Miss Strange was not often pensive at
least not at large functions or when under the public
eye. But she certainly forgot herself at Mrs.
Provost’s musicale and that, too, without apparent
reason. Had the music been of a high order one
might have understood her abstraction; but it was
of a decidedly mediocre quality, and Violet’s
ear was much too fine and her musical sense too cultivated
for her to be beguiled by anything less than the very
best.
Nor had she the excuse of a dull companion.
Her escort for the evening was a man of unusual conversational
powers; but she seemed to be almost oblivious of his
presence; and when, through some passing courteous
impulse, she did turn her ear his way, it was with
just that tinge of preoccupation which betrays the
divided mind.
Were her thoughts with some secret
problem yet unsolved? It would scarcely seem
so from the gay remark with which she had left home.
She was speaking to her brother and her words were:
“I am going out to enjoy myself. I’ve
not a care in the world. The slate is quite clean.”
Yet she had never seemed more out of tune with her
surroundings nor shown a mood further removed from
trivial entertainment. What had happened to becloud
her gaiety in the short time which had since elapsed?
We can answer in a sentence.
She had seen, among a group of young
men in a distant doorway, one with a face so individual
and of an expression so extraordinary that all interest
in the people about her had stopped as a clock stops
when the pendulum is held back. She could see
nothing else, think of nothing else. Not that
it was so very handsome though no other
had ever approached it in its power over her imagination but
because of its expression of haunting melancholy, a
melancholy so settled and so evidently the result
of long-continued sorrow that her interest had been
reached and her heartstrings shaken as never before
in her whole life.
She would never be the same Violet again.
Yet moved as she undoubtedly was,
she was not conscious of the least desire to know
who the young man was, or even to be made acquainted
with his story. She simply wanted to dream her
dream undisturbed.
It was therefore with a sense of unwelcome
shock that, in the course of the reception following
the programme, she perceived this fine young man approaching
herself, with his right hand touching his left shoulder
in the peculiar way which committed her to an interview
with or without a formal introduction.
Should she fly the ordeal? Be
blind and deaf to whatever was significant in his
action, and go her way before he reached her; thus
keeping her dream intact? Impossible. His
eye prevented that. His glance had caught hers
and she felt forced to await his advance and give him
her first spare moment.
It came soon, and when it came she
greeted him with a smile. It was the first she
had ever bestowed in welcome of a confidence of whose
tenor she was entirely ignorant.
To her relief he showed his appreciation
of the dazzling gift though he made no effort to return
it. Scorning all preliminaries in his eagerness
to discharge himself of a burden which was fast becoming
intolerable, he addressed her at once in these words:
“You are very good, Miss Strange,
to receive me in this unconventional fashion.
I am in that desperate state of mind which precludes
etiquette. Will you listen to my petition?
I am told you know by whom “(and
he again touched his shoulder) “that you have
resources of intelligence which especially fit you
to meet the extraordinary difficulties of my position.
May I beg you to exercise them in my behalf? No
man would be more grateful if But I see
that you do not recognize me. I am Roger Upjohn.
That I am admitted to this gathering is owing to the
fact that our hostess knew and loved my mother.
In my anxiety to meet you and proffer my plea, I was
willing to brave the cold looks you have probably
noticed on the faces of the people about us. But
I have no right to subject you to criticism.
I ”
“Remain.” Violet’s
voice was troubled, her self-possession disturbed;
but there was a command in her tone which he was only
too glad to obey. “I know the name”
(who did not!) “and possibly my duty to myself
should make me shun a confidence which may burden
me without relieving you. But you have been sent
to me by one whose behests I feel bound to respect
and ”
Mistrusting her voice, she stopped.
The suffering which made itself apparent in the face
before her appealed to her heart in a way to rob her
of her judgment. She did not wish this to be seen,
and so fell silent.
He was quick to take advantage of
her obvious embarrassment. “Should I have
been sent to you if I had not first secured the confidence
of the sender? You know the scandal attached
to my name, some of it just, some of it very unjust.
If you will grant me an interview to-morrow, I will
make an endeavour to refute certain charges which I
have hitherto let go unchallenged. Will you do
me this favour? Will you listen in your own house
to what I have to say?”
Instinct cried out against any such
concession on her part, bidding her beware of one
who charmed without excellence and convinced without
reason. But compassion urged compliance and compassion
won the day. Though conscious of weakness, she,
Violet Strange on whom strong men had come to rely
in critical hours calling for well-balanced judgment, she
did not let this concern her, or allow herself to indulge
in useless regrets even after the first effect of his
presence had passed and she had succeeded in recalling
the facts which had cast a cloud about his name.
Roger Upjohn was a widower, and the
scandal affecting him was connected with his wife’s
death.
Though a degenerate in some respects,
lacking the domineering presence, the strong mental
qualities, and inflexible character of his progenitors,
the wealthy Massachusetts Upjohns whose great place
on the coast had a history as old as the State itself,
he yet had gifts and attractions of his own which
would have made him a worthy representative of his
race, if only he had not fixed his affections on a
woman so cold and heedless that she would have inspired
universal aversion instead of love, had she not been
dowered with the beauty and physical fascination which
sometimes accompany a hard heart and a scheming brain.
