It was all very well to tell me that
I must feel Fillingford’s mind, but that possession
of his had always seemed to me to achieve a high degree
of intangibility. His words were not in the habit
of disclosing more of it than was necessary for his
purpose without any regard for his interlocutor’s while
his face reduced expression to a minimum. For
all you got from looking at him, you might pretty
nearly as well have talked with your eyes shut.
That sudden stroke of surprise and relief at Alison’s
stood out in my memory as unique the only
real revelation of his feelings which I had seen reflected
on his countenance. High demands were being made
on me as an amateur diplomatist!
My arrival at the Manor was early untimely
probably, and certainly unexpected. The very
butler showed surprise, and left me standing in the
hall while he went to discover whether Fillingford
could see me. Before this he had suggested that
it was Lacey whom I really wanted and that, since
Lacey had gone out riding directly after breakfast,
my errand was vain. When I insisted that I knew
whom I wanted, he gave way, still reluctantly; several
minutes passed before he returned with the message
that his lordship would receive me. He led me
along a corridor, toward a door at the far end of
it. To my consternation, as we approached that
door, Lady Sarah came out of it and came
out with a good deal of meaning. She flounced
out; and she passed me with angry eyes and her head
erect. I felt quite sure that Lady Sarah had been
against my being received at all that morning.
During previous visits to the Manor,
I had not enjoyed the privilege of being shown Fillingford’s
study, in which I now found myself (not without qualms).
It was a large room which mere neglect would have left
beautiful; but, unlike the rest of the house, it appeared
to have been methodically rendered depressing.
His dour personality had in his own sanctum overpowered
the native beauty of his house. Even the charming
view of the old park was more than half hidden by blinds
of an indescribably gloomy brown, which challenged
to a match the melancholy of a drab carpet. Two
or three good portraits were killed by their surroundings but
Fillingford himself seemed in a deadly harmony with
his room. His thin gray face and whitening hair,
his dull weary eyes, and his rounded shoulders, made
him and his room rather suggestive of a funeral card broad-edged
in black, with a photograph of the late lamented in
the middle looking as dead as the intimation
told one that unfortunately he was.
He rose for a moment to shake hands,
indicating a chair for me close by the table at which
he sat. The table was covered with papers and
bundles, very neatly arranged; everything in the room
was in its place to an inch.
“I’m glad to see you,
Mr. Austin,” he said in reply to my apology for
so early a visit, “and if you come on business,
as you say, the hour isn’t at all too early
for me.” He was perfectly courteous but
dry as dust.
“I come on Miss Driver’s
behalf. As you are probably aware, your son Lord
Lacey has done Miss Margaret Octon the honor of making
her a proposal of marriage. Miss Octon is in
the position of being under Miss Driver’s care I
may perhaps call her her ward and Miss Driver
is anxious to know whether Lord Lacey’s proposal
has your approval.”
“Has it Miss Driver’s approval?”
he asked.
“Most cordially provided
it has yours. Further than that she wouldn’t
wish to go without knowing your views.”
He spoke slowly and deliberately.
“You and I have approached this subject before incidentally,
Mr. Austin. I have little doubt that you gathered
from that conversation that I had had another idea
in my mind?”
“Yes, I rather understood that from
what you let fall.”
“That idea was entirely erroneous,
I suppose? Or, at all events, if ever entertained,
is abandoned now?”
We had already got on to delicate
ground. “The situation seems to speak for
itself, Lord Fillingford. And I’m sure that
the arrangement now proposed has always been desired
by Miss Driver.”
“Miss Driver has a very great
influence over my son, I think,” he remarked.
“I don’t think she would
wish to deny that she has favored this arrangement
so far as she properly and legitimately could.
She was naturally desirous of promoting Miss Octon’s
happiness. If in other respects the marriage
was a very desirable one well, she was entitled
to think of that also.”
“You consider that Miss Octon’s
feelings are deeply engaged in this matter?”
“If you ask me, I think the
two young people are as much in love as any young
couple could be.”
“I know my son’s feelings;
he has made me aware of them. And Miss Driver
thinks this marriage desirable?”
“She charged me to express the
great pleasure she would take in it, if it met with
your approval.”
He sat silent for a moment, his hand
up to his mouth as he bit his finger nail. For
reasons I have given, to follow the trend of his thoughts
was quite beyond my powers of discernment.
“I suppose I seem to her and
perhaps to you a very ineffectual person?”
he went on in his even voice, with his dull eyes (like
a gas jet turned low to save the light!) “I
have the bad luck to stand half-way between two schools two
generations of ideas. When I was born,
men of my order still had fortunes; nowadays many of
them have to set out to make fortunes or
at least careers like other people.
