. Come back,
I pray come back.”
But her son heard not and heeded not,
pressing on toward the Gates of the Heart’s
Desire.
“Oh, my husband, my husband!”
cried another, young, of gentle birth, and fair, who
bare a babe on her left arm and with the right clutched
her lord’s broidered robe. “Oh, my
husband, have I not loved thee and been kind to thee,
and wilt thou still go up to look upon the deadly glory
of the Hathor? They say she wears the beauty of
the Dead. Lovest thou me not better than her
who died five years agone, Merisa the daughter of
Rois, though thou didst love her first? See, here
is thy babe, thy babe, but one week born. Even
from my bed of pain have I risen and followed after
thee down these weary roads, and I am like to lose
my life for it. Here is thy babe, let it plead
with thee. Let me die if so it must be, but go
not thou up to thy death. It is no Goddess whom
thou wilt see, but an evil spirit loosed from the
under-world, and that shall be thy doom. Oh,
if I please thee not, take thou another wife and I
will make her welcome, only go not up to thy death!”
But the man fixed his eyes upon the
pylon tops, heeding her not, and at length she sank
upon the road, and there with the babe would have been
crushed by the chariots, had not the Wanderer borne
her to one side of the way.
Now, of all sights this was the most
dreadful, for on every side rose the prayers and lamentations
of women, and still the multitude of men pressed on
unheeding.
“Now thou seest the power of
Love, and how if a woman be but beautiful enough she
may drag all men to ruin,” said Rei the Priest.
“Yes,” said the Wanderer;
“a strange sight, truly. Much blood hath
this Hathor of thine upon her hands.”
“And yet thou wilt give her thine, Wanderer.”
“That I am not minded to do,”
he answered; “yet I will look upon her face,
so speak no more of it.”
Now they were come to the space before
the bronze gates of the pylon of the outer court,
and there the multitude gathered to the number of many
hundreds. Presently, as they watched, a priest
came to the gates, that same priest who had shown
the Wanderer the bodies in the baths of bronze.
He looked through the bars and cried aloud:
“Whoso would enter into the
court and look upon the Holy Hathor let him draw nigh.
Know ye this, all men, the Hathor is to him who can
win her. But if he pass not, then shall he die
and be buried within the temple, nor shall he ever
look upon the sun again. Of this ye are warned.
Since the Hathor came again to Khem, of men seven
hundred and three have gone to win her, and of bodies
seven hundred and two lie within the vaults, for of
all these men Pharaoh Meneptah alone hath gone back
living. Yet there is place for more! Enter,
ye who would look upon the Hathor!”
Now there arose a mighty wailing from
the women. They clung madly about the necks of
those who were dear to them, and some clung not in
vain. For the hearts of many failed them at the
last, and they shrank from entering in. But a
few of those who had already looked upon the Hathor
from afar, perchance a score in all, struck the women
from them and rushed up to the gates.
“Surely thou wilt not enter
in?” quoth Rei, clinging to the arm of the Wanderer.
“Oh, turn thy back on death and come back with
me. I pray thee turn.”
“Nay,” said the Wanderer, “I will
go in.”
Then Rei the Priest threw dust upon
his head, wept aloud, and turned and fled, never stopping
till he came to the Palace, where sat Meriamun the
Queen.
Now the priest unbarred a wicket in
the gates of bronze, and one by one those who were
stricken of the madness entered in. For all of
these had seen the Hathor many times from afar without
the wall, and now they could no more withstand their
longing. And as they entered two other priests
took them by the hand and bound their eyes with cloths,
so that unless they willed it they might not see the
glory of the Hathor, but only hear the sweetness of
her voice. But two there were who would not be
blindfolded, and of these one was that man whose wife
had fainted by the way, and the other was a man sightless
from his youth. For although he might not see
the beauty of the Goddess, this man was made mad by
the sweetness of her voice. Now, when all had
entered in, save the Wanderer, there was a stir in
the crowd, and a man rushed up. He was travel-stained,
he had a black beard, black eyes, and a nose hooked
like a vulture’s beak.
“Hold!” he cried.
“Hold! Shut not the gates! Night and
day have I journeyed from the host of the Apura who
fly into the wilderness. Night and day have I
journeyed, leaving wife and flocks and children and
the Promise of the Land, that I may once more look
upon the beauty of the Hathor. Shut not the gates!”
“Pass in,” said the priest,
“pass in, so shall we be rid of one of those
whom Khem nurtured up to rob her.”
He entered; then, as the priest was
about to bar the wicket, the Wanderer strode forward,
and his golden armour clashed beneath the portal.
“Wouldst thou indeed enter to
thy doom, thou mighty lord?” asked the priest,
for he knew him well again.
“Ay, I enter; but perchance
not to my doom,” answered the Wanderer.
Then he passed in and the brazen gate was shut behind
him.
Now the two priests came forward to
bind his eyes, but this he would not endure.
“Not so,” he said; “I
am come here to see what may be seen.”
“Go to, thou madman, go to!
and die the death,” they answered, and led all
the men to the centre of the courtyard whence they
might see the pylon top. Then the priests also
covered up their eyes and cast themselves at length
upon the ground; so for a while they lay, and all
was silence within and without the court, for they
waited the coming of the Hathor. The Wanderer
glanced through the bars of bronze at the multitude
gathered there. Silent they stood with upturned
eyes, even the women had ceased from weeping and stood
in silence. He looked at those beside him.
Their bandaged faces were lifted and they stared towards
the pylon top as though their vision pierced the cloths.
The blind man, too, stared upward, and his pale lips
moved, but no sound came from them. Now at the
foot of the pylon lay a little rim of shadow.
Thinner and thinner it grew as the moments crept on
towards the perfect noon. Now there was but a
line, and now the line was gone, for the sun’s
red disc burned high in the blue heaven straight above
the pylon brow. Then suddenly and from afar there
came a faint sweet sound of singing, and at the first
note of the sound a great sigh went up through the
quiet air, from all the multitude without. Those
who were near the Wanderer sighed also, and their
lips and fingers twitched, and he himself sighed, though
he knew not why.
Nearer came the sweet sound of singing,
and stronger it swelled, till presently those without
the temple gate who were on higher ground caught sight
of her who sang. Then a hoarse roar went up from
every throat, and madness took them. On they
rushed, dashing themselves against the gates of bronze
and the steep walls on either side, and beat upon them
madly with their fists and brows, and climbed on each
other’s shoulders, gnawing at the bars with
their teeth, crying to be let in. But the women
threw their arms about them and screamed curses on
her whose beauty brought all men to madness.
So it went for a while, till presently
the Wanderer looked up, and lo! upon the pylon’s
brow stood the woman’s self, and at her coming
all were once more silent. She was tall and straight,
clad in clinging white, but on her breast there glowed
a blood-red ruby stone, fashioned like a star, and
from it fell red drops that stained for one moment
the whiteness of her robes, and then the robe was
white again. Her golden hair was tossed this
way and that, and shone in the sunlight, her arms
and neck were bare, and she held one hand before her
eyes as though to hide the brightness of her beauty.
For, indeed, she could not be called beautiful but
Beauty itself.
And they who had not loved saw in
her that first love whom no man has ever won, and
they who had loved saw that first love whom every man
has lost. And all about her rolled a glory like
the glory of the dying day. Sweetly she sang
a song of promise, and her voice was the voice of each
man’s desire, and the heart of the Wanderer thrilled
in answer to it as thrills a harp smitten by a cunning
hand; and thus she sang:
Whom hast thou longed
for most,
True
love of mine?
Whom hast thou loved
and lost?
Lo,
she is thine!
She that another wed
Breaks
from her vow;
She that hath long been
dead
Wakes
for thee now.
Dreams haunt the hapless
bed,
Ghosts
haunt the night,
Life crowns her living
head,
Love
and Delight.
Nay, not a dream nor
ghost,
Nay,
but Divine,
She that was loved and
lost
Waits
to be thine!
She ceased, and a moan of desire went
up from all who heard.
Then the Wanderer saw that those beside
him tore at the bandages about their brows and rent
them loose. Only the priests who lay upon the
ground stirred not, though they also moaned.
And now again she sang, still holding
her hand before her face:
Ye that seek me, ye
that sue me,
Ye
that flock beneath my tower,
Ye would win me, would
undo me,
I
must perish in an hour,
Dead before the Love
that slew me, clasped the
Bride
and crushed the flower.
Hear the word and mark
the warning,
Beauty
lives but in your sight,
Beauty fades from all
men’s scorning
In
the watches of the night,
Beauty wanes before
the morning, and
Love
dies in his delight.
She ceased, and once more there was
silence. Then suddenly she bent forward across
the pylon brow so far that it seemed that she must
fall, and stretching out her arms as though to clasp
those beneath, showed all the glory of her loveliness.
The Wanderer looked, then dropped
his eyes as one who has seen the brightness of the
noonday sun. In the darkness of his mind the world
was lost, and he could think of naught save the clamour
of the people, which fretted his ears. They were
all crying, and none were listening.
“See! see!” shouted one.
“Look at her hair; it is dark as the raven’s
wing, and her eyes they are dark as night.
Oh, my love! my love!”
“See! see!” cried another,
“were ever skies so blue as those eyes of hers,
was ever foam so white as those white arms?”
“Even so she looked whom once
I wed many summers gone,” murmured a third,
“even so when first I drew her veil. Hers
was that gentle smile breaking like ripples on the
water, hers that curling hair, hers that child-like
grace.”
“Was ever woman so queenly made?”
said a fourth. “Look now on the brow of
pride, look on the deep, dark eyes of storm, the arched
lips, and the imperial air. Ah, here indeed is
a Goddess meet for worship.”
“Not so I see her,” cried
a fifth, that man who had come from the host of the
Apura. “Pale she is and fair, tall indeed,
but delicately shaped, brown is her hair, and brown
are her great eyes like the eyes of a stag, and ah,
sadly she looks upon me, looking for my love.”
“My eyes are opened,”
screamed the blind man at the Wanderer’s side.
“My eyes are opened, and I see the pylon tower
and the splendid sun. Love hath touched me on
the eyes and they are opened. But lo! not one
shape hath she but many shapes. Oh, she is Beauty’s
self, and no tongue may tell her glory. Let me
die! let me die, for my eyes are opened. I have
looked on Beauty’s self! I know what all
the world journeys on to seek, and why we die and
what we go to find in death.”
CHAPTER VI
THE WARDENS OF THE GATE
The clamour swelled or sank, and the
men called or cried the names of many women, some
dead, some lost. Others were mute, silent in the
presence of the World’s Desire, silent as when
we see lost faces in a dream. The Wanderer had
looked once and then cast down his eyes and stood
with his face hidden in his hands. He alone waited
and strove to think; the rest were abandoned to the
bewilderment of their passions and their amaze.
What was it that he had seen?
That which he had sought his whole life long; sought
by sea and land, not knowing what he sought. For
this he had wandered with a hungry heart, and now
was the hunger of his heart to be appeased? Between
him and her was the unknown barrier and the invisible
Death. Was he to pass the unmarked boundary, to
force those guarded gates and achieve where all had
failed? Had a magic deceived his eyes? Did
he look but on a picture and a vision that some art
could call again from the haunted place of Memory?
He sighed and looked again. Lo!
in his charmed sight a fair girl seemed to stand upon
the pylon brow, and on her head she bore a shining
urn of bronze.
He knew her now. He had seen
her thus at the court of King Tyndareus as he drove
in his chariot through the ford of Eurotas; thus he
had seen her also in the dream on the Silent Isle.
Again he sighed and again he looked.
Now in his charmed sight a woman sat, whose face was
the face of the girl, grown more lovely far, but sad
with grief and touched with shame.
He saw her and he knew her. So
he had seen her in Troy towers when he stole thither
in a beggar’s guise from the camp of the Achaeans.
