CHAPTER I - MISS BELINDA HAS A QUESTION TO DECIDE.
“I pray you in
your letters,
Speak of me as I am; nothing extenuate,
Nor set down aught in malice.”
OTHELLO.
Miss Belinda sitting before her bedroom
fire on a certain windy night in January, presented
a picture of the most profound thought. A year
had elapsed since, with heavy heart and moistened
eye, she had bidden good-bye to the child of her care,
and beheld her drift away with her new friend into
a strange and untried life. And now a letter had
come from that friend, in which with the truest appreciation
for the feelings of herself and sister, he requested
their final permission to adopt Paula as his own child
and the future occupant of his house and heart.
Yes, after a year of increased comfort,
Mrs. Sylvester, who would never have consented to
receive as her own any child demanding care or attention,
had decided it was quite a different matter to give
place and position to a lovely girl already grown,
whose beauty was sufficiently pronounced to do credit
to the family while at the same time it was of a character
to heighten by contrast her own very manifest attractions.
So the letter, destined to create such a disturbance
in the stern and powerful mind of Miss Belinda, had
been written and dispatched.
And indeed it was matter for the gravest
reflection. To accede to this important request
was to yield up all control over the dear young girl
whose affection had constituted the brightness of this
somewhat disappointed life, while to refuse an offer
made with such evident love and anxiety, was to bring
a pang of regret to a heart she hesitated to wound.
The question of advantage which might have swayed others
in their decision, did not in the least affect Miss
Belinda. Now that Paula had seen the world and
gained an insight into certain studies beyond the
reach of her own attainments, any wishes in which she
might have indulged on that score were satisfied,
and mere wealth with its concomitant of luxuriant
living, she regarded with distrust, and rather in
the light of a stumbling-block to the great and grand
end of all existence.
Suddenly with that energy which characterized
all her movements, she rose from her seat, and first
casting a look of somewhat cautious inquiry at the
recumbent figure of her sister, asleep in the heavy
old fashioned bed that occupied one corner of the
room, she proceeded to a bureau drawer and took out
a small box which she unlocked on the table.
It was full of letters; those same honest epistles,
which, as empowered by Mr. Sylvester, she had requested
Paula to send her from week to week. Some of
them were a year old, but she read them all carefully
through, while the clock ticked on the shelf and the
wind soughed in the chimney. Certain passages
she marked, and when she had finished the pile, she
took up the letters again and re-read those passages.
They were necessarily desultory in their character,
but they all had, in her mind at least, a bearing
upon the question on hand, and as such, I give them
to my readers.
“O aunty, I have made a friend,
a sweet girl friend who I have reason to hope will
henceforth be to me as my other eye and hand.
Her name is Stuyvesant a name by the way
that always calls up a certain complacent smile on
Cousin Ona’s countenance and she is
the daughter of one of the directors of Mr. Sylvester’s
bank. I met her in a rather curious way.
For some reason Ona had expressed a wish for me to
ride horseback. She is rather too large for the
exercise herself, but thought it looked well, she
said, to see a lady and groom ride from the front of
the house; moreover it would keep me in color by establishing
my health. So Mr. Sylvester who denies her nothing,
promised us horses and the groom, and as a preparation
for acquitting myself with credit, has sent me to
one of the finest riding academies in the city.
It was here I met Miss Stuyvesant. She is a small
interesting-looking girl whose chief beauty lies in
her expression which is certainly very charming.
I was conscious of a calm and satisfied feeling the
moment I saw her. Her eyes which are raised with
a certain appeal to your face, are blue, while her
lips that break into smiles only at rare moments,
are rosy and delicately curved. In her riding-habit
she looks like a child, but when dressed for the street
she surprises you with the reserved and womanly air
with which she carries her proud head. Altogether
she is a sweet study to me, alluring me with her glance
yet awing me by her dainty ladyhood, a ladyhood too
unconscious to be affected and yet so completely a
part of her whole delicate being, that you could as
soon dissociate the bloom from the rose, as the air
of highborn reserve, from this sweet scion of one
of New York’s oldest families.
“I was mounting my horse when
our eyes first met, and I never shall forget her look
of delighted surprise. Did she recognize in me
the friend I now hope to become? Later we were
introduced by Mr. Sylvester who had been so kind as
to accompany me that day. The way in which he
said to her, ‘This is Paula,’ proved that
I was no new topic of conversation between them, and
indeed she afterwards explained to me that she had
been forewarned of my arrival during an afternoon call
at his house. There was in this first interview
none of the unnecessary gush which you have so often
reprobated as childish; indeed Miss Stuyvesant is
not a person with whom one would presume to be familiar,
nor was it till we had met several times that any acknowledgement
was made of the mutual interest with which we found
ourselves inspired. Cousin Ona to whom I had
naturally spoken of the little lady, wished me to
cultivate her acquaintance more assiduously, but I
knew that if I had excited in her the same interest
she had awakened in me, this would not be necessary;
our friendship would grow of itself and blossom without
any hot-house forcing. And so it did. One
day she came to the riding-school with her eyes like
stars and her cheeks like the oleanders in your sitting-room.
Her brightness was so contagious, I stepped up to
her. But she greeted me with almost formal reserve,
and mounting her horse, proceeded to engage in her
usual exercise. I was not hurt; I recognized
the presence of some thought or feeling which made
a barrier around her sensitive nature, and duly respected
it. Mounting my own horse, I rode around the
ring which is the somewhat limited field of my present
equestrian efforts, and waited. For I knew from
the looks which she cast me every now and then, that
the flower of our friendship was outgrowing its sheath
and would soon burst into the bud of perfect understanding.
At the end of the lesson we approached each other.
I do not know how it was done, but we walked home
together, or rather I accompanied her to the stoop
of her house, and before we parted we had exchanged
those words which give emphasis to a sentiment long
cherished but now for the first time avowed.
Miss Stuyvesant and I are friends, and I feel as though
a new stream of enjoyment had opened in my breast.
“The fact that I still call
her by this formal title instead of her very pretty
name of Cicely, proves the nature of the respect she
inspires even in the breasts of her girlish associates.”
“Why is it that I frequently
hesitate as I go up the stairs and look about me with
a vague feeling of apprehension? The bronze figure
of Luxury that adorns the landing, wears no semblance
of terror to the wildest imagination, and yet I often
find myself seized by an inexplicable shudder as I
hurry past it; and once I actually looked behind me
with the same sensation as if some one had plucked
me by the sleeve.
“It is a folly; for recording which, I make
my excuses.”
“Cousin Ona has decided that
I must never wear colors. ’Soft grays, my
dear, dead blacks and opaque whites are all that you
need to bring out the fine contrast of your hair and
complexion; the least hint of blue or pink would destroy
it.’ So she says and so I must believe,
for who else has made such a study of the all important
subject of dress. Behold me, then, arrayed for
my first reception in a colorless robe of rich silk
to which Ona after long consideration allowed me to
add some ornaments of plain gold with which Mr. Sylvester
has kindly presented me. But I think more of
the people I am going to meet than of anything else,
though I enjoy the home-feeling which a pretty dress
gives me, as well as a violet does its bright blue
coat.”
“I have heard a great preacher!
What shall I say? At first it seems as if nothing
could express my joy and satisfaction. The sapling
that is shaken to its root by the winds of heaven,
keeps silence I imagine. But O Aunty, if my smallness
makes me quake, it also makes me feel. What gates
of thought have been opened to me! What shining
tracks of inquiry pointed out! I feel as if I
had been shown a path where angels walked. Can
it be that such words have been uttered every week
of my life and I in ignorance of them? It is
like the revelation of the ocean to unaccustomed eyes.
Henceforth small things must seem like pebble stones
above which stretch innumerable heavenly vistas.
It is not so much that new things have been revealed
to me as that old things have been made strangely
eloquent. The voice of a daisy on the hill side,
the breath of thunder in the mountain gorges, the
blossoming of a child’s smile under its mother’s
eye, the fact that golden portals are opened in every
life for the coming and going of the messengers of
God, all have been made real to me, real as the voice
of the Saviour to his disciples as they walked in
the fields or started back awe-stricken from the stupendous
vision of the cross. It is a solemn thing to see
one’s humble thoughts caught by the imagination
of a great mind and carried on and up into regions
you never realized existed.
“I was so burdened with joy
that I could not forbear asking Mr. Sylvester if he
did not feel as if the whole face of the world had
changed since we entered those holy doors. He
did not respond with the glad ‘Yes’ for
which I hoped, and though his smile was very kind,
I could not help wondering what it was that sometimes
fell between us like a veil.”
“O Aunty, how my heart does
yearn towards Mr. Sylvester at times! As I see
him sitting with clouded brow in the midst of so much
that ought to charm and enliven him, I ask myself
if the advantages of wealth compensate for all this
care and anxiety. But I notice he is much more
cheerful now than when I first came. Ona says
he is in danger of losing the air of melancholy reserve
which made him look so distinguished, but I think
we can spare a little of such doubtful distinguishment
for the sake of the smiles with which he now and then
indulges us.”
“I feel as if a hand had gripped
my throat. Cousin Ona spoke to Mr. Sylvester
this morning in a way that made my very heart stand
still. And yet it was only a simple, ‘Follow
your own judgment, Mr. Sylvester.’ But
how she said it! Do these languid women carry
venom in their tongues? I had always thought
she was of too easy a disposition to feel anger or
display it; but the spring of a serpent is all the
deadlier for his long silent basking in the sun.
O pardon me for making such a frightful allusion.
But if you had seen her and heard Mr. Sylvester’s
sigh as he turned and left the room!”
“Mr. Bertram Sylvester has awakened
my deepest interest. His uncle has told me his
story, which alone of all the things I have heard in
this house, I do not feel at liberty to repeat, and
it has aroused in me strange thoughts and very peculiar
emotions. He is devoted to some one we do not
know, and the idea surrounds him in my eyes with a
sort of halo that you would perhaps call fanciful,
but which I am nevertheless bound to reverence.
He does not know that I am acquainted with his story.
I wish he did and would let me speak the words that
rise to my lips whenever I see him or hear him play.”
“There are moments when I long
to flee back to Grotewell. It is when Cousin
Ona comes in from shopping with a dozen packages to
be opened and commented upon, or when Mrs. Fitzgerald
has been here or some other of her ultra-fashionable
acquaintances. The atmosphere of the house for
hours after either of the above occurrences is too
heavy for breathing. I have to go away and clear
my brain by a brisk walk or a look into Knoedler’s
or Schaus’.”
“The panel where Cousin Ona’s
picture used to hang, has been filled by one of Meissonier’s
most interesting studies; and though I never thought
Mr. Sylvester particularly fond of the French style
of art, he seems very well satisfied with the result.
I cannot understand how Cousin Ona can regard the
misfortune to her portrait so calmly. I think
it would break my heart to see a husband look with
complacency on any picture, no matter how exquisite,
that took the place of my own, especially if like
her’s, it was painted in my bridal days.
I sometimes wonder if those days are as sacred to
the memory of husband and wife as I have always imagined
them to be.”
“Why does Cousin Ona never speak
of Grotewell, and why, if by chance I mention the
name, does she drop her eyes and a shadow cross the
countenance of Mr. Sylvester?”
“There is a word Mr. Sylvester
uses in the most curious way; it is fuss.
He calls everything a fuss that while insignificant
in size or character has power either to irritate
or please. A fly is a fuss; so is a dimple in
a girl’s cheek or a figure that goes wrong in
accounts. I have even heard him call a child,
‘That dear little fuss.’ Bertram
unconsciously imitates his uncle in this peculiar mannerism
and is often heard alluding to this or that as a fuss
of fusses. Indeed they say this use of the
word is a peculiarity of the Sylvester family.”
“I think from the way Mr. Sylvester
spoke yesterday, that he must have experienced some
dreadful trouble in his life. We were walking
in the wards of a hospital that is, Miss
Stuyvesant, Mr. Sylvester and myself when
some one near us gave utterance to the trite expression,
’O it will heal, but the scar will always remain.’
’That is a common saying,’ remarked Mr.
Sylvester, ’but how true a one no one realizes
but he who carries the scar.’”
“It may be imagination or simply
the effect of increased appreciation on my part, but
it does seem as if Miss Stuyvesant grew lovelier and
more companionable each time that I meet her.
She makes me think of a temple in which a holy lamp
is burning. Her very silences are eloquent, and
yet she is never distraite but always cheerful
and frequently the brightest of the company.
But it is a brightness without glitter, a gentle lustre
that delights you but never astonishes. I meet
many sweet girls in the so-called heartless circles
of society, but none like her. She is my white
lily on which a moonbeam rests.”
“This house contains a mystery,
as Ona is pleased to designate the room at the top
of the house to which Mr. Sylvester withdraws when
he desires to be alone. And indeed it is a sort
of Bluebeard’s chamber, in that he keeps it
rigidly under lock and key, allowing no one to enter
it, not even his wife. The servants declare that
no one but himself has ever crossed its threshold,
but I can scarcely believe that. Ona has not,
but there must surely be some trusty person to whom
he allots the care of its furniture. Am I only
proving myself to be a true member of my sex when
I allow that I cannot hinder my own curiosity from
hovering about a spot so religiously guarded?
Yet what should we see if its doors were thrown open?
A study surrounded with books it displeases him to
see misplaced, or a luxurious apartment fitted with
every appointment necessary to rest and comfort him
when he comes home tired from business.”
“I never saw Mr. Sylvester angry
till to-day. By some inadvertence he went down
town without locking the door of his private room,
and though he returned immediately upon missing the
key from his pocket, he was barely in time to prevent
Cousin Ona from invading the spot he has always kept
so sacred from intrusion. I was not present and
of course did not hear what was said, but I caught
a glimpse of his face as he left the house, and found
it quite sufficient to assure me of his dissatisfaction.
As for Ona, she declares he pulled her back as if she
had been daring the plague. ’I do not expect
to find five beautiful wives hanging up there by their
necks,’ concluded she with a forced laugh, ’but
I shall yet see the interior of that room, if only
to establish my prerogative as the mistress of this
house.’
“I do not now feel as if I wished to see it.”
“There is one thing that strikes
me as peculiar in Miss Stuyvesant, and that is, that
as much pleasure as she seems to take in my society
when we meet, she never comes to see me in Mr. Sylvester’s
house. For a long time I wondered over this but
said nothing, but one day upon receiving a second
invitation to visit her, I mentioned the fact as delicately
as I could, and was quite distressed to observe how
seriously she took the rebuke, if rebuke it could
be called. ‘I cannot explain myself,’
she murmured in some embarrassment; ’but Mr.
Sylvester’s house is closed against me.
You must not ask me to seek you there or expect me
to do myself the pleasure of attending Mrs. Sylvester’s
receptions. I cannot. Is that enough for
me to say to my dearest friend?’ I hardly knew
what to reply, but finally ventured to inquire if
she was restrained by any fact that would make it
undignified in me to seek her society and enjoy the
pleasures she is continually offering me. And
she answered with such a cheerful negative I was quite
reassured. And so the matter is settled.
Our friendship is to be emancipated from the bonds
of etiquette and I am to enjoy her company whenever
I can. To-morrow we are going to take our first
ride in the park. The horses have been bought,
and much to Cousin Ona’s satisfaction, the groom
has been hired.”
“I was told something the other
day, of a nature so unpleasant that I should not think
of repeating it, if you had not expressly commanded
me to confide to you everything that for any reason
produced an effect upon me in my new home. My
informant was Sarah, the somewhat gossiping woman
whom Ona has about her as seamstress and maid.
She said and she had spoken before I could
prevent her that the way Mrs. Sylvester
took on about her mourning at the time of little Geraldine’s
death was enough to wear out the patience of Job.
She even went so far as to tell the dressmaker that
if she could not have her dress made to suit her she
would not put on mourning at all! Aunty, can you
wonder that Mr. Sylvester looks so bitterly sombre
whenever mention is made of his child? He loved
it, and its own mother could worry over the fit of
a dress while his bereaved heart was breaking!
I confess I can never feel the same indulgence towards
what I considered the idiosyncrasies of a fashionable
beauty again. Her smooth white skin makes me tremble;
it has never flushed with delight over the innocent
smiles of her firstborn.”
“Mr. Sylvester is very polite
to Cousin Ona and seems to yield to her wishes in
everything. But if I were she I think my heart
would break over that very politeness. But then
she is one who demands formality even from the persons
of her household. I have never seen him stoop
for a kiss or beheld her even so much as lay her hand
on his shoulder. But I have observed him wait
on her at moments when he was pale from weariness
and she flushed with long twilight reclinings before
her sleepy boudoir fire.”