I’ve been stranded half-way. The fortunes
of my house are gone; I’ve neither the power
nor the taste to try to retrieve them; and I’m
too old. Public life used to be the thing, but
I’ve not the manners for that.” His
chilly smile came again. “So I sit on, watching
the ruins falling into more utter ruin still.”
It was not for me to say anything
to that. But I had a new sympathy for him.
His room, again, seemed to add a silent confirmation
of all he said.
“Once I did try to retrieve
the situation. You know how and how
the attempt ended. It served me right and
I’ve learned the lesson. Now the same woman
asks me for my son.”
“Not for herself!”
“No, thank God!”
He said that very deliberately not
carried away, meaning to let me have it for all it
was worth. Well, my diplomacy failed or
I fear so. I did not like to hear him thank God
for being quit of Jenny.
“She might have,” I declared impulsively.
“I think you’re right.
She’s a very clever woman. Young men are
wax in hands like that.”
“Shall we get back from what
isn’t in question to what is, Lord Fillingford?”
“I don’t think that the
digression was due to me not wholly anyhow.
If it were, I must seek excuse in the fact that I
have lived a month under that nightmare.”
I must have given some sign of protest or indignation.
“Well, I beg your pardon under that
impression.”
“From that, at least, you’re
relieved by the present arrangement.”
“The proposed arrangement” I
noticed that he corrected my epithet “has
not my approval, Mr. Austin. The other day I called
it ridiculous. That was perhaps too strong.
But it is profoundly distasteful to me, and not at
all to my son’s interest. I wish to say
plainly that I am doing and shall do my best to dissuade
him from it.”
“If he won’t be dissuaded?”
“I venture to hope that we needn’t
discuss that eventuality. Time enough, if it
should occur.”
“Miss Octon’s feelings ”
“What Miss Driver has properly
and legitimately as you maintain used her
efforts to promote, she will probably be able, with
a little more trouble, to undo. That seems to
me not my affair.”
His defense was very quiet, very stubborn.
He told me no more than suited him. But I was
entitled to lay hold of the two grounds of objection
which he had advanced; the arrangement was distasteful
to him and not at all to his son’s
interest.
“I thank you for your candor
in putting me in possession of your views. Miss
Driver would wish me to be equally frank with you.
She has anticipated your objections.”
“She could hardly do otherwise,”
he remarked, smiling faintly.
“As regards the first, her position
is that this girl can’t be held responsible
for anything in the past. She, at least, is blameless.”
“I occupy the position of my
parents and bear their burdens, Mr. Austin.
So do you of yours. It’s the way of the
world, I’m afraid, and Miss Driver can’t
alter it.”
“She regards this sentimental objection ”
“You would apply that term to
my objection to allying my family with the late Mr.
Octon’s?”
I was not quite sure of my epithet
myself. “I didn’t say your objection
wasn’t natural.”
“Perhaps you might go so far
as to admit that it is inevitable? I on my part
will admit that the girl herself appears to be unexceptionable.
Indeed, I liked her very much, when I met her at our
friend Alison’s. That, however, doesn’t
in my view alter the case.”
“I understand. Will you
permit me to pass to the other point you mentioned that
of your son’s interest?”
“If you please,” he said,
with a slight inclination of his head, as he leaned
back in his chair. I could see that I had made
no way with him. The best that we had hoped for
was not coming to pass. There was to be no triumph
of pure romance; even relief from the “nightmare”
would not, by itself, serve the turn.
“Having placed Miss Octon in
the position which she now occupies, Miss Driver naturally
charges herself with Miss Octon’s future.”
“Miss Driver is well known to
be generous. I had anticipated, in my turn, that
she would propose to make some provision for Miss Octon
who, as I understand, has only a very small income
of her own.”
“Miss Driver has recently concluded
negotiations for the purchase of Oxley Lodge, together
with the whole of Mr. Bertram Ware’s estate.
It is estimated that, freed from encumbrances, that
estate will produce a net rental of three thousand
pounds a year. Miss Driver will present the house
and estate to Miss Octon on her marriage.”
He raised his brows slightly, but
made no other comment than, “I had heard that
she was in treaty for Ware’s place. Aspenick
told me.”
“She will settle on Miss Octon
a sum of money sufficient to make up this income to
the sum of ten thousand pounds a year. This income
she will increase to twenty thousand on Lord Lacey’s
succession to the title. She will also present
Miss Octon, on her marriage, with a lump sum of fifty
thousand pounds. She will execute a settlement
of funds sufficient to raise the income to thirty
thousand on her death this income to be
settled on Miss Octon for life, with remainder among
her children as she and her husband shall jointly
appoint. I am also to inform you that, without
undertaking any further legal obligation, it is Miss
Driver’s present intention to leave to Miss
Octon, or (if Miss Octon predeceases her) to any son
of hers who is heir to your title, the estate of Breysgate
and the greater part of her Catsford property.
