“I’ve manufactured a new
definition of happiness,” Sally said to Bobby
Dane, six months later.
“What now?”
“Think with the mob.”
“Who has rubbed you the wrong
way, this time?” Bobby queried unsympathetically.
“Everybody. I am so tired
of hearing people praise Beatrix for marrying Sidney
Lorimer.”
Bobby halted and shook hands with
her, to the manifest wonder of the post-ecclesiastical
Fifth Avenue throng.
“That’s where even your
head is level, Sally,” he said, as he resumed
his stroll. “Do you want to know what I
think of her?”
“If you agree with me; not otherwise.
I hate arguments, and, besides, it is bad form to
condemn one’s dearest friend. But keeping
still so long has nearly driven me to ”
“Tetanus,” Bobby suggested.
“Well, my impression of Beatrix is that she
is a bally idiot. I don’t know just what
bally means; but our English brethren apply
it in critical cases, and so it is sure to be right.
Yes, I think Beatrix is very bally indeed.”
“Then you don’t approve, either?”
“Me? I? I have hated Lorimer from
the start.”
“I haven’t,” Sally
said, after a thoughtful interval. “I liked
him at first.”
“You never saw him at the club,” Bobby
returned briefly.
“What did he do there?”
“I don’t know. He just wasn’t
right.”
Sally paced along meditatively at his side.
“Bobby, you are a critical being,” she
observed at length.
“Mayhap. But the event
justifies me. I never have liked Lorimer, and
I never shall.”
“What are you going to do about it?”
Bobby opened his hands and turned them palm downwards.
“There’s nothing to be
done. I hate to see Beatrix throw herself away;
but I can’t help it.”
“I wonder what her idea is,”
Sally said thoughtfully. “She has always
been so down upon any fastness that I supposed she
would cut his acquaintance entirely, after that Lloyd
Avalons supper.”
“He acted an awful cad, that
night.” Bobby’s tone was disdainful.
“I helped get him home and, before he was fairly
out of the dining-room, he was bragging about his
family, and his money, and the Lord knows what.”
“Yes, I heard him. Beatrix
heard some of it, too, before Mr. Thayer took her
away. I was at her house, the next afternoon,
when Mr. Lorimer called, and I was sure she would
break her engagement there and then. Put not
your faith in the principles of a woman in love.”
“Confound her principles!
That’s what is the matter with her,” Bobby
growled. “I had always supposed that Beatrix
was a reasonable girl; but no girl in her senses would
tackle the job of marrying Sidney Lorimer to reform
him.”
“When I do it, I’ll reverse
things and reform the man to marry him,” Sally
returned shrewdly.
Bobby raised his brows.
“The first time you’ve ever warned me
that I was on probation, Sally!”
“I said a man, not a boy,”
she replied unkindly. “But, after all, Mr.
Lorimer has been perfectly steady, all summer long.”
“Mm yes, after a
fashion. Of course, he would do his best, for
I will do him the justice to admit that he loves Beatrix
with all the manhood there is in him. To be sure,
that’s not saying much.”
“You aren’t quite fair
to him, Bobby. He must have some manhood in him,
to have steadied down as much as he has done, this
summer.”
Bobby shrugged his shoulders.
“He is playing for high stakes,
Sally, and he can afford to be careful. Any slip
now would prove to be the losing of the whole game.
Wait a year and see.”
“Then you think ”
“That his reform is skin deep,
and that, like all other serpents, he sloughs his
skin once a year.”
“Bobby!”
“Sarah Maria!”
“Don’t make fun of me
because I was named for a spinster aunt. I can’t
help my name.”
“No; it’s past help.
I’d change it, if I were you. Just think
how it would sound at the altar, while the alteration
was going on! ’I, Sarah Maria, take thee ’”
Sally interposed hurriedly.
“But, to go back to Beatrix,
if you feel in this way about Mr. Lorimer, why don’t
you do something about it?”
“Do what, for example?”
“Speak to her father, or something.”
Bobby’s answer had an accent
of utter gravity which somehow belied the frivolous
form of his words.
“Sally, I’ll give you
a new proverb, one I have found useful at times.
Put not thy finger into thy neighbor’s pie, lest
it get stuck there permanently.”
For the next few blocks, the silence
between them was unbroken. Sally nodded to an
occasional acquaintance, and Bobby, without lifting
his eyes from the ground, seconded her salute with
the mechanical raising of his hat which good breeding
demands. Few conventions are more exasperatingly
impersonal than the bow and smile of the average social
being.
“But I love Beatrix,”
Sally said inconsequently, after an interval.
“I, too.”
For the moment, both voices had lost
their customary tone of light banter. Bobby broke
the next pause.