“There are times when I would
not exchange my present opportunities for any others
which might be afforded me. General
dined here to-day, and what a vision of a great struggle
was raised up before me by his few simple words in
regard to Gettysburg. I did not know which to
admire most, the military bearing and vivid conversation
of the great soldier, or the ease and dignity with
which Mr. Sylvester met his remarks and answered each
glowing sentence. General
spoke a few words to me. How gentle these lion-like
men can be when they stoop their tall heads to address
little children or young women!”
“What a noble-hearted man Mr.
Sylvester is! Mr. Turner in speaking of him the
other night, declared there is no one in his congregation
who in a quiet way does so much for the poor.
’He is especially interested in young men,’
said he, ’and will leave his own affairs at any
time to aid or advise them.’ I knew Mr.
Sylvester was kind, but Mr. Turner’s enthusiasm
was uncommon. He evidently admires Mr. Sylvester
as much as every one else loves him. And he is
not alone in this. Almost every day I hear some
remark made of a nature complimentary to my benefactor’s
character or ability. Even Mr. Stuyvesant who
so seldom appears to notice us girls, once interrupted
a conversation between Cicely and myself to inquire
if Mr. Sylvester was quite well. ’I thought
he looked pale to-day,’ remarked he, in his
dry but not unkindly way, and then added, ‘He
must not get sick; he is too valuable to us.’
This was a great deal for Mr. Stuyvesant to say, and
it caused a visible gratification to Mr. Sylvester
when I related it to him in the evening. ‘I
had rather satisfy that man than any other I know,’
declared he. ’He is of the stern old-fashioned
sort, and it is an honor to any one to merit his approval.
I did not tell him that I had also heard Mr. Stuyvesant
observe in a conversation with some business friend
of his, that Edward Sylvester was the only speculator
he knew in whom he felt implicit confidence.
Somehow it always gives me an uncomfortable feeling
to hear Mr. Sylvester alluded to as a speculator.
Besides since he has entered the Bank, he has I am
told, entirely restricted himself to what are called
legitimate operations.”
“Mr. Sylvester came home with
a dreadful look on his face to-day. We were standing
in the hall at the time the door opened, and he went
by us without a nod, almost as if he did not see us.
Even Ona was startled and stood gazing after him with
an anxiety such as I had never observed in her before,
while I was conscious of that sick feeling I have sometimes
experienced when he came upon me suddenly from his
small room above, or paused in the midst of the gayest
talk, to ask me some question that was wholly irrelevant
and most frequently sad.
“‘He has met with some
heavy loss,’ murmured his wife, glancing down
the handsome parlors with a look such as a mother
might bestow upon the face of a sick child. But
I was sure she had not sounded his trouble, and in
my impetuosity was about to fly to his side when we
saw him pause before the image of Luxury that stands
on the stair, look at it for a moment with a strange
intentness, then suddenly and with a gesture of irrepressible
passion, lift his arm as if he would fell it from its
place. The action was so startling, Ona clutched
my sleeve in terror, but he passed on and in another
moment we heard him shut the door of his room.
“Would he be down to dinner?
that was the next question. Ona thought not;
I did not dare to think. Nevertheless it was a
great relief to me when I saw him enter the dining-room
with that set immovable look he sometimes wears when
Ona begins one of her long and rambling streams of
fashionable gossip. ‘It is nothing,’
flashed from his wife’s eyes to mine, and she
lapsed at once into her most graceful self, but she
nevertheless hastened her meal and I was quite prepared
to observe her follow him, as with the polite excuse
of weariness, he left the table before desert.
I could not hear what she asked him, but his answer
came distinctly to my ears from the midst of the library
to which they had withdrawn. ’It is nothing
in which you have an interest, Ona. Thank heaven
you do not always know the price with which the splendors
you so love are bought.’ And she did not
cry out, ’O never pay such a price for any joy
of mine! Sooner than cost you so dear I would
live on crusts and dwell in a garret.’
No, she kept silence, and when in a few minutes later
I joined her in the library, it was to find on her
usually placid lips, a thin cool smile that struck
like ice to my heart, and made it impossible for me
to speak.
“But the hardest trial of the
day was to hear Mr. Sylvester come in at eleven o’clock he
went out again immediately after dinner and
go up stairs without giving me my usual good-night.
It was such a grief to me I could not keep still,
but hurried to the foot of the stairs in the hopes
he would yet remember me and come back. But instead
of that, he no sooner saw me than he threw out his
hand almost as if he would push me back, and hastened
on up the whole winding flight till he reached the
refuge of that mysterious room of his at the top of
the house.
“I could not go back to Ona
after that she had been to make a call
somewhere with a young gentleman friend of hers; yes
on this very night had been to make a call but
I took advantage of the late hour to retire to my
own room where for a long time I lay awake listening
for his descending step and seeing, as in a vision,
the startling picture of his lifted arm raised against
the unconscious piece of bronze on the stair.
Henceforth that statue will possess for me a still
more dreadful significance.”
“It is the twenty-fifth of February.
Why should I feel as if I must be sure of the exact
date before I slept?”
The next extract followed close on
this and was the last which Miss Belinda read.
“Mr. Sylvester seems to have
recovered from his late anxiety. He does not
shrink from me any more with that half bitter, half
sad expression that has so long troubled and bewildered
me, but draws me to his side and sits listening to
my talk until I feel as if I were really of some comfort
to this great and able man. Ona does not notice
the change; she is all absorbed in preparing for the
visit to Washington, which Mr. Sylvester has promised
her.”
Miss Belinda calmly folded up the
letters and locked them again in the little mahogany
box, after which she covered up the embers and quietly
went to bed. But next morning a letter was despatched
to Mr. Sylvester which ran thus:
“DEAR MR. SYLVESTER:
“For the present at least you
may keep Paula with you. But I am not ready
to say that I think it would be for her best good to
be received and acknowledged as your daughter yet.
Hoping you will appreciate the motives that actuate
this decision,
“I remain, respectfully
yours,
“BELINDA ANN WALTON.”
CHAPTER II - AN ADVENTURE OR SOMETHING MORE.
“Bliss was it in that
dawn to be alive,
But to be young was
very heaven.” WORDSWORTH.
Oph. What
means this, my lord?
Ham. Marry,
this is the miching mallecho; it means
mischief.”
HAMLET.
A ride in the Central Park is an every-day
matter to most people. It signifies an indolent
bowling over a smooth road all alive with the glitter
of passing équipages, waving ribbons and fluttering
plumes, and brightened now and then by the sight of
a well known face amid the general rush of old and
young, plain and handsome, sad and gay countenances
that flash by you in one long and brilliant procession.
But to Paula and her friend Miss Stuyvesant
starting out in the early freshness of a fair April
morning, it meant new life, reawakening joy, the sparkle
of young leaves just loosed from the bonds of winter,
the sweetness and promise of spring airs, and all
the budding glory of a new year with its summer of
countless roses and its autumn of incalculable glories.
Not the twitter of a bird was lost to them, not the
smile of an opening flower, not the welcome of a waving
branch. Youth, joy, and innocence lived in their
hearts and showed them nothing in the mirror of nature
that was not equally young, joyous and innocent.
Then they were alone, or sufficiently so. The
stray wanderers whom they met sitting under the flowering
trees, were equally with themselves lovers of nature
or they would not be seated in converse with it at
this early hour; while the laugh of little children
startled from their play by the prance of their high-stepping
horses, was only another expression of the sweet but
unexpressed delight that breathed in all the radiant
atmosphere.
“We are two birds who have escaped
thralldom and are taking our first flight into our
natural ether,” cried Miss Stuyvesant gaily.
“We are two pioneers lit by
the spirit of adventure, who have left the cosy hearth
of wintry-fires to explore the domains of the frost
king, and lo, we have come upon a Paradise of bloom
and color!” responded the ringing voice of Paula.
“I feel as if I could mount
that little white cloud we see over there,”
continued Cicely with a quick lively wave of her whip.
“I wonder how Dandy would enjoy an empyrean
journey?”
“From the haughty bend of his
neck I should say he was quite satisfied with his
present condition. But perhaps his chief pride
is due to the mistress he carries.”
“Are you attempting to vie with Mr. Williams,
Paula?”
Mr. Williams was the meek-eyed, fair
complexioned gentleman, whose predilection for compliment
was just then a subject of talk in fashionable circles.
“Only so far as my admiration
goes of the most charming lady I see this morning.
But who is this?”
Miss Stuyvesant looked up. “Ah,
that is some one with whom there is very little danger
of your falling in love.”
Paula blushed. The gentleman
approaching them upon horseback was conspicuous for
long side whiskers of a decidedly auburn tinge.
“His name is ”
But she had not time to finish, for the gentleman with
a glance of astonished delight at Paula, bowed to
the speaker with a liveliness and grace that demanded
some recognition.
Instantly he drew rein. “Do
I behold Miss Stuyvesant among the nymphs!”
cried he, in those ringing pleasant tones that at once
predispose you towards their possessor.
“If you allude to my friend
Miss Fairchild, you certainly do, Mr. Ensign,”
the wicked little lady rejoined with a waiving of her
usual ceremony that astonished Paula.
Mr. Ensign bestowed upon them his
most courtly bow, but the flush that mounted to his
brow making his face one red, as certain
of his friends were malicious enough to observe on
similar occasions indicated that he had
been taken a little more at his word than perhaps suited
even one of his easy and proverbially careless temperament.
“Miss Fairchild will understand that I am not
a Harvey Williams at least before an introduction,”
said he with something like seriousness.
But at this allusion to the gentleman
whose name had been upon their lips but a moment before,
both ladies laughed outright.
“I have just been accused of
attempting the rôle of that gentleman myself,”
exclaimed Paula. “If the fresh morning air
will persist in painting such roses on ladies’
cheeks,” continued she, with a loving look at
her pretty companion “what can one be expected
to do?”
“Admire,” quoth the red
bannered cavalier with a glance, however, at the beautiful
speaker instead of the demure little Cicely at her
side.
Miss Stuyvesant perceived this look
and a curious smile disturbed the corners of her rosy
lips. “What a fortunate man to be able to
do the right thing at the right time,” laughed
she, gaily touching up her horse that was beginning
to show symptoms of restlessness.
“If Miss Stuyvesant will put
that in the future tense and then assure us she has
been among the prophets, I should be singularly obliged,”
said he with a touch of his hat and a smiling look
at Paula that was at once manly and gentle, careless
and yet respectful.
“Ah, life is too bright for
prophesies this morning. The moment is enough.”
“Is it Miss Fairchild?”
queried Mr. Ensign looking back over his shoulder.
She turned just a bit of her cheek
towards him. “What Miss Stuyvesant declares
to be true, that am I bound to believe,” said
she, and with the least little ripple of a laugh,
rode on.
“It is a pity you have such
a dislike for whiskers,” Cicely presently remarked
with an air of great gravity.
Paula gave a start and cast a glance
of reproach at her companion. “I did not
notice his whiskers after the first word or two,”
said she, fixing her eyes on a turn of the road before
them. “Such cheerfulness is infectious.
I was merry before, but now I feel as if I had been
bathed in sunshine.”
Cicely’s eyes flashed wide with
surprise and her face grew serious in earnest.
“Mr. Ensign is a delightful companion,”
observed she; “a room is always brighter for
his entrance; and with all that, he is the only young
man I know, who having come into a large fortune, feels
any of the responsibilities of his position.
The sunshine is the result of a good heart and pure
living, and that is what makes it infectious, I suppose.”
“Let us canter,” said
Paula. And so the glad young things swept on,
life breaking in bubbles around them and rippling
away into unfathomable wells of feeling in one of
their pure hearts at least. Suddenly a hand seemed
to swoop from heaven and dash them both back in dismay.
They had reached one of those places where the foot
path crosses the equestrian and they had run over
and thrown down a little child.
“O heaven!” cried Paula
leaping from her horse, “I had rather been killed
myself.” The groom rode up and she bent
anxiously over the child.
It was a boy of some seven or eight
years, whose misfortune he was lame, as
the little crutch fallen at his side sufficiently denoted made
appear much younger. He had been struck on his
arm and was moaning with pain, but did not seem to
be otherwise hurt. “Are you alone?”
cried Paula, lifting his head on her arm and glancing
hurriedly about.
The little fellow raised his heavy
lids and for a moment stared into her face with eyes
so deeply blue and beautiful they almost startled her,
then with an effort pointed down the path, saying,
“Dad’s over there in the
long tunnel talking to some one. Tell him I got
hurt. I want Dad.”
She gently lifted him to his feet
and led him out of the road into the apparently deserted
path where she made him sit down. “I am
going to find his father,” said Paula to Cicely,
“I will be back in a moment.”
“But wait; you shall not go
alone,” authoritatively exclaimed that little
damsel, leaping in her turn to the ground. “Where
does he say his father is?”
“In the tunnel, by which I suppose
he means that long passage under the bridge over there.”
Holding up the skirts of their riding-habits
in their trembling right hands, they hurried forward.
Suddenly they both paused. A woman had crossed
their path; a woman whom to look at but once was to
remember with ghastly shrinking for a lifetime.
She was wrapped in a long and ragged cloak, and her
eyes, startling in their blackness, were fixed upon
the pain-drawn countenance of the poor little hurt
boy behind them, with a gleam whose feverish hatred
and deep malignant enjoyment of his very evident sufferings,
was like a revelation from the lowest pit to the two
innocent-minded girls hastening forward on their errand
of mercy.
“Is he much hurt?” gasped
the woman in an ineffectual effort to conceal the
evil nature of her interest. “Do you think
he will die?” with a shrill lingering emphasis
on the last word as if she longed to roll it like
a sweet morsel under her tongue.
“Who are you?” asked Cicely,
shrinking to one side with dilated eyes fixed on the
woman’s hardened countenance and the white, too
white hand with which she had pointed as she spoke
of the child.
“Are you his mother?”
queried Paula, paling at the thought but keeping her
ground with an air of unconscious authority.
“His mother!” shrieked
the woman, hugging herself in her long cloak and laughing
with fiendish sarcasm: “I look like his
mother, don’t I? His eyes did
you notice his eyes? they are just like mine, aren’t
they? and his body, poor weazen little thing, looks
as if it had drawn sustenance from mine, don’t
it? His mother! O heaven!”
Nothing like the suppressed force
of this invocation seething as it was with the worst
passions of a depraved human nature, had ever startled
those ears before. Clasping Cicely by the hand,
she called out to the groom behind them, “Guard
that child as you would your life!” and then
flashing upon the wretched creature before her with
all the force of her aroused nature, she exclaimed,
“If you are not his mother, move aside and let
us pass, we are in search of assistance.”
For an instant the woman stood awe-struck
before this vision of maidenly beauty and indignation,
then she laughed and cried out with shrill emphasis:
“When next you look like that,
go to your mirror, and when you see the image it reflects,
say to yourself, ’So once looked the woman who
defied me in the Park!’”
With a quick shudder and a feeling
as if the noisome cloak of this degraded being had
somehow been dropped upon her own fair and spotless
shoulders, Paula clasped the hand of Cicely more tightly
in her own, and rushed with her down the steps that
led into the underground passage towards which they
had been directed.
There were but two persons in it when
they entered. A short thickset man and another
man of a slighter and more gentlemanly build.
They were engaged in talking, and the latter was bringing
down his right hand upon the palm of his left with
a gesture almost foreign in its expressive energy.
“I tell you,” declared
he, with a voice that while low, reverberated through
the hollow vault above him with strange intensity,
“I tell you I’ve got my grip on a certain
rich man in this city, and if you will only wait,
you shall see strange things. I don’t know
his name and I don’t know his face, but I do
know what he has done, and a thousand dollars down
couldn’t buy the knowledge of me.”
“But if you don’t know
his name and don’t know his face, how in the
name of all that’s mischievous are you going
to know your man?”
“Leave that to me! If I
once meet him and hear him talk, one more rich man
goes down and one more poor devil goes up, or I’ve
not the wit that starvation usually teaches.”
The nature of these sentences together
with the various manifestations of interest with which
they were received, had for a moment deterred the
two girls in their hurried advance, but now they put
away every thought save that of the poor little creature
awaiting his Dad, and lifting up her voice, Paula
said,
“Are either of you the father of a little lame
lad ”
Instantly and before she could conclude,
the taller of the two, who had also been the chief
speaker in the above conversation, turned, and she
saw his hand begrimed though it was with dirt and dark
with many a disgraceful trick, go to his heart in
a gesture too natural to be anything but involuntary.
“Is he hurt?” gasped he,
but in how different a tone from that of the woman
who had used the same words a few minutes before.
Then seeing that the persons who addressed him were
ladies and one of them at least a very beautiful one,
took off his hat with an easy action, that together
with what they had heard, proved him to be one of that
most dangerous class among us, a gentleman who has
gone thoroughly and irretrievably to the bad.
“I am afraid he is, sir,”
said Paula. “He was attempting to cross
the road, and a horse advancing hurriedly, struck
him.” She had not courage to say her horse
in face of the white and trembling dismay that seized
him at these words.