So he had seen her when she saved his life in Ilios.
Again he sighed and again he looked,
and now he saw the Golden Helen.
She stood upon the pylon’s brow.
She stood with arms outstretched, with eyes upturned,
and on her shining face there was a smile like the
infinite smile of the dawn. Oh, now indeed he
knew the shape that was Beauty’s self the
innocent Spirit of Love sent on earth by the undying
Gods to be the doom and the delight of men; to draw
them through the ways of strife to the unknown end.
Awhile the Golden Helen stood thus
looking up and out to the worlds beyond; to the peace
beyond the strife, to the goal beyond the grave.
Thus she stood while men scarce dared to breathe, summoning
all to come and take that which upon the earth is
guarded so invincibly.
Then once more she sang, and as she
sang, slowly drew herself away, till at length nothing
was left of the vision of her save the sweetness of
her dying song.
Who wins his Love shall
lose her,
Who
loses her shall gain,
For still the spirit
woos her,
A
soul without a stain;
And Memory still pursues
her
With
longings not in vain!
He loses her who gains
her,
Who
watches day by day
The dust of time that
stains her,
The
griefs that leave her grey,
The flesh that yet enchains
her
Whose
grace hath passed away!
Oh, happier he who gains
not
The
Love some seem to gain:
The joy that custom
stains not
Shall
still with him remain,
The loveliness that
wanes not,
The
love that ne’er can wane.
In dreams she grows
not older
The
lands of Dream among,
Though all the world
wax colder,
Though
all the songs be sung,
In dreams doth he behold
her
Still
fair and kind and young.
Now the silence died away, and again
madness came upon those who had listened and looked.
The men without the wall once more hurled themselves
against the gates, while the women clung to them, shrieking
curses on the beauty of the Hathor, for the song meant
nothing to these women, and their arms were about
those whom they loved and who won them their bread.
But most of the men who were in the outer court rushed
up to the inner gates within which stood the alabaster
shrine of the Hathor. Some flung themselves upon
the ground and clutched at it, as in dreams men fling
themselves down to be saved from falling into a pit
that has no bottom. Yet as in such an evil slumber
the dreamer is drawn inch by inch to the mouth of
the pit by an unseen hand, so these wretched men were
dragged along the ground by the might of their own
desire. In vain they set their feet against the
stones to hold themselves from going, for they thrust
forward yet more fiercely with their hands, and thus
little by little drew near the inner gates writhing
forwards yet moving backwards like a wounded snake
dragged along by a rope. For of those who thus
entered the outer court and looked upon the Hathor,
few might go back alive.
Now the priests drew the cloths from
their eyes, and rising, flung wide the second gates,
and there, but a little way off, the veil of the shrine
wavered as if in a wind. For now the doors beyond
the veil were thrown open, as might be seen when the
wind swayed its Tyrian web, and through the curtain
came the sound of the same sweet singing.
“Draw near! Draw near!”
cried the ancient priest. “Let him who would
win the Hathor draw near!”
Now at first the Wanderer was minded
to rush on. But his desire had not wholly overcome
him, nor had his wisdom left him. He took counsel
with his heart and waited to let the others go, and
to see how it fared with them.
The worshippers were now hurrying
back and now darting onwards, as fear and longing
seized them, till the man who was blind drew near,
led by the hand of a priest, for his hound might not
enter the second court of the temple.
“Do ye fear?” he cried.
“Cowards, I fear not. It is better to look
upon the glory of the Hathor and die than to live
and never see her more. Set my face straight,
ye priests, set my face straight, at the worst I can
but die.”
So they led him as near the curtains
as they dared to go and set his face straight.
Then with a great cry he rushed on. But he was
caught and whirled about like a leaf in a wind, so
that he fell. He rose and again rushed on, again
to be whirled back. A third time he rose and rushed
on, smiting with his blind man’s staff.
The blow fell, and stayed in mid-air, and there came
a hollow sound as of a smitten shield, and the staff
that dealt the blow was shattered. Then there
was a noise like the noise of clashing swords, and
the man instantly sank down dead, though the Wanderer
could see no wound upon him.
“Draw near! Draw near!”
cried the priest again. “This one is fallen.
Let him who would win the Hathor draw near!”
Then the man who had fled from the
host of the Apura rushed forward, crying on the Lion
of his tribe. Back he was hurled, and back again,
but at the third time once more there came the sound
of clashing swords, and he too fell dead.
“Draw near! Draw near!”
cried the priest. “Another has fallen!
Let him who would win the Hathor draw near!”
And now man after man rushed on, to
be first hurled back and then slain of the clashing
swords. And at length all were slain save the
Wanderer alone.
Then the priest spake:
“Wilt thou indeed rush on to
doom, thou glorious man? Thou hast seen the fate
of many. Be warned and turn away.”
“Never did I turn from man or
ghost,” said the Wanderer, and drawing his short
sword he came near, warily covering his head with his
broad shield, while the priests stood back to see
him die. Now, the Wanderer had marked that none
were touched till they stood at the very threshold
of the doorway. Therefore he uttered a prayer
to Aphrodite and came on slowly till his feet were
within a bow’s length of the threshold, and
there he stood and listened. Now he could hear
the very words of the song that the Hathor sang as
she wove at her loom. So dread and sweet it was
that for a while he thought no more on the Guardians
of the Gate, nor of how he might win the way, nor
of aught save the song. For she was singing shrill
and clear in his own dear tongue, the tongue of the
Achaeans:
Paint with threads of
gold and scarlet, paint the battles fought
for
me,
All the wars for Argive
Helen; storm and sack by land or sea;
All the tale of loves
and sorrows that have been and are to be.
Paint her lips that
like a cup have pledged the lips of heroes all,
Paint her golden hair
unwhitened while the many winters fall,
Paint the beauty that
is mistress of the wide world and its thrall!
Paint the storms of
ships and chariots, rain of arrows flying far,
Paint the waves of Warfare
leaping up at Beauty like a star,
Like a star that pale
and trembling hangs above the waves of War.
Paint the ancient Ilios
fallen; paint the flames that scaled the
sky,
When the foe was in
the fortress, when the trumpet and the cry
Rang of men in their
last onset, men whose hour had dawned to die.
Woe for me once loved
of all men, me that never yet have known
How to love the hearts
that loved me. Woe for woe, who hear
the
moan
Of my lovers’
ghosts that perished in their cities overthrown.
Is there not, of Gods
or mortals, oh, ye Gods, is there not one
One whose heart shall
mate with my heart, one to love ere all be
done,
All the tales of wars
that shall be for my love beneath the sun?
Now the song died away, and the Wanderer
once more bethought him of the Wardens of the Gate
and of the battle which he must fight. But as
he braced himself to rush on against the unseen foe
the music of the singing swelled forth again, and
whether he willed it or willed it not, so sweet was
its magic that there he must wait till the song was
done. And now stronger and more gladly rang the
sweet shrill voice, like the voice of one who has
made moan through the livelong winter night, and now
sees the chariot of the dawn climbing the eastern sky.
And thus the Hathor sang:
Ah, within my heart
a hunger for the love unfelt, unknown,
Stirs at length, and
wakes and murmurs as a child that wakes to
moan,
Left to sleep within
some silent house of strangers and alone.
So my heart awakes,
and waking, moans with hunger and with cold,
Cries in pain of dim
remembrance for the joy that was of old;
For the love that was,
that shall be, half forgot and half
foretold.
Have I dreamed it or
remembered? In another world was I,
Lived and loved in alien
seasons, moved beneath a golden sky,
In a golden clime where
never came the strife of men that die.
But the Gods themselves
were jealous, for our bliss was over great,
And they brought on
us division, and the horror of their Hate,
And they set the Snake
between us, and the twining coils of Fate.
And they said, “Go
forth and seek each other’s face, and only find
Shadows of that face
ye long for, dreams of days left far behind,
Love the shadows and
be loved with loves that waver as the wind.”
Once more the sweet singing died away,
but as the Wanderer grasped his sword and fixed the
broad shield upon his arm he remembered the dream
of Meriamun the Queen, which had been told him by Rei
the Priest. For in that dream twain who had sinned
were made three, and through many deaths and lives
must seek each other’s face. And now it
seemed that the burden of the song was the burden
of the dream.
Then he thought no more on dreams,
or songs, or omens, but only on the deadly foe that
stood before him wrapped in darkness, and on Helen,
in whose arms he yet should lie, for so the Goddess
had sworn to him in sea-girt Ithaca. He spoke
no word, he named no God, but sprang forward as a
lion springs from his bed of reeds; and, lo! his buckler
clashed against shields that barred the way, and invisible
arms seized him to hurl him back. But no weakling
was the Wanderer, thus to be pushed aside by magic,
but the stoutest man left alive in the whole world
now that Aias, Telamon’s son, was dead.
The priests wondered as they saw how he gave back
never a step, for all the might of the Wardens of the
Gate, but lifted his short sword and hewed down so
terribly that fire leapt from the air where the short
sword fell, the good short sword of Euryalus the Phaeacian.
Then came the clashing of the swords, and from all
the golden armour that once the god-like Paris wore,
ay, from buckler, helm, and greaves, and breastplate
the sparks streamed up as they stream from the anvil
of the smith when he smites great blows on swords
made white with fire.
Swift as hail fell the blows of the
unseen blades upon the golden armour, but he who wore
it took no harm, nor was it so much as marked with
the dint of the swords. So while the priests wondered
at this miracle the viewless Wardens of the Gate smote
at the Wanderer, and the Wanderer smote at them again.
Then of a sudden he knew this, that they who barred
the path were gone, for no more blows fell, and his
sword only cut the air.
Then he rushed on and passed behind
the veil and stood within the shrine.
But as the curtains swung behind him
the singing rose again upon the air, and he might
not move, but stood fixed with his eyes gazing where,
far up, a loom was set within the shrine. For
the sound of the singing came from behind the great
web gleaming in the loom, the sound of the song of
Helen as she heard the swords clash and the ringing
of the harness of those whose knees were loosened
in death. It was thus she sang:
Clamour of iron on iron,
and shrieking of steel upon steel,
Hark
how they echo again!
Life with the dead is
at war, and the mortals are shaken and reel,
The
living are slain by the slain!
Clamour of iron on iron; like
music that chimes with a song,
So with my life doth it chime,
And my footsteps must fall in the dance of Erinnys,
a revel of
wrong,
Till the day of the passing of Time!
Ghosts of the dead that have loved
me, your love have been
vanquished of death,
But unvanquished of death is your hate;
Say, is there none that may woo me and win me
of all that draw
breath,
Not one but is envied of Fate?
Now the song died, and the Wanderer
looked up, and before him stood three shadows of mighty
men clad in armour. He gazed upon them, and he
knew the blazons painted on their shields; he knew
them for heroes long dead Pirithous, Theseus,
and Aias.
They looked upon him, and then cried with one voice:
“Hail to thee, Odysseus of Ithaca, son of Laertes!”
“Hail to thee,” cried
the Wanderer, “Theseus, AEgeus’ son!
Once before didst thou go down into the House of Hades,
and alive thou camest forth again. Hast thou
crossed yet again the stream of Ocean, and dost thou
live in the sunlight? For of old I sought thee
and found thee not in the House of Hades?”
The semblance of Theseus answered:
“In the House of Hades I abide this day, and
in the fields of asphodel. But that thou seest
is a shadow, sent forth by Queen Persephone, to be
the guard of the beauty of Helen.”
“Hail to thee, Pirithous, Ixion’s
son,” cried the Wanderer again. “Hast
thou yet won the dread Persephone to be thy love?
And why doth Hades give his rival holiday to wander
in the sunlight, for of old I sought thee, and found
thee not in the House of Hades.”
