On her morning rides Jenny wore a
habit of russet brown and a broad-brimmed hat to match;
her beautiful mare was a golden chestnut; the motive
and the crown of all the scheme showed in her brilliant
hazel eyes. On this fine morning there
was a touch of autumn frost, slowly yielding before
the growing strength of the sun, but the ground was
springy under us Jenny bore a holiday air;
no cares and no schemes beset her. To my poor
ability I shared and seconded her mood, though my
black coat and drab breeches were a sad failure in
the matter of outward expression. She made straight
for the north gate of the Priory park; we passed through
it, crossed the road, and entered, by a farm-gate,
on to Fillingford territory. “I almost
always come here,” she told me. “There’s
such a splendid gallop. Now and then I meet Lord
Lacey, and we have a race.”
Not being an habitual party to these
excursions it was my usual lot to lie in
wait for the early post and reduce the letters to order
for our after-breakfast session I had seen
and heard nothing of her encounters with young Lacey.
I conceived that the two houses were still on the
terms of distant civility to which Lady Sarah’s
passive resistance had endeavored to confine them.
A formal call from each lady on the other a
no less formal visit to Jenny from Lord Fillingford
(who left his son’s card also) there
it had seemed to stop, the Mayor of Catsford and the
Memorial Hall perhaps in some degree contributing to
that result. Fine mornings a-horseback and youthful
blood had, however, sapped Lady Sarah’s defenses.
I was glad and I envied Lacey. He had
much to be thankful for. True, they talked of
sad financial troubles at Fillingford Manor, but you
may hear many a fine gentleman rail at the pinch of
poverty, as he pours, in no ungenerous measure, his
own champagne down his throat at half-a-crown a glass.
Perhaps at Fillingford that luxury did not rule every
day; but at any rate Lacey had a good horse to ride to
say nothing of pleasant company.
Well, all he had he deserved, if only
because he looked what he was so splendidly.
If Providence, or nature, or society makes a scheme
of things, it is surely a merit in us poor units to
fit into it? Let others attack or defend the
country gentleman. Anyhow, if you are one, look
it! And for such an one as does look it I have
a heartfelt admiration, from the crown of his head
to the sole of his foot with a special affection
for his legs in perfect boots and breeches. Young
Lacey was such a consummate type; I did not wonder
that Jenny’s ever liberal appreciation smiled
beams of approval as he appeared over the crest of
a rising hillock and rode on to meet us. Excellent,
too, were the lad’s manners; he appeared really
glad to see me which in the nature of the
case he hardly can have been in his heart.
“I’m going to win this
morning!” he cried to Jenny. “I feel
like winning to-day!”
“Why to-day? You don’t win very often.”
“That’s true,” he
said to me. “Miss Driver’s won two
to my one, regular. At sixpence a race I owe
her three shillings already.”
I had a feeling that Jenny glanced
at me, but I did not look at Jenny. I did not
even do the sum, though it was easy arithmetic.
“But to-day well,
in the first place I’ve got my commission and
in the second Aunt Sarah’s gone to London for
a week.”
“I congratulate you on the commission.”
“And you’re loftily indifferent
about Aunt Sarah?” he asked, laughing.
“I say, though, come along! Are you a starter,
Mr. Austin?”
I declined the invitation, but I managed
to keep them well in sight and my deliberate
opinion is that Jenny pulled. She could have won,
I swear it, if she had liked; as it was, she was beaten
by a length. The lad was ingenuously triumphant.
“Science is beginning to tell,” he declared.
“You won’t hold your lead long!”
“Sometimes it’s considered
polite to let a lady win,” Jenny suggested.
“Oh, come! If she challenges
she must take her chance in fair fight.”
“Then what chance have we poor
women?” asked deceptive Jenny who
could have won the race.
“You beat us in some things,
I admit. Brains, very often, and, of course,
charm and all that sort of thing.” He paused
a moment, blushed a little, and added, “And er of
course out of sight in moral qualities.”
I liked his “moral qualities.”
It hinted that reverence was alive in him. I
am not sure it did not indicate that the reverence
due to woman in the abstract was supremely due to
the woman by his side.
“Out of sight in moral qualities?”
she repeated thoughtfully. “Yes, I suppose
even a woman may hope that that’s true.
Don’t you think so, Mr. Austin?”
“It has always been conceded
in civilized communities,” I agreed.
“What I hate about that fellow
Octon Oh, I beg pardon isn’t
he a friend of yours?”