“Where is he?” cried he.
“Where’s my poor boy?” And he bounded
up the steps, his hat still in his hand, his long
unkempt locks flying, and his whole form expressive
of the utmost alarm.
“Down by the carriage road,”
called out Paula, finding it impossible for them to
keep up with such haste.
“But is he much injured?”
cried a smooth voice at their side.
They turned; it was the short thickset
man who had been the other’s companion in the
conversation above recorded.
“We trust not,” answered
Cicely; “his arm received the blow, and he suffers
very much, but we hope it is not serious;” and
they hurried on.
They found the father seated on the
grass holding the little fellow in his arms.
The look on his once handsome but now thoroughly corrupt
and dissipated face, made their hearts melt within
them. However wicked he might be and
that sly treacherous eye, that false impudent lip,
that settling of the whole face into the mould which
Vice applies to all her votaries, left no doubt of
his complete depravity he dearly loved his
child, and love, no matter how it is expressed, or
in what garb it appears, is a sacred and beautiful
thing, and ennobles for the time being any creature
who displays it.
“’Twas a hard knock up,
Dad,” came from the white lips of the child as
he felt his father’s trembling hand feel up and
down his arm, “but I guess the ‘little
fellar’ can stand it.” “Little
feller” was evidently the name by which his
father was accustomed to address him.
“There are no bones broken,”
said the father. “To be lame and maimed
too would be ”
He did not finish, for a delicately
gloved hand was here laid on his sleeve, and a gentle
voice whispered, “Money cannot pay for an injury
like that, but please accept this;” and Paula
thrust a purse into his hand.
He clutched it eagerly, but at her
next request that he should tell her where he lived
that they might inquire after the boy, he shook his
head with a return of his old emphasis.
“The haunts of bats and jackals
are not for ladies.” Then as he caught
sight of her pitiful face bending in farewell over
the little urchin, some remembrance perhaps of the
days when he had a right to stoop to the ear of beautiful
women and walk unrebuked at their side, returned to
him from the past, and respectfully lowering his voice,
he asked her name.
She gave it and he seemed to lay it
away in his mind; then as the ladies turned to remount
their horses, rose and began carrying the little fellow
off. As he vanished in the turn of the path that
led towards the main entrance, they perceived a tall
dark figure arise from a seat in the distance and
stand looking after him, with a leer on its face and
a malicious hugging of itself in a long black cloak,
that proclaimed her to be the same ominous being who
had before so grievously startled them.
CHAPTER III - THE SWORD OF DAMOCLES.
“And my imaginations
are as foul
As Vulcan’s smithy.”
HAMLET.
“Why, all the souls
that were, were forfeit once;
And He that might the vantage
best have took
Found out the remedy.”
MEASURE FOR MEASURE.
Mrs. Sylvester reclining on the palest
of blue couches, in the slanting sunlight of an April
afternoon, is a study for a painter. Not that
such inspiring loveliness breathed from her person,
conspicuous as it was for its rich and indolent grace,
but because in every attitude of her large and well
formed limbs, in every raise of the thick white lids
from eyes whose natural brightness was obscured by
the mist of aimless fancies, she presented such an
embodiment of luxurious ease, one might almost imagine
they were gazing upon the favorite Sultana of some
eastern court, or, to be for once poetical as the
subject demands, a full blown Egyptian lotos floating
in hushed enjoyment on the placid waters of its native
stream. Indeed for all the blonde character of
her beauty, there was certainly something oriental
about the physique of this favored child of fortune.
Had the tint of her skin been richened to a magnolia
bloom instead of reminding you of that description
accorded to the complexion of one of Napoleon’s
sisters, that it looked like white satin seen through
pink glass, she would have passed in any Eastern market,
for a rare specimen of Circassian beauty.
But Mr. Sylvester coming home fatigued
and harassed, cared little for Circassian beauties
or Oriental odalisques. It was a welcome
that he desired, and such refreshment as a quick eye
and ready hand can bestow when guided by a tender
and loving heart; or so thought the watchful Paula
as she glided from her room at the sound of his step
in the hall, and met him coming weary and disheartened
from the side of Ona’s couch. The sight
of her revived him at once.
“Well, little one, what have you been doing
to-day?”
Instantly a shade fell over her countenance.
“I hardly know how to tell you. It has
been a day of great experiences to me. I am literally
shaken with them. I have been wanting to talk
to Ona about what I have seen and heard, but thought
I had best wait till you came home, for I could not
repeat the story twice.”
“What! you look pale. Nothing
has happened to frighten you I hope,” exclaimed
he, leading her back to Ona’s side, who stirred
a little, and presently deigned to take an upright
position.
“I do not know if it is fear
or horror,” cried Paula, shuddering; “I
have seen a fearful woman But first I ought
to tell you that I took a ride with Miss Stuyvesant
in the Park this morning ”
“Yes, and persisted in going
for that lady on horseback instead of sending the
groom after her, and all starting from the front of
our house,” murmured Mrs. Sylvester with lazy
chagrin.
Paula smiled, but otherwise took no
notice of this standing topic of disagreement.
“It was a beautiful day,”
she proceeded, “and we enjoyed it very much,
but we were so unfortunate as to run over a little
boy, at that place where the equestrian road crosses
the foot path; a lame child, Mr. Sylvester, who could
not get out of our way; poor too, with a ragged jacket
on which seemed to make it all the worse.”
Ona gave a shrug with her white shoulders,
that seemed to question this. “Did you
injure him very much?” queried she, with a show
of interest; not sufficient however to impair her
curiosity as to the cut of one of her nails.
“I cannot say; his little arm
was struck, and when I went to pick him up, he lay
back in my lap and moaned till I thought my heart would
break. But that was not the worst that happened.
As we went hurrying up the walk to find the child’s
father, we were met by a woman wrapped in a black
cloak whose long and greasy folds seemed like the symbol
of her own untold depravity. Her glance as she
encountered the child writhing in pain at my feet,
made my heart stand still. It was more than malignant,
it was actually fiendish. ‘Is he hurt?’
she asked, and it seemed as if she gloated over the
question; she evidently longed to hear that he was,
longed to be told that he would die; and when I inquired
if she was his mother, she broke into a string of
laughter, that seemed to darken the daylight.
‘His mother! O yes, we look alike, don’t
we!’ she exclaimed, pointing with a mocking
gesture frightful to see, first at his eyes which
were very blue and beautiful, and then at her own which
were dark as evil thoughts could make them. I
never saw anything so dreadful. Malignancy! and
towards a little lame child! what could be more horrible!”
Mr. Sylvester and his wife exchanged
looks, then the former asked, “Did she follow
you, Paula?”
“No; after telling me that I But
I cannot repeat what she said,” exclaimed the
young girl with a quick shudder. “Since
I came home,” she musingly continued, “I
have looked and looked at my face in the glass, but
I cannot believe that what she declared is true.
There is no similarity between us, could never have
been any: I will not have it that she ever saw
in all the days of her life such a picture as that
in her glass.” And with a sudden gesture
Paula started up and pointed to herself as she stood
reflected in one of the tall mirrors with which Ona’s
boudoir abounded.
“And did she dare to make any
comparison between you and her own degraded self?”
exclaimed Mr. Sylvester, with a glance at the exquisite
vision of pure girlhood thus doubly presented to his
notice.
“Yes, what I am, she was once,
or so she said. And it may be true. I have
never suffered sorrow or experienced wrong, and cannot
measure their power to carve the human face with such
lines as I beheld on that woman’s countenance
to-day. But do not let us talk of her any more.
She left us at last, and we found the child’s
father. Mr. Sylvester,” she suddenly asked,
“are there to be found in this city, men occupying
honorable positions and as such highly esteemed, who
like Damocles of old, may be said to sit under the
constant terror of a falling sword in the shape of
some possible disclosure, that if made, would ruin
their position before the world forever?”
Mr. Sylvester started as if he had
been shot. “Paula!” cried he, and
instantly was silent again. He did not look at
his wife, but if he had, he would have perceived that
even her fair skin was capable of blanching to a yet
more startling whiteness, and that her sleepy eyes
could flash open with something like expression in
their lazy depths.
“I mean,” dreamily continued
Paula, absorbed in her own remembrance, “that
if what we overheard said by the father of that child
to-day is true, some one of our prominent men, whose
life is not all it appears, is standing on the verge
of possible exposure and shame; that a hound is on
his track in the form of a starving man; and that sooner
or later he will have to pay the price of an unprincipled
creature’s silence, or fall into public discredit
like some others of whom we have lately read.”
Then as silence filled the room, she added, “It
makes me tremble to think that a man of means and
seeming honor should be placed in such a position,
but worse still that we may know such a one and be
ignorant of his misery and his shame.”
“It is getting time for me to
dress,” murmured Ona, sinking back on her pillow
and speaking in her most languid tone of voice.
“Could you not hasten your story a little Paula?”
But Mr. Sylvester with a hurried glance
at the closing eyes of his wife, requested on the
contrary that she would explain herself more definitely.
“Ona will pardon the delay,” said he, with
a set, strained politeness that called up the least
little quiver of suppressed sarcasm about the rosy
infantile lips that he evidently did not consider it
worth his while to notice.
“But that is all,” said
Paula. However she repeated as nearly as she
could just what the boy’s father had said.
At the conclusion Mr. Sylvester rose.
“What kind of a looking man
was he?” said that gentleman as he crossed to
the window.
“Well, as nearly as I can describe,
he was tall, dark and seedy, with a shock of black
hair and a pair of black whiskers that floated on the
wind as he walked. He was evidently of the order
of decayed gentleman, and his manner of talking, especially
in the profuse use he made of his arms and hands,
was decidedly foreign. Yet his speech was pure
and without accent.”
Mr. Sylvester’s face as he asked
the next question was comparatively cheerful.
“Was the other man with whom he was talking,
as dark and foreign as himself?”
“O no, he was round and jovial,
a little too insinuating perhaps, in his way of speaking
to ladies, but otherwise a a well enough appearing
man.”
Mr. Sylvester bowed and looked at
his watch. (Why do gentlemen always consult their
watches even in the face of the clock?) “Ona,
you are right,” said he, “it is time you
were dressing for dinner.” And concluding
with a word or two of sympathy as to the peculiar nature
of Paula’s adventures as he called them, he
hastened from the room and proceeded to his little
refuge above.
“He has not asked me what became
of the child,” thought Paula, with a certain
pang of surprise. “I expected him to say,
’Shall we not try and see the little fellow,
Paula?’ if only to allow me to explain that the
child’s father would not tell me where they lived.
But the later affair has evidently put the child out
of his head. And indeed it is only natural that
a business man should be more interested in such a
fact as I have related, than in the sprained arm of
a wretched creature’s ‘little feller.’”
And she turned to assist Ona, who had arisen from her
couch and was now absorbed in the intricacies of an
uncommonly elaborate toilet.
“Those men did not mention any
names?” suddenly queried that lady, looking
with an expression of careful anxiety, at the twist
of her back hair, in the small hand-mirror she held
over her shoulder.
“No,” said Paula, dropping
a red rose into the blonde locks she was so carefully
arranging. “He expressly said he did not
know the name of the person to whom he alluded.
It was a strange conversation for me to overhear,
was it not?” she remarked, happy to have interested
her cousin in anything out of the domains of fashion.
“I don’t know certainly of
course ” returned Mrs. Sylvester with
some incoherence. “Do you think red looks
as well with this black as the lavender would do?”
she rambled on in her lightest tone, pulling out a
box of feathers.
Paula gave her a little wistful glance
of disappointment and decided in favor of the lavender.
“I am bound to look well to-night
if I never do so again,” said Ona. They
were all going to a public reception at which a foreign
lord was expected to be present. “How fortunate
I am to have a perfect little hairdresser in my own
family, without being obliged to send for some gossipy,
fussy old Madame with her stories of how such and such
a one looked when dressed for the Grand Duke’s
ball, or how Mrs. So and So always gave her more than
her price because she rolled up puffs so exquisitely.”
And stopping to aid the deft girl in substituting the
lavender feather for the red rose in her hair she
forgot to ask any more questions.
“Ona,” remarked her husband,
coming into the room on his way down to dinner Mrs.
Sylvester never dined when she was going to any grand
entertainment; it made her look flushed she said “I
am not in the habit of troubling you about your family
matters, but have you heard from your father of late?”
Mrs. Sylvester turned from her jewel-casket
and calmly surveyed his face. It was fixed and
formal, the face he turned to his servants and sometimes to
his wife. “No,” said she, with a light
little gesture as though she were speaking of the
most trivial matter. “In one respect at
least, papa is like an angel, his visits are few and
far between.”
Mr. Sylvester’s eye-brows drew
heavily together. For a man with a smile of strange
sweetness, he could sometimes look very forbidding.
“When was he here last?” he inquired
in a tone more commanding than he knew.
She did not appear to resent it.
“Let me see,” mused she. “When
was it I lost my diamond ear-ring? O I remember,
it was on the eve of New Year’s day a year ago;
I recollect because I had to wear pearls with my garnet
brocade,” she pettishly sighed. “And
papa came the next week, after you had given me the
money for a new pair. I have reason to remember
that, for not a dollar did he leave me.”
“Ona!” exclaimed her husband,
shrinking back in uncontrollable surprise, while his
eyes flashed inquiringly to her ears in which two noble
diamonds were brilliantly shining.
“O,” she cried, just raising
one snowy hand to those sparkling ornaments, while
a faint blush, the existence of which he had sometimes
doubted, swept over her careless face. “I
was enabled to procure them in time; but for a whole
two months I had to go without diamonds.”
She did not say that she had bartered her wedding
jewels to make up the sum she needed, but he may have
understood that without being told.
“And that is the last time you
have seen him?” He held her eyes with his, she
could not look away.
“The very last, sir; strange to say.”
His glance shifted from her face and
he turned with a bow towards the door.
“May I ask,” she slowly
inquired as he moved across the floor, “what
is the reason of this sudden interest in poor papa?”
“Certainly,” said he,
pausing and looking back, not without some emotion
of pity in his glance. “I am sometimes struck
with a sense of the duty I owe you, in helping you
to bear the burden of certain secret responsibilities
which I fear may sometimes prove too heavy for you.”
She gave a little rippling laugh that
only sounded hollow to the image listening in the
glass. “You choose strange times in which
to be struck,” said she, holding up two dresses
for his inspection, with a lift of her brows evidently
meant as an inquiry as to which he thought the most
becoming.
“Conscience is the chooser,
not I,” declared he, for once allowing himself
to ignore the weighty question of dress thus propounded.
His wife gave a little toss of her
head and he left the room.
“I should like Edward very much,”
murmured she in a burst of confidence to her own reflection
in the glass, “if only he would not bother himself
so much about that same disagreeable conscience.”
“You look unhappy,” said
Mr. Sylvester to Paula as they came from the dining-room.
“Have the adventures of the day made such an
impression upon you that you will not be able to enjoy
the evening’s festivities?”
She lifted her face and the quick smile came.
“I do not like to see your brow
so clouded,” continued he, smoothing his own
to meet her searching eye. “Smiles should
sit on the lips of youth, or else why are they so
rosy.”
“Would you have me smile in
face of my first glimpse of wickedness,” asked
she, but in a gentle tone that robbed her words of
half their reproach. “You must remember
that I have had but little experience with the world.
I have lived all my life in a town of wholesome virtues,
and while here I have been kept from contact with
anything low or base. I have never known vice,
and now all in a moment I feel as if I have been bathed
in it.”
He took her by the hand and drew her
gently towards him. “Does your whole being
recoil so from evil, my Paula? What will you do
in this wicked world? What will you say to the
sinner when you meet him as you must?”
“I don’t know; it’s
a problem I have never been brought to consider.
I feel as if launched on a dismal sea for which I
have neither chart nor compass. Life was so joyous
to me this morning ” a flush swept
over her cheek but he did not notice it “I
held, or seemed to hold, a cup of white wine in my
hand, but suddenly as I looked at it, it turned black
and ”
Ah, the outreach, the dismal breaking
away of thought into the unfathomable, that lies in
the pause of an and!
“And do you refuse to drink
a cup across which has fallen a shadow,” murmured
Mr. Sylvester, his eyes fixed on her face, “the
inevitable shadow of that great mass of human frailty
and woe which has been accumulating from the foundation
of the world?”
“No, no, I cannot, and retain
my humanity. If there is such evil in the world,
its pressure must drive it across the path of innocence.”
“And you accept the cup?”
“I must; but oh, my vanished
beliefs! This morning the wine of my life was
pure and white, now it is black and befouled.
What will make it clean again?”
With a sigh Mr. Sylvester dropped
her hand and turned towards the mantle-piece.
