A black cross had been set against
Judge Hawkins’ name; why, it is not for me to
say. We were not accustomed to explain our motives
or to give reasons for our deeds. The deeds were
enough, and this black cross meant death; and when
it had been shown us, all that we needed to know further
was at what hour we should meet for the contemplated
raid.
A word from the captain settled that;
and when the next Friday came, a dozen men met at
the place of rendezvous, ready for the ride which
should bring them to the Judge’s solitary mansion
across the mountains.
I was amongst them, and in as satisfactory
a mood as I had ever been in my life; for the night
was favorable, and the men hearty and in first-rate
condition.
But after we had started, and were
threading a certain wood, I began to have doubts.
Feelings I had never before experienced assailed me
with a force that first perplexed and then astounded
me. I was afraid, and what rather heightened
than diminished the unwonted sensation, was the fact
that I was not afraid of anything tangible, either
in the present or future, but of something unexplainable
and peculiar, which, if it lay in the skies, certainly
made them look dark indeed; and if it hid in the forest,
caused its faintest murmur to seem like the utterance
of a great dread, as awful as it was inexplicable.
I nevertheless proceeded, and should
have done so if the great streaks of lightning which
now and then shot zigzag through the sky had taken
the shape of words and bid us all beware. I was
not one to be daunted, and knew no other course than
that of advance when once a stroke of justice had
been planned, and the direction for its fulfilment
marked out. I went on, but I began to think,
and that to me was an experience; for I had never
been taught to reflect, only to fight and obey.
The house towards which we were riding
was built on a hillside, and the first thing we saw
on emerging from the forest, was a light burning in
one of its distant windows. This was a surprise;
for the hour was late, and in that part of the country
people were accustomed to retire early, even such
busy men as the Judge. He must have a visitor,
and a visitor meant a possible complication of affairs;
so a halt was called and I was singled out to reconnoitre
the premises, and bring back word of what we had a
right to expect.
I started off in a strange state of
mind. The fear I had spoken of had left me, but
a vague shadow remained, through which, as through
a mist, I saw the light in that far away window beckoning
me on to what I felt was in some way to make an end
of my present life. As I drew nearer to it, the
feeling increased; then it, too, left me, and I found
myself once more the daring avenger. This was
when I came to the foot of the hill and discovered
I had but a few steps more to take.
The house, which had now become plainly
visible, was a solid one of stone, built as I have
said, on the hillside. It faced the road, as
was shown by the large portico, dimly to be discerned
in that direction; but its rooms were mainly on the
side, and it was from one of these that the light
shone. As I came yet nearer, I perceived that
these rooms were guarded by a piazza, which, communicating
with the portico in front, afforded an open road to
that window and a clear sight of what lay behind it.
I was instantly off my horse and upon
the piazza, and before I had had time to realize that
my fears had returned to me with double force, I had
crept with stealthy steps towards that uncurtained
window and looked in.
What did I see? At first nothing
but a calm, studious figure, bending above a batch
of closely written papers, upon which the light shone
too brightly for me to perceive much of what lay beyond
them. But gradually an influence, of whose workings
I was scarcely conscious, drew my eyes away, and I
began to discover on every side strange and beautiful
objects which greatly interested me, until suddenly
my eyes fell upon a vision of loveliness so enchanting
that I forgot to look elsewhere, and became for the
moment nothing but sight and feeling.
It was a picture, or so I thought
in that first instant of awe and delight. But
presently I saw that it was a woman, living and full
of the thoughts that had never been mine; and at the
discovery a sudden trembling seized me; for I had
never seen anything in heaven or earth like her beauty,
while she saw nothing but the man who was bending
over his papers.
There was a door or something dark
behind her, and against it her tall strong figure,
clad in a close white gown, stood out with a distinctness
that was not altogether earthly. But it was her
face that held me, and made of me from moment to moment
a new man.