Then the semblance of Pirithous answered:
“In the House of Hades I dwell
this day, and that thou seest is but a shadow which
goes with the shadow of the hero Theseus. For
where he is am I, and where he goes I go, and our
very shadows are not sundered; but we guard the beauty
of Helen.”
“Hail to thee, Aias, Telamon’s
son,” cried the Wanderer. “Hast thou
not forgotten thy wrath against me, for the sake of
those accursed arms that I won from thee, the arms
of Achilles, son of Peleus? For of old in the
House of Hades I spoke to thee, but thou wouldst not
answer one word, so heavy was thine anger.”
Then the semblance of Aias made answer:
“With iron upon iron, and the stroke of bronze
on bronze, would I answer thee, if I were yet a living
man and looked upon the sunlight. But I smite
with a shadowy spear and slay none but men foredoomed,
and I am the shade of Aias who dwells in Hades.
Yet the Queen Persephone sent me forth to be the guard
of the beauty of Helen.”
Then the Wanderer spake.
“Tell me, ye shadows of the
sons of heroes, is the way closed, and do the Gods
forbid it, or may I that am yet a living man pass forward
and gaze on that ye guard, on the beauty of Helen?”
Then each of the three nodded with
his head, and smote once upon his shield, saying:
“Pass by, but look not back
upon us, till thou hast seen thy desire.”
Then the Wanderer went by, into the
innermost chamber of the alabaster shrine.
Now when the shadows had spoken thus,
they grew dim and vanished, and the Wanderer, as they
had commanded, drew slowly up on the alabaster shrine,
till at length he stood on the hither side of the web
upon the loom. It was a great web, wide and high,
and hid all the innermost recesses of the shrine.
Here he waited, not knowing how he should break in
upon the Hathor.
As he stood wondering thus his buckler
slipped from his loosened hand and clashed upon the
marble floor, and as it clashed the voice of the Hathor
took up the broken song; and thus she sang ever more
sweetly:
Ghosts of the dead that have loved
me, your love has been
vanquished by Death,
But unvanquished by Death is your Hate;
Say, is there none that may woo me and win me
of all that draw
breath,
Not one but is envied of Fate?
None that may pass you unwounded,
unscathed of invisible spears
By the splendour of Zeus there is one,
And he comes, and my spirit is touched as Demeter
is touched by the
tears
Of the Spring and the kiss of the sun.
For he comes, and my heart that
was chill as a lake in the season
of snow,
Is molten, and glows as with fire.
And the Love that I knew not is born and he laughs
in my heart,
and I know
The name and the flame of Desire.
As a flame I am kindled, a flame
that is blown by a wind from the
North,
By a wind that is deadly with cold,
And the hope that awoke in me faints, for the
Love that is born
shall go forth
To my Love, and shall die as of old!
Now the song sobbed itself away, but
the heart of the Wanderer echoed to its sweetness
as a lyre moans and thrills when the hand of the striker
is lifted from the strings.
For a while he stood thus, hidden
by the web upon the loom, while his limbs shook like
the leaves of the tall poplar, and his face turned
white as turn the poplar leaves. Then desire overcame
him, and a longing he could not master, to look upon
the face of her who sang, and he seized the web upon
the loom, and rent it with a great rending noise, so
that it fell down on either side of him, and the gold
coils rippled at his feet.
CHAPTER VII
THE SHADOW IN THE SUNLIGHT
The torn web fell the last
veil of the Strange Hathor. It fell, and all
its unravelled threads of glittering gold and scarlet
rippled and coiled about the Wanderer’s feet,
and about the pillars of the loom.
The web was torn, the veil was rent,
the labour was lost, the pictured story of loves and
wars was all undone.
But there, white in the silvery dusk
of the alabaster shrine, there was the visible Helen,
the bride and the daughter of Mystery, the World’s
Desire!
There shone that fabled loveliness
of which no story was too strange, of which all miracles
seemed true. There, her hands folded on her lap,
her head bowed there sat she whose voice
was the echo of all sweet voices, she whose shape
was the mirror of all fair forms, she whose changeful
beauty, so they said, was the child of the changeful
moon.
Helen sat in a chair of ivory, gleaming
even through the sunshine of her outspread hair.
She was clothed in soft folds of white; on her breast
gleamed the Starstone, the red stone of the sea-deeps
that melts in the sunshine, but that melted not on
the breast of Helen. Moment by moment the red
drops from the ruby heart of the star fell on her snowy
raiment, fell and vanished, fell and vanished, and
left no stain.
The Wanderer looked on her face, but
the beauty and the terror of it, as she raised it,
were more than he could bear, and he stood like those
who saw the terror and the beauty of that face which
changes men to stone.
For the lovely eyes of Helen stared
wide, her lips, yet quivering with the last notes
of song, were wide open in fear. She seemed like
one who walks alone, and suddenly, in the noonday
light, meets the hated dead; encountering the ghost
of an enemy come back to earth with the instant summons
of doom.
For a moment the sight of her terror
made even the Wanderer afraid. What was the horror
she beheld in this haunted shrine, where was none save
themselves alone? What was with them in the shrine?
Then he saw that her eyes were fixed
on his golden armour which Paris once had worn, on
the golden shield with the blazon of the White Bull,
on the golden helm, whose visor was down so that it
quite hid his eyes and his face and then
at last her voice broke from her:
“Paris! Paris!
Paris! Has Death lost hold of thee? Hast thou
come to drag me back to thee and to shame? Paris,
dead Paris! Who gave thee courage to pass the
shadows of men whom on earth thou hadst not dared to
face in war?”
Then she wrung her hands, and laughed
aloud with the empty laugh of fear.
A thought came into that crafty mind
of the Wanderer’s, and he answered her, not
in his own voice, but in the smooth, soft, mocking
voice of the traitor, Paris, whom he had heard forswear
himself in the oath before Ilios.
“So, lady, thou hast not yet
forgiven Paris? Thou weavest the ancient web,
thou singest the ancient songs art thou
still unkind as of old?”
“Why art thou come back to taunt
me?” she said, and now she spoke as if an old
familiar fear and horror were laying hold of her and
mastering her again, after long freedom. “Was
it not enough to betray me in the semblance of my
wedded lord? Why dost thou mock?”
“In love all arts are fair,”
he answered in the voice of Paris. “Many
have loved thee, Lady, and they are all dead for thy
sake, and no love but mine has been more strong than
death. There is none to blame us now, and none
to hinder. Troy is down, the heroes are white
dust; only Love lives yet. Wilt thou not learn,
Lady, how a shadow can love?”
She had listened with her head bowed,
but now she leaped up with blazing eyes and face of
fire.
“Begone!” she said, “the
heroes are dead for my sake, and to my shame, but
the shame is living yet. Begone! Never in
life or death shall my lips touch the false lips that
lied away my honour, and the false face that wore
the favour of my lord’s.”
For it was by shape-shifting and magic
art, as poets tell, that Paris first beguiled Fair
Helen.
Then the Wanderer spoke again with
the sweet, smooth voice of Paris, son of Priam.
“As I passed up the shrine where
thy glory dwells, Helen, I heard thee sing. And
thou didst sing of the waking of thy heart, of the
arising of Love within thy soul, and of the coming
of one for whom thou dost wait, whom thou didst love
long since and shalt love for ever more. And as
thou sangest, I came, I Paris, who was thy love, and
who am thy love, and who alone of ghosts and men shall
be thy love again. Wilt thou still bid me go?”
“I sang,” she answered,
“yes, as the Gods put it in my heart so I sang for
indeed it seemed to me that one came who was my love
of old, and whom alone I must love, alone for ever.
But thou wast not in my heart, thou false Paris!
Nay, I will tell thee, and with the name will scare
thee back to Hell. He was in my heart whom once
as a maid I saw driving in his chariot through the
ford of Eurotas while I bore water from the well.
He was in my heart whom once I saw in Troy, when he
crept thither clad in beggar’s guise. Ay,
Paris, I will name him by his name, for though he
is long dead, yet him alone methinks I loved from the
very first, and him alone I shall love till my deathlessness
is done Odysseus, son of Laertes, Odysseus
of Ithaca, he was named among men, and Odysseus was
in my heart as I sang and in my heart he shall ever
be, though the Gods in their wrath have given me to
others, to my shame, and against my will.”
Now when the Wanderer heard her speak,
and heard his own name upon her lips, and knew that
the Golden Helen loved him alone, it seemed to him
as though his heart would burst his harness. No
word could he find in his heart to speak, but he raised
the visor of his helm.
She looked she saw and
knew him for Odysseus even Odysseus of Ithaca.
Then in turn she hid her eyes with her hands, and speaking
through them said:
“Oh, Paris! ever wast thou false,
but, ghost or man, of all thy shames this is the shamefullest.
Thou hast taken the likeness of a hero dead, and thou
hast heard me speak such words of him as Helen never
spoke before. Fie on thee, Paris! fie on thee!
who wouldest trick me into shame as once before thou
didst trick me in the shape of Menelaus, who was my
lord. Now I will call on Zeus to blast thee with
his bolts. Nay, not on Zeus will I call, but
on Odysseus’ self. Odysseus! Odysseus!
Come thou from the shades and smite this Paris, this
trickster, who even in death finds ways to mock thee.”
She ceased, and with eyes upturned
and arms outstretched murmured, “Odysseus!
Odysseus! Come.”
Slowly the Wanderer drew near to the
glory of the Golden Helen slowly, slowly
he came, till his dark eyes looked into her eyes of
blue. Then at last he found his voice and spake.
“Helen! Argive Helen!”
he said, “I am no shadow come up from Hell to
torment thee, and of Trojan Paris I know nothing.
For I am Odysseus, Odysseus of Ithaca, a living man
beneath the sunlight. Hither am I come to see
thee, hither I am come to win thee to my heart.
For yonder in Ithaca Aphrodite visited me in a dream,
and bade me wander out upon the seas till at length
I found thee, Helen, and saw the Red Star blaze upon
thy breast. And I have wandered, and I have dared,
and I have heard thy song, and rent the web of Fate,
and I have seen the Star, and lo! at last, at last!
I find thee. Well I saw thou knewest the arms
of Paris, who was thy husband, and to try thee I spoke
with the voice of Paris, as of old thou didst feign
the voices of our wives when we lay in the wooden
horse within the walls of Troy. Thus I drew the
sweetness of thy love from thy secret breast, as the
sun draws out the sweetness of the flowers. But
now I declare myself to be Odysseus, clad in the mail
of Paris Odysseus come on this last journey
to be thy love and lord.” And he ceased.
She trembled and looked at him doubtfully,
but at last she spoke:
“Well do I remember,”
she said, “that when I washed the limbs of Odysseus,
in the halls of Ilios, I marked a great white scar
beneath his knee. If indeed thou art Odysseus,
and not a phantom from the Gods, show me that great
scar.”
Then the Wanderer smiled, and, resting
his buckler against the pillar of the loom, drew off
his golden greave, and there was the scar that the
boar dealt with his tusk on the Parnassian hill when
Odysseus was a boy.
“Look, Lady,” he said;
“is this the scar that once thine eyes looked
on in the halls of Troy?”
“Yea,” she said, “it
is the very scar, and now I know that thou art no
ghost and no lying shape, but Odysseus’ self,
come to be my love and lord,” and she looked
most sweetly in his eyes.
Now the Wanderer wavered no more,
but put out his arms to gather her to his heart.
Now the Red Star was hidden on his breast, now the
red drops dripped from the Star upon his mail, and
the face of her who is the World’s Desire grew
soft in the shadow of his helm, while her eyes were
melted to tears beneath his kiss. The Gods send
all lovers like joy!