“I know him pretty well. He’s rather
interesting.”
“I hate the fellow’s tone
about about that sort of thing. Cheap,
I call it. But I don’t suppose he does
it to you; you wouldn’t stand it.”
“I’m very patient with my friends,”
said Jenny.
“Friends! You and that ! Oh,
well, let’s have another gallop.”
The gallop brought us in full view
of Fillingford Manor; it lay over against us in the
valley, broad expanses of meadow and of lawn leading
up to a formal garden, beyond which rose the long low
red-brick façade half covered with ivy, and a multitude
of twisting chimneys.
“Jolly old place, isn’t
it?” cried Lacey. “I say, wouldn’t
you like to see over it? I don’t expect
Aunt Sarah showed you much!”
“I should like to see over it
very much, if your father would ask me.”
“Oh, he will he’ll
be delighted. I say, come this week while
we’re by ourselves?”
“Yes, if he invites me.”
“He’ll invite you.
He likes you very much only he’s not
exactly expansive, you know, the governor!”
“Never mind, you are. Now
Mr. Austin and I must go back to breakfast and to
work.”
“By Jove, I must be getting
back, too, or I shall keep the governor waiting, and
he doesn’t like that.”
“If you do, tell him it’s my fault.”
The boy looked at her, then at me,
again blushed a little, and laughed. The slightest
flush appeared on Jenny’s smiling face.
I took the opportunity to light a cigarette.
The morning races had not been talked about at Fillingford!
“Well no you mustn’t
put it on the woman, must you?” said Jenny, as
she waved a laughing farewell.
On our way home she was silent and
thoughtful, speaking only now and then and answering
one or two remarks of mine rather absently. One
observation threw some light on her thoughts.
“It’s very awkward that
Mr. Octon should make himself so unpopular. I
want to be friends with everybody, but ”
She broke off. I did no more than give a nod
of assent. But I knew and thought she
must how Octon stood. He was considered
to have made himself impossible. He was not asked
to Fillingford; Aspenick had bluntly declared that
he would not meet him on account of a rude speech
of Octon’s, leveled at Lady Aspenick; Bertram
Ware and he were at daggers drawn over some semipolitical
semiprivate squabble in which Octon’s language
had been of more than its usual violence. The
town loved him no better than the county. Jenny
wanted to be popular everywhere popular,
influential, acclaimed. She was weighted by this
unpopular friendship which yet had such
attraction for her. The cares of state had fastened
on her again as we jogged homeward.
Well, they were the joy of her life it
would have needed a dull man not soon to see that.
The real joy, I mean not what at that moment nay,
nor perhaps at any moment she would herself
have named as her delight. Her joy in the sense
in which we creatures and the wisest among
us long ago come nearest to being able
to understand and define the innermost engine or instinct
whose working is most truly ourselves the
temptation to live and life itself which pair nature
has so cunningly coupled together. Effective
activity the reaching out to make of external
things and people (especially, perhaps, things and
people that obstinately resist) part of our own domain their
currency coinage of ours, with the stamp of our mint,
bearing our superscription causing the
writ of our issuing to run where it did not run before is
not this, however ill-expressed (and bigger men than
I have failed, and will fail, fully to express it),
something like what the human spirit attempts?
Or is there, too, a true gospel of drawing in of
renouncing? In the essential, mind you! It
is easy in trifles, in indulgences and luxuries.
But to surrender the exercise and expansion of self?
If that be right, if that be true at
any rate it was not Jenny Driver. She was a strong,
natural-born swimmer, cast now for the first time into
open sea after the duck ponds of her Smalls
and her Simpsons. It was not the smooth waters
which tested, tried, or in innermost truth delighted
her most.
All this in a very tiny corner?
Of course. Will you find me anywhere that is
not a corner, please? Alexander worked in one,
and Caesar. “What does it matter then what
I do?” “No more,” I must answer,
being no philosopher and therefore unprepared with
a theory, “than it matters whether or not you
are squashed under yonder train. But if you think on
your own account that the one matters, why,
for all we can say, perhaps the other does.”
That duck pond of the Simpsons’!
By apparent chance it may be, in fact,
by some unusual receptivity in my own bearing that
very day Chat talked to me about it. I had grown
friendlier toward Chat, having perceived that the
cunning in her (it was there, and refuted
Cartmell’s charge of mere foolishness) ran
to no more than a decent selfishness, informed by
years of study of Jenny, deflected by a spinsterish
admiration of Octon’s claim to unquestioned
male dominion. Her reason said “We
are very well as we are. I am comfortable.