It was this beauty which had caught the lad; and one
day, just as the careful father had mapped out a course
of study calculated to make a man of his son, that
son drove up to the gates with this lady whom he introduced
as his wife.
The shock, not of her beauty, though
that was of the dazzling quality which catches a man
in the throat and makes a slave of him while the first
surprise lasts, but of the overthrow of all his hopes
and plans, nearly prostrated Homer Upjohn. He
saw, as most men did the moment judgment returned,
that for all her satin skin and rosy flush, the wonder
of her hair and the smile which pierced like arrows
and warmed like wine, she was more likely to bring
a curse into the house than a blessing.
And so it proved. In less than
a year the young husband had lost all his ambitions
and many of his best impulses. No longer inclined
to study, he spent his days in satisfying his wife’s
whims and his evenings in carousing with the friends
with which she had provided him. This in Boston
whither they had fled from the old gentleman’s
displeasure; but after their little son came the father
insisted upon their returning home, which led to great
deceptions, and precipitated a tragedy no one ever
understood. They were natural gamblers this
couple as all Boston society knew; and
as Homer Upjohn loathed cards, they found life slow
in the great house and grew correspondingly restless
till they made a discovery or shall I say
a rediscovery of the once famous grotto
hidden in the rocks lining their portion of the coast.
Here they found a retreat where they could hide themselves
(often when they were thought to be abed and asleep)
and play together for money or for a supper in the
city or for anything else that foolish fancy suggested.
This was while their little son remained an infant;
later, they were less easily satisfied. Both
craved company, excitement, and gambling on a large
scale; so they took to inviting friends to meet them
in this grotto which, through the agency of one old
servant devoted to Roger to the point of folly, had
been fitted up and lighted in a manner not only comfortable
but luxurious. A small but sheltered haven hidden
in the curve of the rocks made an approach by boat
feasible at high tide; and at low the connection could
be made by means of a path over the promontory in
which this grotto lay concealed. The fortune which
Roger had inherited from his mother made these excesses
possible, but many thousands, let alone the few he
could call his, soon disappeared under the witchery
of an irresponsible woman, and the half-dozen friends
who knew his secret had to stand by and see his ruin,
without daring to utter a word to the one who alone
could stay it. For Homer Upjohn was not a man
to be approached lightly, nor was he one to listen
to charges without ocular proof to support them; and
this called for courage, more courage than was possessed
by any one who knew them both.
He was a hard man was Homer Upjohn,
but with a heart of gold for those he loved.
This, even his wary daughter-in-law was wise enough
to detect, and for a long while after the birth of
her child she besieged him with her coaxing ways and
bewitching graces. But he never changed his first
opinion of her, and once she became fully convinced
of the folly of her efforts, she gave up all attempt
to please him and showed an open indifference.
This in time gradually extended till it embraced not
only her child but her husband as well. Yes,
it had come to that. His love no longer contented
her. Her vanity had grown by what it daily fed
on, and now called for the admiration of the fast
men who sometimes came up from Boston to play with
them in their unholy retreat. To win this, she
dressed like some demon queen or witch, though it drove
her husband into deeper play and threatened an exposure
which would mean disaster not only to herself but
to the whole family.
In all this, as any one could see,
Roger had been her slave and the willing victim of
all her caprices. What was it, then, which
so completely changed him that a separation began
to be talked of and even its terms discussed?
One rumour had it that the father had discovered the
secret of the grotto and exacted this as a penalty
from the son who had dishonoured him. Another,
that Roger himself was the one to take the initiative
in this matter: That, on returning unexpectedly
from New York one evening and finding her missing
from the house, he had traced her to the grotto where
he came upon her playing a desperate game with the
one man he had the greatest reason to distrust.
But whatever the explanation of this
sudden change in their relations, there is but little
doubt that a legal separation between this ill-assorted
couple was pending, when one bleak autumn morning she
was discovered dead in her bed under circumstances
peculiarly open to comment.
The physicians who made out the certificate
ascribed her death to heart-disease, symptoms of which
had lately much alarmed the family doctor; but that
a personal struggle of some kind had preceded the fatal
attack was evident from the bruises which blackened
her wrists. Had there been the like upon her
throat it might have gone hard with the young husband
who was known to be contemplating her dismissal from
the house. But the discoloration of her wrists
was all, and as bruised wrists do not kill and there
was besides no evidence forthcoming of the two having
spent one moment together for at least ten hours preceding
the tragedy but rather full and satisfactory testimony
to the contrary, the matter lapsed and all criminal
proceedings were avoided.
But not the scandal which always follows
the unexplained. As time passed and the peculiar
look which betrays the haunted soul gradually became
visible in the young widower’s eyes, doubts arose
and reports circulated which cast strange reflections
upon the tragic end of his mistaken marriage.