Softly she sighed, softly drew back
from his arms, and her lips were opened to speak when
a change came over her face. The kind eyes were
full of fear again, as she gazed where, through the
window of the shrine of alabaster, the sunlight flickered
in gold upon the chapel floor. What was that
which flickered in the sunlight? or was it only the
dance of the motes in the beam? There was
no shadow cast in the sunshine; why did she gaze as
if she saw another watching this meeting of their loves?
However it chanced, she mastered her fear; there was
even a smile on her lips and mirth in her eyes as
she turned and spoke again.
“Odysseus, thou art indeed the
cunningest of men. Thou hast stolen my secret
by thy craft; who save thee would dream of craft in
such an hour? For when I thought thee Paris,
and thy face was hidden by thy helm, I called on Odysseus
in my terror, as a child cries to a mother. Methinks
I have ever held him dear; always I have found him
ready at need, though the Gods have willed that till
this hour my love might not be known, nay, not to
my own heart; so I called on Odysseus, and those words
were wrung from me to scare false Paris back to his
own place. But the words that should have driven
Paris down to Hell drew Odysseus to my breast.
And now it is done, and I will not go back upon my
words, for we have kissed our kiss of troth, before
the immortal Gods have we kissed, and those ghosts
who guard the way to Helen, and whom thou alone couldst
pass, as it was fated, are witnesses to our oath.
And now the ghosts depart, for no more need they guard
the beauty of Helen. It is given to thee to have
and keep, and now is Helen once more a very woman,
for at thy kiss the curse was broken. Ah, friend!
since my lord died in pleasant Lacedaemon, what things
have I seen and suffered by the Gods’ decree!
But two things I will tell thee, Odysseus, and thou
shalt read them as thou mayest. Though never
before in thy life-days did thy lips touch mine, yet
I know that not now for the first time we kiss.
And this I know also, for the Gods have set it in
my heart, that though our love shall be short, and
little joy shall we have one of another, yet death
shall not end it. For, Odysseus, I am a daughter
of the Gods, and though I sleep and forget that which
has been in my sleep, and though my shape change as
but now it seemed to change in the eyes of those ripe
to die, yet I die not. And for thee, though thou
art mortal, death shall be but as the short summer
nights that mark off day from day. For thou shalt
live again, Odysseus, as thou hast lived before, and
life by life we shall meet and love till the end is
come.”
As the Wanderer listened he thought
once more of that dream of Meriamun the Queen, which
the priest Rei had told him. But he said nothing
of it to Helen; for about the Queen and her words
to him it seemed wisest not to speak.
“It will be well to live, Lady,
if life by life I find thee for a love.”
“Life by life thou shalt find
me, Odysseus, in this shape or in that shalt thou
find me for beauty has many forms, and love
has many names but thou shalt ever find
me but to lose me again. I tell thee that as
but now thou wonnest thy way through the ranks of those
who watch me, the cloud lifted from my mind, and I
remembered, and I foresaw, and I knew why I, the loved
of many, might never love in turn. I knew then,
Odysseus, that I am but the instrument of the Gods,
who use me for their ends. And I knew that I
loved thee, and thee only, but with a love that began
before the birth-bed, and shall not be consumed by
the funeral flame.”
“So be it, Lady,” said
the Wanderer, “for this I know, that never have
I loved woman or Goddess as I love thee, who art henceforth
as the heart in my breast, that without which I may
not live.”
“Now speak on,” she said,
“for such words as these are like music in my
ears.”
“Ay, I will speak on. Short
shall be our love, thou sayest, Lady, and my own heart
tells me that it is born to be brief of days.
I know that now I go on my last voyaging, and that
death comes upon me from the water, the swiftest death
that may be. This then I would dare to ask:
When shall we twain be one? For if the hours
of life be short, let us love while we may.”
Now Helen’s golden hair fell
before her eyes like the bride’s veil, and she
was silent for a time. Then she spoke:
“Not now, and not while I dwell
in this holy place may we be wed, Odysseus, for so
should we call down upon us the hate of Gods and men.
Tell me, then, where thou dwellest in the city, and
I will come to thee. Nay, it is not meet.
Hearken, Odysseus. To-morrow, one hour before
the midnight, see that thou dost stand without the
pylon gates of this my temple; then I will pass out
to thee as well I may, and thou shalt know me by the
jewel, the Star-stone on my breast that shines through
the darkness, and by that alone, and lead me whither
thou wilt. For then thou shalt be my lord, and
I will be thy wife. And thereafter, as the Gods
show us, so will we go. For know, it is in my
mind to fly this land of Khem, where month by month
the Gods have made the people die for me. So
till then, farewell, Odysseus, my love, found after
many days.”
“It is well, Lady,” answered
the Wanderer. “To-morrow night I meet thee
without the pylon gates. I also am minded to fly
this land of witchcraft and of horror, but I may scarce
depart till Pharaoh return again. For he has
gone down to battle and left me to guard his palace.”
“Of that we will talk hereafter.
Go now! Go swiftly, for here we may not talk
more of earthly love,” said the Golden Helen.
Then he took her hand and kissed it
and passed from before her glory as a man amazed.
But in his foolish wisdom he spoke
no word to her of Meriamun the Queen.
CHAPTER VIII
THE LOOSING OF THE SPIRIT OF REI
Rei the Priest had fled with what
speed he might from the Gates of Death, those gates
that guarded the loveliness of Helen and opened only
upon men doomed to die. The old man was heavy
at heart, for he loved the Wanderer. Among the
dark children of Khem he had seen none like this Achaean,
none so goodly, so strong, and so well versed in all
arts of war. He remembered how this man had saved
the life of her he loved above all women of
Meriamun, the moon-child, the fairest queen who had
sat upon the throne of Egypt, the fairest and the
most learned, save Taia only. He bethought him
of the Wanderer’s beauty as he stood upon the
board while the long shafts hailed down the hall.
Then he recalled the vision of Meriamun, which she
had told him long years ago, and the shadow in a golden
helm which watched the changed Hataska. The more
he thought, the more he was perplexed and lost in
wonder. What did the Gods intend? Of one
thing he was sure: the leaders of the host of
dreams had mocked Meriamun. The man of her vision
would never be her love: he had gone to meet
his doom at the door of the Chapel Perilous.
So Rei hasted on, stumbling in his
speed, till he came to the Palace and passed through
its halls towards his chamber. At the entrance
of her own place he met Meriamun the Queen. There
she stood in the doorway like a picture in its sculptured
frame, nor could any sight be more beautiful than
she was, clad in her Royal robes, and crowned with
the golden snakes. Her black hair lay soft and
deep on her, and her eyes looked strangely forth from
beneath the ivory of her brow.
He bowed low before her and would
have passed on, but she stayed him.
“Whither goest thou, Rei?”
she asked, “and why is thy face so sad?”
“I go about my business, Queen,”
he answered, “and I am sad because no tidings
come of Pharaoh, nor of how it has fared with him and
the host of the Apura.”
“Perchance thou speakest truth,
and yet not all the truth,” she answered.
“Enter, I would have speech with thee.”
So he entered, and at her command
seated himself before her in the very seat where the
Wanderer had sat. Now, as he sat thus, of a sudden
Meriamun the Queen slid to her knees before him, and
tears were in her eyes and her breast was shaken with
sobs. And while he wondered, thinking that she
wept at last for her son who was dead among the firstborn,
she hid her face in her hands upon his knees, and trembled.
“What ails thee, Queen, my fosterling?”
he said. But she only took his hand, and laid
her own in it, and the old priest’s eyes were
dim with tears. So she sat for awhile, and then
she looked up, but still she did not find words.
And he caressed the beautiful Imperial head, that no
man had seen bowed before. “What is it,
my daughter?” he said, and she answered at last:
“Hear me, old friend, who art
my only friend for if I speak not my heart
will surely burst; or if it break not, my brain will
burn and I shall be no more a Queen but a living darkness,
where vapours creep, and wandering lights shine faintly
on the ruin of my mind. Mindest thou that hour it
was the night after the hateful night that saw me Pharaoh’s
wife when I crept to thee and told thee
the vision that had come upon my soul, had come to
mock me even at Pharaoh’s side?”
“I mind it well,” said
Rei; “it was a strange vision, nor might my
wisdom interpret it.”
“And mindest thou what I told
thee of the man of my vision the glorious
man whom I must love, he who was clad in golden armour
and wore a golden helm wherein a spear-point of bronze
stood fast?”
“Yes, I mind it,” said Rei.
“And how is that man named?”
she asked, whispering and staring on him with wide
eyes. “Is he not named Eperitus, the Wanderer?
And hath he not come hither, the spear-point in his
helm? And is not the hand of Fate upon me, Meriamun?
Hearken, Rei, hearken! I love him as it was fated
I should love. When first I looked on him as he
came up the Hall of Audience in his glory, I knew
him. I knew him for that man who shares the curse
laid aforetime on him, and on the woman, and on me,
when, in an unknown place, twain became three and
were doomed to strive from life to life and work each
other’s woe upon the earth. I knew him,
Rei, though he knew me not, and I say that my soul
shook at the echo of his step, and my heart blossomed
as the black earth blossoms when after flood Sihor
seeks his banks again. A glory came upon me, Rei,
and I looked back through all the mists of time and
knew him for my love, and I looked forward into the
depths of time to be and knew him for my love.
Then I looked on the present hour, and naught could
I see but darkness, and naught could I hear but the
groans of dying men, and a shrill sound as of a woman
singing.”
“An ill tale, Queen,” said Rei.
“Ay, an ill tale, Rei, but half
untold. Hearken again, I will tell thee all.
Madness hath entered into me from the Hathor of Atarhechis,
the Queen of Desire. I am mad with love, even
I who never loved. Oh, Rei! Rei! I
would win this man. Nay, look not so sternly on
me, it is Fate that drives me on. Last night
I spoke to him and discovered to him the name he hides
from us, his own name, Odysseus, Laertes’ son,
Odysseus of Ithaca. Ay, thou startest, but so
it is. I learned it by my magic, and wrung the
truth even from the guile of the most crafty of men.
But it seemed to me that he turned from me, though
this much I won from him, that he had journeyed from
far to seek me, the Bride that the Gods have promised
him.”
The priest leaped up from his seat.
“Lady!” he cried, “Lady! whom I
serve and whom I have loved from a child, thy brain
is sick, and not thy heart. Thou canst not love
him. Dost thou not remember that thou art Queen
of Khem and Pharaoh’s wife? Wilt thou throw
thy honour in the mire to be trampled by a wandering
stranger?”
“Ay,” she answered, “I
am Queen of Khem and Pharaoh’s wife, but never
Pharaoh’s love. Honour! Why dost thou
prate to me of honour? Like Nile in flood, my
love hath burst the bulwark of my honour, and I mark
not where custom set it. For all around the waters
seethe and foam, and on them, like a broken lily,
floats the wreck of my lost honour. Talk not
to me of honour, Rei, teach me rather how I may win
my hero to my arms.”
“Thou art mad indeed,”
he groaned; “nevertheless I had forgotten this
must needs end in words and tears. Meriamun, I
bring thee tidings. He whom thou desireth is
lost to thee for ever to thee and all the
world.”
She heard, then sprang from the couch
and stood over him like a lioness over a smitten stag,
her fierce and lovely face alive with rage and fear.
“Is he dead?” she hissed
in his ear. “Dead! and I knew it not?
Then thou hast murdered him, and thus I avenge his
murder.”
With the word she snatched a dagger
from her girdle that same dagger with which
she had once struck at Meneptah her brother, when he
would have kissed her and high it flashed
above Rei the Priest.
“Nay,” she went on, letting
the knife fall; “after another fashion shalt
thou die more slowly, Rei, yes, more slowly.
Thou knowest the torment of the palm-tree? By
that thou shalt die!” She paused, and stood above
him with quivering limbs, and breast that heaved, and
eyes that flashed like stars.
“Stay! stay!” he cried.