I am ‘putting by.’ Jenny’s
marriage might make things worse.” The spinster
added, “But this must end some day. Let
it end when it must in an irresistible
(perhaps to Chat’s imagination a rather lurid)
conquest.” Paradoxically her instinct (for
if anything be an instinct, selfishness is) squared
with what I had deciphered of Jenny’s strategy in
immediate action at least. Chat would not have
Octon shown the door; neither would she set him at
the head of the table just yet. Being
comfortable, she abhorred all chance of convulsions as
Jenny, being powerful, resented all threat of dominion.
But if the convulsion must come as it must
some day Chat wanted it dramatic matter
for gossip and for flutters! To her taste Octon
fulfilled that aesthetic requirement.
Naturally Chat saw Jenny at the Simpsons’
from her own point of view through herself and
by that avenue approached the topic.
“Of course things are very much
changed for the better in most ways, Mr. Austin if
they’ll only last. The comforts! And,
of course, the salary! Well, it’s not the
thing to talk about that. Still I daresay you
yourself sometimes think ? Yes, of course,
one must consider it. But there were features
of the rectory life which I confess I miss. We
had always a very cheerful tea, and supper, too, was
sociable. In fact one never wanted for a chat.
Here I’m thrown very much on my own resources.
Jenny is out or busy, and Mrs. Bennet the
housekeeper, you know is reserved and,
of course, not at her ease with me. And then there
was the authority!” (Was Chat also among the
Caesars?) “Poor Chat had a great deal of authority
at the rectory, Mr. Austin yes she
had! Mrs. Simpson an invalid the rector
busy or not caring to meddle the girls were
left entirely to me. My word was law.”
She shook her head regretfully over the change in
her position.
“We all like that, Miss Chatters, when we can
get it!”
“Jenny, of course, was different and
that made it difficult sometimes. Besides being
the eldest, she was very well paid for and, although
not pampered and, I must say, considering all things
as I now know them, very ill-supplied with pocket
money, there were orders that she should ride every
day. Two horses and the hostler from the Bull
every day except Sundays! It couldn’t
but make a difference, especially with a girl of Jenny’s
disposition not altogether an easy one,
Mr. Austin. It had to be give-and-take between
us. If she obeyed me, there were many little
things I could do having, as I say, the
authority. If she would do her lessons well and
her example had great influence on the others I
didn’t trouble to see what books she had in her
bedroom (with the other girls I did), nor even ask
questions if she stayed out a little late for supper.
Of course we had to be very much on our guard; it
didn’t do to make the Simpson girls jealous.”
“You had a little secret understanding
between yourselves?”
“Never, Mr. Austin! I wouldn’t
have done such a thing with any of my pupils.
It would be subversive of discipline.”
“Of course it would; I beg your
pardon.” (Here a little “homage to virtue”
on both our parts!)
“She knew how far she could
go; she knew when I must say ‘Stop!’ She
never put me to it though I must say she
went very near the line sometimes. She came to
us very raw, too, with really no idea of what was
ladylike. What those Smalls can have been like!
You see what she is now. I don’t think
I did so badly.”
I saw what she was now or
some of it. And I seemed to see it all growing
up in that country rectory the raw girl
from the Smalls (those deplorable Smalls!) at Cheltenham,
learning her youthful lessons in diplomacy how
far one can go, where one must stop, how keen a bargain
can be struck with Authority. Chat had been Authority
then. There was another now. Yet where the
difference in principle?
“I can’t have managed
so very badly, because they were all broken-hearted
to lose me I often think how they can be
getting on! and here I am with Jenny!
Well, poor Chat would have had to go soon, anyhow.
They were all growing up. That time comes.
It must be so in my profession, Mr. Austin. Indispensable
to-day, to-morrow you’re not wanted!”
“That sounds sad. You must
be glad, in the end, that you didn’t stay?”
“It’ll be the same here
some day. For all you or I know, it might be
to-morrow. The only thing is to suit as long as
we can, and to put by a little.”
I vowed within my breast that
henceforth Chat’s little foibles or
defenses? her time-serving, her cowardice,
her flutters, her judgment of Jenny’s concerns
from a point of view not primarily Jenny’s, her
encroachments on the port and other stolen (probably
transient!) luxuries all these should meet
with gentle and sympathetic appraisement. She
was only trying to “suit” and
meanwhile to put by a little. But I was not sure
what she had done, or helped to do, to Jenny, nor
that her ex-pupil’s best course would not lie
in presenting her with her congé and a substantial
annuity.