“Couldn’t you say something, Sally?”
“I wish I could; but it is no
use. Beatrix hasn’t the least respect for
my opinion. She thinks I am only a child, and,
moreover, once upon a time, I urged her to marry Mr.
Lorimer. Of course, that was before any of this
came out about him; but I hate to go into details with
her, and, if I don’t she will think it’s
nothing but a whim.”
“What do you care what she thinks?”
Sally shifted her eyes from the apartment
houses on Eighth Avenue to Bobby’s face.
“Bobby, I am afraid of Beatrix,”
she confessed. “She is built on a larger
frame than I am, and we both of us are quite aware
of the fact.”
“It may be a part of her capacious
frame to risk her life in marrying Sidney Lorimer,”
Bobby grumbled; “but, for my part, I prefer smaller
women.”
Sally faced him suddenly.
“Bobby! You don’t
mean you think he will kill her sometime when he is
drunk?”
“No such luck! In the intervals,
he will adore her and treat her like a princess; but
he won’t spare her the anxiety and the shame
of knowing he is liable to take too much at any reception
to which they may send an acceptance. You haven’t
seen men as I have, Sally; you don’t know how
far they can make babbling fools of themselves, without
being absolutely drunk. To a girl like Beatrix,
the shame of it when it does occur, and the fear of
the shame, when it doesn’t, would be worse than
sudden death. That gets over and done with; the
other hangs on and grows worse and worse to an endless
end.”
“And you think there’s no cure?”
Once more Bobby shrugged his shoulders.
“I wouldn’t take any chances.”
“You think Beatrix can’t hold him?”
“She can for a time; but there’s
no knowing how long the time will last. Any medicine
loses its effect, if it is repeated often enough.”
“What about Mr. Thayer?”
“He has more power over Lorimer
than anyone else; but he has his own professional
life before him, and it won’t be long before
New York has a small share of his time. He isn’t
going to give up a grand success for the sake of playing
keeper to Sidney Lorimer.”
“I think he is fully capable of the sacrifice.”
“Capable, yes. But it would
be a sin to allow it; it would be spoiling a saint
to patch up a sinner. Thayer’s future is
too broad to be limited by a futile creature like
Lorimer. If he turns Quixotic, I’ll poison
him. At least, that will ensure his dying in the
full tide of professional success.”
“Ye-es,” Sally answered
thoughtfully; “but, do you know, Mr. Thayer is
so perfectly organized that I have an idea he could
swallow a certain amount of poison and come out of
it unharmed, if his will were really bent upon accomplishing
some definite end.”
There was another interval. It
was Sally’s turn to break it.
“Bobby, does it occur to you
that we are just exactly where we started? We
both hate Mr. Lorimer; we hate the idea of his marrying
Beatrix, and neither one of us dares interfere.
Let’s go and talk to Miss Gannion.”
“What’s the use?”
“To clear out our mental ganglia.
At least, by the time we have been over it with her,
we shall know what we think, and there’s a certain
satisfaction in that.”
“I know just what I think about it now.”
“What do you think?”
“Damn,” Bobby replied concisely.
They found Miss Gannion alone before
the fire. She threw down her book and welcomed
them cordially.
“I had an indolent fit, to-day,”
she said, as she drew some chairs up before the hearth.
“Once in a while, I prefer to dismiss my clerical
adviser and settle my problems to suit myself.
To be sure, I am quite likely to settle them wrongly;
but that renews my confidence in churchly methods,
so some good is gained, after all.”
Bobby deliberately placed himself
in the chair which long experience of Miss Gannion’s
house had taught him best fitted the angles of his
anatomy.
“We came to have you settle
a problem for us,” he said; “so we are
glad your hand is in.”
“And the problem,” Sally added; “is
Beatrix.”
“What about Beatrix?” Miss Gannion asked.
“She is going to marry Sidney
Lorimer, and she mustn’t. Please tell us
how we are going to prevent it.”
Miss Gannion sat still for a moment,
with her clear eyes fixed on the glowing embers.
“Are you sure that it would
be best to prevent it?” she asked then.
Bobby started to his feet, faced about,
and stood looking down at the little figure of his
hostess.
“Miss Gannion, Beatrix and I
have been chums ever since we could go alone.
In fact, we learned to go alone by hanging on to each
other’s hands. I love her as a fellow without
any sisters is bound to love a girl cousin; and I’ll
be blest if I can keep quiet and see her throw herself
away.”
“Have you spoken to her about it?”
“I don’t dare,”
Bobby returned bluntly. “I know I should
end by losing my temper and saying things about Lorimer.
I wouldn’t hurt Beatrix for the world, and I
believe she honestly thinks she is doing the Lord’s
own work in not throwing Lorimer over.”