It was April as I have said, and there was no fire
in the grate, but he posed his foot on the fender
and looked sadly down at the empty hearthstone.
“Paula,” said he after
a space of pregnant silence, “it had to come.
The veil of the temple must be rent in every life.
Evil is too near us all for us to tread long upon
the flowers without starting up the adders that hide
beneath them. You had to have your first look
into the cells of darkness, and perhaps it is best
you had it here and now. The deeps are for men’s
eyes as well as the starry heavens.”
“Yes, yes.”
“There are some persons,”
he went on slowly, “you know them, who tread
the ways of life with their eyelids closed to everything
but the strip of velvet lawn on which they choose
to walk. Earth’s sighs and deep-drawn groans
are nothing to them. The world may swing on in
its way to perdition; so long as their pathway feels
soft, they neither heed nor care. But you do
not desire to be one of these, Paula! With your
great soul and your strong heart, you would not ask
to sit in a flowery maze, while the rest of the world
went sliding on and down into wells of destruction,
you might have made pools of healing by the touch of
your womanly sympathy.”
“No, no.”
“I cannot tell you, I dare not
tell you,” he went on in a strange pleading
voice that tore at the very roots of her heart, and
rung in her memory forever, “what evil underlies
the whole strata of life! At home and abroad,
on our hearthstones and within our offices, the mocking
devil sits. You can scarcely walk a block, my
little one, without encountering a man or brushing
against the dress of a woman across whose soul the
black shadow lies heavier than any words of his or
hers could tell. What the man you saw to-day,
said of one unhappy being in this city, is true, God
help us all, of many. Dark spots are easier acquired
than blotted out, my Paula. In business as in
society, one needs to carry the white shield of a
noble purpose or a self-forgetting love, to escape
the dripping of the deadly upas tree that branches
above all humanity. I have walked its ways, my
darling, and I know of what I speak. Your white
robe is spotless but ”
“O there is where the pain comes
in,” she cried; “there, just there, is
where the dagger strikes. She says she was once
like me. O, could any temptation, any suffering,
any wrong or misfortune that might befall me, ever
bring me to where she is! If it could ”
“Paula!” This time his
voice came authoritatively. “You are making
too much of a frenzied woman’s impulsive exclamation.
To her darkened and despairing eyes any young woman
of a similar style of beauty would have called forth
the same remark. It was a sign that she was not
entirely given up to evil, that she could remember
her youth. Instead of feeling contaminated by
her words, you ought to feel, that unconsciously to
yourself, your fresh young countenance with its innocent
eyes did an angel’s work to-day. They made
her recall what she was in the days of her own innocence;
and who can tell what may follow such a recollection.”
“O Mr. Sylvester,” said
she, “you fill me with shame. If I could
think that ”
“You can, nothing appeals to
the heart of crime like the glance of perfect innocence.
If evil walks the world, God’s ministers walk
it also, and none can tell in what glance of the eye
or what touch of the hand, that ministry will speak.”
It was her turn now to take his hand
in hers. “O how good, how thoughtful you
are; you have comforted me and you have taught me.
I thank you very much.”
With a look she did not perceive,
he drew his hand away. “I am glad I have
helped you, Paula; there is but one thing more to say,
and this I would emphasize with every saddened look
you have ever met in all your life. Great sins
make great sufferers. Side by side came the two
dreadful powers of vice and retribution into the world,
and side by side will they keep till they sink at
last into the awful deeps of the bottomless pit.
When you turn your back on a man who has committed
a crime, one more door shuts in his darkened spirit.”
The tears were falling from Paula’s
eyes now. He looked at them with strange wistfulness
and involuntarily his hand rose to her head, smoothing
her locks with fatherly touches. “Do not
think,” said he, “that I would lessen
by a hair’s breadth your hatred of evil.
I can more easily bear to see the shadow upon your
cup of joy than upon the banner of truth you carry.
These eyes must lose none of their inner light in
glancing compassionately on your fellow-men. Only
remember that divinity itself has stooped to rescue,
and let the thought make your contact with weary,
wicked-hearted humanity a little less trying and a
little more hopeful to you. And now, my dear,
that is enough of serious talk for to-day. We
are bound for a reception, you know, and it is time
we were dressing. Do you want me to tell you
a secret?” asked he in a light mysterious tone,
as he saw her eyes still filling.
She glanced up with sudden interest.
“I know it is treason,”
resumed he, “I am fully aware of the grave nature
of my offence; but Paula I hate all public receptions,
and shall only be able to enjoy myself to-night just
so much as I see that you are doing so. Life
has its dark portals and its bright ones. This
is one that you must enter with your most brilliant
smiles.”
“And they shall not be lacking,”
said she. “When a treasure-box of thought
is given us, we do not open it and scatter its contents
abroad, but lay it away where the heart keeps its
secrets, to be opened in the hush of night when we
are alone with our own souls and God.”
He smiled and she moved towards the
door. “None the less do we carry with us
wherever we go, the remembrance of our hidden treasure,”
she smilingly added, looking back upon him from the
stair.
And again as upon the first night
of her entrance into the house, did he stand below
and watch her as she softly went up, her lovely face
flashing one moment against the dark background of
the luxurious bronze, towering from the platform behind,
then glowing with faint and fainter lustre, as the
distance widened between them and she vanished in the
regions above.
She did not see the toss of his arm
with which he threw off the burden that rested upon
his soul.
CHAPTER IV - GRAVE AND GAY.
“No scandal about
Queen Elizabeth I hope.”
SHERIDAN.
“Stands Scotland
where it did?”
MACBETH.
“Who is that talking with Miss
Stuyvesant?” asked Mr. Sylvester, approaching
his wife during one of the lulls that will fall at
times upon vast assemblies.
Mrs. Sylvester followed the direction
of his glance and immediately responded, “O
that is Mr. Ensign, one of the best partis of
the season. He evidently knows where to pay his
court.”
“I inquired because he has just
requested me to honor him with a formal introduction
to Paula.”
“Indeed! then oblige him by
all means; it would be a great match for her.
To say nothing of his wealth, he is haut ton,
and his red whiskers will not look badly beside Paula’s
dark hair.”
Mr. Sylvester frowned, then sighed,
but in a few minutes Paula observed him approaching
with Mr. Ensign. At once her hitherto pale cheek
flushed, but the young gentleman did not seem to object
to that, and after the formal introduction which he
had sought was over, he exclaimed in his own bright
ringing tones,
“The fates have surely forgotten
their usual rôle of unpropitiousness. I did not
dare hope to meet you here to-night, Miss Fairchild.
Was the ride all that your fancy painted?”
“O,” said she, speaking
very low and glancing around, “do not allude
to it here. We had an adventure shortly after
you parted from us.”
“An adventure! and no cavalier
at your side! If I could but have known!
Was it so serious?” he inquired in a moment,
seeing her look grave.
“Ask Miss Stuyvesant;”
said she. “I cannot talk about it any more
to-night. Besides the music carries off one’s
thoughts. It is like a joyous breeze that whirls
away the thistle-down whether it will or no.”
He gave her a short quick look grave
enough in its way, but responded with his usual graceful
humor, “The thistle-down is too vicious a sprite
to be beguiled away so easily. If I were to give
my opinion on the subject, I should say there was
method in its madness. If you have been brought
up in the country, as I suspect from your remark, you
must know that the white floating ball is not as harmless
as it would lead you to imagine. It is a meddlesome
nobody, that’s what it is, and like some country
gossips I know, launches forth from a pure love of
mischief to establish his prickers in his neighbor’s
field.”
“His! I thought it must
be feminine at least to fulfill the conditions you
mention. A male gossip, O fie! I shall never
have patience with a thistle-ball after this.”
“Well,” laughed he, “I
did start with the intention of making it feminine,
but I caught a glimpse of your eyes and lost my courage.
I did what I could,” added he with a mirthful
glance.
“So do the thistles,”
cried she. Then while both voices joined in a
merry laugh, she continued, “But where have we
strayed? For a moment it seemed as if we were
on the hills at Grotewell; I could almost see the
blue sky.”
“And I,” said he, with his eyes on her
face.
“I am sure the brooks bubbled.”
“I distinctly heard a bird singing.”
“It was a whippowill.”
“But my name is Clarence?”
And here both being young and without
a care in the world, they laughed again. And
the crowded perfumed room seemed to freshen as with
a whiff of mountain air.
“You love the country, Miss Fairchild?”
“Yes;” and her smile was
the reflection of the summer-lands that arose before
her at the word. “With the right side of
my heart do I love the spot where nature speaks and
man is dumb.”
“And with the left?”
“I love the place where great
men congregate to face their destiny and control it.”
“The latter is the deeper love,” said
he.
She nodded her head and then said,
“I need both to make me happy. Sometimes
as I walk these city streets, I feel as if my very
longing to escape to the heart of the hills, would
carry me there. I remember when I was a child,
I was one day running through a meadow, when suddenly
a whole flock of birds flew up from the grass and
surrounded my head. I was not sure but what I
should be caught up and carried away by the force
of their flight; and when they rose to mid heaven,
something in my breast seemed to follow them.
So it is often with me here, only that it is the rush
of my thoughts that threatens such a Hegira. Yet
if I were to be transported to my native hills, I
know I should long to be back again.”
“The mountain lassie has wandered
into the courts of the king. The perfume of palaces
is not easily forgotten.”
Her eye turned towards Mr. Sylvester
standing near them upright and firm, talking to a
group of attentive gentlemen every one of whom boasted
a name of more than local celebrity. “Without
a royal heart to govern, there would be no palace;”
said she, and blushed under a sudden sense of the
possible interpretation he might give to her words,
till the rose in her hand looked pallid.
But he had followed her glance and
understood her better than she thought. “And
Mr. Sylvester has such a heart, so a hundred good fellows
have told me. You are fortunate to see the city
from the loop-hole of such a home as his.”
“It is more than a loop-hole,” said she.
“Of that I shall never be satisfied till I see
it?”
And being content with the look he
received, he took her on his arm and led her into
the midst of the dancers.
Meanwhile in a certain corner not far off, two gentlemen
were talking.
“Sylvester shows off well to-night.”
“He always does. With such
a figure as that, a man needs but to enter a room
to make himself felt. But then he’s a good
talker too. Ever heard him speak?”
“No.”
“Fine voice, true snap, right
ring. Great favorite at elections. The fact
is, Sylvester is a remarkable man.”
“Hum, ha, so I should judge.”
“And so fortunate! He has
never been known to run foul in a great operation.
Put your money in his hand and whew! your
fortune is as good as made.”
The other, a rich man, connected heavily
with the mining business in Colorado, smiled with
that bland overflow of the whole countenance which
is sometimes seen in large men of great self-importance.
“It’s a pity he’s
gone out of Wall Street,” continued his companion.
“The younger fry feel now something like a flock
of sheep that has lost its bell-wether.”
“They straggle eh?”
returned his portly friend with an increase of his
smile that was not altogether pleasant. “So
Sylvester has left Wall Street?”
“He closed his last enterprise
two weeks before accepting the Presidency of the Madison
Bank. Stuyvesant is down on speculation, and well It
looks better you know; the Madison Bank is an old institution,
and Sylvester is ambitious. There’ll be
no reckless handling of funds there.”
“No!” What was there in
that no that made the other look up? “I’m
not acquainted with Sylvester myself. Has he
much family?”
“A wife there she
is, that handsome woman talking with Ditman, and
a daughter, niece or somebody who just now is setting
all our young scapegraces by the ears. You can
see her if you just crane your neck a little.”
“Humph, ha, very pretty, very
pretty. How much do you suppose Mrs. Sylvester
is worth as she stands, diamonds you know, and all
that?”
“Well I should say some where
near ten thousand; that sprig in her hair cost a clean
five.”
“So, so. They live in a handsome house
I suppose?”
“A regular palace, corner of Fifth Avenue and
”
“All his?”
“Nobody’s else I reckon.”
“Sports horses and carriage I suppose?”
“Of course.”
“Yacht, opera box?”
“No reason why he shouldn’t.”
“What is his salary?”
“A nominal sum, five or ten thousand perhaps.”
“Owns good share of the bank’s stock I
presume?”
“Enough to control it.”
“Below par though?”
“A trifle, going up, however.”
“And don’t speculate?”
The way this man drawled his words was excessively
disagreeable.
“Not that any one knows of.
He’s made his fortune and now asks only to enjoy
it.”
The man from the West strutted back
and looked at his companion knowingly. “What
do you think of my judgment, Stadler?”
“None better this side of the Pacific.”
“Pretty good at spying out cracks, eh?”
“I wouldn’t like to undertake the puttying
up that would deceive you.”
“Humph! Well then, mark
this. In two months from to-day you will see Mr.
Sylvester rent his house and go south for his health,
or the pretty one over there will marry one of the
scapegraces you mention, who will lend the man who
don’t engage in any further ventures, more
than one or two hundred thousand dollars.”
“Ha, you know something.”
“I own mines in Colorado and I have my points.”
“And Mr. Sylvester?”
“Will find them too sharp for him.”
And having made his joke, he yielded
to the other’s apparent restlessness, and they
sauntered off.
They did not observe a pale, demure,
little lady that sat near them abstractedly nodding
her dainty head to the remarks of a pale-whiskered
youth at her side, nor notice the emotion with which
she suddenly rose at their departure and dismissed
her chattering companion on some impromptu errand.
It was only one of the ordinary group of dancers, a
pretty, plainly dressed girl, but her name was Stuyvesant.
Rising with a decision that gave a
very attractive color to her cheeks, she hastily looked
around. A trio of young gentlemen started towards
her but she gave them no encouragement; her eye had
detected Mr. Sylvester’s tall figure a few feet
off and it was to him she desired to speak. But
at her first movement in his direction, her glance
encountered another face, and like a stream that melts
into a rushing torrent, her purpose seemed to vanish,
leaving her quivering with a new emotion of so vivid
a character she involuntarily looked about her for
a refuge.
But in another instant her eyes had
again sought the countenance that had so moved her,
and finding it bent upon her own, faltered a little
and unconsciously allowed the lilies she was carrying
to drop from her hand. Before she realized her
loss, the face before her had vanished, and with it
something of her hesitation and alarm.
With a hasty action she drew near
Mr. Sylvester. “Will you lend me your arm
for a minute?” she asked, with her usual appealing
look rendered doubly forcible by the experience of
a moment before.
“Miss Stuyvesant! I am happy to see you.”
Never had his face looked more cheerful
she thought, never had his smile struck her more pleasantly.
“A little talk with a little
girl will not hinder you too much, will it?”
she queried, glancing at the group of gentlemen that
had shrunk back at her approach.
“Do you call that hindrance
which relieves one from listening to quotations of
bank stock at an evening reception?”
She shook her head with a confused
movement, and led him up before a stand of flowering
exotics.
“I want to tell you something,”
she said eagerly but with a marked timidity also,
the tall form beside her looked so imposing for all
its encouraging bend. “I beg your pardon
if I am doing wrong, but papa regards you with such
esteem and Mr. Sylvester do you know a man
by the name of Stadler?”
Astonished at such a question from
lips so young and dainty, he turned and surveyed her
for a moment with quick surprise. Something in
her aspect struck him. He answered at once and
without circumlocution. “Yes, if you refer
to that spry keen-faced man, just entering the supper-room.”
“Do you know his companion?”
she proceeded; “the portly, highly pompous-looking
gentleman with the gold eye-glasses? Look quickly.”
“No.” There was an
uneasiness in his tone however that struck her painfully.
“He is a stranger in town; has
not the honor of your acquaintance he says, but from
the questions he asked, I judge he has a great interest
in your affairs. He spoke of being connected with
mines in Colorado. I was sitting behind a curtain
and overheard what was said.”
Mr. Sylvester turned pale and regarded
her attentively. “Might I be so bold,”
he inquired after a moment, “as to ask you what
that was?”
“Yes, sir, certainly, but it
is even harder for me to repeat than it was for me
to hear. He inquired about your domestic concerns,
your home and your income,” she murmured blushing;
“and then said, in what I thought was a somewhat
exulting tone, that in two months or so we should see
you go South for your health or Is not
that enough for me to tell you, Mr. Sylvester?”
He gave her a short stare, opened
his lips as if to speak, then turned abruptly aside
and began picking mechanically at the blossoms before
him.
“I, of course, do not know what
men mean when they talk of possessing points.
But the leer and side glance which accompanies such
talk, have a universal language we all understand,
and I felt that I must warn you of that man’s
malice if only because papa regards you so highly.”
He shrank as if touched on a sore
place, but bowed and answered the wistful appeal of
her glance with a shadow of his usual smile, then he
turned, and looking towards the door through which
the two men had disappeared, made a movement as if
he would follow. But remembering himself, escorted
her to a seat, saying as he did so:
“You are very kind, Miss Stuyvesant;
please say nothing of this to Paula.”