“It is not I who have slain this Wanderer, if
he indeed is dead, but his own folly. For he is
gone up to look upon the Strange Hathor, and those
who look upon the Hathor do battle with the Unseen
Swords, and those who do battle with the Unseen Swords
must lie in the baths of bronze and seek the Under
World.”
The face of Meriamun grew white at
this word, as the alabaster of the walls, and she
cried aloud with a great cry. Then she sank upon
the couch, pressing her hand to her brow and moaning:
“How may I save him? How
may I save him from that accursed witch? Alas!
It is too late but at least I will know
his end, ay, and hear of the beauty of her who slays
him. Rei,” she whispered, not in the speech
of Khem, but in the dead tongue of a dead people,
“be not wrath with me. Oh, have pity on
my weakness. Thou knowest of the Putting-forth
of the Spirit is it not so?”
“I am instructed,” he
answered, in the same speech; “’twas I
who taught thee this art, I, and that Ancient Evil
which is thine.”
“True it was thou,
Rei. Thou hast ever loved me, so thou swearest,
and many a deed of dread have we dared together.
Lend me thy Spirit, Rei, that I may send it forth
to the Temple of the False Hathor, and learn what
passes in the temple, and of the death of him whom
I must love.”
“An ill deed, Meriamun, and
a fearful,” he answered, “for there shall
my Spirit meet them who watch the gates, and who knows
what may chance when the bodiless one that yet hath
earthly life meets the bodiless ones who live no more
on earth?”
“Yet wilt thou dare it, Rei,
for love of me, as being instructed thou alone canst
do,” she pleaded.
“Never have I refused thee aught,
Meriamun, nor will I say thee nay. This only
I ask of thee that if my Spirit comes back
no more, thou wilt bury me in that tomb which I have
made ready by Thebes, and if it may be, by thy strength
of magic wring me from the power of the strange Wardens.
I am prepared thou knowest the spell say
it.”
He sank back in the carven couch,
and looked upwards. Then Meriamun drew near to
him, gazed into his eyes and whispered in his ear in
that dead tongue she knew. And as she whispered
the face of Rei grew like the face of one dead.
She drew back and spoke aloud:
“Art thou loosed, Spirit of Rei?”
Then the lips of Rei answered her,
saying: “I am loosed, Meriamun. Whither
shall I go?”
“To the court of the Temple
of Hathor, that is before the shrine.”
“It is done, Meriamun.”
“What seest thou?”
“I see a man clad in golden
armour. He stands with buckler raised before
the doorway of the shrine, and before him are the ghosts
of heroes dead, though he may not see them with the
eyes of the flesh. From within the shrine there
comes a sound of singing, and he listens to the singing.”
“What does he hear?”
Then the loosed Spirit of Rei the
Priest told Meriamun the Queen all the words of the
song that Helen sang. And when she heard and knew
that it was Argive Helen who sat in the halls of Hathor,
the heart of the Queen grew faint within her, and
her knees trembled. Yet more did she tremble
when she learned those words that rang like the words
she herself had heard in her vision long ago telling
of bliss that had been, of the hate of the Gods, and
of the unending Quest.
Now the song ended, and the Wanderer
went up against the ghosts, and the Spirit of Rei,
speaking with the lips of Rei, told all that befell,
while Meriamun hearkened with open ears ay,
and cried aloud with joy when the Wanderer forced
his path through the invisible swords.
Then once more the sweet voice rang
and the loosed Spirit of Rei told the words she sang,
and to Meriamun they seemed fateful. Then he told
her all the talk that passed between the Wanderer and
the ghosts.
Now the ghosts being gone she bade
the Spirit of Rei follow the Wanderer up the sanctuary,
and from the loosed Spirit she heard how he rent the
web, and of all the words of Helen and of the craft
of him who feigned to be Paris. Then the web
was torn and the eyes of the Spirit of Rei looked
on the beauty of her who was behind it.
“Tell me of the face of the
False Hathor?” said the Queen.
And the Spirit of Rei answered:
“Her face is that beauty which gathered like
a mask upon the face of dead Hataska, and upon the
face of the Bai, and the face of the Ka, when thou
spakest with the spirit of her thou hadst slain.”
Now Meriamun groaned aloud, for she
knew that doom was on her. Last of all, she heard
the telling of the loves of Odysseus and of Helen,
her undying foe, of their kiss, of their betrothal,
and of that marriage which should be on the morrow
night. Meriamun the Queen said never a word,
but when all was done and the Wanderer had left the
shrine again, she whispered in the ear of Rei the
Priest, and drew back his Spirit to him so that he
awoke as a man awakes from sleep.
He awoke and saw the Queen sitting
over against him with a face white as the face of
the dead, and about her deep eyes were lines of black.
“Hast thou heard, Meriamun?” he asked.
“I have heard,” she answered.
“What dreadful thing hast thou
heard?” he asked again, for he knew naught of
that which his Spirit had seen.
“I have heard things that may
not be told,” she said, “but this I will
tell thee. He of whom we spoke hath passed the
ghosts, he hath met with the False Hathor that
accursed woman and he returns here all unharmed.
Now go, Rei!”
CHAPTER IX
THE WAKING OF THE SLEEPER
Rei departed, wondering and heavy
at heart, and Meriamun the Queen passed into her bed-chamber,
and there she bade the eunuchs suffer none to enter,
made fast the doors, and threw herself down upon the
bed, hiding her face in its woven cushions. Thus
she lay for many hours as one dead till
the darkness of the evening gathered in the chamber.
But though she moved not, yet in her heart there burned
a fire, now white with heat as the breath of her passion
fanned it, and now waning black and dull as the tears
fell from her eyes. For now she knew all that
the long foreboding, sometimes dreaded, sometimes
desired, and again, like a dream, half forgotten,
was indeed being fulfilled. She knew of the devouring
love that must eat her life away, knew that even in
the grave she should find no rest. And her foe
was no longer a face beheld in a vision, but a living
woman, the fairest and most favoured, Helen of Troy,
Argive Helen, the False Hathor, the torch that fired
great cities, the centre of all desire, whose life
was the daily doom of men.
Meriamun was beautiful, but her beauty
paled before the face of Helen, as a fire is slain
by the sun. Magic she had also, more than any
who were on the earth; but what would her spells avail
against the magic of those changing eyes? And
it was Helen whom the Wanderer came to seek, for her
he had travelled the wide lands and sailed the seas.
But when he told her of one whom he desired, one whom
he sought, she had deemed that she herself was that
one, ay, and had told him all.
At that thought she laughed out, in
the madness of her anger and her shame. And he
had smiled and spoken of Pharaoh her lord and
the while he spoke he had thought not on her but of
the Golden Helen. Now this at least she swore,
that if he might not be hers, never should he be Helen’s.
She would see him dead ere that hour, ay, and herself,
and if it might be, Helen would she see dead also.
To what counsel should she turn?
On the morrow night these two meet; on the morrow
night they would fly together. Then on the morrow
must the Wanderer be slain. How should he be
slain and leave no tale of murder? By poison
he might die, and Kurri the Sidonian should be charged
to give the cup. And then she would slay Kurri,
saying that he had poisoned the Wanderer because of
his hate and the loss of his goods and freedom; and
yet how could she slay her love? If once she slew
him then she, too, must die and seek her joy in the
kingdom that Osiris rules, and there she might find
little gladness.
What, then, should she do? No
answer came into her heart. There was one that
must answer in her soul.
Now she rose from the bed and stood
for awhile staring into the dark. Then she groped
her way to a place where there was a carven chest of
olive-wood and ivory, and drawing a key from her girdle
she opened the chest. Within were jewels, mirrors,
and unguents in jars of alabaster ay, and
poisons of deadly bane; but she touched none of these.
Thrusting her hand deep into the chest, she drew forth
a casket of dark metal that the people deemed unholy,
a casket made of “Typhon’s Bone,”
for so they call grey iron. She pressed a secret
spring. It opened, and feeling within she found
a smaller casket. Lifting it to her lips she
whispered over it words of no living speech, and in
the heavy and scented dark a low flame flickered and
trembled on her lips, as she murmured in the tongue
of a dead people. Then slowly the lid opened of
itself, like a living mouth that opens, and as it opened,
a gleam of light stole up from the box into the dusk
of the chamber.
Now Meriamun looked, and shuddered
as she looked. Yet she put her hand into the
box, and muttering “Come forth come
forth, thou Ancient Evil,” drew somewhat to
her and held it out from her on the palm of her hand.
Behold, it glowed in the dusk of the chamber as a live
ember glows among the ashes of the hearth. Red
it glowed and green, and white, and livid blue, and
its shape, as it lay upon her hand, was the shape of
a coiling snake, cut, as it were, in opal and in emerald.
For awhile she gazed upon it, shuddering,
as one in doubt.
“Minded I am to let thee sleep,
thou Horror,” she murmured. “Twice
have I looked on thee, and I would look no more.
Nay, I will dare it, thou gift of the old wisdom,
thou frozen fire, thou sleeping Sin, thou living Death
of the ancient city, for thou alone hast wisdom.”
Thereon she unclasped the bosom of
her robe and laid the gleaming toy, that seemed a
snake of stone, upon her ivory breast, though she trembled
at its icy touch, for it was more cold than death.
With both her hands she clasped a pillar of the chamber,
and so stood, and she was shaken with throes like
the pangs of childbirth. Thus she endured awhile
till that which was a-cold grew warm, watching its
brightness that shone through her silken dress as
the flame of a lamp shines through an alabaster vase.
So she stood for an hour, then swiftly put off all
her robes and ornaments of gold, and loosing the dark
masses of her hair let it fall round her like a veil.
Now she bent her head down to her breast, and breathed
on that which lay upon her breast, for the Ancient
Evil can live only in the breath of human kind.
Thrice she breathed upon it, thrice she whispered,
“Awake! Awake! Awake!”
And the first time that she breathed
the Thing stirred and sparkled. The second time
that she breathed it undid its shining folds and reared
its head to hers. The third time that she breathed
it slid from her bosom to the floor, then coiled itself
about her feet and slowly grew as grows the magician’s
magic tree.
Greater it grew and greater yet, and
as it grew it shone like a torch in a tomb, and wound
itself about the body of Meriamun, wrapping her in
its fiery folds till it reached her middle. Then
it reared its head on high, and from its eyes there
flowed a light like the light of a flame, and lo!
its face was the face of a fair woman it
was the face of Meriamun!
Now face looked on face, and eyes
glared into eyes. Still as a white statue of
the Gods stood Meriamun the Queen, and all about her
form and in and out of her dark hair twined the flaming
snake.
At length the Evil spoke spoke
with a human voice, with the voice of Meriamun, but
in the dead speech of a dead people:
“Tell me my name,” it said.
“Sin is thy name,” answered Meriamun
the Queen.
“Tell me whence I come,” it said again.
“From the evil that is in me,” answered
Meriamun.
“Tell me whither I go.”
“Where I go there thou goest,
for I have warmed thee in my breast and thou art twined
about my heart.”
Then the Snake lifted up its human head and laughed
horribly.
“Well art thou instructed,”
it said. “So I love thee as thou lovest
me,” and it bent itself and kissed her on the
lips. “I am that Ancient Evil, that Life
which endures out of the first death; I am that Death
which abides in the living life. I am that which
brought on thee the woe that is in division from the
Heart’s Desire, and the name thereof is Hell.
From Life to Life thou hast found me at thy hand, now
in this shape, now in that. I taught thee the
magic which thou knowest; I showed thee how to win
the Throne! Now, what wilt thou of me, Meriamun,
my Mother, my Sister, and my Child? From Life
to Life I have been with thee: ever thou mightest
have put me from thee, ever thou fliest to the wisdom
which I have, and ever from thee I draw my strength,
for though without me thou mightest live, without
thee I must die. Say now, what is it? tell
me, and I will name my price. No more will I
ask than must be, for ah! I
am glad to wake and live again; glad to grip thy soul
within these shining folds, to be fair with thy beauty! to
be foul with thy sin!”