An invitation came from Fillingford
in which Chat and I were courteously included.
Jenny, however, found work for poor Chat at home (alas,
for the days of Authority!) and made me drive her
over in the dog-cart. As we drove in at the gates,
she asked suddenly, “How am I to behave?”
“Don’t look at anything
as if you wanted to buy it,” was the best impromptu
advice I could hit on.
“I might do it tactfully!
Don’t you remember what my father said? ’You
may succeed in your way better than I in mine.’”
“I remember. And you think he referred
to tact?”
Jenny took so long to answer that
there was no time to answer at all; we were at the
door, and young Lacey was waiting.
The house was beautiful and stately;
I think that Jenny was surprised to find that it was
also in decent repair. There was nothing ragged,
nothing poverty-stricken; a grave and moderate handsomeness
marked all the equipment. The fall in fortune
was rather to be inferred from what was absent than
rudely shown in the present condition of affairs.
Thus the dining-room was called the Vandyke Room but
there were no Vandykes; a charming little boudoir
was called the Madonna Parlor but the Madonna
had taken flight, probably a long flight across the
Atlantic. In giving us the names Lord Fillingford
made no reference to their being no longer applicable he
seemed to use them in mechanical habit, forgetful of
their significance and Jenny, mindful perhaps
of the spirit of my warning, refrained from questions.
But for what was to be seen she had a generous and
genuine enthusiasm; the sedate beauty and serenely
grand air of the old place went to her heart.
But one picture did hang in the Madonna
Parlor a half-length of a beautiful high-bred
girl with large dark eyes and a figure slight almost
to emaciation. Lacey and I, who were behind, entered
the room just as the other two came to a stand before
it. I saw Jenny’s face turn toward Fillingford
in inquiry.
“My wife,” he said.
“She died thirteen years ago when
Amyas was only five.” His voice was dry,
but he looked steadily at the picture with a noticeable
intentness of gaze.
“This was mother’s own
room, Miss Driver,” Lacey interposed.
“Yes. How how
it must have suited her!” said Jenny in a low
voice.
Fillingford turned his head sharply
round and looked at her; with a slight smile he nodded
his head. “She was very fond of this room.
She had it furnished in blue instead of
yellow.” Then he moved quickly to the door.
“There’s nothing else you’d care
to see here, I think.”
After lunch Lacey carried Jenny off
to the garden his father seemed to think
that he had done enough as host and to acquiesce readily
in the devolution of his duties and I sat
awhile with Fillingford, smoking cigarettes well,
he only smoked one. It seemed to me that the man
was like his house; just as the state of its fortune
was not rudely declared in anything unbecoming or
shabby, but had to be gathered from the gaps where
beauties once had figured, so the essence of him, and
the road to understanding him, lay in his reserves,
his silences, his defensiveness. What he refrained
from doing, being, or saying, was the most significant
thing about him. His manners were irreproachable,
his courtesy cast in a finer mold than that of an
ordinary gentleman, yet he did not achieve real cordiality
and remained at a very long arm’s length from
intimacy. His highest degree of approval seemed
to consist in an absence of disapprobation; yet, feeling
that this negative reward of merit was hard to win,
the recipient took the unsubstantial guerdon with some
gratification. My own hope was to escape from
his presence without having caused him to think that
I had done anything offensive; if he had nothing against
me, I should be content. I wondered whether he
were satisfied to have the like measure meted out
to him. His son had said he was “not expansive”:
that was like denying silkiness to a porcupine.
Yet there was that about him which commanded respect at
least a respect appropriately negative; you felt certain
that he would do nothing sordid and touch nothing
unclean; he would always be true to the code of his
class and generation.
We heard laughter from Jenny and Lacey
echoing down the long passages as they returned from
the garden; from the noise their feet made they seemed
to be racing again. The sounds interrupted a rather
perfunctory conversation about Nicholas Driver and
the growth of Catsford. Rather to my surprise I
must confess his face lit up with a smile a
smile of pensive sweetness.
“That sounds cheerful,”
he said. “More like old days!” Then
he looked at me apprehensively, as though afraid that
he had proffered an uninvited confidence. He
went on almost apologetically. “It’s
very quiet here. My health doesn’t fit
me for public life, or even for much work in the county.
