“I believe my world is overcrowded,”
Sally said, one January afternoon, two years later.
“Arlt, why don’t you take
the hint?” Bobby asked languidly. “I
am too comfortable to stir, and she evidently wishes
to get rid of somebody.”
“Possibly she means me; but
I was the last to come, so I shall outstay you both,”
Miss Gannion said, laughing. “At least,
Sally, your hospitality does you credit.”
With leisurely fingers, Sally was
opening her teaball; but Bobby interposed.
“I wouldn’t make any tea
for us, Sally. I know you are afraid it may not
hold out for your crowded universe, and we three have
been here often enough to have dispelled any illusions
about the quality of your cups. Two are cracked,
and one has a nick exactly in the spot where we drink.
I suspect Arlt of having cut his wisdom teeth on it.”
“Only women cut their wisdom
teeth on a teacup,” Miss Gannion observed.
“But really, Sally, I would save my tea until
the crowd shows itself.”
Sally shook her head.
“You interrupted me in the midst of my thesis.”
Bobby interrupted again.
“It is our only chance to get
in a word. We have to insert its thin edge at
a comma, or else keep still. You never have any
conversational semicolons, to say nothing of periods.”
“As I was saying,” Sally
repeated pertinaciously; “my world is overcrowded.
I have so many acquaintances that I never get time
to enjoy my friends.”
“What about now?” Bobby
queried. “Here are we, and here is time.
Which is lacking: enjoyment, or friendship?”
“Oh, this is an interlude, and
doesn’t count. We shall just get into the
midst of a little rational conversation, though, and
two or three stupid people will come in and reduce
us to talking about the weather.”
“You might send out cards,”
Arlt suggested, with the hesitating accent which was
so characteristic of him. “Why not announce
that on Tuesdays you are at home to clever people
and friends only?”
“Yes; but it is no subject for
joking,” Sally persisted. “Last Tuesday
in all that storm, for the first time this winter,
Mr. Thayer came to see me. I know how busy he
is, and I was just preparing to make the most of his
call, when Mrs. Stanley came swishing and creaking
into the room, and she babbled about her servants
and her lumbago until Mr. Thayer took his departure.
I wanted to administer poison.”
“Try an anodyne,” Bobby
advised her. “They say that stout people
yield easily to their influence. By the way,
why is it polite to call a woman stout, but rude in
the extreme to dub her fat? That is one of the
problems I have never been able to solve. I used
the wrong word in regard to Mrs. Stanley, one night,
and she overheard me. Since then, she hauls in
her latch-string hand over hand, whenever I turn the
corner.”
“Do you mind, Bobby?”
Sally inquired. “The two most peaceful years
of my social life were the years immediately following
the day I advised Mrs. Stanley not to attempt Juliet
in public. Lately, I have wished that her memory
were just a bit more retentive. Tell me, has anybody
seen Beatrix, this week?”
“She was at Carnegie Hall, last night.”
Arlt’s face brightened.
“Really?”
“Yes, I coaxed her into going.
You ought to feel honored, Arlt; it is the first music
she has heard, this season.”
“Hasn’t she been to hear Mr. Thayer?”
“No; she hasn’t heard
him since his first season. I tell her she has
no idea how he has developed, nor how much she is
losing; but she seems to have lost her love for music.”
“Poor, dear girl! I don’t wonder,”
Sally said impetuously.
But Arlt interposed.
“Isn’t there a certain
comfort to be gained from it?” he asked.
“I hoped I had thought music was
to inspire and help people, not to amuse them.”
“It does in theory,” Bobby
returned; “only now and then it reminds one
of things, and upsets the whole scheme of inspiration.
But I was surprised that Beatrix went, last night.”
“What did she say?” Arlt
inquired, with a frankness which yet bore no taint
of egotism.
“Not very much; but her face
at the close of your Andante told the story.
You touched her on the raw, Arlt; but you roused her
pluck to bear it. I think she will send you a
note, to-day.”
“I wonder if you realize what
an event for your friends this symphony was,”
Sally broke in.
Arlt smiled. With growing manhood,
his gravity also had grown; but his slow little smile
caused his face to light wonderfully. Denied all
claim to beauty, there was a great charm in the simple,
modest dignity with which he bore himself. He
answered Sally’s last words with an earnestness
that became him well.
“Without my friends, my symphony
would have been left unwritten.”
“And it was a perfect success,” Sally
added.
“Success is never perfect,”
he returned a little sadly. “Its merit must
lie in its incompleteness, for that just urges us on
to something beyond. The success on which we
rest, is no better than a failure. Some day,
I shall begin my ideal symphony; but, by the time I
have reached my final Maestoso, I shall have
learned that my ideal has moved on again beyond my
reach.”
“In other words, a real genius
is nothing but an artistic butter-fingers,”
Bobby commented irreverently. “Stop your
German philosophizing, Arlt, and help us enjoy the
present by playing your Scherzo. Thayer
says it is by far the best thing you have ever done.”
Obediently Arlt crossed to the piano.
In his absorption in his symphony, he had by no means
allowed his skill as a pianist to rust for want of
use, and a little sigh of utter content went around
the group, as they heard the dainty, clashing notes
answer to the touch of his fingers. He was in
the full rhythm of his Scherzo, playing, humming,
or whistling, according to his whim and to the demands
of the orchestral score, when Sally gave a sudden
exclamation of warning.
“Behold the crowd! Here
endeth the interlude! Enter Mrs. Lloyd Avalons!”