“Lay thy lips against my ear
and thine ear against my lips,” said Meriamun
the Queen, “and I will say what it is that I
will of thee, thou Ancient Evil.”
So the human-headed Evil laid its
ear against the lips of Meriamun, and Meriamun laid
her lips against its ear, and they whispered each to
each. There in the darkness they whispered, while
the witch-light glittered down the grey snake’s
shining folds, beamed in its eyes, and shone through
the Queen’s dark hair and on her snowy breast.
At length the tale was told, and the
Snake lifted its woman’s head high in the air
and again it laughed.
“He seeks the Good,” it
said, “and he shall find the Ill! He looks
for Light, and in Darkness shall he wander! To
Love he turns, in Lust he shall be lost! He would
win the Golden Helen, whom he has sought through many
a way, whom he has followed o’er many a sea,
but first shall he find thee, Meriamun, and through
thee Death! For he shall swear by the Snake who
should have sworn by the Star. Far hath he wandered further
shall he wander yet, for thy sin shall be his sin!
Darkness shall wear the face of Light Evil
shall shine like Good. I will give him to thee,
Meriamun, but, hearken to my price. No more must
I be laid cold in the gloom while thou walkest in
the sunshine nay, I must be twined about
thy body. Fear not, fear not, I shall seem but
a jewel in the eyes of men, a girdle fashioned cunningly
for the body of a queen. But with thee henceforth
I must ever go and when thou diest, with
thee must I die, and with thee pass where thou dost
pass with thee to sleep, with thee to awake
again and so, on and on, till in the end
I win or thou winnest, or she wins who is our foe!”
“I give thee thy price,” said Meriamun
the Queen.
“So once before thou didst give
it,” answered the Evil; “ay, far, far
away, beneath a golden sky and in another clime.
Happy wast thou then with him thou dost desire, but
I twined myself about thy heart and of twain came
three and all the sorrow that has been. So woman
thou hast worked, so woman it is ordained. For
thou art she in whom all woes are gathered, in whom
all love is fulfilled. And I have dragged thy
glory down, woman, and I have loosed thee from thy
gentleness, and set it free upon the earth, and Beauty
is she named. By beauty doth she work who
is the Golden Helen, and for her beauty’s sake,
that all men strive to win, are wars and woes, are
hopes and prayers, and longings without end.
But by Evil dost thou work who art divorced
from Innocence, and evil shalt thou ever bring on
him whom thou desireth. A riddle! A riddle!
Read it who may read it if thou canst, thou
who art named Meriamun the Queen, but who art less
than Queen and more. Who art thou? Who is
she they named the Helen? Who is that Wanderer
who seeks her from afar, and who, who am I?
A riddle! a riddle! that thou mayst not read.
Yet is the answer written on earth and sky and sea,
and in the hearts of men.
“Now hearken! To-morrow
night thou shalt take me and twine me about thy body,
doing as I bid thee, and behold! for a while thy shape
shall wear the shape of the Golden Helen, and thy
face shall be as her face, and thine eyes as her eyes,
and thy voice as her voice. Then I leave the
rest to thee, for as Helen’s self thou shalt
beguile the Wanderer, and once, if once only, be a
wife to him whom thou desireth. Naught can I
tell thee of the future, I who am but a counsellor,
but hereafter it may be that woes will come, woes
and wars and death. But what matter these when
thou hast had thy desire, when he hath sinned, and
hath sworn by the Snake who should have sworn by the
Star, and when he is bound to thee by ties that may
not be loosed? Choose, Meriamun, choose!
Put my counsel from thee and to-morrow this man thou
lovest shall be lost to thee, lost in the arms of
Helen; and alone for many years shalt thou bear the
burden of thy lonely love. Take it, and he shall
at least be thine, let come what may come. Think
on it and choose!”
Thus spake the Ancient Evil, tempting
her who was named Meriamun, while she hearkened to
the tempting.
“I have chosen,” she said;
“I will wear the shape of Helen, and be a wife
to him I love, and then let ruin fall. Sleep,
thou Ancient Evil. Sleep, for no more may I endure
thy face of fear that is my face, nor the light of
those flaming eyes that are my eyes made mad.”
Again the Thing reared its human head
and laughed out in triumph. Then slowly it unloosed
its gleaming coils: slowly it slid to the earth
and shrank and withered like a flaming scroll, till
at length it seemed once more but a shining jewel
of opal and of amethyst.
The Wanderer, when he left the inner
secret shrine, saw no more the guardian of the gates,
nor heard the clash of the swords unseen, for the
Gods had given the beauty of Helen to Odysseus of Ithaca,
as it was foretold.
Without the curtains the priests of
the temple were gathered wondering little
could they understand how it came to pass that the
hero who was called Eperitus had vanished through the
curtains and had not been smitten down by the unseen
swords. And when they saw him come forth glorious
and unharmed they cried aloud with fear.
But he laughed and said, “Fear
not. Victory is to him whom the Gods appoint.
I have done battle with the wardens of the shrine,
and passed them, and methinks that they are gone.
I have looked upon the Hathor also, and more than
that seek ye not to know. Now give me food, for
I am weary.”
So they bowed before him, and leading
him thence to their chamber of banquets gave him of
their best, and watched him while he ate and drank
and put from him the desire of food.
Then he rose and went from the temple,
and again the priests bowed before him. Moreover,
they gave him freedom of the temple, and keys whereby
all the doors might be opened, though little, as they
thought, had he any need of keys.
Now the Wanderer, walking gladly and
light of heart, came to his own lodging in the courts
of the Palace. At the door of the lodging stood
Rei the Priest, who, when he saw him, ran to him and
embraced him, so glad was he that the Wanderer had
escaped alive.
“Little did I think to look
upon thee again, Eperitus,” he said. “Had
it not been for that which the Queen ”
and he bethought himself and stayed his speech.
“Nevertheless, here I am unhurt,
of ghost or men,” the Wanderer answered, laughing,
as he passed into the lodging. “But what
of the Queen?”
“Naught, Eperitus, naught, save
that she was grieved when she learned that thou hadst
gone up to the Temple of the Hathor, there, as she
thought, to perish. Hearken, thou Eperitus, I
know not if thou art God or man, but oaths are binding
both men and Gods, and thou didst swear an oath to
Pharaoh is it not so?”
“Ay, Rei. I swore an oath
that I would guard the Queen well till Pharaoh came
again.”
“Art thou minded to keep that
oath, Eperitus?” asked Rei, looking on him strangely.
“Art thou minded to guard the fair fame of Pharaoh’s
Queen, that is more precious than her life? Methinks
thou dost understand my meaning, Eperitus?”
“Perchance I understand,”
answered the Wanderer. “Know, Rei, that
I am so minded.”
Then Rei spake again, darkly.
“Methinks some sickness hath smitten Meriamun
the Queen, and she craves thee for her physician.
Now things come about as they were foreshown in the
portent of that vision whereof I spoke to thee.
But if thou dost break thy oath to him whose salt thou
eatest, then, Eperitus, God or man, thou art a dastard.”
“Have I not said that I have
no mind so to break mine oath?” he answered,
then sank his head upon his breast and communed with
his crafty heart while Rei watched him. Presently
he lifted up his head and spoke:
“Rei,” he said, “I
am minded to tell thee a strange story and a true,
for this I see, that our will runs one way, and thou
canst help me, and, in helping me, thyself and Pharaoh
to whom I swore an oath, and her whose honour thou
holdest dear. But this I warn thee, Rei, that
if thou dost betray me, not thine age, not thy office,
nor the friendship thou hast shown me, shall save
thee.”
“Speak on, Odysseus, Laertes’
son, Odysseus of Ithaca,” said Rei; “may
my life be forfeit if I betray thy counsel, if it harm
not those I serve.”
Now the Wanderer started to his feet, crying:
“How knowest thou that name?”
“I know it,” said Rei,
“and I tell thee that I know it, thou most crafty
of men, to show this, that with me thy guile will not
avail thee.” For he would not tell him
that he had it from the lips of the Queen.
“Thou hast heard a name that
had been in the mouths of many,” said the Wanderer;
“perchance it is mine, perchance it is the name
of another. It matters not. Now know this:
I fear this Queen of thine. Hither I came to
seek a woman, but the Queen I came not to seek.
Yet I have not come in vain, for yonder, Rei, yonder,
in the Temple of the Hathor, I found her on whose
quest I came, and who awaited me there well guarded
till I should come to take her. On the morrow
night I go forth to the temple, and there, by the
gates of the temple, I shall find her whom all men
desire, but who loves me alone among men, for so it
has been fated of the Gods. Thence I bring her
hither that here we may be wed. Now this is my
mind: if thou wilt aid me with a ship and men,
that at the first light of dawn we should flee this
land of thine, and that thou shouldest keep my going
secret for awhile till I have gained the sea.
True it is that I swore to guard the Queen till Pharaoh
come again; but as thou knowest, things are so that
I can best guard her by my flight, and if Pharaoh
thinks ill of me so it must be. Moreover
I ask thee to meet me by the pylon of the Temple of
Hathor to-morrow at one hour before midnight.
There will we talk with her who is called the Hathor,
and prepare our flight, and thence thou shalt go to
that ship which thou hast made ready.”
Now Rei thought for awhile and answered:
“Somewhat I fear to look upon
this Goddess, yet I will dare it. Tell me, then,
how shall I know her at the temple’s gate?”
“Thou shalt know her, Rei, by
the red star which burns upon her breast. But
fear not, for I will be there. Say, wilt thou
make the ship ready?”
“The ship shall be ready, Eperitus,
and though I love thee well, I say this, that I would
it rode the waves which roll around the shores of
Khem and thou wert with it, and with thee she who is
called the Hathor, that Goddess whom thou desirest.”
CHAPTER X
THE OATH OF THE WANDERER
That night the Wanderer saw not Meriamun,
but on the morrow she sent a messenger to him, bidding
him to her feast that night. He had little heart
to go, but a Queen’s courtesy is a command, and
he went at sundown. Rei also went to the feast,
and as he went, meeting the Wanderer in the ante-chamber,
he whispered to him that all things were made ready,
that a good ship waited him in the harbour, the very
ship that he had captured from the Sidonians, and
that he, Rei, would be with him by the pylon gate
of the temple one hour before midnight.
Presently, as he whispered, the doors
were flung wide and Meriamun the Queen passed in,
followed by eunuchs and waiting-women. She was
royally arrayed, her face was pale and cold, but her
great eyes glowed in it. Low the Wanderer bowed
before her. She bent her head in answer, then
gave him her hand, and he led her to the feast.
They sat there side by side, but the Queen spoke little,
and that little of Pharaoh and the host of the Apura,
from whom no tidings came.
When at length the feast was done,
Meriamun bade the Wanderer to her private chamber,
and thither he went for awhile, though sorely against
his will. But Rei came not in with them, and thus
he was left alone with the Queen, for she dismissed
the waiting ladies.
When they had gone there was silence
for a space, but ever the Wanderer felt the eyes of
Meriamun watching him as though they would read his
heart.
“I am weary,” she said,
at length. “Tell me of the wanderings, Odysseus
of Ithaca nay, tell me of the siege of Ilios
and of the sinful Helen, who brought all these woes
about. Ay, and tell me how thou didst creep from
the leaguers of the Achaeans, and, wrapped in a beggar’s
weeds, seek speech of this evil Helen, now justly
slain of the angry Gods.”
“Justly slain is she indeed,”
answered the crafty Wanderer. “An ill thing
is it, truly, that the lives of so many heroes should
be lost because of the beauty of a faithless woman.