She bowed and a flitting smile crossed
her upturned countenance. “I am not much
of a gossip, Mr. Sylvester, or I should have been tempted
to have carried my information to my father instead
of to you.”
He understood the implied promise
in this remark and gave the hand on his arm a quick
pressure, before relinquishing her to the care of the
pale-complexioned youth who by this time had returned
to her side.
In another moment Paula came up on
the arm of a black-whiskered gentleman all shirt front
and eye-glasses. “O Cicely,” she cried,
(she called Miss Stuyvesant, Cicely now) “is
it not a delightful evening?”
“Are you enjoying yourself so
much?” inquired that somewhat agitated little
lady, with a glance at the countenance of her friend’s
attendant.
“I fear it would scarcely seem
consistent in me now to say no,” returned the
radiant girl, with a laughing glance towards the same
gentleman.
But when they were alone, the gentleman
having departed on some of the innumerable errands
with which ladies seem to delight in afflicting their
attendant cavaliers at balls or receptions, she atoned
for that glance by remarking,
“I do not find the average partner
that falls to one’s lot in such receptions all
that fancy paints.” And then finding she
had repeated a phrase of Mr. Ensign’s, blushed,
though no one stood near her but Cicely.
“Fancy’s brush would need
to be dipped in but two colors to present to our eye
the mass of them,” was Cicely’s laughing
reply. “A streak of black for the coat,
and a daub of white for the shirt front. Voila
tout.”
“With perhaps a dash of red
in some cases,” murmured a voice over their
shoulders.
They turned with hurried blushes.
“Ah, Mr. Ensign,” quoth Cicely in unabashed
gaiety, “we reserve red for the exceptions.
We did not intend to include our acknowledged friends
in our somewhat sweeping assertion.”
“Ah, I see, the black streak
and the white daub are a symbol of, ’Er Miss
Stuyvesant very warm this evening!
Have an ice, do. I always have an ice after
dancing; so refreshing, you know.’”
The manner in which he imitated the
usual languid drawl of certain of the young scapegraces
heretofore mentioned, was irresistible. Paula
forgot her confusion in her mirth.
“You are blessed with a capacity
for playing both roles, I perceive,” cried Cicely
with unusual abandon. “Well, it is convenient,
there is nothing like scope.”
“Unless it is hope,” whispered
Mr. Ensign so low that only Paula could hear.
“But I warn you,” continued
Cicely, with a sweet soft laugh that seemed to carry
her heart far out into the passing throng, “that
we have no fondness for the model beau of the period.
A dish of milk makes a very good supper but it looks
decidedly pale on the dinner table.”
“Yes,” said Paula, eying
the various young men that filed up and down before
them, some pale, some dark, some handsome, some plain,
but all smiling and dapper, if not debonair, “some
men could be endured if only they were not men.”
Mr. Ensign gave her a quick look,
and while he laughed at the paradox, straightened
himself like one who could be a man if the occasion
called. She saw the action and blushed.
But their conversation was soon interrupted.
Mr. Sylvester was seen returning from the supper-room,
looking decidedly anxious, and while Paula was ignorant
of what had transpired to annoy him, her ready spirit
caught the alarm, and she was about to rush up to him
and address him, when one of the waiters approached,
and murmuring a few words she did not hear, handed
him a card upon which she descried nothing but a simple
circle. Instantly a change crossed his already
agitated countenance, and advancing to the ladies
with a word or two that while seemingly cheerful,
struck Paula as somewhat forced, excused himself with
the information that a business friend had been so
inconsiderate as to importune him for an interview
in the hall. And with just a nod towards Mr.
Ensign, who had drawn back at his advance, left them
and disappeared in the crowd about the door.
“I do not like these interruptions
from business friends in a time of pleasure,”
cried Paula, looking after him with anxious eyes.
“Did you notice how agitated he seemed, Cicely?
And half an hour ago he was the picture of calm enjoyment.”
“Business is beyond our comprehension,
Paula,” returned her friend evasively.
“It is something like a neuralgic twinge, it
takes a man when he least expects it. Have you
told Mr. Ensign of our adventure?”
“No, but I informed Mr. Sylvester,
and he said such good, true words to me, Cicely.
I can never forget them.”
“And I told papa; but he only
frowned and made some observation about the degeneracy
of the times, and the number of scamps thrown to the
top by the modern methods of acquiring instantaneous
fortunes.”
“Your papa is sometimes hard, is he not, Cicely?”
With a flush Miss Stuyvesant allowed
her eye to rest for a moment on the crowd shifting
before her. “He was dug from a quarry of
granite, Paula. He is both hard and substantial;
capable of being hewn but not of being moulded.
Of such stuff are formed monuments of enduring beauty
and solidity. You must do papa justice.”
“I do, but I sometimes have
a feeling as if the granite column would fall and
crush me, Cicely.”
“You, Paula?”
Before she could again reply, Mr.
Sylvester returned. His face was still pale,
but it had acquired an expression of rigidity even
more alarming to Paula than its previous aspect of
forced merriment. Lifting her by the hand, he
drew her apart.
“I shall have to leave you somewhat
abruptly,” said he. “An important
matter demands my instant attention. Bertram is
somewhere here, and will see that you and Ona arrive
home in safety. You won’t allow your enjoyment
to be clouded by my hasty departure, will you?”
“Not if it will make you anxious.
But I would rather go home with you now. I am
sure Cousin Ona would be willing.”
“But I am not going home at
present,” said he; and she ventured upon no
further remonstrance.
But her enjoyment was clouded; the
sight of suffering or anxiety on that face was more
than she could bear; and ere long she said good-night
to Cicely, and accepting the arm of Mr. Ensign, who
was never very far from her side, proceeded to search
for her cousin.
She found her standing in the midst
of an admiring throng to whom her diamonds, if not
her smiles, were an object of undoubted interest.
She was in the full tide of one of her longest and
most widely rambling speeches, and to Paula, with
that stir of anxiety at her breast, was an image of
self-satisfied complacency from which she was fain
to drop her eyes.
“Mrs. Sylvester shares the honors
with her husband,” remarked Mr. Ensign as they
drew near.
“But not the trials, or the
pain, or the care?” was Paula’s inward
comment.
Mrs. Sylvester was not easily wooed
away from a circle in which she found herself creating
such an impression, but at length she yielded to Paula’s
importunities, and consented to accept young Mr. Sylvester’s
attendance to their home. The next thing was to
find Bertram. Mr. Ensign engaged to do this.
Leaving Paula with her cousin, who may or may not
have been pleased at this sudden addition to her circle,
he sought for the young man who as Mr. Mandeville
was not unknown to any of the fashionable men and
women of the day. It was no easy task, nor did
he find him readily, but at last he came upon him
leaning out of a window and gazing at a white lily
which he held in his hand. Without preamble,
Mr. Ensign made known his errand, and Bertram at once
prepared to accompany him back to the ladies.
“By Jove! I didn’t
know the fellow was so handsome!” thought the
former, and frowned he hardly knew why. Bertram
was not handsome, but then Clarence Ensign was plain,
which Bertram certainly was not.
It was to Mr. Ensign’s face
however that Paula’s eyes turned as the two
came up, and he with the ready vivacity of his natural
temperament observed it, and took courage.
“I shall soon wish to measure
that loop-hole of which I have spoken,” said
he.
And the soft look in her large dark
eye as she responded, “It is always open to
friends,” filled up the measure of his cup of
happiness; a cup which unlike hers, had not been darkened
that day by the falling of earth’s most dismal
shadows.
CHAPTER V - IN THE NIGHT WATCHES.
“Shall I not take
mine ease in mine inn?”
HEN.
IV.
“What doth gravity
out of his bed at midnight?”
HEN.
IV.
“It has been the most delightful
evening I have ever passed,” said Mrs. Sylvester,
as she threw aside her rich white mantle in her ample
boudoir. “Sarah, two loops on that dolman
to-morrow; do you hear? I thought my arms would
freeze. Such an elegant gentleman as the Count
de Frassac is! He absolutely went wild over you,
Paula, but not understanding a word of English O
there, if that horrid little wretch didn’t drop
his spoon on my dress after all! He swore it never
touched a thread of it, but just look at that spot,
right in the middle of a pleating too. Paula,
your opinion in regard to the lavendar was correct.
I heard Mrs. Forsyth Jones whisper behind my back that
lavendar always made blondes look fade.
Of course I needed no further evidence to convince
me that I had entirely succeeded in eclipsing her pale-faced
daughter. Her daughter!” and the lazy gurgle
echoed softly through the room, “As if every
white-haired girl in the city considered herself entitled
to be called a blonde!” She stopped to listen,
examining herself in the glass near by. “I
thought I heard Edward. It was very provoking
in him to leave us in the cavalier manner in which
he did. I was just going to introduce him to
the count, not that he would have esteemed it much
of an honor, Edward I mean, but when one has a good-looking
husband Sarah, that curtain over there hangs
crooked, pull it straight this instant. Did you
try the oysters, Paula? They were perfection,
I shall have to dismiss Lorenzo without ceremony and
procure me a cook that can make an oyster fricassee.
By the way did you notice ” and so
on and on for five minutes additional. Presently
she burst forth with “I do believe
I know what it is to be thoroughly satisfied at last.
The consideration which one receives as the wife of
the president of the Madison bank is certainly very
gratifying. If I had known I would feel such
a change in the social atmosphere, I would have advocated
Edward’s dropping speculation long ago.
Beauty and wealth may help one up the social ladder,
but only a settled position such as he has now obtained,
can carry you safely over the top. I feel at last
as if we had reached the pinnacle of my ambition and
had seen the ladder by which we mounted thrown down
behind us. If I get my costume from Worth in
time, I shall give a German next month.”
Paula from her stand at the door for
some minutes she had been endeavoring to escape to
her room surveyed her cousin in wonder.
She had never seen her look as she did at that moment.
Any one who speaks from the heart, acquires a certain
eloquence, and Ona for once was speaking from her
heart. The unwonted emotion made her cheeks burn,
and even her diamonds, ten thousand dollars worth
as we have heard declared, were less brilliant than
her eyes. Paula left her station on the door-sill
and glided rapidly back to her side. “O
Ona,” said she, “if you would only look
like that when ” she paused, what
right had she to venture upon giving lessons to her
benefactor.
“When what?” inquired
the other, subsiding at once into her naturally languid
manner. Then with a total forgetfulness of the
momentary curiosity that had prompted the question,
held out her head to the attendant Sarah, with a command
to be relieved of her ornaments. Paula sighed
and hastened to her room. She could not bring
herself to mention her anxiety in regard to the still
absent master of the house, to this lazily-smiling
thoroughly satisfied woman.
But none the less did she herself
sit up in the moonlight, listening with bended head
for the sound of his step on the walk beneath.
She could not sleep while he was absent; and yet the
thoughts that disturbed her and kept her from her
virgin pillow could not have been entirely for him,
or why those wandering smiles that ever and anon passed
flitting over her cheek, awakening the dimples that
slumbered there, until she looked more like a dreamy
picture of delight than a wakeful vision of apprehension.
Not entirely for him yet when somewhere
towards three o’clock, she heard the long delayed
step upon the stoop, she started up with eager eyes
and a nervous gesture that sufficiently betrayed how
intense was her interest in her benefactor’s
welfare and happiness. “If he goes to Ona’s
room it is all right,” thought she; “but
if he keeps on upstairs, I shall know that something
is wrong and that he needs a comforter.”
He did not stop at Ona’s room;
and struck with alarm, Paula opened wide her door
and was about to step out to meet him, when she caught
a sight of his face, and started back. Here was
no anxiety, that she could palliate! The very
fact that he did not observe her slight form standing
before him in the brilliant moonlight, proved that
a woman’s look or touch was not what he was
in search of; and shrinking sensitively to one side,
she sat down on the edge of her dainty bed, dropping
her cheek into her hand with a weary troubled gesture
from which all the delight had fled and only the apprehension
remained. Suddenly she started alertly up; he
was coming down again, this time with a gliding muffled
tread. Sliding past her door, he descended to
the floor below. She could hear the one weak
stair in the heavy staircase creak, and What!
he has passed Ona’s room, passed the bronze
figure of Luxury on the platform beneath, is on his
way to the front door, has opened it, shut it softly
behind him and gone out again into the blank midnight
streets. What did it mean? For a moment
she thought she would run down and awaken Ona, but
an involuntary remembrance of how those lazy eyes would
open, stare peevishly and then shut again, stopped
her on the threshold of her door; and sitting down
again upon the side of her bed, she waited, this time
with opened eyes eagerly staring before her, and quivering
form that started at each and every sound that disturbed
the silence of the great echoing house. At six
o’clock she again rose; he had just re-entered
and this time he stopped at Ona’s room.
CHAPTER VI - A DAY AT THE BANK.
“There’s a divinity
that shapes our ends,
Rough-hew them how we will.”
HAMLET.
There are days when the whole world
seems to smile upon one without stint or reservation.
Bertram Sylvester wending his way to the bank on the
morning following the reception, was a cheerful sight
to behold. Youth, health, hope spake in every
lineament of his face and brightened every glance
of his wide-awake eye. His new life was pleasant
to him. Bach, Beethoven and Chopin were scarcely
regretted now by the ambitious assistant cashier of
the Madison Bank, with a friend in each of its directors
and a something more than that in the popular president
himself. Besides he had developed a talent for
the business and was in the confidence of the cashier,
a somewhat sickly man who more than once had found
himself compelled to rely upon the rapidly maturing
judgment of his young associate, in matters oftentimes
of the utmost importance. The manner in which
Bertram found himself able to respond to these various
calls, convinced him that he had been correct in his
opinion of his own nature, when he informed his uncle
that music was his pleasure rather than his necessity.
Entering the building by way of Pearl
Street, he was about to open the door leading into
the bank proper, when he heard a little piping voice
at his side, and turning, confronted the janitor’s
baby daughter. She was a sweet and interesting
child, and with his usual good nature Bertram at once
stopped to give her a kiss.
“I likes you,” prattled
she as he put her down again after lifting her up
high over his head, “but I likes de oder one
best.”
“I hope the other one duly appreciates
your preference,” laughed he, and was again
on the point of entering the bank when he felt or thought
he felt a hand laid on his arm. It was the janitor
himself this time, a worthy man, greatly trusted in
the bank, but possessed of such an extraordinary peculiarity
in the way of a pair of protruding eyes, that his
appearance was always attended by a shock.
“Well, Hopgood, what is it?”
cried Bertram, in his cheery tone.
The janitor drew back and mercifully
shifted his gaze from the young man’s face.
“Nothing sir; did I stop you? Beg pardon,”
he continued, half stammering, “I’m dreadful
awkward sometimes.” And with a nod he sidled
off towards his little one whom he confusedly took
up in his arms.
Now Bertram was sure the man had touched
him and that, too, with a very eager hand, but being
late that morning and consequently in somewhat of
a hurry, he did not stop to pursue the matter.
Hastening into the Bank, he assisted the teller in
opening the safe, that being his especial duty, and
was taking out such papers as he himself required,
when he was surprised to catch another sight of those
same extraordinary organs of which I have just spoken,
peering upon him from the door by which he had previously
entered. They vanished as soon as he encountered
them, but more than once during the morning he perceived
them looking upon him from various quarters of the
bank, till he felt himself growing seriously annoyed,
and sending for the man, asked him what he meant by
this unusual surveillance. The janitor seemed
troubled, flushed painfully and fixed his eyes in
manifest anxiety on the cashier who, engaged in some
search of his own, was just handling over the tin boxes
that lined the vault before them. Not till he
had seen him shove them back into their place and
leave the spot, did he venture upon his reply.
“I’m sure, sir, I’m very sorry if
I have annoyed you, but do you think Mr. Sylvester
will be down at the usual hour?”
“I know of no reason why he
should not,” returned Bertram.
“I have something to say to
him when he comes in,” stammered the man, evidently
taken aback by Bertram’s look of surprise.
“Will you be kind enough to ring the bell the
first moment he seems to be at leisure? I don’t
know as it is a matter of any importance but ”
He stopped, evidently putting a curb upon himself.
“Can I rely on you, sir?”
“Yes, certainly, I will tell
my uncle when he comes in that you want to speak to
him. He will doubtless send for you at once.”
The man looked embarrassed. “Excuse
me, sir, but that’s just what I’d rather
you wouldn’t do. Mr. Sylvester is always
very busy and he might think I wished to annoy him
about some matters of my own, sir, as indeed I have
not been above doing at odd times. If you would
ring when he comes in, that is all I ask.”
Bertram thought this a strange request,
but seeing the man so anxious, gave the required promise,
and the janitor hurried off. “Curious!”
muttered Bertram. “Can anything be wrong?”
And he glanced about him with some curiosity as he
went to his desk. But every one was at his post
as usual and the countenances of all were equally
undisturbed.