I need not tell you that that property is of great
and growing value. In short, subject to public
claims and certain comparatively small private ones,
Miss Octon is to be regarded as her natural heir no
less absolutely and completely than if she were her
own and her only child.”
He heard me all through with an impassive
face even his brows had returned to their
natural level. “Miss Driver is a young woman
herself. She will probably marry.”
“It is possible, and therefore
she limits her legal obligation to the amount I have
mentioned approximately one half of her
present income. I am, however, to inform you
in confidence that it is her fixed intention not to
marry, and that it is practically certain that she
will not depart from that resolution in
which case the ultimate arrangement which I have indicated
will come into effect.”
The bribe was out and fewest
possible words spent over it! Now how
would he take it?
His manner showed nothing. He
sat silent for a minute or two. Then he said,
“It’s certainly princely.” He
smiled slightly again. “I think I must
apologize for my word ‘provision.’
This is a very large fortune, Mr. Austin or
seems like it to poor folks like the Laceys.”
“It’s a very considerable
fortune. As I have said, Miss Driver regards
Margaret Octon as in the place of her own daughter.
Miss Driver thought it only right that these circumstances
should be placed before you as possibly bearing on
the decision you felt it your duty to make yourself,
or to recommend to your son.”
“Why does she do it?” he asked abruptly.
“I’ve just given you the
reason which I was directed to give. I wasn’t
commissioned to give any other. She regards Miss
Octon in the light of an only child the
natural object of her bounty and, in due course of
time, her natural successor.”
“We met once at Hatcham Ford,
Mr. Austin,” he said abruptly. “You
remember? I think you knew pretty well the state
of things then existing between Miss Driver and myself?
I’ve charged you with possessing that knowledge
before. That piece of knowledge may enable you
to understand how the present proposition affects
me. This isn’t all love for Margaret Octon.”
“No, not all love for Margaret.
But now you’re asking me for my opinion, not
for my message.”
“I didn’t mean it as a
question. But I see that you agree with me.
Then you may understand that I can feel no gratitude
for this offer. It and consequently
the arrangement of which it is a part would
transform everything here. It would accomplish
the task which I haven’t even had the courage
to try to accomplish. It would blot out my great
failure. But, coming whence it does and why it
does, I can feel no gratitude for it.”
“It would be very far from Miss
Driver’s thoughts to expect anything of the
kind.”
Suddenly he pushed back his chair,
rose to his feet, and went to the window, impatiently
letting one of the ugly brown blinds fly up to the
ceiling by a tug at its cord. He stood there two
or three minutes. His back was still toward me
when he spoke again.
“I’ve been a steward more
than an owner a caretaker, I should rather
say. This would make my son and his son after
him owners again. It’s the restoration
of our house.” His voice sank a little.
“And it would come through her and Leonard Octon!”
Silence came again for a while; then he turned round
and faced me. “I’ve no right to decide
this question. She has taken the decision out
of my hand by this. I have memories, resentments,
what I think to be wrongs and humiliations. Perhaps
I have cause for thinking so.”
“I wasn’t sent here to
deny that, Lord Fillingford. If that hadn’t
been so, not I should have been here, but she who
sent me.”
“And so,” he went on slowly,
“I’m no judge. I should sin against
my conscience if I were to judge. The question
is not for me let her go to Amyas himself.”
I was glad at heart we
had escaped bullying; only in one moment of temper
had I hinted at it, and that moment seemed now far
away. It was easy to see the defects of this
man, and easier still to feel them as a vaguely chilling
influence. His virtues were harder to see and
to appreciate his justice, his candor of
mind, his rectitude, the humility beneath his pride.
“Lord Lacey attaches enormous
importance to your opinion. I know that as well
as you do. Can’t you go a little further?”
“I thought I had gone about as far as could
be expected.”
“Not quite. Won’t
you tell your son what you would do if you were in
his place?”
“I think you’d better
not ask me to do that. I’m less sure of
what I should do than I am of what he will do.
What he’ll do will, I think, content you I
might think too much of who his father is, and of who
her father was, and from whose hand these splendid
benefits come. I think I’d better not advise
Amyas.”
“But you’ll accept his
decision? You’ll not dissuade him?”
“I daren’t dissuade him,”
he answered briefly and turned his back on me again.
He added in a tone that at least strove to be lighter,
“My grandchildren might rise up and call me
cursed! But if she looks for thanks not
from this generation!”
For the first time though
I sacrifice finally my character for morality by that
confession I was genuinely, in my heart
and not in my pretenses or professions, inclined to
regret the night at Hatcham Ford the discovery
and the flight. All said, he was a man. After
much conflict they might have come together.