I had it in my own heart to slay her when I spoke
with her in Troy town, but the Gods held my hand.”
“Was it so, indeed?” said
the Queen, smiling darkly. “Doubtless if
she yet lived, and thou sawest her, thou wouldst slay
her. Is it not so, Odysseus?”
“She lives no more, O Queen!” he answered.
“Nay, she lives no more, Odysseus.
Now tell me; yesterday thou wentest up to the Temple
of the Hathor; tell me what thou didst see in the
temple.”
“I saw a fair woman, or, perchance,
an immortal Goddess, stand upon the pylon brow, and
as she stood and sang those who looked were bereft
of reason. And thereafter some tried to pass
the ghosts who guarded the woman, and were slain of
invisible swords. It was a strange sight to see.”
“A strange sight, surely.
But thou didst not lose thy craft, Odysseus, nor try
to break through the ghosts?”
“Nay, Meriamun. In my youth
I looked upon the beauty of Argive Helen, who was
fairer than she who stood upon the pylon tower.
None who have looked upon the Helen would seek to
win the Hathor.”
“But, perchance, those who have
looked upon the Hathor may seek to win the Helen,”
she answered slowly, and he knew not what to say, for
he felt the power of her magic on him.
So for awhile they spoke, and Meriamun,
knowing all, wondered much at the guile of the Wanderer,
but she showed no wonder in her face. At length
he rose and, bowing before her, said that he must visit
the guard that watched the Palace gates. She
looked upon him strangely and bade him go. Then
he went, and right glad he was thus to be free of her.
But when the curtains had swung behind
him, Meriamun the Queen sprang to her feet, and a
dreadful light of daring burned in her eyes. She
clapped her hands, and bade those who came to her
seek their rest, as she would also, for she was weary
and needed none to wait upon her. So the women
went, leaving her alone, and she passed into her sleeping
chamber.
“Now must the bride deck herself
for the bridal,” she said, and straightway,
pausing not, drew forth the Ancient Evil from its
hiding-place and warmed it on her breast, breathing
the breath of life into its nostrils. Now, as
before, it grew and wound itself about her, and whispered
in her ear, bidding her clothe herself in bridal white
and clasp the Evil around her; then think upon the
beauty she had seen gather on the face of dead Hataska
in the Temple of Osiris, and on the face of the Bai,
and the face of the Ka. She did its command, fearing
nothing, for her heart was alight with love, and torn
with jealous hate, and little did she reck of the
sorrows which her sin should bring forth. So
she bathed herself in perfumes, shook out her shining
hair, and clad herself in white attire. Then
she looked upon her beauty in the mirror of silver,
and cried in the bitterness of her heart to the Evil
that lay beside her like a snake asleep.
“Ah, am I not fair enow to win
him whom I love? Say, thou Evil, must I indeed
steal the beauty of another to win him whom I love?”
“This must thou do,” said
the Evil, “or lose him in Helen’s arms.
For though thou art fair, yet is she Beauty’s
self, and her gentleness he loves, and not thy pride.
Choose, choose swiftly for presently the Wanderer
goes forth to win the Golden Helen.”
Then she doubted no more, but lifting
the shining Evil, held it to her. With a dreadful
laugh it twined itself about her, and lo! it shrank
to the shape of a girdling, double-headed snake of
gold, with eyes of ruby flame. And as it shrank
Meriamun the Queen thought on the beauty she had seen
upon the face of the dead Hataska, on the face of the
Bai, and the face of the Ka, and all the while she
watched her beauty in the mirror. And as she
watched, behold, her face grew as the face of death,
ashen and hollow, then slowly burned into life again but
all her loveliness was changed. Changed were
her dark locks to locks of gold, changed were her
deep eyes to eyes of blue, changed was the glory of
her pride to the sweetness of the Helen’s smile.
Fairest among women had been her form, now it was
fairer yet, and now now she was Beauty’s
self, and like to swoon at the dream of her own loveliness.
“So, ah, so must the Hathor
seem,” she said, and lo! her voice rang strangely
in her ears. For the voice, too, was changed,
it was more soft than the whispering of wind-stirred
reeds; it was more sweet than the murmuring of bees
at noon.
Now she must go forth, and fearful
at her own loveliness and heavy with her sin, yet
glad with a strange joy, she passes from her chamber
and glides like a starbeam through the still halls
of her Palace. The white light of the moon creeps
into them and falls upon the faces of the dreadful
Gods, on the awful smile of sphinxes, and the pictures
of her forefathers, kings and queens who long were
dead. And as she goes she seems to hear them
whisper each to each of the dreadful sin that she
has sinned, and of the sorrow that shall be. But
she does not heed, and never stays her foot.
For her heart is alight as with a flame, and she will
win the Wanderer to her arms the Wanderer
sought through many lives, found after many deaths.
Now the Wanderer is in his chamber,
waiting for the hour to set forth to find the Golden
Helen. His heart is alight, and strange dreams
of the past go before his eyes, and strange visions
of long love to be. His heart burns like a lamp
in the blackness, and by that light he sees all the
days of his life that have been, and all the wars that
he has won, and all the seas that he has sailed.
And now he knows that these things are dreams indeed,
illusions of the sense, for there is but one thing
true in the life of men, and that is Love; there is
but one thing perfect, the beauty which is Love’s
robe; there is but one thing which all men seek and
are born to find at last, the heart of the Golden
Helen, the World’s Desire, that is peace and
joy and rest.
He binds his armour on him, for foes
may lurk in darkness, and takes the Bow of Eurytus,
and the grey bolts of death; for perchance the fight
is not yet done, he must cleave his way to joy.
Then he combs his locks and sets the golden helm upon
them, and, praying to the Gods who hear not, he passes
from his chamber.
Now the chamber opened into a great
hall of pillars. As was his custom when he went
alone by night, the Wanderer glanced warily down the
dusky hall, but he might see little because of the
shadows. Nevertheless, the moonlight poured into
the centre of the hall from the clerestories in the
roof, and lay there shining white as water beneath
black banks of reeds. Again the Wanderer glanced
with keen, quick eyes, for there was a sense in his
heart that he was no more alone in the hall, though
whether it were man or ghost, or, perchance, one of
the immortal Gods who looked on him, he might not
tell. Now it seemed to him that he saw a shape
of white moving far away in the shadow. Then
he grasped the black bow and laid hand upon his quiver
so that the shafts rattled.
Now it would seem that the shape in
the shadow heard the rattling of the shafts, or perchance
saw the moonlight gleam upon the Wanderer’s golden
harness at the least, it drew near till
it came to the edge of the pool of light. There
it paused as a bather pauses ere she steps into the
fountain. The Wanderer paused also, wondering
what the shape might be. Half was he minded to
try it with an arrow from the bow, but he held his
hand and watched.
And as he watched, the white shape
glided into the space of moonlight, and he saw that
it was the form of a woman draped in white, and that
about her shone a gleaming girdle, and in the girdle
gems which sparkled like the eyes of a snake.
Tall was the shape and lovely as a statue of Aphrodite;
but who or what it was he might not tell, for the head
was bent and the face hidden.
Awhile the shape stood thus, and as
it stood, the Wanderer passed towards it, marvelling
much, till he also stood in the pool of moonlight
that shimmered on his golden mail. Then suddenly
the shape lifted its face so that the light fell full
on it, and stretched out its arms towards him, and
lo! the face was the face of the Argive Helen of
her whom he went forth to seek. He looked upon
its beauty, he looked upon the eyes of blue, upon
the golden hair, upon the shining arms; then slowly,
very slowly, and in silence for he could
find no words the Wanderer drew near.
She did not move nor speak. So
still she stood that scarce she seemed to breathe.
Only the shining eyes of her snake-girdle glittered
like living things. Again he stopped fearfully,
for he held that this was surely a mocking ghost which
stood before him, but still she neither moved nor
spoke.
Then at length he found his tongue and spoke:
“Lady,” he whispered,
“is it indeed thou, is it Argive Helen whom I
look upon, or is it, perchance, a ghost sent by Queen
Persephone from the House of Hades to make a mock
of me?”
Now the voice of Helen answered him
in sweet tones and low:
“Did I not tell thee, Odysseus
of Ithaca, did I not tell thee, yesterday in the halls
of Hathor, after thou hadst overcome the ghosts, that
to-night we should be wed? Wherefore, then, dost
thou deem me of the number of the bodiless?”
The Wanderer hearkened. The voice
was the voice of Helen, the eyes were the eyes of
Helen, and yet his heart feared guile.
“So did Argive Helen tell me
of a truth, Lady, but this she said, that I should
find her by the pylon of the temple, and lead her thence
to be my bride. Thither I go but now to seek
her. But if thou art Helen, how comest thou to
these Palace halls? And where, Lady, is that Red
Star which should gleam upon thy breast, that Star
which weeps out the blood of men?”
“No more doth the red dew fall
from the Star that was set upon my breast, Odysseus,
for now that thou hast won me men die no more for my
beauty’s sake. Gone is the Star of War;
and see, Wisdom rings me round, the symbol of the
Deathless Snake that signifies love eternal. Thou
dost ask how I came hither, I, who am immortal and
a daughter of the Gods? Seek not to know, Odysseus,
for where Fate puts it in my mind to be, there do
the Gods bear me. Wouldst thou, then, that I leave
thee, Odysseus?”
“Last of all things do I desire
this,” he answered, for now his wisdom went
a-wandering; now he forgot the words of Aphrodite,
warning him that the Helen might be known by one thing
only, the Red Star on her breast, whence falls the
blood of men; and he no more doubted but that she was
the Golden Helen.
Then she who wore the Helen’s
shape stretched out her arms and smiled so sweetly
that the Wanderer knew nothing any more, save that
she drew him to her.
Slowly she glided before him, ever
smiling, and where she went he followed, as men follow
beauty in a dream. She led him through halls
and corridors, past the sculptured statues of the Gods,
past man-headed sphinxes, and pictures of long-dead
kings.
And as she goes, once more it seems
to her that she hears them whisper each to each the
horror of her sin and the sorrow that shall be.
But naught she heeds who ever leads him on, and naught
he hears who ever follows after, till at length, though
he knows it not, they stand in the bed-chamber of
the Queen, and by Pharaoh’s golden bed.
Then once more she speaks:
“Odysseus of Ithaca, whom I
have loved from the beginning, and whom I shall love
till all deaths are done, before thee stands that Loveliness
which the Gods predestined to thy arms. Now take
thou thy Bride; but first lay thy hand upon this golden
Snake, that rings me round, the new bridal gift of
the Gods, and swear thy marriage oath, which may not
be broken. Swear thus, Odysseus: ’I
love thee, Woman or Immortal, and thee alone, and
by whatever name thou art called, and in whatever shape
thou goest, to thee I will cleave, and to thee alone,
till the day of the passing of Time. I will forgive
thy sins, I will soothe thy sorrows, I will suffer
none to come betwixt thee and me. This I swear
to thee, Woman or Immortal, who dost stand before
me. I swear it to thee, Woman, for now and for
ever, for here and hereafter, in whatever shape thou
goest on the earth, by whatever name thou art known
among men.’
“Swear thou thus, Odysseus of
Ithaca, Laertes’ son, or leave me and go thy
ways!”
“Great is the oath,” quoth
the Wanderer; for though now he feared no guile, yet
his crafty heart liked it ill.
“Choose, and choose swiftly,”
she answered. “Swear the oath, or leave
me and never see me more!”
“Leave thee I will not, and
cannot if I would,” he said. “Lady,
I swear!” And he laid his hand upon the Snake
that ringed her round, and swore the dreadful oath.
Yea, he forgot the words of the Goddess, and the words
of Helen, and he swore by the Snake who should have
sworn by the Star. By the immortal Gods he swore
it, by the Symbol of the Snake, and by the Beauty
of his Bride. And as he swore the eyes of the
Serpent sparkled, and the eyes of her who wore the
beauty of Helen shone, and faintly the black bow of
Eurytus thrilled, forboding Death and War.