Stories of the disreputable use to which the old grotto
had been put were mingled with vague hints of conjugal
violence never properly investigated. The result
was his general avoidance not only by the social set
dominated by his high-minded father, but by his own
less reputable coterie, which, however lax in its
moral code, had very little use for a coward.
Such was the gossip which had reached
Violet’s ears in connection with this new client,
prejudicing her altogether against him till she caught
that beam of deep and concentrated suffering in his
eye and recognized an innocence which ensured her
sympathy and led her to grant him the interview for
which he so earnestly entreated.
He came prompt to the hour, and when
she saw him again with the marks of a sleepless night
upon him and all the signs of suffering intensified
in his unusual countenance, she felt her heart sink
within her in a way she failed to understand.
A dread of what she was about to hear robbed her of
all semblance of self-possession, and she stood like
one in a dream as he uttered his first greetings and
then paused to gather up his own moral strength before
he began his story. When he did speak it was to
say:
“I find myself obliged to break
a vow I have made to myself. You cannot understand
my need unless I show you my heart. My trouble
is not the one with which men have credited me.
It has another source and is infinitely harder to
bear. Personal dishonour I have deserved in a
greater or less degree, but the trial which has come
to me now involves a person more dear to me than myself,
and is totally without alleviation unless you ”
He paused, choked, then recommenced abruptly:
“My wife” Violet held her breath “was
supposed to have died from heart-disease or or
some strange species of suicide. There were reasons
for this conclusion reasons which I accepted
without serious question till some five weeks ago
when I made a discovery which led me to fear ”
The broken sentence hung suspended.
Violet, notwithstanding his hurried gesture, could
not restrain herself from stealing a look at his face.
It was set in horror and, though partially turned
aside, made an appeal to her compassion to fill the
void made by his silence, without further suggestion
from him.
She did this by saying tentatively
and with as little show of emotion as possible:
“You feared that the event called
for vengeance and that vengeance would mean increased
suffering to yourself as well as to another?”
“Yes; great suffering.
But I may be under a most lamentable mistake.
I am not sure of my conclusions. If my doubts
have no real foundation if they are simply
the offspring of my own diseased imagination, what
an insult to one I revere! What a horror of ingratitude
and misunderstanding ”
“Relate the facts,” came
in startled tones from Violet. “They may
enlighten us.”
He gave one quick shudder, buried
his face for one moment in his hands, then lifted
it and spoke up quickly and with unexpected firmness:
“I came here to do so and do
so I will. But where begin? Miss Strange,
you cannot be ignorant of the circumstances, open and
avowed, which attended my wife’s death.
But there were other and secret events in its connection
which happily have been kept from the world, but which
I must now disclose to you at any cost to my pride
and so-called honour. This is the first one:
On the morning preceding the day of Mrs. Upjohn’s
death, an interview took place between us at which
my father was present. You do not know my father,
Miss Strange. A strong man and a stern one, with
a hold upon old traditions which nothing can shake.
If he has a weakness it is for my little boy Roger
in whose promising traits he sees the one hope which
has survived the shipwreck of all for which our name
has stood. Knowing this, and realizing what the
child’s presence in the house meant to his old
age, I felt my heart turn sick with apprehension,
when in the midst of the discussion as to the terms
on which my wife would consent to a permanent separation,
the little fellow came dancing into the room, his
curls atoss and his whole face beaming with life and
joy.
“She had not mentioned the child,
but I knew her well enough to be sure that at the
first show of preference on his part for either his
grandfather or myself, she would raise a claim to him
which she would never relinquish. I dared not
speak, but I met his eager looks with my most forbidding
frown and hoped by this show of severity to hold him
back. But his little heart was full and, ignoring
her outstretched arms, he bounded towards mine with
his most affectionate cry. She saw and uttered
her ultimatum. The child should go with her or
she would not consent to a separation. It was
useless for us to talk; she had said her last word.
The blow struck me hard, or so I thought, till I looked
at my father. Never had I beheld such a change
as that one moment had made in him. He stood
as before; he faced us with the same silent reprobation;
but his heart had run from him like water.
“It was a sight to call up all
my resources. To allow her to remain now, with
my feelings towards her all changed and my father’s
eyes fully opened to her stony nature, was impossible.
Nor could I appeal to law. An open scandal was
my father’s greatest dread and divorce proceedings
his horror. The child would have to go unless
I could find a way to influence her through her own
nature. I knew of but one do not look
at me, Miss Strange. It was dishonouring to us
both, and I’m horrified now when I think of
it. But to me at that time it was natural enough
as a last resort. There was but one debt which
my wife ever paid, but one promise she ever kept.
It was that made at the gaming-table. I offered,
as soon as my father, realizing the hopelessness of
the situation, had gone tottering from the room, to
gamble with her for the child.
“And she accepted.”
The shame and humiliation expressed
in this final whisper; the sudden darkness for
a storm was coming up shook Violet to the
soul. With strained gaze fixed on the man before
her, now little more than a shadow in the prevailing
gloom, she waited for him to resume, and waited in
vain. The minutes passed, the darkness became
intolerable, and instinctively her hand crept towards
the electric button beneath which she was sitting.
