“’Tis an old tale, and
often told.”
SIR WALTER SCOTT
That evening some people who were
near them were talking about it, and that made Tom
ask Clara if her friend was in the habit of doing
startling things.
“Should you think so to look
at her now?” queried Clara, looking across the
room to where Miss Ercildoune stood.
“Indeed I shouldn’t,”
Tom replied; and indeed no one would who saw her then.
“She’s as sweet as a sugar-plum,”
he added, as he continued to look. “What
does she mean by getting off such rampant discourses?
She never wrote them herself, don’t
tell me; at least somebody else put her up
to it, that strong-minded-looking teacher
over yonder, for instance. She looks capable
of anything, and something worse, in the denouncing
way; poor little beauty was her cat’s-paw this
morning.”
“O Tom, how you talk! She
is nobody’s cat’s-paw. I can tell
you she does her own thinking and acting too.
If you’d just go and do something hateful, or
impose on somebody, one of the waiters,
for instance, you’d see her blaze
up, fast enough.”
“Ah! philanthropic?”
Clara looked puzzled. “I
don’t know; we have some girls here who are all
the time talking about benevolence, and charity, and
the like, and they have a little sewing-circle to
make up things to be sold for the church mission,
or something, I don’t know just what;
but Francesca won’t go near it.”
“Democratic, then, maybe.”
“No, she isn’t, not a
bit. She’s a thorough little aristocrat:
so exclusive she has nothing to say to the most of
us. I wonder she ever took me for a friend, though
I do love her dearly.”
Tom looked down at his bright little
sister, and thought the wonder was not a very great
one, but didn’t say so; reserving his gallantries
for somebody else’s sister.
“You seem greatly taken with her, Tom.”
“I own the soft impeachment.”
“Well, you’ll have a fair
chance, for she’s coming home with me. I
wrote to mamma, and she says, bring her by all means, and
Mr. Ercildoune gives his consent; so it is all settled.”
“Mr. Ercildoune! is there no Mrs. E.?”
“None, her mother
died long ago; and her father has not been here, so
I can’t tell you anything about him. There:
do you see that elegant-looking lady talking with
Professor Hale? that is her aunt, Mrs. Lancaster.
She is English, and is here only on a visit. She
wants to take Francesca home with her in the spring,
but I hope she won’t.”
“Why, what is it to you?”
“I am afraid she will stay, and then I shall
never see her any more.”
“And why stay? do you fancy England so very
fascinating?”
“No, it is not that; but Francesca
don’t like America; she’s forever saying
something witty and sharp about our ‘democratic
institutions,’ as she calls them; and, if you
had looked this morning, you’d have seen that
she didn’t sing The Star-Spangled Banner with
the rest of us. Her voice is splendid, and Professor
Hale wanted her to lead, as she often does, but she
wouldn’t sing that, she said, no,
not for anything; and though we all begged, she refused, flat.”
“Shocking! what total depravity!
I wonder is she converting Surrey to her hérésies.”
No, she wasn’t; not unless silence
is more potent than words; for after they had danced
together Surrey brought her to one of the great windows
facing towards the sea, and, leaning over her chair,
there was stillness between them as their eyes went
out into the night.
A wild night! great clouds drifted
across the moon, which shone out anon, with light
intensified, defining the stripped trees and desolate
landscape, and then the beach, and
“Marked
with spray
The sunken reefs, and far away
The unquiet, bright Atlantic plain,”
while through all sounded incessantly
the mournful roar of buffeting wind and surging tide;
and whether it was the scene, or the solemn undertone
of the sea, the dance music, which a little while before
had been so gay, sounded like a wail.
How could it be otherwise? Passion
is akin to pain. Love never yet penetrated an
intense nature and made the heart light; sentiment
has its smiles, its blushes, its brightness, its words
of fancy and feeling, readily and at will; but when
the internal sub-soiling is broken up, the heart swells
with a steady and tremendous pressure till the breast
feels like bursting; the lips are dumb, or open only
to speak upon indifferent themes. Flowers may
be played with, but one never yet cared to toy with
flame.
There are souls that are created for
one another in the eternities, hearts that are predestined
each to each, from the absolute necessities of their
nature; and when this man and this woman come face
to face, these hearts throb and are one; these souls
recognize “my master!” “my mistress!”
at the first glance, without words uttered or vows
pronounced.
These two young lives, so fresh, so
beautiful; these beings, in many things such antipodes,
so utterly dissimilar in person, so unlike, yet like;
their whole acquaintance a glance on a crowded street
and these few hours of meeting, looked
into one another’s eyes, and felt their whole
nature set each to each, as the vast tide “of
the bright, rocking ocean sets to shore at the full
moon.”
These things are possible. Friendship
is excellent, and friendship may be called love; but
it is not love. It may be more enduring and placidly
satisfying in the end; it may be better, and wiser,
and more prudent, for acquaintance to beget esteem,
and esteem regard, and regard affection, and affection
an interchange of peaceful vows: the result, a
well-ordered life and home. All this is admirable,
no doubt; an owl is a bird when you can get no other;
but the love born of a moment, yet born of eternity,
which comes but once in a lifetime, and to not one
in a thousand lives, unquestioning, unthinking, investigating
nothing, proving nothing, sufficient unto itself, ah,
that is divine; and this divine ecstasy filled these
two souls.
Unconsciously. They did not define
nor comprehend. They listened to the sea where
they sat, and felt tears start to their eyes, yet knew
not why. They were silent, and thought they talked;
or spoke, and said nothing. They danced; and
as he held her hand and uttered a few words, almost
whispered, the words sounded to the listening ear like
a part of the music to which they kept time.
They saw a multitude of people, and exchanged the
compliments of the evening, yet these people made no
more impression upon their thoughts than gossamer
would have made upon their hands.
“Come, Francesca!” said
Clara Russell, breaking in upon this, “it is
not fair for you to monopolize my cousin Will, who
is the handsomest man in the room; and it isn’t
fair for Will to keep you all to himself in this fashion.
Here is Tom, ready to scratch out his eyes with vexation
because you won’t dance with him; and here am
I, dying to waltz with somebody who knows my step, to
say nothing of innumerable young ladies and gentlemen
who have been casting indignant and beseeching glances
this way: so, sir, face about, march!” and
away the gay girl went with her prize, leaving Francesca
to the tender mercies of half a dozen young men who
crowded eagerly round her, and from whom Tom carried
her off with triumph and rejoicing.
The evening was over at last, and
they were going away. Tom had said good night.
“You are to be in New York,
at my uncle’s, Clara tells me.”
“It is true.”
“I may see you there?”
For answer she put out her hand.
He took it as he would have taken a delicate flower,
laid his other hand softly, yet closely, over it, and,
without any adieu spoken, went away.
“Tom always declared Willie
was a little queer, and I’m sure I begin to
think so,” said Clara, as she kissed her friend
and departed to her room.