“What in thunder is that woman
doing here, Sally?” Bobby demanded, as Arlt’s
fingers dropped from the keys in the very midst of
a phrase.
Sally shrugged her shoulders with
the petulant gesture of a naughty child.
“How in thunder should I know,
Bobby? I wish you’d ask her.”
“No use. She never takes a hint.”
A sudden change came over the group,
as Mrs. Lloyd Avalons tripped daintily into the room.
Miss Gannion straightened herself in her chair and
took refuge in her lorgnette; Arlt’s artistic
fire extinguished itself, and he once more became
the taciturn young German, while Sally assumed certain
of the characteristics of a frozen olive. Bobby,
however, continued to smile upon the room with unabated
serenity.
“What a delight to find you
here!” Mrs. Lloyd Avalons exclaimed, as she
took Sally’s hand.
“Miss Van Osdel has unsuspected
depths to her nature,” Bobby observed gravely.
“Long as I have known her, Mrs. Avalons, I assure
you I have never succeeded in finding her out.”
“Oh yes. How
like you that is, Mr. Dane! But I was including
you all.”
“Taking us all in?” Bobby queried.
“Taking us just as you find
us,” Sally added. “You also take tea,
I think, Mrs. Avalons?”
“You’d better,”
Bobby urged, with inadvertent pointedness. “We
were just saying that Miss Van Osdel brews wisdom
mingled with her tea.”
“Bobby!” Sally adjured
him, in a horrified whisper; but Mrs. Lloyd Avalons
had already turned to Arlt.
“I am so glad to meet you here,
Mr. Arlt. All your friends, to-day, are eager
to congratulate you on your wonderful symphony.”
“Yes.” Arlt’s
tone was scarcely ingratiating, as he stirred his tea
violently.
“Yes, it was beautiful, so sweet
and harmonious. Really, you are quite taking
the city by storm. You must be very busy to do
so much writing. Don’t you get very tired?”
“Sometimes.” Arlt emptied his cup
at a gulp.
“Oh, you must! But it is
worth tiring one’s poor head, to achieve such
splendid results. But don’t you ever rest?
All winter long, I have been hoping you would find
time to drop in on me, some Thursday.”
“Thank you.” Arlt
attacked his extra lump of sugar with his spoon.
Eluding his touch, it flew across the room and landed
at Bobby’s feet. Stooping down, Bobby rescued
it and gravely handed it back to Arlt.
“Try it again, old man,”
he said encouragingly. “You’ll get
the proper range in time.”
But Mrs. Lloyd Avalons returned to the charge.
“Well, as long as you won’t
come to me, I must seize my chance here, if Miss Van
Osdel will excuse me. We are getting up a concert
for the benefit of the Allied Day Nurseries, Mr. Arlt.
It is to be very select indeed, only artists of established
reputation are to be invited to take part, and we
shall keep the price of the tickets up high enough
to shut out any undesirable people who might otherwise
come. We are counting on you for two numbers.”
“But I cannot play.”
“In other words, Mrs. Avalons,”
Bobby remarked: “you’ll have to discount
Arlt.”
“But we must have him,”
Mrs. Lloyd Avalons said, in real dismay. “We
never thought of his refusing.”
Arlt shook his head in grim silence.
Mrs. Lloyd Avalons took refuge in cajolery.
“Oh, but you must! We can’t
spare you, Mr. Arlt. If you don’t care for
the charity, you’ll do it for me; won’t
you?”
Deliberately Arlt packed the sugar
and the spoon into his cup, and set the cup down on
the table. Then he turned to face Mrs. Lloyd Avalons
squarely.
“On the contrary, that is the
very reason I cannot do it, Mrs. Lloyd Avalons.
When Miss Gannion introduced me to you as Mr. Thayer’s
accompanist and a pianist who needed engagements, you
wished to refuse me a place on your programme.
Now that others have been good enough to listen to
me, you can make room for two numbers by me. I
am very sorry; but I shall be unable to accept your
invitation.”
There was no underlying rancor in
the slow, deliberate syllables; they were merely the
statement of an indisputable fact. Most women
would have accepted them in silence. Not so with
Mrs. Lloyd Avalons.
“But you played for Miss Van
Osdel, last week,” she persisted.
Arlt rose to his feet.
“Yes, I played for Miss Van
Osdel, last week, just as I hope to have the pleasure
of playing for her many times more in the future.
However, that is quite a different matter. Miss
Van Osdel and I are very old friends, and it will
always be one of my very greatest pleasures to be entirely
at her service.” He made a quaint little
bow in Sally’s direction, and his face lighted
with the friendly, humorous smile she knew so well.
Then he added, “And now I must bid you all a
very good afternoon.”
He bowed again and walked away, with
his simple dignity unruffled to the last. Society
might bless him, or society might ban. Nevertheless,
it was by no means Arlt’s intention to turn
his art into a species of lap-dog, to come trotting
in at society’s call, and then be dismissed to
the outer darkness again, so soon as the round of its
tricks was accomplished. Egotism Arlt had not;
but his independence shrank at no one of the corollaries
of his creed of art.
Bobby lingered after the others had gone away.
“I say, Sally,” he remarked
at length, apparently apropos of nothing in particular;
“how does it happen that you have never married
me?”
“Probably for the very excellent
reason that you have never asked me,” Sally
responded frankly.
With his hands in his pockets, Bobby
sauntered across to the sofa where she was sitting.
There he stood contemplating her for a moment.
Then he settled himself at her side.
“Well,” he said slowly;
“I believe I might as well ask you now.”