But she failed to press it. A tale so dark called
for an atmosphere of its own kind. She would
cast no light upon it. Yet she shivered as the
silence continued, and started in uncontrollable dismay
when at length her strange visitor rose, and still,
without speaking, walked away from her to the other
end of the room. Only so could he go on with
the shameful tale; and presently she heard his voice
once more in these words:
“Our house is large and its
rooms many; but for such work as we two contemplated
there was but one spot where we could command absolute
seclusion. You may have heard of it, a famous
natural grotto hidden in our own portion of the coast
and so fitted up as to form a retreat for our miserable
selves when escape from my father’s eye seemed
desirable. It was not easy of access, and no
one, so far as we knew, had ever followed us there.
“But to ensure ourselves against
any possible interruption, we waited till the whole
house was abed before we left it for the grotto.
We went by boat and oh! the dip of those oars!
I hear them yet. And the witchery of her face
in the moonlight; and the mockery of her low fitful
laugh! As I caught the sinister note in its silvery
rise and fall, I knew what was before me if I failed
to retain my composure. And I strove to hold
it and to meet her calmness with stoicism and the taunt
of her expression with a mask of immobility.
But the effort was hopeless, and when the time came
for dealing out the cards, my eyes were burning in
their sockets and my hands shivering like leaves in
a rising gale.
“We played one game and
my wife lost. We played another and
my wife won. We played the third and
the fate I had foreseen from the first became mine.
The luck was with her, and I had lost my boy!”
A gasp a pause, during
which the thunder spoke and the lightning flashed, then
a hurried catching of his breath and the tale went
on.
“A burst of laughter, rising
gaily above the boom of the sea, announced her victory her
laugh and the taunting words: ’You play
badly, Roger. The child is mine. Never fear
that I shall fail to teach him to revere his father.’
Had I a word to throw back? No. When I realized
anything but my dishonoured manhood, I found myself
in the grotto’s mouth staring helplessly out
upon the sea. The boat which had floated us in
at high tide lay stranded but a few feet away, but
I did not reach for it. Escape was quicker over
the rocks, and I made for the rocks.
“That it was a cowardly act
to leave her there to find her way back alone at midnight
by the same rough road I was taking, did not strike
my mind for an instant. I was in flight from my
own past; in flight from myself and the haunting dread
of madness. When I awoke to reality again it
was to find the small door, by which we had left the
house, standing slightly ajar. I was troubled
by this, for I was sure of having closed it.
But the impression was brief, and entering, I went
stumbling up to my room, leaving the way open behind
me more from sheer inability to exercise my will than
from any thought of her.
“Miss Strange” (he had
come out of the shadows and was standing now directly
before her), “I must ask you to trust implicitly
in what I tell you of my further experiences that
fatal night. It was not necessary for me to pass
my little son’s door in order to reach the room
I was making for; but anguish took me there and held
me glued to the panels for what seemed a long, long
time. When I finally crept away it was to go to
the room I had chosen in the top of the house, where
I had my hour of hell and faced my desolated future.
Did I hear anything meantime in the halls below?
No. Did I even listen for the sound of her return?
No. I was callous to everything, dead to everything
but my own misery. I did not even heed the approach
of morning, till suddenly, with a shrillness no ear
could ignore, there rose, tearing through the silence
of the house, that great scream from my wife’s
room which announced the discovery of her body lying
stark and cold in her bed.
“They said I showed little feeling.”
He had moved off again and spoke from somewhere in
the shadows. “Do you wonder at this after
such a manifest stroke by a benevolent Providence?
My wife being dead, Roger was saved to us! It
was the one song of my still undisciplined soul, and
I had to assume coldness lest they should see the greatness
of my joy. A wicked and guilty rejoicing you
will say, and you are right. But I had no memory
then of the part I had played in this fatality.
I had forgotten my reckless flight from the grotto,
which left her with no aid but that of her own triumphant
spirit to help her over those treacherous rocks.
The necessity for keeping secret this part of our disgraceful
story led me to exert myself to keep it out of my own
mind. It has only come back to me in all its
force since a new horror, a new suspicion, has driven
me to review carefully every incident of that awful
night.
“I was never a man of much logic,
and when they came to me on that morning of which
I have just spoken and took me in where she lay and
pointed to her beautiful cold body stretched out in
seeming peace under the satin coverlet, and then to
the pile of dainty clothes lying neatly folded on
a chair with just one fairy slipper on top, I shuddered
at her fate but asked no questions, not even when
one of the women of the house mentioned the circumstance
of the single slipper and said that a search should
be made for its mate. Nor was I as much impressed
as one would naturally expect by the whisper dropped
in my ear that something was the matter with her wrists.
It is true that I lifted the lace they had carefully
spread over them and examined the discoloration which
extended like a ring about each pearly arm; but having
no memories of any violence offered her (I had not
so much as laid hand upon her in the grotto), these
marks failed to rouse my interest. But and
now I must leap a year in my story there
came a time when both of these facts recurred to my
mind with startling distinctness and clamoured for
explanation.