We do our duty, I hope, but we tend rather to fall
out of the swim. It wasn’t so in my wife’s
time. Well, Amyas will bring all that back again
some day, I hope.”
“I’m glad to hear that he’s got
his commission,” said I.
“Yes, he must go and do some
work, while I hold the fort for him at home.
Landed property needs a great deal of attention nowadays,
Mr. Austin.” Again he smiled, but now wearily,
as though his stewardship were a heavy burden.
The laughing pair burst into the room.
Amyas was flushed, Jenny seemed out of breath; they
had a great joke to tell.
“We’ve found a picture
of Miss Driver in the West Gallery,” cried Amyas.
“Really it must be her it’s
exactly like!”
“Fancy my picture being in your
house all this time, Lord Fillingford and
you never told me!”
Fillingford was looking intently at
Jenny now. He raised his brows a little and smiled,
as the result of his survey.
“Yes I’m afraid
I know which picture Amyas means, though I don’t
often go to the West Gallery. The one on the
right of the north door, Amyas?”
“Yes in a wonderful gown all over
pearls, you know.”
“Who is she besides
me?” asked Jenny. “Because I believe
she has a look of me really.”
“She’s an ancestress a
collateral ancestress at least of ours.
She was one of Queen Elizabeth’s ladies.
But we’re not proud of her and you
mustn’t be proud of the likeness if
there is one, Miss Driver.”
“But I am proud of it.
I think she’s very pretty and some
day I’ll have a gown made just like that.”
“Why aren’t we proud of her, father?”
asked young Lacey.
“She got into sad disgrace and
very nearly into the Tower, I believe. Elizabeth
made her kinsman Lord Lacey one of my predecessors take
her away from Court and bring her down to the country.
Here she was kept in fact more or less
imprisoned. But it didn’t last many years.
Smallpox carried her off, poor thing it
was very bad in these parts about 1590 and,
unluckily for her, before the queen died.
“What was her name?”
“Mistress Eleanor Lacey.”
“And what had she done?” pursued Jenny,
full of interest.
“Ah, well, what was the truth
about it who can tell now? It was never
important enough to get put on record. But the
family tradition is that the Queen was jealous of
her place in Leicester’s affections.”
He smiled at Jenny. “I wish Amyas had found
you a more acceptable prototype!”
“Oh, I don’t know,”
said Jenny thoughtfully. “I like her looks.
Do you believe that what they said was true?”
“I’m sorry to say that,
again according to the family tradition, it was.”
Our dog-cart had been ready for some
minutes. Jenny said good-by, and both father
and son escorted her to the door.
“I hope we shall see you at
dinner as soon as my sister comes back,” said
Fillingford, as he helped her to mount into the cart.
“We must have a little festivity for Amyas before
he joins.”
Jenny was all thanks and cordiality,
and drove off smiling and waving her hand gayly.
“Isn’t that really rather
interesting about Eleanor Lacey? Mind you go
and see the picture next time you’re there!
It’s really very like.”
I promised to see the picture, and
asked her how she had got on with Fillingford.
“Oh, I like him well enough,
but ” She paused and smiled reflectively.
“Down at the Simpsons’ there was a certain
young man boy he really was whom
we called Rabbit. That was only because of the
shape of his mouth, and has nothing to do with the
story! I used sometimes to walk home with Rabbit from
evening church, or lawn-tennis parties, and so on,
you know.” (Were these the occasions on which
she was rather late for supper without
incurring Chat’s rebuke?) “We girls used
to laugh at him because he always began by taking
great pains to show you that he didn’t mean
to flirt well, at all events, didn’t
mean to begin the flirtation. If you wanted to
flirt, you must begin yourself that was
Rabbit’s attitude, and he made it perfectly plain
in his behavior.
“Rabbit can’t have been
a very amusing youth to walk home with in the gloaming?”
I ventured to suggest.
“He wasn’t, but then there
wasn’t much choice down at the Simpsons’,
you know. Besides, it could be made rather funny
with Rabbit. You see, he wouldn’t begin
because he had such a terror of being snubbed.”
She laughed in an amused reminiscence. “I
think I shall call Lord Fillingford Rabbit,”
she ended.
“It’ll be very disrespectful.”
“Oh, you can’t make all
the nicknames for yourself!” She paused and
added, apparently with a good deal of satisfaction “Rabbit and
Volcano yes!”