If she had known then that it was man against man not
man against name, title, position, respectability why,
the case might have seemed changed, the issue have
been different. But he was so seldom able to
show what he was. He had no spontaneous power
of expressing himself; the revelation had to be wrung
out by force peine forte et dure;
he had to be pressed almost to death before he would
plead for himself, for his case, for what he felt deep
down within him. All that was too late to think
about unless some day, in the future, it
might avail to make them decently friendly avail
against the deep wound to pride on one side, against
the obstinate championship of the dead on the other.
But to-day he had opened himself frankly
enough to absolve me from formalities.
“Gratitude isn’t asked.
I imagine that the proper forms would be.”
He turned to me very quickly.
“I’m on terms of acquaintance with a lady,
or I’m not. If I am, I hope that I omit
no courtesy.”
“Nor give it grudgingly?”
“She told you to say that?”
“No nor some other
things I’ve said. But I know how she’d
take any paring down of what is requisite.”
I ventured a smile at him. “You would have
to call, I think, to-morrow.” I let that
sink in. “And Lady Sarah a few days afterwards.”
He gave a short laugh. “You’re
speaking of matters of course, if this thing is decided
as it looks like being.”
I got up from my chair. “I
go back with the promise of your neutrality?”
I asked.
“Neutrality is surrender,” he said.
“Yes, I think so. Young
blood is in the question. Besides as
you see yourself the prospect may to a
young man seem rather dazzling.”
“Let me alone, Mr. Austin, let me alone, for
God’s sake!”
“I go the moment you wish me
to, Lord Fillingford. I carry my answer with
me isn’t it so?”
Wonderfully recovering himself with
the most rapid transition to an orderly self-composure he
came and sat down at his table again.
“I shall see my son on this
matter directly after lunch. It will be proper
to convey immediate news of our decision to Breysgate
Priory. I shouldn’t like in
the event we both contemplate to appear
tardy in paying my respects to Miss Driver. At
what hour to-morrow afternoon do you suppose that
it would be convenient to her to receive me?”
“I should think that about four
o’clock would be quite convenient,” I
answered.
With that, I rose to my feet my
mission was ended. Neither quite as we had hoped,
nor quite as we had feared. We had not bullied we
had hardly threatened. If we had bribed, we had
not bribed the man himself. He he
himself would have had none of us; for him himself the
betrayal at Hatcham Ford governed the situation and
his feelings about it. But he saw himself as
a trustee a trustee for unborn generations
of men, born to inherit yet, as things
stood, born more than half disinherited! There
was no telling what Jenny thought of. Very likely
she had thought of that, when she made her bribe no
mere provision nor even merely that “handsome
thing” but the new bestowal of a lost
ancestral heritage. Amid profound incompatibilities,
they both had broad views, long outlooks a
large conception of the bearings of what men do.
Jenny had not been so wrong in thinking of him nor
he in thinking that he could take her with what she
brought. Powerfully had Octon, in his rude irresistible
natural force, and its natural appeal, broken the current,
real if subtle, between them.
I went up to him, holding out my hand.
We had won the victory; I did not feel very triumphant.
“Mr. Austin,” he said,
as he shook hands, “we make a mistake if we
expect not to have done to us as we do to others, I
learn that as I grow older. Do you understand
what I’m at, when I say this?”
“Not very well, I confess, Lord Fillingford.”
“Once I went to Miss Driver,
holding what I have my old name, my old
place, my position, my title I can’t
think of anything they’ve given me except care
and a hopeless sense of my own inadequacy holding
those in my hand and asking for her money. I
see now the opposite thing she comes holding
the money, and asks for what I have. I didn’t
have my way. She’ll have hers.”
“There are the young people.” It
was all I had to say.
“Ask her to leave me a little
of my son. Because there’s no doubt.
You’ve taken away all my weapons, Mr. Austin.”
“I wish you’d had this
conversation with her you two together.”
He relapsed into his formal propriety
of demeanor. “I shall, I trust, give Miss
Driver no reason to complain of any want of courtesy if
Amyas persists.”
“You’ve accepted it that he will.”
“Yes that’s
truth,” he said. “I may be expected
at Breysgate to-morrow at four.”
“Then try to make it happy!”
He gave me a slow pondering look.
“There is much between me and her not
all against her nor for me. I’ve come to
see that. I’ll do my best, Mr. Austin.”
He escorted me to the door, and walked
in silence with me down a broad walk, bordered on
either side by stately trees, till we came to his
gates. He looked up at the venerable trees, then
pointed to the tarnished coronets that crowned the
ironwork, itself rather rusty.
“A fresh coat of paint wanted!”
he observed with his chilly smile and I
really did not know whether his remark involved a reference
to our previous conversation or not.