“I had risen above the shock
which such a death following such events would naturally
occasion even in one of my blunted sensibilities, and
was striving to live a new life under the encouragement
of my now fully reconciled father, when accident forced
me to re-enter the grotto where I had never stepped
foot since that night. A favourite dog in chase
of some innocent prey had escaped the leash and run
into its dim recesses and would not come out at my
call. As I needed him immediately for the hunt,
I followed him over the promontory and, swallowing
my repugnance, slid into the grotto to get him.
Better a plunge to my death from the height of the
rocks towering above it. For there in a remote
corner, lighted up by a reflection from the sea, I
beheld my setter crouched above an object which in
another moment I recognized as my dead wife’s
missing slipper. Here! Not in the waters
of the sea or in the interstices of the rocks outside,
but here! Proof that she had never walked back
to the house where she was found lying quietly in her
bed; proof positive; for I knew the path too well
and the more than usual tenderness of her feet.
“How then, did she get there;
and by whose agency? Was she living when she
went, or was she already dead? A year had passed
since that delicate shoe had borne her from the boat
into these dim recesses; but it might have been only
a day, so vividly did I live over in this moment of
awful enlightenment all the events of the hour in
which we sat there playing for the possession of our
child. Again I saw her gleaming eyes, her rosy,
working mouth, her slim, white hand, loaded with diamonds,
clutching the cards. Again I heard the lap of
the sea on the pebbles outside and smelt the odour
of the wine she had poured out for us both. The
bottle which had held it; the glass from which she
had drunk lay now in pieces on the rocky floor.
The whole scene was mine again and as I followed the
event to its despairing close, I seemed to see my own
wild figure springing away from her to the grotto’s
mouth and so over the rocks. But here fancy faltered,
caught by a quick recollection to which I had never
given a thought till now. As I made my way along
those rocks, a sound had struck my ear from where
some stunted bushes made a shadow in the moonlight.
The wind might have caused it or some small night
creature hustling away at my approach; and to some
such cause I must at the time have attributed it.
But now, with brain fired by suspicion, it seemed
more like the quick intake of a human breath.
Some one had been lying there in wait, listening at
the one loophole in the rocks where it was possible
to hear what was said and done in the heart of the
grotto. But who? who? and for what purpose this
listening; and to what end did it lead?
“Though I no longer loved even
the memory of my wife, I felt my hair lift, as I asked
myself these questions. There seemed to be but
one logical answer to the last, and it was this:
A struggle followed by death. The shoe fallen
from her foot, the clothes found folded in her room
(my wife was never orderly), and the dimly blackened
wrists which were snow-white when she dealt the cards all
seemed to point to such a conclusion. She may
have died from heart-failure, but a struggle had preceded
her death, during which some man’s strong fingers
had been locked about her wrists. And again the
question rose, Whose?
“If any place was ever hated
by mortal man that grotto was hated by me. I
loathed its walls, its floor, its every visible and
invisible corner. To linger there to
look almost tore my soul from my body; yet
I did linger and did look and this is what I found
by way of reward.
“Behind a projecting ledge of
stone from which a tattered rug still hung, I came
upon two nails driven a few feet apart into a fissure
of the rock. I had driven those nails myself
long before for a certain gymnastic attachment much
in vogue at the time, and on looking closer, I discovered
hanging from them the rope-ends by which I was wont
to pull myself about. So far there was nothing
to rouse any but innocent reminiscences. But
when I heard the dog’s low moan and saw him leap
at the curled-up ends, and nose them with an eager
look my way, I remembered the dark marks circling
the wrists about which I had so often clasped my mother’s
bracelets, and the world went black before me.
“When consciousness returned when
I could once more move and see and think, I noted
another fact. Cards were strewn about the floor,
face up and in a fixed order as if laid in a mocking
mood to be looked upon by reluctant eyes; and near
the ominous half-circle they made, a cushion from
the lounge, stained horribly with what I then thought
to be blood, but which I afterwards found to be wine.
Vengeance spoke in those ropes and in the carefully
spread-out cards, and murder in the smothering pillow.
The vengeance of one who had watched her corroding
influence eat the life out of my honour and whose
love for our little Roger was such that any deed which
ensured his continued presence in the home appeared
not only warrantable but obligatory. Alas!
I knew of but one person in the whole world who could
cherish feeling to this extent or possess sufficient
will power to carry her lifeless body back to the house
and lay it in her bed and give no sign of the abominable
act from that day on to this.
“Miss Strange, there are men
who have a peculiar conception of duty. My father ”
“You need not go on.”
How gently, how tenderly our Violet spoke. “I
understand your trouble ”
Did she? She paused to ask herself
if this were so, and he, deaf perhaps to her words,
caught up his broken sentence and went on:
“My father was in the hall the
day I came staggering in from my visit to the grotto.
No words passed, but our eyes met and from that hour
I have seen death in his countenance and he has seen
it in mine, like two opponents, each struck to the
heart, who stand facing each other with simulated
smiles till they fall. My father will drop first.