It was a busy morning and in the rush
of various matters Bertram forgot the entire occurrence.
But it was presently recalled to him by hearing some
one remark, “Mr. Sylvester is late to-day,”
and looking up from some papers he was considering,
he found it was a full hour after the time at which
his uncle was in the habit of appearing. Just
then he caught still another sight of the protruding
eyes of Hopgood staring in upon him from the half-opened
door at the end of the bank.
“The fellow’s getting
impatient,” thought he, and experienced a vague
feeling of uneasiness.
Another half hour passed. “What
can have detained Mr. Sylvester?” cried Mr.
Wheelock the cashier, hastily approaching Bertram.
“There is to be an important
meeting of the Directors to-day, and some of the gentlemen
are already coming in. Mr. Sylvester is not accustomed
to keep us waiting.”
“I don’t know, I am sure,”
returned Bertram, remembering with an accession of
uneasiness, the abruptness with which his uncle had
left the entertainment the evening before.
“Shall I telegraph to the house?”
“No, that is not necessary.
Besides Folger says he passed him on Broadway this
morning.”
“Going down street with a valise
in his hand,” that gentlemen quietly put in.
Folger was the teller. “He was looking very
pale and didn’t see me when I nodded.”
“What time was that?” asked Bertram.
“About twelve; when I went out to lunch.”
A quick gasp sounded at their side,
followed by a hurried cough. Turning, Bertram
encountered for the fifth time the eyes of Hopgood.
He had entered unperceived by the small door that
separated the inner inclosure from the outer, and
was now standing very close to them, eying with side-long
looks the safe at their back, the faces of the gentleman
speaking, yes, and even the countenances of the clerks,
as they bent busily over their books.
“Did you ring, sir?” asked he, catching
Bertram’s look of displeasure.
“No.”
The man seemed to feel the rebuke
implied in this short response, and ambled softly
away. But in another moment he was stopped by
Bertram.
“What is the matter with you
to-day, Hopgood? Can you have anything of real
importance on your mind; anything connected with my
uncle?”
The janitor started, and looked almost
frightened. “Be careful what you say,”
whispered he; then with a keen look at Mr. Wheelock
just then on the point of entering the directors’
room, he was turning to escape by the little door
just mentioned, when it opened and Mr. Stuyvesant came
in. With a look almost of terror the janitor recoiled,
throwing himself as it were between the latter and
the door of the safe; but recovering himself, surveyed
the keen quiet visage of the veteran banker with a
rolling of his great eyes absolutely painful to behold.
Mr. Stuyvesant, who was somewhat absorbed in thought,
did not appear to notice the agitation he had caused,
and with just a hurried nod followed Mr. Wheelock
into the Directors’ room. Instantly the
janitor drew himself up with an air of relief, and
shortly glancing at the clock which lacked a few minutes
yet of the time fixed for the meeting, slided hastily
away from Bertram’s detaining hand, and disappeared
in the crowd without. In another moment Bertram
saw him standing at the outer door, looking anxiously
up and down the street.
“Something is wrong,”
murmured Bertram. “What?” And for
a moment he felt half tempted to return Mr. Stuyvesant’s
friendly bow with a few words expressive of his uneasiness,
but the emphasis with which Hopgood had murmured the
words, “Be careful what you say,” unconsciously
deterred him, and concealing his nervousness as best
he might, he entered the Directors’ office.
It was now time for the meeting to
open, and the gentlemen were all seated around the
low green baize table that occupied the centre of the
room. Impatience was written on all their countenances.
Mr. Stuyvesant especially was looking at the heavy
gold watch in his hand, with a frown on his deeply
wrinkled brow that did not add to its expression of
benevolence. The empty seat at the head of the
table stared upon Bertram uncompromisingly.
“My wife gives a reception to-day,”
ventured one gentleman to his neighbor.
“And I have an engagement at
five that won’t bear postponement.”
“Sylvester has always been on hand before.”
“We can’t proceed without him,”
was the reply.
Mr. Wheelock looked thoughtful.
With a nod of his head towards such
gentlemen as met his eye, Bertram hastened to a little
cupboard devoted to the use of himself and uncle.
Opening it, he looked within, took down a coat he saw
hanging before him, and unconsciously uttered an exclamation.
It was a dress-coat such as had been worn by Mr. Sylvester
the evening before.
“What does this mean! My
uncle has been here!” were the words that sprang
to his lips; but he subdued his impulse to speak, and
hastily hanging up the coat, relocked the door.
Proceeding at once to the outer room, he asked two
or three of the clerks if they were sure Mr. Sylvester
had not been in during the day. But they all returned
an unequivocal “no,” and that too with
a certain stare of surprise that at once convinced
him he was betraying his agitation too plainly.
“I will telegraph whether Wheelock
considers it necessary or not,” thought he,
and was moving to summon a messenger boy when he caught
sight of Hopgood slowly making his way in from the
street. He was very pale and walked with his
eyes fixed on the ground, ominously shaking his great
head in a way that bespoke an inner struggle of no
ordinary nature. Bertram at once sauntered out
to meet him.
“Hopgood,” said he, “your
evident anxiety is infectious. What has happened
to make my uncle’s detention a matter of such
apparent import? If you do not wish to confide
in me, his nephew almost his son, speak to Mr. Wheelock
or to one of the directors, but don’t keep anything
to yourself which concerns his welfare or What
are you looking at?”
The man was gazing as if fascinated
at the keys in Bertram’s hand.
“Nothing sir, nothing.
You must not detain me; I have nothing to say.
I will wait ten minutes,” he muttered to himself,
glancing again at the clock. Suddenly he saw
the various directors come filing out of the inner
room, and darted for the second time from Bertram’s
detaining hand.
“I hope nothing has happened
to Mr. Sylvester,” exclaimed one gentleman to
another as they filed by.
“If he were given to a loose
ends’ sort of business it would be another thing.”
“He looked exceedingly well
at the reception last night,” exclaimed another;
“but in these days ”
Suddenly there was a hush. A
telegraph boy had just entered the door and was asking
for Mr. Bertram Sylvester.
“Here I am,” said Bertram,
hastily taking the envelope presented him. Slightly
turning his back, he opened it. Instantly his
face grew white as chalk.
“Gentlemen,” said he,
“you will have to excuse my uncle to-day; a great
misfortune has occurred to him.” Then with
a slow and horror-stricken movement, he looked about
him and exclaimed, “Mrs. Sylvester is dead.”
A confused murmur at once arose, followed
by a hurried rush; but of all the faces that flocked
out of the bank, none wore such a look of blank and
helpless astonishment as that of Hopgood the janitor,
as with bulging eyes and nervously working hands,
he slowly wended his way to the foot of the stairs
and there sat down gazing into vacancy.
CHAPTER VII - THE DREGS IN THE CUP.
“O eloquent, just and mightie
death! whom none could advise, thou hast persuaded;
what none hath dared, thou hast done; and whom
all the world hath flattered, thou only hast cast out
of the world and despised: thou hast drawn
together all the farre stretched greatnesses;
all the pride, crueltie and ambition of man and
covered it all over with these two narrow words, Hic
jacet.”
SIR WALTER
RALEIGH.
Bertram’s hurried ring at his
uncle’s door was answered by Samuel the butler.
“What is this I hear?”
cried the young man, entering with considerable agitation,
“Mrs. Sylvester dead?”
“Yes sir,” returned the
old and trusty servant, with something like a sob
in his voice. “She went out riding this
morning behind a pair of borrowed horses and
being unused to Michael’s way of driving, they
ran away and she was thrown from the carriage and
instantly killed.”
“And Miss Fairchild?”
“She didn’t go with her. Mrs. Sylvester
was alone.”
“Horrible, horrible! Where is my uncle,
can I see him?”
“I don’t know, sir,”
the man returned with a strange look of anxiety.
“Mr. Sylvester is feeling very bad, sir.
He has shut himself up in his room and none of his
servants dare disturb him, sir.”
“I should, however, like him
to know I am here. In what room shall I find
him?”
“In the little one, sir, at
the top of the house. It has a curious lock on
the door; you will know it by that.”
“Very well. Please be in
the hall when I come down; I may want to give you
some orders.”
The old servant bowed and Bertram
hastened with hushed steps to ascend the stairs.
At the first platform he paused. What is there
in a house of death, of sudden death especially, that
draws a veil of spectral unreality over each familiar
object! Behind that door now inexorably closed
before him, lay without doubt the shrouded form of
her who but a few short hours before, had dazzled
the eyes of men and made envious the hearts of women
with her imposing beauty! No such quiet then reigned
over the spot filled by her presence. As the vision
of a dream returns, he saw her again in all her splendor.
Never a brow in all the great hall shone more brightly
beneath its sparkling diamonds; never a lip in the
whole vast throng curled with more self-complacent
pride, or melted into a more alluring smile, than
that of her who now lay here, a marble image beneath
the eye of day. It was as if a flowery field had
split beneath the dancing foot of some laughing siren.
One moment your gaze is upon the swaying voluptuous
form, the half-shut beguiling eye, the white out-reaching
arms upon whose satin surface a thousand loves seem
perching; the next you stare horror-stricken upon the
closing jaws of an awful pit, with the flash of something
bright in your eyes, and the sense of a hideous noiseless
rush in which earth and heaven appear to join, sink
and be swallowed! Bertram felt his heart grow
sick. Moving on, he passed the bronze image of
Luxury lying half asleep on its bed of crumpled roses.
Hideous mockery! What has luxury to do with death?
She who was luxury itself has vanished from these
halls. Shall the mute bronze go on smiling over
its wine cup while she who was its prototype is carried
by without a smile on the lips once so vermeil with
pride and tropical languors!
Arrived at the top of the house, Bertram
knocked at the door with the strange lock, and uttering
his own name, asked if there was anything he could
do here or elsewhere to show his sympathy and desire
to be of use in this great and sudden bereavement.
There was no immediate reply and he began to fear
he would be obliged to retire without seeing his uncle,
when the door was slowly opened and Mr. Sylvester came
out. Instantly Bertram understood the anxiety
of the servant. Not only did Mr. Sylvester’s
countenance exhibit the usual traces of grief and horror
incident to a sudden and awful calamity, but there
were visible upon it the tokens of another and still
more unfathomable emotion, a wild and paralyzed look
that altered the very contour of his features, and
made his face almost like that of a stranger.
“Uncle, what is it?” sprang
involuntarily to his lips. But Mr. Sylvester
betraying by a sudden backward movement an instinctive
desire to escape scrutiny, he bethought himself, and
with hasty utterance offered some words of consolation
that sounded strangely hollow and superficial in that
dim and silent corridor. “Is there nothing
I can do for you?” he finally asked.
“Everything is being done,”
exclaimed his uncle in a strained and altered voice;
“Robert is here.” And a silence fell
over the hall, that Bertram dared not break.
“I have help for everything
but ” He did not say what, it seemed
as if something rose up in his throat that choked
him.
“Bertram,” said he at
last in a more natural tone, “come with me.”
He led him into an adjoining room
and shut the door. It was a room from which the
sunshine had not been excluded and it seemed as if
they could both breathe more easily.
“Sit down,” said his uncle,
pointing to a chair. The young man did so, but
Mr. Sylvester remained standing. Then without
preamble, “Have you seen her?”
There was no grief in the question,
only a quiet respect. Death clothes the most
volatile with a garment of awe. Bertram slowly
shook his head. “No,” said he, “I
came at once up stairs.”
“There is no mark on her white
body, save the least little discolored dent here,”
continued his uncle, pointing calmly to his temple.
“She had one moment of fear while the horses
ran, and then ” He gave a quick shudder
and advancing towards Bertram, laid his hand on his
nephew’s shoulder in such a way as to prevent
him from turning his head. “Bertram,”
said he, “I have no son. If I were to call
upon you to perform a son’s work for me; to
obey and ask no questions, would you comply?”
“Can you ask?” sprang
from the young man’s lips; “you know that
you have only to command for me to be proud to obey.
Anything you can require will find me ready.”
The hand on his shoulder weighed heavier.
“It seems a strange time to talk about business,
Bertram, but necessity knows no law. There is
a matter in which you can afford me great assistance
if you will undertake to do immediately what I ask.”
“Can you doubt ”
“Hush, it is this. On this
paper you will find a name; below it a number of addresses.
They are all of places down town and some of them not
very reputable I fear. What I desire is for you
to seek out the man whose name you here see, going
to these very places after him, beginning with the
first, and continuing down the list until you find
him. When you come upon him, he will ask you
for a card. Give him one on which you will scrawl
before his eyes, a circle, so. It is a token which
he should instantly understand. If he does, address
him with freedom and tell him that your employer you
need make use of no names re-demands the
papers made over to him this morning. If he manifests
surprise or is seen to hesitate, tell him your orders
are imperative. If he declares ruin will follow,
inform him that you are not to be frightened by words;
that your employer is as fully aware of the position
of affairs as he. Whatever he says, bring the
papers.”
Bertram nodded his head and endeavored
to rise, but his uncle’s hand rested upon him
too heavily.
“He is a small man; you need
have no dread of him physically. The sooner you
find him and acquit yourself of your task, the better
I shall be pleased.” And then the hand
lifted.
On his way down stairs Bertram encountered
Paula. She was standing in the hall and accosted
him with a very trembling tone in her voice. All
her questions were in regard to Mr. Sylvester.
“Have you seen him?” she
asked. “Does he speak say anything?
No one has heard him utter a word since he came in
from down town and saw her lying there.”
“Yes, certainly; he spoke to
me; he has been giving me some commissions to perform.
I am on my way now to attend to them.”
She drew a deep breath. “O!”
she cried, “would that he had a son, a daughter,
a child, some one!”
This exclamation following what had
taken place above struck Bertram forcibly. “He
has a son in me, Paula. Love as well as duty binds
me to him. All that a child could do will I perform
with pleasure. You can trust me for that.”
She threw him a glance of searching
inquiry. “His need is greater than it seems,”
whispered she. “He was deeply troubled before
this terrible accident occurred. I am afraid
the arrow is poisoned that has made this dreadful
wound. I cannot explain myself,” she went
on hurriedly, “but if you indeed regard him
as a father, be ready with any comfort, any help,
that affection can bestow, or his necessities require.
Let me feel that he has near him some stay that will
not yield to pressure.”
There was so much passion in this
appeal that Bertram involuntarily bowed his head.
“He has two friends,” said he, “and
here is my hand that I will never forsake him.”
“I do not need to offer mine,”
she returned, “He is great and good enough to
do without my assistance.” But nevertheless
she gave her hand to Bertram and with a glow of her
lip and eye that made her beauty, supreme at all times,
something almost supernatural in its character.
“I dared not tell him,”
she whispered to herself as the front door closed
with the dull slow thud proper to a house of mourning.
“I dare not tell any one, but ”
What lay beyond that but?
When Mr. Sylvester came in at six
o’clock in the morning, Paula had risen from
the bed on which she had been sitting, but not to make
preparation for rest, for she could not rest.
The vague shadow of some surrounding evil or threatened
catastrophe was upon her, and though she forced herself
to change her dress for a warmer and more suitable
one, she did not otherwise break her vigil, though
the necessity for it seemed to be at an end.
It was a midwinter morning and the sun had not yet
risen, so being chilly as well as restless, she began
to pace the floor, stopping now and then to glance
out of the window, in the hopes of detecting some
signs of awakening day in the blank and solemn east.
Suddenly as she was thus consulting the horizon, a
light flashed up from below, and looking down upon
the face of the extension that ran along at right
angles to her window, she perceived that the shades
were up in Mrs. Sylvester’s boudoir. They
had doubtless been left so the evening before, and
Mr. Sylvester upon turning up the gas had failed to
observe the fact. Instantly she felt her heart
stand still, for the house being wide and the extension
narrow, all that went on in that boudoir, or at least
in that portion of it which Mr. Sylvester at present
occupied, was easily observable from the window at
which she stood; and that something was going on of
a serious and important nature, was sufficiently evident
from the expression of Mr. Sylvester’s countenance.
He was standing with his face bent towards some one
seated out of sight, his wife undoubtedly, though
what could have called her from her dreams and
was busily engaged in talking. The subject whatever
it was, absorbed him completely. If Paula had
allowed herself the thought, she would have described
him as pleading and that with no ordinary vehemence.
But suddenly while she gazed half fascinated and but
little realizing what she was doing, he started back
and a fierce change swept over his face, a certain
incredulity, that presently gave way to a glance of
horror and repugnance, which the quick action of his
out-thrown palm sufficiently emphasized. He was
pushing something from him, but what? A suggestion
or a remembrance? It was impossible to determine.