For in it I discerned what I had never
believed in till now, devotion that had no limit,
and love which asked nothing in return. She seemed
to be faltering on the threshold of that room, like
one who would like to enter but does not dare, and
in another moment, with a smile that pierced me through
and through, she turned as if to go. Instantly
I forgot everything but my despair, and leaned forward
with an impetuosity that betrayed my presence, for
she glanced quickly towards the window, and seeing
me, turned pale, even while she rose in height till
I felt myself shrink and grow small before her.
Thrusting out her hand, she caught
from the table before her what looked like a small
dagger, and holding it up, advanced upon me with blazing
eyes and parted lips, not seeing that the Judge had
risen to his feet, not seeing anything but my face
glued against the pane, and staring with an expression
that must have struck her to the heart as surely as
her look pierced mine. When she was almost upon
me I turned and fled. Hell could not have frightened
me, but Heaven did; and for me that woman was Heaven
whether she smiled or frowned, gazed upon another
with love, or raised a dagger to strike me to the ground.
How soon I met my mates I cannot say.
In a few minutes, doubtless, for they had stolen after
me and had detected me running away from the window.
I was forced to tell my tale, and I told it unhesitatingly,
for I knew I could not save him if I wanted
to and I knew I should save her or die
in the attempt.
“He is alone there with a girl,”
I announced. “Whether she is his wife or
not I cannot say, but there is no cross against her
name, and I ask that she be spared not only from sharing
his fate, but from the sight of his death, for she
loves him.”
This from me! No wonder the captain
stared, then laughed. But I did not laugh in
return, and being the strongest man in the band and
the surest with my rifle, he did not trifle long,
but listened to my plans and in part consented to
them, so that I retreated to my post at the gateway
with something like confidence, while he, approaching
the door, lifted the knocker and let it fall with
a resounding clang that must have rung like a knell
of death to the hearts within.
For the Judge knew our errand.
I saw it in his face when he rose to his feet, and
he had no hope, for we had never failed in our attempts,
and the house, though strongly built, was easily assailable.
While the captain knocked, three men
had scaled the portico and were ready to enter the
open windows, if the Judge refused to appear or offered
any resistance to what was known as the captain’s
will.
“Death to the Judge!”
was the cry; and it was echoed not only at the door,
but around the house, where the rest of the men had
drawn a cordon ready to waylay any one who sought
to escape. Death to the Judge! And the Judge
was loved by that woman and would be mourned by her
till But a voice is speaking, a voice from
out that great house, and it asks what is wanted and
what the meaning is of these threats of death.
And the captain answers short and sharp:
“The Ku-Klux commands but never
explains. What it commands now is for Judge Hawkins
to come forth. If he shrinks or delays his house
will be entered and burnt; but if he will come out
and meet like a man what awaits him, his house shall
go free and his family remain unmolested.”
“And what is it that awaits him?” pursued
the voice.
“Four bullets from four unerring rifles,”
returned the captain.
“It is well; he will come forth,”
cried the voice, and then in a huskier tone:
“Let me kiss the woman I love. I will not
keep you long.”
And the captain answered nothing,
only counted out clearly and steadily, “One two three,”
up to a hundred, then he paused, turned, and lifted
his hand; when instantly our four rifles rose, and
at the same moment the door, with a faint grating
sound I shall never forget, slowly opened and the
firm, unshrinking figure of the Judge appeared.
We did not delay. One simultaneous
burst of fire, one loud quick crack, and his figure
fell before our eyes. A sound, a cry from within,
then all was still, and the captain, mounting his horse,
gave one quick whistle and galloped away. We
followed him, but I was the last to mount, and did
not follow long; for at the flash of those guns I
had seen a smile cross our victim’s lip, and
my heart was on fire, and I could not rest till I
had found my way back to that open doorway and the
figure lying within it.
There it was, and behind it a house
empty as my heart has been since that day. A
man’s dress covering a woman’s form and
over the motionless, perfect features, that same smile
which I had seen in the room beyond and again in the
quick glare of the rifles.
I had harbored no evil thought concerning
her, but when I beheld that smile now sealed and fixed
upon her lips, I found the soul I had never known
I possessed until that day.