He is old very old since that day five
weeks ago; and to see him die and not be sure to
see the grave close over a possible innocence, and
I left here in ignorance of the blissful fact till
my own eyes close forever, is more than I can hold
up under; more than any son could. Cannot you
help me then to a positive knowledge? Think! think!
A woman’s mind is strangely penetrating, and
yours, I am told, has an intuitive faculty more to
be relied upon than the reasoning of men. It must
suggest some means of confirming my doubts or of definitely
ending them.”
Then Violet stirred and looked about
at him and finally found voice.
“Tell me something about your
father’s ways. What are his habits?
Does he sleep well or is he wakeful at night?”
“He has poor nights. I
do not know how poor because I am not often with him.
His valet, who has always been in our family, shares
his room and acts as his constant nurse. He can
watch over him better than I can; he has no distracting
trouble on his mind.”
“And little Roger? Does
your father see much of little Roger? Does he
fondle him and seem happy in his presence?”
“Yes; yes. I have often
wondered at it, but he does. They are great chums.
It is a pleasure to see them together.”
“And the child clings to him shows
no fear sits on his lap or on the bed and
plays as children do play with his beard or with his
watch-chain?”
“Yes. Only once have I
seen my little chap shrink, and that was when my father
gave him a look of unusual intensity, looking
for his mother in him perhaps.”
“Mr. Upjohn, forgive me the
question; it seems necessary. Does your father or
rather did your father before he fell ill ever
walk in the direction of the grotto or haunt in any
way the rocks which surround it?”
“I cannot say. The sea
is there; he naturally loves the sea. But I have
never seen him standing on the promontory.”
“Which way do his windows look?”
“Towards the sea.”
“Therefore towards the promontory?”
“Yes.”
“Can he see it from his bed?”
“No. Perhaps that is the cause of a peculiar
habit he has.”
“What habit?”
“Every night before he retires
(he is not yet confined to his bed) he stands for
a few minutes in his front window looking out.
He says it’s his good-night to the ocean.
When he no longer does this, we shall know that his
end is very near.”
The face of Violet began to clear.
Rising, she turned on the electric light, and then,
reseating herself, remarked with an aspect of quiet
cheer:
“I have two ideas; but they
necessitate my presence at your place. You will
not mind a visit? My brother will accompany me.”
Roger Upjohn did not need to speak,
hardly to make a gesture; his expression was so eloquent.
She thanked him as if he had answered
in words, adding with an air of gentle reserve:
“Providence assists us in this matter. I
am invited to Beverly next week to attend a wedding.
I was intending to stay two days, but I will make
it three and spend the extra one with you.”
“What are your requirements,
Miss Strange? I presume you have some.”
Violet turned from the imposing portrait
of Mr. Upjohn which she had been gravely contemplating,
and met the troubled eye of her young host with an
enigmatical flash of her own. But she made no
answer in words. Instead, she lifted her right
hand and ran one slender finger thoughtfully up the
casing of the door near which they stood till it struck
a nick in the old mahogany almost on a level with her
head.
“Is your son Roger old enough
to reach so far?” she asked with another short
look at him as she let her finger rest where it had
struck the roughened wood. “I thought he
was a little fellow.”
“He is. That cut was made
by by my wife; a sample of her capricious
willfulness. She wished to leave a record of herself
in the substance of our house as well as in our lives.
That nick marks her height. She laughed when
she made it. ‘Till the walls cave in or
burn,’ is what she said. And I thought
her laugh and smile captivating.”
Cutting short his own laugh which
was much too sardonic for a lady’s ears, he
made a move as if to lead the way into another portion
of the room. But Violet failed to notice this,
and lingering in quiet contemplation of this suggestive
little nick, the only blemish in a room
of ancient colonial magnificence, she thoughtfully
remarked:
“Then she was a small woman?”
adding with seeming irrelevance “like
myself.”
Roger winced. Something in the
suggestion hurt him, and in the nod he gave there
was an air of coldness which under ordinary circumstances
would have deterred her from pursuing this subject
further. But the circumstances were not ordinary,
and she allowed herself to say:
“Was she so very different from me, in
figure, I mean?”
“No. Why do you ask? Shall we not
join your brother on the terrace?”
“Not till I have answered the
question you put me a moment ago. You wished
to know my requirements. One of the most important
you have already fulfilled. You have given your
servants a half-holiday and by so doing ensured to
us full liberty of action. What else I need in
the attempt I propose to make, you will find listed
in this memorandum.” And taking a slip
of paper from her bag, she offered it to him with a
hand, the trembling of which he would have noted had
he been freer in mind.
As he read, she watched him, her fingers nervously
clutching her throat.
“Can you supply what I ask?”
she faltered, as he failed to raise his eyes or make
any move or even to utter the groan she saw surging
up to his lips. “Will you?” she impetuously
urged, as his fingers closed spasmodically on the
paper, in evidence that he understood at last the
trend of her daring purpose.
The answer came slowly, but it came. “I
will. But what ”
Her hand rose in a pleading gesture.