The countenance of Mrs. Sylvester
who that moment appeared in sight sailing across the
floor in her azure wrapper, offered but little assistance
in the way of explanation. Immovable under most
circumstances, it was simply at this juncture a trifle
more calm and cold than usual, presenting to Paula’s
mind the thought of a white and icy barrier, against
which the most glowing of arrows must fall chilled
and powerless.
“O for a woman’s soul
to inform that breast if but for a moment!” cried
Paula, lost in the passion of this scene, while so
little understanding its import. When as if in
mockery to this invocation, the haughty form upon
which she was gazing started rigidly erect, while the
lip acquired a scorn and the eye a menace that betrayed
the serpent ever in hiding under this white rose.
Paula could look no longer. This
last revelation had awakened her to the fact that
she was gazing upon a scene sacred to the husband and
wife engaged in it. With a sense of shame she
rushed to the bed and threw herself upon it, but the
vision of what she had beheld would not leave her
so easily. Like letters of fire upon a black ground,
the panorama of looks and gestures to which she had
just been witness, floated before her mind’s
eye, awakening a train of thought so intense that she
did not know which was worse, to be there in the awful
dawn dreaming over this episode of the night, or to
rise and face again the reality. The fascination
which all forbidden sights insensibly exert over the
minds of the best of us, finally prevailed, and she
slowly crept to the window to catch a parting glimpse
of Mr. Sylvester’s tall form hurrying blindly
from the boudoir followed by his wife’s cold
glance. The next minute the exposed condition
of the room seemed to catch that lady’s attention,
and with an anxious look into the dull gray morn,
Mrs. Sylvester drew down the shades, and the episode
was over.
Or so Paula thought; but when she
was returning up stairs after her solitary breakfast Mrs.
Sylvester was too tired and Mr. Sylvester too much
engaged to eat, as the attentive Samuel informed her the
door of Ona’s room swung ajar, and she distinctly
heard her give utterance to the following exclamation:
“What! give up this elegant
home, my horses and carriage, the friends I have had
such difficulty in obtaining, and the position which
I was born to adorn? I had rather die!”
And Paula feeling as if she had received the key to
the enigma of the last night’s unaccountable
manifestations, was about to rush away to her own
apartment, when the door swayed open again and she
heard his voice respond with hard and bitter emphasis,
“And it might be better that
you should. But since you will probably live,
let it be according to your mind. I have not the
courage ”
There the door swung to.
An hour from that Mr. Sylvester left
the house with a small valise in his hand, and Mrs.
Sylvester dressed in her showiest costume, entered
her carriage for an early shopping excursion.
And so when Paula whispered to herself,
“I did not dare to tell him; I did not dare
to tell any one, but ” she thought
of those terrible words, “Die? It might
be better, perhaps, that you should!” and then
remembered the ghastly look of immeasurable horror
with which a few hours later, he staggered away from
that awful burden, whose rigid lines would never again
melt into mocking curves, and to whom the morning’s
wide soaring hopes, high reaching ambitions and boundless
luxuries were now no more than the shadows of a vanished
world; life, love, longing, with all their demands,
having dwindled to a noisome rest between four close
planks, with darkness for its present portion and beyond what?
CHAPTER VIII - DEPARTURE.
“Forever and forever,
farewell Cassius.
If we do meet again, why we
shall smile;
If not, why then, this parting
was well made.”
JULIUS Cæsar.
Samuel had received his orders to
admit Mr. Bertram Sylvester to his uncle’s room,
at whatever hour of the day or night he chose to make
his appearance. But evening wore away and finally
the night, before his well-known face was seen at
the door. Proceeding at once to the apartment
occupied by Mr. Sylvester, he anxiously knocked.
The door was opened immediately.
“Ah, Bertram, I have been expecting
you all night.” And from the haggard appearance
of both men, it was evident that neither of them had
slept.
“I have sat down but twice since
I left you, and then only in conveyances. I have
been obliged to go to Brooklyn, to ”
“But you have found him?”
“Yes, I found him.”
His uncle glanced inquiringly at his hands; they were
empty.
“I shall have to sit down,”
said Bertram; his brow was very gloomy, his words
came hesitatingly. “I had rather have knocked
my head against the wall, than have disappointed you,”
he murmured after a moment’s pause. “But
when I did find him, it was too late.”
“Too late!” The tone in
which this simple phrase was uttered was indescribable.
Bertram slowly nodded his head.
“He had already disposed of
all the papers, and favorably,” he said.
“But ”
“And not only that,” pursued
Bertram. “He had issued orders by telegraph,
that it was impossible to countermand. It was
at the Forty Second Street depot I found him at last.
He was just on the point of starting for the west.”
“And has he gone?”
“Yes sir.”
Mr. Sylvester walked slowly to the
window. It was raining drearily without, but
he did not notice the falling drops or raise his eyes
to the leaden skies.
“Did you meet any one?”
he asked at length. “Any one that you know,
I mean, or who knows you?”
“No one but Mr. Stuyvesant.”
“Mr. Stuyvesant!”
“Yes sir,” returned Bertram,
dropping his eyes before his uncle’s astonished
glance. “I was coming out of a house in
Broad Street when he passed by and saw me, or at least
I believed he saw me. There is no mistaking him,
sir, for any one else; besides it is a custom of his
I am told, to saunter through the down town streets
after the warehouses are all closed for the night.
He enjoys the quiet I suppose, finds food for reflection
in the sleeping aspect of our great city.”
There was gloom in Bertram’s tone; his uncle
looked at him curiously.
“What house was it from which you were coming
when he passed you?”
“A building where Tueller and
Co. do business, shady operators in paper, as you
know.”
“And you believed he recognized you?”
“I cannot be sure, sir.
It was dark, but I thought I saw him look at me and
give a slight start.”
Ah, how desolate sounds the drip,
drip of a ceaseless rain, when conversation languishes
and the ear has time to listen!
“I will explain to Mr. Stuyvesant
when I see him, that you were in search of a man with
whom I had pressing business,” observed Mr.
Sylvester at last.
“No,” murmured Bertram
with effort, “it might emphasize the occurrence
in his mind; let the matter drop where it is.”
There was another silence, during
which the drip of the rain on the window-ledge struck
on the young man’s ears like the premonitory
thud of falling earth upon a coffin-lid. At length
his uncle turned and advanced rapidly towards him.
“Bertram,” said he, “you
have done me a favor for which I thank you. What
you have learned in the course of its accomplishment
I cannot tell. Enough perhaps to make you understand
why I warned you from the dangerous path of speculation,
and set your feet in a way that if adhered to with
steadfast purpose, ought to lead you at last to a safe
and honorable prosperity. Now No, Bertram,”
he bitterly interrupted himself as the other opened
his lips, “I am in need of no especial commiseration,
my affairs seem bound to prosper whether I will or
not now I have one more commission to give
you. Miss Fairchild ” his voice
quavered and he leaned heavily on the chair near which
he was standing. “Have you seen her, Bertram?
Is the poor child quite prostrated? Has this
frightful occurrence made her ill, or does she bear
up with fortitude under the shock of this sudden calamity?”
“She is not ill, but her suffering
is undoubted. If you could see her and say a
few words to relieve her anxiety in regard to yourself,
I think it would greatly comfort her. Her main
thought seems to be for you, sir.”
Mr. Sylvester frowned, raised his
hand with a repelling gesture, and hastily opened
his lips. Bertram thought he was about to utter
some passionate phrase. But instead of that he
merely remarked, “I am sorry I cannot see her,
but it is quite impossible. You must stand between
me and this poor child, Bertram. Tell her I send
her my love; tell her that I am quite well; anything
to solace her and make these dark days less dreary.
If she wants a friend with her, let a messenger be
sent for whomever she desires. I place no restrictions
upon anything you choose to do for her comfort or
happiness, but let me be spared the sight of any other
face than yours until this is all over. After
the funeral it nay sound ungracious, but
I am far from feeling so I shall wish to
be left alone for awhile. If she can be made
to understand this ”
“I think her instincts, sir,
have already led her to divine your wishes. If
I am not mistaken, she is even now making preparations
to return to her relatives.”
Mr. Sylvester gave a start. “What,
so soon!” he murmured, and the sadness of his
tone smote Bertram to the heart. But in another
moment he recovered himself and shortly exclaimed,
“Well! well! that is as it should be. You
will watch over her Bertram, and see that she is kindly
cared for. It would be a grief to me to have her
go away with any more than the necessary regret at
losing one who was always kind to her.”
“I will look after her as after
a sister,” returned Bertram. “She
shall miss no attention which I can supply.”
With a look Mr. Sylvester expressed
his thanks. Then while Bertram again attempted
to speak, he gave him a cordial pressure of the hand,
and withdrew once more to his favorite spot.
And the rain beat, beat, and it sounded
more and more like the droppings of earth upon a nailed
down coffin-lid.
The funeral was a large one.
The largest some said that had ever been seen in that
quarter of the city. If Mrs. Sylvester’s
position had not been what it was, the sudden and
awful nature of her death, would have been sufficient
to draw together a large crowd. Among those who
thus endeavored to show their respect was Miss Stuyvesant.
“I could not join you here in
your pleasures,” she whispered to Paula in the
short interview they had upstairs, preparatory to the
services, “but I cannot keep away in the dark
hours!” And from her look and the clasp of her
hand, Paula gained fresh courage to endure the slow
pressure of anxiety and grief with which she was secretly
burdened.
Moreover she had the pleasure of introducing
her beloved friend to Mr. Bertram Sylvester, a pleasure
which she had long promised herself whenever the opportunity
should arrive, as Miss Stuyvesant was somewhat of
an enthusiast as regards music. She did not notice
particularly then, but she remembered afterwards,
with what a blushing cheek and beautiful glance the
dainty young girl received his bow, and responded to
his few respectful words of pleasure at meeting the
daughter of a man whom he had learned to regard with
so much respect.
Mr. Sylvester was in a room by himself.
The few glimpses obtained of him by his friends, convinced
them all, that this trouble touched him more deeply
than those who knew his wife intimately could have
supposed. Yet he was calm, and already wore that
fixed look of rigidity which was henceforth to distinguish
the expression of his fine and noble features.
In the ride to Greenwood he spoke
little. Paula who sat in the carriage with him
did not receive a word, though now and then his eye
wandered towards her with an expression that drove
the blood to her heart, and made the whole day one
awful memory of incomprehensible agony and dim but
terrible forebodings. The ways of the human soul,
in its crises of grief or remorse were so new to her.
She had passed her life beside rippling streams and
in peaceful meadows, and now all at once, with shadow
on shadow, the dark pictures of life settled down before
her, and she could not walk without stumbling upon
jagged rocks, deep yawning chasms and caves of impenetrable
gloom.
The sight of the grave appalled her.
To lay in such a bed as that, the fair and delicate
head that had often found the downy pillows of its
azure couch too hard for its languid pressure.
To hide in such a dismal, deep, dark gap, a form so
white and but a little while before, so imposing in
its splendor and so commanding in its requirements.
The thought of heaven brought no comfort. The
beauty they had known lay here; soulless, inert, rigid
and responseless, but here. It was gifted with
no wings with which to rise. It owned no attachment
to higher spheres. Death had scattered the leaves
of this white rose, but from all the boundless mirror
of the outspread heavens, no recovered semblance of
its perfected beauty, looked forth to solace Paula
or assuage the misery of her glance into this gloomy
pit. Ah, Ona, the social ladder reaches high,
but it does not scale the regions where your poor soul
could find comfort now.
Bertram saw the white look on Paula’s
face and silently offered his arm. But there
are moments when no mortal help can aid us; instants
when the soul stands as solitary in the universe,
as the ship-wrecked mariner on a narrow strip of rock
in a boundless sea. Life may touch, but eternity
enfolds us; we are single before God and as such must
stand or fall.
Upon their return to the house, Mr.
Sylvester withdrew with a few intimate friends to
his room, and Paula, lonely beyond expression, went
to her own empty apartment to finish packing her trunks
and answer such notes as had arrived during her absence.
For attention from outsiders was only too obtrusive.
Many whom she had never met save in the most formal
intercourse, flooded her now with expressions of condolence,
which if they had not been all upon one pattern and
that the most conventional, might have afforded her
some relief. Two or three of the notes were precious
to her and these she stowed safely away, one contained
a deliberate offer of marriage from a wealthy old
stock-broker; this she as deliberately burned after
she had written a proper refusal. “He thinks
I have no home,” she murmured.
And had she? As she paced through
the silent halls and elaborately furnished rooms on
her way to her solitary dinner, she asked herself if
any place would ever seem like home after this.
Not that she was infatuated by its elegance.
The lofty walls might dwindle, the gorgeous furniture
grow dim, the works of beauty disappear, the whole
towering structure contract to the dimensions of a
simple cottage or what was worse, a seedy down-town
house, if only the something would remain, the something
that made return to Grotewell seem like the bending
back of a towering stalk to the ground from which
it had taken its root. “If?” she
cried and stopped there, her heart swelling
she knew not why. Then again, “I thought
I had found a father!” Then after a longer pause,
a wild uncontrollable; “Bless! bless! bless!”
which seemed to re-echo in the room long after her
lingering step had left it.
“Will he let me go without a word?”
It was early morning and the time
had come for Paula’s departure. She was
standing on the threshold of her room, her hands clasped,
her eyes roving up and down the empty halls.
“Will he let me go without a word?”
“O Miss Paula, what do you think?”
cried Sarah, creeping slowly towards her from the
spectral recesses of a dim corner. “Jane
says Mr. Sylvester was up all last night too.
She heard him go down stairs about midnight and he
went through all the rooms like a gliding spectre and
into her room too!” she fearfully whispered;
“and what he did there no one knows, but when
he came out he locked the door, and this morning the
cook heard him give orders to Samuel to have the trunks
that were ready in Mrs. Sylvester’s room taken
away. O Miss, do you think he can be going to
give all those beautiful things to you?”
Paula recoiled in horror. “Sarah!”
said she, and could say no more. The vision of
that tall form gliding through the desolate house at
midnight, bending over the soulless finery of his
dead wife, perhaps stowing it away in boxes, came
with too powerful a suggestion to her mind.
“Shure, I thought you would
be pleased,” murmured the girl and disappeared
again into one of the dim recesses.
“Will he let me go without a word?”
“Miss Paula, Mr. Bertram Sylvester
is waiting at the door in a carriage,” came
in low respectful tones to her ears, and Samuel’s
face full of regret appeared at the top of the stairs.
“I am coming,” murmured
the sad-hearted girl, and with a sob which she could
not control, she took her last look of the pretty pink
chamber in which she had dreamed so many dreams of
youthful delight, and perhaps of youthful sorrow also,
and slowly descended the stairs. Suddenly as she
was passing a door on the second floor, she heard a
low deep cry.
“Paula!”
She stopped and her hand went to her
heart, the reaction was so sudden. “Yes,”
she murmured, standing still with great heart-beats
of joy, or was it pain?
The door slowly opened. “Did
you think I could let you go without a blessing, my
Paula, my little one!” came in those deep heart-tones
which always made her tears start. And Mr. Sylvester
stepped out of the shadows beyond and stood in the
shadows at her side.
“I did not know,” she
murmured. “I am so young, so feeble, such
a mote in this great atmosphere of anguish. I
longed to see you, to say good-bye, to thank you,
but ” tears stopped her words; this
was a parting that rent her leader heart.
Mr. Sylvester watched her and his
deep chest rose spasmodically. “Paula,”
said he, and there was a depth in his tone even she
had never heard before, “are these tears for
me?”
With a strong effort she controlled
herself, looked up and faintly smiled. “I
am an orphan,” she gently murmured; “you
have been kind and tender to me beyond words; I have
let myself love you as a father.”
A spasm crossed his features, the
hand he had lifted to lay upon her head fell at his
side, he surveyed her with eyes whose despairing fondness
told her that her love had been more than met by this
desolate childless man. But he did not reply
as seemed natural, “Be to me then as a child.
I can offer you no mother to guide or watch over you,
but one parent is better than none. Henceforth
you shall be known as my daughter.” Instead
of that he shook his head mournfully, yearningly but
irrevocably, and said, “To be your father would
have been a dear position to occupy. I have sometimes
hoped that I might be so blessed as to call it mine,
but that is all past now. Your father I can never
be. But I can bless you,” he murmured brokenly,
“not as I did that day in your aunt’s
little cottage, but silently and from afar as God always
meant you should be blessed by me. Good-bye, Paula.”
Then all the deeps in her great nature
broke up. She did not weep, but she looked at
him with her large dark eyes and the cry in them smote
his heart. With a struggle that blanched his
face, he kept his arms at his side, but his lips worked
in agony, and he slowly murmured, “If after a
time your heart loves me like this, and you are willing
to bear shadow as well as sunshine with me, come back
with your aunt and sit at my hearthstone, not as my
child but as a dear and honored guest. I will
try and be worthy ” He paused, “Will
you come, Paula?”
“Yes, yes.”