“Perhaps she may be,” Miss Gannion said
gently.
“Miss Gannion! Well, if
she is, I shall have to revise my notions of the Lord,”
Bobby responded hotly.
Miss Gannion’s smile never wavered.
She knew Bobby Dane too well to resent his occasional
outbursts.
“Bobby, my dear boy,”
she said, with the maternal accent she assumed at
times; “this isn’t too easy a problem for
any of us; but the hardest part of its solution is
coming on Beatrix. It’s not an easy place
to put a woman with a conscience. The old-fashioned
idea was to marry a man to reform him; the new-fashioned
practice is to wash your hands of him altogether,
as soon as he makes a single slip. The middle
course is the most difficult one to take and the most
thankless. Any good woman is sure to have a strong
hold on the man who loves her; and, in times of real
danger, she is afraid to let go that hold.”
Bobby shook his head.
“That’s Beatrix all over,
Miss Gannion. But it will take a mighty strong
grip to haul Lorimer across to firm ground.”
“I realize that.”
“But the question is, does Beatrix
realize it, too,” Sally said abruptly.
“Better than we can. I
think she has measured both the danger and her own
strength.”
Bobby took a turn or two up and down
the room. Then he came back to the hearthrug.
“She can’t do it,”
he said conclusively. “The odds are all
against her. Lorimer can’t pull her down,
of course; but he can tug and tug till he has used
up all her strength and she has to let him go.
And then what? Miss Gannion, do you honestly
think it worth the while?”
“No; I do not,” she said reluctantly.
“Then why the deuce do you argue
for it?” he asked, with a recurrence of his
former temper. “I beg your pardon, Miss
Gannion; but this maddens me, and I came here to have
you help me find a way out. Instead, you are
in favor of Beatrix’s signing her own death warrant.”
“No,” she said slowly.
“Down in my heart of hearts, I think it is all
a mistake, a terrible mistake; and I have tried in
vain to find a way to prevent it. Then, each
time I think it over, I am afraid to prevent it, because
it seems to me that Beatrix’s mistake is just
a little bit nobler than the safe course which we
ourselves would take.”
“Have you heard Mr. Thayer say
what he thinks about it?” Sally asked.
“Not lately.”
Sally’s eyes were under less
subjection than her tongue, and Miss Gannion answered
the question they so plainly asked.
“Long ago, before the night
of the concert, even, Mr. Thayer spoke of the matter
to me. Since then he has never mentioned it.”
“I wish you would ask him what
he thinks now,” Sally said bluntly. “He
knows Mr. Lorimer better than any of us do, and he
should be able to judge what we ought to do about
it.”
“The honest fact is,”
Bobby broke in thoughtfully; “we can’t
one of us do a solitary thing about it, but get together
and grumble. Beatrix hasn’t a clinging,
confiding nature; she makes up her own mind and she
doesn’t change it easily. If she has decided
to marry Lorimer, we can kneel in a ring at her feet
and shed tears by the pint, and all the good it will
do us will be the chance of making her die of pneumonia
caused by the surrounding dampness. But it’s
a beastly shame! I’d rather she married
Arlt and done with it. If you’ve got to
form a character, it’s better to start in while
the character is young.”
Miss Gannion caught at the opportunity for a digression.
“Mr. Arlt is coming to lunch,” she observed.
“To-day? I didn’t know he was back
in town.”
“He came last night.”
“Was Mr. Thayer with him?”
“No; Mr. Thayer sings in Boston,
last night and to-night. He sent me a note, saying
I might expect him to dinner on Tuesday.”
“I wonder what success Mr. Arlt has had.”
“Mr. Thayer sent me some criticisms.
They were very enthusiastic, as far as they went;
but that was only a few lines.”
“And the rest of the criticism
probably concerned itself with Thayer, and was discreetly
cut away,” Bobby said, as he dropped back into
his chair. “Miss Gannion, Arlt is on the
steps, and you have not invited us to stay to lunch,
so we must take a reluctant departure. Before
I go, though, I’d like to ask one favor.
When Thayer comes, Tuesday night, are you willing
to talk the whole matter over with him and see what
he thinks about it now? There would be a certain
consolation to me in knowing that he disapproved the
affair, and he may possibly suggest some way of breaking
it off.”
“Possibly,” Miss Gannion
assented; “unless it is already too late.”
The words were still ringing in the
air, when Arlt came into the room. They were
still ringing in Bobby’s ears, ten minutes later,
when he and Sally took their leave.
“My mental ganglia are cleared,”
Bobby said disconsolately, as they went down the steps.
“I now see that there is precisely one thing
for us to do, and only one.”
“What is that?”
“To grin and bear it.”