“Do not ask me, but take Arthur
and myself into the garden and show us the flowers.
Afterwards, I should like a glimpse of the sea.”
He bowed and they joined Arthur who
had already begun to stroll through the grounds.
Violet was seldom at a loss for talk
even at the most critical moments. But she was
strangely tongue-tied on this occasion, as was Roger
himself. Save for a few observations casually
thrown out by Arthur, the three passed in a disquieting
silence through pergola after pergola, and around
beds gorgeous with every variety of fall flowers, till
they turned a sharp corner and came in full view of
the sea.
“Ah!” fell in an admiring
murmur from Violet’s lips as her eyes swept
the horizon. Then as they settled on a mass of
rock jutting out from the shore in a great curve,
she leaned towards her host and softly whispered:
“The promontory?”
He nodded, and Violet ventured no
farther, but stood for a little while gazing at the
tumbled rocks. Then, with a quick look back at
the house, she asked him to point out his father’s
window.
He did so, and as she noted how openly
it faced the sea, her expression relaxed and her manner
lost some of its constraint. As they turned to
re-enter the house, she noticed an old man picking
flowers from a vine clambering over one end of the
piazza.
“Who is that?” she asked.
“Our oldest servant, and my
father’s own man,” was Roger’s reply.
“He is picking my father’s favourite flowers,
a few late honeysuckles.”
“How fortunate! Speak to
him, Mr. Upjohn. Ask him how your father is this
evening.”
“Accompany me and I will; and
do not be afraid to enter into conversation with him.
He is the mildest of creatures and devoted to his
patient. He likes nothing better than to talk
about him.”
Violet, with a meaning look at her
brother, ran up the steps at Roger’s side.
As she did so, the old man turned and Violet was astonished
at the wistfulness with which he viewed her.
“What a dear old creature!”
she murmured. “See how he stares this way.
You would think he knew me.”
“He is glad to see a woman about
the place. He has felt our isolation Good
evening, Abram. Let this young lady have a spray
of your sweetest honeysuckle. And, Abram, before
you go, how is Father to-night? Still sitting
up?”
“Yes, sir. He is very regular
in his ways. Nine is his hour; not a minute before
and not a minute later. I don’t have to
look at the clock when he says: ‘There,
Abram, I’ve sat up long enough.’”
“When my father retires before
his time or goes to bed without a final look at the
sea, he will be a very sick man, Abram.”
“That he will, Mr. Roger; that
he will. But he’s very feeble to-night,
very feeble. I noticed that he gave the boy fewer
kisses than usual. Perhaps he was put out because
the child was brought in a half-hour earlier than
the stated time. He don’t like changes;
you know that, Mr. Roger; he don’t like changes.
I hardly dared to tell him that the servants were
all going out in a bunch to-night.”
“I’m sorry,” muttered
Roger. “But he’ll forget it by to-morrow.
I couldn’t bear to keep a single one from the
concert. They’ll be back in good season
and meantime we have you. Abram is worth half
a dozen of them, Miss Strange. We shall miss
nothing.”
“Thank you, Mr. Roger, thank
you,” faltered the old man. “I try
to do my duty.” And with another wistful
glance at Violet, who looked very sweet and youthful
in the half-light, he pottered away.
The silence which followed his departure
was as painful to her as to Roger Upjohn. When
she broke it it was with this decisive remark:
“That man must not speak of
me to your father. He must not even mention that
you have a guest to-night. Run after him and tell
him so. It is necessary that your father’s
mind should not be taken up with present happenings.
Run.”
Roger made haste to obey her.
When he came back she was on the point of joining
her brother but stopped to utter a final injunction:
“I shall leave the library,
or wherever we may be sitting, just as the clock strikes
half-past eight. Arthur will do the same, as by
that time he will feel like smoking on the terrace.
Do not follow either him or myself, but take your
stand here on the piazza where you can get a full
view of the right-hand wing without attracting any
attention to yourself. When you hear the big
clock in the hall strike nine, look up quickly at
your father’s window. What you see may determine oh,
Arthur! still admiring the prospect? I do not
wonder. But I find it chilly. Let us go
in.”
Roger Upjohn, sitting by himself in
the library, was watching the hands of the mantel
clock slowly approaching the hour of nine.
Never had silence seemed more oppressive
nor his sense of loneliness greater. Yet the
boom of the ocean was distinct to the ear, and human
presence no farther away than the terrace where Arthur
Strange could be seen smoking out his cigar in solitude.
The silence and the loneliness were in Roger’s
own soul; and, in face of the expected revelation
which would make or unmake his future, the desolation
they wrought was measureless.
To cut his suspense short, he rose
at length and hurried out to the spot designated by
Miss Strange as the best point from which to keep watch
upon his father’s window. It was at the
end of the piazza where the honeysuckle hung, and
the odour of the blossoms, so pleasing to his father,
well-nigh overpowered him not only by its sweetness
but by the many memories it called up. Visions
of that father as he looked at all stages of their
relationship passed in a bewildering maze before him.