“Not soon, not now,” he murmured, “God
will show you when.”
And with nothing but a look, without
having touched her or so much as brushed her garments
with his, he retired again into his room.
CHAPTER XI - HOPGOOD.
“Give it an understanding
but no tongue.”
HAMLET.
Hopgood was a man who could keep a
secret, but who made so much ado in the process that
he reminded one of the placard found posted up somewhere
out west which reads, “A treasure of gold concealed
here; don’t dig!” Or so his wife used
to say, and she ought to know, for she had lived with
him five years, three of which he had spent in the
detective service.
“If he would only trust the
wife of his bosom with whatever he’s got on
his mind, instead of ambling around the building with
his eyes rolling about like peas in a caldron of boiling
water, one might manage to take some comfort in life,
and not hurt anybody either. For two days now,
ever since the wife of Mr. Sylvester died and Mr. Sylvester
has been away from the bank, he’s acted just
like a lunatic. Not that that has anything to
do with his gettin up of nights and roamin down five
pair of stairs to see if the watchman is up to his
duty, or with his askin a dozen times a day if I remembers
how Mr. Sylvester found him and me, well nigh starvin
in Broad Street, and gave him the good word which got
him into this place? O no! O no, of course
not! But something has, and while he persists
in shutting out from his breast the woman he swore
to love, honor, and cherish, that woman is not bound
to bear the trials of life with patience. Every
time he jumps out of his chair at the sound of Mr.
Sylvester’s name, and some one is always mentionin’
it, I plumps me down on mine with an expression of
my views regarding a kitchen stove that does all its
drawin’ when the oven’s empty.”
So spake Mrs. Hopgood to her special
crony and constant visitor, Mrs. Kirkshaw of Water
Street, pursing up a mouth that might have been good-natured
if she had ever given it an opportunity. But Mrs.
Kirkshaw who passed for a gossip with her neighbors,
was a philosopher in the retirement of the domestic
circle and did not believe in the blow for blow system.
“La!” quoth she, with
a smoothing out of her apron suggestive of her employment
as laundress, “show a dog that you want his bone
and you’ll never get it. Husbands is like
that very stove you’ve been a slanderin of.
Rattle on coal when the fire’s low and you put
it out entirely; but be a bit patient and drop it
on piece by piece, coaxing-like, and you’ll
have a hot stove afore you know it.”
Which suggestion struck Mrs. Hopgood
like a revelation, and for a day and night she resorted
to the coaxing system; the result of which was to
send Mr. Hopgood out of the room to sit on the stairs
in mortal terror, lest his good nature should get
the better of his discretion. His little daughter,
Constantia Maria so named and so called
from two grandmothers, equally exacting in their claims
and equally impecunious as regards their resources was
his sole solace in this long vigil. Her pretty
innocent prattle scarcely disturbed his meditation,
while it soothed his nerves, and with no one by but
this unsuspecting child, he could roll his great eyes
to his heart’s content without fear of her descrying
anything in them, but the love with which her own little
heart abounded.
On the morning after the funeral,
however, Constantia Maria was restored to his wife’s
arms on the plea that she did not seem quite well,
and Hopgood went out and sat alone. In a few
minutes, however, he returned, and ambling restlessly
up and down the room, stopped before his persistently
smiling wife and said somewhat tremulously:
“If Mr. Sylvester takes a notion
to come up and see Constantia Maria to-day, I hope
you’ll take the opportunity to finish your ironing
or whatever else it is you may have to do. I’ve
noticed he seems a little shy with the child when
you are around.”
“Shy with the child when I am
around! well I do declare!” exclaimed she, forgetting
her late rôle in her somewhat natural indignation.
“And what have I ever done to frighten Mr. Sylvester?
Nothing but putting on of a clean apron, when he comes
in and a dustin’ of the best chair for his use.
It’s a trick of yours to get a chance of speakin’
to him alone, and I’ll not put up with it.
As if it wasn’t bad enough to have a kettle
with the nozzle dangling, without living with a man
who has a secret he won’t share with his own
wife and the mother of his innocent babe.”
With a start the worthy man stared
at her till he grew red in the face, probably with
the effort of keeping his eyes steady for so long a
time. “Who told you I had a secret?”
said he.
“Who told me?” and then
she laughed, though in a somewhat hysterical way,
and sat down in the middle of the floor and shook and
shook again. “Hear the man!” she
cried. And she told him the story of the placard
out west and then asked him, “if he thought
she didn’t remember how he used to act when
he was a chasin’ up of a thief in the days when
he was on the police force.”
“But,” he cried, quite
as pale now as he had been florid the moment before,
“I’m not in the police force now and you
are acting quite silly and I’ve no patience
with you.” And he was making for the door,
presumably to sit upon the stairs, when with a late
repentance she seized him by the arm and said:
“La now,” an expression
she had caught from Mrs. Kirkshaw, “I didn’t
mean nothin’ by my talk. Come back, John;
Constantia Maria is not well, and if Mr. Sylvester
comes up to see her, I’ll just slip out and leave
you alone.”
And upon that he told her she was
a good wife and that if he had any secret from her
it was only because he was a poor man. “Honesty
and prudence are all the treasures I possess to keep
us three from starving. Shall I part with either
of them just to satisfy your curiosity?” and
being a good woman at heart, she said “no,”
though she secretly concluded that prudence in his
case involved trust in one’s wife first, and
disbelief in the rest of the world afterward; and took
her future resolutions accordingly.
“Well, Hopgood, you look anxious;
do you want to speak to me?”
The janitor eyed the changed and melancholy
face of his patron, with an expression in which real
sympathy for his trouble, struggled with the respectful
awe which Mr. Sylvester’s presence was calculated
to inspire.
“If you please,” said
he, speaking very low, for more or less of the bank
employees were moving busily to and fro, “Constantia
Maria is not well and she has been asking all day
for the dear man, as she insists upon calling
you, sir, with many apologies for the freedom.”
Mr. Sylvester smiled with a faint
far-away look in his dark eye that made Hopgood stare
uneasily out of the window. “Sick! why then
I must go up and see her,” he returned in a
matter-of-fact way that proved his visits in that
direction were of no uncommon occurrence. “A
moment more and I shall be at liberty.”
Hopgood bowed and renewed his stare
out of the window, with an intensity happily spared
from serious consequences to the passers-by, by the
merciful celerity with which Mr. Sylvester procured
his overcoat, put such papers in his pocket as he
required, and joined him.
“Constantia Maria, here is Mr.
Sylvester come to see you.”
It was a pleasure to observe how the
little thing brightened in her mother’s arms,
where but a moment before she had lain quite pale and
still, and slipping to the ground rushed up to meet
the embrace of this stern and melancholy-faced man.
“I am so glad you have come,” she cried
over and over again; and her little arms went round
his neck, and her soft cheek nestled against his,
with a content that made the mother’s eyes sparkle
with pleasure, as obedient to her promise, she quietly
left the room.
And Mr. Sylvester? If any one
had seen the abandon with which he yielded to her
caresses and returned them, he would have understood
why this child should have loved him with such extraordinary
affection. He kissed her forehead, he kissed
her cheek, and seemed never weary of smoothing down
her bright and silky curls. She reminded him of
Geraldine. She had the same blue eyes and caressing
ways. From the day he had come upon his old friend
Hopgood in a condition of necessity almost of want,
this blue-eyed baby had held its small sceptre over
his lonely heart, and unbeknown to the rest of the
world, had solaced many a spare five minutes with
her innocent prattle. The Hopgoods understood
the cause of his predilection and were silent.
It was the one thing Mrs. Hopgood never alluded to
in her gossips with Mrs. Kirkshaw. But to-day
the attentions of Mr. Sylvester to the little one
seemed to make the janitor restless. He walked
up and down the narrow room uneasily surveying the
pair out of the corner of his great glassy eyes, till
even Mr. Sylvester noticed his unusual manner and
put the child down, observing with a sigh, “You
think she is not well enough for any excitement?”
“No sir, it is not that,”
returned the other uneasily, with a hasty look around
him. “The fact is, I have something to say
to you, sir, about a discovery I
made the other day.” His words came very
slowly, and he looked down with great embarrassment.
Mr. Sylvester frowned slightly, and
drew himself up to the full height of his very imposing
figure. “A discovery,” repeated he,
“when?”
“The day you paid that early
visit to the bank, sir, the day Mrs. Sylvester died.”
The frown on Mr. Sylvester’s
brow grew deeper. “The day ”
he began, and stopped.
“Excuse me, sir,” exclaimed
Hopgood with a burst. “I ought not to have
mentioned it, but you asked me when, and I ”
“What was this discovery?”
inquired his superior, imperatively.
“Nothing much,” murmured
the other now all in a cold sweat. “But
I felt as if I ought to tell you. You have been
my benefactor, sir, I can never forget what you have
done for me and mine. If I saw death or bereavement
between me and any favor I could do for you, sir, I
would not hesitate to risk them. I am no talker,
sir, but I am true and I am grateful.” He
stopped, choked, and his eyes rolled frightfully.
Mr. Sylvester looked at him, grew a trifle pale, and
put the little child away that was nestling up against
his knee.
“You have not told me what you have discovered,”
said he.
“Well, sir, only this.”
And he took from his pocket a small roll of paper
which he unfolded and held out in his hand. It
contained a gold tooth-pick somewhat bent and distorted.
A flush dark and ominous crept over
Mr. Sylvester’s cheek. He glanced sternly
at the trembling janitor, and uttered a short, “Well?”
“I found it on the floor of
the bank just after you went out the other morning,”
the other pursued well-nigh inaudibly. “It
was lying near the safe. As it was not there
when you went in, I took it for granted it was yours.
Am I right, sir?”
The anxious tone in which this last
question was uttered, the studied way in which the
janitor kept his eyes upon the floor could not have
been unnoticed by Mr. Sylvester, but he simply said,
“I have lost mine, that may very possibly be
it.”
The janitor held it towards him; his
eyes did not leave the floor. “The responsibility
of my position here is sometimes felt by me to be very
heavy,” muttered the man in a low, unmodulated
tone. It was his duty in those days previous
to the Manhattan Bank robbery, to open the vault in
the morning, procure the books that were needed, and
lay them about on the various desks in readiness for
the clerks upon their arrival. He had also the
charge of the boxes of the various customers of the
bank who chose to entrust their valuables to its safe
keeping; which boxes were kept, together with the
books, in that portion of the vault to which he had
access. “I should regret my comfortable
situation here, but if it was necessary, I would go
without a murmur, trusting that God would take care
of my poor little lamb.”
“Hopgood, what do you mean?”
asked Mr. Sylvester somewhat sternly. “Who
talks about dismissing you?”
“No one,” responded the
other, turning aside to attend to some trivial matter.
“But if ever you think a younger or a fresher
man would be preferable in my place, do not hesitate
to make the change your own necessities or that of
the Bank may seem to require.”
Mr. Sylvester’s eye which was
fixed upon the janitor’s face, slowly darkened.
“There is something underlying
all this,” said he, “what is it?”
At once and as if he had taken his
resolution, the janitor turned. “I beg
your pardon,” said he, “I ought to have
told you in the first place. When I opened the
vaults as usual on the morning of which I speak, I
found the boxes displaced; that was nothing if you
had been to them, sir; but what did alarm me and make
me feel as if I had held my position too long was
to find that one of them was unlocked.”
Mr. Sylvester fell back a step.
“It was Mr. Stuyvesant’s
box, sir, and I remember distinctly seeing him lock
it the previous afternoon before putting it back on
the shelf.”
The arms which Mr. Sylvester had crossed
upon his breast tightened spasmodically. “And
it has been in that condition ever since?” asked
he.
The janitor shook his head. “No,”
said he, taking his little girl up in his arms, possibly
to hide his countenance. “As you did not
come down again on that day, I took the liberty of
locking it with a key of my own when I went to put
away the books and shut the vault for the night.”
And he quietly buried his face in his baby’s
floating curls, who feeling his cheek against her
own put up her hand and stroked it lovingly, crying
in her caressing infantile tones,
“Poor papa! poor tired papa.”
Mr. Sylvester’s stern brow contracted
painfully. The look with which his eye sought
the sky without, would have made Paula’s young
heart ache. Taking the child from her father’s
clasp, he laid her on the bed. When he again
confronted the janitor his face was like a mask.
“Hopgood,” said he, “you
are an honest man and a faithful one; I appreciate
your worth and have had confidence in your judgment.
Whom have you told of this occurrence beside myself?”
“No one, sir.”
“Another question; if Mr. Stuyvesant
had required his box that day and had found it in
the condition you describe, what would you have replied
to his inquiries?”
The janitor colored to the roots of
his hair in an agony of shame Mr. Sylvester may or
may not have appreciated, but replied with the straightforward
earnestness of a man driven to bay, “I should
have been obliged to tell him the truth sir; that
whereas I had no personal knowledge of any one but
myself, having been to the vaults since the evening
before, I was called upon early that morning to open
the outside door to you, sir, and that you came into
the bank,” (he did not say looking very pale,
agitated and unnatural, but he could not help remembering
it) “and finding no one on duty but myself, the
watchman having gone up stairs to take his usual cup
of coffee before going home for the day you
sent me out of the room on an errand, which delayed
me some little time, and that when I came back I found
you gone, and every thing as I had left it except
that small pick lying on the floor.”
The last words were nearly inaudible
but they must have been heard by Mr. Sylvester, for
immediately upon their utterance, the hand which unconsciously
had kept its hold upon the tooth-pick, opened and with
an uncontrollable gesture flung the miserable tell-tale
into the stove near by.
“Hopgood,” said the stately
gentleman, coming nearer and holding him with his
eyes till the poor man turned pale and cold as a stone,
“has Mr. Stuyvesant had occasion to open his
box since you locked it?”
“Yes sir, he called for it yesterday afternoon.”
“And who gave it to him?”
“I sir.”
“Did he appear to miss anything from it?”
“No, sir.”
“Do you believe, Hopgood, that there was anything
missing from it?”
The janitor shrank like a man subjected
to the torture. He fixed his glance on Mr. Sylvester’s
face and his own gradually lightened.
“No sir!” said he at last,
with a gasp that made the little one lift her curly
head from her pillow and shake it with a slow and wistful
motion strange to see in a child of only two years.
The proud man bowed, not with the
severity however that might have been expected; indeed
his manner was strangely shadowed, and though his lip
betrayed no uneasiness and his eye neither faltered
or fell, there was a vague expression of awe upon
his countenance, which it would take more than the
simple understanding of the worthy but not over subtle
man before him, to detect much less to comprehend.
“You may be sure that Mr. Stuyvesant
will never complain of any one having tampered with
his effects while you are the guardian of the vaults,”
exclaimed Mr. Sylvester in clear ringing tones.
“As for his box being open, it is right that
I should explain that it was the result of a mistake.
I had occasion to go to a box of my own in a hurry
that morning, and misled by the darkness and my own
nervousness perhaps, took up his instead of my own.
Not till I had opened it with the tooth-pick,
Hopgood, for I had been to a reception and did not
have my keys with me did I notice my mistake.
I had intended to explain the matter to Mr. Stuyvesant,
but you know what happened that day, and since then
I have thought nothing of it.”
The janitor’s face cleared to
its natural expression. “You are very kind,
sir, to explain yourself to me,” said he; “it
was not necessary.” But his lightened face
spoke volumes. “I have been on the police
force and I know how to hold my tongue when it is
my duty, but it is very hard work when the duty is
on the other side. Have you any commands for me?”
Mr. Sylvester shook his head, and
his eye roamed over the humble furniture and scanty
comforts of this poor man’s domicile. Hopgood
thought he might be going to offer him some gift or
guerdon, and in a low distressed tone spoke up:
“I shall not try to ask your
pardon, sir, for anything I have said. Honesty
that is afraid to show itself, is no honesty for me.
I could not meet your eye, knowing that I was aware
of any circumstance of which you supposed me ignorant.
What I know, you must know, as long as I remain in
the position you were once kind enough to procure for
me. And now that is all I believe, sir.”
Mr. Sylvester dropped his eyes from
the bare walls over which they had been restlessly
wandering, and fixed them for a passing moment on the
countenance of the man before him. Then with a
grave action he lifted his hat from his head, and
bowed with the deference he might have shown to one
of his proudest colleagues, and without another look
or word, quietly left the room.
Hopgood in his surprise stared after
him somewhat awe-struck. But when the door had
quite closed, he caught up his child almost passionately
in his arms, and crushing her against his breast,
asked, while his eye roamed round the humble room
that in its warmth and comfort was a palace to him,
“Will he take the first opportunity to have me
dismissed, or will his heart forgive the expression
of my momentary doubts, for the sake of this poor
wee one that he so tenderly fancies?”
The question did not answer itself,
and indeed it was one to which time alone could reply.