But little the Wanderer thought on
guile or War or Death, for the kiss of her whom he
deemed the Golden Helen was on his lips, and he went
up into the golden bed of Meriamun.
CHAPTER XI
THE WAKING OF THE WANDERER
Now Rei the Priest, as had been appointed,
went to the pylon gate of the Temple of Hathor.
Awhile he stood looking for the Wanderer, but though
the hour had come, the Wanderer came not. Then
the Priest went to the pylon and stood in the shadow
of the gate. As he stood there a wicket in the
gate opened, and there passed out a veiled figure of
a woman upon whose breast burned a red jewel that
shone in the night like a star. The woman waited
awhile, looking down the moonlit road between the black
rows of sphinxes, but the road lay white and empty,
and she turned and hid herself in the shadow of the
pylon, where Rei could see nothing of her except the
red star that gleamed upon her breast.
Now a great fear came upon the old
man, for he knew that he looked upon the strange and
deadly Hathor. Perchance he too would perish like
the rest who had looked on her to their ruin.
He thought of flight, but he did not dare to fly.
Then he too stared down the road seeking for the Wanderer,
but no shadow crossed the moonlight. Thus things
went for awhile, and still the Hathor stood silently
in the shadow, and still the blood-red star shone
upon her breast. And so it came to pass that the
World’s Desire must wait at the tryst like some
forsaken village maid.
While Rei the Priest crouched thus
against the pylon wall, praying for the coming of
him who came not, suddenly a voice spoke to him in
tones sweeter than a lute.
“Who art thou that hidest in the shadow?”
said the voice.
He knew that it was the Hathor who
spoke, and so afraid was he that he could not answer.
Then the voice spoke again:
“Oh, thou most crafty of men,
why doth it please thee to come hither to seek me
in the guise of an aged priest. Once, Odysseus,
I saw thee in beggar’s weeds, and knew thee
in the midst of thy foes. Shall I not know thee
again in peace beneath thy folded garb and thy robes
of white?”
Rei heard and knew that he could hide
himself no longer. Therefore he came forward
trembling, and knelt before her, saying:
“Oh, mighty Queen, I am not
that man whom thou didst name, nor am I hid in any
wrappings of disguise. Nay, I do avow myself to
be named Rei the Chief Architect of Pharaoh, the Commander
of the Legion of Amen, the chief of the Treasury of
Amen, and a man of repute in this land of Khem.
Now, if indeed thou art the Goddess of this temple,
as I judge by that red jewel which burns upon thy
breast, I pray thee be merciful to thy servant and
smite me not in thy wrath, for not by my own will am
I here, but by the command of that hero whom thou
hast named, and for whose coming I await. Be
merciful therefore, and hold thy hand.”
“Fear not thou, Rei,”
said the sweet voice. “Little am I minded
to harm thee, or any man, for though many men have
gone down the path of darkness because of me, who
am a doom to men, not by my will has it been, but
by the will of the immortal Gods, who use me to their
ends. Rise thou, Rei, and tell me why thou art
come hither, and where is he whom I have named?”
Then Rei rose, and looking up saw
the light of the Helen’s eyes shining on him
through her veil. But there was no anger in them,
they shone mildly as stars in an evening sky, and
his heart was comforted.
“I know not where the Wanderer
is, O thou Immortal,” he said. “This
I know only, that he bade me meet him here at one
hour before midnight, and so I came.”
“Perchance he too will come
anon,” said the sweet voice; “but why did
he, whom thou namest the Wanderer, bid thee meet him
here?”
“For this reason, O Hathor.
He told me that this night he should be wed to thee,
and was minded thereafter to fly from Khem with thee.
Therefore he bade me come, who am a friend to him,
to talk with thee and him as to how thy flight should
go, and yet he comes not.”
Now as Rei spake, he turned his face
upward, and the Golden Helen looked upon it.
“Hearken, Rei,” she said;
“but yesterday, after I had stood upon the pylon
tower as the Gods decreed, and sang to those who were
ripe to die, I went to my shrine and wove my web while
the doomed men fell beneath the swords of them who
were set to guard my beauty, but who now are gone.
And as I wove, one passed the Ghosts and rent the web
and stood before me. It was he whom I await to-night,
and after awhile I knew him for Odysseus of Ithaca,
Laertes’ son. But as I looked on him and
spake with him, behold, I saw a spirit watching us,
though he might not see it, a spirit whose face I
knew not, for no such man have I known in my life
days. Know then, Rei, that the face of the spirit
was thy face, and its robes thy robes.”
Then once more Rei trembled in his fear.
“Now, Rei, I bid thee tell me,
and speak the truth, lest evil come on thee, not at
my hands indeed, for I would harm none, but at the
hands of those Immortals who are akin to me.
What did thy spirit yonder, in my sacred shrine?
How didst thou dare to enter and look upon my beauty
and hearken to my words?”
“Oh, great Queen,” said
Rei, “I will tell thee the truth, and I pray
thee let not the wrath of the Gods fall upon me.
Not of my own will did my spirit enter into thy Holy
Place, nor do I know aught of what it saw therein,
seeing that no memory of it remains in me. Nay,
it was sent of her whom I serve, who is the mistress
of all magic, and to her it made report, but what
it said I know not.”
“And whom dost thou serve, Rei?
And why did she send thy spirit forth to spy on me?”
“I serve Meriamun the Queen,
and she sent my spirit forth to learn what befell
the Wanderer when he went up against the Ghosts.”
“And yet he said naught to me
of this Meriamun. Say, Rei, is she fair?”
“Of all women who live upon
the earth she is the very fairest.”
“Of all, sayest thou,
Rei? Look now, and say if Meriamun, whom thou
dost serve, is fairer than Argive Helen, whom thou
dost name the Hathor?” and she lifted her veil
so that he saw the face that was beneath.
Now when he heard that name, and looked
upon the glory of her who is Beauty’s self,
Rei shrank back till he went nigh to falling on the
earth.
“Nay,” he said, covering
his eyes with his hand; “nay thou art fairer
than she.”
“Then tell me,” she said,
letting fall her veil again, “and for thine
own sake tell me true, why would Meriamun the Queen,
whom thou servest, know the fate of him who came up
against the Ghosts?”
“Wouldst thou know, Daughter
of Amen?” answered Rei; “then I will tell
thee, for through thee alone she whom I serve and love
can be saved from shame. Meriamun doth also love
the man whom thou wouldst wed.”
Now when the Golden Helen heard these
words, she pressed her hand against her bosom.
“So I feared,” she said,
“even so. She loves him, and he comes not.
Ah! if it be so! Now, Rei, I am tempted to pay
this Queen of thine in her own craft, and send thy
spirit forth to spy on her. Nay, that I will not
do, for never shall Helen work by shameful guile or
magic. Nay but we will hence, Rei,
we will go to the Palace where my rival dwells, there
to learn the truth. Fear not, I will bring no
ill on thee, nor on her whom thou servest. Lead
me to the Palace, Rei. Lead me swiftly.”
Now the Wanderer slept in the arms
of Meriamun, who wore the shape of Argive Helen.
His golden harness was piled by the golden bed, and
by the bed stood the black bow of Eurytus. The
night drew on towards the dawning, when of a sudden
the Bow awoke and sang, and thus it sang:
“Wake! wake! though the
arms of thy Love are about thee, yet
dearer by far
Than her kiss is the sound of the fight;
And more sweet than her voice is the cry of the
trumpet, and
goodlier far
Than her arms is the battle’s delight:
And what eyes are so bright as the sheen of the
bronze when the
sword is aloft,
What breast is so fair as the shield?
Or what garland of roses is dear as the helm,
and what sleep is
so soft
As the sleep of slain men on the field?”
Lo! the Snake that was twined about
the form of her who wore the shape of Helen heard
the magic song. It awoke, it arose. It twisted
itself about the body of the Wanderer and the body
of her who wore the shape of Helen, knitting them
together in the bond of sin. It grew, and lifting
its woman’s head on high, it sang in answer.
And thus it sang of doom:
“Sleep! be at rest for an
hour; as in death men believe they shall
rest,
But they wake! And thou too shalt awake!
In the dark of the grave do they stir; but about
them, on arms and
on breast,
Are the toils and the coils of the Snake:
By the tree where the first lovers lay, did I
watch as I watch
where he lies,
Love laid on the bosom of Lust!”
Then the great bow answered the
Snake, and it sang:
“Of the tree where the first
lovers sinned was I shapen; I bid
thee arise,
Thou Slayer that soon shall be dust.”
And the Snake sang reply:
“Be thou silent, my Daughter
of Death, be thou silent nor wake
him from sleep,
With the song and the sound of thy breath.”
The Bow heard the song of the
Snake. The Death heard the song
of the
Sin, and again its thin music thrilled upon the
air. For thus
it sang:
“Be thou silent,
my Mother of Sin, for this watch it is given me
to
keep
O’er
the sleep of the dealer of Death!”
Then the Snake sang:
“Hush, hush, thou art young,
and thou camest to birth when the
making was done
Of the world: I am older therein!”
And the Bow answered:
“But without me thy strength
were as weakness, the prize of thy
strength were unwon.
I am Death, and thy Daughter, O Sin!”
Now the song of the Snake and the
song of the Bow sunk through the depths of sleep till
they reached the Wanderer’s ears. He sighed,
he stretched out his mighty arms, he opened his eyes,
and lo! they looked upon the eyes that bent above
him, eyes of flame that lit the face of a woman the
face of Meriamun that wavered on a serpent’s
neck and suddenly was gone. He cried aloud with
fear, and sprang from the couch. The faint light
of the dawning crept through the casements and fell
upon the bed. The faint light of the dawning fell
upon the golden bed of Pharaoh’s Queen, it gleamed
upon the golden armour that was piled by the bed,
and on the polished surface of the great black bow.
It shone upon the face of her who lay in the bed.
Then he remembered. Surely he
had slept with the Golden Helen, who was his bride,
and surely he had dreamed an evil dream, a dream of
a snake that wore the face of Pharaoh’s Queen.
Yea, there lay the Golden Helen, won at last the
Golden Helen now made a wife to him. Now he mocked
his own fears, and now he bent to wake her with a
kiss. Faintly the new-born light crept and gathered
on her face; ah! how beautiful she was in sleep.
Nay, what was this? Whose face was this beneath
his own? Not so had Helen looked in the shrine
of her temple, when he tore the web. Not so had
Helen seemed yonder in the pillared hall when she stood
in the moonlit space not so had she seemed
when he sware the great oath to love her, and her
alone. Whose beauty was it then that now he saw?
By the Immortal Gods, it was the beauty of Meriamun;
it was the glory of the Pharaoh’s Queen!
He stared upon her lovely sleeping
face, while terror shook his soul. How could
this be? What then had he done?
Then light broke upon him. He
looked around the chamber there on the
walls were the graven images of the Gods of Khem, there
above the bed the names of Meneptah and Meriamun were
written side by side in the sacred signs of Khem.
Not with the Golden Helen had he slept, but with the
wife of Pharaoh! To her he had sworn the oath,
and she had worn the Helen’s shape and
now the spell was broken.
He stood amazed, and as he stood,
again the great bow thrilled, warning him of Death
to come. Then his strength came back to him, and
he seized his armour and girt it about him piece by
piece till he lifted the golden helm. It slipped
from his hand; with a crash it fell upon the marble
floor. With a crash it fell, and she who slept
in the bed awoke with a cry, and sprang from the bed,
her dark hair streaming down, her night-gear held
to her by the golden snake with gemmy eyes that she
must ever wear. But he caught his sword in his
hand, and threw down the ivory sheath.