He saw him as he appeared to his childish eyes in those
early days of confidence when the loss of the mother
cast them in mutual dependence upon each other.
Then a sterner picture of the relentless parent who
sees but one straight course to success in this world
and the next. Then the teacher and the matured
adviser; and then oh, bitter change! the
man whose hopes he had crossed whose life
he had undone, and all for her who now came stealing
upon the scene with her slim, white, jewelled hand
forever lifted up between them. And she!
Had he ever seen her more clearly? Once more
the dainty figure stepped from fairy-land, beauteous
with every grace that can allure and finally destroy
a man. And as he saw, he trembled and wished
that these moments of awful waiting might pass and
the test be over which would lay bare his father’s
heart and justify his fears or dispel them forever.
But the crisis, if crisis it was,
was one of his own making and not to be hastened or
evaded. With one quick glance at his father’s
window, he turned in his impatience towards the sea
whose restless and continuous moaning had at length
struck his ear. What was in its call to-night
that he should thus sway towards it as though drawn
by some dread magnetic force? He had been born
to the dashing of its waves and knew its every mood
and all the passion of its song from frolicsome ripple
to melancholy dirge. But there was something
odd and inexplicable in its effect upon his spirit
as he faced it at this hour. Grim and implacable a
sound rather than a sight it seemed to hold
within its invisible distances the image of his future
fate. What this image was and why he should seek
for it in this impenetrable void, he did not know.
He felt himself held and was struggling with this influence
as with an unknown enemy when there rang out, from
the hall within, the preparatory chimes for which
his ear was waiting, and then the nine slow strokes
which signalized the moment when he was to look for
his father’s presence at the window.
Had he wished, he could not have forborne
that look. Had his eyes been closing in death,
or so he felt, the trembling lids would have burst
apart at this call and the revelations it promised.
And what did he see? What did that window hold
for him?
Nothing that he might not have seen
there any night at this hour. His father’s
figure drawn up behind the panes in wistful contemplation
of the night. No visible change in his attitude,
nothing forced or unusual in his manner. Even
the hand, lifted to pull down the shade, moves with
its familiar hesitation. In a moment more that
shade will be down and But no! the lifted
hand falls back; the easy attitude becomes strained,
fixed. He is staring now not merely
gazing out upon the wastes of sky and sea; and Roger,
following the direction of his glance, stares also
in breathless emotion at what those distances, but
now so impenetrable, are giving to the eye.
A spectre floating in the air above
the promontory! The spectre of a woman of
his wife, clad, as she had been clad that fatal night!
Outlined in supernatural light, it faces them with
lifted arms showing the ends of rope dangling from
either wrist. A sight awful to any eye, but to
the man of guilty heart
Ah! it comes the cry for
which the agonized son had been listening! An
old man’s shriek, hoarse with the remorse of
sleepless nights and days of unimaginable regret and
foreboding! It cuts the night. It cuts its
way into his heart. He feels his senses failing
him, yet he must glance once more at the window and
see with his last conscious look But what
is this! a change has taken place in the picture and
he beholds, not the distorted form of his father sinking
back in shame and terror before this visible image
of his secret sin, but that of another weak, old man
falling to the floor behind his back! Abram! the
attentive, seemingly harmless, guardian of the household!
Abram! who had never spoken a word or given a look
in any way suggestive of his having played any other
part in the hideous drama of their lives than that
of the humble and sympathetic servant!
The shock was too great, the relief
too absolute for credence. He, the listener at
the grotto? He, the avenger of the family’s
honour? He, the insurer of little Roger’s
continuance with the family at a cost the one who
loved him best would rather have died himself than
pay? Yes! there is no misdoubting this old servitor’s
attitude of abject appeal, or the meaning of Homer
Upjohn’s joyfully uplifted countenance and outspreading
arms. The servant begs for mercy from man, and
the master is giving thanks to Heaven. Why giving
thanks? Has he been the prey of cankering doubts
also? Has the father dreaded to discover that
in the son which the son has dreaded to discover in
the father?
It might easily be; and as Roger recognizes
this truth and the full tragedy of their mutual lives,
he drops to his knees amid the honeysuckles.
“Violet, you are a wonder. But how did
you dare?”
This from Arthur as the two rode to the train in the
early morning.
The answer came a bit waveringly.
“I do not know. I am astonished
yet, at my own daring. Look at my hands.
They have not ceased trembling since the moment you
threw the light upon me on the rocks. The figure
of old Mr. Upjohn in the window looked so august.”
Arthur, with a short glance at the
little hands she held out, shrugged his shoulders
imperceptibly. It struck him that the tremulousness
she complained of was due more to some parting word
from their young host, than from prolonged awe at
her own daring. But he made no remark to this
effect, only observed:
“Abram has confessed his guilt, I hear.”
“Yes, and will die of it.
The master will bury the man, and not the man the
master.”
“And Roger? Not the little fellow, but
the father?”
“We will not talk of him,”
said she, her eyes seeking the sea where the sun in
its rising was battling with a troop of lowering clouds
and slowly gaining the victory.